00:00:02 ◼ ► sponsored by cards against humanity this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2">TS</a>]
00:00:04 ◼ ► month they invited set boyer to help me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4">TS</a>]
00:00:24 ◼ ► colleague pretty good it sounds like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/24">TS</a>]
00:00:27 ◼ ► congested jello biafra who a Pepsi blue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/27">TS</a>]
00:00:32 ◼ ► fish and dyad fucking dragon lady fights [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/32">TS</a>]
00:00:37 ◼ ► tied but I don't know what's going on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/37">TS</a>]
00:00:41 ◼ ► with me i was up until four thirty in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/41">TS</a>]
00:00:43 ◼ ► the morning last night and then I i've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/43">TS</a>]
00:00:46 ◼ ► reverted immediately to type right by my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/46">TS</a>]
00:00:50 ◼ ► people are all in France and it took me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/50">TS</a>]
00:00:52 ◼ ► three days to just like completely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/52">TS</a>]
00:00:54 ◼ ► completely reverb yeah that's it that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/54">TS</a>]
00:00:58 ◼ ► all it took m130 in the morning but now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/58">TS</a>]
00:01:00 ◼ ► it seems to me that yet on the one hand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/60">TS</a>]
00:01:02 ◼ ► it is your natural predilection to be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/62">TS</a>]
00:01:04 ◼ ► night owl but on the other hand the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/64">TS</a>]
00:01:06 ◼ ► thing that brings the night owl pneus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/66">TS</a>]
00:01:07 ◼ ► out in you is some kind of an interest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/67">TS</a>]
00:01:10 ◼ ► often online where were you drawn to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/70">TS</a>]
00:01:12 ◼ ► that are you sorting things what kept [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/72">TS</a>]
00:01:14 ◼ ► you up I was balancing angels ok on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/74">TS</a>]
00:01:23 ◼ ► balancing the entire contraption on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/83">TS</a>]
00:01:26 ◼ ► mm see angels all the way down that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/86">TS</a>]
00:01:29 ◼ ► right so if you can sit right very right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/89">TS</a>]
00:01:31 ◼ ► so if you can imagine it's kind of a tea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/91">TS</a>]
00:01:33 ◼ ► at Rosings ani it's a little bit of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/93">TS</a>]
00:01:36 ◼ ► circus circus but the latest la banda [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/96">TS</a>]
00:01:41 ◼ ► saturday for the central pay ten it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/101">TS</a>]
00:01:44 ◼ ► got it's a it's a flying Karamazov [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/104">TS</a>]
00:01:46 ◼ ► brothers of angels ooh tiny angels it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/106">TS</a>]
00:01:53 ◼ ► that's precisely what it is i pay for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/113">TS</a>]
00:01:56 ◼ ► that you know I that's when people that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/116">TS</a>]
00:01:57 ◼ ► when people would say how many angels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/117">TS</a>]
00:01:59 ◼ ► can you balance on that of a pin i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/119">TS</a>]
00:02:01 ◼ ► always imagined it just like a flea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/121">TS</a>]
00:02:03 ◼ ► I don't know what you don't you say all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/123">TS</a>]
00:02:05 ◼ ► of them that was like sure if that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/125">TS</a>]
00:02:07 ◼ ► the google interview question i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/127">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► yeah i mean how many prove me wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/130">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► show your math every angel all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/133">TS</a>]
00:02:17 ◼ ► Angels even all the great angels even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/137">TS</a>]
00:02:20 ◼ ► the late angel but the to the chubby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/140">TS</a>]
00:02:24 ◼ ► i'm sowwy he's gonna come up and pop in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/144">TS</a>]
00:02:32 ◼ ► angel angel well I'll have your badge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/152">TS</a>]
00:02:37 ◼ ► I was gonna ask you how life without the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/157">TS</a>]
00:02:39 ◼ ► family i think i mentioned probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/159">TS</a>]
00:02:41 ◼ ► after we stopped recording last time I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/161">TS</a>]
00:02:42 ◼ ► can't recall but just how i descend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/162">TS</a>]
00:02:44 ◼ ► usually within less than 36 hours into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/164">TS</a>]
00:02:48 ◼ ► nearly feral State yeah that was part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/168">TS</a>]
00:02:50 ◼ ► the Roderick on the line after dark [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/170">TS</a>]
00:02:53 ◼ ► after dark that we always don't record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/173">TS</a>]
00:02:56 ◼ ► that's right we're just doing shots and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/176">TS</a>]
00:02:57 ◼ ► talking about life just talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/177">TS</a>]
00:02:59 ◼ ► like some of the funniest stuff some of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/179">TS</a>]
00:03:02 ◼ ► oh my gosh we have fun don't we boy we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/182">TS</a>]
00:03:04 ◼ ► really do we get in there we talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/184">TS</a>]
00:03:05 ◼ ► get religion you get sent me some of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/185">TS</a>]
00:03:08 ◼ ► stuff that we can talk about on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/188">TS</a>]
00:03:11 ◼ ► well it's all in there yeah you i mean i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/191">TS</a>]
00:03:14 ◼ ► have seen you get turned into a feral [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/194">TS</a>]
00:03:17 ◼ ► dog so fast faster than almost any other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/197">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► person if you if you are not like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/200">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► actually literally being shaved like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/204">TS</a>]
00:03:30 ◼ ► restrained at some kind of a clinic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/210">TS</a>]
00:03:32 ◼ ► well just like it as you are shaving one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/212">TS</a>]
00:03:35 ◼ ► part of you the other part is bursting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/215">TS</a>]
00:03:38 ◼ ► forth like you know Wolverine styling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/218">TS</a>]
00:03:41 ◼ ► yeah well here's the thing well here's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/221">TS</a>]
00:03:42 ◼ ► the hmm here's the thing about that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/222">TS</a>]
00:03:45 ◼ ► that I am less of a totally distracted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/225">TS</a>]
00:03:50 ◼ ► basket case then i have been at other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/230">TS</a>]
00:03:51 ◼ ► times in my life but I am still a very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/231">TS</a>]
00:03:55 ◼ ► so you know it'sit's you see me in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/235">TS</a>]
00:03:57 ◼ ► home like a come in i've got a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/237">TS</a>]
00:03:59 ◼ ► bag of stuff and pretty soon the stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/239">TS</a>]
00:04:00 ◼ ► is everywhere and I can't find anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/240">TS</a>]
00:04:02 ◼ ► i don't have to feed myself anymore i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/242">TS</a>]
00:04:03 ◼ ► get i get very confused very quickly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/243">TS</a>]
00:04:07 ◼ ► delightful it's what makes us great it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/247">TS</a>]
00:04:09 ◼ ► a great effect to have at a bar right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/249">TS</a>]
00:04:14 ◼ ► when you when I see you come into a bar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/254">TS</a>]
00:04:15 ◼ ► and you spread your stuff all around and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/255">TS</a>]
00:04:18 ◼ ► and that night riii stand by the door [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/258">TS</a>]
00:04:20 ◼ ► with everything in my bag the bag is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/260">TS</a>]
00:04:22 ◼ ► zipped up and I am no more than three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/262">TS</a>]
00:04:24 ◼ ► paces from the door at all really soon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/264">TS</a>]
00:04:26 ◼ ► you're standing on a barstool heart the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/266">TS</a>]
00:04:29 ◼ ► bartender is is a is it becomes a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/269">TS</a>]
00:04:32 ◼ ► lifelong friend i'm a call that's true i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/272">TS</a>]
00:04:35 ◼ ► make knocking excellent grandma moses i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/275">TS</a>]
00:04:37 ◼ ► am ready to go anywhere very quickly I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/277">TS</a>]
00:04:39 ◼ ► am i'm kind of a little bit famous for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/279">TS</a>]
00:04:42 ◼ ► this I think is heard of the protocol [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/282">TS</a>]
00:04:43 ◼ ► the French accent I've heard it called [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/283">TS</a>]
00:04:46 ◼ ► I'm not sure what kind of exit is but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/286">TS</a>]
00:04:49 ◼ ► don't like taking a long time to leave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/289">TS</a>]
00:04:52 ◼ ► somewhere so whereas i will spread out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/292">TS</a>]
00:04:54 ◼ ► in a hotel room or your home in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/294">TS</a>]
00:04:56 ◼ ► little special secret room under the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/296">TS</a>]
00:04:58 ◼ ► stairs i will take harry potter sleeping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/298">TS</a>]
00:05:01 ◼ ► in John's house i will keep all of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/301">TS</a>]
00:05:03 ◼ ► stuff ready I am always waiting for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/303">TS</a>]
00:05:05 ◼ ► opportunity to leave anywhere all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/305">TS</a>]
00:05:07 ◼ ► that's what is because why I always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/307">TS</a>]
00:05:09 ◼ ► imagined that backpack was actually a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/309">TS</a>]
00:05:10 ◼ ► parachute right part of it is like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/310">TS</a>]
00:05:13 ◼ ► rash you can't say what the rest is yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/313">TS</a>]
00:05:15 ◼ ► and i know you like to be the last [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/315">TS</a>]
00:05:16 ◼ ► person to dive onto the plane or the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/316">TS</a>]
00:05:18 ◼ ► last person to dive off of the muni [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/318">TS</a>]
00:05:20 ◼ ► I've seen this you I used to think you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/320">TS</a>]
00:05:22 ◼ ► were making it up but it's true you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/322">TS</a>]
00:05:23 ◼ ► stand dead still in my pajamas are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/323">TS</a>]
00:05:25 ◼ ► stopped and you're like kind of comic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/325">TS</a>]
00:05:27 ◼ ► barely moving your head shaking i got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/327">TS</a>]
00:05:29 ◼ ► like don't even acknowledge that were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/329">TS</a>]
00:05:31 ◼ ► together this can be used against us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/331">TS</a>]
00:05:33 ◼ ► later and in film you gotta get through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/333">TS</a>]
00:05:35 ◼ ► that door at the last possible second [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/335">TS</a>]
00:05:37 ◼ ► house and I because yeah because reasons [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/337">TS</a>]
00:05:39 ◼ ► because reason because privacy secrecy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/339">TS</a>]
00:05:42 ◼ ► now that it didn't you in your behind a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/342">TS</a>]
00:05:46 ◼ ► couple times in the last couple years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/346">TS</a>]
00:05:48 ◼ ► hasn't it didn't miss a flight recently [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/348">TS</a>]
00:05:50 ◼ ► because of that you know what I missed a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/350">TS</a>]
00:05:51 ◼ ► couple of flights and what happened was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/351">TS</a>]
00:05:53 ◼ ► the airline industry keeps changing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/353">TS</a>]
00:05:56 ◼ ► rules it keeps moving the goalposts so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/356">TS</a>]
00:06:00 ◼ ► they started doing this thing where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/360">TS</a>]
00:06:02 ◼ ► they're like well if you're not you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/362">TS</a>]
00:06:03 ◼ ► the the flight leaves at seven forty but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/363">TS</a>]
00:06:07 ◼ ► the doors close at seven twenty yep and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/367">TS</a>]
00:06:11 ◼ ► it's like what was then the flight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/371">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► leaves at seven twenty no no the flight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/373">TS</a>]
00:06:16 ◼ ► leaves at seven forty but the doors and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/376">TS</a>]
00:06:19 ◼ ► I'm like well no that's not on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/379">TS</a>]
00:06:20 ◼ ► ticket dude butterflies names doors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/380">TS</a>]
00:06:22 ◼ ► doors being printed on the ticket right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/382">TS</a>]
00:06:24 ◼ ► I've been on plenty of flights that left [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/384">TS</a>]
00:06:25 ◼ ► at 740 where the door is closed at seven [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/385">TS</a>]
00:06:28 ◼ ► forty and then the plane sat at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/388">TS</a>]
00:06:31 ◼ ► airport for another hour and a half or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/391">TS</a>]
00:06:33 ◼ ► so let's not fuck around with like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/393">TS</a>]
00:06:36 ◼ ► flight leaves its when the doors closes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/396">TS</a>]
00:06:38 ◼ ► when the flight leaves so yeah I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/398">TS</a>]
00:06:40 ◼ ► sitting in the sitting in the airport [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/400">TS</a>]
00:06:41 ◼ ► looking around enjoying myself cleaning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/401">TS</a>]
00:06:46 ◼ ► scanning for a people and sandals [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/406">TS</a>]
00:06:49 ◼ ► that's right look that's right making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/409">TS</a>]
00:06:51 ◼ ► sure that the that there's not some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/411">TS</a>]
00:06:55 ◼ ► a little you know a little bit yeah you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/415">TS</a>]
00:06:57 ◼ ► want to make sure the thing about a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/417">TS</a>]
00:06:59 ◼ ► specter agent who is that you're going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/419">TS</a>]
00:07:01 ◼ ► to be able to pick that Spectre agent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/421">TS</a>]
00:07:03 ◼ ► out not by their own behavior but how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/423">TS</a>]
00:07:05 ◼ ► they react to your behavior and then all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/425">TS</a>]
00:07:08 ◼ ► of a sudden I look up in the doors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/428">TS</a>]
00:07:10 ◼ ► yes I write what I walk over and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/430">TS</a>]
00:07:11 ◼ ► like a I'm on this line they're like not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/431">TS</a>]
