00:00:08 ◼ ► hi Merlin oh god this is a labor of love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/8">TS</a>]
00:00:11 ◼ ► that you're even here that's gonna be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/11">TS</a>]
00:00:17 ◼ ► one of many coughs I think we should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/17">TS</a>]
00:00:20 ◼ ► stop right there that's so just that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/20">TS</a>]
00:00:24 ◼ ► yeah now you're ill yeah I meal but that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/24">TS</a>]
00:00:31 ◼ ► in fact lately I've been better than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/31">TS</a>]
00:00:33 ◼ ► I've ever been in my life how circle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/33">TS</a>]
00:00:36 ◼ ► sick wise not mental health wise but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/36">TS</a>]
00:00:39 ◼ ► used to get sick all the time he gets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/39">TS</a>]
00:00:41 ◼ ► the card i do i get really sick I get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/41">TS</a>]
00:00:47 ◼ ► preternatural so we're pretty naturally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/47">TS</a>]
00:00:49 ◼ ► you're unbelievably strong is it that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/49">TS</a>]
00:00:53 ◼ ► yeah i think im using it wrong you may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/53">TS</a>]
00:00:55 ◼ ► be using it wrong but it is a word [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/55">TS</a>]
00:00:59 ◼ ► supernaturally strong in so many ways [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/59">TS</a>]
00:01:04 ◼ ► irresponsibly strong in so many ways but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/64">TS</a>]
00:01:06 ◼ ► when it comes to getting sick you're a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/66">TS</a>]
00:01:09 ◼ ► yeah i have several Achilles heels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/69">TS</a>]
00:01:11 ◼ ► because im hit im gonna let another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/71">TS</a>]
00:01:14 ◼ ► collection started because because I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/74">TS</a>]
00:01:16 ◼ ► six-legged have five Achilles heels and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/76">TS</a>]
00:01:23 ◼ ► yeah and-and-and a a bad immune system [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/83">TS</a>]
00:01:28 ◼ ► I've always been quick to catch the bug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/88">TS</a>]
00:01:31 ◼ ► me to on the same way I get cold sores I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/91">TS</a>]
00:01:35 ◼ ► get psoriasis and I got it all I should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/95">TS</a>]
00:01:37 ◼ ► be dead by now you know we you know it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/97">TS</a>]
00:01:39 ◼ ► up here in the northwest we call cold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/99">TS</a>]
00:01:41 ◼ ► sores stress bumps that is really it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/101">TS</a>]
00:01:45 ◼ ► bellingham thing because nobody wants to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/105">TS</a>]
00:01:47 ◼ ► admit that they have herpes so they have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/107">TS</a>]
00:01:50 ◼ ► a stress bump and telling him the column [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/110">TS</a>]
00:01:53 ◼ ► I'm not make you laugh right here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/113">TS</a>]
00:02:00 ◼ ► ah yeah as then I have you know i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/120">TS</a>]
00:02:02 ◼ ► my lungs are my i am that's the part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/122">TS</a>]
00:02:06 ◼ ► that there Kelly lungs that's right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/126">TS</a>]
00:02:08 ◼ ► there my achilles lungs if you read The [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/128">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► Iliad there's a scene where Achilles is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/130">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► leaping over the wall and any gets a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/133">TS</a>]
00:02:16 ◼ ► wheeze and he had he wheezes and that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/136">TS</a>]
00:02:21 ◼ ► how they know where he is and then and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/141">TS</a>]
00:02:25 ◼ ► hey I wasn't that instead of classics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/145">TS</a>]
00:02:27 ◼ ► and memory serves me the reason for his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/147">TS</a>]
00:02:30 ◼ ► weakness is that when Moses mother kept [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/150">TS</a>]
00:02:34 ◼ ► him into the my desk and she held him by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/154">TS</a>]
00:02:36 ◼ ► his long rights well see you've read the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/156">TS</a>]
00:02:39 ◼ ► book I remind you but you've seen the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/159">TS</a>]
00:02:40 ◼ ► movie at least yeah i saw Exodus we have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/160">TS</a>]
00:02:42 ◼ ► one Moses puts Achilles in the mudbath [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/162">TS</a>]
00:02:45 ◼ ► she holds him by his long and that's why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/165">TS</a>]
00:02:49 ◼ ► is he'll never grew and then the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/169">TS</a>]
00:02:53 ◼ ► place my things and some cucumber water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/173">TS</a>]
00:02:55 ◼ ► and a lucky magazine who sit on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/175">TS</a>]
00:02:57 ◼ ► biosolids yeah yeah how much the Bible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/177">TS</a>]
00:03:00 ◼ ► of you reading the Bible yeah i read a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/180">TS</a>]
00:03:02 ◼ ► lot of it you know I because i went to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/182">TS</a>]
00:03:04 ◼ ► judgment school right and I showed up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/184">TS</a>]
00:03:07 ◼ ► there with a real chip on my shoulder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/187">TS</a>]
00:03:08 ◼ ► and I took an old testament class by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/188">TS</a>]
00:03:12 ◼ ► first quarter i'm sitting in the class [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/192">TS</a>]
00:03:15 ◼ ► in the and the professor comes in and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/195">TS</a>]
00:03:18 ◼ ► he's a he's a he's a priest and he's an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/198">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► overweight man and he's wearing he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/200">TS</a>]
00:03:23 ◼ ► wearing his priestly garb but you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/203">TS</a>]
00:03:26 ◼ ► tell from the it so it's all black it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/206">TS</a>]
00:03:29 ◼ ► black clothes right but you can tell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/209">TS</a>]
00:03:30 ◼ ► from the accumulated dander on the shirt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/210">TS</a>]
00:03:35 ◼ ► its it's like he comes in and somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/215">TS</a>]
00:03:37 ◼ ► has been it like he had just left a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/217">TS</a>]
00:03:39 ◼ ► wedding where they didn't have rice to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/219">TS</a>]
00:03:41 ◼ ► throw they just had salt so he's he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/221">TS</a>]
00:03:44 ◼ ► just he's covered in dander and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/224">TS</a>]
00:03:46 ◼ ► realized over the course of the of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/226">TS</a>]
00:03:48 ◼ ► quarter that he never changed his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/228">TS</a>]
00:03:50 ◼ ► clothes but he was it but he was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/230">TS</a>]
00:03:53 ◼ ► brilliant guy any he came in and and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/233">TS</a>]
00:03:56 ◼ ► said to the class you know his first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/236">TS</a>]
00:03:59 ◼ ► how much of the Bible should we take as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/239">TS</a>]
00:04:04 ◼ ► as truth as best fact any on the room is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/244">TS</a>]
00:04:09 ◼ ► quiet and nobody knows what to do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/249">TS</a>]
00:04:11 ◼ ► I'm sitting there with my already with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/251">TS</a>]
00:04:13 ◼ ► my feet up on the desk you know smug and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/253">TS</a>]
00:04:16 ◼ ► Brent presumptuous and just I was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/256">TS</a>]
00:04:19 ◼ ► such a turd and I raised my hand and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/259">TS</a>]
00:04:22 ◼ ► sardonically I'm like em I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/262">TS</a>]
00:04:27 ◼ ► mhm and he goes no in fact and proceeds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/267">TS</a>]
00:04:31 ◼ ► to make me feel like it like the tool [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/271">TS</a>]
00:04:34 ◼ ► that I was says no in fact the Bible is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/274">TS</a>]
00:04:37 ◼ ► a collection of stories told by you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/277">TS</a>]
00:04:42 ◼ ► bye-bye people wandering the desert and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/282">TS</a>]
00:04:47 ◼ ► here's here's how we're going to take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/287">TS</a>]
00:04:48 ◼ ► this class and he starts to talk and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/288">TS</a>]
00:04:50 ◼ ► SAT up in my chair and lean forward it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/290">TS</a>]
00:04:52 ◼ ► was like oh my goodness this this seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/292">TS</a>]
00:04:55 ◼ ► really smart and I don't fit into that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/295">TS</a>]
00:04:57 ◼ ► class I was so I'm so thrilled to read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/297">TS</a>]
00:05:00 ◼ ► the Old Testament with with a priest who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/300">TS</a>]
00:05:03 ◼ ► was gonna walk me through it like it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/303">TS</a>]
00:05:08 ◼ ► oh I still I I should go back there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/308">TS</a>]
00:05:11 ◼ ► find that priest and and give him a dead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/311">TS</a>]
00:05:16 ◼ ► embossed he's gotta be still alive he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/316">TS</a>]
00:05:18 ◼ ► was a pretty young guy that they live [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/318">TS</a>]
00:05:20 ◼ ► pretty long this guy's they do because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/320">TS</a>]
00:05:22 ◼ ► they you know they had free food health [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/322">TS</a>]
00:05:26 ◼ ► mhm subsidized anyway you know they all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/326">TS</a>]
00:05:29 ◼ ► live together there in the priests house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/329">TS</a>]
00:05:30 ◼ ► ooh so they don't need money there that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/330">TS</a>]
00:05:34 ◼ ► that's in Ruth's they talk about that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/334">TS</a>]
00:05:35 ◼ ► you know the thing is old testament it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/335">TS</a>]
00:05:38 ◼ ► a six bit of a slog there's a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/338">TS</a>]
00:05:40 ◼ ► repetition it could really it could have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/340">TS</a>]
00:05:42 ◼ ► really stood a second read through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/342">TS</a>]
00:05:44 ◼ ► before i went to press there's a lot lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/344">TS</a>]
00:05:46 ◼ ► of extraneous stuff that was great about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/346">TS</a>]
00:05:48 ◼ ► this class because I you know as you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/348">TS</a>]
00:05:51 ◼ ► walk through life right you meet people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/351">TS</a>]
00:05:52 ◼ ► all the time they're like well I've read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/352">TS</a>]
00:05:54 ◼ ► the Quran and let me tell you this about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/354">TS</a>]
00:05:56 ◼ ► that when every one of those people that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/356">TS</a>]
00:05:59 ◼ ► says that is is a lying sack of shit no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/359">TS</a>]
00:06:01 ◼ ► one has read the quran because it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/361">TS</a>]
00:06:04 ◼ ► the old testament it's so boring if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/364">TS</a>]
00:06:06 ◼ ► start at the front you start reading the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/366">TS</a>]
00:06:07 ◼ ► first page you just like Oh by four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/367">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► year 24 pages of the Koran but when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/373">TS</a>]
00:06:17 ◼ ► when somebody's walking you through it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/377">TS</a>]
00:06:19 ◼ ► who knows all the good parts like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/379">TS</a>]
00:06:21 ◼ ► know someone who is it who has studied [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/381">TS</a>]
00:06:23 ◼ ► enough priestly stuff to be a judgment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/383">TS</a>]
00:06:25 ◼ ► this guy knew where all the good stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/385">TS</a>]
00:06:27 ◼ ► was here where all the sex was he knew [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/387">TS</a>]
00:06:29 ◼ ► where all the turning points were and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/389">TS</a>]
00:06:32 ◼ ► skipped he skipped by the genealogies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/392">TS</a>]
00:06:35 ◼ ► and all that stuff and just got like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/395">TS</a>]
00:06:38 ◼ ► I wish I knew I wish I knew it well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/398">TS</a>]
00:06:40 ◼ ► enough to do that for someone else you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/400">TS</a>]
00:06:43 ◼ ► know to like give somebody a syllabus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/403">TS</a>]
00:06:45 ◼ ► about the whole Testament commentaries [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/405">TS</a>]
00:06:46 ◼ ► that you do that in different walks of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/406">TS</a>]
00:06:48 ◼ ► I mean I think you give take people to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/408">TS</a>]
00:06:50 ◼ ► the interesting part sometimes i try i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/410">TS</a>]
00:06:52 ◼ ► had I take people to the interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/412">TS</a>]
00:06:54 ◼ ► parts of the of the Seattle um you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/414">TS</a>]
00:06:59 ◼ ► where this where the sewers connect to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/419">TS</a>]
00:07:04 ◼ ► something to take people down there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/424">TS</a>]
00:07:06 ◼ ► that's what I like to take people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/426">TS</a>]
00:07:08 ◼ ► kill them and take them into the sewers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/428">TS</a>]
00:07:10 ◼ ► meet the power stations and was funny I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/430">TS</a>]
00:07:15 ◼ ► literature which you have a man but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/435">TS</a>]
00:07:17 ◼ ► literary art or literature that's what i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/437">TS</a>]
00:07:18 ◼ ► call in Florida better area Turcotte [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/438">TS</a>]
00:07:22 ◼ ► did you know you would never think like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/442">TS</a>]
00:07:24 ◼ ► oh I you know I read through i read this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/444">TS</a>]
00:07:27 ◼ ► short story i read where I'm calling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/447">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► from once and now i'm a learned man but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/449">TS</a>]
00:07:32 ◼ ► you have to read a lot more than that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/452">TS</a>]
00:07:33 ◼ ► and you probably have to read that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/453">TS</a>]
00:07:34 ◼ ► several times if you're gonna consider [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/454">TS</a>]
00:07:36 ◼ ► you somebody said so yourself someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/456">TS</a>]
00:07:37 ◼ ► who really knows a lot about something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/457">TS</a>]
00:07:40 ◼ ► let's say for the sake of argument you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/460">TS</a>]
00:07:41 ◼ ► know enough about something to judge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/461">TS</a>]
00:07:43 ◼ ► someone's life and afterlife me it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/463">TS</a>]
00:07:46 ◼ ► behoove you and I'm not gonna talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/466">TS</a>]
00:07:48 ◼ ► religion but it would behoove you like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/468">TS</a>]
00:07:49 ◼ ► if you're any student you would want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/469">TS</a>]
00:07:51 ◼ ► like you know learn your times tables [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/471">TS</a>]
00:07:52 ◼ ► until you know it really well but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/472">TS</a>]
00:07:54 ◼ ► you can drop a reference to something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/474">TS</a>]
00:07:57 ◼ ► like the Old Testament or the new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/477">TS</a>]
00:08:01 ◼ ► Shakespeare the Constitution and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/481">TS</a>]
00:08:02 ◼ ► because you've heard that thing he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/482">TS</a>]
00:08:04 ◼ ► suddenly sound like a learned person and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/484">TS</a>]
00:08:06 ◼ ► that's not even the beginning of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/486">TS</a>]
00:08:07 ◼ ► learning apartment but all those things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/487">TS</a>]
00:08:11 ◼ ► Constitution and the Bible there are so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/491">TS</a>]
00:08:14 ◼ ► many references to them throughout all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/494">TS</a>]
00:08:18 ◼ ► other literature that you if you if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/498">TS</a>]
00:08:24 ◼ ► gasps of what the original text says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/504">TS</a>]
00:08:28 ◼ ► you see it all the time it occurs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/508">TS</a>]
00:08:30 ◼ ► everywhere else right so you actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/510">TS</a>]
00:08:33 ◼ ► can get a pretty good grip on the iliad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/513">TS</a>]
00:08:37 ◼ ► and the Old Testament by just by kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/517">TS</a>]
00:08:40 ◼ ► doing a cliff snows CliffsNotes reading [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/520">TS</a>]
00:08:44 ◼ ► of it and then being aware when you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/524">TS</a>]
00:08:46 ◼ ► it appear in other books you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/526">TS</a>]
00:08:48 ◼ ► because people were people do refer to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/528">TS</a>]
00:08:50 ◼ ► it like for instance reading where I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/530">TS</a>]
00:08:53 ◼ ► calling from although it is a great work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/533">TS</a>]
00:08:56 ◼ ► you won't see it you won't see allusions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/536">TS</a>]
00:08:59 ◼ ► to it in all the other books you read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/539">TS</a>]
00:09:01 ◼ ► but you're going to see The Iliad come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/541">TS</a>]
00:09:03 ◼ ► up over and over you could you could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/543">TS</a>]
00:09:05 ◼ ► hear the phrase Achilles heel your whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/545">TS</a>]
00:09:06 ◼ ► life and not realize it's from The Iliad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/546">TS</a>]
00:09:08 ◼ ► yeah we're here like why like pound of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/548">TS</a>]
00:09:10 ◼ ► flesh or blood on my hands all are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/550">TS</a>]
00:09:13 ◼ ► know that the innumerable basically I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/553">TS</a>]
00:09:15 ◼ ► mean like if you ever read Hamlet all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/555">TS</a>]
00:09:16 ◼ ► the way through I've never read the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/556">TS</a>]
00:09:17 ◼ ► whole handling the whole Hamlet is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/557">TS</a>]
00:09:19 ◼ ► really really almost every Hamlet that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/559">TS</a>]
00:09:22 ◼ ► we read is a lot a lot short-short [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/562">TS</a>]
00:09:25 ◼ ► Hamlet right well I can I did that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/565">TS</a>]
00:09:28 ◼ ► version in the nineties or whatever that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/568">TS</a>]
00:09:31 ◼ ► was good because it was beautiful but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/571">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► was like his long yea yea and that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/572">TS</a>]
00:09:35 ◼ ► that was even a little bit abridged but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/575">TS</a>]
00:09:38 ◼ ► Shakespeare's the same way you if it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/578">TS</a>]
00:09:40 ◼ ► in everything and i find that that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/580">TS</a>]
00:09:42 ◼ ► the first time I went to Hollywood right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/582">TS</a>]
00:09:44 ◼ ► you go to Hollywood and you're driving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/584">TS</a>]
00:09:46 ◼ ► around and you realize that I mean I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/586">TS</a>]
00:09:49 ◼ ► never been to Southern California but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/589">TS</a>]
00:09:53 ◼ ► every street sign every street corner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/593">TS</a>]
00:09:56 ◼ ► I know you know you get to Hollywood and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/596">TS</a>]
00:09:58 ◼ ► Vine you're like Hollywood and Vine I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/598">TS</a>]
00:10:02 ◼ ► first time you go to New York City I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/602">TS</a>]
00:10:04 ◼ ► read every street corner you stand on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/604">TS</a>]
00:10:06 ◼ ► you realize you've seen it in a movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/606">TS</a>]
00:10:08 ◼ ► you've read about it in a book and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/608">TS</a>]
00:10:10 ◼ ► that that familiarity with the would not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/610">TS</a>]
00:10:14 ◼ ► just the place names but like I know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/614">TS</a>]
