00:00:00 ◼ ► hello hi jata hai Berlin how's it going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/0">TS</a>]
00:00:11 ◼ ► good good super good except that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/11">TS</a>]
00:00:18 ◼ ► thought I had more coffee than I have no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/18">TS</a>]
00:00:21 ◼ ► you know the raw materials that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/21">TS</a>]
00:00:24 ◼ ► beans i had you know one of the things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/24">TS</a>]
00:00:28 ◼ ► about having people stay over at your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/28">TS</a>]
00:00:29 ◼ ► house is that you're not anymore in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/29">TS</a>]
00:00:33 ◼ ► charge of any aspect of your stores just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/33">TS</a>]
00:00:37 ◼ ► got you guys just keep relearning that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/37">TS</a>]
00:00:40 ◼ ► you know that right it's one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/40">TS</a>]
00:00:45 ◼ ► yep you know when i had the the game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/45">TS</a>]
00:00:48 ◼ ► changers up here who at some point after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/48">TS</a>]
00:00:52 ◼ ► after the game changers weekend I went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/52">TS</a>]
00:00:55 ◼ ► you know I went into the pantry thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/55">TS</a>]
00:00:58 ◼ ► I had X number of certain items mostly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/58">TS</a>]
00:01:04 ◼ ► hobby software keep our cigars yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/64">TS</a>]
00:01:07 ◼ ► bacon and it was all gone but it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/67">TS</a>]
00:01:10 ◼ ► like it was like locusts that come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/70">TS</a>]
00:01:12 ◼ ► through and I felt like Richard Gere out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/72">TS</a>]
00:01:14 ◼ ► i should have just started a fire in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/74">TS</a>]
00:01:18 ◼ ► house and burden like Elizabeth Taylor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/78">TS</a>]
00:01:20 ◼ ► you open your closet expect to see all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/80">TS</a>]
00:01:22 ◼ ► those beautiful gowns and Underpants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/82">TS</a>]
00:01:24 ◼ ► it's just just ma's laughing at you but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/84">TS</a>]
00:01:27 ◼ ► the monster gone so yeah so I flew a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/87">TS</a>]
00:01:31 ◼ ► little bit close to the Sun letting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/91">TS</a>]
00:01:33 ◼ ► other people in my kitchen and now I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/93">TS</a>]
00:01:35 ◼ ► went downstairs I was like time for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/95">TS</a>]
00:01:36 ◼ ► pot of coffee and what I found instead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/96">TS</a>]
00:01:39 ◼ ► was a refrigerator full of ice cream [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/99">TS</a>]
00:01:44 ◼ ► well first of all freezer full of ice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/104">TS</a>]
00:01:47 ◼ ► cream a refrigerator full of ice cream [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/107">TS</a>]
00:01:49 ◼ ► would have been a disaster but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/109">TS</a>]
00:01:51 ◼ ► my am I i went to a birthday party and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/111">TS</a>]
00:01:54 ◼ ► then somebody got somebody got the idea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/114">TS</a>]
00:01:58 ◼ ► that the leftovers we're going to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/118">TS</a>]
00:01:59 ◼ ► with me but only certain leftovers and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/119">TS</a>]
00:02:02 ◼ ► what that ended up being was like four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/122">TS</a>]
00:02:05 ◼ ► gallons of ice cream is a good ice cream [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/125">TS</a>]
00:02:07 ◼ ► yeah it's fine like kid ice cream and no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/127">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► no it's not ice milk it's ice cream [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/130">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► no care of it this way you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/133">TS</a>]
00:02:17 ◼ ► they say God never closes a door without [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/137">TS</a>]
00:02:21 ◼ ► I i love God God is you know I this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/141">TS</a>]
00:02:26 ◼ ► probably just from my background in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/146">TS</a>]
00:02:28 ◼ ► fear of probation but like I don't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/148">TS</a>]
00:02:31 ◼ ► mm no I think I think my lady and I we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/151">TS</a>]
00:02:34 ◼ ► don't disagree on this is just that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/154">TS</a>]
00:02:36 ◼ ► means a lot to me to make sure that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/156">TS</a>]
00:02:38 ◼ ► there's another guy's got one in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/158">TS</a>]
00:02:39 ◼ ► chamber right well you're a guy who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/159">TS</a>]
00:02:41 ◼ ► drinks 20 cams of carbonated water a day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/161">TS</a>]
00:02:45 ◼ ► have you cut back well the problem is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/165">TS</a>]
00:02:51 ◼ ► SodaStream thing when you buy a big tank [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/171">TS</a>]
00:02:53 ◼ ► know you and I've been out of that for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/173">TS</a>]
00:02:55 ◼ ► while and i've been really lazy because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/175">TS</a>]
00:02:57 ◼ ► you've got to take in your empties each [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/177">TS</a>]
00:02:59 ◼ ► one of those things wait a few pounds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/179">TS</a>]
00:03:00 ◼ ► you have to get in and train them in so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/180">TS</a>]
00:03:02 ◼ ► I falling back into my old ways and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/182">TS</a>]
00:03:05 ◼ ► begin 12-packs of cans and my wife does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/185">TS</a>]
00:03:10 ◼ ► yeah because I drink seriously I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/190">TS</a>]
00:03:14 ◼ ► yeah well I'm the thing about the cans I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/194">TS</a>]
00:03:17 ◼ ► mean I haven't been to your house in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/197">TS</a>]
00:03:19 ◼ ► awhile but why remember the can era the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/199">TS</a>]
00:03:23 ◼ ► thing about those Kansas that there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/203">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► you know which end up with this like six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/204">TS</a>]
00:03:26 ◼ ► or seven cans with some carbonated water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/206">TS</a>]
00:03:31 ◼ ► that's me there's like half a carat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/211">TS</a>]
00:03:33 ◼ ► carbonated water here half a can of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/213">TS</a>]
00:03:35 ◼ ► carbonated water there and loses its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/215">TS</a>]
00:03:37 ◼ ► carbonation pretty fast and that's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/217">TS</a>]
00:03:42 ◼ ► yeah i yeah okay sure what i do is what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/222">TS</a>]
00:03:46 ◼ ► happens with me is I usually slam like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/226">TS</a>]
00:03:48 ◼ ► usually out down down a 12 count can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/228">TS</a>]
00:03:50 ◼ ► pretty quick and i started another one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/230">TS</a>]
00:03:52 ◼ ► and that's the 1i forget is the second [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/232">TS</a>]
00:03:54 ◼ ► or third one and this yeah they did they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/234">TS</a>]
00:03:56 ◼ ► accumulate and you can pretty much you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/236">TS</a>]
00:03:58 ◼ ► know there's that sense of like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/238">TS</a>]
00:03:59 ◼ ► going to walk into a room and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/239">TS</a>]
00:04:00 ◼ ► like I just know there's going to be in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/240">TS</a>]
00:04:01 ◼ ► this case like a can of seltzer and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/241">TS</a>]
00:04:04 ◼ ► there is one by the bed on my daughter's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/244">TS</a>]
00:04:09 ◼ ► that's how you know you have a problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/249">TS</a>]
00:04:11 ◼ ► when you're when you you're leaving your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/251">TS</a>]
00:04:13 ◼ ► hands around your daughter's bed she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/253">TS</a>]
00:04:16 ◼ ► thinks she's better than me that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/256">TS</a>]
00:04:19 ◼ ► I mean I understand slamming a can of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/259">TS</a>]
00:04:22 ◼ ► seltzer water if you're just about to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/262">TS</a>]
00:04:23 ◼ ► get into a burp fight with somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/263">TS</a>]
00:04:25 ◼ ► who but I don't like slam and one it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/265">TS</a>]
00:04:29 ◼ ► seems like the opposite of what seltzer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/269">TS</a>]
00:04:33 ◼ ► burns it burns like drinking beer you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/273">TS</a>]
00:04:36 ◼ ► know I think I started drinking Seltzer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/276">TS</a>]
00:04:39 ◼ ► more around the time I stopped drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/279">TS</a>]
00:04:42 ◼ ► I used to drink a lot of beer and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/282">TS</a>]
00:04:45 ◼ ► think i like the it's kind of like my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/285">TS</a>]
00:04:48 ◼ ► ethernet cigarette I guess I i like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/288">TS</a>]
00:04:51 ◼ ► like these things a lot in there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/291">TS</a>]
00:04:52 ◼ ► there was a refresh me anytime I get up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/292">TS</a>]
00:04:54 ◼ ► something to get Miller night to urinate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/294">TS</a>]
00:04:55 ◼ ► as you do and I'll just go boom have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/295">TS</a>]
00:04:58 ◼ ► yeah right and it's not it's no calories [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/298">TS</a>]
00:05:00 ◼ ► no fuss no muss you don't owe anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/300">TS</a>]
00:05:02 ◼ ► anything but then I then I crushed and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/302">TS</a>]
00:05:04 ◼ ► throw it against the wall and wake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/304">TS</a>]
00:05:06 ◼ ► fuck you a public you think that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/306">TS</a>]
00:05:10 ◼ ► yeah yeah I think intelligence by on my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/310">TS</a>]
00:05:12 ◼ ► all-time favorite professors in college [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/312">TS</a>]
00:05:14 ◼ ► my was on the committee my poetry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/314">TS</a>]
00:05:16 ◼ ► professor is my sponsor most of the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/316">TS</a>]
00:05:18 ◼ ► i was there he added he was one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/318">TS</a>]
00:05:21 ◼ ► people were like I just don't know how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/321">TS</a>]
00:05:23 ◼ ► he felt his life was really complicated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/323">TS</a>]
00:05:25 ◼ ► you know you don't make even you know as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/325">TS</a>]
00:05:28 ◼ ► a full professor at florida university [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/328">TS</a>]
00:05:29 ◼ ► you don't make that that much money [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/329">TS</a>]
00:05:32 ◼ ► you're getting paid and seeds and stems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/332">TS</a>]
00:05:35 ◼ ► and he had is a his mom who is you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/335">TS</a>]
00:05:39 ◼ ► completely like need a total total care [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/339">TS</a>]
00:05:42 ◼ ► live with them his his son who is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/342">TS</a>]
00:05:45 ◼ ► developmentally disabled live with him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/345">TS</a>]
00:05:47 ◼ ► some of the time he taught at other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/347">TS</a>]
00:05:49 ◼ ► places at the same time multiple women [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/349">TS</a>]
00:05:53 ◼ ► yeah this is a guy you know what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/353">TS</a>]
00:05:56 ◼ ► professors at school is a great guy like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/356">TS</a>]
00:05:58 ◼ ► anybody wants a new college remember Mac [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/358">TS</a>]
00:06:00 ◼ ► Miller he was just the best but you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/360">TS</a>]
00:06:01 ◼ ► tell stress Macklemore Macklemore Miller [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/361">TS</a>]
00:06:04 ◼ ► that's right with ryan lewis and what he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/364">TS</a>]
00:06:06 ◼ ► would do is though he's always smoking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/366">TS</a>]
00:06:07 ◼ ► two things about Max's first of all like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/367">TS</a>]
00:06:10 ◼ ► you've never actually seen Mac drink a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/370">TS</a>]
00:06:12 ◼ ► he would bring it bring out some of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/372">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► braincase your class and and you would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/373">TS</a>]
00:06:18 ◼ ► those were the days you hear ya haha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/378">TS</a>]
00:06:20 ◼ ► alright dude your hips you look and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/380">TS</a>]
00:06:26 ◼ ► references like the the weeping angels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/386">TS</a>]
00:06:29 ◼ ► you don't see anything here was and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/389">TS</a>]
00:06:31 ◼ ► you look back here and crushing the can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/391">TS</a>]
00:06:34 ◼ ► and something with cigarettes he was and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/394">TS</a>]
00:06:36 ◼ ► he's one of those guys like Matthew [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/396">TS</a>]
00:06:39 ◼ ► you really each one was like a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/399">TS</a>]
00:06:40 ◼ ► conjugal visit like he smoke the shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/400">TS</a>]
00:06:45 ◼ ► classroom every smoking class is a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/405">TS</a>]
00:06:47 ◼ ► of time haha ok I got talking about my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/407">TS</a>]
00:06:50 ◼ ► school and you can make up your own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/410">TS</a>]
00:06:53 ◼ ► classes there and yeah it's kinda like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/413">TS</a>]
00:06:56 ◼ ► don't know if you ever saw the Grateful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/416">TS</a>]
00:06:58 ◼ ► Dead I was uh yeah okay for you saw them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/418">TS</a>]
00:07:01 ◼ ► saw the shit no I was born to basically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/421">TS</a>]
00:07:05 ◼ ► create I like rock music ah i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/425">TS</a>]
00:07:09 ◼ ► fortunate to see them live three shots [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/429">TS</a>]
00:07:10 ◼ ► sure back when the early nineties you i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/430">TS</a>]
00:07:12 ◼ ► fell in you fell in with the deadheads [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/432">TS</a>]
00:07:16 ◼ ► by the early nineties i was already i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/436">TS</a>]
00:07:17 ◼ ► was already transitioned touch of grey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/437">TS</a>]
00:07:21 ◼ ► well you know what it was it was that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/441">TS</a>]
00:07:23 ◼ ► couldn't afford birkenstock so they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/443">TS</a>]
00:07:26 ◼ ► costly they were expensive and all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/446">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► cool kids had him for that for that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/449">TS</a>]
00:07:31 ◼ ► one summer I think it was the summer of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/451">TS</a>]
00:07:37 ◼ ► oh and it was Birkenstocks everywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/457">TS</a>]
00:07:39 ◼ ► all the you know it was you know what it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/459">TS</a>]
00:07:40 ◼ ► was Birkenstocks and mountain bikes they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/460">TS</a>]
00:07:42 ◼ ► were both they both became popular that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/462">TS</a>]
00:07:45 ◼ ► that same summer before 1988 levels get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/465">TS</a>]
00:07:48 ◼ ► a whole chapter about that is that right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/468">TS</a>]
00:07:50 ◼ ► before nine point yeah there was no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/470">TS</a>]
00:07:53 ◼ ► mountain bikes I've never heard of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/473">TS</a>]
00:07:55 ◼ ► mountain bike if you wanted to ride your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/475">TS</a>]
00:07:58 ◼ ► you got a BMX bike got a big BMX bike if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/478">TS</a>]
00:08:02 ◼ ► you were full-grown person then all of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/482">TS</a>]
00:08:04 ◼ ► sudden mountain bikes were invented and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/484">TS</a>]
00:08:07 ◼ ► but everybody was wearing Birkenstocks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/487">TS</a>]
00:08:10 ◼ ► I campaign ninety dollars for a pair of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/490">TS</a>]
00:08:12 ◼ ► sandals I don't have any money and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/492">TS</a>]
00:08:15 ◼ ► don't have any money to get a mountain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/495">TS</a>]
00:08:16 ◼ ► bike and i'm getting left behind here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/496">TS</a>]
00:08:18 ◼ ► and I feel like that was also the summer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/498">TS</a>]
00:08:21 ◼ ► that everybody was where everybody was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/501">TS</a>]
00:08:24 ◼ ► wearing raybans not Wayfarers they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/504">TS</a>]
00:08:27 ◼ ► wearing aviators wear a banner aviators [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/507">TS</a>]
00:08:29 ◼ ► and so I'm looking around looking to my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/509">TS</a>]
00:08:31 ◼ ► left there's a guy in ray ban aviators [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/511">TS</a>]
00:08:33 ◼ ► with Birkenstocks is riding a mountain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/513">TS</a>]
00:08:35 ◼ ► bike i looked to my right same same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/515">TS</a>]
00:08:37 ◼ ► story and I'm i got nothing so i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/517">TS</a>]
00:08:41 ◼ ► like i'm gonna start going to seek see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/521">TS</a>]
00:08:43 ◼ ► great that whenever i can just to try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/523">TS</a>]
00:08:46 ◼ ► and just trying to even the playing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/526">TS</a>]
00:08:49 ◼ ► but one of the things about seeing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/529">TS</a>]
00:08:50 ◼ ► Grateful Dead was Jerry Garcia become [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/530">TS</a>]
00:08:54 ◼ ► Jerry Jerry Jerry he called papa with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/534">TS</a>]
00:08:58 ◼ ► hi Jerry Jerry care i think jer if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/538">TS</a>]
00:09:02 ◼ ► you're really into it there Jerry would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/542">TS</a>]
00:09:05 ◼ ► like in the middle of a solo butta baby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/545">TS</a>]
00:09:09 ◼ ► food will be provided it means we can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/549">TS</a>]
00:09:11 ◼ ► have that you can have a middle to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/551">TS</a>]
00:09:12 ◼ ► something that's never ended it would he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/552">TS</a>]
00:09:17 ◼ ► would walk he would walk kind of around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/557">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► behind his amp let's go to cook and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/560">TS</a>]