00:07:15 ◼ ► good luck finding somebody i'm off and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/435">TS</a>]
00:07:19 ◼ ► I bet I I think I know two things about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/439">TS</a>]
00:07:21 ◼ ► this kind of i know that an airplane [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/441">TS</a>]
00:07:24 ◼ ► only makes money when it's in the air [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/444">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► I pretty sure is a lot of pressure on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/449">TS</a>]
00:07:31 ◼ ► the whole flight crew to keep their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/451">TS</a>]
00:07:33 ◼ ► delays down because it looks bad to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/453">TS</a>]
00:07:35 ◼ ► company and it looks bad to the public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/455">TS</a>]
00:07:36 ◼ ► when you go look something up online [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/456">TS</a>]
00:07:37 ◼ ► records on this stuff right we got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/457">TS</a>]
00:07:39 ◼ ► record i sent you that link to that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/459">TS</a>]
00:07:41 ◼ ► that amazing website where you can watch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/461">TS</a>]
00:07:42 ◼ ► real time flight information like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/462">TS</a>]
00:07:45 ◼ ► know you know that's not likely exposed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/465">TS</a>]
00:07:46 ◼ ► you can go and see hey this this flight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/466">TS</a>]
00:07:48 ◼ ► from San Francisco Portland is a is late [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/468">TS</a>]
00:07:51 ◼ ► you know fourteen percent of the time or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/471">TS</a>]
00:07:53 ◼ ► so yeah so I'll bet that's it is also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/473">TS</a>]
00:07:55 ◼ ► that maybe there's something that makes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/475">TS</a>]
00:07:57 ◼ ► them look better they get everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/477">TS</a>]
00:07:58 ◼ ► backed into the fart tube quicker and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/478">TS</a>]
00:08:01 ◼ ► that looks better on their quarterly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/481">TS</a>]
00:08:02 ◼ ► report may be so I am incapable of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/482">TS</a>]
00:08:06 ◼ ► a lot of people my generation night and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/486">TS</a>]
00:08:08 ◼ ► I don't you know we love you in to my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/488">TS</a>]
00:08:10 ◼ ► generation me let me know when you're 18 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/490">TS</a>]
00:08:12 ◼ ► months older than me or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/492">TS</a>]
00:08:15 ◼ ► coupled in that but I find that I am now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/495">TS</a>]
00:08:21 ◼ ► constitutionally incapable of having em [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/501">TS</a>]
00:08:23 ◼ ► any sympathy or even like certainly no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/503">TS</a>]
00:08:28 ◼ ► co measure commas commiseration but also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/508">TS</a>]
00:08:30 ◼ ► like no even like shared understanding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/510">TS</a>]
00:08:34 ◼ ► with anyone in the airline industry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/514">TS</a>]
00:08:36 ◼ ► right i cannot even if all the facts are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/516">TS</a>]
00:08:39 ◼ ► there if it's all laid out like oh this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/519">TS</a>]
00:08:41 ◼ ► makes perfect sense i cannot sympathize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/521">TS</a>]
00:08:43 ◼ ► with them because they are because it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/523">TS</a>]
00:08:46 ◼ ► seems to me that they have all agreed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/526">TS</a>]
00:08:47 ◼ ► that their business model relies on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/527">TS</a>]
00:08:49 ◼ ► torturing people before for money i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/529">TS</a>]
00:08:53 ◼ ► think this becoming it's funny because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/533">TS</a>]
00:08:55 ◼ ► in that it's not like they didn't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/535">TS</a>]
00:08:57 ◼ ► to make money 50 years ago but for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/537">TS</a>]
00:08:59 ◼ ► variety of reasons that are too likely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/539">TS</a>]
00:09:01 ◼ ► to get into today it is a naturally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/541">TS</a>]
00:09:03 ◼ ► necessarily adversarial relationship [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/543">TS</a>]
00:09:06 ◼ ► with a lot of gotchas and like anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/546">TS</a>]
00:09:08 ◼ ► just certain age you're always wondering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/548">TS</a>]
00:09:10 ◼ ► who's trying to fuck you like who's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/550">TS</a>]
00:09:11 ◼ ► gonna screw me today and like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/551">TS</a>]
00:09:13 ◼ ► should I be looking for and in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/553">TS</a>]
00:09:15 ◼ ► airline industry I mean that is real it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/555">TS</a>]
00:09:17 ◼ ► is totally real they're going to do as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/557">TS</a>]
00:09:19 ◼ ► little as possible for you with a few [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/559">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► resources as possible and find as many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/560">TS</a>]
00:09:22 ◼ ► things they can't charge for kids that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/562">TS</a>]
00:09:24 ◼ ► just the way the industry works and to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/564">TS</a>]
00:09:26 ◼ ► act like it's anything else and talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/566">TS</a>]
00:09:27 ◼ ► about things like loyalty loyalty really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/567">TS</a>]
00:09:29 ◼ ► what's your loyalty to me i can't find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/569">TS</a>]
00:09:31 ◼ ► anybody to talk to get my family on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/571">TS</a>]
00:09:33 ◼ ► yeah well I'm and the and more than any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/573">TS</a>]
00:09:36 ◼ ► other more than any other thing in them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/576">TS</a>]
00:09:39 ◼ ► in the contemporary world they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/579">TS</a>]
00:09:44 ◼ ► seniority by which they mean this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/584">TS</a>]
00:09:48 ◼ ► strange loyalty thing that you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/588">TS</a>]
00:09:50 ◼ ► talking about like the more money that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/590">TS</a>]
00:09:51 ◼ ► you pay to us the more opportunities [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/591">TS</a>]
00:09:56 ◼ ► were going to give you to opt out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/596">TS</a>]
00:09:59 ◼ ► being waterboarded yeah and and without [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/599">TS</a>]
00:10:08 ◼ ► your only other option is to pay a user [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/608">TS</a>]
00:10:12 ◼ ► eous fee you know to pay twenty-five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/612">TS</a>]
00:10:15 ◼ ► hundred dollars for a ticket right and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/615">TS</a>]
00:10:17 ◼ ► look at the at the middling levels of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/617">TS</a>]
00:10:19 ◼ ► that seniority you mainly get the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/619">TS</a>]
00:10:21 ◼ ► opportunity to pay slightly less to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/621">TS</a>]
00:10:23 ◼ ► waterboarded but your student to not be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/623">TS</a>]
00:10:25 ◼ ► waterboarded but you're gonna pay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/625">TS</a>]
00:10:26 ◼ ► yeah you're still gonna you're still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/626">TS</a>]
00:10:27 ◼ ► going to sit in in a in an iron maiden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/627">TS</a>]
00:10:30 ◼ ► while we like pissing your mat so the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/630">TS</a>]
00:10:33 ◼ ► mmm that sounds very adult forget to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/633">TS</a>]
00:10:36 ◼ ► Like lufthansa the actually there there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/636">TS</a>]
00:10:39 ◼ ► it's called the it's called the what was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/639">TS</a>]
00:10:42 ◼ ► that's what was the one we crashed in me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/642">TS</a>]
00:10:44 ◼ ► in in the Alps the guy decided that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/644">TS</a>]
00:10:47 ◼ ► will write that I've done I'm done you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/647">TS</a>]
00:10:48 ◼ ► know it's not easy jet it was fly it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/648">TS</a>]
00:10:51 ◼ ► 5i applies and scheisse like sunshine i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/651">TS</a>]
00:10:55 ◼ ► was Luke chase shy set but you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/655">TS</a>]
00:10:58 ◼ ► absolutely right knee and the only way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/658">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► that happens is deliberate like we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/660">TS</a>]
00:11:02 ◼ ► gonna I mean it's a total win for them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/662">TS</a>]
00:11:04 ◼ ► you get a lighter narrower seat you put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/664">TS</a>]
00:11:07 ◼ ► more people into the into the fart tube [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/667">TS</a>]
00:11:09 ◼ ► and then you charge them to basically to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/669">TS</a>]
00:11:15 ◼ ► oh and with the lean back lean not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/675">TS</a>]
00:11:18 ◼ ► looking was you know they they used all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/678">TS</a>]
00:11:20 ◼ ► after nine eleven gas prices went crazy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/680">TS</a>]
00:11:23 ◼ ► you know they they made all those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/683">TS</a>]
00:11:26 ◼ ► modifications and justified them at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/686">TS</a>]
00:11:28 ◼ ► time because gas is so expensive that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/688">TS</a>]
00:11:30 ◼ ► they couldn't possibly profit anymore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/690">TS</a>]
00:11:32 ◼ ► and so they had to do this they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/692">TS</a>]
00:11:34 ◼ ► being forced to do this by economics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/694">TS</a>]
00:11:38 ◼ ► they're being forced to do this by the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/698">TS</a>]
00:11:39 ◼ ► market there was no other way airlines [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/699">TS</a>]
00:11:41 ◼ ► were going the whole idea of flying was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/701">TS</a>]
00:11:45 ◼ ► going to disappear from our minds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/705">TS</a>]
00:11:48 ◼ ► because of because gas prices that made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/708">TS</a>]
00:11:50 ◼ ► it had made it impossible and then when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/710">TS</a>]
00:11:54 ◼ ► gas prices went down again they did not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/714">TS</a>]
00:11:59 ◼ ► it was not like these are emergency [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/719">TS</a>]
00:12:01 ◼ ► measures and we're going to repeal them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/721">TS</a>]
00:12:03 ◼ ► as soon as this this national crisis is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/723">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► like when gas prices went down they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/727">TS</a>]
00:12:09 ◼ ► continued up you continued on that on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/729">TS</a>]
00:12:13 ◼ ► that on that are just like oh wow we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/733">TS</a>]
00:12:15 ◼ ► figured out that we can take away all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/735">TS</a>]
00:12:17 ◼ ► the padding from the seats and people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/737">TS</a>]
00:12:19 ◼ ► still fly what would happen if we put a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/739">TS</a>]
00:12:23 ◼ ► dead rat in every fourth seat under the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/743">TS</a>]
00:12:27 ◼ ► padding but people still fly appears [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/747">TS</a>]
00:12:29 ◼ ► they do and what would happen if we put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/749">TS</a>]
00:12:32 ◼ ► a hat pin in every 15th armrest wow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/752">TS</a>]
00:12:37 ◼ ► people let's put one in every arm rest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/757">TS</a>]
00:12:39 ◼ ► well let's be honest gas prices were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/759">TS</a>]
00:12:41 ◼ ► pretty expensive so happens at pins [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/761">TS</a>]
00:12:44 ◼ ► right let's take let's make sure let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/764">TS</a>]
00:12:46 ◼ ► let's make it impossible to check a bag [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/766">TS</a>]
00:12:47 ◼ ► and and then it turns into a kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/767">TS</a>]
00:12:51 ◼ ► like world war z on every airplane as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/771">TS</a>]
00:12:55 ◼ ► people try to cram their luggage in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/775">TS</a>]
00:12:57 ◼ ► overhead compartments which used to that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/777">TS</a>]
00:13:00 ◼ ► you know you overhead compartments you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/780">TS</a>]
00:13:02 ◼ ► used to be able to you could have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/782">TS</a>]
00:13:04 ◼ ► skateboarding competition and mostly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/784">TS</a>]
00:13:06 ◼ ► they were empty because people people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/786">TS</a>]
00:13:08 ◼ ► are going to bags and a sousaphone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/788">TS</a>]
00:13:09 ◼ ► because they don't spend $15 and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/789">TS</a>]
00:13:12 ◼ ► happy they're happy to charge you for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/792">TS</a>]
00:13:13 ◼ ► that yeah so then the airline's then it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/793">TS</a>]
00:13:14 ◼ ► then it takes 45 minutes to board [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/794">TS</a>]
00:13:16 ◼ ► instead of 15 minutes to board and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/796">TS</a>]
00:13:18 ◼ ► they're like oh boy we're running out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/798">TS</a>]
00:13:20 ◼ ► where you know it takes too long to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/800">TS</a>]
00:13:21 ◼ ► board so now the door is closed 20 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/801">TS</a>]
00:13:23 ◼ ► minutes guys to me the huge question [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/803">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► mark is well first of all you have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/806">TS</a>]
00:13:29 ◼ ► of well the human and business problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/809">TS</a>]
00:13:31 ◼ ► of there are more and more people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/811">TS</a>]
00:13:32 ◼ ► traveling who are bringing big things on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/812">TS</a>]
00:13:34 ◼ ► every extra thing that somebody brings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/814">TS</a>]
00:13:38 ◼ ► contribution to how long it takes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/818">TS</a>]
00:13:40 ◼ ► people don't understand like get the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/820">TS</a>]
00:13:41 ◼ ► fuck out of the aisle get out of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/821">TS</a>]
00:13:43 ◼ ► i'll spend no time in the aisle unless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/823">TS</a>]
00:13:45 ◼ ► you are moving movement ok they don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/825">TS</a>]
00:13:47 ◼ ► get that but then I don't understand i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/827">TS</a>]
