#32 - Cycles of Attention
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Hello and welcome to Developing Perspective. Developing Perspective is a podcast hosted by me, David Smith.
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I'm an independent iOS developer based in Herndon, Virginia.
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Developing Perspective discusses news of note, interesting things related to iOS, Apple, things like that.
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Things of note to someone who maybe is an independent iOS developer or Mac developer or just interested in these types of things.
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This is show number 31. And today I'm going to be talking a bit more on a, I guess, maybe a more personal side rather than a
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more technical thing.
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So one of my favorite podcasts that I listen to a lot is build and analyze which is a five by five show with
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Marco Arment and Dan DeBenjamin and one of my favorite episodes is from way back when it uh
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Was first starting out and was called cycles of motivation and which I'll have a link to in the show notes
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Which is a great episode. It's a fairly timeless one. It's not one of the more topical shows they've done and
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The I remember about it specifically as he was talking about Marco that is was talking about how
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Now, he goes through on a more daily basis different cycles of motivation, different
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levels of engagement, interest in what he's doing, how he's doing it, and how that kind
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of impacts and focuses on how he chooses to work, how he tends to work, manages time in
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his day, so that if, for example, he gets really engaged and interested over late at
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night, he'll work late at night, and if he's not really interested in the morning, maybe
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he won't rather than kind of being like, "Oh, well, I'm going to work 9 to 5 because that's
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what I always do."
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I always thought that was an interesting thing and kind of very true, I think, for a lot
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of creative work.
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And what I was going to talk about here is rather than sort of cycles of motivation,
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maybe it's even taking one step up and kind of building on that concept and saying cycles
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of inspiration.
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And specifically, it's something that is topical and timely for me is the way that I kind of
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find myself, my attention, maybe it's even cycles of attention, is even better, is as
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I work on something for a long period of time, you know, say an app that I've had in the
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store for a long time or a consulting project or something, once I've been doing that for
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a certain amount of time, I find myself less interested in it than I used to be. And maybe
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it's just a short attention span, but it's an interesting thing that I've found, pattern
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that I found over and over and over again. That after I've been working on something
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and for a couple of months, I become less interested in it. And I think the hardest
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part of that is that I become less motivated to do a good job on it, which sounds like
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an awful thing in many ways. But the problem is it no longer doesn't have that thrill of
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excitement. And some of it has to do with often you're working on the tasks that aren't
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is interesting. It's like the fun part of building an app is building an app. It's not
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really maintaining an app. And so I think that that plays into it. But I think, moreover,
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there's just something exciting about the creative, about taking something that doesn't
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exist and making it new, or about the freshness of coming into something and sort of hitting
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it afresh after a break or something like that. And so this is topical and timely for
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me because I'm wrapping up a consulting project that I've been doing for probably about five,
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six months, depending on how you count it, which is a longer project than I've almost
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always worked on.
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Typically, my projects are much closer to about three months, which is usually my attention
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This one went a little longer, and I'm kind of heading into a place now where it's like,
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"Okay, I'm going to transition back from consulting and focus on my own apps."
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I've done some work on my own apps in the interim, but primarily I've just been focused
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on this consulting work, and that's, you know, fair enough, that's what they pay me for.
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And I found this to be a very healthy pattern for me, and it's something that I wanted to
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share here in case it would be helpful for other people who, for a while, I would always
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think, "Okay, I want to make my own apps.
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I want to make my own apps.
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Like, that's my dream.
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I want to be an independent app developer."
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And I kind of hit there, you know, like I make a living from the apps I have in the
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And that's great, and that's fun.
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But what I found is if I just did that over and over,
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I'm just so focused in there, I lose perspective
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about what's important, what are the things
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that I should be focused on in building apps.
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I get pigeonholed into certain technologies,
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the things that are related to my app.
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So I have an audiobooks app, so I know the audio stuff
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in iOS backwards and forwards,
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but I haven't done other stuff.
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I haven't done Mac development.
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I haven't done all kinds of other places where these are skills that'd be very helpful and are good for me to learn,
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but I've just never learned them because they're not related to my projects.
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And so a pattern that I kind of found myself getting into is,
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"Okay, I'm going to work on my own apps for a couple of months, and then I'll do a consulting project."
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And even if you're an iOS app developer of sort of any skill,
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it's fairly easy to find consulting these days.
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And then I would do that for a couple of months,
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Basically what I'm looking for in that consulting project
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is to work with an interesting team,
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which combats some of the problems of working on your own,
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that you're only as good as,
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you're learning from yourself,
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which is often not nearly as good
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as learning from someone else.
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So it combats that by working on a good team,
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and then working on a technology and a platform
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that I'm not as comfortable on.
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So it's working on something that deals with text,
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where I'm used to dealing with audio,
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or working on the Mac rather than the iOS, or whatever.
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doing something that's different.
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And it's kind of fun to be able to play around and learn
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and kind of build interesting things
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and be paid for it in a non-risk way.
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Or in a non-risky way, I guess.
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And so, when I'm building an app, I'm not taking a risk.
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I'm going to put in several, several hours,
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several dozen hours, 700 hours, whatever,
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I'm going to turn it on the app,
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and I'm hoping that other people
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are going to like that and buy it.
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With consulting, you're selling your time, essentially,
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and you get paid for it kind of either way,
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in the sense that you're being paid
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for that time and that attention.
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It's not this kind of thing that you're building
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and you're making an investment
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that you're hoping to be paid off later.
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And so I find it to be a great pattern
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for me to learn things, to stay engaged.