00:09:24 ◼ ► Craft services the solo would keep going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/564">TS</a>]
00:09:27 ◼ ► and there would be and then from behind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/567">TS</a>]
00:09:31 ◼ ► the amp that would be a cloud of smoke [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/571">TS</a>]
00:09:33 ◼ ► and i don't mean like I don't mean like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/573">TS</a>]
00:09:36 ◼ ► somebody took a puff of a cigarette [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/576">TS</a>]
00:09:37 ◼ ► I mean like somebody i mean like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/577">TS</a>]
00:09:39 ◼ ► cloud of smoke like they release when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/579">TS</a>]
00:09:40 ◼ ► the Pope is chosen like like bows from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/580">TS</a>]
00:09:45 ◼ ► behind the amp like oh holy shit jerky [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/585">TS</a>]
00:09:47 ◼ ► it just caught on fire spontaneously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/587">TS</a>]
00:09:49 ◼ ► combusted and then you come up and come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/589">TS</a>]
00:09:51 ◼ ► back out from around the amp the solo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/591">TS</a>]
00:09:53 ◼ ► never stopped and I don't know what all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/593">TS</a>]
00:09:56 ◼ ► went on behind the am but I think about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/596">TS</a>]
00:10:00 ◼ ► it still like I think about a night at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/600">TS</a>]
00:10:03 ◼ ► the time I was like not that's living / [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/603">TS</a>]
00:10:05 ◼ ► he goes back there he probably goes into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/605">TS</a>]
00:10:08 ◼ ► one of those john travolta Bubble Boy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/608">TS</a>]
00:10:10 ◼ ► tense over and all the drugs and he just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/610">TS</a>]
00:10:20 ◼ ► he isn't a dream job though i mean the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/620">TS</a>]
00:10:24 ◼ ► the idea that like that is set aside the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/624">TS</a>]
00:10:26 ◼ ► whole plan in a rock band that's that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/626">TS</a>]
00:10:27 ◼ ► awesome enough to begin with a pseudo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/627">TS</a>]
00:10:28 ◼ ► rock band but just the idea that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/628">TS</a>]
00:10:31 ◼ ► disappear for a while into a puff of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/631">TS</a>]
00:10:34 ◼ ► indeterminate smoke and everybody would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/634">TS</a>]
00:10:37 ◼ ► still be just as satisfied with your job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/637">TS</a>]
00:10:38 ◼ ► that dream if you go around behind your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/638">TS</a>]
00:10:40 ◼ ► amp and you and your drug ballot have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/640">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► like a bong wrangler I'm sure he did and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/643">TS</a>]
00:10:47 ◼ ► he's still play he's still playing his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/647">TS</a>]
00:10:50 ◼ ► www.getcash people are people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/650">TS</a>]
00:10:56 ◼ ► chin up nose and it's like the indy 500 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/656">TS</a>]
00:10:59 ◼ ► pace car that's right DJ desire they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/659">TS</a>]
00:11:02 ◼ ► putting a suppository of it even a fresh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/662">TS</a>]
00:11:04 ◼ ► liver and many turns back around never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/664">TS</a>]
00:11:08 ◼ ► oh man it was extraordinary and I anyway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/668">TS</a>]
00:11:12 ◼ ► to finish to finish that line of thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/672">TS</a>]
00:11:14 ◼ ► I never have only pair of birkenstocks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/674">TS</a>]
00:11:15 ◼ ► even to this day it's a boy it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/675">TS</a>]
00:11:19 ◼ ► super frustrating to me as a as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/679">TS</a>]
00:11:22 ◼ ► contrarian yeah i really i hate how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/682">TS</a>]
00:11:25 ◼ ► crazy it makes me feel when something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/685">TS</a>]
00:11:27 ◼ ► suddenly becomes more than popular it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/687">TS</a>]
00:11:30 ◼ ► just becomes something that everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/690">TS</a>]
00:11:32 ◼ ► gets which is fine it's called fad but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/692">TS</a>]
00:11:35 ◼ ► didn't react like second then we act [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/695">TS</a>]
00:11:37 ◼ ► like it's always been this necessary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/697">TS</a>]
00:11:40 ◼ ► right right and and we nobody ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/700">TS</a>]
00:11:42 ◼ ► acknowledges how bananas it is it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/702">TS</a>]
00:11:44 ◼ ► suddenly it's 1999 we don't know why but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/704">TS</a>]
00:11:47 ◼ ► suddenly everybody needs a Bronco like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/707">TS</a>]
00:11:49 ◼ ► everybody needs an SUV and just suddenly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/709">TS</a>]
00:11:51 ◼ ► became this thing we're like well of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/711">TS</a>]
00:11:53 ◼ ► course you got your back can't afford a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/713">TS</a>]
00:11:55 ◼ ► Hummer so I got a Bronco it's like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/715">TS</a>]
00:11:57 ◼ ► know what were you doing with that Tyler [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/717">TS</a>]
00:11:59 ◼ ► soccer gear will fit into a country [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/719">TS</a>]
00:12:03 ◼ ► yeah but only six that's not the point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/723">TS</a>]
00:12:04 ◼ ► it's just that suddenly everybody's got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/724">TS</a>]
00:12:06 ◼ ► to have that it's like the Calvin peeing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/726">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► on something stickers or stickers of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/727">TS</a>]
00:12:09 ◼ ► like how many kids you have in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/729">TS</a>]
00:12:10 ◼ ► family or whatever it's like it suddenly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/730">TS</a>]
00:12:11 ◼ ► becomes a thing and you gotta do it baby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/731">TS</a>]
00:12:13 ◼ ► on board fully sixty percent of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/733">TS</a>]
00:12:15 ◼ ► vehicles on the road our SUVs i mean III [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/735">TS</a>]
00:12:18 ◼ ► don't know if that's an accurate but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/738">TS</a>]
00:12:20 ◼ ► sure seems that way to me everywhere you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/740">TS</a>]
00:12:21 ◼ ► look every single car make has an SUV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/741">TS</a>]
00:12:24 ◼ ► and that's a boy Adam for the cowboy hat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/744">TS</a>]
00:12:27 ◼ ► of driving it's really it's really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/747">TS</a>]
00:12:29 ◼ ► infuriating because they're terrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/749">TS</a>]
00:12:32 ◼ ► cars and they're bad trucks right right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/752">TS</a>]
00:12:35 ◼ ► i mean this I mean and they need they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/755">TS</a>]
00:12:38 ◼ ► like a lot of those that they've never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/758">TS</a>]
00:12:39 ◼ ► been in fourth gear or they've never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/759">TS</a>]
00:12:41 ◼ ► been in four-wheel drive in their entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/761">TS</a>]
00:12:43 ◼ ► existence have definitely never been in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/763">TS</a>]
00:12:48 ◼ ► not unless their son took it out not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/768">TS</a>]
00:12:50 ◼ ► unless i was driving yeah but yet but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/770">TS</a>]
00:12:54 ◼ ► even even even as a contrarian and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/774">TS</a>]
00:12:56 ◼ ► I've called macrame it's a phenomenon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/776">TS</a>]
00:12:58 ◼ ► that I simply call macrame because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/778">TS</a>]
00:13:02 ◼ ► canonical example of like what what is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/782">TS</a>]
00:13:05 ◼ ► happening why why do we suddenly have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/785">TS</a>]
00:13:08 ◼ ► macrame and why is it suddenly something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/788">TS</a>]
00:13:10 ◼ ► everybody's doing and not acting like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/790">TS</a>]
00:13:12 ◼ ► it's weird that everybody's got jute you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/792">TS</a>]
00:13:15 ◼ ► listen us macrame has a special place in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/795">TS</a>]
00:13:19 ◼ ► are we going out again we go back to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/799">TS</a>]
00:13:21 ◼ ► old topic home crafts and it is their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/801">TS</a>]
00:13:25 ◼ ► place in artistic pantheon without [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/805">TS</a>]
00:13:27 ◼ ► macrame how would you suspend your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/807">TS</a>]
00:13:33 ◼ ► how would you how would you have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/813">TS</a>]
00:13:35 ◼ ► terrarium in a in a giant glass globe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/815">TS</a>]
00:13:37 ◼ ► hanging in your living see that use case [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/817">TS</a>]
00:13:39 ◼ ► you gotta eat yours is a terrarium owner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/819">TS</a>]
00:13:42 ◼ ► if you need a hanging solution you do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/822">TS</a>]
00:13:46 ◼ ► I don't think that's how most people do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/826">TS</a>]
00:13:47 ◼ ► it well my last name is my family make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/827">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► my person my paternal grandmother was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/831">TS</a>]
00:13:53 ◼ ► for her whole life a crafty person like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/833">TS</a>]
00:13:56 ◼ ► she had been an area of the with what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/836">TS</a>]
00:13:59 ◼ ► they called the utility room where she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/839">TS</a>]
00:14:00 ◼ ► would make christmas ornaments she would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/840">TS</a>]
00:14:02 ◼ ► make decoupage like every single one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/842">TS</a>]
00:14:04 ◼ ► those things that you've seen people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/844">TS</a>]
00:14:05 ◼ ► make in the last 50 years she did it she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/845">TS</a>]
00:14:08 ◼ ► scrapbooking well that's just that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/848">TS</a>]
00:14:11 ◼ ► that's hoarding with a trip to Michael [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/851">TS</a>]
00:14:12 ◼ ► and basically haha but yeah right your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/852">TS</a>]
00:14:15 ◼ ► majesty i don't i wasn't a hoarder i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/855">TS</a>]
00:14:17 ◼ ► still have stuff around here either or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/857">TS</a>]
00:14:19 ◼ ► sorry no offense I you know what my old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/859">TS</a>]
00:14:28 ◼ ► everyone's well we'll will divest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/868">TS</a>]
00:14:30 ◼ ► yourself of another box that she feels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/870">TS</a>]
00:14:32 ◼ ► is like keeping her from being able to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/872">TS</a>]
00:14:35 ◼ ► she's like I don't want this anymore and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/875">TS</a>]
00:14:36 ◼ ► she hands me a box and all open and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/876">TS</a>]
00:14:38 ◼ ► seemed every once in awhile it will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/878">TS</a>]
00:14:39 ◼ ► contain some like item of incredible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/879">TS</a>]
00:14:44 ◼ ► lace or you know a super super like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/884">TS</a>]
00:14:49 ◼ ► detailed handwork needlework that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/889">TS</a>]
00:14:52 ◼ ► would never ever you would be able to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/892">TS</a>]
00:14:55 ◼ ► buy any price and she's like you know my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/895">TS</a>]
00:14:58 ◼ ► grandmother made that and you're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/898">TS</a>]
00:15:00 ◼ ► imagining that the skill involved in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/900">TS</a>]
00:15:05 ◼ ► patriarchy training the women to be that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/905">TS</a>]
00:15:10 ◼ ► involved in such a useless task so that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/910">TS</a>]
00:15:12 ◼ ► they don't have a political power [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/912">TS</a>]
00:15:16 ◼ ► extraordinary but you got to keep their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/916">TS</a>]
00:15:17 ◼ ► hands busy you do you have otherwise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/917">TS</a>]
00:15:19 ◼ ► they're going to call meetings and stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/919">TS</a>]
00:15:23 ◼ ► something you think about lace what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/923">TS</a>]
00:15:25 ◼ ► think about think about lace and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/925">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► talk to each other about lace let's talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/926">TS</a>]
00:15:28 ◼ ► more oily and meanwhile meanwhile we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/928">TS</a>]
00:15:36 ◼ ► terrible turns around and got the early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/936">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► yeah I always think about that late [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/940">TS</a>]
00:15:43 ◼ ► eighties time because if you recall this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/943">TS</a>]
00:15:46 ◼ ► is a very difficult thing to explain to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/946">TS</a>]
00:15:48 ◼ ► young people but there was a little of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/948">TS</a>]
00:15:51 ◼ ► everything is explained to them haha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/951">TS</a>]
00:15:54 ◼ ► tell me about those African necklaces [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/954">TS</a>]
00:15:56 ◼ ► that tell a soul war but that moment in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/956">TS</a>]
00:16:00 ◼ ► 1988 where the nostalgia for 1968 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/960">TS</a>]
00:16:04 ◼ ► reached its Apogee and we basically the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/964">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► summer of 88 we relived the summer of 68 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/970">TS</a>]
00:16:13 ◼ ► except dumber lamer sugar in every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/973">TS</a>]
00:16:20 ◼ ► I don't know if I don't know where you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/980">TS</a>]
00:16:24 ◼ ► yeah right and and and even realize I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/984">TS</a>]
00:16:28 ◼ ► was always a fake Marxist fake hippie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/988">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► fake punk rock but I was a happy guy but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/991">TS</a>]
00:16:34 ◼ ► i mean i was i was heavily invested in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/994">TS</a>]
00:16:38 ◼ ► alternative culture right and thats [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/998">TS</a>]
00:16:41 ◼ ► interesting culture had coalesced yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1001">TS</a>]
00:16:43 ◼ ► but also that at my school have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1003">TS</a>]
00:16:44 ◼ ► interview my school in their scientists [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1004">TS</a>]
00:16:46 ◼ ► of hippies they're like it with the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1006">TS</a>]
00:16:48 ◼ ► real remember that you may not remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1008">TS</a>]
00:16:50 ◼ ► the harmonic convergence was coming and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1010">TS</a>]
00:16:52 ◼ ► it was like science for hippies like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1012">TS</a>]
00:16:54 ◼ ► there was gonna be some big shit going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1014">TS</a>]
00:16:56 ◼ ► down this is going to the native [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1016">TS</a>]
00:16:56 ◼ ► whatever the age after Aquarius is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1016">TS</a>]
00:16:58 ◼ ► age of libra I don't know what it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1018">TS</a>]
00:16:59 ◼ ► but something something serious was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1019">TS</a>]
00:17:01 ◼ ► going to be going down night 1990 is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1021">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► going to make 19 670 look like no was it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:08 ◼ ► was a dennis hopper quote from the movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1028">TS</a>]
00:17:10 ◼ ► 1969 no no it wasn't it was a dennis [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1030">TS</a>]
00:17:14 ◼ ► hopper quote from another movie that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1034">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► started with Kiefer Sutherland hd8 know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:20 ◼ ► it will but it wasn't a retro movie it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1040">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► was a it was a contemporary movie where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:23 ◼ ► he wear his quote was his big cock was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1043">TS</a>]
00:17:26 ◼ ► I wasn't 1989 is going to make 1969 look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1046">TS</a>]
00:17:31 ◼ ► like 1979 or something like that 1989 is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1051">TS</a>]
00:17:37 ◼ ► gonna make check the source 1990 is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1057">TS</a>]
00:17:40 ◼ ► going to make 1970 look like 1980 no.19 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1060">TS</a>]
00:17:44 ◼ ► that the 1990s is gonna make 1969 look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1064">TS</a>]
00:17:51 ◼ ► like 1950s something like that it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1071">TS</a>]
00:17:54 ◼ ► real put down i'll just have to take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1074">TS</a>]
00:17:56 ◼ ► that whole-ass a t-test yeah you got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1076">TS</a>]
00:18:00 ◼ ► shopper SI t you just got to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1080">TS</a>]
00:18:01 ◼ ► coloring portion of the the point being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1081">TS</a>]
00:18:06 ◼ ► that that that there was there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1086">TS</a>]
00:18:08 ◼ ► really and and i remember seeing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1088">TS</a>]
00:18:09 ◼ ► movie that was the that was that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1089">TS</a>]
00:18:13 ◼ ► may be the one year where I went to see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1093">TS</a>]
00:18:16 ◼ ► every movie and that 1969 with the with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1096">TS</a>]
00:18:21 ◼ ► the 110 rider and the and the junkie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1101">TS</a>]
00:18:28 ◼ ► Oh Robert Downey jr. Robert Downey jr. [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1108">TS</a>]
00:18:31 ◼ ► you know like I teared up in that movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1111">TS</a>]
00:18:35 ◼ ► I teared up as crosby Stills and Nash [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1115">TS</a>]
00:18:39 ◼ ► use wooden ships played and that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1119">TS</a>]
00:18:42 ◼ ► they got in their vote beat the two main [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1122">TS</a>]
00:18:44 ◼ ► characters got in the Box wagon bus and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1124">TS</a>]
00:18:45 ◼ ► headed out across America like that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1125">TS</a>]
00:18:50 ◼ ► was like and I was being spoon-fed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1130">TS</a>]
00:18:52 ◼ ► sixties nostalgia and and and and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1132">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► I was 20 and i was looking at this movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:08 ◼ ► about 20 year olds from 20 years before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1148">TS</a>]