00:13:50 ◼ ► think this has been experimented with on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/830">TS</a>]
00:13:52 ◼ ► various airlines but the way these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/832">TS</a>]
00:13:55 ◼ ► why well first of all there's no like of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/835">TS</a>]
00:13:57 ◼ ► seeming science to like figuring out how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/837">TS</a>]
00:13:59 ◼ ► to load from the back first and there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/839">TS</a>]
00:14:01 ◼ ► also the financial component of hey it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/841">TS</a>]
00:14:03 ◼ ► not it's not gonna be fair to all those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/843">TS</a>]
00:14:05 ◼ ► all those seniority people to let the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/845">TS</a>]
00:14:08 ◼ ► people in the back of the plane get on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/848">TS</a>]
00:14:10 ◼ ► first right they have to be want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/850">TS</a>]
00:14:12 ◼ ► spend as much time on the plan as you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/852">TS</a>]
00:14:13 ◼ ► possibly can he might be at you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/853">TS</a>]
00:14:15 ◼ ► active military service in uniform [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/855">TS</a>]
00:14:17 ◼ ► platinum gold silver plus international [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/857">TS</a>]
00:14:19 ◼ ► 100k with a child that needs extra time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/859">TS</a>]
00:14:22 ◼ ► right right so i mean it's it's so funny [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/862">TS</a>]
00:14:24 ◼ ► when I sometimes like recently on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/864">TS</a>]
00:14:26 ◼ ► flight was an easy flight to Portland [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/866">TS</a>]
00:14:28 ◼ ► not too long ago and i was saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/868">TS</a>]
00:14:29 ◼ ► seating group to because i was in like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/869">TS</a>]
00:14:33 ◼ ► United you know plus or whatever maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/873">TS</a>]
00:14:36 ◼ ► slightly bigger chair and I don't you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/876">TS</a>]
00:14:38 ◼ ► get priority boarding half the plane got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/878">TS</a>]
00:14:42 ◼ ► on your activity because you got 200 200 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/882">TS</a>]
00:14:45 ◼ ► game military yeah the diamond platinum [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/885">TS</a>]
00:14:50 ◼ ► silver group thank you for your service [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/890">TS</a>]
00:14:52 ◼ ► the thing that drives me crazy is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/892">TS</a>]
00:14:53 ◼ ► somewhere along the line at it as we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/893">TS</a>]
00:14:56 ◼ ► became as the airline's reduced us to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/896">TS</a>]
00:14:59 ◼ ► our tour most basic like bergen-belsen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/899">TS</a>]
00:15:05 ◼ ► that level of like a human animal God [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/905">TS</a>]
00:15:11 ◼ ► people forgot people people realized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/911">TS</a>]
00:15:15 ◼ ► that even if they were seated in row 34 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/915">TS</a>]
00:15:20 ◼ ► oh yeah right and so all the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/920">TS</a>]
00:15:25 ◼ ► loading of the back of the plan get on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/925">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► they put their to put their bags in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/926">TS</a>]
00:15:29 ◼ ► first available bin right which which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/929">TS</a>]
00:15:31 ◼ ► might be on well 11 because they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/931">TS</a>]
00:15:34 ◼ ► going to have to go by there again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/934">TS</a>]
00:15:35 ◼ ► wonder where everyone have your back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/935">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► behind you but you're more than happy to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/937">TS</a>]
00:15:39 ◼ ► your bag in front of you yeah so this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/939">TS</a>]
00:15:41 ◼ ► another this is another thing where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/941">TS</a>]
00:15:43 ◼ ► used to sit in the airport and wait [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/943">TS</a>]
00:15:45 ◼ ► until the last possible moment and i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/945">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► not you know what when they said we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/947">TS</a>]
00:15:50 ◼ ► going to charge you for the first six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/950">TS</a>]
00:15:53 ◼ ► rows of coach we're going to charge you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/953">TS</a>]
00:15:55 ◼ ► a hundred dollars more for the six first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/955">TS</a>]
00:15:58 ◼ ► six rows of coach because we're gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/958">TS</a>]
00:15:59 ◼ ► give you an inch more of legroom I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/959">TS</a>]
00:16:02 ◼ ► like okay you know what I turned into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/962">TS</a>]
00:16:05 ◼ ► Todd Barry I was like okay fine i'll pay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/965">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► your hundred fucking dollars like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/970">TS</a>]
00:16:11 ◼ ► whatever I if you've got me right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/971">TS</a>]
00:16:17 ◼ ► I'm just a fucking I'm just a calf being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/977">TS</a>]
00:16:22 ◼ ► fatted for slaughter you just a meat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/982">TS</a>]
00:16:26 ◼ ► wallet is the big moist media object [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/986">TS</a>]
00:16:30 ◼ ► that happens to have a little bit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/990">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► money right and when they said now we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/991">TS</a>]
00:16:33 ◼ ► going to charge you to sit in the exit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/993">TS</a>]
00:16:35 ◼ ► row which is a which is this place as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/995">TS</a>]
00:16:37 ◼ ► seat which carries with it tremendous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/997">TS</a>]
00:16:39 ◼ ► responsibility and we're also going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/999">TS</a>]
00:16:42 ◼ ► charge you to adopt that responsibility [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1002">TS</a>]
00:16:44 ◼ ► and also seats don't recline I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1004">TS</a>]
00:16:47 ◼ ► you know what fine okay fine but then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1007">TS</a>]
00:16:50 ◼ ► i'm sitting in the airport waiting for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1010">TS</a>]
00:16:53 ◼ ► the waiting to be the last person on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1013">TS</a>]
00:16:54 ◼ ► plane enjoying the airport ambiens not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1014">TS</a>]
00:16:57 ◼ ► yet crammed into the fart tube and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1017">TS</a>]
00:16:59 ◼ ► I am the last one on I get down to my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1019">TS</a>]
00:17:02 ◼ ► seat which i have paid a hundred dollars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1022">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► extra for enroll one and there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:08 ◼ ► place for my bag because somebody in row [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1028">TS</a>]
00:17:10 ◼ ► 34 cramming their bag in there on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1030">TS</a>]
00:17:13 ◼ ► way by yep there's no there's no attempt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1033">TS</a>]
00:17:15 ◼ ► at the provenance they're not trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1035">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► detect first of all I think they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:18 ◼ ► super fast and loose about what people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1038">TS</a>]
00:17:21 ◼ ► they have all those owners signs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1041">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► shit but I see so many people carrying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:25 ◼ ► three things on there and they got like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1045">TS</a>]
00:17:26 ◼ ► they got a fucking create a fruit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1046">TS</a>]
00:17:28 ◼ ► oh sure their whole marriage my medics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1048">TS</a>]
00:17:31 ◼ ► they vary as medics yeah yeah no they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1051">TS</a>]
00:17:34 ◼ ► not stopping them which is weird to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1054">TS</a>]
00:17:35 ◼ ► it's almost like they want to see us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1055">TS</a>]
00:17:36 ◼ ► fight it out mad max-style yeah because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1056">TS</a>]
00:17:39 ◼ ► you then you turn to the to the to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1059">TS</a>]
00:17:42 ◼ ► hey i'm in this seat and there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1062">TS</a>]
00:17:44 ◼ ► place for my bag and they look at you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1064">TS</a>]
00:17:46 ◼ ► like how like the other child to give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1066">TS</a>]
00:17:50 ◼ ► you never flown before don't you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1070">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► you need to run in here and tear people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:56 ◼ ► oh yeah we know we called your row a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1076">TS</a>]
00:17:58 ◼ ► long time ago the guy said and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1078">TS</a>]
00:18:00 ◼ ► like well yeah I know it's not like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1080">TS</a>]
00:18:06 ◼ ► I mean I i get to get on when I want but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1086">TS</a>]
00:18:08 ◼ ► apparently there are new rules like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1088">TS</a>]
00:18:11 ◼ ► was new right up until five years ago [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1091">TS</a>]
00:18:14 ◼ ► you there was a general there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1094">TS</a>]
00:18:17 ◼ ► social compact yeah you put your bag [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1097">TS</a>]
00:18:20 ◼ ► above your own seat it would never never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1100">TS</a>]
00:18:22 ◼ ► in a bike and I cannot imagine in 1999 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1102">TS</a>]
00:18:26 ◼ ► someone putting their bag above unless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1106">TS</a>]
00:18:30 ◼ ► you know unless it was like well it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1110">TS</a>]
00:18:32 ◼ ► never would have happened if you put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1112">TS</a>]
00:18:34 ◼ ► your bag of somebody else's seated never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1114">TS</a>]
00:18:35 ◼ ► would have had it would have it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1115">TS</a>]
00:18:36 ◼ ► have been like it would have been like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1116">TS</a>]
00:18:38 ◼ ► you put your underwear on somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1118">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► else's head keep your underwear on your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:43 ◼ ► own head over anyway Merlin I don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1123">TS</a>]
00:18:46 ◼ ► to turn our great show in this wonderful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1126">TS</a>]
00:18:49 ◼ ► time that you and I have to spend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1129">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► yes into another anti airline podcast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:56 ◼ ► there are so many of those that should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1136">TS</a>]
00:18:57 ◼ ► be that should be a spin-off and you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1137">TS</a>]
00:18:59 ◼ ► not you are about to get on an airplane [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1139">TS</a>]
00:19:02 ◼ ► yes are you what are you doing driving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1142">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► yeah yeah yeah i bought my flight late [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:07 ◼ ► and so I actually am in I'm in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1147">TS</a>]
00:19:11 ◼ ► bathroom area and there's exactly hoping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1151">TS</a>]
00:19:13 ◼ ► for one of the San Francisco to pdx [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1153">TS</a>]
00:19:15 ◼ ► it's like you're 30-something center [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1155">TS</a>]
00:19:19 ◼ ► yes you did stand on your head yeah yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1159">TS</a>]
00:19:22 ◼ ► I'm doing that is you just play Pocket [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1162">TS</a>]
00:19:25 ◼ ► pool for an hour and a half but maybe we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1165">TS</a>]
00:19:26 ◼ ► could have a blanket please I'm going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1166">TS</a>]
00:19:32 ◼ ► um excuse me could I have a fresh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1172">TS</a>]
00:19:34 ◼ ► blanket believe you would wake was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1174">TS</a>]
00:19:38 ◼ ► setting is it was that moist scraping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1178">TS</a>]
00:19:40 ◼ ► noise that monkey another the hydraulics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1180">TS</a>]
00:19:47 ◼ ► ahh ladies and gentlemen once again can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1187">TS</a>]
00:19:52 ◼ ► I ask everybody with the with shingles [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1192">TS</a>]
00:19:54 ◼ ► at any point our pint please stop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1194">TS</a>]
00:19:59 ◼ ► complimentary blanket once again like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1199">TS</a>]
00:20:02 ◼ ► Oh once again once again into the breach [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1202">TS</a>]
00:20:08 ◼ ► when immortan joe says that in in fury [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1208">TS</a>]
00:20:12 ◼ ► road it's funny because like i always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1212">TS</a>]
00:20:14 ◼ ► think of the airline's you know because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1214">TS</a>]
00:20:16 ◼ ► the very very very very very first words [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1216">TS</a>]
00:20:18 ◼ ► out of anyone's mouth on the plane every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1218">TS</a>]
00:20:20 ◼ ► time is like a lot of on your laptop to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1220">TS</a>]
00:20:23 ◼ ► facilitate high well Zaun pocket for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1223">TS</a>]
00:20:26 ◼ ► quiet place for out of the heart was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1226">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► possible it was all so here's what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:32 ◼ ► know what fuck this we're not gonna talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1232">TS</a>]
00:20:34 ◼ ► about planes i also hate how they have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1234">TS</a>]
00:20:35 ◼ ► to have two words for everything you did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1235">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► get up until you come to a full and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:41 ◼ ► mm one great i got a whole list of these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1241">TS</a>]
00:20:43 ◼ ► I believe that I've written I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1243">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► written these down i have with me here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:47 ◼ ► I know I read some short fiction about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1247">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► this one time yeah about the about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:50 ◼ ► use of two words to describe everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1250">TS</a>]