00:10:16 ◼ ► what happened here this is the place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/616">TS</a>]
00:10:18 ◼ ► where the thing happened right right um [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/618">TS</a>]
00:10:20 ◼ ► it makes New York and LA and Paris this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/620">TS</a>]
00:10:23 ◼ ► makes these places seem well like we all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/623">TS</a>]
00:10:28 ◼ ► there's a photograph this photograph of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/628">TS</a>]
00:10:31 ◼ ► me that is really really blurry for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/631">TS</a>]
00:10:34 ◼ ► reasons that will become a parent you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/634">TS</a>]
00:10:36 ◼ ► have a moment in a mustache you wearing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/636">TS</a>]
00:10:38 ◼ ► an army jacket i am yeah and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/638">TS</a>]
00:10:41 ◼ ► absolutely right you know you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/641">TS</a>]
00:10:42 ◼ ► era and he's not gone deep that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/642">TS</a>]
00:10:44 ◼ ► antics of this is because of the great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/644">TS</a>]
00:10:45 ◼ ► era of merlin mann the moment the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/645">TS</a>]
00:10:47 ◼ ► mustache on the army jacket you seem to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/647">TS</a>]
00:10:49 ◼ ► traverse the world now yet again that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/649">TS</a>]
00:10:51 ◼ ► the mullet the mustache in the Army [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/651">TS</a>]
00:10:53 ◼ ► check it again esop lot of people don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/653">TS</a>]
00:10:56 ◼ ► slow and steady slow and steady wins the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/656">TS</a>]
00:10:58 ◼ ► kebab I in our limited number of days [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/658">TS</a>]
00:11:02 ◼ ► that we had in Manhattan this is how you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/662">TS</a>]
00:11:05 ◼ ► knew i shouldn'ta lost this one I said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/665">TS</a>]
00:11:08 ◼ ► my girlfriend we're going to go to this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/668">TS</a>]
00:11:09 ◼ ► place you're gonna take my picture and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/669">TS</a>]
00:11:10 ◼ ► so we got on the subway anyway it went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/670">TS</a>]
00:11:13 ◼ ► north north north north north and we got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/673">TS</a>]
00:11:16 ◼ ► scared and sort of electrical and 1250 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/676">TS</a>]
00:11:20 ◼ ► secondary more dead than alive had to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/680">TS</a>]
00:11:22 ◼ ► take my picture at Lexington 225th you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/682">TS</a>]
00:11:24 ◼ ► get off haha but I'm literally in motion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/684">TS</a>]
00:11:27 ◼ ► i stopped long enough to go there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/687">TS</a>]
00:11:29 ◼ ► take the picture and then I started [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/689">TS</a>]
00:11:31 ◼ ► yeah this was what year that an STD I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/691">TS</a>]
00:11:34 ◼ ► got the photo somewhere in 1988 that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/694">TS</a>]
00:11:36 ◼ ► wasn't a good time to just like two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/696">TS</a>]
00:11:37 ◼ ► different like like you know like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/697">TS</a>]
00:11:39 ◼ ► professionally made sign like for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/699">TS</a>]
00:11:41 ◼ ► restaurant or store with misspellings on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/701">TS</a>]
00:11:42 ◼ ► it there's like this is you know this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/702">TS</a>]
00:11:44 ◼ ► New York in the eighties this is not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/704">TS</a>]
00:11:45 ◼ ► this is pretty Giuliani you know being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/705">TS</a>]
00:11:49 ◼ ► there's giant pieces like the street you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/709">TS</a>]
00:11:51 ◼ ► like when they're like repairing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/711">TS</a>]
00:11:52 ◼ ► street then I got fuck it and they bring [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/712">TS</a>]
00:11:54 ◼ ► like a 44 inch piece feet thick piece of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/714">TS</a>]
00:11:57 ◼ ► steel sheet of Steel just like fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/717">TS</a>]
00:11:58 ◼ ► cover the street we're leaving its it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/718">TS</a>]
00:12:00 ◼ ► looks like Lebanon haha so I can't leave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/720">TS</a>]
00:12:04 ◼ ► you guessing that you haven't told you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/724">TS</a>]
00:12:06 ◼ ► that's amazing you would guess that so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/726">TS</a>]
00:12:08 ◼ ► fast whether you're talking about like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/728">TS</a>]
00:12:10 ◼ ► I'm going up i'm going up i'm going up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/730">TS</a>]
00:12:12 ◼ ► and I'm like well what's up there the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/732">TS</a>]
00:12:13 ◼ ► merlons not going to the Apollo probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/733">TS</a>]
00:12:16 ◼ ► to stand out front said stand out front [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/736">TS</a>]
00:12:18 ◼ ► with your tap shoes and be like I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/738">TS</a>]
00:12:20 ◼ ► ready for my audition like the violent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/740">TS</a>]
00:12:22 ◼ ► offense now been out there and ya go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/742">TS</a>]
00:12:24 ◼ ► together at the Cotton Club well so many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/744">TS</a>]
00:12:28 ◼ ► years later I lived there a hundred [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/748">TS</a>]
00:12:30 ◼ ► eighteen Lexington yes this is before is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/750">TS</a>]
00:12:33 ◼ ► like around the time you're about to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/753">TS</a>]
00:12:34 ◼ ► start writing your first record right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/754">TS</a>]
00:12:36 ◼ ► yeah well the first record was daughter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/756">TS</a>]
00:12:40 ◼ ► and I went up there and and lived in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/760">TS</a>]
00:12:43 ◼ ► Spanish Harlem what they called the bar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/763">TS</a>]
00:12:45 ◼ ► el barrio and it was the one time in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/765">TS</a>]
00:12:50 ◼ ► life where I'm where I actually had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/770">TS</a>]
00:12:52 ◼ ► gun pointed at me where it wasn't just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/772">TS</a>]
00:12:55 ◼ ► some Alaskan guy pointing a gun at you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/775">TS</a>]
00:12:57 ◼ ► my captain's something he could settle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/777">TS</a>]
00:12:59 ◼ ► it once it goes like I alright you got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/779">TS</a>]
00:13:02 ◼ ► gun i got again right it was that it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/782">TS</a>]
00:13:04 ◼ ► an armed robbery and I was with two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/784">TS</a>]
00:13:11 ◼ ► obviously we were we were stupid we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/791">TS</a>]
00:13:14 ◼ ► walking along the east river at ten [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/794">TS</a>]
00:13:17 ◼ ► o'clock at night in Spanish Harlem and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/797">TS</a>]
00:13:20 ◼ ► it you know we've been walking up the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/800">TS</a>]
00:13:22 ◼ ► East River so there's a certain point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/802">TS</a>]
00:13:24 ◼ ► there's not like gunplay primetime yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/804">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► it's sort of like well it'sit's at 98 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/806">TS</a>]
00:13:30 ◼ ► you're still on the Upper East Side kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/810">TS</a>]
00:13:34 ◼ ► of you know and we're just walking and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/814">TS</a>]
00:13:35 ◼ ► talking and chatting and and we don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/815">TS</a>]
00:13:37 ◼ ► realize that we walked into Academy a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/817">TS</a>]
00:13:39 ◼ ► shooting gallery area where everyone is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/819">TS</a>]
00:13:41 ◼ ► that they're all these junkies are lying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/821">TS</a>]
00:13:43 ◼ ► sort of all since stacked like cordwood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/823">TS</a>]
00:13:45 ◼ ► all around and that we walk over this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/825">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► sweatshirt is standing there and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/831">TS</a>]
00:13:56 ◼ ► he's real casual you know he's kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/836">TS</a>]
00:13:58 ◼ ► he's leaning up against the pole and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/838">TS</a>]
00:14:00 ◼ ► he's got he's got his pistol out and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/840">TS</a>]
00:14:05 ◼ ► kind of in the lead of the three of us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/845">TS</a>]
00:14:06 ◼ ► and I walked past him he says something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/846">TS</a>]
00:14:10 ◼ ► to me i don't see the gun and I go oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/850">TS</a>]
00:14:14 ◼ ► hey what's up and I I walked past him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/854">TS</a>]
00:14:17 ◼ ► I'm 10 feet past him before the girl [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/857">TS</a>]
00:14:22 ◼ ► screams there's three of us to me of guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/862">TS</a>]
00:14:28 ◼ ► and his girlfriend and she sees the gun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/868">TS</a>]
00:14:31 ◼ ► and she stops dead in her tracks and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/871">TS</a>]
00:14:33 ◼ ► screams and I turn around and I see that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/873">TS</a>]
00:14:37 ◼ ► he's got the guard on the girl and and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/877">TS</a>]
00:14:40 ◼ ► I i have the I'm so indignant and I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/880">TS</a>]
00:14:45 ◼ ► to walk back to get in front of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/885">TS</a>]
00:14:48 ◼ ► guy's gun you know what I mean like GT [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/888">TS</a>]
00:14:51 ◼ ► that well I was already passed in my you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/891">TS</a>]
00:14:54 ◼ ► she if she had kept walking if the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/894">TS</a>]
00:14:56 ◼ ► guy w he wouldn't you know he's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/896">TS</a>]
00:14:57 ◼ ► sitting there is like the ones you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/897">TS</a>]
00:14:59 ◼ ► talking about being a human shield [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/899">TS</a>]
00:15:00 ◼ ► you're saying go back and finish that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/900">TS</a>]
00:15:01 ◼ ► the robber transaction know that's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/901">TS</a>]
00:15:03 ◼ ► I had to do I was like oh my god why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/903">TS</a>]
00:15:07 ◼ ► so I turn around I walked back and this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/907">TS</a>]
00:15:11 ◼ ► guy never says a word I mean he said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/911">TS</a>]
00:15:13 ◼ ► something to me like mermaids stick it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/913">TS</a>]
00:15:14 ◼ ► up stick them up or whatever I didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/914">TS</a>]
00:15:16 ◼ ► hear him because when you're walking in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/916">TS</a>]
00:15:18 ◼ ► the dark in Spanish Harlem even if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/918">TS</a>]
00:15:22 ◼ ► I mean being oblivious is your greatest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/922">TS</a>]
00:15:24 ◼ ► strength right i mean some guys down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/924">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► there with the gun goes and then stick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/926">TS</a>]
00:15:30 ◼ ► yeah great nice to see you and keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/930">TS</a>]
00:15:31 ◼ ► walking he's not going to shoot you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/931">TS</a>]
00:15:33 ◼ ► he's going to understand that it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/933">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► he's gonna get hold up the next person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/937">TS</a>]
00:15:38 ◼ ► or he's gonna run around in front of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/938">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► and like four see if that looks that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/940">TS</a>]
00:15:42 ◼ ► looks sort of stupid if he does that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/942">TS</a>]
00:15:44 ◼ ► yeah right he's not gonna eat he has his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/944">TS</a>]
00:15:45 ◼ ► own dignity i can write in retrospect he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/945">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► didn't fire a warning shot and say no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/947">TS</a>]
00:15:50 ◼ ► yeah and he's not the thing is he's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/950">TS</a>]
00:15:51 ◼ ► a guy who's like jumping in front of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/951">TS</a>]
00:15:54 ◼ ► with his feet spread em is when the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/954">TS</a>]
00:15:56 ◼ ► gunfire i'm going to freeze you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/956">TS</a>]
00:15:59 ◼ ► he's like this guy's keys cool batteries [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/959">TS</a>]
00:16:01 ◼ ► like hey man you know he's like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/961">TS</a>]
00:16:03 ◼ ► he's like that the troll under the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/963">TS</a>]
00:16:04 ◼ ► bridge right he's like let me hold your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/964">TS</a>]
00:16:06 ◼ ► wallet so i have to have to drag my ass [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/966">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► back there I'm all indignant about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/970">TS</a>]
00:16:12 ◼ ► and he's like you know throw three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/972">TS</a>]
00:16:14 ◼ ► wallets on the ground or whatever says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/974">TS</a>]
00:16:16 ◼ ► to the girl and I pulled my wallet out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/976">TS</a>]
00:16:20 ◼ ► and I had you know I had stuff in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/980">TS</a>]
00:16:21 ◼ ► wallet i wanted to keep and so I you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/981">TS</a>]
00:16:26 ◼ ► know I take whatever $21 i had and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/986">TS</a>]
00:16:28 ◼ ► threw it on the ground piece he wants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/988">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► the wallet and I'm like no don't need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/991">TS</a>]
00:16:35 ◼ ► the wallet and again I kinda had to grab [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/995">TS</a>]
00:16:39 ◼ ► her by the arm and pull er down the road [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/999">TS</a>]
00:16:45 ◼ ► headlights and my god just keep moving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1005">TS</a>]
00:16:48 ◼ ► and get out of the way you know what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1008">TS</a>]
00:16:51 ◼ ► don't stand there so yeah we had had to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1011">TS</a>]
00:16:56 ◼ ► pull these two along and you know all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1016">TS</a>]
00:16:58 ◼ ► this guy wanted was that if i had 11 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1018">TS</a>]
00:17:02 ◼ ► so anyway we get our past and then we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1022">TS</a>]
00:17:05 ◼ ► had the great adventure of going to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1025">TS</a>]
00:17:08 ◼ ► El Barrio police station and trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1028">TS</a>]
00:17:11 ◼ ► pick this hooded this masked gunmen out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1031">TS</a>]
00:17:15 ◼ ► of a lot of book of mug shots which was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1035">TS</a>]
00:17:18 ◼ ► it was the ultimate the ultimate example [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1038">TS</a>]
00:17:21 ◼ ► of like mugshots are useless eyewitness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1041">TS</a>]
00:17:24 ◼ ► accounts are useless we all three of us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1044">TS</a>]
00:17:26 ◼ ► picked a different person out of the mug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1046">TS</a>]
00:17:28 ◼ ► book the guy that I picked out the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1048">TS</a>]
00:17:31 ◼ ► cop turned the book writer was like well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1051">TS</a>]
00:17:33 ◼ ► that's interesting i don't think it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1053">TS</a>]
00:17:34 ◼ ► him because he's been in jail for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1054">TS</a>]
00:17:36 ◼ ► last three years but uh but nice try I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1056">TS</a>]
00:17:39 ◼ ► was like ah God could have sworn it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1059">TS</a>]
00:17:41 ◼ ► him and then then they put me in a cop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1061">TS</a>]
00:17:44 ◼ ► car and we drove around all the dark [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1064">TS</a>]
00:17:47 ◼ ► spots of the of the barrio looking you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1067">TS</a>]
00:17:50 ◼ ► know with our spotlight looking for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1070">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► guy who the guy had written a white swan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:56 ◼ ► that's a pretty high level of service [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1076">TS</a>]
00:17:58 ◼ ► very al barrio police department i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1078">TS</a>]
00:18:00 ◼ ► guessing you know they were they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1080">TS</a>]
00:18:03 ◼ ► they were great the tops were great i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1083">TS</a>]
00:18:05 ◼ ► have always felt the new york city [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1085">TS</a>]
00:18:07 ◼ ► police are some of the best in the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1087">TS</a>]
00:18:08 ◼ ► having been accosted by many police in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1088">TS</a>]
00:18:11 ◼ ► many cities New York Police are they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1091">TS</a>]
00:18:15 ◼ ► just regular Joe's you know who the LA [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1095">TS</a>]
00:18:17 ◼ ► cops San Francisco cop Seattle cops they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1097">TS</a>]
00:18:21 ◼ ► all act like they're real special people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1101">TS</a>]
00:18:24 ◼ ► who are charged with a special mission [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1104">TS</a>]
00:18:27 ◼ ► to keep the peace and there it you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1107">TS</a>]
00:18:30 ◼ ► they are working on behalf of the mayor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1110">TS</a>]
00:18:32 ◼ ► and the governor and they really fit a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1112">TS</a>]
00:18:33 ◼ ► relief really carry themselves with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1113">TS</a>]
00:18:35 ◼ ► lot of you know with the attitude that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1115">TS</a>]
00:18:39 ◼ ► every single person on the street is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1119">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► perpetrator and in New York City there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:43 ◼ ► like a smoke a bowl and more likes it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1123">TS</a>]
00:18:47 ◼ ► like a filling a legitimate civil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1127">TS</a>]
00:18:50 ◼ ► yeah they're guys that are you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1130">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► they're here they're there to keep like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:53 ◼ ► they're there to keep bears from running [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1133">TS</a>]
00:18:55 ◼ ► down the middle of the street but beyond [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1135">TS</a>]
00:18:56 ◼ ► that you know let people do with what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1136">TS</a>]
00:18:59 ◼ ► people do what they're going to do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1139">TS</a>]
00:19:00 ◼ ► know if you're gonna you're gonna stop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1140">TS</a>]
00:19:02 ◼ ► and and and and bust every infraction in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1142">TS</a>]
00:19:06 ◼ ► new york city that nothing could get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1146">TS</a>]
00:19:09 ◼ ► well is that school I went to was really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1149">TS</a>]
00:19:11 ◼ ► small in there were there you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1151">TS</a>]
00:19:13 ◼ ► rotating but like you know for full-time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1153">TS</a>]
00:19:16 ◼ ► like campus cops called right the campus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1156">TS</a>]
00:19:18 ◼ ► police there's only four of its all we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1158">TS</a>]
00:19:19 ◼ ► needed for this campus we talk about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1159">TS</a>]
00:19:23 ◼ ► well yes and it's smaller is it smaller [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1163">TS</a>]
00:19:25 ◼ ► developmentally disabled daughter new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1165">TS</a>]
00:19:27 ◼ ► college and but yeah the campus was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1167">TS</a>]
00:19:29 ◼ ► small and was it might have been more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1169">TS</a>]
00:19:32 ◼ ► than that but the the four main cops [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1172">TS</a>]
00:19:36 ◼ ► first of all you know they were by and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1176">TS</a>]
00:19:38 ◼ ► large like you say they were there to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1178">TS</a>]
00:19:39 ◼ ► keep bears away but at least three of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1179">TS</a>]