00:19:11 ◼ ► and liked and weeping that I didn't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1151">TS</a>]
00:19:14 ◼ ► a Vietnam you know to be mad about fucks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1154">TS</a>]
00:19:17 ◼ ► my vietnam vietnam and the and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1157">TS</a>]
00:19:22 ◼ ► and that lasted I mean that lasted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1162">TS</a>]
00:19:24 ◼ ► honestly until a grunge I'm sad to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1164">TS</a>]
00:19:28 ◼ ► but like that sense of that sense of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1168">TS</a>]
00:19:34 ◼ ► sixties being this being this shadow on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1174">TS</a>]
00:19:39 ◼ ► our youth that our generation just was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1179">TS</a>]
00:19:44 ◼ ► like laboring under this nineteen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1184">TS</a>]
00:19:46 ◼ ► sixties cloud and yeah I was a hippie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1186">TS</a>]
00:19:53 ◼ ► and what the fuck was I looking for i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1193">TS</a>]
00:19:55 ◼ ► was looking for is partly I think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1195">TS</a>]
00:19:58 ◼ ► because the sixties generation never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1198">TS</a>]
00:20:00 ◼ ► produced anything after the sixties you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1200">TS</a>]
00:20:05 ◼ ► know they were stuck in our inner in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1205">TS</a>]
00:20:07 ◼ ► complete retro nostalgia trip about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1207">TS</a>]
00:20:09 ◼ ► themselves and there were so many of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1209">TS</a>]
00:20:11 ◼ ► moose they were so powerful that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1211">TS</a>]
00:20:14 ◼ ► just like that's weird it's almost like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1214">TS</a>]
00:20:16 ◼ ► the sixties ended in 1968 but kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1216">TS</a>]
00:20:19 ◼ ► didn't really end until nineteen eighty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1219">TS</a>]
00:20:21 ◼ ► i well I'm gonna go watch boogie nights [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1221">TS</a>]
00:20:24 ◼ ► or something like that and like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1224">TS</a>]
00:20:26 ◼ ► really it really is like people really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1226">TS</a>]
00:20:28 ◼ ► thought stuff was gonna be really really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1228">TS</a>]
00:20:31 ◼ ► different but I'm i would argue that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1231">TS</a>]
00:20:33 ◼ ► that it lasted until nineteen ninety [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1233">TS</a>]
00:20:35 ◼ ► from in the same kind of like a in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1235">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► same like frozen states because your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:45 ◼ ► expectations like enough time for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1245">TS</a>]
00:20:47 ◼ ► that generation that baby boomers to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1247">TS</a>]
00:20:51 ◼ ► come into power and purchase purchasing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1251">TS</a>]
00:20:54 ◼ ► and political power like there was this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1254">TS</a>]
00:20:56 ◼ ► latent period where it should have just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1256">TS</a>]
00:20:57 ◼ ► gone away but then right about the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1257">TS</a>]
00:20:58 ◼ ► it should have gone away they were the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1258">TS</a>]
00:21:00 ◼ ► ones out there who are like you know you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1260">TS</a>]
00:21:02 ◼ ► get the big chill culture coming around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1262">TS</a>]
00:21:04 ◼ ► right right of well yeah that there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1264">TS</a>]
00:21:07 ◼ ► that I mean that that that all through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1267">TS</a>]
00:21:09 ◼ ► the seventies I think they were still I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1269">TS</a>]
00:21:12 ◼ ► mean most of those people were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1272">TS</a>]
00:21:14 ◼ ► really into x and high-five high-five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1274">TS</a>]
00:21:18 ◼ ► basing this on old copies of we magazine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1278">TS</a>]
00:21:20 ◼ ► but starting in nineteen eighty like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1280">TS</a>]
00:21:27 ◼ ► they were so let's think about the baby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1287">TS</a>]
00:21:29 ◼ ► boomers for second as much as I hate to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1289">TS</a>]
00:21:30 ◼ ► do it in 1980 let's say the average baby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1290">TS</a>]
00:21:34 ◼ ► boomer was 30 years old and they are a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1294">TS</a>]
00:21:39 ◼ ► little bit taken their taken by surprise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1299">TS</a>]
00:21:41 ◼ ► by punk rock new wave and disco I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1301">TS</a>]
00:21:44 ◼ ► disco I think they were they were on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1304">TS</a>]
00:21:46 ◼ ► board but punk rock new wave it that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1306">TS</a>]
00:21:50 ◼ ► brand-new and and editing and it doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1310">TS</a>]
00:21:55 ◼ ► involve them it's not about them and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1315">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► generation starts to turn back and look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:08 ◼ ► at themselves as a unit they start to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1328">TS</a>]
00:22:12 ◼ ► circle the wagons and that's what that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1332">TS</a>]
00:22:15 ◼ ► the that's the beginning of when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1335">TS</a>]
00:22:17 ◼ ► start to see this like well really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1337">TS</a>]
00:22:19 ◼ ► nothing ever happened after the sixties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1339">TS</a>]
00:22:21 ◼ ► like really the sixties with the peak [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1341">TS</a>]
00:22:23 ◼ ► like 1968 that was the peak you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1343">TS</a>]
00:22:27 ◼ ► yeah you started to hear that idea in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1347">TS</a>]
00:22:31 ◼ ► American culture and and that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1351">TS</a>]
00:22:36 ◼ ► natural thing I mean in 1992 n it at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1356">TS</a>]
00:22:39 ◼ ► every point along the way you look back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1359">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► 10 years and go boy things really suck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:43 ◼ ► 10 years ago and then ten years after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1363">TS</a>]
00:22:45 ◼ ► that you're like wow things were amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1365">TS</a>]
00:22:47 ◼ ► you know there's that there's that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1367">TS</a>]
00:22:49 ◼ ► strange skips a mini generation kinda [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1369">TS</a>]
00:22:51 ◼ ► yeah and and you can I mean you remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1371">TS</a>]
00:22:54 ◼ ► how much shit we talked about the music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1374">TS</a>]
00:22:56 ◼ ► of the seventies we talked so much shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1376">TS</a>]
00:22:59 ◼ ► about the music of the seventies or in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1379">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► the late eighties early nineties i mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:05 ◼ ► i-i had multiple conversations with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1385">TS</a>]
00:23:07 ◼ ► people where everybody accepted the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1387">TS</a>]
00:23:09 ◼ ► basic premise which was that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1389">TS</a>]
00:23:11 ◼ ► seventies were the worst Joe the worst [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1391">TS</a>]
00:23:14 ◼ ► decade for music it can only be enjoyed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1394">TS</a>]
00:23:15 ◼ ► ironically it was only 20 years but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1395">TS</a>]
00:23:18 ◼ ► mean I remember like for example and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1398">TS</a>]
00:23:19 ◼ ► have a nice day collection came out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1399">TS</a>]
00:23:21 ◼ ► which is full of like am radio hits that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1401">TS</a>]
00:23:23 ◼ ► I loved as a kid and still really like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1403">TS</a>]
00:23:24 ◼ ► today but it's all very it was very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1404">TS</a>]
00:23:26 ◼ ► ironic you know effect from from removed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1406">TS</a>]
00:23:31 ◼ ► oh it's a look at this garbage the best [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1411">TS</a>]
00:23:33 ◼ ► like think about 20 like got popular and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1413">TS</a>]
00:23:36 ◼ ► around the time that like house music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1416">TS</a>]
00:23:37 ◼ ► was starting to really get big and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1417">TS</a>]
00:23:39 ◼ ► raving was making a pre raising kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1419">TS</a>]
00:23:41 ◼ ► age but still like the whole idea of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1421">TS</a>]
00:23:43 ◼ ► these like massive dance parties is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1423">TS</a>]
00:23:44 ◼ ► coming around that were very in some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1424">TS</a>]
00:23:46 ◼ ► ways very influenced by the by certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1426">TS</a>]
00:23:48 ◼ ► sixties kind of five so far as justice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1428">TS</a>]
00:23:50 ◼ ► as you said before della soul that right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1430">TS</a>]
00:23:56 ◼ ► graphically and the daily Sasha the days [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1436">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► eh LOL dayz age y'all but the the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:04 ◼ ► thing about this also i like how in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1444">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► 1990s safe in 1992 like clothes from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:12 ◼ ► 1972 look so preposterous so you'd see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1452">TS</a>]
00:24:14 ◼ ► like Susanna Hoffs like ironically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1454">TS</a>]
00:24:17 ◼ ► wearing bell-bottoms in a video or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1457">TS</a>]
00:24:18 ◼ ► something or you think about the delight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1458">TS</a>]
00:24:20 ◼ ► video which is having a lot of fun with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1460">TS</a>]
00:24:21 ◼ ► that iconography but the thing is stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1461">TS</a>]
00:24:23 ◼ ► from 1972 looks timeless compared to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1463">TS</a>]
00:24:26 ◼ ► what people are wearing in 1992 go watch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1466">TS</a>]
00:24:28 ◼ ► it go into early sign fell and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1468">TS</a>]
00:24:30 ◼ ► like oh my god people i mean the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1470">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► nineties is so much more eighties in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:35 ◼ ► yeah are you hip now to the to this new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1475">TS</a>]
00:24:37 ◼ ► the little or no guard earth where you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1477">TS</a>]
00:24:42 ◼ ► know of course it's like artisanal toast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1482">TS</a>]
00:24:43 ◼ ► i think that's got to be a prank people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1483">TS</a>]
00:24:45 ◼ ► are wearing mock turtlenecks and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1485">TS</a>]
00:24:50 ◼ ► dad jeans and I thing is you know i read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1490">TS</a>]
00:24:53 ◼ ► i read a couple of articles about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1493">TS</a>]
00:24:56 ◼ ► but I mean I i know some kids and Israel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1496">TS</a>]
00:25:00 ◼ ► the kids are rocking not just Cosby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1500">TS</a>]
00:25:03 ◼ ► sweaters but like to the next level of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1503">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► ya registration scott simpson was ahead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:10 ◼ ► yeah he was wearing mock turtlenecks the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1510">TS</a>]
00:25:12 ◼ ► entire time before it was uncool up so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1512">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► don't know I I still I still feel a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► little bit of of of resent resentment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:22 ◼ ► like a little bit of residual resentment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1522">TS</a>]
00:25:34 ◼ ► the the way this the urine smell of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1534">TS</a>]
00:25:36 ◼ ► sixties was all over the music of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1536">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► late eighties I'm still mad at me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:45 ◼ ► that's why I'm exam that's why only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1545">TS</a>]
00:25:46 ◼ ► always grown so that in the end the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1546">TS</a>]
00:25:48 ◼ ► Birkenstocks and yeah that whole I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1548">TS</a>]
00:25:52 ◼ ► you know I I feel like I dovin to drugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1552">TS</a>]
00:25:55 ◼ ► with at least a certain amount of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1555">TS</a>]
00:25:59 ◼ ► expectation that I mean the way that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1559">TS</a>]
00:26:04 ◼ ► the way the sixties culture subculture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1564">TS</a>]
00:26:07 ◼ ► looked back on itself and the way that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1567">TS</a>]
00:26:09 ◼ ► drugs had freed their mind and the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1569">TS</a>]
00:26:12 ◼ ► that drugs were you know what separated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1572">TS</a>]
00:26:14 ◼ ► them from the squares and you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1574">TS</a>]
00:26:16 ◼ ► whole division that that might have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1576">TS</a>]
00:26:19 ◼ ► and I think probably was pretty poignant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1579">TS</a>]
00:26:23 ◼ ► in 1962 through 64 like we're doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1583">TS</a>]
00:26:27 ◼ ► drugs no one else has ever even heard of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1587">TS</a>]
00:26:30 ◼ ► this is you know like we are really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1590">TS</a>]
00:26:32 ◼ ► outside but but the matter the by the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1592">TS</a>]
00:26:37 ◼ ► time the mass culture got ahold of drugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1597">TS</a>]
00:26:39 ◼ ► and it was just like a yeah all right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1599">TS</a>]
00:26:40 ◼ ► you all right you bunch of spoiled kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1600">TS</a>]
00:26:46 ◼ ► that was back in them and you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1606">TS</a>]
00:26:49 ◼ ► I'm not even saying it was in that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1609">TS</a>]
00:26:51 ◼ ► was in the top level of the culture but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1611">TS</a>]
00:26:52 ◼ ► it was it was throughout the culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1612">TS</a>]
00:26:57 ◼ ► this wing king between baby boomers like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1617">TS</a>]
00:27:00 ◼ ► remember remember the ship we saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1620">TS</a>]
00:27:03 ◼ ► remember the drugs and the times and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1623">TS</a>]
00:27:06 ◼ ► the sex remember and at 17 and / you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1626">TS</a>]
00:27:10 ◼ ► know perceptive of of subtexts I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1630">TS</a>]
00:27:13 ◼ ► like well yeah i wanna do the drugs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1633">TS</a>]
00:27:16 ◼ ► and have the section and run away and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1636">TS</a>]
00:27:19 ◼ ► Volkswagen button and and protest the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1639">TS</a>]
00:27:23 ◼ ► war me when we had a course ronald [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1643">TS</a>]
00:27:25 ◼ ► reagan that could stand in for a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1645">TS</a>]
00:27:29 ◼ ► the it could stand in for fifties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1649">TS</a>]
00:27:32 ◼ ► suburban culture that we were rebelling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1652">TS</a>]
00:27:34 ◼ ► against but yeah I would have liked to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1654">TS</a>]
00:27:39 ◼ ► have at the one regret I have had not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1659">TS</a>]
00:27:45 ◼ ► is that punk legitimately was its own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1665">TS</a>]
00:27:50 ◼ ► what was a subculture of my time that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1670">TS</a>]
00:27:54 ◼ ► could have participated in more actively [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1674">TS</a>]
00:27:58 ◼ ► and it would have felt like it belonged [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1678">TS</a>]
00:27:59 ◼ ► to me over and instead i rejected punk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1679">TS</a>]
00:28:03 ◼ ► for a you know for a handful of valid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1683">TS</a>]
00:28:09 ◼ ► reasons but instead i was i was sampling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1689">TS</a>]
00:28:14 ◼ ► from this buffet of other American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1694">TS</a>]
00:28:18 ◼ ► cultures that none of them belong to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1698">TS</a>]
00:28:20 ◼ ► and they were all kind of Lies and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1700">TS</a>]
00:28:27 ◼ ► now and i look back at that time 80 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1707">TS</a>]
00:28:29 ◼ ► let's say 87 through 90 one as a time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1709">TS</a>]
00:28:33 ◼ ► like I just I feel a little bit ashamed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1713">TS</a>]
00:28:37 ◼ ► even through because I feel ashamed that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1717">TS</a>]
00:28:41 ◼ ► I when I went to the Grateful Dead not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1721">TS</a>]
00:28:44 ◼ ► that I not because of the music but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1724">TS</a>]
00:28:45 ◼ ► because i was i went there looking for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1725">TS</a>]
00:28:48 ◼ ► I wasn't looking for a party I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1728">TS</a>]
00:28:51 ◼ ► looking for enlightenment and that seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1731">TS</a>]
00:28:57 ◼ ► yeah i can see that i felt that way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1737">TS</a>]
00:29:02 ◼ ► going to see like you to in 1985 you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1742">TS</a>]
00:29:08 ◼ ► looking for enlightenment a kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1748">TS</a>]
00:29:10 ◼ ► enlightenment they were they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1750">TS</a>]
00:29:13 ◼ ► no I mean look at the charts dude your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1753">TS</a>]
00:29:15 ◼ ► beloved Phil Collins you got Whitney [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1755">TS</a>]
00:29:17 ◼ ► Houston you got Billy ocean you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1757">TS</a>]
00:29:19 ◼ ► sharda and then you got them singing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1759">TS</a>]
00:29:21 ◼ ► about Martin Luther King I mean it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1761">TS</a>]
00:29:22 ◼ ► really seemed very important to me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1762">TS</a>]
00:29:24 ◼ ► their shows were very you know it was I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1764">TS</a>]
00:29:27 ◼ ► I'm not gonna sit here and i'm super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1767">TS</a>]