00:20:53 ◼ ► ok what are some of the other ones but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1253">TS</a>]
00:20:55 ◼ ► yeah there's a lot of redundancy on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1255">TS</a>]
00:20:57 ◼ ► plane anyway and I don't talk about that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1257">TS</a>]
00:20:59 ◼ ► I've never read your fiction i feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1259">TS</a>]
00:21:00 ◼ ► this is something this is this to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1260">TS</a>]
00:21:06 ◼ ► I won't even read my fiction who I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1266">TS</a>]
00:21:08 ◼ ► thought about this the other day why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1268">TS</a>]
00:21:10 ◼ ► don't you write fiction there was a time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1270">TS</a>]
00:21:11 ◼ ► when you were young you tried to write [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1271">TS</a>]
00:21:13 ◼ ► fiction wrote fiction all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1273">TS</a>]
00:21:14 ◼ ► Sheriff fiction but uh but it's not it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1274">TS</a>]
00:21:18 ◼ ► oh my goodness it's a who you know it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1278">TS</a>]
00:21:21 ◼ ► like yeah it's a lot of work and who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1281">TS</a>]
00:21:24 ◼ ► yeah right you sit down here like uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1284">TS</a>]
00:21:26 ◼ ► mazing clots lives in a neighborhood in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1286">TS</a>]
00:21:34 ◼ ► a house they should always open with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1294">TS</a>]
00:21:36 ◼ ► whether that's the thing always open [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1296">TS</a>]
00:21:38 ◼ ► with whether Maisie Glotz looked out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1298">TS</a>]
00:21:39 ◼ ► upon the rain the pounding rain the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1299">TS</a>]
00:21:43 ◼ ► American seen purple throw like poetry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1303">TS</a>]
00:21:49 ◼ ► at this point you know like i said my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1309">TS</a>]
00:21:51 ◼ ► piece has a young verse Smith that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1311">TS</a>]
00:21:54 ◼ ► know the other people who read poems or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1314">TS</a>]
00:21:56 ◼ ► other poets and I know it's not entirely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1316">TS</a>]
00:21:59 ◼ ► true fiction today but it kind of feels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1319">TS</a>]
00:22:00 ◼ ► that way sometimes but it's just other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1320">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► fiction writers we I don't know I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:04 ◼ ► know I can say what I did this morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1324">TS</a>]
00:22:05 ◼ ► i'm sitting here I'm gonna happen a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1325">TS</a>]
00:22:10 ◼ ► you know they did you decide on a hat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1330">TS</a>]
00:22:15 ◼ ► now I pulled a muscle in my neck opening [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1335">TS</a>]
00:22:23 ◼ ► it's like a real light curtain all I did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1343">TS</a>]
00:22:24 ◼ ► was whisked away with with a kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1344">TS</a>]
00:22:27 ◼ ► like zen-like certainly like a wish and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1347">TS</a>]
00:22:29 ◼ ► I went a little bit too hard and now i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1349">TS</a>]
00:22:33 ◼ ► did did did did your children gather [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1353">TS</a>]
00:22:36 ◼ ► around and put your you're clear plastic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1356">TS</a>]
00:22:39 ◼ ► carapace on you're not haha yes they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1359">TS</a>]
00:22:44 ◼ ► separated they spray some stuff on the I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1364">TS</a>]
00:22:46 ◼ ► guess that's probably they're probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1366">TS</a>]
00:22:47 ◼ ► sunscreen they spray on Emma trapped in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1367">TS</a>]
00:22:49 ◼ ► your 59 Cadillac mark medals be so great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1369">TS</a>]
00:22:55 ◼ ► if my daughter would put me in a bit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1375">TS</a>]
00:22:56 ◼ ► plastic carapace and pin my non-existent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1376">TS</a>]
00:22:59 ◼ ► yeah just be like you are chrome now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1379">TS</a>]
00:23:01 ◼ ► shiny chrome she's already at school CC [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1381">TS</a>]
00:23:03 ◼ ► that you saw the movie huh what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1383">TS</a>]
00:23:06 ◼ ► yeah I want to see the movie the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1386">TS</a>]
00:23:08 ◼ ► night again at the cinerama oh nice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1388">TS</a>]
00:23:14 ◼ ► Paul Allen's Paul Allen's in her life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1394">TS</a>]
00:23:17 ◼ ► and made outer and it was like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1397">TS</a>]
00:23:22 ◼ ► midnight show and I was driving around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1402">TS</a>]
00:23:26 ◼ ► the lonely streets pretty much exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1406">TS</a>]
00:23:31 ◼ ► like glenn frey in Joshua Tree know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1411">TS</a>]
00:23:38 ◼ ► oh yeah to see you know the steam coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1418">TS</a>]
00:23:42 ◼ ► out of this the steam holy very says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1422">TS</a>]
00:23:48 ◼ ► cinematographic I was driving around the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1428">TS</a>]
00:23:50 ◼ ► town all by my lonesome just just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1430">TS</a>]
00:23:53 ◼ ► looking at the night crawlers and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1433">TS</a>]
00:23:56 ◼ ► like there's the cinerama oh they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1436">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► oh there's a midnight show oh I'm gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:03 ◼ ► go and hold them and I went inside by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1443">TS</a>]
00:24:04 ◼ ► myself in the middle of the night my god [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1444">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► and it's a yeah it's it's I'm watching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:12 ◼ ► it over and over now about the watch it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1452">TS</a>]
00:24:14 ◼ ► over and over stage I know me 2i and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1454">TS</a>]
00:24:16 ◼ ► don't really like a movie because i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1456">TS</a>]
00:24:19 ◼ ► watch it over and over all watch it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1459">TS</a>]
00:24:21 ◼ ► when I first got my hands on a copy i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1461">TS</a>]
00:24:23 ◼ ► was watching it twice a night which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1463">TS</a>]
00:24:25 ◼ ► weird every you got your hands on a copy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1465">TS</a>]
00:24:27 ◼ ► how do you do know you can't but as soon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1467">TS</a>]
00:24:29 ◼ ► as the movie would end and you know he'd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1469">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► give that little nod and then little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:33 ◼ ► elevators going and you're like I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1473">TS</a>]
00:24:36 ◼ ► no just turn it back on it- i really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1476">TS</a>]
00:24:38 ◼ ► like because i'll start like partway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1478">TS</a>]
00:24:39 ◼ ► through wrong I'll jump I'll jump [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1479">TS</a>]
00:24:40 ◼ ► straight to the like the last act or you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1480">TS</a>]
00:24:42 ◼ ► know I don't know I just want to watch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1482">TS</a>]
00:24:47 ◼ ► oh man sequence i have talked about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1487">TS</a>]
00:24:50 ◼ ► a movie a lot in a lot of places so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1490">TS</a>]
00:24:53 ◼ ► don't overdo it but there is something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1493">TS</a>]
00:24:55 ◼ ► just spectacular about it and I sensed i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1495">TS</a>]
00:24:59 ◼ ► still am amazed and and watching the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1499">TS</a>]
00:25:01 ◼ ► behind-the-scenes stuff I can't talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1501">TS</a>]
00:25:04 ◼ ► behind-the-scenes stuff where are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1504">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► well you can be something that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:10 ◼ ► torrented I don't know what that is also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1510">TS</a>]
00:25:13 ◼ ► avoid torrance they're dangerous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1513">TS</a>]
00:25:14 ◼ ► did you go on the onion 1 the Deep Web i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1514">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► watched the netflix movie about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:20 ◼ ► darknet at the dark the dark web when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1520">TS</a>]
00:25:24 ◼ ► you tell you didn't tell you told you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1524">TS</a>]
00:25:25 ◼ ► not to go into his work is really more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1525">TS</a>]
00:25:27 ◼ ► about silk road it was something that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1527">TS</a>]
00:25:29 ◼ ► was meant to be so it's directed this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1529">TS</a>]
00:25:31 ◼ ► directed by Bill and Ted Bell Ted will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1531">TS</a>]
00:25:33 ◼ ► build directed it and Ted is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1533">TS</a>]
00:25:36 ◼ ► narrator and it's mostly about Silk Road [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1536">TS</a>]
00:25:38 ◼ ► out cocks to this and said his name was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1538">TS</a>]
00:25:41 ◼ ► not to get the decision Nancy I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1541">TS</a>]
00:25:43 ◼ ► well you know this pointer alex winter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1543">TS</a>]
00:25:45 ◼ ► this winter yeah so anyway it was good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1545">TS</a>]
00:25:48 ◼ ► and it was really sad it was super set i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1548">TS</a>]
00:25:50 ◼ ► learned that screams you ready for this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1550">TS</a>]
00:25:52 ◼ ► guess what turns out that I I one point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1552">TS</a>]
00:25:54 ◼ ► they showed they they said this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1554">TS</a>]
00:25:56 ◼ ► lived in west portal and they showed a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1556">TS</a>]
00:25:59 ◼ ► flash and turns out he was living in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1559">TS</a>]
00:26:01 ◼ ► place that I go by all the time that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1561">TS</a>]
00:26:04 ◼ ► just about half a mile from my house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1564">TS</a>]
00:26:06 ◼ ► wow did you go knock on the front door [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1566">TS</a>]
00:26:08 ◼ ► is not listed as I've always known this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1568">TS</a>]
00:26:11 ◼ ► place to be totally sketch it has a real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1571">TS</a>]
00:26:12 ◼ ► Russian mobster feel you no idea if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1572">TS</a>]
00:26:15 ◼ ► you're leaving from my house take the l [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1575">TS</a>]
00:26:16 ◼ ► and you make that right turn onto 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1576">TS</a>]
00:26:18 ◼ ► yeah by the butcher shop and there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1578">TS</a>]
00:26:20 ◼ ► this place on the corner sometimes it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1580">TS</a>]
00:26:21 ◼ ► a beauty salon mostly just a lot of guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1581">TS</a>]
00:26:23 ◼ ► out front smoking coach across-the-board [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1583">TS</a>]
00:26:28 ◼ ► he had a sublet their he was they had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1588">TS</a>]
00:26:30 ◼ ► fake name and that's where the Silk Road [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1590">TS</a>]
00:26:34 ◼ ► what a crazy if you watch that movie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1594">TS</a>]
00:26:37 ◼ ► no because you know after my after my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1597">TS</a>]
00:26:39 ◼ ► several years on 4chan yeah probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1599">TS</a>]
00:26:42 ◼ ► I i purposely ejected myself from the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1602">TS</a>]
00:26:50 ◼ ► seedy underbelly of the internet and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1610">TS</a>]
00:26:53 ◼ ► never to return it was you know there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1613">TS</a>]
00:26:57 ◼ ► was a there was a while there I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1617">TS</a>]
00:26:58 ◼ ► listen I am NOT going to go gently into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1618">TS</a>]
00:27:01 ◼ ► this goodnight i'm gonna rage rage [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1621">TS</a>]
00:27:04 ◼ ► Who I am going to know about all of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1624">TS</a>]
00:27:09 ◼ ► dark corners as your peers your pecans [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1629">TS</a>]
00:27:12 ◼ ► and research right well be you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1632">TS</a>]
00:27:20 ◼ ► no no that you're putting your nose into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1640">TS</a>]
00:27:22 ◼ ► a lot of dark corners because up until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1642">TS</a>]
00:27:24 ◼ ► the up until the internet i try i tried [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1644">TS</a>]
00:27:29 ◼ ► as a young person to know all of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1649">TS</a>]
00:27:33 ◼ ► dark corners of life that I could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1653">TS</a>]
00:27:35 ◼ ► stomach firsthand right i went into the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1655">TS</a>]
00:27:40 ◼ ► actual door of places that the that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1660">TS</a>]
00:27:45 ◼ ► repelled me because I didn't want to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1665">TS</a>]
00:27:48 ◼ ► somebody that didn't know uh the limits [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1668">TS</a>]
00:27:52 ◼ ► of at first I thought the limits of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1672">TS</a>]
00:27:54 ◼ ► human experience and then I realized I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1674">TS</a>]
00:27:56 ◼ ► was never I was not capable of exploring [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1676">TS</a>]
00:27:59 ◼ ► the limits of human experience but I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1679">TS</a>]
00:28:02 ◼ ► capable likes exploring the limits of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1682">TS</a>]
00:28:04 ◼ ► own my own limits as far as like a where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1684">TS</a>]
00:28:09 ◼ ► I became not just uncomfortable but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1689">TS</a>]
00:28:12 ◼ ► where I became where I felt like under [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1692">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► you know i would i would go do i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:19 ◼ ► subject myself you're you're pushing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1699">TS</a>]
00:28:20 ◼ ► your own limits as well as discovering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1700">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► the how far other people got ya right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:26 ◼ ► and so like a good i participate in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1706">TS</a>]
00:28:29 ◼ ► rough trade no good eyewitness rough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1709">TS</a>]