00:19:42 ◼ ► the cops that were retired from being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1182">TS</a>]
00:19:45 ◼ ► actual cops say I'm pretty sure two of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1185">TS</a>]
00:19:48 ◼ ► the cops were former new york city cops [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1188">TS</a>]
00:19:52 ◼ ► and one in particular who is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1192">TS</a>]
00:19:54 ◼ ► friendliest tub easiest like funniest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1194">TS</a>]
00:19:57 ◼ ► nicest guy there who could beat your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1197">TS</a>]
00:19:59 ◼ ► head and if you had to used to work on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1199">TS</a>]
00:20:01 ◼ ► one of those boats to would drag the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1201">TS</a>]
00:20:05 ◼ ► oh I mean this is a guy who liked dealt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1205">TS</a>]
00:20:07 ◼ ► with you know dead bleached-out bodies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1207">TS</a>]
00:20:13 ◼ ► this guy had been in the shit he's been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1213">TS</a>]
00:20:16 ◼ ► thousand-yard stare and was funny was I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1216">TS</a>]
00:20:19 ◼ ► mean that sounds that sounds like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1219">TS</a>]
00:20:20 ◼ ► cliche but you know he was really nice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1220">TS</a>]
00:20:23 ◼ ► he he had a very get the correct trigger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1223">TS</a>]
00:20:25 ◼ ► for when to go ape shit about stuff and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1225">TS</a>]
00:20:28 ◼ ► when not room and there's one guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1228">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► becomes shorty was the one guy who seem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:32 ◼ ► to be like professional security guard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1232">TS</a>]
00:20:34 ◼ ► had gotten like come to the big game and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1234">TS</a>]
00:20:37 ◼ ► he was he was the Barney Fife guy he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1237">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► like always waiting to pull the bullet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► out of the public eye kind of guy but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:42 ◼ ► was that was so interesting that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1242">TS</a>]
00:20:43 ◼ ► somebody would actually had that kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1243">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► exposure to people kinda like you right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:46 ◼ ► i mean that case i would have been this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1246">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► that screaming lady just for what it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:49 ◼ ► worth because I'm not used to dealing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1249">TS</a>]
00:20:50 ◼ ► with situations like that treat for you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1250">TS</a>]
00:20:53 ◼ ► that's something where you just keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1253">TS</a>]
00:20:54 ◼ ► your head about you that cop was and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1254">TS</a>]
00:20:57 ◼ ► well that's why I always imagined that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1257">TS</a>]
00:20:59 ◼ ► in life what would what would end up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1259">TS</a>]
00:21:01 ◼ ► happening to me is that I would end up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1261">TS</a>]
00:21:02 ◼ ► being the sheriff of a small town in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1262">TS</a>]
00:21:07 ◼ ► Washington or something I would end up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1267">TS</a>]
00:21:10 ◼ ► there retired this year of twists and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1270">TS</a>]
00:21:12 ◼ ► I'd end up being the sheriff of twists [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1272">TS</a>]
00:21:14 ◼ ► and then if some kind of bad shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1274">TS</a>]
00:21:17 ◼ ► happened in twist there was a there is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1277">TS</a>]
00:21:19 ◼ ► multiple killing or maybe a drug deal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1279">TS</a>]
00:21:22 ◼ ► bunch of people shot each other and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1282">TS</a>]
00:21:24 ◼ ► a local hunter found a bag of money and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1284">TS</a>]
00:21:27 ◼ ► went on and I would be like the kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1287">TS</a>]
00:21:31 ◼ ► hard-bitten sheriff that was like man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1291">TS</a>]
00:21:33 ◼ ► what's gone wrong with the world today [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1293">TS</a>]
00:21:36 ◼ ► I've seen a lot of been in the shit I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1296">TS</a>]
00:21:40 ◼ ► uh-huh but if this AMS it'll do till one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1300">TS</a>]
00:21:43 ◼ ► well like a lot of like a lot of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1303">TS</a>]
00:21:45 ◼ ► kinds of sheriffs it seems to me you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1305">TS</a>]
00:21:46 ◼ ► somebody who's seen stuff you don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1306">TS</a>]
00:21:48 ◼ ► to see maybe you're back from the Civil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1308">TS</a>]
00:21:49 ◼ ► War maybe your back from Vietnam your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1309">TS</a>]
00:21:52 ◼ ► back from somewhere where a lot of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1312">TS</a>]
00:21:54 ◼ ► know there were a lot of body parts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1314">TS</a>]
00:21:58 ◼ ► oh gosh it was amazing what a man like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1318">TS</a>]
00:22:00 ◼ ► you can see the steely eyes on boys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1320">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► yeah yeah so you went there looking for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:04 ◼ ► maybe not a simpler life but sure you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1324">TS</a>]
00:22:05 ◼ ► want to help people but you're also you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1325">TS</a>]
00:22:07 ◼ ► may be had with the body parts but now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1327">TS</a>]
00:22:09 ◼ ► you your imperturbable and and the town [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1329">TS</a>]
00:22:11 ◼ ► of twists us with andy griffith can rest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1331">TS</a>]
00:22:14 ◼ ► easy knowing knowing that you're there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1334">TS</a>]
00:22:16 ◼ ► and you're mostly talking people out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1336">TS</a>]
00:22:17 ◼ ► things now do you carry a gun in Twisp [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1337">TS</a>]
00:22:19 ◼ ► you got all you don't need a gun I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1339">TS</a>]
00:22:20 ◼ ► you have one in the truck but the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1340">TS</a>]
00:22:22 ◼ ► is I didn't move to twist to be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1342">TS</a>]
00:22:24 ◼ ► sheriff I moved up there to get away and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1344">TS</a>]
00:22:26 ◼ ► then I realized you know the the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1346">TS</a>]
00:22:31 ◼ ► you said you or maybe not precisely a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1351">TS</a>]
00:22:33 ◼ ► psychotic loner but you were definitely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1353">TS</a>]
00:22:35 ◼ ► like in your own cabin maybe working on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1355">TS</a>]
00:22:37 ◼ ► your latest book and then something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1357">TS</a>]
00:22:38 ◼ ► happened something happened to the old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1358">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► i'm guessing yeah exactly what you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:43 ◼ ► called upon something happened to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1363">TS</a>]
00:22:44 ◼ ► old sheriff and there wasn't anybody to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1364">TS</a>]
00:22:46 ◼ ► fill these shoes who and I was called [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1366">TS</a>]
00:22:48 ◼ ► upon to be the to be the sheriff and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1368">TS</a>]
00:22:50 ◼ ► was it you know I was it was it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1370">TS</a>]
00:22:52 ◼ ► service i was providing my townspeople [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1372">TS</a>]
00:22:56 ◼ ► sure yeah I'm not the guy you don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1376">TS</a>]
00:22:59 ◼ ► me that you know I've been in the shit I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1379">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► just came out here to that I just came [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:04 ◼ ► out here to get to listen to the wind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1384">TS</a>]
00:23:05 ◼ ► whistled through the pines and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1385">TS</a>]
00:23:08 ◼ ► they're like but but sheriff they start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1388">TS</a>]
00:23:11 ◼ ► calling me sheriff and that's what if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1391">TS</a>]
00:23:12 ◼ ► thats that's where it starts you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1392">TS</a>]
00:23:15 ◼ ► they think they were calling me Sheriff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1395">TS</a>]
00:23:17 ◼ ► even before it was like just going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1397">TS</a>]
00:23:19 ◼ ► walk around carry yourself like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1399">TS</a>]
00:23:20 ◼ ► sheriff what kind of crime you get in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1400">TS</a>]
00:23:22 ◼ ► twist you think you mean you're saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1402">TS</a>]
00:23:23 ◼ ► is it mostly is it drug crimes like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1403">TS</a>]
00:23:25 ◼ ► people growing weed somebody hit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1405">TS</a>]
00:23:27 ◼ ► somebody with a belt running off the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1407">TS</a>]
00:23:28 ◼ ► chicken like what kind of shit goes down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1408">TS</a>]
00:23:29 ◼ ► and twist people you know that so it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1409">TS</a>]
00:23:31 ◼ ► real close to the Canadian border and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1411">TS</a>]
00:23:33 ◼ ► there's those uh those Hells Angels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1413">TS</a>]
00:23:35 ◼ ► bringing the all motorcycle key but John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1415">TS</a>]
00:23:39 ◼ ► that is exactly the kind of thing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1419">TS</a>]
00:23:40 ◼ ► would have twist calling upon you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1420">TS</a>]
00:23:42 ◼ ► yeah that's like seven samurai below [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1422">TS</a>]
00:23:43 ◼ ► which is one John yeah here comes the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1423">TS</a>]
00:23:45 ◼ ► motorcycle game terrorizing the town [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1425">TS</a>]
00:23:48 ◼ ► twisp check the problem with chuck chuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1428">TS</a>]
00:23:50 ◼ ► norris of course is the truck doors in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1430">TS</a>]
00:23:52 ◼ ► that same situation is going to karate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1432">TS</a>]
00:23:55 ◼ ► I come from a different school I'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1435">TS</a>]
00:23:58 ◼ ► gonna be karate-chopping anybody but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1438">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► am gonna going to be freezing guys in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:02 ◼ ► there in their shoes with my steely gaze [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1442">TS</a>]
00:24:05 ◼ ► and mind your own and mind bullets too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1445">TS</a>]
00:24:08 ◼ ► I've got you I've got mine both become [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1448">TS</a>]
00:24:10 ◼ ► mindful it's all the time yeah i can use [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1450">TS</a>]
00:24:12 ◼ ► you can also take it down to where the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1452">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► sewers meet the power plant but that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:16 ◼ ► determined holds the terminology that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1456">TS</a>]
00:24:20 ◼ ► they probably have something like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1460">TS</a>]
00:24:21 ◼ ► but the guy they got a ravine or a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1461">TS</a>]
00:24:23 ◼ ► galley or a creek they have a crack baby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1463">TS</a>]
00:24:25 ◼ ► definitely have a correct there I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1465">TS</a>]
00:24:27 ◼ ► they probably I think it's probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1467">TS</a>]
00:24:28 ◼ ► found something in the correct this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1468">TS</a>]
00:24:29 ◼ ► isn't okay okanagan County Okanogan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1469">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► County that's right population 938 my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:35 ◼ ► sorry let me take that back strike that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1475">TS</a>]
00:24:36 ◼ ► nine thirty thousand two thousand oh my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1476">TS</a>]
00:24:38 ◼ ► god John John in two thousand the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1478">TS</a>]
00:24:41 ◼ ► population was 19 when you're feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1481">TS</a>]
00:24:42 ◼ ► better you need to get the fuck up to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1482">TS</a>]
00:24:44 ◼ ► twist what's happening what's going on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1484">TS</a>]
00:24:45 ◼ ► well I don't graphic change on the only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1485">TS</a>]
00:24:47 ◼ ► in the first paragraph but an 938 in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1487">TS</a>]
00:24:50 ◼ ► year 2000 is already down to 9 19 and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1490">TS</a>]
00:24:53 ◼ ► don't they're losing jobs for people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1493">TS</a>]
00:24:54 ◼ ► falling in the creek but then I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1494">TS</a>]
00:24:56 ◼ ► they might need Sheriff John the fingers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1496">TS</a>]
00:24:58 ◼ ► the young people in twist they don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1498">TS</a>]
00:24:59 ◼ ► they don't see the opportunity of their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1499">TS</a>]
00:25:01 ◼ ► their their their fathers and grand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1501">TS</a>]
00:25:03 ◼ ► Pappy's is the is defined so they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1503">TS</a>]
00:25:06 ◼ ► moving their problem in the big say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1506">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► they're moving to Seattle and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:10 ◼ ► joining some kind of River group Cooper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1510">TS</a>]
00:25:14 ◼ ► rivers they couldn't find jobs maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1514">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► that's the twist is located on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► methow river and its confluence with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:20 ◼ ► twist prefer the titular twist river [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1520">TS</a>]
00:25:22 ◼ ► mhm the whole town it's 1.2 square miles [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1522">TS</a>]
00:25:27 ◼ ► I don't know man I either you there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1527">TS</a>]
00:25:31 ◼ ► satellite service or something there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1531">TS</a>]
00:25:32 ◼ ► almost nothing you can take bath there I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1532">TS</a>]
00:25:34 ◼ ► know you love your home I know you love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1534">TS</a>]
00:25:36 ◼ ► your family i'm just saying there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1536">TS</a>]
00:25:37 ◼ ► lot of things you can do in twist i saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1537">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► this in a dream you know the twist is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:41 ◼ ► beautiful beautiful little town of its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1541">TS</a>]
00:25:44 ◼ ► kind of like an Old West town if you if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1544">TS</a>]
00:25:46 ◼ ► you drive through it's got little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1546">TS</a>]
00:25:48 ◼ ► clapboard houses and it was a the mining [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1548">TS</a>]
00:25:52 ◼ ► town back in the turn-of-the-century [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1552">TS</a>]
00:25:53 ◼ ► minutes that's exactly the place that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1553">TS</a>]
00:25:55 ◼ ► would end up being the sheriff if I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1555">TS</a>]
00:25:57 ◼ ► gonna do that but uh but i still haven't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1557">TS</a>]
00:26:01 ◼ ► decided which you know there are a few [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1561">TS</a>]
00:26:03 ◼ ► different turns my life could take I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1563">TS</a>]
00:26:05 ◼ ► could also be a tweety professor sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1565">TS</a>]
00:26:09 ◼ ► in his cramped office doing can be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1569">TS</a>]
00:26:13 ◼ ► honest that's a lot of fucking meetings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1573">TS</a>]
00:26:15 ◼ ► yeah but I don't teachers have to go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1575">TS</a>]
00:26:17 ◼ ► a lot of meetings they do they have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1577">TS</a>]
00:26:19 ◼ ► deal with that University hierarchy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1579">TS</a>]
00:26:21 ◼ ► which I've never it's just the same as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1581">TS</a>]
00:26:24 ◼ ► it's just like working it's worse i mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1584">TS</a>]
00:26:27 ◼ ► i began go outside you get outside and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1587">TS</a>]
00:26:29 ◼ ► do a math problem in settlement men but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1589">TS</a>]
00:26:31 ◼ ► a place like that you see at undermine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1591">TS</a>]
00:26:33 ◼ ► them for five years we've got tenure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1593">TS</a>]
00:26:34 ◼ ► like fucking furniture i think every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1594">TS</a>]
00:26:37 ◼ ► person at a university is like an HR [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1597">TS</a>]
00:26:39 ◼ ► person at a company like every person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1599">TS</a>]
00:26:43 ◼ ► you're dealing with including the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1603">TS</a>]
00:26:44 ◼ ► professors are talking to you like an HR [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1604">TS</a>]
00:26:46 ◼ ► person yet conservative nervous and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1606">TS</a>]
00:26:49 ◼ ► easily replaced yeah and and also really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1609">TS</a>]
00:26:52 ◼ ► concerned about what you're you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1612">TS</a>]
00:26:54 ◼ ► really concerned about you and what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1614">TS</a>]
00:26:55 ◼ ► going on in your mind and whether or not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1615">TS</a>]
00:26:57 ◼ ► you did your TPS reports or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1617">TS</a>]
00:26:59 ◼ ► it's just that sounds like a horrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1619">TS</a>]
00:27:01 ◼ ► environment for John you know I had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1621">TS</a>]
00:27:03 ◼ ► mentor at the University of Washington [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1623">TS</a>]
00:27:04 ◼ ► who wanted to hear what i say i mentor I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1624">TS</a>]
00:27:08 ◼ ► mean the mentor of the one mentor of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1628">TS</a>]
00:27:10 ◼ ► life perfect this professor named Jim [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1630">TS</a>]
00:27:13 ◼ ► Klaus and he had this vision but he and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1633">TS</a>]
00:27:18 ◼ ► a few of the other like teachers and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1638">TS</a>]
00:27:22 ◼ ► students from the comparative history of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1642">TS</a>]
00:27:25 ◼ ► ideas program we're going to start a new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1645">TS</a>]
00:27:28 ◼ ► university called the University of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1648">TS</a>]
00:27:31 ◼ ► Cascades we were going to go find out we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1651">TS</a>]
00:27:34 ◼ ► can find a large like an old boy scout [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1654">TS</a>]
00:27:36 ◼ ► camp somewhere up in the mountains and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1656">TS</a>]
00:27:38 ◼ ► we're going to start a new university [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1658">TS</a>]
00:27:40 ◼ ► there and we would talk about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1660">TS</a>]
00:27:43 ◼ ► university over and over and it was it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1663">TS</a>]
00:27:50 ◼ ► was really a beacon in there are just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1670">TS</a>]
00:27:52 ◼ ► small group of us but it was a speaking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1672">TS</a>]
00:27:54 ◼ ► in our future like and then we will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1674">TS</a>]
00:27:56 ◼ ► start the University of the Cascades and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1676">TS</a>]
00:27:59 ◼ ► many they changed it to the University [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1679">TS</a>]
00:28:01 ◼ ► of the Olympics because he liked those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1681">TS</a>]
00:28:04 ◼ ► Seattle is situated between the olympic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1684">TS</a>]
00:28:06 ◼ ► mountains in the Cascade Mountains we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1686">TS</a>]
00:28:09 ◼ ► figured there were more boy scout camps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1689">TS</a>]
00:28:10 ◼ ► out in the Olympics and so he switched [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1690">TS</a>]
00:28:14 ◼ ► his focus to those mountains and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1694">TS</a>]