00:29:29 ◼ ► wise or anything now but I i think i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1769">TS</a>]
00:29:31 ◼ ► understand a little bit more about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1771">TS</a>]
00:29:32 ◼ ► stagecraft today then I then I did then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1772">TS</a>]
00:29:35 ◼ ► understanding stagecraft is probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1775">TS</a>]
00:29:37 ◼ ► part of what allows you to enjoy the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1777">TS</a>]
00:29:38 ◼ ► miley cyrus thinking like oh my god [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1778">TS</a>]
00:29:40 ◼ ► now that you're officially an old man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1780">TS</a>]
00:29:41 ◼ ► you're allowed to go to things go how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1781">TS</a>]
00:29:44 ◼ ► that must have been expensive care about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1784">TS</a>]
00:29:49 ◼ ► miley cyrus has a lawsuit yeah well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1789">TS</a>]
00:29:52 ◼ ► one of the guys who worked on the tongue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1792">TS</a>]
00:29:57 ◼ ► all the time when the tongue builders [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1797">TS</a>]
00:29:58 ◼ ► see my experience is so vastly different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1798">TS</a>]
00:30:01 ◼ ► because up and just finish the story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1801">TS</a>]
00:30:02 ◼ ► from an hour ago somebody you could tell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1802">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► when that when that Professor was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:05 ◼ ► getting really stressed out because he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1805">TS</a>]
00:30:07 ◼ ► started second cigarette already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1807">TS</a>]
00:30:11 ◼ ► yeah and a couple occasions and these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1811">TS</a>]
00:30:12 ◼ ► days you did now these are the days when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1812">TS</a>]
00:30:14 ◼ ► he said let's sit here and go through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1814">TS</a>]
00:30:15 ◼ ► the pile and talk about what everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1815">TS</a>]
00:30:16 ◼ ► get wrong today when he was really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1816">TS</a>]
00:30:20 ◼ ► sometimes get a third cigarette lit and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1820">TS</a>]
00:30:21 ◼ ► that's when you just like SAT very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1821">TS</a>]
00:30:22 ◼ ► quietly you can be a bad classes going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1822">TS</a>]
00:30:25 ◼ ► to top that is called pathetic fallacy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1825">TS</a>]
00:30:28 ◼ ► Rose can't have an angry for no that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1828">TS</a>]
00:30:30 ◼ ► doesn't make any sense literally doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1830">TS</a>]
00:30:32 ◼ ► make any sense that was me it was me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1832">TS</a>]
00:30:35 ◼ ► thank you sore nose is angry throwing a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1835">TS</a>]
00:30:37 ◼ ► call it twice that week it was a nose as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1837">TS</a>]
00:30:39 ◼ ► an angry thorn it mrs. before that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1839">TS</a>]
00:30:41 ◼ ► I don't even know I can't even keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1841">TS</a>]
00:30:43 ◼ ► track but the thing is this school was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1843">TS</a>]
00:30:45 ◼ ► such a little funky petri dish it's in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1845">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► sarasota florida there were five hundred [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:50 ◼ ► and twenty students in this entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1850">TS</a>]
00:30:52 ◼ ► college when I went there everybody you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1852">TS</a>]
00:30:54 ◼ ► I mean I honestly set can say my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1854">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► products my memory was better but I knew [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1856">TS</a>]
00:30:58 ◼ ► at least the first name of every person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1858">TS</a>]
00:31:00 ◼ ► who went to the school and I had talked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1860">TS</a>]
00:31:02 ◼ ► to well over a majority probably eighty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1862">TS</a>]
00:31:05 ◼ ► percent as an RA for a year I knew [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1865">TS</a>]
00:31:07 ◼ ► everybody and I'm barge had been yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1867">TS</a>]
00:31:09 ◼ ► everybody nobody I i went through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1869">TS</a>]
00:31:12 ◼ ► periods where i was barefoot for a while [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1872">TS</a>]
00:31:13 ◼ ► it goes to a barefoot phase that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1873">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► something you could do at this school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:16 ◼ ► because we were it was a total it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1876">TS</a>]
00:31:19 ◼ ► this little speaking of terrariums it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1879">TS</a>]
00:31:20 ◼ ► really was like a terrarium like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1880">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► it'sit's I hate you know it's funny to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:25 ◼ ► admit even at the time I was aware of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1885">TS</a>]
00:31:26 ◼ ► stuff like all the campus cops were by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1886">TS</a>]
00:31:29 ◼ ► and large read retired New York City [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1889">TS</a>]
00:31:32 ◼ ► police officers who moved to Florida one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1892">TS</a>]
00:31:34 ◼ ► of the guys have worked on a boat that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1894">TS</a>]
00:31:36 ◼ ► the drag the East River another guy's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1896">TS</a>]
00:31:38 ◼ ► been a homicide cop and they moved to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1898">TS</a>]
00:31:41 ◼ ► Florida retired to Sarasota and they get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1901">TS</a>]
00:31:42 ◼ ► all fat and they worked at this college [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1902">TS</a>]
00:31:44 ◼ ► for essentially they protected us they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1904">TS</a>]
00:31:46 ◼ ► didn't bust us they would have gotten if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1906">TS</a>]
00:31:47 ◼ ► we are egregious and dicks they would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1907">TS</a>]
00:31:49 ◼ ► bust us violence they protected us from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1909">TS</a>]
00:31:50 ◼ ► the community and people came to these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1910">TS</a>]
00:31:52 ◼ ► parties who want the enlightened drug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1912">TS</a>]
00:31:54 ◼ ► users that we were they roll them and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1914">TS</a>]
00:31:56 ◼ ► was just strange though to have four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1916">TS</a>]
00:31:58 ◼ ► years in that environment at that time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1918">TS</a>]
00:32:00 ◼ ► so think about you know it's funny to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1920">TS</a>]
00:32:02 ◼ ► look up Big Chill I i would have guessed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1922">TS</a>]
00:32:05 ◼ ► picture came out like 86 came out 1983 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1925">TS</a>]
00:32:08 ◼ ► yeah it's see that's what I'm saying it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1928">TS</a>]
00:32:10 ◼ ► it was the that's the beginning of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1930">TS</a>]
00:32:12 ◼ ► response to new wave where I mean in 83 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1932">TS</a>]
00:32:18 ◼ ► those big chill characters were in their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1938">TS</a>]
00:32:21 ◼ ► early thirties right and they're already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1941">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► like getting back to the reunion 31 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:27 ◼ ► years ago that Jeff Goldblum was in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1947">TS</a>]
00:32:29 ◼ ► movie 31-year well he's in Annie Hall in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1949">TS</a>]
00:32:31 ◼ ► what 1977 bananas but anyway I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1951">TS</a>]
00:32:34 ◼ ► saying I know I i try to always 11 this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1954">TS</a>]
00:32:36 ◼ ► am I remembering that my experience is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1956">TS</a>]
00:32:39 ◼ ► not unique very different and it for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1959">TS</a>]
00:32:41 ◼ ► it really was like that first month in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1961">TS</a>]
00:32:43 ◼ ► haight-ashbury before the heroine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1963">TS</a>]
00:32:44 ◼ ► arrived it was it was a really amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1964">TS</a>]
00:32:46 ◼ ► about and the parties on the weekends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1966">TS</a>]
00:32:48 ◼ ► like the mixtapes that really were a hit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1968">TS</a>]
00:32:50 ◼ ► would be like I white lines talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1970">TS</a>]
00:32:55 ◼ ► heads arm like a scratch perry like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1975">TS</a>]
00:32:59 ◼ ► reduced this crazy mix of music i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1979">TS</a>]
00:33:01 ◼ ► never heard in my entire life and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1981">TS</a>]
00:33:03 ◼ ► you might hear like institutionalized or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1983">TS</a>]
00:33:04 ◼ ► something but whichever you want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1984">TS</a>]
00:33:06 ◼ ► dance too but it was a lot it was a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1986">TS</a>]
00:33:08 ◼ ► of like hippies listen to like reggae [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1988">TS</a>]
00:33:09 ◼ ► and hip hop a lot of people from New [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1989">TS</a>]
00:33:11 ◼ ► York that came to the school brought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1991">TS</a>]
00:33:13 ◼ ► along this culture with them I learned [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1993">TS</a>]
00:33:14 ◼ ► about def jam artists around the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1994">TS</a>]
00:33:17 ◼ ► time anyway it's just it's just strange [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1997">TS</a>]
00:33:19 ◼ ► because it was I felt like that just for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/1999">TS</a>]
00:33:21 ◼ ► that one four-year period was such a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2001">TS</a>]
00:33:22 ◼ ► great time for me even though is you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2002">TS</a>]
00:33:25 ◼ ► know tumultuous like this for anybody in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2005">TS</a>]
00:33:26 ◼ ► their early twenties but uh it's then I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2006">TS</a>]
00:33:30 ◼ ► think about what we like to go somewhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2010">TS</a>]
00:33:31 ◼ ► where you just had a ton of weed all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2011">TS</a>]
00:33:33 ◼ ► time like outside the terrarium and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2013">TS</a>]
00:33:37 ◼ ► well this is the thing I pardon me there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2017">TS</a>]
00:33:42 ◼ ► was a handful of colleges that I and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2022">TS</a>]
00:33:45 ◼ ► had never heard of the new school of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2025">TS</a>]
00:33:47 ◼ ► sarasota florida it's really really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2027">TS</a>]
00:33:50 ◼ ► it's it sounds amazing but the ones i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2030">TS</a>]
00:33:53 ◼ ► was aware of a were get read read santa [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2033">TS</a>]
00:33:57 ◼ ► cruz santa cruz Colorado College [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2037">TS</a>]
00:33:59 ◼ ► masiello like evergreen evergreen I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2039">TS</a>]
00:34:05 ◼ ► never considered but the aggregators [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2045">TS</a>]
00:34:07 ◼ ► there on the alternative colleges [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2047">TS</a>]
00:34:09 ◼ ► yeah and then you've got the ones like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2049">TS</a>]
00:34:10 ◼ ► Colby at the become prettier ones that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2050">TS</a>]
00:34:14 ◼ ► are still kind of small but but other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2054">TS</a>]
00:34:18 ◼ ► like look like look like bit like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2058">TS</a>]
00:34:19 ◼ ► liberal liberal arts college yeah your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2059">TS</a>]
00:34:22 ◼ ► antioch and so there was this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2062">TS</a>]
00:34:28 ◼ ► little constellation of schools that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2068">TS</a>]
00:34:30 ◼ ► that intrigued me and I think probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2070">TS</a>]
00:34:34 ◼ ► read was the one that I that I imagined [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2074">TS</a>]
00:34:37 ◼ ► myself at the most that that's in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2077">TS</a>]
00:34:41 ◼ ► organization or yeah and all of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2081">TS</a>]
00:34:48 ◼ ► exclusiveness and they were expensive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2088">TS</a>]
00:34:51 ◼ ► and and they were they were places where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2091">TS</a>]
00:34:55 ◼ ► young people could go and really explore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2095">TS</a>]
00:34:57 ◼ ► and that was yet and the adults that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2097">TS</a>]
00:35:00 ◼ ► were in charge felt like that was kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2100">TS</a>]
00:35:02 ◼ ► of their mandate like where this is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2102">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► place for young people to explode but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:07 ◼ ► all those places were outside of my i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2107">TS</a>]
00:35:09 ◼ ► could not reach them and so I was then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2109">TS</a>]
00:35:14 ◼ ► in the I was basically like out in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2114">TS</a>]
00:35:18 ◼ ► world i mean gonzaga university was also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2118">TS</a>]
00:35:22 ◼ ► small but was not a I mean what-what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2122">TS</a>]
00:35:24 ◼ ► Gonzaga was was a place for young [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2124">TS</a>]
00:35:27 ◼ ► Catholic people to meet each other and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2127">TS</a>]
00:35:29 ◼ ► get married before they graduate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2129">TS</a>]
00:35:32 ◼ ► however remind me how Jesuit the Jesuit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2132">TS</a>]
00:35:35 ◼ ► part of the school is it was mostly just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2135">TS</a>]
00:35:38 ◼ ► going through the motions or where you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2138">TS</a>]
00:35:39 ◼ ► expected to be a person of faith [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2139">TS</a>]
00:35:41 ◼ ► no no I think that I think that the to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2141">TS</a>]
00:35:44 ◼ ► compromise the judgment colleges make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2144">TS</a>]
00:35:46 ◼ ► and that that I think all Catholic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2146">TS</a>]
00:35:49 ◼ ► colleges make is that adults Catholicism [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2149">TS</a>]
00:35:54 ◼ ► is is widespread and diverse enough that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2154">TS</a>]
00:35:57 ◼ ► you're always going to have half the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2157">TS</a>]
00:35:59 ◼ ► population are just sort of affluent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2159">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► practicing Catholics but not real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:07 ◼ ► thumpers about it who you know what I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2167">TS</a>]
00:36:12 ◼ ► going to a conservative Christian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2172">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► University not at all what I got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:15 ◼ ► mandate a reason for being there because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2175">TS</a>]
00:36:18 ◼ ► yeah if you want to be that if you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2178">TS</a>]
00:36:20 ◼ ► to go to Notre Dame and be be a real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2180">TS</a>]
00:36:23 ◼ ► grind and spend all day in chapel there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2183">TS</a>]
00:36:26 ◼ ► certainly happy to a comedy but those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2186">TS</a>]
00:36:29 ◼ ► places are really a place to learn to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2189">TS</a>]
00:36:33 ◼ ► in an adult way you know like you years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2193">TS</a>]
00:36:38 ◼ ► alcoholic and and to meet and marry a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2198">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► respectable member of your same order [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:50 ◼ ► right i mean this is where this is where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2210">TS</a>]
00:36:53 ◼ ► you send your kid to find that to find a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2213">TS</a>]
00:36:55 ◼ ► mate who is up your same creed and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2215">TS</a>]
00:37:00 ◼ ► know and obviously get a good education [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2220">TS</a>]
00:37:01 ◼ ► like pretty quick modification right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2221">TS</a>]
00:37:04 ◼ ► because it's probably somebody Catholic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2224">TS</a>]
00:37:05 ◼ ► it's gonna be his family some of his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2225">TS</a>]
00:37:08 ◼ ► university and I mean it's got its got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2228">TS</a>]
00:37:10 ◼ ► it built in Catholic and respectable and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2230">TS</a>]
00:37:12 ◼ ► prosperous yes and but there's no so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2232">TS</a>]
00:37:16 ◼ ► that the Jesuit component Gonzaga yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2236">TS</a>]
00:37:18 ◼ ► there was a house where the judgments [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2238">TS</a>]
00:37:19 ◼ ► lived in a lot of them taught the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2239">TS</a>]
00:37:21 ◼ ► classes but the judgments are going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2241">TS</a>]
00:37:23 ◼ ► their own internal mean they're having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2243">TS</a>]
00:37:26 ◼ ► relationships with each other that are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2246">TS</a>]
00:37:27 ◼ ► that are their primary relationships you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2247">TS</a>]
00:37:30 ◼ ► know where they're related there on her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2250">TS</a>]
00:37:31 ◼ ► on-again off-again relationship with God [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2251">TS</a>]
00:37:33 ◼ ► or whatever so there wasn't a sense at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2253">TS</a>]
00:37:37 ◼ ► Gonzaga like here we are here if this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2257">TS</a>]
00:37:41 ◼ ► a giant sandbox where the where we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2261">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► going to let these kids like discover [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:45 ◼ ► the world if you wanted to discover the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2265">TS</a>]
00:37:47 ◼ ► world they had they had God there that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2267">TS</a>]
00:37:55 ◼ ► available if you were philosophical but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2275">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► if you weren't philosophical there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2277">TS</a>]
00:37:59 ◼ ► no you it's a warning courage to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2279">TS</a>]
00:38:02 ◼ ► philosophical you know the basketball [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2282">TS</a>]
00:38:07 ◼ ► most of the students cared about but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2287">TS</a>]
00:38:11 ◼ ► think that was probably an experience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2291">TS</a>]