00:28:33 ◼ ► trade yeah and-and-and that was part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1713">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► how I was trying to make myself so when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:40 ◼ ► it went a lot of that went to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1720">TS</a>]
00:28:42 ◼ ► internet I was like well i have to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1722">TS</a>]
00:28:47 ◼ ► I can't let there be worlds that I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1727">TS</a>]
00:28:51 ◼ ► yeah i mean there are certainly corners [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1731">TS</a>]
00:28:52 ◼ ► of the world i prefer not to know about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1732">TS</a>]
00:28:54 ◼ ► but there can't be world's I don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1734">TS</a>]
00:28:56 ◼ ► any knowledge of and so yeah when I went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1736">TS</a>]
00:29:01 ◼ ► who's in here you know slam open [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1741">TS</a>]
00:29:05 ◼ ► hello lose it and then I was like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1745">TS</a>]
00:29:07 ◼ ► shit yeah and uh and then I was then I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1747">TS</a>]
00:29:11 ◼ ► was quiet and sitting on a hard stool in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1751">TS</a>]
00:29:15 ◼ ► what I hoped wasn't unnoticeable corner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1755">TS</a>]
00:29:17 ◼ ► of a place where i was like a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1757">TS</a>]
00:29:21 ◼ ► this a large percentage of this is fake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1761">TS</a>]
00:29:23 ◼ ► but something or fake or heavily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1763">TS</a>]
00:29:28 ◼ ► exaggerated yeah it's like anything on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1768">TS</a>]
00:29:30 ◼ ► the internet like it doesn't cost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1770">TS</a>]
00:29:32 ◼ ► anything for a sixteen-year-old to dummy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1772">TS</a>]
00:29:37 ◼ ► up a a world and you just and you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1777">TS</a>]
00:29:41 ◼ ► see that it doesn't it doesn't hold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1781">TS</a>]
00:29:43 ◼ ► water and I'm not somebody that can can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1783">TS</a>]
00:29:47 ◼ ► say like oh that's been shipped or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1787">TS</a>]
00:29:49 ◼ ► whatever but enough of it is enough of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1789">TS</a>]
00:29:55 ◼ ► what i saw was just like you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1795">TS</a>]
00:30:01 ◼ ► and-and-and-and I knew about it you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1801">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► I knew about it in my in my mind's eye I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:08 ◼ ► had read accounts but on the on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1808">TS</a>]
00:30:13 ◼ ► internet you see can see it you can pay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1813">TS</a>]
00:30:15 ◼ ► for it you know and I was like a right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1815">TS</a>]
00:30:19 ◼ ► so it is ultimately like kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1819">TS</a>]
00:30:22 ◼ ► limitless what humans can do and do do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1822">TS</a>]
00:30:27 ◼ ► I didn't I guess I needed that confirmed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1827">TS</a>]
00:30:31 ◼ ► yeah because you don't you don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1831">TS</a>]
00:30:34 ◼ ► about it and they're always there were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1834">TS</a>]
00:30:37 ◼ ► you know you go into the door and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1837">TS</a>]
00:30:39 ◼ ► there's a bunch of guys sitting around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1839">TS</a>]
00:30:40 ◼ ► you go through the second door and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1840">TS</a>]
00:30:42 ◼ ► there's fewer guys in there then they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1842">TS</a>]
00:30:43 ◼ ► make you uncomfortable and then there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1843">TS</a>]
00:30:44 ◼ ► a third door and the question in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1844">TS</a>]
00:30:46 ◼ ► everybody's eyes is like you're going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1846">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► go through the third door and most of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:49 ◼ ► the time you say no as a matter of fact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1849">TS</a>]
00:30:52 ◼ ► yeah this second door was enough for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1852">TS</a>]
00:30:54 ◼ ► makes me feel weird already I'm out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1854">TS</a>]
00:30:57 ◼ ► but but so yeah silkroad just seemed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1857">TS</a>]
00:31:01 ◼ ► like a bunch of people by an ecstasy on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1861">TS</a>]
00:31:03 ◼ ► the internet but some of that some of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1863">TS</a>]
00:31:07 ◼ ► yes yeah i mean there are there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1867">TS</a>]
00:31:09 ◼ ► there are variety of well you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1869">TS</a>]
00:31:12 ◼ ► don't get too deep into it but I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1872">TS</a>]
00:31:13 ◼ ► there's nothing there's a lot of a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1873">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► of good valid and noble even noble [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:20 ◼ ► reasons for wanting to say hey look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1880">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► not everybody needs to know what I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:24 ◼ ► doing all the time then I I think of all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1884">TS</a>]
00:31:26 ◼ ► the edgy stuff going on in the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1886">TS</a>]
00:31:29 ◼ ► today i think that's pretty excusable to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1889">TS</a>]
00:31:31 ◼ ► say that they hate you know what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1891">TS</a>]
00:31:33 ◼ ► only way that something like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1893">TS</a>]
00:31:35 ◼ ► obfuscation through tor works is if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1895">TS</a>]
00:31:37 ◼ ► use it for everything if you only if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1897">TS</a>]
00:31:39 ◼ ► have if you have a house if you have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1899">TS</a>]
00:31:41 ◼ ► room in your house where you go only to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1901">TS</a>]
00:31:43 ◼ ► masturbate then that's going to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1903">TS</a>]
00:31:44 ◼ ► known as the masturbation room like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1904">TS</a>]
00:31:46 ◼ ► that's just gonna happen but if you if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1906">TS</a>]
00:31:49 ◼ ► you have multiple offers her laptop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1909">TS</a>]
00:31:51 ◼ ► it's called a studio with almost no it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1911">TS</a>]
00:31:56 ◼ ► not it's a private studio and I have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1916">TS</a>]
00:31:59 ◼ ► fresh blanket plums that's my studio [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1919">TS</a>]
00:32:01 ◼ ► look just nobody goes into my studio [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1921">TS</a>]
00:32:03 ◼ ► that's where i have all my figure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1923">TS</a>]
00:32:06 ◼ ► figurines action figurines arranged [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1926">TS</a>]
00:32:10 ◼ ► Michelle action figurines like it like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1930">TS</a>]
00:32:16 ◼ ► ya sure ya anyway I don't know I i feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1936">TS</a>]
00:32:20 ◼ ► like i have i'm such an old man in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1940">TS</a>]
00:32:22 ◼ ► sense where I i can't help but believe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1942">TS</a>]
00:32:24 ◼ ► that anything that you expose yourself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1944">TS</a>]
00:32:26 ◼ ► to repeatedly on purpose will eventually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1946">TS</a>]
00:32:28 ◼ ► have some kind of an affect on you not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1948">TS</a>]
00:32:30 ◼ ► you know borough and video games do not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1950">TS</a>]
00:32:32 ◼ ► caused by I'm not even saying that I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1952">TS</a>]
00:32:35 ◼ ► saying that like you know you can just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1955">TS</a>]
00:32:36 ◼ ► look no further than anybody who's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1956">TS</a>]
00:32:38 ◼ ► and like you know look at the career [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1958">TS</a>]
00:32:40 ◼ ► longevity of people who do stuff like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1960">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► you know child protective services or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:45 ◼ ► homicide or or anything like that just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1965">TS</a>]
00:32:48 ◼ ► what you have to have you been doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1968">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► homicide for 20-plus years now inhabit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:55 ◼ ► oh I speak coconuts got that they never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1975">TS</a>]
00:33:00 ◼ ► now they are they're made of tougher [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1980">TS</a>]
00:33:02 ◼ ► stuff but you know and i think this even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1982">TS</a>]
00:33:06 ◼ ► as like and I i have obviously i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1986">TS</a>]
00:33:09 ◼ ► know exactly what you're talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1989">TS</a>]
00:33:10 ◼ ► but i can guess it's a lot of probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1990">TS</a>]
00:33:12 ◼ ► about human suffering and grossest and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1992">TS</a>]
00:33:15 ◼ ► mean I think we've all been interested [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1995">TS</a>]
00:33:16 ◼ ► in things whether even if it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1996">TS</a>]
00:33:17 ◼ ► something like research magazine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1997">TS</a>]
00:33:19 ◼ ► we're like are you know anymore those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/1999">TS</a>]
00:33:21 ◼ ► those trade paperbacks of research we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2001">TS</a>]
00:33:22 ◼ ► were like wow it's amazing this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2002">TS</a>]
00:33:25 ◼ ► wants to hang from hooks that's got to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2005">TS</a>]
00:33:27 ◼ ► be one of the most out-there things I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2007">TS</a>]
00:33:28 ◼ ► ever seen but like if you expose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2008">TS</a>]
00:33:30 ◼ ► yourself to let you know what is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2010">TS</a>]
00:33:33 ◼ ► something like I just I just think i got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2013">TS</a>]
00:33:36 ◼ ► i try to be careful about what I expose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2016">TS</a>]
00:33:38 ◼ ► myself to too often because it will have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2018">TS</a>]
00:33:40 ◼ ► an impact even if that impact is now i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2020">TS</a>]
00:33:43 ◼ ► a nerd toward you know how base people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2023">TS</a>]
00:33:47 ◼ ► everybody's like that which they're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2027">TS</a>]
00:33:49 ◼ ► no no I mean that the horrible stuff is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2029">TS</a>]
00:33:53 ◼ ► all the stuff words that you know if the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2033">TS</a>]
00:33:57 ◼ ► mind-expanding at the time the the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2037">TS</a>]
00:34:00 ◼ ► idea that somebody would want to hang [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2040">TS</a>]
00:34:07 ◼ ► it wasn't as Bob what's-his-name the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2047">TS</a>]
00:34:09 ◼ ► super masochist you remember him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2049">TS</a>]
00:34:11 ◼ ► sure well what's his name but he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2051">TS</a>]
00:34:13 ◼ ► everywhere he was like the patron saint [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2053">TS</a>]
00:34:14 ◼ ► of research right yeah that was that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2054">TS</a>]
00:34:17 ◼ ► that was those were fun times in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2057">TS</a>]
00:34:18 ◼ ► interesting times but what can I because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2058">TS</a>]
00:34:21 ◼ ► when sexual it was like I choose I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2061">TS</a>]
00:34:23 ◼ ► choose to put a hula hoop in my nipple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2063">TS</a>]
00:34:27 ◼ ► yeah the internet gives you access to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2067">TS</a>]
00:34:28 ◼ ► all those people whose whose pleasure is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2068">TS</a>]
00:34:31 ◼ ► to cause suffering to other people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2071">TS</a>]
00:34:34 ◼ ► aren't voluntary volunteering and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2074">TS</a>]
00:34:38 ◼ ► some that's the stuff we're just like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2078">TS</a>]
00:34:40 ◼ ► there's no limit to that like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2080">TS</a>]
00:34:43 ◼ ► depravity we all there's that there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2083">TS</a>]
00:34:46 ◼ ► this crazy thing in our in our culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2086">TS</a>]
00:34:51 ◼ ► I suffer from it too which is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2091">TS</a>]
00:34:53 ◼ ► morbid fascination with serial killers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2093">TS</a>]
00:34:55 ◼ ► and you know and serial killers become a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2095">TS</a>]
00:35:00 ◼ ► kind of proxy for all of the worst of us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2100">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► and that you know and it it's amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:07 ◼ ► that hundreds of thousands of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2107">TS</a>]
00:35:10 ◼ ► have read detailed accounts of what Ted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2110">TS</a>]
00:35:14 ◼ ► Bundy did right I'm like I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2114">TS</a>]
00:35:18 ◼ ► millions of people maybe half and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2118">TS</a>]
00:35:23 ◼ ► even what Gary Ridgway did like read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2123">TS</a>]
00:35:27 ◼ ► those accounts and mold them over and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2127">TS</a>]
00:35:31 ◼ ► turn them over in their minds and said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2131">TS</a>]
00:35:35 ◼ ► like wow like awful but also like not so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2135">TS</a>]
00:35:43 ◼ ► awful that I didn't buy and read this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2143">TS</a>]
00:35:47 ◼ ► book about it or were like so awful in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2147">TS</a>]
00:35:50 ◼ ► fact that i bought and read this book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2150">TS</a>]
00:35:53 ◼ ► about it so it's a little bit i have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2153">TS</a>]
00:35:55 ◼ ► be honest is a little bit pornographic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2155">TS</a>]
00:35:56 ◼ ► cuz i've found myself drawn to that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2156">TS</a>]
00:35:58 ◼ ► too and it's why I sometimes ask myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2158">TS</a>]
00:36:00 ◼ ► like like you know whether it's that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2160">TS</a>]
00:36:03 ◼ ► horrible picture of the little boy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2163">TS</a>]
00:36:04 ◼ ► drowned on the beach that we have all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2164">TS</a>]
00:36:08 ◼ ► documentary about the Holocaust I i do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2168">TS</a>]
00:36:10 ◼ ► try to catch myself and go like is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2170">TS</a>]
00:36:12 ◼ ► how much of this is empathetic and how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2172">TS</a>]