00:28:15 ◼ ► seemed even better harder to get to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1695">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► Olympics then the University of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:20 ◼ ► olympics was like this idea that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1700">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► then them and then he got the cancer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:25 ◼ ► oh god that's no good no it was terrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1705">TS</a>]
00:28:27 ◼ ► and we got the candy got the cancer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1707">TS</a>]
00:28:31 ◼ ► what we hear is to meet weekly and go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1711">TS</a>]
00:28:35 ◼ ► this pop dog place called shultzy's on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1715">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► university avenue and we were supposed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:40 ◼ ► to meet at shultzy's on Tuesday and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1720">TS</a>]
00:28:41 ◼ ► called me and he was like oh I can't eat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1721">TS</a>]
00:28:45 ◼ ► your cheese this week I was like oh why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1725">TS</a>]
00:28:47 ◼ ► not he said because i have pancreatic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1727">TS</a>]
00:28:49 ◼ ► oh my god John that's awful yeah and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1729">TS</a>]
00:28:52 ◼ ► died within a couple of months it was it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1732">TS</a>]
00:28:55 ◼ ► was it was a terrible thing for me he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1735">TS</a>]
00:28:57 ◼ ► was the one guy in my whole life that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1737">TS</a>]
00:28:59 ◼ ► ever like whatever kind of showed me the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1739">TS</a>]
00:29:02 ◼ ► way you know he was a real he was a a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1742">TS</a>]
00:29:06 ◼ ► pedagogue in the in every sense of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1746">TS</a>]
00:29:08 ◼ ► word and miserable that we don't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1748">TS</a>]
00:29:11 ◼ ► that opportunity to realize that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1751">TS</a>]
00:29:13 ◼ ► then do something nice to thank them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1753">TS</a>]
00:29:16 ◼ ► yeah yeah although i mean i-i i feel i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1756">TS</a>]
00:29:18 ◼ ► feel like i had i had a jet the you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1758">TS</a>]
00:29:21 ◼ ► I had a chance to tell him what he meant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1761">TS</a>]
00:29:24 ◼ ► to me and I remember I went to his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1764">TS</a>]
00:29:27 ◼ ► bedside you know when he's like a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1767">TS</a>]
00:29:29 ◼ ► final days and i started i started [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1769">TS</a>]
00:29:32 ◼ ► saying you know he said he said you need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1772">TS</a>]
00:29:36 ◼ ► don't worry about all these fantasies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1776">TS</a>]
00:29:40 ◼ ► that you have about how you're going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1780">TS</a>]
00:29:41 ◼ ► graduate from college with the where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1781">TS</a>]
00:29:45 ◼ ► crown on your head and they're gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1785">TS</a>]
00:29:47 ◼ ► they're gonna pronounce you the kball [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1787">TS</a>]
00:29:49 ◼ ► colleges just graduated from college [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1789">TS</a>]
00:29:52 ◼ ► like a normal person I was like but but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1792">TS</a>]
00:29:55 ◼ ► but I have to do this that and the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1795">TS</a>]
00:29:56 ◼ ► and he was like just do this one thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1796">TS</a>]
00:29:58 ◼ ► just graduated from college in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1798">TS</a>]
00:30:01 ◼ ► simplest possible way and I realized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1801">TS</a>]
00:30:03 ◼ ► that even there as he lay dying he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1803">TS</a>]
00:30:06 ◼ ► trying to help me and I was stuck with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1806">TS</a>]
00:30:11 ◼ ► being a pain in his as like no no here's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1811">TS</a>]
00:30:14 ◼ ► how I'm gonna do it I'm gonna graduate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1814">TS</a>]
00:30:15 ◼ ► from college but when i do they're going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1815">TS</a>]
00:30:17 ◼ ► to realize that that from that day forth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1817">TS</a>]
00:30:20 ◼ ► all colleges is meaningless and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1820">TS</a>]
00:30:23 ◼ ► people just need to listen to me from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1823">TS</a>]
00:30:24 ◼ ► here on out he was like listen with my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1824">TS</a>]
00:30:28 ◼ ► with my some of my last breath i'm going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1828">TS</a>]
00:30:30 ◼ ► to tell you just don't do that just just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1830">TS</a>]
00:30:33 ◼ ► be a normal person and graduate from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1833">TS</a>]
00:30:36 ◼ ► college just do this one simple thing I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1836">TS</a>]
00:30:38 ◼ ► still haven't done that but I'm yeah but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1838">TS</a>]
00:30:41 ◼ ► you but but but you moved on from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1841">TS</a>]
00:30:45 ◼ ► thinking I assume that you're going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1845">TS</a>]
00:30:48 ◼ ► change the the way we think about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1848">TS</a>]
00:30:50 ◼ ► colleges has emerged that so you moved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1850">TS</a>]
00:30:52 ◼ ► on in your way a little bit little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1852">TS</a>]
00:30:54 ◼ ► yeah it was very sad because with him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1854">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► but he was the motivating factor of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1856">TS</a>]
00:30:59 ◼ ► this call this university we were going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1859">TS</a>]
00:31:01 ◼ ► to start out in the trees and without [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1861">TS</a>]
00:31:04 ◼ ► him in a no one else had the no one else [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1864">TS</a>]
00:31:06 ◼ ► had the complete vision you know he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1866">TS</a>]
00:31:08 ◼ ► the one that was a that he was actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1868">TS</a>]
00:31:10 ◼ ► a PhD you know the rest of us were just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1870">TS</a>]
00:31:12 ◼ ► right just satellites or whatever I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1872">TS</a>]
00:31:17 ◼ ► not that's not to say there were a bunch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1877">TS</a>]
00:31:18 ◼ ► of phd's around him but he was the one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1878">TS</a>]
00:31:20 ◼ ► that had the he burned like a hot Sun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1880">TS</a>]
00:31:21 ◼ ► this guy you could you tell I was wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1881">TS</a>]
00:31:24 ◼ ► to be on the team for freer school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1884">TS</a>]
00:31:26 ◼ ► program for a variety of reasons because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1886">TS</a>]
00:31:30 ◼ ► throughout every part of that I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1890">TS</a>]
00:31:32 ◼ ► yes yes and this will be out with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1892">TS</a>]
00:31:35 ◼ ► camps and the lodge in the wood and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1895">TS</a>]
00:31:37 ◼ ► was yes yes and then you told me you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1897">TS</a>]
00:31:39 ◼ ► thought about calling university [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1899">TS</a>]
00:31:40 ◼ ► olympics and completely lost interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1900">TS</a>]
00:31:42 ◼ ► haha that's why Pentagon i am it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1902">TS</a>]
00:31:46 ◼ ► and I realized I mean I just thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1906">TS</a>]
00:31:48 ◼ ► that with the collar University of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1908">TS</a>]
00:31:50 ◼ ► Cascades is the one of the coolest names [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1910">TS</a>]
00:31:51 ◼ ► I've ever heard em but as soon as it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1911">TS</a>]
00:31:54 ◼ ► university Olympics you're like I can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1914">TS</a>]
00:31:55 ◼ ► but I don't want to wear that sweatshirt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1915">TS</a>]
00:31:58 ◼ ► see this is you probably won't like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1918">TS</a>]
00:31:59 ◼ ► did that ever factor into your thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1919">TS</a>]
00:32:01 ◼ ► because Gonzaga is a pretty freaky name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1921">TS</a>]
00:32:02 ◼ ► for a school especially since a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1922">TS</a>]
00:32:05 ◼ ► people mistakenly call it Gonzaga i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1925">TS</a>]
00:32:07 ◼ ► called it Gonzaga until I heard your dad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1927">TS</a>]
00:32:09 ◼ ► pronounced in front of me wants and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1929">TS</a>]
00:32:11 ◼ ► until then I thought it was gone saga [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1931">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► yeah i think a lot of people do yeah i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:15 ◼ ► mean it really that Gonzaga it's named [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1935">TS</a>]
00:32:17 ◼ ► Jack it's alright that was pretty good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1937">TS</a>]
00:32:19 ◼ ► pretty klutz you know Gonzaga is named [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1939">TS</a>]
00:32:21 ◼ ► after a guy a lot of people are named [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1941">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► not a lot of universities are named [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:24 ◼ ► after some old guy some dead guys my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1944">TS</a>]
00:32:26 ◼ ► sister would say some dead rich guy from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1946">TS</a>]
00:32:29 ◼ ► the past why do I want to go to these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1949">TS</a>]
00:32:30 ◼ ► castles and museums it's just a bunch of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1950">TS</a>]
00:32:32 ◼ ► dead rich people that season that's my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1952">TS</a>]
00:32:34 ◼ ► sister and that's my sister walking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1954">TS</a>]
00:32:36 ◼ ► through Rome let's go in here why don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1956">TS</a>]
00:32:39 ◼ ► want to go in there it's a bunch of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1959">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► Susan it's the word Rome go on you and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:47 ◼ ► your sister traveling you to traveling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1967">TS</a>]
00:32:49 ◼ ► together sounds like a NBC sitcom they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1969">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► would not be picked up for a second [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:53 ◼ ► she's like yeah we're in Rome where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1973">TS</a>]
00:32:57 ◼ ► why do we want to go to these old places [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1977">TS</a>]
00:32:59 ◼ ► for Musti dirt like what are you talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1979">TS</a>]
00:33:04 ◼ ► Oh traveling with her was like travel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1984">TS</a>]
00:33:09 ◼ ► with a traveling with an untamed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1989">TS</a>]
00:33:11 ◼ ► she-wolf under wanna look like held back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1991">TS</a>]
00:33:15 ◼ ► with a piece of dental floss come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1995">TS</a>]
00:33:19 ◼ ► holding onto this mint-flavored floss [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/1999">TS</a>]
00:33:21 ◼ ► and she's just like disco are there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2001">TS</a>]
00:33:24 ◼ ► I'm like disco not gonna go to at Roman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2004">TS</a>]
00:33:27 ◼ ► disco but you don't know how to live we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2007">TS</a>]
00:33:30 ◼ ► were everybody's a dumb shit that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2010">TS</a>]
00:33:32 ◼ ► problem and I and the problem is it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2012">TS</a>]
00:33:34 ◼ ► one thing to be a dumb shit and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2014">TS</a>]
00:33:37 ◼ ► above-average intelligence dumb shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2017">TS</a>]
00:33:39 ◼ ► which makes you 10 * fucking dumber than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2019">TS</a>]
00:33:41 ◼ ► the dumbest dumb shit because because i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2021">TS</a>]
00:33:43 ◼ ► was so genetically incapable of seeing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2023">TS</a>]
00:33:46 ◼ ► what a dumbfuck I was and you know it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2026">TS</a>]
00:33:49 ◼ ► makes me resistant even try and help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2029">TS</a>]
00:33:50 ◼ ► anybody because obviously i'm still kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2030">TS</a>]
00:33:51 ◼ ► of an idiot but you know what i mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2031">TS</a>]
00:33:53 ◼ ► like it and the things that people would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2033">TS</a>]
00:33:54 ◼ ► say to me that seems so saying about how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2034">TS</a>]
00:33:56 ◼ ► to treat other people and how to behave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2036">TS</a>]
00:33:58 ◼ ► and how to make decisions I just thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2038">TS</a>]
00:34:00 ◼ ► they were that they were square Bates [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2040">TS</a>]
00:34:05 ◼ ► uh-huh I mean you must have gone through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2045">TS</a>]
00:34:06 ◼ ► this a little bit oh I was tortured by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2046">TS</a>]
00:34:09 ◼ ► other people are coming up because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2049">TS</a>]
00:34:12 ◼ ► we felt like I felt I i I'm really kept [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2052">TS</a>]
00:34:19 ◼ ► trying to do the right thing i'm in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2059">TS</a>]
00:34:25 ◼ ► interactions with other people and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2065">TS</a>]
00:34:27 ◼ ► invariably sets you on the course for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2067">TS</a>]
00:34:30 ◼ ► doom and destruction if you're trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2070">TS</a>]
00:34:34 ◼ ► be normal you know what I mean like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2074">TS</a>]
00:34:37 ◼ ► normal team who is not thinking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2077">TS</a>]
00:34:42 ◼ ► normal team is just trying to do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2082">TS</a>]
00:34:45 ◼ ► know trying to do something anything in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2085">TS</a>]
00:34:50 ◼ ► normal team is not flying up above the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2090">TS</a>]
00:34:54 ◼ ► scenario trying to discern what the best [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2094">TS</a>]
00:34:57 ◼ ► course of action for everyone involved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2097">TS</a>]
00:34:59 ◼ ► is and and I spent my whole young life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2099">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► watching people go about their living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:08 ◼ ► and wondering and standing in the middle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2108">TS</a>]
00:35:10 ◼ ► of it like one of those stop motion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2110">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► scenes in the movie where everyone's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:15 ◼ ► moving really fast and the person in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2115">TS</a>]
00:35:17 ◼ ► center is is moving super slow and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2117">TS</a>]
00:35:19 ◼ ► like but but wait you know and people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2119">TS</a>]
00:35:22 ◼ ► just getting on with it and I'm and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2122">TS</a>]
00:35:24 ◼ ► was in the I was in this like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2124">TS</a>]
00:35:28 ◼ ► constant cloud of thinking that that all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2128">TS</a>]
00:35:32 ◼ ► the all the petty little problems that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2132">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► people were getting into we could just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:35 ◼ ► figure out and and and figure out what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2135">TS</a>]
00:35:37 ◼ ► the what the right thing to do is and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2137">TS</a>]
00:35:38 ◼ ► then do that and you know and I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2138">TS</a>]
00:35:41 ◼ ► that's why later on I i I'd over into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2141">TS</a>]
00:35:46 ◼ ► drugs and and bad and doing bad things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2146">TS</a>]
00:35:49 ◼ ► because later on I was like well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2149">TS</a>]
00:35:52 ◼ ► like none of that trying to do good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2152">TS</a>]
00:35:54 ◼ ► produced anything but sadness in me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2154">TS</a>]
00:35:57 ◼ ► everyone I touched so now i'm just going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2157">TS</a>]
00:35:59 ◼ ► to be to be bad i'm gonna do the bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2159">TS</a>]
00:36:03 ◼ ► stuff i'm gonna do all the bad stuff and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2163">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► maybe that way i'll come out the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:08 ◼ ► side and it will all have evened out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2168">TS</a>]
00:36:09 ◼ ► somehow you know and that didn't work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2169">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► that was just that was just bad that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:16 ◼ ► just doing bad things for their own sake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2176">TS</a>]
00:36:19 ◼ ► and and you know it still was a kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2179">TS</a>]
00:36:23 ◼ ► like overthinking overthinking what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2183">TS</a>]
00:36:25 ◼ ► doing bad things for the sake of doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2185">TS</a>]
00:36:26 ◼ ► bad things you're thinking too much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2186">TS</a>]
00:36:29 ◼ ► yeah you know just go like you want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2189">TS</a>]
00:36:31 ◼ ► be with the girl go try and be with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2191">TS</a>]
00:36:33 ◼ ► girl you don't it doesn't have to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2193">TS</a>]
00:36:34 ◼ ► that you it's doesn't have to be like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2194">TS</a>]
00:36:37 ◼ ► like an epic poem just go try to be with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2197">TS</a>]
00:36:41 ◼ ► well the notices the frustrating part on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2201">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► it's a you think about like trying to my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:47 ◼ ► daughter's a little young for this but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2207">TS</a>]
00:36:48 ◼ ► try to think about how you teach a kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2208">TS</a>]
00:36:49 ◼ ► to ride a bike and the first time the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2209">TS</a>]
00:36:51 ◼ ► kid gets on a bike they fall down and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2211">TS</a>]
00:36:53 ◼ ► they don't ride the bike anymore because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2213">TS</a>]
00:36:54 ◼ ► there's no way they're ever gonna be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2214">TS</a>]
00:36:56 ◼ ► able to ride a bike and actually him and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2216">TS</a>]
00:36:58 ◼ ► took him and combined until they get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2218">TS</a>]
00:36:59 ◼ ► back on the ball you hit him with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2219">TS</a>]
00:37:00 ◼ ► bike and you say you like this i can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2220">TS</a>]
00:37:02 ◼ ► help with the bike like this like stand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2222">TS</a>]
00:37:04 ◼ ► up but if you you know the thing is if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2224">TS</a>]
00:37:06 ◼ ► you know how to ride a bike how do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2226">TS</a>]
00:37:07 ◼ ► describe to somebody how to ride a bike [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2227">TS</a>]
00:37:09 ◼ ► you might have a couple ideas but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2229">TS</a>]
00:37:11 ◼ ► basically just go we ride the bike and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2231">TS</a>]
00:37:13 ◼ ► it seems so obvious i'm not saying you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2233">TS</a>]
00:37:15 ◼ ► can't help somebody do that but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2235">TS</a>]
00:37:17 ◼ ► really i think it's really frustrating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2237">TS</a>]
00:37:18 ◼ ► as a former as a former cereal dumbfuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2238">TS</a>]
00:37:21 ◼ ► whose hopefully trying to get a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2241">TS</a>]
00:37:22 ◼ ► better at some of it it's really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2242">TS</a>]
00:37:24 ◼ ► frustrating part i think a lot of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2244">TS</a>]
00:37:25 ◼ ► comes down to like I can't fix you and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2245">TS</a>]
00:37:28 ◼ ► can't prevent you from doing everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2248">TS</a>]
00:37:33 ◼ ► I see you doing something that I can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2253">TS</a>]