00:38:13 ◼ ► that was that was common to every small [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2293">TS</a>]
00:38:16 ◼ ► college in America at the time which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2296">TS</a>]
00:38:22 ◼ ► I was looking for a an experience like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2302">TS</a>]
00:38:25 ◼ ► the one you're describing it at newcomb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2305">TS</a>]
00:38:32 ◼ ► and you know and making it for myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2312">TS</a>]
00:38:34 ◼ ► with a small group of friends out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2314">TS</a>]
00:38:36 ◼ ► whatever like pieces we could find and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2316">TS</a>]
00:38:39 ◼ ► usually what that meant was we all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2319">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► climbed into a car and we drove down to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:43 ◼ ► riverfront park in Spokane and found [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2323">TS</a>]
00:38:45 ◼ ► some guy on the street that was selling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2325">TS</a>]
00:38:47 ◼ ► acid and half the time it was just paper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2327">TS</a>]
00:38:50 ◼ ► dipped in Arsenic and half the time it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2330">TS</a>]
00:38:53 ◼ ► was like the most amazing acid you ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2333">TS</a>]
00:38:55 ◼ ► had in your life and how the hell did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2335">TS</a>]
00:38:56 ◼ ► they add about some guy and the street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2336">TS</a>]
00:38:58 ◼ ► in spokane have this stuff and then we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2338">TS</a>]
00:39:00 ◼ ► would go uh you know take acid and go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2340">TS</a>]
00:39:04 ◼ ► sit by the river and watch the water and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2344">TS</a>]
00:39:10 ◼ ► whoa we are we are changing we are no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2350">TS</a>]
00:39:17 ◼ ► we're not just it changing internally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2357">TS</a>]
00:39:19 ◼ ► but we are some somehow through this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2359">TS</a>]
00:39:22 ◼ ► process we are going to make the world a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2362">TS</a>]
00:39:24 ◼ ► better place I don't know how we're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2364">TS</a>]
00:39:26 ◼ ► doing anything but taking drugs but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2366">TS</a>]
00:39:29 ◼ ► somehow that is supposed to make the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2369">TS</a>]
00:39:31 ◼ ► world better raising consciousness right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2371">TS</a>]
00:39:34 ◼ ► somehow my my personal consciousness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2374">TS</a>]
00:39:36 ◼ ► being changed is is an act of resistance [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2376">TS</a>]
00:39:40 ◼ ► and an active pull its political [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2380">TS</a>]
00:39:42 ◼ ► activism and you know in fact is right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2382">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► it's really passes certain that certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:49 ◼ ► very brief threshold it's none of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2389">TS</a>]
00:39:52 ◼ ► things but but I didn't have a you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2392">TS</a>]
00:39:58 ◼ ► the only guide the only mentor i had was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2398">TS</a>]
00:40:04 ◼ ► like I think most people was television [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2404">TS</a>]
00:40:08 ◼ ► or mass culture and and trying to trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2408">TS</a>]
00:40:13 ◼ ► to figure out what the hell what trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2413">TS</a>]
00:40:15 ◼ ► to understand what counterculture was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2415">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► just by watching its reflection in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:25 ◼ ► you know what I mean I think so that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2425">TS</a>]
00:40:28 ◼ ► your it was from a from a certain remove [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2428">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► or like almost like almost through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:32 ◼ ► translation you're trying to find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2432">TS</a>]
00:40:33 ◼ ► something authentic and you're watching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2433">TS</a>]
00:40:36 ◼ ► the shadows on the cave wall sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2436">TS</a>]
00:40:38 ◼ ► exactly yeah there wasn't a like if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2438">TS</a>]
00:40:42 ◼ ► had ever met a 30-year old punk rocker [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2442">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► who said hey man I know that this seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:50 ◼ ► really stupid to you but there's more to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2450">TS</a>]
00:40:53 ◼ ► it than that come with me and let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2453">TS</a>]
00:40:56 ◼ ► show you a couple of things you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2456">TS</a>]
00:40:58 ◼ ► it but it but he wouldn't have had to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2458">TS</a>]
00:41:00 ◼ ► have been a punk rocker if I never met a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2460">TS</a>]
00:41:01 ◼ ► thirty-year-old anything could be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2461">TS</a>]
00:41:03 ◼ ► somebody who runs a video store it could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2463">TS</a>]
00:41:05 ◼ ► have been somebody who runs a video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2465">TS</a>]
00:41:06 ◼ ► store that can be of that can be a real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2466">TS</a>]
00:41:08 ◼ ► like life chain in a small way real life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2468">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► changing experience i'm gonna say hey go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:12 ◼ ► to check out the century you know it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2472">TS</a>]
00:41:14 ◼ ► in French you gotta read but like it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2474">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► you're gonna learn some stuff here but i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:19 ◼ ► no I never met and I think some of it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2479">TS</a>]
00:41:22 ◼ ► luck of the draw and some of it I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2482">TS</a>]
00:41:23 ◼ ► maybe is that maybe I was personally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2483">TS</a>]
00:41:26 ◼ ► unappealing to 30 year olds when I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2486">TS</a>]
00:41:29 ◼ ► 20 but to whatever degree that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2489">TS</a>]
00:41:33 ◼ ► gesture of taking a young person under [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2493">TS</a>]
00:41:35 ◼ ► your wing even for a moment and saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2495">TS</a>]
00:41:38 ◼ ► like hey i see where you are let me let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2498">TS</a>]
00:41:41 ◼ ► me give you like let me read this book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2501">TS</a>]
00:41:44 ◼ ► or whatever the the only exchanges like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2504">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► that I was having were either with peers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:50 ◼ ► or with much much older adults but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2510">TS</a>]
00:41:53 ◼ ► nobody that was helping initiate me into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2513">TS</a>]
00:41:56 ◼ ► the the simultaneous culture that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2516">TS</a>]
00:42:02 ◼ ► happening beneath and beside the visible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2522">TS</a>]
00:42:09 ◼ ► it took me many years 22 when my way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2529">TS</a>]
00:42:13 ◼ ► through those corridors and find myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2533">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► and and feel like a member of it myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:18 ◼ ► that's really interesting to hear you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2538">TS</a>]
00:42:27 ◼ ► can you understand then you can look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2547">TS</a>]
00:42:29 ◼ ► something like punk rockers or people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2549">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► who like neway films but can't you on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:34 ◼ ► some level also look at somebody who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2554">TS</a>]
00:42:36 ◼ ► goes to like a Midwestern christian [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2556">TS</a>]
00:42:38 ◼ ► church and understand that it isn't just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2558">TS</a>]
00:42:40 ◼ ► that they believe in the wizard in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2560">TS</a>]
00:42:41 ◼ ► sky there is an element of community to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2561">TS</a>]
00:42:43 ◼ ► for example i think that's what's common [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2563">TS</a>]
00:42:45 ◼ ► to all of these things is you finally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2565">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► found a place where you don't feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:48 ◼ ► an outsider for a little while and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2568">TS</a>]
00:42:50 ◼ ► found somebody who and it's so much as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2570">TS</a>]
00:42:53 ◼ ► to timing that's the other part where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2573">TS</a>]
00:42:54 ◼ ► you talk about a 30 year old person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2574">TS</a>]
00:42:55 ◼ ► however person I mean you know you you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2575">TS</a>]
00:42:57 ◼ ► in order to be a good teacher one of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2577">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► understanding that in order to be a good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► teacher you have to understand the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:04 ◼ ► material extremely well but you also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2584">TS</a>]
00:43:07 ◼ ► expertise of the person you're talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2587">TS</a>]
00:43:08 ◼ ► to otherwise it's pointless right if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2588">TS</a>]
00:43:10 ◼ ► you're the greatest calculus teacher in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2590">TS</a>]
00:43:12 ◼ ► the world you it's you're going to have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2592">TS</a>]
00:43:15 ◼ ► to modulate what you know to talk to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2595">TS</a>]
00:43:17 ◼ ► three-year-old and it's it's unusual to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2597">TS</a>]
00:43:20 ◼ ► find I think it's unusual unless you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2600">TS</a>]
00:43:23 ◼ ► like Forrest Gump it's kind of unusual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2603">TS</a>]
00:43:25 ◼ ► to meet more than a handful of people in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2605">TS</a>]
00:43:27 ◼ ► your young adulthood who hit you at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2607">TS</a>]
00:43:29 ◼ ► right time with the right message to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2609">TS</a>]
00:43:31 ◼ ► help you understand something that used [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2611">TS</a>]
00:43:34 ◼ ► yeah so I mean and that's when things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2614">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► like the the punk rocker whatever I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:39 ◼ ► there's a lot of people look at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2619">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► castro the castro is not just about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:43 ◼ ► it's about a place where people came for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2623">TS</a>]
00:43:45 ◼ ► the first time in their life and felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2625">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► like they weren't an outcast and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:48 ◼ ► there was somebody else in the entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2628">TS</a>]
00:43:49 ◼ ► fucking world that was more like them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2629">TS</a>]
00:43:51 ◼ ► than not like them the first time if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2631">TS</a>]
00:43:54 ◼ ► came here from not to be disparaging but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2634">TS</a>]
00:43:55 ◼ ► if you came here from you know from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2635">TS</a>]
00:43:56 ◼ ► Missouri or something you probably had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2636">TS</a>]
00:43:58 ◼ ► not met a really super out guy who like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2638">TS</a>]
00:44:01 ◼ ► dance on a parade float and was proud of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2641">TS</a>]
00:44:04 ◼ ► are you being this Virginia goods [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2644">TS</a>]
00:44:09 ◼ ► Castro I was theoretically sliding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2649">TS</a>]
00:44:11 ◼ ► misery for its lack of dancing floating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2651">TS</a>]
00:44:14 ◼ ► Missouri but that's but since like I can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2654">TS</a>]
00:44:17 ◼ ► think of these people specific people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2657">TS</a>]
00:44:19 ◼ ► somebody who maybe a tape that I meant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2659">TS</a>]
00:44:20 ◼ ► like you know a couple times and gave me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2660">TS</a>]
00:44:22 ◼ ► a tape of musical change my life for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2662">TS</a>]
00:44:23 ◼ ► people like I went out to dinner with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2663">TS</a>]
00:44:24 ◼ ► couple times friends and my moms who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2664">TS</a>]
00:44:26 ◼ ► were a little younger that just do all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2666">TS</a>]
00:44:27 ◼ ► kinds of stuff about No Wave music and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2667">TS</a>]
00:44:30 ◼ ► it's like I had no idea what they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2670">TS</a>]
00:44:31 ◼ ► talking about but it was a base they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2671">TS</a>]
00:44:35 ◼ ► nice and they didn't talk down to me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2675">TS</a>]
00:44:37 ◼ ► they treated me like a pier and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2677">TS</a>]
00:44:39 ◼ ► made me feel like there is something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2679">TS</a>]
00:44:41 ◼ ► understandable in this in this opaque [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2681">TS</a>]
00:44:43 ◼ ► culture and the problem pacity is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2683">TS</a>]
00:44:45 ◼ ► capacity reads as danger to most of us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2685">TS</a>]
00:44:48 ◼ ► and sometimes extremely good reasons but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2688">TS</a>]
00:44:50 ◼ ► anytime there's something out there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2690">TS</a>]
00:44:51 ◼ ► whether something lot of people into or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2691">TS</a>]
00:44:53 ◼ ► not many people are into I think if we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2693">TS</a>]
00:44:55 ◼ ► don't immediately groc it's not unusual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2695">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► that's weird that's dangerous that's too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:00 ◼ ► mainstream that's whatever but it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2700">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► just I feel you know I feel blast i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:05 ◼ ► guess to have been to have people come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2705">TS</a>]
00:45:07 ◼ ► across my path where i wish i had more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2707">TS</a>]
00:45:09 ◼ ► of them and I want to be that person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2709">TS</a>]
00:45:11 ◼ ► somebody without being an asshole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2711">TS</a>]
00:45:12 ◼ ► without going on here listen to Pixies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2712">TS</a>]
00:45:13 ◼ ► like you no no that's okay i got playing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2713">TS</a>]
00:45:15 ◼ ► music I'm good but you know necessarily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2715">TS</a>]
00:45:20 ◼ ► well I i think you were blessed and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2720">TS</a>]
00:45:25 ◼ ► know i'm i'm i'm reflecting now I'm who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2725">TS</a>]
00:45:29 ◼ ► one time I i had ihop adopt afraid to an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2729">TS</a>]
00:45:36 ◼ ► ad got off in Missoula and I'd made a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2736">TS</a>]
00:45:40 ◼ ► mistake the the train pulled into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2740">TS</a>]
00:45:43 ◼ ► Missoula and stopped and it SAT there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2743">TS</a>]
00:45:47 ◼ ► and i'm sitting on the train and I'm you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2747">TS</a>]
00:45:50 ◼ ► know I didn't understand how freight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2750">TS</a>]
00:45:53 ◼ ► trains worked at this point yet and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2753">TS</a>]
00:45:58 ◼ ► I'm sitting in various with pitching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2758">TS</a>]
00:46:02 ◼ ► no this is after that ok after laughter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2762">TS</a>]
00:46:06 ◼ ► I mean I'm now I'm now successfully [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2766">TS</a>]
00:46:08 ◼ ► choosing freights that are going where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2768">TS</a>]
00:46:10 ◼ ► want them to go and i'm able to pick the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2770">TS</a>]
00:46:13 ◼ ► train knowing its destination or having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2773">TS</a>]
00:46:17 ◼ ► a general sense of its destination and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2777">TS</a>]
00:46:19 ◼ ► get on it you know in more or less safe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2779">TS</a>]
00:46:23 ◼ ► but this so the train comes to Missoula [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2783">TS</a>]
00:46:25 ◼ ► and it just sits and sits here in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2785">TS</a>]
00:46:27 ◼ ► yard and sit here for 10 minutes to 24 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2787">TS</a>]
00:46:29 ◼ ► 12 minutes and my my brain starts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2789">TS</a>]
00:46:34 ◼ ► turning and I'm like oh I must have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2794">TS</a>]
00:46:39 ◼ ► gotten on the wrong train this train was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2799">TS</a>]
00:46:40 ◼ ► just going to Missoula and now it's done [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2800">TS</a>]
00:46:42 ◼ ► and it's a i'm sitting here in the hot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2802">TS</a>]
00:46:46 ◼ ► Sun cowering hidden you know in this on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2806">TS</a>]
00:46:51 ◼ ► this flat car full of beams or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2811">TS</a>]
00:46:54 ◼ ► it is and I should I i guess i should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2814">TS</a>]
00:46:59 ◼ ► get off this train and find a better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2819">TS</a>]
00:47:00 ◼ ► trainer or you know I was still I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2820">TS</a>]
00:47:03 ◼ ► still too i have my I was more anxious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2823">TS</a>]
00:47:08 ◼ ► than I was knowledgeable so I jumped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2828">TS</a>]
00:47:11 ◼ ► down off of the train and I you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2831">TS</a>]
00:47:14 ◼ ► kind of run across the yard to to find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2834">TS</a>]
00:47:16 ◼ ► some shelter find some shade and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2836">TS</a>]
00:47:19 ◼ ► immediately the train that I was on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2839">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► starts moving and pulls out and heads [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:24 ◼ ► off to denver wherever i was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2844">TS</a>]
00:47:27 ◼ ► trying to go and I was like fuck you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2847">TS</a>]