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And then what often happens,
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I mean, it's incredibly predictable,
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is about three months later, I'm like,
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"Hey, you know, maybe I want to work on my own stuff again."
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And I kind of wind myself down off a project
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and focus on my own apps,
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and then kind of switch back and forth between them.
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And it's a pattern that I'd really recommend
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if you're an independent iOS developer,
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or would like to be, or those types of things,
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to kind of view it as a good way
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to kind of structure this business in a sustainable way.
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So if my app income started to fall off, for example,
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I have this consulting base,
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both in terms of income on a yearly,
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it's like if I'm spending, say, half my time consulting,
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that's a good amount of money that can kind of provide
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for me and my family.
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And on the flip side, I have those relationships,
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those experiences, those marketability things,
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of being able to say, yeah, I do consulting.
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If I ever needed to, like my apps just collapsed
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and I started making no money from them,
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the next day I could be like,
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call up a couple of people I've worked with
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and be like, hey, I'm looking for work.
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And I'd be able to fairly easily, I'd hope,
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sort of pick that up and keep my income coming.
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And the flip side, it still creates that opportunity
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that if I, one of my apps does well.
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I've had the best app success for a couple of my apps
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that did much better than I would ever have expected them to
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and it's the benefit of, okay, I've been able to do those
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and sort of benefit from that income in a passive way
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while I'm doing other things
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and while I'm focusing on other things.
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I mean, it's one of the most remarkable things to me in iOS
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is I have an app for like audiobooks, for example.
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It's been in the store for about three years now.
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in various forms, and it still makes up a good part of my income.
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And I don't work on it very much anymore.
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Like the concept and the implementation is fairly stable, and at some point I'll probably
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do maintenance updates and add content to it and things, but at its core it's been fairly
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similar for a very long time.
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And as an investment, I mean, that's huge that I put in that time early and now it just
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keeps paying back while I'm working on other things.
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And so that's kind of what, it's nice to have that balance,
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is something that I found.
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And I think even more for me, that I am now,
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it kind of gives you the best of both worlds.
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That I used to not,
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like when I was working for a normal line to five job,
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the challenge I often had is, you know,
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even if you work on a project,
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and say it's the same in the last three months,
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you're often then kind of, okay, well that was version one.
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Now you're going to go work on version 1.1.
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Now you're going to work on version 1.2.
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And that really, I think that my attention suffered
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as a result and my ability to focus on something.
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And some people I know, they can really just work
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on something forever.
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And they'll polish it and polish it and polish it
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and keep working on it, and that's great for them.
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I just find that I'm not that kind of a developer,
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that kind of, you know, my mind just doesn't work that way,
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that I get very frustrated by that.
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I kind of find myself being like, you know,
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this is kind of boring.
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Can't I do something else?
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Can I find something fun to do?
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So this is kind of the pattern I found into
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where I have these cycles of attention
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where I was like, okay, I'm going to work on my own stuff.
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Okay, I'm going to work on consulting for someone else
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for a little while and so on.
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And the interesting thing that I find
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that is a sort of markers for this activity
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that is so consistent is I know it's time
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to start working my own apps when all the time
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I'm thinking about cool apps and things and ideas
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and things that I can do.
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It's like I'm taking a shower and I'm like,
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wait, what if I did that?
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What if I did this?
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And my mind is just racing with those types of things.
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It's almost like to escape the consulting.
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And I know the flip side, I know it's time
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to sort of stop working my own apps and get some perspective
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when that stops, when that creativity's there.
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And it's like, OK, I need a change of scenery.
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I need a change of pace.
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I need to start working on a project for someone else,
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where someone else is saying, hey, build this
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with these features, X, Y, Z, and it kind of
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takes that creativity out of the process a little bit,
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where I'm not thinking constantly about,
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how would I do this, what features could I add to this app,
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what would it do?
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Someone else is doing that and it kind of pulls back
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and gives you some perspective.
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So it may not be for everybody,
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but I just kind of wanted to share about it.
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It's kind of timely for me, like I said,
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'cause I'm transitioning back into that.
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At this point, I'm really looking forward to it.
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I got all these ideas and things that I'm looking forward
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to building, and then I'll probably in a couple of months,
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or a month or whatever, and I find that I'm bored
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with it again or wanting to look for something else,
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I'll go back and do some more consulting,
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and kind of that cycle will continue.
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And like I said, it's been good for me,
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and definitely something I'd recommend at least trying.
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If you're an independent developer,
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you're like, "Oh, I don't want to be a consultant."
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It's like, well, maybe try it.
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Just do a project for a couple of months.
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It's not like you're, you're not buying a house.
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It's not something you're investing in.
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It's like, okay, well, if you don't like it, don't do it.
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Or simply if you're a consultant, it's like,
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hey man, can I take a month, two months,
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and just work on your own app?
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And that experience is far,
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its value is far more beyond the financial.
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I think it'll make you better at what you do,
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and more motivated and focused in what you do.
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All right, that's it for today's show.
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I hope that's interesting.
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Happy Friday.
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If you like the show, best things you can do.
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Tell a friend, I'd love that.
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that. I'm rated on iTunes. Apparently that's a helpful thing. And otherwise, if you need
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to get a hold of me, I'm on Twitter @_davidsmith, underscore D-A-V-I-D-S-M-I-T-H, and my website
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is david-smith.org. I've been blogging there a fair bit recently. I'll probably be picking
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it up a lot as I move off consulting and can focus on my own things. One of those projects
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that I'll be focused on is my blog and probably this podcast. So if you like it, expect more
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of it. All right, thanks. Happy Friday and happy coding. Bye.