00:36:14 ◼ ► much of this educational how much of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2174">TS</a>]
00:36:16 ◼ ► this is just purely sensationalistic and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2176">TS</a>]
00:36:20 ◼ ► well and that's that's what's so crazy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2180">TS</a>]
00:36:22 ◼ ► because I mean we've talked about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2182">TS</a>]
00:36:24 ◼ ► Nazis a lot and the Holocaust alot but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2184">TS</a>]
00:36:28 ◼ ► but you know the amount of time I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2188">TS</a>]
00:36:30 ◼ ► spent imagining what it was like it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2190">TS</a>]
00:36:38 ◼ ► standpoint of almost everybody at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2198">TS</a>]
00:36:41 ◼ ► Auschwitz like the people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2201">TS</a>]
00:36:45 ◼ ► the people who were you going into the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2205">TS</a>]
00:36:49 ◼ ► showers the people who were clearing out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2209">TS</a>]
00:36:51 ◼ ► the shower right and and all by way of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2211">TS</a>]
00:36:56 ◼ ► in some ways understanding what what we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2216">TS</a>]
00:37:03 ◼ ► and it ended in forms this worldview [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2223">TS</a>]
00:37:06 ◼ ► that I have that like likes civil and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2226">TS</a>]
00:37:10 ◼ ► not just civilization but but a good and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2230">TS</a>]
00:37:14 ◼ ► evil rights and and rules you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2234">TS</a>]
00:37:21 ◼ ► they're all systems that we are that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2241">TS</a>]
00:37:24 ◼ ► impose upon ourselves and more or less [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2244">TS</a>]
00:37:26 ◼ ► are living according to voluntarily and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2246">TS</a>]
00:37:29 ◼ ► and they you know like don't don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2249">TS</a>]
00:37:32 ◼ ► believe that the dark side is kept at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2252">TS</a>]
00:37:34 ◼ ► bay by rules the dark side is framed by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2254">TS</a>]
00:37:39 ◼ ► yeah without rules he couldn't make the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2259">TS</a>]
00:37:41 ◼ ► darkside scalable but but you know but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2261">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► what-what 4chan and what the tour and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:46 ◼ ► what the what what the Deep Web showed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2266">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► me was that like the man out of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:55 ◼ ► bonala t of it but also that isn't even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2275">TS</a>]
00:37:58 ◼ ► descriptive like Bundy was not unusual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2278">TS</a>]
00:38:11 ◼ ► just--there's just suffering on on top [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2291">TS</a>]
00:38:14 ◼ ► of suffering in this world suffering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2294">TS</a>]
00:38:17 ◼ ► that like suffering that we are imposing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2297">TS</a>]
00:38:20 ◼ ► on people suffering in the form of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2300">TS</a>]
00:38:23 ◼ ► think the just millions and millions of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2303">TS</a>]
00:38:26 ◼ ► people living in in conditions that are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2306">TS</a>]
00:38:30 ◼ ► are not unimaginable they're very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2310">TS</a>]
00:38:33 ◼ ► imaginable their witnesses all and yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2313">TS</a>]
00:38:38 ◼ ► somehow we compartmentalize those things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2318">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► such that we are able to be so mad about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:45 ◼ ► Apple customer service or so mad about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2325">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► the airline's you know and and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:57 ◼ ► and can you can you can be sitting on an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2337">TS</a>]
00:38:59 ◼ ► airline so mad about your treatments and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2339">TS</a>]
00:39:05 ◼ ► open a book where the book is detailing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2345">TS</a>]
00:39:08 ◼ ► scenarios where bodies are piled upon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2348">TS</a>]
00:39:16 ◼ ► my goodness grotesque you know that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2356">TS</a>]
00:39:19 ◼ ► 60 years ago or or that's happening [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2359">TS</a>]
00:39:25 ◼ ► right now but in Burma or that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2365">TS</a>]
00:39:27 ◼ ► happening right now but in basements all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2367">TS</a>]
00:39:30 ◼ ► across Russia or something but Mike but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2370">TS</a>]
00:39:33 ◼ ► I excuse me miss miss my I need more ice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2373">TS</a>]
00:39:37 ◼ ► in my in my free soda here and I'd end [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2377">TS</a>]
00:39:44 ◼ ► it just it's something that I can't ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2384">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► I can't ever get a purchase on reality i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:53 ◼ ► guess there is no reality and there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2393">TS</a>]
00:39:57 ◼ ► only my reality my present reality and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2397">TS</a>]
00:40:01 ◼ ► you know and maybe that's why i'm up at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2401">TS</a>]
00:40:04 ◼ ► four thirty in the morning stacking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2404">TS</a>]
00:40:05 ◼ ► angels on the head of a pin yep could be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2405">TS</a>]
00:40:09 ◼ ► I don't know I you know I also wonder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2409">TS</a>]
00:40:11 ◼ ► sometimes how much of it is a form of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2411">TS</a>]
00:40:13 ◼ ► chasing the dragon which you described [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2413">TS</a>]
00:40:16 ◼ ► as that feeling of especially with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2416">TS</a>]
00:40:17 ◼ ► heroine of the first the first how you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2417">TS</a>]
00:40:19 ◼ ► get from that you'll never really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2419">TS</a>]
00:40:21 ◼ ► replicate without increasing the amount [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2421">TS</a>]
00:40:23 ◼ ► but still don't really be the same and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2423">TS</a>]
00:40:25 ◼ ► you suck you can't really you can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2425">TS</a>]
00:40:26 ◼ ► really replicate that and I wonder if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2426">TS</a>]
00:40:28 ◼ ► there's just what part of it is that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2428">TS</a>]
00:40:31 ◼ ► become one become slightly addicted to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2431">TS</a>]
00:40:33 ◼ ► something that makes you seem to feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2433">TS</a>]
00:40:35 ◼ ► more strongly than you've ever felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2435">TS</a>]
00:40:36 ◼ ► before that you know and I'm not putting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2436">TS</a>]
00:40:39 ◼ ► this in really simple terms because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2439">TS</a>]
00:40:41 ◼ ► think there is something to be said for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2441">TS</a>]
00:40:42 ◼ ► educating yourself about all kinds of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2442">TS</a>]
00:40:43 ◼ ► stuff in the world that's not savory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2443">TS</a>]
00:40:45 ◼ ► just knowing about it doesn't mean you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2445">TS</a>]
00:40:46 ◼ ► agree with it but there is stuff that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2446">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► everybody needs to know about even stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:49 ◼ ► that's not particularly nice now do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2449">TS</a>]
00:40:52 ◼ ► need to spend five hours a night on that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2452">TS</a>]
00:40:53 ◼ ► I don't know and it depends on what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2453">TS</a>]
00:40:56 ◼ ► we're talking about i guess but i also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2456">TS</a>]
00:40:58 ◼ ► think part of it just might be that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2458">TS</a>]
00:41:00 ◼ ► don't know that this might sound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2460">TS</a>]
00:41:01 ◼ ► old-fashioned but I think that the more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2461">TS</a>]
00:41:03 ◼ ► what you're generally calling rough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2463">TS</a>]
00:41:05 ◼ ► trade them the more kind of shocking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2465">TS</a>]
00:41:07 ◼ ► stuff that you expose yourself to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2467">TS</a>]
00:41:09 ◼ ► more you want to see and that doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2469">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► just have to be Bob Flanagan super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:13 ◼ ► masochist that could also be like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2473">TS</a>]
00:41:15 ◼ ► how much crazier is Kanye West gonna get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2475">TS</a>]
00:41:18 ◼ ► this guy's and not and i have an opinion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2478">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► about it and it seems i think all that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:23 ◼ ► serves a kind of addiction kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2483">TS</a>]
00:41:26 ◼ ► addictive personality people have it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2486">TS</a>]
00:41:28 ◼ ► just it may find more or less objection [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2488">TS</a>]
00:41:30 ◼ ► mol outcomes but i think there's there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2490">TS</a>]
00:41:33 ◼ ► something to a lot of people we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2493">TS</a>]
00:41:35 ◼ ► always looking for that next thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2495">TS</a>]
00:41:36 ◼ ► that's not gonna make them feel this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2496">TS</a>]
00:41:38 ◼ ► charge get this dopamine hit and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2498">TS</a>]
00:41:41 ◼ ► becomes very difficult to pull yourself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2501">TS</a>]
00:41:43 ◼ ► away from that and you find yourself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2503">TS</a>]
00:41:44 ◼ ► seeking something that makes makes you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2504">TS</a>]
00:41:46 ◼ ► feel stronger and stronger until it can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2506">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► become consuming me is that is that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:51 ◼ ► that does that sound like a crazy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2511">TS</a>]
00:41:54 ◼ ► I don't mean it that way but many sounds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2514">TS</a>]
00:41:56 ◼ ► like sounds like what people would say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2516">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► about pornography i think it's i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2518">TS</a>]
00:42:02 ◼ ► recognize when we are in an unhealthy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2522">TS</a>]
00:42:05 ◼ ► relationship with Amy stay any kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2525">TS</a>]
00:42:08 ◼ ► external source of stimulation yeah any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2528">TS</a>]
00:42:12 ◼ ► stimulus right if you are essentially [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2532">TS</a>]
00:42:14 ◼ ► anything outside of us we're like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2534">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► like the reason you don't take fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:17 ◼ ► cold pills because you don't want that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2537">TS</a>]
00:42:18 ◼ ► right i mean any time where the whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2538">TS</a>]
00:42:21 ◼ ► dragon were chasing there's something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2541">TS</a>]
00:42:23 ◼ ► out there that we know is potentially [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2543">TS</a>]
00:42:26 ◼ ► capable of giving us a certain kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2546">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► yeah it's me and it ends up being any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:33 ◼ ► time you've been in the hospital where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2553">TS</a>]
00:42:35 ◼ ► you had a morphine drip and you and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2555">TS</a>]
00:42:38 ◼ ► see that you know you've got a button [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2558">TS</a>]
00:42:40 ◼ ► you can push the button and give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2560">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► yourself morphine when you're in pain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:43 ◼ ► but the nurses have some governor on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2563">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► is not just unlimited but there's a big [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:54 ◼ ► difference between the people that sit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2574">TS</a>]
00:42:56 ◼ ► and wait until they have kind of one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2576">TS</a>]
00:42:59 ◼ ► what they can feel the pain is becoming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2579">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► unendurable and then they push the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► button versus the people that are just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:04 ◼ ► like waiting for the button to reup you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2584">TS</a>]
00:43:07 ◼ ► know they're pushing it all the time and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2587">TS</a>]
00:43:09 ◼ ► that way for the rehab you know and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2589">TS</a>]
00:43:12 ◼ ► is in our culture the whole game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2592">TS</a>]
00:43:19 ◼ ► I mean everybody out there is waiting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2599">TS</a>]
00:43:22 ◼ ► for us to you know everybody out there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2602">TS</a>]
00:43:26 ◼ ► opportunity to reup re-up with Star Wars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2606">TS</a>]
00:43:30 ◼ ► reup with you the next episode of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2610">TS</a>]
00:43:34 ◼ ► Americans reup with a cool new you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2614">TS</a>]
00:43:38 ◼ ► the cool new shoes that you deserve [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2618">TS</a>]
00:43:42 ◼ ► because you work hard the you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2622">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► reup that the buying and the and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:50 ◼ ► pleasing yourself and the pleasuring [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2630">TS</a>]
00:43:52 ◼ ► yourself and and to resist it when it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2632">TS</a>]
00:43:56 ◼ ► comes from all corners because your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2636">TS</a>]
00:44:03 ◼ ► providing a version of it and your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2643">TS</a>]
00:44:08 ◼ ► parents are providing you versions of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2648">TS</a>]
00:44:11 ◼ ► and at its the we have turned it into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2651">TS</a>]
00:44:15 ◼ ► with fetishized consumption in all walks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2655">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► of life so that just you know to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:23 ◼ ► I've had enough pie I've had a you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2663">TS</a>]