00:47:31 ◼ ► know like there goes see you later like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2851">TS</a>]
00:47:33 ◼ ► if I just stayed on it for another two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2853">TS</a>]
00:47:35 ◼ ► minutes I would be out of here and on my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2855">TS</a>]
00:47:39 ◼ ► way and now i'm stuck in Missoula and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2859">TS</a>]
00:47:41 ◼ ► got to go through this whole process of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2861">TS</a>]
00:47:43 ◼ ► finding another train and getting out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2863">TS</a>]
00:47:45 ◼ ► here again so I walk into town and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2865">TS</a>]
00:47:49 ◼ ► know i know somebody at the college you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2869">TS</a>]
00:47:52 ◼ ► mean I know you know I knew somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2872">TS</a>]
00:47:53 ◼ ► that was going to school there and so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2873">TS</a>]
00:47:54 ◼ ► walk over them like kind of doing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2874">TS</a>]
00:47:57 ◼ ► thing that I would do it when I would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2877">TS</a>]
00:47:59 ◼ ► in a strange town I'd go to a first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2879">TS</a>]
00:48:01 ◼ ► thing I do is go to college and try and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2881">TS</a>]
00:48:05 ◼ ► find the common area the dining hall or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2885">TS</a>]
00:48:08 ◼ ► the student center and I would just go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2888">TS</a>]
00:48:11 ◼ ► find a couch there and took my bag [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2891">TS</a>]
00:48:15 ◼ ► behind the chair and just kind of sit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2895">TS</a>]
00:48:16 ◼ ► and wait for something to happen and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2896">TS</a>]
00:48:18 ◼ ► more often than not something did you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2898">TS</a>]
00:48:20 ◼ ► know more often than not somebody would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2900">TS</a>]
00:48:23 ◼ ► can I help you and I would say oh yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2903">TS</a>]
00:48:25 ◼ ► i'm looking for this person and I swear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2905">TS</a>]
00:48:27 ◼ ► to you eighty-five percent of the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2907">TS</a>]
00:48:29 ◼ ► no matter where i was even at Rutgers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2909">TS</a>]
00:48:31 ◼ ► somebody would say that person the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2911">TS</a>]
00:48:34 ◼ ► person the first person to walk up to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2914">TS</a>]
00:48:35 ◼ ► would say oh yeah I know them come with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2915">TS</a>]
00:48:38 ◼ ► me and if they didn't know who I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2918">TS</a>]
00:48:41 ◼ ► looking for they would say oh let me ask [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2921">TS</a>]
00:48:42 ◼ ► this guy and the the next guy would know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2922">TS</a>]
00:48:45 ◼ ► anyway i'm sitting in the lobby sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2925">TS</a>]
00:48:48 ◼ ► in the student center and university of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2928">TS</a>]
00:48:50 ◼ ► montana and this guy comes over and sits [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2930">TS</a>]
00:48:52 ◼ ► down next to me and he's like hey how's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2932">TS</a>]
00:48:54 ◼ ► it going I'm like good and right away he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2934">TS</a>]
00:48:57 ◼ ► starts talking about Jesus and I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2937">TS</a>]
00:49:02 ◼ ► through it a thousand times already you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2942">TS</a>]
00:49:05 ◼ ► know I don't I've been through every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2945">TS</a>]
00:49:07 ◼ ► process the process of like I'm actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2947">TS</a>]
00:49:09 ◼ ► going to sit and talk to this guy about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2949">TS</a>]
00:49:10 ◼ ► Jesus or I'm gonna I'm gonna beat this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2950">TS</a>]
00:49:13 ◼ ► guy and act like a dummy and have fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2953">TS</a>]
00:49:16 ◼ ► with him or I'm gonna tell him to fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2956">TS</a>]
00:49:18 ◼ ► off you know I'd i had i done everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2958">TS</a>]
00:49:22 ◼ ► that a young person could do and and now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2962">TS</a>]
00:49:26 ◼ ► I was just in a place where it's like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2966">TS</a>]
00:49:27 ◼ ► don't have a strategy with this guy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2967">TS</a>]
00:49:31 ◼ ► frankly I'm I've been tired and I'm kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2971">TS</a>]
00:49:36 ◼ ► of feeling a little bit lost and so I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2976">TS</a>]
00:49:38 ◼ ► just gonna I'm just gonna talk to this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2978">TS</a>]
00:49:40 ◼ ► kind of just going to engage him just as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2980">TS</a>]
00:49:42 ◼ ► a human being I'm not going to try and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2982">TS</a>]
00:49:43 ◼ ► I'm not going to try and like it mind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2983">TS</a>]
00:49:47 ◼ ► met mind-meld or mindfuck with this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2987">TS</a>]
00:49:50 ◼ ► here and so we sit in the student center [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2990">TS</a>]
00:49:53 ◼ ► and he's he is he's talking to me about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2993">TS</a>]
00:49:55 ◼ ► Jesus and there's this is simultaneous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2995">TS</a>]
00:49:59 ◼ ► narrative in my head where I'm asking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/2999">TS</a>]
00:50:02 ◼ ► myself are you vulnerable right now to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3002">TS</a>]
00:50:05 ◼ ► this like what would happen if you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3005">TS</a>]
00:50:09 ◼ ► said if you just abandoned your cynicism [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3009">TS</a>]
00:50:12 ◼ ► and just and just went with Jesus like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3012">TS</a>]
00:50:16 ◼ ► what would that feel like and and i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3016">TS</a>]
00:50:21 ◼ ► i was conscious of being able to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3021">TS</a>]
00:50:27 ◼ ► make that choice you know like at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3027">TS</a>]
00:50:30 ◼ ► end up to that point my history as a as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3030">TS</a>]
00:50:34 ◼ ► a child of my own parents my history as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3034">TS</a>]
00:50:37 ◼ ► a kind of inhabiting the identity that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3037">TS</a>]
00:50:41 ◼ ► had spent my whole life building at all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3041">TS</a>]
00:50:43 ◼ ► would have always prevented me from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3043">TS</a>]
00:50:44 ◼ ► being able to take somebody like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3044">TS</a>]
00:50:47 ◼ ► seriously but I was sitting there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3047">TS</a>]
00:50:50 ◼ ► you know and of course your app also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3050">TS</a>]
00:50:52 ◼ ► asking yourself the questions based on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3052">TS</a>]
00:50:56 ◼ ► their received narrative like is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3056">TS</a>]
00:50:59 ◼ ► what it means to have your heart opened [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3059">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► is this what it feels like when God [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:05 ◼ ► touches you and opens your heart because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3065">TS</a>]
00:51:09 ◼ ► I am feeling as i'm doing as disposed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3069">TS</a>]
00:51:16 ◼ ► philosophy right now and you know I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3076">TS</a>]
00:51:20 ◼ ► a very nice couple of hours with this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3080">TS</a>]
00:51:24 ◼ ► guy where he was really excited about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3084">TS</a>]
00:51:27 ◼ ► his faith and I was just as it seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3087">TS</a>]
00:51:33 ◼ ► reasonable to me as anything and and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3093">TS</a>]
00:51:43 ◼ ► and i spent probably six months after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3103">TS</a>]
00:51:45 ◼ ► that walking around going still feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3105">TS</a>]
00:51:50 ◼ ► like Christianity was a cult but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3110">TS</a>]
00:51:53 ◼ ► wondering whether or not I was like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3113">TS</a>]
00:51:55 ◼ ► cult maybe a potential cult member like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3115">TS</a>]
00:51:58 ◼ ► maybe maybe this is what I should do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3118">TS</a>]
00:52:01 ◼ ► maybe this is God speaking to me what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3121">TS</a>]
00:52:03 ◼ ► was it well if you say what was it about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3123">TS</a>]
00:52:04 ◼ ► that particular exchange or your state [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3124">TS</a>]
00:52:09 ◼ ► indeed and it wasn't just a simple as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3129">TS</a>]
00:52:11 ◼ ► like he hacked in with the magic phrase [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3131">TS</a>]
00:52:14 ◼ ► particular time that made that resonate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3134">TS</a>]
00:52:15 ◼ ► with you i think it was that I i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3135">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► very starved for meaning and and had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:29 ◼ ► been for years and and had sought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3149">TS</a>]
00:52:33 ◼ ► meaning everywhere i went and had found [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3153">TS</a>]
00:52:37 ◼ ► none like the philosophies of all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3157">TS</a>]
00:52:47 ◼ ► people i admired and none of them none [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3167">TS</a>]
00:52:53 ◼ ► of them were revealed to be really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3173">TS</a>]
00:52:56 ◼ ► philosophies at all they were just they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3176">TS</a>]
00:52:59 ◼ ► were faking until they made it or their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3179">TS</a>]
00:53:01 ◼ ► philosophy was to general there wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3181">TS</a>]
00:53:05 ◼ ► there did not appear to be any meaning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3185">TS</a>]
00:53:07 ◼ ► and and I think the idea when i was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3187">TS</a>]
00:53:12 ◼ ► teen and in my early twenties was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3192">TS</a>]
00:53:16 ◼ ► discoverable and it was just hidden from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3196">TS</a>]
00:53:18 ◼ ► us because we couldn't handle it or we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3198">TS</a>]
00:53:21 ◼ ► weren't smart enough to detect it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3201">TS</a>]
00:53:26 ◼ ► that you know at a certain point it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3206">TS</a>]
00:53:28 ◼ ► like there doesn't appear to be any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3208">TS</a>]
00:53:30 ◼ ► meaning it isn't a question of there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3210">TS</a>]
00:53:36 ◼ ► that we don't see it's a it is really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3216">TS</a>]
00:53:40 ◼ ► just that every one of us is doing their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3220">TS</a>]
00:53:42 ◼ ► own thing and and it only looks like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3222">TS</a>]
00:53:46 ◼ ► plan later and I didn't want that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3226">TS</a>]
00:53:50 ◼ ► really didn't I wanted there to be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3230">TS</a>]
00:53:52 ◼ ► secret and I wanted to be both smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3232">TS</a>]
00:53:58 ◼ ► enough and also creative enough or smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3238">TS</a>]
00:54:01 ◼ ► enough and also sensitive enough to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3241">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► the person that discovered it or was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► capable of hearing it and and knowing it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:09 ◼ ► and so at that at that moment and for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3249">TS</a>]
00:54:15 ◼ ► while after that I was just like I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3255">TS</a>]
00:54:19 ◼ ► open to people that open to people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3259">TS</a>]
00:54:24 ◼ ► proselytizing what I had already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3264">TS</a>]
00:54:26 ◼ ► rejected i gave it a new hearing and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3266">TS</a>]
00:54:32 ◼ ► that was the last that was the last time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3272">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► I considered that there was really a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:38 ◼ ► plan and when I went when I came out the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3278">TS</a>]
00:54:45 ◼ ► other side of that and I mean I would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3285">TS</a>]
00:54:47 ◼ ► have felt very vulnerable i felt like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3287">TS</a>]
00:54:49 ◼ ► if one more person had come up to me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3289">TS</a>]
00:54:51 ◼ ► put their arms around my shoulder and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3291">TS</a>]
00:54:53 ◼ ► said and had seemed smart and funny and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3293">TS</a>]
00:54:57 ◼ ► gentle that I would have said you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3297">TS</a>]
00:55:01 ◼ ► like the other option for me tonight is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3301">TS</a>]
00:55:04 ◼ ► sleeping in a boxcar so right yeah i'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3304">TS</a>]
00:55:08 ◼ ► come have outcome have a re-creation of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3308">TS</a>]
00:55:11 ◼ ► dinner with you but on the other side of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3311">TS</a>]
00:55:15 ◼ ► that I never I never again really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3315">TS</a>]
00:55:17 ◼ ► believe that there was that that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3317">TS</a>]
00:55:21 ◼ ► there was any kind of orchestration to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3321">TS</a>]
00:55:27 ◼ ► um it edit and and I don't think I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3327">TS</a>]
00:55:35 ◼ ► brought into a fold or or accepting a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3335">TS</a>]
00:55:41 ◼ ► doctrine I guess yeah yeah you seem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3341">TS</a>]
00:55:47 ◼ ► disinclined to give yourself over to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3347">TS</a>]
00:55:52 ◼ ► most things in general but especially [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3352">TS</a>]
00:55:54 ◼ ► two things where you are so i can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3354">TS</a>]
00:55:58 ◼ ► speak for you to speak for yourself but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3358">TS</a>]
00:55:59 ◼ ► it seems like you're disinclined to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3359">TS</a>]
00:56:00 ◼ ► into things we expected to check out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3360">TS</a>]
00:56:02 ◼ ► it'll actually stop asking questions and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3362">TS</a>]
00:56:04 ◼ ► be a good German well that's something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3364">TS</a>]
00:56:05 ◼ ► even if I had done I don't know how I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3365">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► would I don't know at the end of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:09 ◼ ► three-day weekend where I would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3369">TS</a>]
00:56:11 ◼ ► been I don't think I don't think there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3371">TS</a>]
00:56:12 ◼ ► ever there there's no narrative I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3372">TS</a>]
00:56:15 ◼ ► might be SuperDuper 10 times more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3375">TS</a>]
00:56:17 ◼ ► disappointed i mean you might have you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3377">TS</a>]
00:56:20 ◼ ► might have been enraged because you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3380">TS</a>]
00:56:22 ◼ ► might have realized something that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3382">TS</a>]
00:56:23 ◼ ► basically fundamentally hypocritical or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3383">TS</a>]
00:56:26 ◼ ► something about it that you needed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3386">TS</a>]
00:56:29 ◼ ► get a little bit closer to the center to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3389">TS</a>]
00:56:32 ◼ ► well that's what happened to me with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3392">TS</a>]
00:56:33 ◼ ► working in nonprofits you know I went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3393">TS</a>]
00:56:36 ◼ ► back east on that same trip and ended up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3396">TS</a>]
00:56:40 ◼ ► getting a job working at the National [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3400">TS</a>]
00:56:43 ◼ ► Environmental Law Center which was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3403">TS</a>]
00:56:46 ◼ ► ralph nader organization kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3406">TS</a>]
00:56:49 ◼ ► connected to the public interest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3409">TS</a>]
00:56:51 ◼ ► research group and I spent four months [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3411">TS</a>]
00:56:55 ◼ ► really really really engaged in the in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3415">TS</a>]
00:56:59 ◼ ► the idea that you could that there were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3419">TS</a>]
00:57:03 ◼ ► liberal organizations that that were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3423">TS</a>]
00:57:09 ◼ ► paying for lobbyists and that lobbying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3429">TS</a>]
00:57:12 ◼ ► the government for liberal causes was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3432">TS</a>]
00:57:15 ◼ ► God's work you know that that was yes a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3435">TS</a>]
00:57:19 ◼ ► way to throw yourself upon the gears in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3439">TS</a>]
00:57:22 ◼ ► I mean you really put your money where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3442">TS</a>]
00:57:23 ◼ ► your mouth is he to get out there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3443">TS</a>]
00:57:25 ◼ ► actually do that and before step for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3445">TS</a>]
00:57:27 ◼ ► people who don't agree with you that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3447">TS</a>]
00:57:29 ◼ ► big stones it was and it was it and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3449">TS</a>]
00:57:32 ◼ ► I was successful at it and and i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3452">TS</a>]
00:57:34 ◼ ► promoted within the organization and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3454">TS</a>]
00:57:39 ◼ ► I I realized a that the people who were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3459">TS</a>]
00:57:44 ◼ ► really running this organization were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3464">TS</a>]
00:57:47 ◼ ► all young lawyers from ivy league [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3467">TS</a>]
00:57:49 ◼ ► schools and I was 21 and they were all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3469">TS</a>]
00:57:54 ◼ ► probably 27 but they were you know yay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3474">TS</a>]
00:57:59 ◼ ► Lee's and they believed they knew what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3479">TS</a>]
00:58:05 ◼ ► was right and they believed they knew [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3485">TS</a>]
00:58:06 ◼ ► what what they had to do and they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3486">TS</a>]
00:58:12 ◼ ► working within the system and I felt a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3492">TS</a>]
00:58:15 ◼ ► certain amount of class resentment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3495">TS</a>]
00:58:16 ◼ ► because there was a although we although [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3496">TS</a>]
00:58:22 ◼ ► they weren't that much older than I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3502">TS</a>]
00:58:24 ◼ ► once you can afford to work at those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3504">TS</a>]