00:37:35 ◼ ► promise you is so fucking stupid and d [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2255">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► railing and i wish i could get you to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:40 ◼ ► see how stupid and direct its and that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2260">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► the thing that you're least likely to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:45 ◼ ► change in somebody like you say just ask [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2265">TS</a>]
00:37:47 ◼ ► her out she's scared to know if she says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2267">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► that's okay you're not gonna die yeah I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:54 ◼ ► kept I kept thinking and I kept thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2274">TS</a>]
00:37:56 ◼ ► that there was i mean i'm not alone in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2276">TS</a>]
00:37:59 ◼ ► though there's a world of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2279">TS</a>]
00:38:00 ◼ ► thinking this but you know everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2280">TS</a>]
00:38:04 ◼ ► I kept thinking that the secret to life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2284">TS</a>]
00:38:05 ◼ ► was attainable and I was going to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2285">TS</a>]
00:38:08 ◼ ► know once i figured it out i was gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2288">TS</a>]
00:38:10 ◼ ► share it with everybody how God was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2290">TS</a>]
00:38:12 ◼ ► like that said that's a tough formula [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2292">TS</a>]
00:38:14 ◼ ► boy kid but you know if I went back and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2294">TS</a>]
00:38:18 ◼ ► talked to myself right now if I stood in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2298">TS</a>]
00:38:19 ◼ ► front of my 17 year old cell and grabbed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2299">TS</a>]
00:38:24 ◼ ► myself by my stupid shirt that you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2304">TS</a>]
00:38:27 ◼ ► my stupid kind of like like a plan that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2307">TS</a>]
00:38:31 ◼ ► patchwork shirt that i thought was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2311">TS</a>]
00:38:33 ◼ ► hilarious and cool grab myself by that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2313">TS</a>]
00:38:36 ◼ ► shirt lift myself up off the ground and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2316">TS</a>]
00:38:38 ◼ ► set all this to myself I would just be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2318">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► like yeah whatever man whatever old bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:44 ◼ ► yeah no I'm the worst example of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2324">TS</a>]
00:38:46 ◼ ► everything that I thought was wrong you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2326">TS</a>]
00:38:47 ◼ ► know in a lot of ways because not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2327">TS</a>]
00:38:49 ◼ ► because i think i think i can help you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2329">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► know all this this kid i'm going to try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:53 ◼ ► and help not knowing that kid already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2333">TS</a>]
00:38:54 ◼ ► knows everything and plus i'm obviously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2334">TS</a>]
00:38:56 ◼ ► some kind of a doofus now and I remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2336">TS</a>]
00:38:59 ◼ ► thinking like i said i was standing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2339">TS</a>]
00:39:01 ◼ ► outside the library yesterday and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2341">TS</a>]
00:39:03 ◼ ► watching this you know very old woman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2343">TS</a>]
00:39:05 ◼ ► crossing the street and you know people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2345">TS</a>]
00:39:07 ◼ ► being very impatient with their cars and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2347">TS</a>]
00:39:09 ◼ ► she's just an old lady trying to cross [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2349">TS</a>]
00:39:10 ◼ ► the street she's a hunched over and shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2350">TS</a>]
00:39:11 ◼ ► and i was thinking like I remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2351">TS</a>]
00:39:13 ◼ ► there's green matter came over and get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2353">TS</a>]
00:39:16 ◼ ► out of the way people have to go places [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2356">TS</a>]
00:39:20 ◼ ► madam if you throw your phone matter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2360">TS</a>]
00:39:22 ◼ ► what I remember was a net and I never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2362">TS</a>]
00:39:25 ◼ ► overtly thought this but now i know i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2365">TS</a>]
00:39:27 ◼ ► was actually i was taking this so often [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2367">TS</a>]
00:39:28 ◼ ► that I didn't even need two men think it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2368">TS</a>]
00:39:30 ◼ ► i thought people who got old did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2370">TS</a>]
00:39:33 ◼ ► ok know that they were so stupid that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2373">TS</a>]
00:39:35 ◼ ► they were stupid or like just didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2375">TS</a>]
00:39:38 ◼ ► realize that you could be eternally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2378">TS</a>]
00:39:39 ◼ ► young and healthy forever and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2379">TS</a>]
00:39:41 ◼ ► obviously used to fucking idiot because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2381">TS</a>]
00:39:43 ◼ ► oh my my my best version of that is I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2383">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► thought for a long time that Street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:48 ◼ ► drunks and hobos had the wisdom of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2388">TS</a>]
00:39:52 ◼ ► sages I got this my Tom Waits face o.o [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2392">TS</a>]
00:39:56 ◼ ► its everybody's time with you know it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2396">TS</a>]
00:39:59 ◼ ► it's it's the Bukowski years right where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2399">TS</a>]
00:40:01 ◼ ► you are going to schools and they teach [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2401">TS</a>]
00:40:03 ◼ ► you nothing it's just a bunch of block [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2403">TS</a>]
00:40:05 ◼ ► you know why because none of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2405">TS</a>]
00:40:08 ◼ ► lived that's really actually lived you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2408">TS</a>]
00:40:12 ◼ ► yep and find the guys who have you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2412">TS</a>]
00:40:14 ◼ ► who have a literally have tire tracks on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2414">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► their face and lay down next to them in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:22 ◼ ► the in the in the piss Phil gutter and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2422">TS</a>]
00:40:26 ◼ ► what is the fucking secret and these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2426">TS</a>]
00:40:28 ◼ ► guys are gonna go adding adding adding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2428">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► adding adding that let you finger me for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:36 ◼ ► I remember I was standing down as some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2436">TS</a>]
00:40:38 ◼ ► soup kitchen line one time and some guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2438">TS</a>]
00:40:41 ◼ ► with one arm walks over to me and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2441">TS</a>]
00:40:46 ◼ ► got a pack of camel straits in his hand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2446">TS</a>]
00:40:49 ◼ ► and he goes hey brother can you help me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2449">TS</a>]
00:40:51 ◼ ► out and he holds out the pack of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2451">TS</a>]
00:40:54 ◼ ► cigarettes then I'm standing there you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2454">TS</a>]
00:40:55 ◼ ► know trying to be trying to be real cool [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2455">TS</a>]
00:40:57 ◼ ► real street and I don't know what he's I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2457">TS</a>]
00:40:59 ◼ ► don't always ask him to help him out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2459">TS</a>]
00:41:01 ◼ ► this point is pack of cigarettes at me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2461">TS</a>]
00:41:03 ◼ ► I'm like yeah sure man what a what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2463">TS</a>]
00:41:08 ◼ ► going on you know and I kind of hold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2468">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► hold my hand up like I'm gonna kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:12 ◼ ► high-five his cigarette pack or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2472">TS</a>]
00:41:14 ◼ ► he's like uh it does help me out your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2474">TS</a>]
00:41:18 ◼ ► brother you know and I realized he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2478">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► looking for looking for a fire wingman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:22 ◼ ► please let my cigarette though he's only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2482">TS</a>]
00:41:24 ◼ ► got one arm you can open his pack of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2484">TS</a>]
00:41:26 ◼ ► cigarettes right and so oh oh I get it I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2486">TS</a>]
00:41:30 ◼ ► get it I get it okay on you want me to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2490">TS</a>]
00:41:32 ◼ ► open your package cigarettes i got it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2492">TS</a>]
00:41:33 ◼ ► you know all these guys dinner like yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2493">TS</a>]
00:41:42 ◼ ► cigarettes horrible but also for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2502">TS</a>]
00:41:46 ◼ ► collective group of people just like six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2506">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► guys it's raining always get out of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:53 ◼ ► and he comes over to me because I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2513">TS</a>]
00:41:56 ◼ ► the one guy he thinks I'm just gonna run [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2516">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► off with his cigarettes or whatever but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2518">TS</a>]
00:42:00 ◼ ► at this point in my life I'm 17 years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2520">TS</a>]
00:42:02 ◼ ► old I've never opened to pack of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2522">TS</a>]
00:42:04 ◼ ► cigarettes in my life and I stick my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2524">TS</a>]
00:42:06 ◼ ► finger in one end of the top of the pack [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2526">TS</a>]
00:42:09 ◼ ► of cigarettes and just pull across the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2529">TS</a>]
00:42:12 ◼ ► top of the back like like I'm opening a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2532">TS</a>]
00:42:20 ◼ ► expecting me to open the pack of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2540">TS</a>]
00:42:21 ◼ ► cigarettes like a guy you know you take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2541">TS</a>]
00:42:24 ◼ ► the cellophane and then you rip the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2544">TS</a>]
00:42:26 ◼ ► little one side of the the foil you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2546">TS</a>]
00:42:29 ◼ ► ripping two different ways and open it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2549">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► up and fold it back so that so that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:33 ◼ ► can tap out one cigarette a time you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2553">TS</a>]
00:42:35 ◼ ► know I rip this thing open like a bag of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2555">TS</a>]
00:42:38 ◼ ► Fritos and this one-armed guy goes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2558">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► he's like what the fuck are you doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:44 ◼ ► man why'd you fuck up my cigarette pack [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2564">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► god stop got Apple stupid bullshit abs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:52 ◼ ► the cigarettes out of my head you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2572">TS</a>]
00:42:53 ◼ ► now he's got this cut basically like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2573">TS</a>]
00:42:57 ◼ ► paper cup full of cigarettes but he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2577">TS</a>]
00:42:59 ◼ ► gotta figure out how to keep out of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2579">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► rain and these storms off he's screaming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:05 ◼ ► at me from across the Pioneer Square you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2585">TS</a>]
00:43:08 ◼ ► know like that ass all over never going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2588">TS</a>]
00:43:10 ◼ ► to happen to have a diameter i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2590">TS</a>]
00:43:12 ◼ ► standing looking around for that these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2592">TS</a>]
00:43:14 ◼ ► other guys for some support and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2594">TS</a>]
00:43:16 ◼ ► yeah so I was so humiliated and so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2596">TS</a>]
00:43:27 ◼ ► yeah that you're the fish in the cell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2607">TS</a>]
00:43:29 ◼ ► there who I kills you're like just that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2609">TS</a>]
00:43:32 ◼ ► just kills your hobo credit if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2612">TS</a>]
00:43:35 ◼ ► yeah yeah yeah no such a play with such [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2615">TS</a>]
00:43:38 ◼ ► a fox pass but I mean my hobo cred was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2618">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► already kind of in question because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:42 ◼ ► had I had a peach fuzz beard and I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2622">TS</a>]
00:43:45 ◼ ► I was probably still wearing that same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2625">TS</a>]
00:43:47 ◼ ► patchwork plaid shirt that i thought was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2627">TS</a>]
00:43:49 ◼ ► so cool i might have even had a bandana [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2629">TS</a>]
00:43:53 ◼ ► whatever it was like an eight-year-old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2633">TS</a>]
00:43:58 ◼ ► assistance he likes trains yeah these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2638">TS</a>]
00:44:00 ◼ ► guys were these guys were drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2640">TS</a>]
00:44:02 ◼ ► sterno haha that was like hey fellas I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2642">TS</a>]
00:44:06 ◼ ► help you with that straight life sure is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2646">TS</a>]
00:44:12 ◼ ► yeah yeah I got a couple years of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2652">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► life that down there like you know hey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:23 ◼ ► Gigi would do is to do like hers fellas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2663">TS</a>]
00:44:26 ◼ ► was Vietnam like other it's it's brutal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2666">TS</a>]
00:44:30 ◼ ► that's address exactly the same way now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2670">TS</a>]
00:44:32 ◼ ► but then when you when you have you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2672">TS</a>]
00:44:34 ◼ ► when you when you had your tough times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2674">TS</a>]
00:44:36 ◼ ► there you you aren't too too far off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2676">TS</a>]
00:44:38 ◼ ► from that I mean probably make that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2678">TS</a>]
00:44:40 ◼ ► noise but no no anyways were like that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2680">TS</a>]
00:44:44 ◼ ► made that noise sure enough the middle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2684">TS</a>]
00:44:46 ◼ ► and that's the thing it doesn't take you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2686">TS</a>]
00:44:47 ◼ ► long if that's what you're looking for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2687">TS</a>]
00:44:49 ◼ ► you can you can end up in being somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2689">TS</a>]
00:44:51 ◼ ► like that doing is you you when you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2691">TS</a>]
00:44:54 ◼ ► particularly or alcoholic you know a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2694">TS</a>]
00:44:57 ◼ ► of street people are have legitimate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2697">TS</a>]
00:44:59 ◼ ► mental problems but if you if you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2699">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► to get there if you want to get to be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:03 ◼ ► street person just just strictly as an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2703">TS</a>]
00:45:06 ◼ ► alcoholic drug addict you can get their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2706">TS</a>]
00:45:08 ◼ ► surprisingly fast especially with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2708">TS</a>]
00:45:10 ◼ ► crack it seems like you could be there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2710">TS</a>]
00:45:13 ◼ ► well the crack or I mean there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2713">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► plenty of people who have who died of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:18 ◼ ► alcoholism in their early thirties you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2718">TS</a>]
00:45:21 ◼ ► know you just drink themselves to death [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2721">TS</a>]
00:45:23 ◼ ► by the time the 33 so I mean it doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2723">TS</a>]
00:45:27 ◼ ► you think when you're 22 or or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2727">TS</a>]
00:45:30 ◼ ► that you're you're kind of playing a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2730">TS</a>]
00:45:31 ◼ ► game where you have to have all have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2731">TS</a>]
00:45:34 ◼ ► thousand years to figure it out but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2734">TS</a>]
00:45:37 ◼ ► can make a couple of couple of bad turns [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2737">TS</a>]
00:45:39 ◼ ► and it only takes a couple of like oopsy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2739">TS</a>]
00:45:42 ◼ ► uh-huh and no should I lost my job in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2742">TS</a>]
00:45:46 ◼ ► apartment in the same week and now i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2746">TS</a>]
00:45:49 ◼ ► don't have up you know now I don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2749">TS</a>]
00:45:52 ◼ ► anywhere to go and oh shit and then I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2752">TS</a>]
00:45:54 ◼ ► like got an infection on my toe and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2754">TS</a>]
00:45:58 ◼ ► don't have a place where i can get dry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2758">TS</a>]
00:46:01 ◼ ► oh shit you know and it's just a couple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2761">TS</a>]
00:46:03 ◼ ► of things and all the sudden year you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2763">TS</a>]
00:46:05 ◼ ► actually in real trouble and yeah it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2765">TS</a>]
00:46:08 ◼ ► it was funny how fast i went from being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2768">TS</a>]
00:46:10 ◼ ► of like a 17 year old who didn't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2770">TS</a>]
00:46:12 ◼ ► how to open a pack of cigarettes to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2772">TS</a>]
00:46:14 ◼ ► being somebody who you know I i could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2774">TS</a>]
00:46:17 ◼ ► look it a couple of different directions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2777">TS</a>]
00:46:19 ◼ ► be like oh there's no good there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2779">TS</a>]
00:46:21 ◼ ► good way this is going to turn out but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2781">TS</a>]
00:46:24 ◼ ► mean this is a professional know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2784">TS</a>]
00:46:26 ◼ ► it's the it's like these efforts for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2786">TS</a>]
00:46:28 ◼ ► conventionalism like another version of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2788">TS</a>]
00:46:30 ◼ ► like being this in my case of suburban [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2790">TS</a>]
00:46:32 ◼ ► kid where I could I could hold these two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2792">TS</a>]
00:46:34 ◼ ► ideas in my mind on the one hand i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2794">TS</a>]
00:46:36 ◼ ► wanted to be like somebody i proceeded [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2796">TS</a>]
00:46:38 ◼ ► to be from a Tom Waits song or maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2798">TS</a>]
00:46:40 ◼ ► like Mickey Rourke in barfly or just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2800">TS</a>]
00:46:42 ◼ ► don't like that wasted right but then I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2802">TS</a>]
00:46:44 ◼ ► also wanted my mom to pick me up because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2804">TS</a>]
00:46:46 ◼ ► I feel like walking home from the mall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2806">TS</a>]
00:46:50 ◼ ► completely to completely like you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2810">TS</a>]
00:46:52 ◼ ► irreconcilable things one that is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2812">TS</a>]
00:46:55 ◼ ► thing if you if you spend much time with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2815">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► Bukowski or a or Kerouac or any of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2817">TS</a>]
00:47:01 ◼ ► great drugs they all want their mom to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2821">TS</a>]
00:47:03 ◼ ► you know that's the thing they want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2823">TS</a>]
00:47:05 ◼ ► go through a lot of moms but Williams [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2825">TS</a>]
00:47:07 ◼ ► right the ones that managed to write [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2827">TS</a>]
00:47:09 ◼ ► their their dramatic elegantly wasted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2829">TS</a>]
00:47:11 ◼ ► story down they had so many moms picking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2831">TS</a>]
00:47:13 ◼ ► them up you remember kowski Bukowski was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2833">TS</a>]
00:47:16 ◼ ► such a little crybaby little brat you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2836">TS</a>]