00:44:26 ◼ ► No thank you I don't need seconds is not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2666">TS</a>]
00:44:32 ◼ ► just like to potentially offend the host [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2672">TS</a>]
00:44:35 ◼ ► but to be a radical like a us like to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2675">TS</a>]
00:44:42 ◼ ► seditious almost to say no thank you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2682">TS</a>]
00:44:45 ◼ ► know I do not want to die i cannot i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2685">TS</a>]
00:44:50 ◼ ► cannot join in the excitement about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2690">TS</a>]
00:44:53 ◼ ► new Star Wars not because I'm not kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2693">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► of excited about the new Star Wars but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:00 ◼ ► because there are too many opportunities [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2700">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► for it to their you know too many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:11 ◼ ► yeah yeah and because you're infj right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2711">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► again with the pie um again with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:19 ◼ ► pyrite don't know but like that was it i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2719">TS</a>]
00:45:21 ◼ ► was using pi in a different way and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2721">TS</a>]
00:45:23 ◼ ► y'know I heard the word heart behind and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2723">TS</a>]
00:45:26 ◼ ► I was like oh sure pie but wait it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2726">TS</a>]
00:45:28 ◼ ► different time a different thing I i get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2728">TS</a>]
00:45:32 ◼ ► that with video games that's me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2732">TS</a>]
00:45:33 ◼ ► video games were like I i have come to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2733">TS</a>]
00:45:36 ◼ ► realize the video games can be very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2736">TS</a>]
00:45:37 ◼ ► special and awesome but I i don't i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2737">TS</a>]
00:45:40 ◼ ► don't mean this in disparaging way but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2740">TS</a>]
00:45:42 ◼ ► don't want that in my life because for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2742">TS</a>]
00:45:43 ◼ ► me to get to the level where i could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2743">TS</a>]
00:45:45 ◼ ► really enjoy the way my friends enjoy it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2745">TS</a>]
00:45:46 ◼ ► would take so many hours and days and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2746">TS</a>]
00:45:49 ◼ ► weeks which i might really enjoy but all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2749">TS</a>]
00:45:51 ◼ ► I can think about is what I won't be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2751">TS</a>]
00:45:53 ◼ ► doing when I be doing that and it's an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2753">TS</a>]
00:45:56 ◼ ► in law and attractive nuisance like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2756">TS</a>]
00:45:57 ◼ ► have that in the house i'm going to feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2757">TS</a>]
00:45:59 ◼ ► bad about the fact that I spade $500 for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2759">TS</a>]
00:46:02 ◼ ► this game box and don't use it or I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2762">TS</a>]
00:46:03 ◼ ► gonna feel terrible about the amount of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2763">TS</a>]
00:46:05 ◼ ► time i spend my five-hundred-dollar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2765">TS</a>]
00:46:06 ◼ ► gamebox neither of those four where I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2766">TS</a>]
00:46:08 ◼ ► mentally right now are emotionally right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2768">TS</a>]
00:46:10 ◼ ► now is going to make me feel good about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2770">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► that right but mhm but there's the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:15 ◼ ► like the danger i think in seeing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2775">TS</a>]
00:46:19 ◼ ► because I'm not somebody that sees [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2779">TS</a>]
00:46:21 ◼ ► tyranny it as a as a conspiratorial you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2781">TS</a>]
00:46:27 ◼ ► know like a like I'm not worried about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2787">TS</a>]
00:46:28 ◼ ► outside forces with a gun to my head [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2788">TS</a>]
00:46:34 ◼ ► forcing me to kneel and eat the gruel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2794">TS</a>]
00:46:37 ◼ ► I don't worry about being colonized know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2797">TS</a>]
00:46:40 ◼ ► as much as I'm worried about that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2800">TS</a>]
00:46:43 ◼ ► process of of voluntary submission who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2803">TS</a>]
00:46:47 ◼ ► and all of the all the small government [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2807">TS</a>]
00:46:51 ◼ ► libertarians up in montana who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2811">TS</a>]
00:46:54 ◼ ► worried about obama's jackbooted thugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2814">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► are strange to me because they are all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2817">TS</a>]
00:47:01 ◼ ► like greedily gulping at the teat of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2821">TS</a>]
00:47:06 ◼ ► whoever the proof of the service [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2826">TS</a>]
00:47:08 ◼ ► providers of their own mythology and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2828">TS</a>]
00:47:11 ◼ ► products and they are buying into and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2831">TS</a>]
00:47:15 ◼ ► and buying with money all of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2835">TS</a>]
00:47:18 ◼ ► accoutrements of their cult thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2838">TS</a>]
00:47:23 ◼ ► with note with no self-awareness right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2843">TS</a>]
00:47:26 ◼ ► there and and that stuff is the real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2846">TS</a>]
00:47:29 ◼ ► that that's where your mind is really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2849">TS</a>]
00:47:32 ◼ ► colonized where you know they are they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2852">TS</a>]
00:47:35 ◼ ► are the rats tapping on the red button [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2855">TS</a>]
00:47:37 ◼ ► that's that that's satisfying their urge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2857">TS</a>]
00:47:41 ◼ ► to feel persecuted but so I'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2861">TS</a>]
00:47:47 ◼ ► worried about about the about the ATF [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2867">TS</a>]
00:47:51 ◼ ► I'm worried about the heed to what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2871">TS</a>]
00:47:56 ◼ ► degree I am self-medicating by my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2876">TS</a>]
00:48:04 ◼ ► and.and I'm not serial killer porn isn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2884">TS</a>]
00:48:10 ◼ ► and I Anna eventually i'm not sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2890">TS</a>]
00:48:12 ◼ ► ultimately I'm not sure what I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2892">TS</a>]
00:48:14 ◼ ► worried about because I guard myself so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2894">TS</a>]
00:48:17 ◼ ► carefully against ever becoming a like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2897">TS</a>]
00:48:27 ◼ ► consumer but and so but but but that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2907">TS</a>]
00:48:33 ◼ ► becomes a a strange kind of addiction [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2913">TS</a>]
00:48:38 ◼ ► the the addiction of like denial and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2918">TS</a>]
00:48:41 ◼ ► discomfort and like no I will not I will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2921">TS</a>]
00:48:45 ◼ ► not watch this again even though I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2925">TS</a>]
00:48:48 ◼ ► to because i don't want to become a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2928">TS</a>]
00:48:50 ◼ ► prisoner to it and and so what ends up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2930">TS</a>]
00:48:56 ◼ ► happening is I remember I used to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2936">TS</a>]
00:48:58 ◼ ► into arguments at the University of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2938">TS</a>]
00:48:59 ◼ ► Washington all the time where I was or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2939">TS</a>]
00:49:01 ◼ ► what I got back from long long stays in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2941">TS</a>]
00:49:04 ◼ ► Germany and tried to convince people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2944">TS</a>]
00:49:06 ◼ ► that there is nothing in contemporary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2946">TS</a>]
00:49:08 ◼ ► Germany that would that would indicate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2948">TS</a>]
00:49:12 ◼ ► the Holocaust there's nothing in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2952">TS</a>]
00:49:15 ◼ ► contemporary Germany that would give you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2955">TS</a>]
00:49:17 ◼ ► special insight into what happened there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2957">TS</a>]
00:49:25 ◼ ► you cannot detect it you can't detect it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2965">TS</a>]
00:49:29 ◼ ► in Germans you cannot detect it in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2969">TS</a>]
00:49:31 ◼ ► ground is we're talking about like how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2971">TS</a>]
00:49:33 ◼ ► swastikas have been chipped off the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2973">TS</a>]
00:49:36 ◼ ► yeah but the largest have been chipped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2976">TS</a>]
00:49:38 ◼ ► off of the bridges of their minds to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2978">TS</a>]
00:49:40 ◼ ► like whatever it was whatever it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2980">TS</a>]
00:49:44 ◼ ► that was in the the Germans is not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2984">TS</a>]
00:49:48 ◼ ► visible in in being friends with Germans [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2988">TS</a>]
00:49:53 ◼ ► in interacting with Germans it's not you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2993">TS</a>]
00:49:55 ◼ ► don't you don't go to Germany and say oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2995">TS</a>]
00:49:57 ◼ ► boy i see it's just they're just they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/2997">TS</a>]
00:50:00 ◼ ► just playing nice right now but if the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3000">TS</a>]
00:50:03 ◼ ► opportunity arises they're all going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3003">TS</a>]
00:50:05 ◼ ► become monsters again like that is not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3005">TS</a>]
00:50:07 ◼ ► the case they are as committed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3007">TS</a>]
00:50:10 ◼ ► liberal democracy there as anyone in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3010">TS</a>]
00:50:15 ◼ ► are just as humane as the most like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3015">TS</a>]
00:50:22 ◼ ► they're just as committed and just as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3022">TS</a>]
00:50:26 ◼ ► there's nothing in their character that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3026">TS</a>]
00:50:32 ◼ ► suggests it and so what that says to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3032">TS</a>]
00:50:36 ◼ ► is that it is in all of our character [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3036">TS</a>]
00:50:42 ◼ ► pretending to be liberal democrats there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3042">TS</a>]
00:50:44 ◼ ► they are deeply Liberal Democrats and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3044">TS</a>]
00:50:51 ◼ ► that's not the evidence you know and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3051">TS</a>]
00:50:55 ◼ ► fact that it didn't happen in Sweden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3055">TS</a>]
00:50:58 ◼ ► doesn't make the Swedes superior to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3058">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► Germans morally or or otherwise and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:05 ◼ ► it's that that impulse to slaughter and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3065">TS</a>]
00:51:12 ◼ ► that impulse to be rid of impurity and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3072">TS</a>]
00:51:16 ◼ ► the impulse to systematize not just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3076">TS</a>]
00:51:21 ◼ ► murder but to systematize in humanity is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3081">TS</a>]
00:51:27 ◼ ► in us all not even really dormant but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3087">TS</a>]
00:51:31 ◼ ► just being exercised in different ways [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3091">TS</a>]
00:51:33 ◼ ► you know it's being it's being satisfied [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3093">TS</a>]
00:51:35 ◼ ► in different ways and so it's all of our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3095">TS</a>]
00:51:39 ◼ ► responsibility to recognize it in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3099">TS</a>]
00:51:41 ◼ ► ourselves in those small ways and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3101">TS</a>]
00:51:43 ◼ ► listen I am the Holocaust is in me I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3103">TS</a>]
00:51:46 ◼ ► could commit this i am not one of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3106">TS</a>]
00:51:50 ◼ ► ones who would have stood stood up and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3110">TS</a>]
00:51:54 ◼ ► said no I am absolutely one of the ones [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3114">TS</a>]
00:51:58 ◼ ► who would have drawn the blinds and said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3118">TS</a>]
00:52:01 ◼ ► oh I'm not sure what the smell is that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3121">TS</a>]
00:52:04 ◼ ► coming from the forest right you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3124">TS</a>]
00:52:07 ◼ ► and and that acknowledgement and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3127">TS</a>]
00:52:12 ◼ ► recognition that then it you know it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3132">TS</a>]
00:52:17 ◼ ► arguments that we have about like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3137">TS</a>]
00:52:19 ◼ ► violent movies don't cause violence and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3139">TS</a>]
00:52:21 ◼ ► the violent video games don't Colonel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3141">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► cause violence and it's such a it's such [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:25 ◼ ► a thing on the internet that if you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3145">TS</a>]
00:52:28 ◼ ► like you're some PMRC anti-pornography [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3148">TS</a>]
00:52:34 ◼ ► guess it's kind of a scold scold like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3154">TS</a>]
00:52:36 ◼ ► you're saying and and and in fact like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3156">TS</a>]
00:52:41 ◼ ► no they do not cause violence they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3161">TS</a>]
00:52:43 ◼ ► outlets for this concordance tremendous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3163">TS</a>]
00:52:47 ◼ ► violence that since all and that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3167">TS</a>]
00:52:50 ◼ ► thing we should always be looking at and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3170">TS</a>]
00:52:52 ◼ ► thinking about and where because so mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3172">TS</a>]
00:52:57 ◼ ► so many people in my experience refused [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3177">TS</a>]
00:53:01 ◼ ► to acknowledge the violence that's in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3181">TS</a>]
00:53:03 ◼ ► them at all and and so when violence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3183">TS</a>]
00:53:09 ◼ ► arrives on the scene even in the form of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3189">TS</a>]
00:53:12 ◼ ► like confrontation about something and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3192">TS</a>]
00:53:15 ◼ ► in a starbucks line there's all this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3195">TS</a>]
00:53:18 ◼ ► like all everyone so appalled because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3198">TS</a>]
00:53:23 ◼ ► we're all so basically civilized because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3203">TS</a>]
00:53:25 ◼ ► we're civilized now and yet any amount [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3205">TS</a>]