00:58:25 ◼ ► places are often to use it and unkind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3505">TS</a>]
00:58:28 ◼ ► phrase trustafarians yeah the people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3508">TS</a>]
00:58:32 ◼ ► twelve-thousand dollars a year working [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3512">TS</a>]
00:58:34 ◼ ► 60 hours a week are not people with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3514">TS</a>]
00:58:37 ◼ ► college loans to pay ya right there with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3517">TS</a>]
00:58:39 ◼ ► it with a year law degree but they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3519">TS</a>]
00:58:41 ◼ ► yeah exactly they were they were smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3521">TS</a>]
00:58:43 ◼ ► they were beautiful they were rich and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3523">TS</a>]
00:58:46 ◼ ► they were politically on the right side [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3526">TS</a>]
00:58:49 ◼ ► and they were devoted to the cause like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3529">TS</a>]
00:58:52 ◼ ► all of that is very very appealing from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3532">TS</a>]
00:58:56 ◼ ► a distance you know I imagine that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3536">TS</a>]
00:58:58 ◼ ► is what like Roman and hanging out with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3538">TS</a>]
00:59:03 ◼ ► ronan farrow looks like all it takes all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3543">TS</a>]
00:59:08 ◼ ► the boxes and the fact that they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3548">TS</a>]
00:59:11 ◼ ► born on third and thought they had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3551">TS</a>]
00:59:13 ◼ ► triple that they're also liberal enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3553">TS</a>]
00:59:16 ◼ ► to know that analogy and to use it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3556">TS</a>]
00:59:19 ◼ ► against themselves but still that but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3559">TS</a>]
00:59:22 ◼ ► they still believe that they had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3562">TS</a>]
00:59:23 ◼ ► triple but but sitting there within that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3563">TS</a>]
00:59:26 ◼ ► organization and and and i was in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3566">TS</a>]
00:59:31 ◼ ► I up where I was conscious of the money [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3571">TS</a>]
00:59:34 ◼ ► we were raising and I started asking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3574">TS</a>]
00:59:36 ◼ ► where the money went and I wasn't in a I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3576">TS</a>]
00:59:41 ◼ ► wasn't a real position to see like nuts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3581">TS</a>]
00:59:47 ◼ ► but we were raising a lot of money [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3587">TS</a>]
00:59:50 ◼ ► and we were raising it because we we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3590">TS</a>]
00:59:53 ◼ ► were raising it by saying to people buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3593">TS</a>]
00:59:54 ◼ ► into sending this army of Canvassers out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3594">TS</a>]
00:59:57 ◼ ► saying to be knocking on people's doors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3597">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► the Clean Air Act is under assault we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:04 ◼ ► and here's where your money is going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3604">TS</a>]
01:00:05 ◼ ► go it's going to help to to pass this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3605">TS</a>]
01:00:08 ◼ ► legislation to support the Clean Air Act [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3608">TS</a>]
01:00:10 ◼ ► to support the Clean Water Act we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3610">TS</a>]
01:00:13 ◼ ► raising a ton of money and then what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3613">TS</a>]
01:00:17 ◼ ► that meant was what that money all got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3617">TS</a>]
01:00:19 ◼ ► put into a undifferentiated pot there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3619">TS</a>]
01:00:23 ◼ ► was no like the money that this person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3623">TS</a>]
01:00:25 ◼ ► raised about the Clean Water Act and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3625">TS</a>]
01:00:27 ◼ ► money that this person raised about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3627">TS</a>]
01:00:29 ◼ ► Voting Rights Act or whatever it all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3629">TS</a>]
01:00:30 ◼ ► went into the same pot there was no it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3630">TS</a>]
01:00:33 ◼ ► was not targeted money and then from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3633">TS</a>]
01:00:37 ◼ ► that pot what they did was pay lawyers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3637">TS</a>]
01:00:40 ◼ ► and lobbyists and lawyers and lobbyists [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3640">TS</a>]
01:00:45 ◼ ► took congressman out to dinner and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3645">TS</a>]
01:00:50 ◼ ► lobbied them and the the disconnect [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3650">TS</a>]
01:00:59 ◼ ► between the righteousness of those kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3659">TS</a>]
01:01:04 ◼ ► door-to-door and like you've gotta help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3664">TS</a>]
01:01:06 ◼ ► please Mr and Mrs America right a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3666">TS</a>]
01:01:09 ◼ ► fifty-dollar check we need your help and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3669">TS</a>]
01:01:13 ◼ ► then the ragamuffins who are working for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3673">TS</a>]
01:01:14 ◼ ► faking and then you then you trace that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3674">TS</a>]
01:01:19 ◼ ► fifty-dollar check-in and it just ends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3679">TS</a>]
01:01:21 ◼ ► up it's just steaks and cigars and there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3681">TS</a>]
01:01:26 ◼ ► was and and within that organization [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3686">TS</a>]
01:01:27 ◼ ► there was a real like the response to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3687">TS</a>]
01:01:33 ◼ ► was listen do your job you don't need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3693">TS</a>]
01:01:36 ◼ ► know where them you don't need to know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3696">TS</a>]
01:01:37 ◼ ► about this stuff that's not exactly a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3697">TS</a>]
01:01:41 ◼ ► it felt like a cold i mean that's that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3701">TS</a>]
01:01:42 ◼ ► such a different defining characteristic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3702">TS</a>]
01:01:44 ◼ ► of a cult is it there are you taking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3704">TS</a>]
01:01:46 ◼ ► people for what they believe is going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3706">TS</a>]
01:01:48 ◼ ► be a good life affirming life-changing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3708">TS</a>]
01:01:51 ◼ ► positive for them change he soon them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3711">TS</a>]
01:01:53 ◼ ► into the group you you work them really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3713">TS</a>]
01:01:58 ◼ ► really hard too late they're too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3718">TS</a>]
01:02:02 ◼ ► supported everything that that for that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3722">TS</a>]
01:02:05 ◼ ► organization did I admired everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3725">TS</a>]
01:02:07 ◼ ► involved but again I felt like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3727">TS</a>]
01:02:13 ◼ ► log and the moment that I recognize my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3733">TS</a>]
01:02:16 ◼ ► own idealism and enthusiasm for this as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3736">TS</a>]
01:02:19 ◼ ► just a thing they were utilizing to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3739">TS</a>]
01:02:23 ◼ ► accomplish their goals which was not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3743">TS</a>]
01:02:27 ◼ ► which I wasn't really privy to your not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3747">TS</a>]
01:02:29 ◼ ► even want to know the real calls not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3749">TS</a>]
01:02:32 ◼ ► not even you know never going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3752">TS</a>]
01:02:33 ◼ ► invited into that room right and these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3753">TS</a>]
01:02:36 ◼ ► guys are not even the ones these guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3756">TS</a>]
01:02:38 ◼ ► don't really even have access to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3758">TS</a>]
01:02:40 ◼ ► room the real room I just felt like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3760">TS</a>]
01:02:44 ◼ ► well this isn't for me either and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3764">TS</a>]
01:02:50 ◼ ► know that a battle and I and I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3770">TS</a>]
01:02:57 ◼ ► reflecting back what I what I recognize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3777">TS</a>]
01:02:59 ◼ ► is that I wasn't ever meant to be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3779">TS</a>]
01:03:02 ◼ ► member in that way and what I really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3782">TS</a>]
01:03:05 ◼ ► missed was a mentor at some point early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3785">TS</a>]
01:03:10 ◼ ► on saying don't look for what you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3790">TS</a>]
01:03:12 ◼ ► looking for in these things kid like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3792">TS</a>]
01:03:15 ◼ ► you're not going to find it in punk rock [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3795">TS</a>]
01:03:18 ◼ ► or in the ralph nader's organization or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3798">TS</a>]
01:03:23 ◼ ► in a corporate environment like there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3803">TS</a>]
01:03:24 ◼ ► are some people who who don't belong and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3804">TS</a>]
01:03:30 ◼ ► I guess as I say it out loud I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3810">TS</a>]
01:03:32 ◼ ► realizing there isn't a mentor like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3812">TS</a>]
01:03:34 ◼ ► the people who don't belong discovered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3814">TS</a>]
01:03:37 ◼ ► that and discover that path on their own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3817">TS</a>]
01:03:43 ◼ ► there's not many institutions that have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3823">TS</a>]
01:03:45 ◼ ► half a dozen people like that in them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3825">TS</a>]
01:03:46 ◼ ► right and it and it's only luck if i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3826">TS</a>]
01:03:52 ◼ ► would have I was on a i was on a boat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3832">TS</a>]
01:03:54 ◼ ► one time crossing from Morocco to italy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3834">TS</a>]
01:04:00 ◼ ► and i was considering i was i was at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3840">TS</a>]
01:04:05 ◼ ► point in my life where I was considering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3845">TS</a>]
01:04:07 ◼ ► giving it all away like abandoning my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3847">TS</a>]
01:04:19 ◼ ► transitioning into a new existence of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3859">TS</a>]
01:04:24 ◼ ► constant like actually following my own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3864">TS</a>]
01:04:29 ◼ ► footsteps and in a way like like I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3869">TS</a>]
01:04:33 ◼ ► gonna walk i was gonna walk off this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3873">TS</a>]
01:04:36 ◼ ► this is a long time before I walked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3876">TS</a>]
01:04:37 ◼ ► across Europe but I was gonna walk off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3877">TS</a>]
01:04:39 ◼ ► this boat and I was gonna walk into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3879">TS</a>]
01:04:40 ◼ ► new life where I did not have a past and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3880">TS</a>]
01:04:43 ◼ ► I was not going back to America if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3883">TS</a>]
01:04:46 ◼ ► went to America again it was going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3886">TS</a>]
01:04:48 ◼ ► that I went to America not back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3888">TS</a>]
01:04:51 ◼ ► America and I was going to become a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3891">TS</a>]
01:04:53 ◼ ► citizen of the world or something I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3893">TS</a>]
01:04:55 ◼ ► sitting on the boat and I was really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3895">TS</a>]
01:04:56 ◼ ► thinking about what it would what it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3896">TS</a>]
01:04:59 ◼ ► would take to cut all those ties and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3899">TS</a>]
01:05:03 ◼ ► and I'm not constitutionally a tie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3903">TS</a>]
01:05:06 ◼ ► cutter you know I I loved my family I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3906">TS</a>]
01:05:10 ◼ ► would you stayed in touch with your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3910">TS</a>]
01:05:12 ◼ ► family a hell of a lot more than must [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3912">TS</a>]
01:05:13 ◼ ► apply now to be last and and in a way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3913">TS</a>]
01:05:16 ◼ ► like i am one of my characteristics is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3916">TS</a>]
01:05:20 ◼ ► nostalgia I am defy I carry nostalgia [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3920">TS</a>]
01:05:24 ◼ ► Anna and a warm feeling for nostalgia [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3924">TS</a>]
01:05:27 ◼ ► around with me and it ended it and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3927">TS</a>]
01:05:30 ◼ ► one of the things that keeps me from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3930">TS</a>]
01:05:31 ◼ ► being truly a radical is that i nurture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3931">TS</a>]
01:05:35 ◼ ► nostalgia in myself but I'm on this boat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3935">TS</a>]
01:05:40 ◼ ► and i'm thinking i'm going to just I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3940">TS</a>]
01:05:41 ◼ ► just gonna like do it i'm just gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3941">TS</a>]
01:05:45 ◼ ► burn up I'm gonna burn my old life and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3945">TS</a>]
01:05:50 ◼ ► I'm gonna walk off this boat on my walk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3950">TS</a>]
01:05:52 ◼ ► into a new life and there was a guy on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3952">TS</a>]
01:05:55 ◼ ► the boat who sat down you know who like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3955">TS</a>]
01:06:00 ◼ ► sami from across the dining room and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3960">TS</a>]
01:06:03 ◼ ► came over and sat down at my table and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3963">TS</a>]
01:06:06 ◼ ► he looked like mike mills looks now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3966">TS</a>]
01:06:09 ◼ ► she was an older guy great long gray [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3969">TS</a>]
01:06:13 ◼ ► hair and it was one of those weird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3973">TS</a>]
01:06:16 ◼ ► encounters where a guy did sit down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3976">TS</a>]
01:06:19 ◼ ► across the table and say what's going on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3979">TS</a>]
01:06:20 ◼ ► with you man and I was like well I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3980">TS</a>]
01:06:25 ◼ ► thinking about not going back and he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3985">TS</a>]
01:06:30 ◼ ► like I thought so i saw i saw that in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3990">TS</a>]
01:06:35 ◼ ► your face and I was like what man like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3995">TS</a>]
01:06:39 ◼ ► it really weird encounter and wait for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/3999">TS</a>]
01:06:42 ◼ ► the length of this ferry trip he SAT [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4002">TS</a>]
01:06:47 ◼ ► don't go back do it you know you should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4007">TS</a>]
01:06:53 ◼ ► and you'll never he can't know what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4013">TS</a>]
01:06:57 ◼ ► future holds but it's going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4017">TS</a>]
01:07:00 ◼ ► amazing and you just need to do it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4020">TS</a>]
01:07:04 ◼ ► you know I'm am sitting there like are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4024">TS</a>]
01:07:09 ◼ ► you wizard but but feeling so empowered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4029">TS</a>]
01:07:16 ◼ ► by this guy's attention and I think I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4036">TS</a>]
01:07:21 ◼ ► said some you know some version of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4041">TS</a>]
01:07:23 ◼ ► will you be my god can I come with you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4043">TS</a>]
01:07:26 ◼ ► and he was like no no no that's not how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4046">TS</a>]
01:07:31 ◼ ► it works you you go like I'm I'm on I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4051">TS</a>]
01:07:38 ◼ ► on my own thing you you have to go and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4058">TS</a>]
01:07:41 ◼ ► do your thing and I was like and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4061">TS</a>]
01:07:44 ◼ ► wanted to go with him I wanted to spend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4064">TS</a>]
01:07:46 ◼ ► like a month at least please just take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4066">TS</a>]
01:07:48 ◼ ► me home with you for a month and tell me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4068">TS</a>]
01:07:51 ◼ ► and you know the boat docked and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4071">TS</a>]
01:07:54 ◼ ► walked off the boat and I was like I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4074">TS</a>]
01:07:55 ◼ ► done I'm not going back I'm not going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4075">TS</a>]
01:07:57 ◼ ► back to America I'm not going back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4077">TS</a>]
01:08:00 ◼ ► I'm not going in Reverse but it but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4080">TS</a>]
01:08:06 ◼ ► didn't have a clear picture of what that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4086">TS</a>]
01:08:08 ◼ ► meant i did it didn't take you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4088">TS</a>]
01:08:13 ◼ ► hallucination and when when winter came [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4093">TS</a>]
01:08:17 ◼ ► and I got cold and I got hungry you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4097">TS</a>]
01:08:25 ◼ ► for five months after that i bought a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4105">TS</a>]
01:08:31 ◼ ► ticket back to America food and water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4111">TS</a>]
01:08:35 ◼ ► take it back to America like please take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4115">TS</a>]
01:08:38 ◼ ► me back America um and that was a you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4118">TS</a>]
01:08:44 ◼ ► know that was a moment that what that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4124">TS</a>]
01:08:46 ◼ ► was a crossroads that I that I i went i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4126">TS</a>]
01:08:52 ◼ ► took the road less traveled by and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4132">TS</a>]
01:08:53 ◼ ► went about a mile and a half up what up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4133">TS</a>]
01:08:55 ◼ ► it and then I turn around I ran back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4135">TS</a>]
01:08:57 ◼ ► the crossroads and took the took the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4137">TS</a>]
01:09:00 ◼ ► road more traveled by and that has made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4140">TS</a>]
01:09:03 ◼ ► all the difference also allow I like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4143">TS</a>]
01:09:11 ◼ ► have some follow-up I'm fine to stop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4151">TS</a>]
01:09:15 ◼ ► oh no I want I want to follow up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4155">TS</a>]
01:09:19 ◼ ► everything is profound is that better I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4159">TS</a>]
01:09:23 ◼ ► think I you see what frustrates me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4163">TS</a>]
01:09:24 ◼ ► it took me a long time to realize this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4164">TS</a>]
01:09:26 ◼ ► I could have I could have called out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4166">TS</a>]
01:09:29 ◼ ► some of the bullet points of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4169">TS</a>]
01:09:31 ◼ ► bothers me about people who proselytize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4171">TS</a>]
01:09:33 ◼ ► are people who are evangelicals but if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4173">TS</a>]
01:09:36 ◼ ► had to summarize it in perhaps a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4176">TS</a>]
01:09:38 ◼ ► slightly glib way it's that when you go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4178">TS</a>]
01:09:41 ◼ ► to somebody you proselytize a point of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4181">TS</a>]
01:09:43 ◼ ► view you seek them out you find a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4183">TS</a>]