00:47:18 ◼ ► know maybe so do you really think that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2838">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► true you don't think you don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:21 ◼ ► there's a persona was the cry baby brat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2841">TS</a>]
00:47:24 ◼ ► or them with the tough-guy alcohol i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2844">TS</a>]
00:47:27 ◼ ► don't know i mean i-i think you can talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2847">TS</a>]
00:47:29 ◼ ► in the same way that you could I talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2849">TS</a>]
00:47:30 ◼ ► yourself into being a hobo I I wonder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2850">TS</a>]
00:47:32 ◼ ► sometimes especially with hunter s [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2852">TS</a>]
00:47:33 ◼ ► thompson and Bukowski i read a letter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2853">TS</a>]
00:47:37 ◼ ► I don't have a couple things for him he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2857">TS</a>]
00:47:41 ◼ ► I mean he was not like a deranged man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2861">TS</a>]
00:47:42 ◼ ► all right you know what I mean it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2862">TS</a>]
00:47:44 ◼ ► funny it's the same old things like Oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2864">TS</a>]
00:47:45 ◼ ► Hemingway drink a lot so I'm gonna drink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2865">TS</a>]
00:47:46 ◼ ► a lot and then i'll be able to write the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2866">TS</a>]
00:47:47 ◼ ► old man and the sea or whatever I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2867">TS</a>]
00:47:49 ◼ ► don't think that's that far off a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2869">TS</a>]
00:47:51 ◼ ► people who think oh you know I read a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2871">TS</a>]
00:47:53 ◼ ► little bit of both layer and and now i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2873">TS</a>]
00:47:54 ◼ ► want consumption or something or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2874">TS</a>]
00:47:56 ◼ ► I think that's absolutely true Bukowski [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2876">TS</a>]
00:47:58 ◼ ► I think he thought he would drink and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2878">TS</a>]
00:47:59 ◼ ► drink himself into being Hemingway and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2879">TS</a>]
00:48:01 ◼ ► eat he turned out to be pretty good at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2881">TS</a>]
00:48:03 ◼ ► it i think the drinking the death part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2883">TS</a>]
00:48:05 ◼ ► yeah and the being anyway I mean I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2885">TS</a>]
00:48:07 ◼ ► his book i think his poetry is great i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2887">TS</a>]
00:48:10 ◼ ► mean his books are all the same but i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2890">TS</a>]
00:48:11 ◼ ► think his poetry is some of them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2891">TS</a>]
00:48:14 ◼ ► some of the best well to me I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2894">TS</a>]
00:48:16 ◼ ► I should come up with a name for this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2896">TS</a>]
00:48:17 ◼ ► like him hundreds Thompson Joni Mitchell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2897">TS</a>]
00:48:20 ◼ ► neil young Bob Dylan there are these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2900">TS</a>]
00:48:22 ◼ ► people who spawned so many horrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2902">TS</a>]
00:48:26 ◼ ► imitators that you almost wish they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2906">TS</a>]
00:48:28 ◼ ► hadn't existed but there's so many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2908">TS</a>]
00:48:30 ◼ ► people I like hunter s thompson is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2910">TS</a>]
00:48:31 ◼ ► writing so much but I like hundreds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2911">TS</a>]
00:48:33 ◼ ► Thompson's writing the people the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2913">TS</a>]
00:48:35 ◼ ► who decided to try and ate what they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2915">TS</a>]
00:48:37 ◼ ► perceive to be his persona and then kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2917">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► of half-assed their way through this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:40 ◼ ► this style of writing that didn't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2920">TS</a>]
00:48:42 ◼ ► the same editorial care that he did like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2922">TS</a>]
00:48:44 ◼ ► he was a really good writer he meant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2924">TS</a>]
00:48:46 ◼ ► every word of that to sound that way you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2926">TS</a>]
00:48:49 ◼ ► know it wasn't he wasn't just a deranged [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2929">TS</a>]
00:48:51 ◼ ► you know he created that that feeling in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2931">TS</a>]
00:48:53 ◼ ► that tone and who wrote done Bukowski [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2933">TS</a>]
00:48:56 ◼ ► barfly they write that oh yeah yeah but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2936">TS</a>]
00:48:59 ◼ ► I mean you have to have your senses the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2939">TS</a>]
00:49:00 ◼ ► problem you know it's a glam Faulkner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2940">TS</a>]
00:49:02 ◼ ► wrote he drank when he wasn't drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2942">TS</a>]
00:49:05 ◼ ► excuse me he drank when he wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2945">TS</a>]
00:49:06 ◼ ► writing like either because he was done [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2946">TS</a>]
00:49:08 ◼ ► with the project because he was you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2948">TS</a>]
00:49:11 ◼ ► did not sit down and get drunk in order [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2951">TS</a>]
00:49:13 ◼ ► right it's like it's such a turn-on it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2953">TS</a>]
00:49:15 ◼ ► such a cop-out it's something that seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2955">TS</a>]
00:49:17 ◼ ► when you're younger like me sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2957">TS</a>]
00:49:18 ◼ ► there with a hat i bought at goodwill [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2958">TS</a>]
00:49:20 ◼ ► and a manual typewriter like thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2960">TS</a>]
00:49:22 ◼ ► that I was going to be you know anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2962">TS</a>]
00:49:24 ◼ ► that has a manual typewriter a hat was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2964">TS</a>]
00:49:26 ◼ ► your kids are stupid fucks so fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2966">TS</a>]
00:49:28 ◼ ► stupid we can't put them in camps yet so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2968">TS</a>]
00:49:31 ◼ ► i think we are there were getting closer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2971">TS</a>]
00:49:32 ◼ ► we're getting closer all the time I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2972">TS</a>]
00:49:34 ◼ ► think people are fed up I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2974">TS</a>]
00:49:35 ◼ ► talking to people about i am not the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2975">TS</a>]
00:49:36 ◼ ► only one I think I think the sympathy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2976">TS</a>]
00:49:39 ◼ ► for teenagers in particular is is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2979">TS</a>]
00:49:41 ◼ ► plummeting really oh I do you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2981">TS</a>]
00:49:44 ◼ ► total idea teenagers we invented that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2984">TS</a>]
00:49:47 ◼ ► yeah that's true that's a technology its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2987">TS</a>]
00:49:48 ◼ ► well you go back you go back to any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2988">TS</a>]
00:49:50 ◼ ► other any other century before the 20th [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2990">TS</a>]
00:49:52 ◼ ► century there was no such thing as not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2992">TS</a>]
00:49:54 ◼ ► even a twentieth-century my mom talks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2994">TS</a>]
00:49:56 ◼ ► about it leaves a 5250 yeah but being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/2996">TS</a>]
00:50:01 ◼ ► teenager in the fifties and she said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3001">TS</a>]
00:50:04 ◼ ► that there was absolutely no interest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3004">TS</a>]
00:50:06 ◼ ► among her peers in being anything other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3006">TS</a>]
00:50:10 ◼ ► than adult as soon as you possibly could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3010">TS</a>]
00:50:13 ◼ ► because your child until you became an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3013">TS</a>]
00:50:15 ◼ ► that's right you think it was like they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3015">TS</a>]
00:50:17 ◼ ► were like r-rated movies or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3017">TS</a>]
00:50:19 ◼ ► so my mom when I think about when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3019">TS</a>]
00:50:21 ◼ ► think about her life she turned 21 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3021">TS</a>]
00:50:25 ◼ ► in 1955 which was the birth of rock and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3025">TS</a>]
00:50:30 ◼ ► uh-huh and she was living in ohio which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3030">TS</a>]
00:50:37 ◼ ► rock-and-roll really caught fire and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3037">TS</a>]
00:50:41 ◼ ► worked at a radio station you know she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3041">TS</a>]
00:50:44 ◼ ► worked over to the television station [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3044">TS</a>]
00:50:45 ◼ ► but she you know she was friends with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3045">TS</a>]
00:50:47 ◼ ► DJs and Elvis and Jerry Lee Lewis and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3047">TS</a>]
00:50:53 ◼ ► and Fats Domino and all this stuff was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3053">TS</a>]
00:50:58 ◼ ► Christopher million times it was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3058">TS</a>]
00:50:59 ◼ ► you know was there because we think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3059">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► about a twenty-one-year-old right now 21 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:04 ◼ ► and those your prime like that if if if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3064">TS</a>]
00:51:08 ◼ ► there if there is a rock music scene [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3068">TS</a>]
00:51:09 ◼ ► happening like you're 21 years old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3069">TS</a>]
00:51:12 ◼ ► you're in the heart of it right that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3072">TS</a>]
00:51:13 ◼ ► that's the beginning of your rock [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3073">TS</a>]
00:51:15 ◼ ► appreciation years but differently you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3075">TS</a>]
00:51:18 ◼ ► can't you couldn't fathom a world in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3078">TS</a>]
00:51:20 ◼ ► which somebody 21 with direct access to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3080">TS</a>]
00:51:22 ◼ ► rock and roll would not be steeped in at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3082">TS</a>]
00:51:25 ◼ ► yeah and she said that was music that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3085">TS</a>]
00:51:27 ◼ ► was music and culture for little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3087">TS</a>]
00:51:30 ◼ ► children and I was 21 and so I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3090">TS</a>]
00:51:34 ◼ ► wearing white gloves and a pillbox hat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3094">TS</a>]
00:51:37 ◼ ► and was going to I guess is right before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3097">TS</a>]
00:51:39 ◼ ► the pillbox happen when I was wearing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3099">TS</a>]
00:51:41 ◼ ► adult clothes and i was listening to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3101">TS</a>]
00:51:43 ◼ ► smooth jazz which is what adults did and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3103">TS</a>]
00:51:46 ◼ ► the end there was no i wasn't gonna go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3106">TS</a>]
00:51:48 ◼ ► sit in a crowd of of little girls like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3108">TS</a>]
00:51:51 ◼ ► screaming at some greaser right I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3111">TS</a>]
00:51:54 ◼ ► like well i hear ya you know and she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3114">TS</a>]
00:51:59 ◼ ► like that's some kind of this whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3119">TS</a>]
00:52:01 ◼ ► business of T of being a teenager was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3121">TS</a>]
00:52:04 ◼ ► invented right then and didn't exist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3124">TS</a>]
00:52:07 ◼ ► before really before bro or two and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3127">TS</a>]
00:52:12 ◼ ► the idea that you could be a 27 year old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3132">TS</a>]
00:52:13 ◼ ► teenager you know that's only 15 years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3133">TS</a>]
00:52:16 ◼ ► old but now this I was so I was so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3136">TS</a>]
00:52:21 ◼ ► know it's funny as you get older and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3141">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► make these connections you figure out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:23 ◼ ► things like oh my god my friends parents [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3143">TS</a>]
00:52:25 ◼ ► wedding date is no fewer than nine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3145">TS</a>]
00:52:28 ◼ ► months after you don't mean like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3148">TS</a>]
00:52:30 ◼ ► figure out these oh my God all these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3150">TS</a>]
00:52:31 ◼ ► things we go oh my gosh this is not what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3151">TS</a>]
00:52:32 ◼ ► it appears to be like they were pregnant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3152">TS</a>]
00:52:35 ◼ ► hi marcus when I will suddenly realized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3155">TS</a>]
00:52:38 ◼ ► you used to be young and like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3158">TS</a>]
00:52:41 ◼ ► beatles album was out when you were you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3161">TS</a>]
00:52:45 ◼ ► know she was in her twenties but I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3165">TS</a>]
00:52:47 ◼ ► like oh my gosh that you can add like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3167">TS</a>]
00:52:49 ◼ ► really into like into the beatles and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3169">TS</a>]
00:52:50 ◼ ► they're like oh I mean and I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3170">TS</a>]
00:52:52 ◼ ► if this is not what your mom was saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3172">TS</a>]
00:52:54 ◼ ► but in that case it was like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3174">TS</a>]
00:52:55 ◼ ► understand now where this is from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3175">TS</a>]
00:52:56 ◼ ► southern Ohio so there's the Indian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3176">TS</a>]
00:52:59 ◼ ► yeah southern Ohio is might as well be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3179">TS</a>]
00:53:00 ◼ ► politer out we yeah we you better people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3180">TS</a>]
00:53:04 ◼ ► better might as well be that little true [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3184">TS</a>]
00:53:06 ◼ ► southern Ohio is Dixie I've only ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3186">TS</a>]
00:53:09 ◼ ► heard secondhand ever heard people use [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3189">TS</a>]
00:53:11 ◼ ► the phrase race music but i think that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3191">TS</a>]
00:53:13 ◼ ► might as well and yet ironically know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3193">TS</a>]
00:53:16 ◼ ► you don't mean it was something was de [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3196">TS</a>]
00:53:18 ◼ ► clase or as your power column below it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3198">TS</a>]
00:53:20 ◼ ► was ghosh it wasn't the kind of thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3200">TS</a>]
00:53:22 ◼ ► that an adult would listen to and so she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3202">TS</a>]
00:53:24 ◼ ► was they were really in a king cole and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3204">TS</a>]
00:53:26 ◼ ► and that was the coolest thing they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3206">TS</a>]
00:53:27 ◼ ► into his neck and Cole after the trio [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3207">TS</a>]
00:53:30 ◼ ► like him singing I'm talking about like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3210">TS</a>]
00:53:31 ◼ ► they're in a mantovani they were they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3211">TS</a>]
00:53:33 ◼ ► were originally it was called beautiful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3213">TS</a>]
00:53:35 ◼ ► music right now that you did that's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3215">TS</a>]
00:53:38 ◼ ► yeah yeah I in fact I i think i think my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3218">TS</a>]
00:53:42 ◼ ► mom said the first Beatles song that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3222">TS</a>]
00:53:43 ◼ ► really connected with her she said that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3223">TS</a>]
00:53:46 ◼ ► we met when yesterday came out that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3226">TS</a>]
00:53:49 ◼ ► the sort of the beatles that converted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3229">TS</a>]
00:53:53 ◼ ► that the whole generation of adults who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3233">TS</a>]
00:53:57 ◼ ► were they realized oh these these teeny [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3237">TS</a>]
00:54:00 ◼ ► boppers actually are writing actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3240">TS</a>]
00:54:03 ◼ ► capable of writing beautiful music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3243">TS</a>]
00:54:05 ◼ ► because yesterday was a song that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3245">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► appealed across generations in class and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:11 ◼ ► and when that song came out the way my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3251">TS</a>]
00:54:13 ◼ ► mom describes that you know even my dad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3253">TS</a>]
00:54:15 ◼ ► who was who was by that time 45 years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3255">TS</a>]
00:54:19 ◼ ► old even he appreciated that song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3259">TS</a>]
00:54:22 ◼ ► Frank Sinatra appreciated that song like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3262">TS</a>]
00:54:26 ◼ ► it was that was the moment that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3266">TS</a>]
00:54:27 ◼ ► Beatles grew up and became something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3267">TS</a>]
00:54:30 ◼ ► that you could that you could say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3270">TS</a>]
00:54:32 ◼ ► you can appreciate being something other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3272">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► than just for children never and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:39 ◼ ► that always stuck with me like you think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3279">TS</a>]
00:54:41 ◼ ► about yesterday as being just one of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3281">TS</a>]
00:54:43 ◼ ► many great people songs but to think of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3283">TS</a>]
00:54:46 ◼ ► in their own career where they were they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3286">TS</a>]
00:54:48 ◼ ► were growing up and that's like the most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3288">TS</a>]
00:54:50 ◼ ► covered song of all time the most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3290">TS</a>]
00:54:52 ◼ ► covered songs of all time because every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3292">TS</a>]
00:54:54 ◼ ► single person in the world looks back at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3294">TS</a>]
00:54:57 ◼ ► their past and wishes they had done it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3297">TS</a>]
00:55:00 ◼ ► yeah houses this is really this is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3300">TS</a>]
00:55:04 ◼ ► this is going to really look at it it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3304">TS</a>]
00:55:07 ◼ ► just constant let me ask you this did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3307">TS</a>]
00:55:10 ◼ ► you how much do you worry about Venus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3310">TS</a>]
00:55:14 ◼ ► like I i am finally accepting the extent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3314">TS</a>]
00:55:17 ◼ ► to which i just could fucking care less [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3317">TS</a>]
00:55:20 ◼ ► about almost everything you know I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3320">TS</a>]
00:55:22 ◼ ► that letter birds fun i believe is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3322">TS</a>]
00:55:24 ◼ ► one who said that you're not you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3324">TS</a>]
00:55:25 ◼ ► obligated to appreciate any music that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3325">TS</a>]
00:55:26 ◼ ► was written during your lifetime but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3326">TS</a>]
00:55:28 ◼ ► something like that but like right now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3328">TS</a>]
00:55:30 ◼ ► like I just I hear that hear everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3330">TS</a>]
00:55:31 ◼ ► comes out and I I sound like the kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3331">TS</a>]
00:55:36 ◼ ► because I it just it really i mean like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3336">TS</a>]
00:55:38 ◼ ► it even want to hear like a really good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3338">TS</a>]
00:55:39 ◼ ► like any rock band I'm like okay that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3339">TS</a>]
00:55:41 ◼ ► sounds like a not as good version of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3341">TS</a>]
00:55:42 ◼ ► Buzzcocks or whatever I don't like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3342">TS</a>]
00:55:44 ◼ ► you like now you this is your part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3344">TS</a>]
00:55:46 ◼ ► the industry you have to know these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3346">TS</a>]
00:55:48 ◼ ► things you have to keep up-to-date right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3348">TS</a>]
00:55:49 ◼ ► mm you feared you fear the focus you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3349">TS</a>]
00:55:51 ◼ ► kind of always been filling in some ways [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3351">TS</a>]
00:55:53 ◼ ► right well that's exactly right i mean i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3353">TS</a>]
00:55:55 ◼ ► remember when i was 16 years old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3355">TS</a>]
00:55:57 ◼ ► a friend of mine and I were over at his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3357">TS</a>]
00:55:59 ◼ ► house and he was one of those kids that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3359">TS</a>]
00:56:01 ◼ ► called his parents by their first name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3361">TS</a>]
00:56:03 ◼ ► and it's not because they were hippies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3363">TS</a>]