01:09:44 ◼ ► stranger and start talking to them about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4184">TS</a>]
01:09:51 ◼ ► yeah obviously it matters what it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4191">TS</a>]
01:09:52 ◼ ► that you're talking about but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4192">TS</a>]
01:09:54 ◼ ► there aren't that many people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4194">TS</a>]
01:09:56 ◼ ► haven't heard of Jesus right to live at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4196">TS</a>]
01:09:58 ◼ ► least process i love it is on level [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4198">TS</a>]
01:10:01 ◼ ► they've thought about not drinking today [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4201">TS</a>]
01:10:02 ◼ ► whatever it is but with good bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4202">TS</a>]
01:10:04 ◼ ► indifferent whatever it is as I said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4204">TS</a>]
01:10:06 ◼ ► here today I think the thing that bugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4206">TS</a>]
01:10:07 ◼ ► me about the most is that the biggest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4207">TS</a>]
01:10:12 ◼ ► proselytizes if they're not really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4212">TS</a>]
01:10:14 ◼ ► really awfully good at it and offer he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4214">TS</a>]
01:10:16 ◼ ► made about it and the thing that makes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4216">TS</a>]
01:10:19 ◼ ► it feel a little guilty I'll really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4219">TS</a>]
01:10:21 ◼ ► across the board is that the impression [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4221">TS</a>]
01:10:23 ◼ ► you are left with is that if I join up i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4223">TS</a>]
01:10:26 ◼ ► will become mostly an ineffective [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4226">TS</a>]
01:10:28 ◼ ► salesman for whatever this thing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4228">TS</a>]
01:10:30 ◼ ► because that's what this person is right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4230">TS</a>]
01:10:32 ◼ ► person is really doing is its sales and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4232">TS</a>]
01:10:35 ◼ ► they're not they're doing like entry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4235">TS</a>]
01:10:36 ◼ ► level sales or something like that if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4236">TS</a>]
01:10:38 ◼ ► you have any real questions are like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4238">TS</a>]
01:10:39 ◼ ► let's go talk to my let's go talk to my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4239">TS</a>]
01:10:42 ◼ ► yeah yeah and whether that's in an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4242">TS</a>]
01:10:43 ◼ ► institution or whatever wherever you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4243">TS</a>]
01:10:46 ◼ ► decide to hang your hat beware of any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4246">TS</a>]
01:10:47 ◼ ► place that where you're not allowed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4247">TS</a>]
01:10:49 ◼ ► ask good questions and but thatthat's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4249">TS</a>]
01:10:51 ◼ ► thatthat's i think in the end i say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4251">TS</a>]
01:10:53 ◼ ► because like i don't think i would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4253">TS</a>]
01:10:55 ◼ ► put it that way I wouldn't at all man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4255">TS</a>]
01:10:57 ◼ ► you don't tell me what to do would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4257">TS</a>]
01:10:58 ◼ ► more white my way of looking at up and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4258">TS</a>]
01:11:01 ◼ ► impression in that case you got this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4261">TS</a>]
01:11:03 ◼ ► who came up to on a boat and was kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4263">TS</a>]
01:11:06 ◼ ► not the opposite of that but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4266">TS</a>]
01:11:08 ◼ ► unless he was doing some extremely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4268">TS</a>]
01:11:11 ◼ ► it's pretty different from hey have you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4271">TS</a>]
01:11:13 ◼ ► heard about gravity can we talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4273">TS</a>]
01:11:15 ◼ ► gravity or you know have you thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4275">TS</a>]
01:11:17 ◼ ► about cleaning your ears you know you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4277">TS</a>]
01:11:19 ◼ ► know how many people die each year from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4279">TS</a>]
01:11:21 ◼ ► there's a simple solution you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4281">TS</a>]
01:11:22 ◼ ► someplace better to be I didn't think so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4282">TS</a>]
01:11:24 ◼ ► it's like you know they're not they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4284">TS</a>]
01:11:26 ◼ ► not at the skullenbones club trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4286">TS</a>]
01:11:28 ◼ ► recruit people for this there at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4288">TS</a>]
01:11:30 ◼ ► station there at the commons there there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4290">TS</a>]
01:11:33 ◼ ► where people are vulnerable and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4293">TS</a>]
01:11:35 ◼ ► looking for answers that essentially [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4295">TS</a>]
01:11:36 ◼ ► knowing it and and but the problem is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4296">TS</a>]
01:11:38 ◼ ► it's part of it is a journalist in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4298">TS</a>]
01:11:40 ◼ ► branding problem i don't know part of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4300">TS</a>]
01:11:41 ◼ ► is that what you come across you come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4301">TS</a>]
01:11:43 ◼ ► across as a desperate salesman and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4303">TS</a>]
01:11:46 ◼ ► that's not what anybody wants to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4306">TS</a>]
01:11:48 ◼ ► yeah nobody wants to be a Salesman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4308">TS</a>]
01:11:51 ◼ ► nobody wakes up going i want to be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4311">TS</a>]
01:11:53 ◼ ► Salesman or manager going to be Cowboys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4313">TS</a>]
01:11:55 ◼ ► and astronauts and I account person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4315">TS</a>]
01:11:59 ◼ ► destro bring individuals and I'm gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4319">TS</a>]
01:12:04 ◼ ► start pretty cool it's a pretty good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4324">TS</a>]
01:12:05 ◼ ► take on it but to this day you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4325">TS</a>]
01:12:08 ◼ ► that's why man I like i'm not i have not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4328">TS</a>]
01:12:11 ◼ ► that it matters but i have a panhandler [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4331">TS</a>]
01:12:13 ◼ ► that i sponsor in my mind my program is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4333">TS</a>]
01:12:15 ◼ ► I i pick a panhandler every time at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4335">TS</a>]
01:12:18 ◼ ► given time and if the person disappears [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4338">TS</a>]
01:12:19 ◼ ► for whatever reason i picked somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4339">TS</a>]
01:12:20 ◼ ► else but i will be always you one person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4340">TS</a>]
01:12:23 ◼ ► when IC make him five bucks that's my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4343">TS</a>]
01:12:24 ◼ ► entire approach I don't give anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4344">TS</a>]
01:12:26 ◼ ► else anybody out Girl Scouts money i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4346">TS</a>]
01:12:27 ◼ ► don't like begging i don't like going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4347">TS</a>]
01:12:29 ◼ ► places and having people stop me and my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4349">TS</a>]
01:12:31 ◼ ► daughter walking down the street to ask [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4351">TS</a>]
01:12:33 ◼ ► me something to tell me something to I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4353">TS</a>]
01:12:35 ◼ ► don't want to i don't i don't think i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4355">TS</a>]
01:12:37 ◼ ► don't want to participate in that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4357">TS</a>]
01:12:38 ◼ ► don't need to be just need a fan belt to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4358">TS</a>]
01:12:41 ◼ ► get their car we have a job interview my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4361">TS</a>]
01:12:44 ◼ ► yeah I so I mean I hope that doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4364">TS</a>]
01:12:46 ◼ ► sound dad well you know what fuckin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4366">TS</a>]
01:12:48 ◼ ► medal don't care about that at all times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4368">TS</a>]
01:12:50 ◼ ► exactly that's exactly right and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4370">TS</a>]
01:12:51 ◼ ► thing about you know what what what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4371">TS</a>]
01:12:53 ◼ ► have reflected back on that Mike Mills [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4373">TS</a>]
01:12:55 ◼ ► guy on the boat if my senses my senses [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4375">TS</a>]
01:12:59 ◼ ► that he was like me he did recognize me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4379">TS</a>]
01:13:03 ◼ ► because everyone so I'll see somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4383">TS</a>]
01:13:05 ◼ ► out in the world and i will recognize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4385">TS</a>]
01:13:07 ◼ ► them as like me it's michael's a time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4387">TS</a>]
01:13:09 ◼ ► traveler it-it-it Mike there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4389">TS</a>]
01:13:13 ◼ ► actually a real mike mills at the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4393">TS</a>]
01:13:14 ◼ ► so if this was future Mike Mills coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4394">TS</a>]
01:13:17 ◼ ► back he would have been like most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4397">TS</a>]
01:13:18 ◼ ► extreme he would have been risking a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4398">TS</a>]
01:13:21 ◼ ► yeah tell the space-time continuum but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4401">TS</a>]
01:13:23 ◼ ► the pretty captain I care about that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4403">TS</a>]
01:13:27 ◼ ► if there was a guy that's gonna fit that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4407">TS</a>]
01:13:30 ◼ ► bill but uh but I feel like what this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4410">TS</a>]
01:13:34 ◼ ► guy what what was in fact happening [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4414">TS</a>]
01:13:37 ◼ ► there was that this guy recognized me as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4417">TS</a>]
01:13:39 ◼ ► him and now he was trying to give me the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4419">TS</a>]
01:13:41 ◼ ► advice he wish somebody had given him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4421">TS</a>]
01:13:44 ◼ ► she hadn't you know he was no more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4424">TS</a>]
01:13:46 ◼ ► off-the-grid than I was he was on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4426">TS</a>]
01:13:48 ◼ ► same fucking ferryboat from X to Y but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4428">TS</a>]
01:13:53 ◼ ► he was trying to he was trying to make a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4433">TS</a>]
01:13:58 ◼ ► difference in somebody's life and and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4438">TS</a>]
01:14:02 ◼ ► now when I see people and I try not to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4442">TS</a>]
01:14:06 ◼ ► give people advice that i wish i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4446">TS</a>]
01:14:09 ◼ ► taken you know I tried to I try to eat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4449">TS</a>]
01:14:13 ◼ ► I'm it wrong you really fuck it up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4453">TS</a>]
01:14:15 ◼ ► you really do and anything away like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4455">TS</a>]
01:14:18 ◼ ► don't know what was going to happen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4458">TS</a>]
01:14:21 ◼ ► because you didn't do it either like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4461">TS</a>]
01:14:23 ◼ ► you're you are try it's a kind of as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4463">TS</a>]
01:14:25 ◼ ► way of trying to live vicariously and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4465">TS</a>]
01:14:28 ◼ ► he walked away from that encounter he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4468">TS</a>]
01:14:29 ◼ ► was like I fucking made a difference [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4469">TS</a>]
01:14:31 ◼ ► today and I set that kid loose on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4471">TS</a>]
01:14:33 ◼ ► world right is it was a self-involved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4473">TS</a>]
01:14:36 ◼ ► I'll speak for myself too self-involved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4476">TS</a>]
01:14:37 ◼ ► version of pseudo time travel where you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4477">TS</a>]
01:14:39 ◼ ► wish you could have that conversation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4479">TS</a>]
01:14:40 ◼ ► with yourself when you could have used [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4480">TS</a>]
01:14:42 ◼ ► it at the right time the right person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4482">TS</a>]
01:14:44 ◼ ► the right words to write everything all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4484">TS</a>]
01:14:45 ◼ ► the stars align and something happens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4485">TS</a>]
01:14:47 ◼ ► and you avoid wasting five years of your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4487">TS</a>]
01:14:49 ◼ ► life but it's impossible you can't do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4489">TS</a>]
01:14:51 ◼ ► you can't do that for them right and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4491">TS</a>]
01:14:54 ◼ ► and the fact is nobody knows what would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4494">TS</a>]
01:14:57 ◼ ► have happened if I had if that guy had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4497">TS</a>]
01:15:00 ◼ ► when he was 22 just gone off the grid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4500">TS</a>]
01:15:04 ◼ ► and weeks when we don't know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4504">TS</a>]
01:15:06 ◼ ► would've happened if I had because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4506">TS</a>]
01:15:08 ◼ ► neither one of us did and it might have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4508">TS</a>]
01:15:10 ◼ ► been it might not be great i mean i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4510">TS</a>]
01:15:15 ◼ ► dunno guys who have gone off the grid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4515">TS</a>]
01:15:17 ◼ ► and it isn't great for for them or for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4517">TS</a>]
01:15:21 ◼ ► the world so those protos profound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4521">TS</a>]
01:15:27 ◼ ► moments you know what what what that did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4527">TS</a>]
01:15:32 ◼ ► was it gave me 15 years of another thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4532">TS</a>]
01:15:35 ◼ ► that i felt like i had failed you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4535">TS</a>]
01:15:37 ◼ ► like that guy get that guy gave me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4537">TS</a>]
01:15:40 ◼ ► everything I needed and I should have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4540">TS</a>]
01:15:42 ◼ ► just walked off that boat and into a new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4542">TS</a>]
01:15:44 ◼ ► life and I chickened out for months [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4544">TS</a>]
01:15:49 ◼ ► oh really really you really feel that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4549">TS</a>]
01:15:51 ◼ ► way well no i don't now but I did give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4551">TS</a>]
01:15:55 ◼ ► yourself a white ribbon for that one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4555">TS</a>]
01:15:56 ◼ ► I did I did give myself a white ribbon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4556">TS</a>]
01:15:58 ◼ ► and and you know that because I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4558">TS</a>]
01:16:01 ◼ ► always that was that era where I felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4561">TS</a>]
01:16:04 ◼ ► like if you are using money if you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4564">TS</a>]
01:16:07 ◼ ► using human money you are a sellout if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4567">TS</a>]
01:16:12 ◼ ► you if you need to buy your food at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4572">TS</a>]
01:16:14 ◼ ► store you are not truly alive and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4574">TS</a>]
01:16:21 ◼ ► only way you can think that way is if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4581">TS</a>]
01:16:22 ◼ ► you are if you do not understand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4582">TS</a>]
01:16:27 ◼ ► understand anything and I did believe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4587">TS</a>]
01:16:30 ◼ ► that that transact that I would that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4590">TS</a>]
01:16:35 ◼ ► somehow transactions where thing I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4595">TS</a>]
01:16:38 ◼ ► couldn't participate in that I had to I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4598">TS</a>]
01:16:43 ◼ ► had to find a new currency and my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4603">TS</a>]
01:16:47 ◼ ► currency was going to be song but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4607">TS</a>]
01:16:50 ◼ ► selling an angry Buddhist monk where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4610">TS</a>]
01:16:53 ◼ ► that is that the concert kind of long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4613">TS</a>]
01:16:55 ◼ ► not that inaccurate kinda monk we got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4615">TS</a>]
01:16:58 ◼ ► your bowl and you have to go and beg for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4618">TS</a>]
01:17:01 ◼ ► your food each day but you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4621">TS</a>]
01:17:02 ◼ ► allowed to like squirrel anything away [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4622">TS</a>]
01:17:03 ◼ ► yet to start fresh every day right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4623">TS</a>]
01:17:06 ◼ ► empty bowl every morning except I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4626">TS</a>]
01:17:07 ◼ ► angry defeating the entire purpose of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4627">TS</a>]
01:17:10 ◼ ► exercise that's wrong 7000 reg is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4630">TS</a>]
01:17:14 ◼ ► purposeless exercise so realizing that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4634">TS</a>]
01:17:17 ◼ ► wrong 18a hope somebody's writing down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4637">TS</a>]
01:17:21 ◼ ► all these rungs we really we've got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4641">TS</a>]
01:17:25 ◼ ► retroactive continuity we might need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4645">TS</a>]
01:17:27 ◼ ► go back and adjust some of the numbering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4647">TS</a>]
01:17:29 ◼ ► a little bit but there are five or six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4649">TS</a>]
01:17:32 ◼ ► seven LRH did this with all the OT [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4652">TS</a>]
01:17:35 ◼ ► yes you do for a long time being he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4655">TS</a>]
01:17:37 ◼ ► can't believe there was a time when they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4657">TS</a>]
01:17:38 ◼ ► thought ot3 was as high as you can go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4658">TS</a>]
01:17:40 ◼ ► I cannot have both events and then then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4660">TS</a>]
01:17:43 ◼ ► all the sudden he's got OT levels like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4663">TS</a>]
01:17:47 ◼ ► well are they are the subsets of OT 30 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4667">TS</a>]
01:17:50 ◼ ► or 10 23 for all I think I'm sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4670">TS</a>]
01:17:53 ◼ ► subset a oh no I think I think I'm Cruz [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4673">TS</a>]
01:17:58 ◼ ► yeah i think five weeks i'm trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4678">TS</a>]
01:18:03 ◼ ► that book last year or so but i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4683">TS</a>]
01:18:08 ◼ ► yeah i think i think for it maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4688">TS</a>]
01:18:10 ◼ ► there's the one with the dark night of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4690">TS</a>]
01:18:11 ◼ ► the soul one is the one where they like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4691">TS</a>]
01:18:13 ◼ ► you realize how horrible everything is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4693">TS</a>]
01:18:15 ◼ ► and then you get into the Xenu after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4695">TS</a>]
01:18:17 ◼ ► that but Ron's runs are friendly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4697">TS</a>]
01:18:23 ◼ ► everybody loves a ladder i like to climb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4703">TS</a>]
01:18:25 ◼ ► yeah i like to climb the thing about me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4705">TS</a>]
01:18:28 ◼ ► I'm still standing after all these years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMVvzQo/4708">TS</a>]