00:56:05 ◼ ► it was because they were they were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3365">TS</a>]
00:56:09 ◼ ► I don't know what I i never understood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3369">TS</a>]
00:56:11 ◼ ► their family that family dynamic but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3371">TS</a>]
00:56:12 ◼ ► this kid's name was Eric and his his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3372">TS</a>]
00:56:15 ◼ ► dad's name is Dean and his mom's name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3375">TS</a>]
00:56:17 ◼ ► was ed and he called demon ed and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3377">TS</a>]
00:56:21 ◼ ► were over at demon eighties so we of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3381">TS</a>]
00:56:23 ◼ ► course we all did you know there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3383">TS</a>]
00:56:25 ◼ ► other DVD Spurlock's and his mom said to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3385">TS</a>]
00:56:32 ◼ ► us kind of this is one of those things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3392">TS</a>]
00:56:34 ◼ ► that I'm I'm always careful not to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3394">TS</a>]
00:56:37 ◼ ► I'm always careful not to talk to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3397">TS</a>]
00:56:38 ◼ ► teenagers this way because everyone's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3398">TS</a>]
00:56:40 ◼ ► well somebody would say this some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3400">TS</a>]
00:56:42 ◼ ► well-meaning adult would say this type [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3402">TS</a>]
00:56:43 ◼ ► of thing to me and it really you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3403">TS</a>]
00:56:47 ◼ ► afterwards but she said she said to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3407">TS</a>]
00:56:50 ◼ ► and her son she was like um listen boys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3410">TS</a>]
00:56:52 ◼ ► I know your peers don't think you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3412">TS</a>]
00:56:56 ◼ ► but you're both very handsome men and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3416">TS</a>]
00:56:59 ◼ ► you just haven't grown into it yet but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3419">TS</a>]
00:57:02 ◼ ► rest assure the criminal perspective you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3422">TS</a>]
00:57:05 ◼ ► guys are both going to be very handsome [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3425">TS</a>]
00:57:07 ◼ ► man and you just relax don't worry that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3427">TS</a>]
00:57:09 ◼ ► you are awkward that she actually think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3429">TS</a>]
00:57:12 ◼ ► that was going to be helpful at uniting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3432">TS</a>]
00:57:13 ◼ ► don't worry that you are awkward ugly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3433">TS</a>]
00:57:15 ◼ ► unappealing teenagers because you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3435">TS</a>]
00:57:17 ◼ ► you are clearly going to grow up and be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3437">TS</a>]
00:57:20 ◼ ► handsome men and we were both like blue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3440">TS</a>]
00:57:22 ◼ ► and kind of Sally Roe looked at each [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3442">TS</a>]
00:57:25 ◼ ► other when she said this to us as we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3445">TS</a>]
00:57:26 ◼ ► walking out the door like on our way out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3446">TS</a>]
00:57:28 ◼ ► like bye see you later she was like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3448">TS</a>]
00:57:31 ◼ ► by the way boys just one last thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3451">TS</a>]
00:57:34 ◼ ► and so we go get in his car were both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3454">TS</a>]
00:57:35 ◼ ► like oh and he's like ah you know sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3455">TS</a>]
00:57:41 ◼ ► my mom sometimes I was like no no it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3461">TS</a>]
00:57:43 ◼ ► fine it's fine you know we're both like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3463">TS</a>]
00:57:45 ◼ ► turning it over months for handsome men [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3465">TS</a>]
00:57:48 ◼ ► ok but where unappealing teenagers all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3468">TS</a>]
00:57:53 ◼ ► and at that moment I knew that I was an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3473">TS</a>]
00:57:57 ◼ ► old fogey you know she planted in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3477">TS</a>]
00:58:00 ◼ ► mind the idea that Mike mark best years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3480">TS</a>]
00:58:03 ◼ ► were always gonna be in front of me I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3483">TS</a>]
00:58:05 ◼ ► was always going to be chasing after the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3485">TS</a>]
00:58:08 ◼ ► you know I'm gonna be one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3488">TS</a>]
00:58:10 ◼ ► people that becomes becomes beautiful as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3490">TS</a>]
00:58:13 ◼ ► he becomes the gray you know like and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3493">TS</a>]
00:58:20 ◼ ► I've never I've never been worried about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3500">TS</a>]
00:58:22 ◼ ► being hip but what I what I'm noticing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3502">TS</a>]
00:58:23 ◼ ► now as i get older is that I have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3503">TS</a>]
00:58:28 ◼ ► resist the fatalism that comes with that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3508">TS</a>]
00:58:31 ◼ ► but they're like well fuck it you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3511">TS</a>]
00:58:35 ◼ ► 000 people get fat so why not just let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3515">TS</a>]
00:58:39 ◼ ► it happen or like you kids go run and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3519">TS</a>]
00:58:43 ◼ ► I'll just sit here and sort rust emails [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3523">TS</a>]
00:58:46 ◼ ► into different jars should know like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3526">TS</a>]
00:58:50 ◼ ► have no worry about me i got the nail [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3530">TS</a>]
00:58:52 ◼ ► jars i got my nail jars i got some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3532">TS</a>]
00:58:54 ◼ ► screws over here get to or i can finish [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3534">TS</a>]
00:58:56 ◼ ► the males and and I got all these cans i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3536">TS</a>]
00:59:01 ◼ ► think about worry about becoming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3541">TS</a>]
00:59:03 ◼ ► calcified or or inflexible you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3543">TS</a>]
00:59:06 ◼ ► same kind of people who said you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3546">TS</a>]
00:59:08 ◼ ► look down their nose at the bread you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3548">TS</a>]
00:59:09 ◼ ► know whatever Jerry Lee Lewis or or rap [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3549">TS</a>]
00:59:12 ◼ ► music or whatever they call hip-hop now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3552">TS</a>]
00:59:13 ◼ ► that but you know I wonder what I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3553">TS</a>]
00:59:15 ◼ ► missing out on by being the way I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3555">TS</a>]
00:59:18 ◼ ► but then I see teenagers i get so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3558">TS</a>]
00:59:19 ◼ ► fucking angry i see themselves and only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3559">TS</a>]
00:59:22 ◼ ► thing to do with that like I want all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3562">TS</a>]
00:59:24 ◼ ► everything you're doing is wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3564">TS</a>]
00:59:26 ◼ ► yeah the secret to the 20 to the fact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3566">TS</a>]
00:59:31 ◼ ► I really don't understand video games [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3571">TS</a>]
00:59:33 ◼ ► that that that require tremendous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3573">TS</a>]
00:59:37 ◼ ► investment of time and practice that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3577">TS</a>]
00:59:40 ◼ ► actually that's a perfect example [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3580">TS</a>]
00:59:42 ◼ ► you know what I mean like I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3582">TS</a>]
00:59:43 ◼ ► understand them I i played video games [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3583">TS</a>]
00:59:46 ◼ ► when i was a kid i was there at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3586">TS</a>]
00:59:47 ◼ ► birth of video games as a kid I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3587">TS</a>]
00:59:50 ◼ ► their target audience but I didn't make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3590">TS</a>]
00:59:52 ◼ ► the transition to first-person shooter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3592">TS</a>]
00:59:54 ◼ ► games I didn't make the transition from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3594">TS</a>]
00:59:55 ◼ ► the video games it wasn't it wasn't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3595">TS</a>]
00:59:58 ◼ ► you said there with a headset planes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3598">TS</a>]
00:59:58 ◼ ► you said there with a headset planes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3598">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► that's for 16 hours a day but but I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:03 ◼ ► fully understand i see in the culture i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3603">TS</a>]
01:00:06 ◼ ► see that video game that internet that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3606">TS</a>]
01:00:09 ◼ ► immersive video games are are simply a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3609">TS</a>]
01:00:13 ◼ ► thing that i do not understand they I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3613">TS</a>]
01:00:17 ◼ ► can I i am not in a position to say to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3617">TS</a>]
01:00:20 ◼ ► make a value judgment about them because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3620">TS</a>]
01:00:21 ◼ ► they are simply I think I do not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3621">TS</a>]
01:00:23 ◼ ► understand and and there was a while I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3623">TS</a>]
01:00:27 ◼ ► think what I would have said that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3627">TS</a>]
01:00:29 ◼ ► were bullshit but that is where that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3629">TS</a>]
01:00:31 ◼ ► that is coming from the same voice of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3631">TS</a>]
01:00:33 ◼ ► somebody that says that Elvis is jungle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3633">TS</a>]
01:00:35 ◼ ► music or right now it's the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3635">TS</a>]
01:00:37 ◼ ► ignorance that that the only way you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3637">TS</a>]
01:00:39 ◼ ► express your ignorance is it as like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3639">TS</a>]
01:00:42 ◼ ► Angry contempt or whatever and so I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3642">TS</a>]
01:00:45 ◼ ► to say I have to step out i act like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3645">TS</a>]
01:00:46 ◼ ► have i've completely stepped away from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3646">TS</a>]
01:00:48 ◼ ► the conversation about hip hop in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3648">TS</a>]
01:00:50 ◼ ► American culture because i was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3650">TS</a>]
01:00:53 ◼ ► very invested in hip hop up to a point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3653">TS</a>]
01:00:55 ◼ ► and then it lost me and then I then it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3655">TS</a>]
01:01:01 ◼ ► went into a realm where and now I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3661">TS</a>]
01:01:04 ◼ ► relate to it I there's very little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3664">TS</a>]
01:01:05 ◼ ► hip-hop now that I really to it all but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3665">TS</a>]
01:01:08 ◼ ► just to make any comment about it i is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3668">TS</a>]
01:01:12 ◼ ► the only thing i can say with authority [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3672">TS</a>]
01:01:15 ◼ ► good luck god bless I cannot I cannot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3675">TS</a>]
01:01:18 ◼ ► make a value judgment about modern hip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3678">TS</a>]
01:01:20 ◼ ► hop because I just don't have not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3680">TS</a>]
01:01:22 ◼ ► invested the time to understand that so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3682">TS</a>]
01:01:26 ◼ ► that's that's where I am with video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3686">TS</a>]
01:01:27 ◼ ► games I I feel this I mean I I at least [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3687">TS</a>]
01:01:30 ◼ ► have hopefully the presence of mind to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3690">TS</a>]
01:01:32 ◼ ► go there must be something here I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3692">TS</a>]
01:01:33 ◼ ► lots of friends who are really smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3693">TS</a>]
01:01:35 ◼ ► my concern with the video games I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3695">TS</a>]
01:01:36 ◼ ► it's way bigger than I ever expected or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3696">TS</a>]
01:01:38 ◼ ► ever will get yeah and i think there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3698">TS</a>]
01:01:40 ◼ ► this whole thing it's like I refuse to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3700">TS</a>]
01:01:42 ◼ ► believe in cars or something you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3702">TS</a>]
01:01:44 ◼ ► what I mean I i was watching thing I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3704">TS</a>]
01:01:48 ◼ ► searching the internet as you do and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3708">TS</a>]
01:01:52 ◼ ► got to a thing and I got to another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3712">TS</a>]
01:01:53 ◼ ► thing and I was in that somebody was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3713">TS</a>]
01:01:55 ◼ ► pranking somebody and I was watching a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3715">TS</a>]
01:01:57 ◼ ► YouTube video of somebody get pranked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3717">TS</a>]
01:01:58 ◼ ► and then you over on the side there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3718">TS</a>]
01:02:00 ◼ ► all these like if you like that youtube [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3720">TS</a>]
01:02:01 ◼ ► video you should watch this and side i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3721">TS</a>]
01:02:04 ◼ ► following a chain and I get to this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3724">TS</a>]
01:02:08 ◼ ► we're guy has screen captured himself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3728">TS</a>]
01:02:14 ◼ ► playing a video game and he and and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3734">TS</a>]
01:02:18 ◼ ► the point of the video is that he is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3738">TS</a>]
01:02:21 ◼ ► pirate and other people are playing this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3741">TS</a>]
01:02:24 ◼ ► multi multiplayer game and it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3744">TS</a>]
01:02:27 ◼ ► civilization game out in space where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3747">TS</a>]
01:02:29 ◼ ► they have battleships and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3749">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► sailing from different planets and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:32 ◼ ► they're collecting resources and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3752">TS</a>]
01:02:34 ◼ ► this type of thing and he is he screen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3754">TS</a>]
01:02:37 ◼ ► capturing himself stealing somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3757">TS</a>]
01:02:41 ◼ ► else's battleship and then realizing it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3761">TS</a>]
01:02:44 ◼ ► because they're all talking to each [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3764">TS</a>]
01:02:45 ◼ ► other you know what i mean and i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3765">TS</a>]
01:02:47 ◼ ► watching this video and and what's on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3767">TS</a>]
01:02:50 ◼ ► the screen is just gibberish to me it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3770">TS</a>]
01:02:52 ◼ ► like a okay we're in outer space and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3772">TS</a>]
01:02:54 ◼ ► they see little their little menus on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3774">TS</a>]
01:02:58 ◼ ► either side of the screen and obviously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3778">TS</a>]
01:03:00 ◼ ► somebody has a collection of battleships [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3780">TS</a>]
01:03:04 ◼ ► somewhere and and this guy is kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3784">TS</a>]
01:03:06 ◼ ► typing at the bottom like now I'm going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3786">TS</a>]
01:03:08 ◼ ► to steal their battleship watch this and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3788">TS</a>]
01:03:10 ◼ ► you hear people talking they're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3790">TS</a>]
01:03:11 ◼ ► wait a minute where's battleship X and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3791">TS</a>]
01:03:17 ◼ ► realization that someone has just as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3797">TS</a>]
01:03:19 ◼ ► just rip them off and as I'm watching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3799">TS</a>]
01:03:23 ◼ ► this five minute long video I realized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3803">TS</a>]
01:03:25 ◼ ► these people have been playing this game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3805">TS</a>]
01:03:26 ◼ ► three years and that in this alternate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3806">TS</a>]
01:03:30 ◼ ► reality they have a gift that they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3810">TS</a>]
01:03:34 ◼ ► completely invested in their identities [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3814">TS</a>]
01:03:36 ◼ ► there and and it filled me with a with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3816">TS</a>]
01:03:39 ◼ ► sense of a filthy with a deep sorrow in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3819">TS</a>]
01:03:41 ◼ ► the sense that humankind is not actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3821">TS</a>]
01:03:44 ◼ ► exploring in outer space you are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3824">TS</a>]
01:03:46 ◼ ► cannot no matter how hard you work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3826">TS</a>]
01:03:49 ◼ ► actually have a fleet of battleships by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3829">TS</a>]
01:03:53 ◼ ► the Tannhauser gate and watch the seed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3833">TS</a>]
01:03:56 ◼ ► beams glitter you know like there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3836">TS</a>]
01:03:59 ◼ ► we are not there yet but these these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3839">TS</a>]
01:04:02 ◼ ► people playing this game are living it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3842">TS</a>]
01:04:04 ◼ ► in their imaginations in this other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3844">TS</a>]
01:04:07 ◼ ► world in their living in the future in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3847">TS</a>]
01:04:10 ◼ ► the future and when they log off their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3850">TS</a>]
01:04:13 ◼ ► computer and have to go downstairs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3853">TS</a>]
01:04:14 ◼ ► eat their macaroni and cheese or when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3854">TS</a>]
01:04:16 ◼ ► they have to log off in the morning and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3856">TS</a>]
01:04:20 ◼ ► like reality cannot possibly compare to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3860">TS</a>]
01:04:23 ◼ ► this to the intrigue and the dynamism of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3863">TS</a>]
01:04:27 ◼ ► this online world and I just was like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3867">TS</a>]
01:04:30 ◼ ► my god I i I'd I don't grab like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3870">TS</a>]
01:04:33 ◼ ► finally grasped the littlest bit of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3873">TS</a>]
01:04:36 ◼ ► that what being really a gamer is and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3876">TS</a>]
01:04:42 ◼ ► you know and it's like with chilled me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3882">TS</a>]
01:04:44 ◼ ► that's a lot of investment you too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3884">TS</a>]
01:04:47 ◼ ► well they're investing all what what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3887">TS</a>]
01:04:49 ◼ ► they're investing all the energy that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3889">TS</a>]
01:04:51 ◼ ► they would be investing in I guess what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3891">TS</a>]
01:04:54 ◼ ► made that but I'm having I have to guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3894">TS</a>]
01:04:56 ◼ ► what made that interesting was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3896">TS</a>]
01:04:57 ◼ ► somebody put a lot of effort into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3897">TS</a>]
01:04:59 ◼ ► getting them battleship is equal to like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3899">TS</a>]
01:05:01 ◼ ► stealing somebody's house or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3901">TS</a>]
01:05:02 ◼ ► yeah I was it was they were you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3902">TS</a>]
01:05:04 ◼ ► stealing something real from them which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3904">TS</a>]
01:05:06 ◼ ► was the time they had put into earning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3906">TS</a>]
01:05:09 ◼ ► that in this in this game world we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3909">TS</a>]
01:05:11 ◼ ► shouldn't talk about this that is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3911">TS</a>]
01:05:13 ◼ ► is so fucking depressing thoughts and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3913">TS</a>]
01:05:16 ◼ ► particularly with the one that won games [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3916">TS</a>]
01:05:17 ◼ ► like figure out ways to at to have these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3917">TS</a>]
01:05:21 ◼ ► these resources within the game be worth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3921">TS</a>]
01:05:25 ◼ ► you know I don't know I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3925">TS</a>]
01:05:27 ◼ ► they're going to be people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3927">TS</a>]
01:05:28 ◼ ► millionaires and what they have done is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3928">TS</a>]
01:05:31 ◼ ► stolen other people's battleships in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3931">TS</a>]
01:05:34 ◼ ► fake outer space and that it may become [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3934">TS</a>]
01:05:38 ◼ ► millionaires in the real world from that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3938">TS</a>]
01:05:40 ◼ ► implies a nicer macaroni and cheese that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3940">TS</a>]
01:05:43 ◼ ► is that's already happening you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3943">TS</a>]
01:05:44 ◼ ► there are already people something and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3944">TS</a>]
01:05:46 ◼ ► this is the shows were older we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3946">TS</a>]
01:05:47 ◼ ► talking about any of this to project [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3947">TS</a>]
01:05:49 ◼ ► their eyes but I don't know they're all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3949">TS</a>]
01:05:51 ◼ ► are all our listeners that have green [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3951">TS</a>]
01:05:53 ◼ ► hair and nose piercings are like come on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3953">TS</a>]
01:05:55 ◼ ► granddad understand that not only can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3955">TS</a>]
01:05:58 ◼ ► you find an automobile and drive it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3958">TS</a>]
01:06:01 ◼ ► can hire somebody who for a living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3961">TS</a>]
01:06:03 ◼ ► drives cars yet tell him where you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3963">TS</a>]
01:06:06 ◼ ► to go you don't have to feed it not but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3966">TS</a>]
01:06:09 ◼ ► gasps apart and he'll drive it anywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3969">TS</a>]
01:06:12 ◼ ► no it doesn't stop there he's got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3972">TS</a>]
01:06:15 ◼ ► telephone in his pocket that he can use [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3975">TS</a>]
01:06:19 ◼ ► oh we boldly well they're out there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3979">TS</a>]
01:06:23 ◼ ► they're out there they're cashing their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3983">TS</a>]
01:06:25 ◼ ► bitcoins right now to have a higher [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3985">TS</a>]
01:06:27 ◼ ► somebody on the Deep Web on the silk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3987">TS</a>]
01:06:34 ◼ ► poisoned dart maybe they could sell that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3994">TS</a>]
01:06:36 ◼ ► battleship and amazon shipped my hug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3996">TS</a>]
01:06:37 ◼ ► i'll also you hug for five bucks just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/3997">TS</a>]
01:06:42 ◼ ► come and work with your net on that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4002">TS</a>]
01:06:43 ◼ ► which had on hugs i was making bank on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4003">TS</a>]
01:06:47 ◼ ► lu two three four once you've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4007">TS</a>]
01:06:51 ◼ ► the problem is there's always somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4011">TS</a>]
01:06:52 ◼ ► comes up because do I really have to pay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4012">TS</a>]
01:06:54 ◼ ► five bucks for a hug and I feel like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4014">TS</a>]
01:06:57 ◼ ► jerk say yeah he say do I really have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4017">TS</a>]
01:06:59 ◼ ► answer you only two dollars like if here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4019">TS</a>]
01:07:02 ◼ ► here's what I'm going to say from here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4022">TS</a>]
01:07:03 ◼ ► on out if you don't want to pay five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4023">TS</a>]
01:07:05 ◼ ► bucks for a hug then I give you the hug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4025">TS</a>]
01:07:09 ◼ ► hmm i give you the hug i want to give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4029">TS</a>]
01:07:12 ◼ ► not the hug you want and that's gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4032">TS</a>]
01:07:15 ◼ ► that's going to dissuade some people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4035">TS</a>]
01:07:17 ◼ ► your problem is you're you're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4037">TS</a>]
01:07:19 ◼ ► you're like a museum when you've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4039">TS</a>]
01:07:21 ◼ ► like the suggested donation box you need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4041">TS</a>]
01:07:23 ◼ ► some way where there is a portcullis or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4043">TS</a>]
01:07:24 ◼ ► something where they can get near you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4044">TS</a>]
01:07:25 ◼ ► came and asked questions about that shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4045">TS</a>]
01:07:27 ◼ ► right I need a merch girl who's standing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4047">TS</a>]
01:07:29 ◼ ► there taking five bucks and given [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4049">TS</a>]
01:07:30 ◼ ► tickets you somebody somebody somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4050">TS</a>]
01:07:32 ◼ ► pick who says you need a strong question [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4052">TS</a>]
01:07:34 ◼ ► when they take cross my palm right cross [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4054">TS</a>]
01:07:37 ◼ ► nothing is if people want a hug for less [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4057">TS</a>]
01:07:40 ◼ ► than five bucks and I get to grope them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4060">TS</a>]
01:07:43 ◼ ► inappropriately for my own amusement [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4063">TS</a>]
01:07:45 ◼ ► right then I feel like I'm getting five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4065">TS</a>]
01:07:47 ◼ ► bucks worth if they if they would if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4067">TS</a>]
01:07:50 ◼ ► they if they knowingly come in under the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4070">TS</a>]
01:07:53 ◼ ► under the under the new rules that i get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4073">TS</a>]
01:07:57 ◼ ► that's worth five bucks you can have me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4077">TS</a>]
01:07:59 ◼ ► there they've open to negotiation not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4079">TS</a>]
01:08:01 ◼ ► you that's right so if if part of my hug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4081">TS</a>]
01:08:04 ◼ ► is that I grab the back of their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4084">TS</a>]
01:08:05 ◼ ► underpants and pull real hard you get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4085">TS</a>]
01:08:07 ◼ ► real good grip on the saddle backs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4087">TS</a>]
01:08:09 ◼ ► yeah I wouldn't have done that if they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4089">TS</a>]
01:08:11 ◼ ► had paid me five bucks but that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4091">TS</a>]
01:08:12 ◼ ► but they were like let's let's let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4092">TS</a>]
01:08:16 ◼ ► wrangle got my haircut yesterday and was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4096">TS</a>]
01:08:19 ◼ ► getting my hair cut at the lake of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4099">TS</a>]
01:08:21 ◼ ► hair and there's somebody else and she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4101">TS</a>]
01:08:22 ◼ ► watching a little tiny TV with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4102">TS</a>]
01:08:23 ◼ ► volume turned up really really loud i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4103">TS</a>]
01:08:25 ◼ ► couldn't see what was on the screen but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4105">TS</a>]
01:08:26 ◼ ► you know in the 20 minutes it took for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4106">TS</a>]
01:08:29 ◼ ► this haircut a definite volume they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4109">TS</a>]
01:08:31 ◼ ► watching TV program and that is plastic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4111">TS</a>]
01:08:35 ◼ ► surgeries and so there's there's live [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4115">TS</a>]
01:08:37 ◼ ► like this showing plastic surgeries and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4117">TS</a>]
01:08:40 ◼ ► as I SAT there and I don't know I like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4120">TS</a>]
01:08:42 ◼ ► I'm not super creeped out by stuff but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4122">TS</a>]
01:08:44 ◼ ► mean I'm get a procedure here there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4124">TS</a>]
01:08:47 ◼ ► cutting part of my body mmm and it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4127">TS</a>]
01:08:49 ◼ ► like every time they come back from the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4129">TS</a>]
01:08:50 ◼ ► commercial be like what's really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4130">TS</a>]
01:08:52 ◼ ► disturbing something i recommend for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4132">TS</a>]
01:08:53 ◼ ► children and then go now we're guess you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4133">TS</a>]
01:08:55 ◼ ► can see as we get in here and we make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4135">TS</a>]
01:08:56 ◼ ► the incision we're removing the fat pads [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4136">TS</a>]
01:09:00 ◼ ► demonstrating on this avocado what we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4140">TS</a>]
01:09:02 ◼ ► can do with the laser and she stays out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4142">TS</a>]
01:09:03 ◼ ► of the Sun that skin should say so how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4143">TS</a>]
01:09:04 ◼ ► does that feel it feels better fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4144">TS</a>]
01:09:07 ◼ ► blew my mind there's a TV show about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4147">TS</a>]
01:09:09 ◼ ► about their than when they show you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4149">TS</a>]
01:09:11 ◼ ► have you seen this before I haven't but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4151">TS</a>]
01:09:13 ◼ ► I know that plastic surgery is one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4153">TS</a>]
01:09:15 ◼ ► the you know everybody has the fantasy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4155">TS</a>]
01:09:17 ◼ ► that with a little nip and talk they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4157">TS</a>]
01:09:21 ◼ ► will go from being hideous too beautiful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4161">TS</a>]
01:09:22 ◼ ► so I understand why that's popular i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4162">TS</a>]
01:09:25 ◼ ► guess i just now i can think about fat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4165">TS</a>]
01:09:27 ◼ ► what I don't understand is why I spend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4167">TS</a>]
01:09:29 ◼ ► so much time on the internet looking at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4169">TS</a>]
01:09:31 ◼ ► like fail blogs about shitty tattoos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4171">TS</a>]
01:09:36 ◼ ► I like my friends curate that for me but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4176">TS</a>]
01:09:40 ◼ ► i do enjoy them when I find them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4180">TS</a>]
01:09:42 ◼ ► yeah i don't i'm never gonna get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4182">TS</a>]
01:09:43 ◼ ► tattoo I i know the ship is my ship has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4183">TS</a>]
01:09:46 ◼ ► sailed on that but why take so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4186">TS</a>]
01:09:48 ◼ ► pleasure looking at other peoples curate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4188">TS</a>]
01:09:51 ◼ ► curations like tumblr pages of people's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4191">TS</a>]
01:09:54 ◼ ► ill-advised tattoos i don't know i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4194">TS</a>]
01:09:57 ◼ ► know why i like it's like it's like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4197">TS</a>]
01:09:59 ◼ ► misspelling a misspelling in a tattoo or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4199">TS</a>]
01:10:02 ◼ ► like some some somewhere where the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4202">TS</a>]
01:10:04 ◼ ► tattoo started and you could tell that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4204">TS</a>]
01:10:06 ◼ ► the person didn't have a have a complete [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4206">TS</a>]
01:10:09 ◼ ► grasp of perspective okay someone the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4209">TS</a>]
01:10:11 ◼ ► other day where you ATT Brett's got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4211">TS</a>]
01:10:13 ◼ ► greater gallery was it was an American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4213">TS</a>]
01:10:16 ◼ ► flag that was that was flapping in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4216">TS</a>]
01:10:17 ◼ ► wind but but but the but the folds in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4217">TS</a>]
01:10:21 ◼ ► the flag any fool could tell that if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4221">TS</a>]
01:10:24 ◼ ► straightened out that flag would be like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4224">TS</a>]
01:10:26 ◼ ► 15 feet long and the person who has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4226">TS</a>]
01:10:29 ◼ ► curated this blog took the took the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4229">TS</a>]
01:10:32 ◼ ► to count the count the stripes on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4232">TS</a>]
01:10:35 ◼ ► flag and in the first the first the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4235">TS</a>]
01:10:38 ◼ ► first curve and had eleven stripes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4238">TS</a>]
01:10:42 ◼ ► then had 14 stripes that drives drives [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4242">TS</a>]
01:10:44 ◼ ► and it so it's a 15 foot long flag which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4244">TS</a>]
01:10:48 ◼ ► has not been a different numbers of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4248">TS</a>]
01:10:50 ◼ ► stripes throughout its length and only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4250">TS</a>]
01:10:52 ◼ ► at nine stars was just like that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4252">TS</a>]
01:10:54 ◼ ► wonderful but the emphasis of argument [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4254">TS</a>]
01:10:57 ◼ ► though it's a printer pro-america [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4257">TS</a>]
01:11:00 ◼ ► spot it's not it's not about the complex [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4260">TS</a>]
01:11:02 ◼ ► nature of statehood no no not at all it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4262">TS</a>]
01:11:05 ◼ ► was about and I think I think it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4265">TS</a>]
01:11:06 ◼ ► expressed perfectly that the tattoo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4266">TS</a>]
01:11:11 ◼ ► forethought and said I know an American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4271">TS</a>]
01:11:14 ◼ ► flag and I know how this is gonna turn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4274">TS</a>]
01:11:16 ◼ ► out it's going to turn out awesome [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4276">TS</a>]
01:11:18 ◼ ► yeah and just drew it like free hand and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4278">TS</a>]
01:11:21 ◼ ► just was like I know how this works that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4281">TS</a>]
01:11:24 ◼ ► is that says a lot that may be why hate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4284">TS</a>]
01:11:26 ◼ ► tattoos I really i'm always happy to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4286">TS</a>]
01:11:29 ◼ ► know that I can undo something stupid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4289">TS</a>]
01:11:31 ◼ ► that i did and for me just for myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4291">TS</a>]
01:11:33 ◼ ► like always having that there for almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4293">TS</a>]
01:11:35 ◼ ► everything is a great consolation for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4295">TS</a>]
01:11:37 ◼ ► and if you have the reason I don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4297">TS</a>]
01:11:40 ◼ ► a tomtom I'd like a Thompson Twins [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4300">TS</a>]
01:11:41 ◼ ► outlawed back from a lot of scars have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4301">TS</a>]
01:11:45 ◼ ► two scars that i know of where the two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4305">TS</a>]
01:11:48 ◼ ► scars have a very small tiny tiny tiny [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4308">TS</a>]
01:11:53 ◼ ► accidentally kicked me with your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4313">TS</a>]
01:11:55 ◼ ► fingernail which was a kid she still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4315">TS</a>]
01:11:56 ◼ ► feels about and then I have a really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4316">TS</a>]
01:11:58 ◼ ► cool scar on my leg from where I jumped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4318">TS</a>]
01:12:00 ◼ ► a ramp and got like a one-foot come out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4320">TS</a>]
01:12:02 ◼ ► now get put a half kind of my leg jump [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4322">TS</a>]
01:12:04 ◼ ► the ramp on a skateboard or bike i want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4324">TS</a>]
01:12:08 ◼ ► yeah oh yeah what about you what you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4328">TS</a>]
01:12:11 ◼ ► I'm covered with scars from and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4331">TS</a>]
01:12:14 ◼ ► like you're like wolverine and some of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4334">TS</a>]
01:12:16 ◼ ► them are gruesome and and those are like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4336">TS</a>]
01:12:20 ◼ ► tattoos those are the thing about me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4340">TS</a>]
01:12:22 ◼ ► that are like tattoos that I that some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4342">TS</a>]
01:12:24 ◼ ► of them are things that I cannot take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4344">TS</a>]
01:12:25 ◼ ► back and then add that i wish i had i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4345">TS</a>]
01:12:29 ◼ ► wish i could do it over again so that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4349">TS</a>]
01:12:30 ◼ ► did not have it's not that the scar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4350">TS</a>]
01:12:32 ◼ ► itself is unsightly it is that the scar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4352">TS</a>]
01:12:35 ◼ ► represents now if a point of weakness of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4355">TS</a>]
01:12:38 ◼ ► physical disability in the making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4358">TS</a>]
01:12:41 ◼ ► no like the scar scar is the last [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4361">TS</a>]
01:12:44 ◼ ► outward sign of some internal damage [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4364">TS</a>]
01:12:46 ◼ ► that HS talking analogy or in terms of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4366">TS</a>]
01:12:50 ◼ ► bodily integrity no bodily integrity as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4370">TS</a>]
01:12:52 ◼ ► its weakened the fiber of your largest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4372">TS</a>]
01:12:55 ◼ ► organ now when i was a young person i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4375">TS</a>]
01:12:57 ◼ ► put my physical self through the paces [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4377">TS</a>]
01:13:01 ◼ ► and now that I'm in my forties I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4381">TS</a>]
01:13:05 ◼ ► those things now I feel and it isn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4385">TS</a>]
01:13:08 ◼ ► just like all the barometers changing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4388">TS</a>]
01:13:12 ◼ ► little bit of a thing in my knee it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4392">TS</a>]
01:13:15 ◼ ► that it is that is that there are parts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4395">TS</a>]
01:13:18 ◼ ► of me that will fail before other parts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4398">TS</a>]
01:13:20 ◼ ► miserable because they have been they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4400">TS</a>]
01:13:24 ◼ ► have been compromised but you got you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4404">TS</a>]
01:13:26 ◼ ► got a few good years and you're right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4406">TS</a>]
01:13:27 ◼ ► oh yeah yeah but-but-but I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4407">TS</a>]
01:13:30 ◼ ► watched because my dad also like wore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4410">TS</a>]
01:13:34 ◼ ► out his body in the pursuit of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4414">TS</a>]
01:13:37 ◼ ► physical thrill and you know as he got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4417">TS</a>]
01:13:43 ◼ ► diverting about the time he was 80 years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4423">TS</a>]
01:13:45 ◼ ► old and we had gone to university of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4425">TS</a>]
01:13:47 ◼ ► washington football game and I told you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4427">TS</a>]
01:13:49 ◼ ► this now I never heard it and we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4429">TS</a>]
01:13:51 ◼ ► we're leaving the stadium and the e the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4431">TS</a>]
01:13:53 ◼ ► United football stadium is there a kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4433">TS</a>]
01:13:56 ◼ ► of perched on a grassy hill overlooking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4436">TS</a>]
01:14:00 ◼ ► Lake Washington and after the game and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4440">TS</a>]
01:14:04 ◼ ► an R star tickets were always way up in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4444">TS</a>]
01:14:06 ◼ ► the nosebleed seats you know my dad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4446">TS</a>]
01:14:08 ◼ ► don't know why the hell he didn't pull [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4448">TS</a>]
01:14:11 ◼ ► some strings or whatever but but he felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4451">TS</a>]
01:14:13 ◼ ► like being way up in the bleachers with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4453">TS</a>]
01:14:15 ◼ ► all the undergrads was the only way to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4455">TS</a>]
01:14:18 ◼ ► watch university of washington football [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4458">TS</a>]
01:14:20 ◼ ► and so I'd walk up there with him five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4460">TS</a>]
01:14:23 ◼ ► flights of stairs to to watch these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4463">TS</a>]
01:14:25 ◼ ► football games in the window in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4465">TS</a>]
01:14:27 ◼ ► November wind we were walking across the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4467">TS</a>]
01:14:29 ◼ ► grassy field after the game and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4469">TS</a>]
01:14:33 ◼ ► it's it's a grassy hill and it's got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4473">TS</a>]
01:14:34 ◼ ► trees and and the cars are kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4474">TS</a>]
01:14:38 ◼ ► parked on the grass we're walking out to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4478">TS</a>]
01:14:39 ◼ ► our car and all of a sudden he trips on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4479">TS</a>]
01:14:42 ◼ ► our route something he's he's 80 and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4482">TS</a>]
01:14:47 ◼ ► goes he he goes face-first down this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4487">TS</a>]
01:14:53 ◼ ► hill and I'm like it happens in super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4493">TS</a>]
01:14:55 ◼ ► slow motion like Oh dad and he's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4495">TS</a>]
01:14:58 ◼ ► he's just too far from me that I can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4498">TS</a>]
01:15:00 ◼ ► like get under him or get in front of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4500">TS</a>]
01:15:02 ◼ ► him and and and take the brunt of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4502">TS</a>]
01:15:04 ◼ ► fall or whatever and she heads down this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4504">TS</a>]
01:15:08 ◼ ► hill face-first you know it a swan dive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4508">TS</a>]
01:15:16 ◼ ► rolls like doesn't full-on barrel roll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4516">TS</a>]
01:15:20 ◼ ► and comes out on his feet haha is 80 is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENIMsb8/4520">TS</a>]