00:53:28 ◼ ► of violence any raised voices or angry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3208">TS</a>]
00:53:30 ◼ ► looks are this like terrible assault and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3210">TS</a>]
00:53:34 ◼ ► and we're um and we should be above it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3214">TS</a>]
00:53:38 ◼ ► but in fact like we each of us and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3218">TS</a>]
00:53:43 ◼ ► of us are complicit in murder every day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3223">TS</a>]
00:53:46 ◼ ► that's that's why didn't interrupt you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3226">TS</a>]
00:53:48 ◼ ► but this is what keeps everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3228">TS</a>]
00:53:49 ◼ ► everything you're saying it's me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3229">TS</a>]
00:53:50 ◼ ► thinking about something that feels like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3230">TS</a>]
00:53:53 ◼ ► describing a germany where like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3233">TS</a>]
00:53:55 ◼ ► think about most Americans and most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3235">TS</a>]
00:53:57 ◼ ► American lot of Americans definitely i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3237">TS</a>]
00:53:58 ◼ ► was growing up with memories of World [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3238">TS</a>]
00:54:00 ◼ ► War two the depending on how you measure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3240">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► what would that be the you know sixteen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:08 ◼ ► to twenty some years that the Nazis had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3248">TS</a>]
00:54:13 ◼ ► some kind of power and and work we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3253">TS</a>]
00:54:16 ◼ ► just they were not just dictating that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3256">TS</a>]
00:54:17 ◼ ► they had actually you know they had the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3257">TS</a>]
00:54:20 ◼ ► support of Industry and people but but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3260">TS</a>]
00:54:22 ◼ ► that was what was that was maybe maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3262">TS</a>]
00:54:24 ◼ ► 20 years and we still we still think of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3264">TS</a>]
00:54:27 ◼ ► yet really 15 16 years and now we still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3267">TS</a>]
00:54:30 ◼ ► think of like Oh Germany they were the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3270">TS</a>]
00:54:31 ◼ ► Nazis but what you're describing is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3271">TS</a>]
00:54:33 ◼ ► country where it is not simply a matter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3273">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► of having trying trying to obliterate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:37 ◼ ► the past but trying to like actively [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3277">TS</a>]
00:54:38 ◼ ► evolved to be different people while at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3278">TS</a>]
00:54:42 ◼ ► you know I'll be that guy we give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3282">TS</a>]
00:54:44 ◼ ► ourselves a pass for 400 years of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3284">TS</a>]
00:54:46 ◼ ► slavery and probably two or three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3286">TS</a>]
00:54:49 ◼ ► hundred years of slaughtering natives [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3289">TS</a>]
00:54:51 ◼ ► and all kinds of other stuff we're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3291">TS</a>]
00:54:54 ◼ ► we give ourselves a pass for that and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3294">TS</a>]
00:54:55 ◼ ► look old shoes we look at all these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3295">TS</a>]
00:54:57 ◼ ► places where people are treated really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3297">TS</a>]
00:54:58 ◼ ► badly but we don't ever but it isn't as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3298">TS</a>]
00:55:01 ◼ ► that we stopped the paws with that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3301">TS</a>]
00:55:02 ◼ ► monster is still in us we know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3302">TS</a>]
00:55:04 ◼ ► monster still in Germany because they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3304">TS</a>]
00:55:05 ◼ ► were the bad guys in World War two but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3305">TS</a>]
00:55:10 ◼ ► the the worst parts of that kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3310">TS</a>]
00:55:11 ◼ ► racism and colonialism may have happened [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3311">TS</a>]
00:55:13 ◼ ► over a hundred fifty years ago in our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3313">TS</a>]
00:55:15 ◼ ► case we were pretty good at it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3315">TS</a>]
00:55:18 ◼ ► institutionalized it way beyond what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3318">TS</a>]
00:55:20 ◼ ► church did we were able to make entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3320">TS</a>]
00:55:22 ◼ ► industries out of having slaves but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3322">TS</a>]
00:55:25 ◼ ► was a business we talked about it there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3325">TS</a>]
00:55:27 ◼ ► was no there was no attempt to erase the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3327">TS</a>]
00:55:30 ◼ ► record of that or burn the books that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3330">TS</a>]
00:55:33 ◼ ► whose child had been sent to another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3333">TS</a>]
00:55:35 ◼ ► state with no attempt to cover that up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3335">TS</a>]
00:55:37 ◼ ► because it was evolving so slowly and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3337">TS</a>]
00:55:39 ◼ ► now today we look at that old that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3339">TS</a>]
00:55:40 ◼ ► ancient history but I guess what I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3340">TS</a>]
00:55:42 ◼ ► trying to ask partly his first following [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3342">TS</a>]
00:55:44 ◼ ► us two parts i mean isn't fair to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3344">TS</a>]
00:55:45 ◼ ► we've also got that monster and then in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3345">TS</a>]
00:55:47 ◼ ► second of all do you think we have made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3347">TS</a>]
00:55:50 ◼ ► the same effort as a modern German would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3350">TS</a>]
00:55:52 ◼ ► try and actually evolved past either hit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3352">TS</a>]
00:55:55 ◼ ► your historical monster because it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3355">TS</a>]
00:55:58 ◼ ► like we aren't I the I think that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3358">TS</a>]
00:56:01 ◼ ► think the scale of time it's so it's so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3361">TS</a>]
00:56:06 ◼ ► funny that human life is what ninety [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3366">TS</a>]
00:56:11 ◼ ► years and in the course of 90 years like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3371">TS</a>]
00:56:16 ◼ ► it's the it's the totality of reality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3376">TS</a>]
00:56:21 ◼ ► right wheel we don't really know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3381">TS</a>]
00:56:25 ◼ ► anything that happened before us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3385">TS</a>]
00:56:26 ◼ ► actually happened right there are some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3386">TS</a>]
00:56:28 ◼ ► buildings standing around that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3388">TS</a>]
00:56:30 ◼ ► you presume were built before you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3390">TS</a>]
00:56:32 ◼ ► born but it all seems a little unreal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3392">TS</a>]
00:56:34 ◼ ► that anything happened before you never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3394">TS</a>]
00:56:37 ◼ ► been I've never been in Nicaragua but i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3397">TS</a>]
00:56:40 ◼ ► however I've read a lot about it I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3400">TS</a>]
00:56:41 ◼ ► never been there either but i assume [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3401">TS</a>]
00:56:43 ◼ ► it's real I've seen pictures and books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3403">TS</a>]
00:56:44 ◼ ► but you know 90 years is that that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3404">TS</a>]
00:56:48 ◼ ► whole of our real first hand experience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3408">TS</a>]
00:56:52 ◼ ► and so it seemed everything seemed so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3412">TS</a>]
00:56:55 ◼ ► was and we are so um we're so concerned [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3415">TS</a>]
00:57:00 ◼ ► with with a year and five years and 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3420">TS</a>]
00:57:08 ◼ ► years but really that you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3428">TS</a>]
00:57:10 ◼ ► almost almost nothing that happens in 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3430">TS</a>]
00:57:18 ◼ ► years really you know that really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3438">TS</a>]
00:57:21 ◼ ► matters or or yet it it's sort of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3441">TS</a>]
00:57:25 ◼ ► great man theory of history right that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3445">TS</a>]
00:57:27 ◼ ► that one person can have this tremendous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3447">TS</a>]
00:57:29 ◼ ► effect but as the more you zoom out the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3449">TS</a>]
00:57:31 ◼ ► more you realize it's just waves of of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3451">TS</a>]
00:57:37 ◼ ► events and there it and it's kind of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3457">TS</a>]
00:57:41 ◼ ► myth that that that even Hitler really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3461">TS</a>]
00:57:47 ◼ ► had that much of an effect but if you if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3467">TS</a>]
00:57:50 ◼ ► you zoom out and look at it on it on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3470">TS</a>]
00:57:51 ◼ ► certainly on a thousand years timeline [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3471">TS</a>]
00:57:54 ◼ ► but up you know on a 10,000 year [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3474">TS</a>]
00:57:56 ◼ ► timeline like he just disappears and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3476">TS</a>]
00:58:02 ◼ ► I think about this a lot of it and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3482">TS</a>]
00:58:05 ◼ ► gets me in in trouble because like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3485">TS</a>]
00:58:11 ◼ ► not very long ago where that the current [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3491">TS</a>]
00:58:13 ◼ ► thinking is that the trauma of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3493">TS</a>]
00:58:21 ◼ ► survivors in the next generation he said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3501">TS</a>]
00:58:23 ◼ ► if that's true it basically it changes a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3503">TS</a>]
00:58:25 ◼ ► lot of what we know about history [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3505">TS</a>]
00:58:26 ◼ ► it changes it absolutely change history [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3506">TS</a>]
00:58:29 ◼ ► but at a certain point like it it in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3509">TS</a>]
00:58:32 ◼ ► immediate scale it changes it because it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3512">TS</a>]
00:58:34 ◼ ► means like oh right the african-american [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3514">TS</a>]
00:58:36 ◼ ► population of the united states has a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3516">TS</a>]
00:58:39 ◼ ► genetic memory of 400 years of slavery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3519">TS</a>]
00:58:45 ◼ ► like the Holocaust happened not in 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3525">TS</a>]
00:58:48 ◼ ► years the Holocaust largely happened in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3528">TS</a>]
00:58:52 ◼ ► right right and if that was like they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3532">TS</a>]
00:58:54 ◼ ► had they had that 18 really strong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3534">TS</a>]
00:58:56 ◼ ► months but it did it was not we you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3536">TS</a>]
00:58:58 ◼ ► cannot just overlay that with the war i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3538">TS</a>]
00:59:00 ◼ ► mean it it was really on i'm certainly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3540">TS</a>]
00:59:03 ◼ ► how absolutely trying to minimize it but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3543">TS</a>]
00:59:04 ◼ ► it's the the really when the Holocaust [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3544">TS</a>]
00:59:08 ◼ ► final solution i should say really got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3548">TS</a>]
00:59:10 ◼ ► going I mean it wasn't more than three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3550">TS</a>]
00:59:12 ◼ ► years really right it's not in 42 if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3552">TS</a>]
00:59:17 ◼ ► that left a genetic imprint on this on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3557">TS</a>]
00:59:21 ◼ ► surviving generations then slavery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3561">TS</a>]
00:59:24 ◼ ► I mean was reinforced and reinforced [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3564">TS</a>]
00:59:29 ◼ ► through generation and generation and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3569">TS</a>]
00:59:30 ◼ ► generation and if that's true then you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3570">TS</a>]
00:59:34 ◼ ► know then there is something that then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3574">TS</a>]
00:59:36 ◼ ► there's a genetic record that has been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3576">TS</a>]
00:59:39 ◼ ► that you know that then starts to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3579">TS</a>]
00:59:43 ◼ ► part of natural selection right people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3583">TS</a>]
00:59:45 ◼ ► are passing that down and passing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3585">TS</a>]
00:59:47 ◼ ► reinforcement of it down in generations [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3587">TS</a>]
00:59:50 ◼ ► but if that is true you don't have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3590">TS</a>]
00:59:52 ◼ ► zoom out very far to say well that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3592">TS</a>]
00:59:55 ◼ ► true of every single person on earth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3595">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► the the just in the historical record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:04 ◼ ► you can go back and find like well the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3604">TS</a>]
01:00:08 ◼ ► Scots were brutalized by the English be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3608">TS</a>]
01:00:14 ◼ ► you know the the thai people are only in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3614">TS</a>]
01:00:19 ◼ ► Thailand because they were chased out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3619">TS</a>]
01:00:25 ◼ ► china's got chinese got some pretty bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3625">TS</a>]
01:00:27 ◼ ► treatment from the Japanese right the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3627">TS</a>]
01:00:28 ◼ ► right and so and so and the you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3628">TS</a>]
01:00:31 ◼ ► the Mongol hordes that swept through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3631">TS</a>]
01:00:34 ◼ ► Eastern Europe over and over and over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3634">TS</a>]
01:00:39 ◼ ► um you know just wiping out cultures [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3639">TS</a>]
01:00:46 ◼ ► after cultures and so then you look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3646">TS</a>]
01:00:49 ◼ ► every single human group and you find in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3649">TS</a>]
01:00:54 ◼ ► their history like incredible trauma at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3654">TS</a>]
01:00:59 ◼ ► incredible trauma inflicted on them as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3659">TS</a>]
01:01:01 ◼ ► group not just individual people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3661">TS</a>]
01:01:04 ◼ ► then when when you factor in that every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3664">TS</a>]
01:01:07 ◼ ► single family has like up probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3667">TS</a>]
01:01:12 ◼ ► unmeasurable trauma in their past [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3672">TS</a>]
01:01:15 ◼ ► yeah i mean just I mean just think about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3675">TS</a>]
01:01:16 ◼ ► even you know so so we we try to measure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3676">TS</a>]
01:01:20 ◼ ► these kinds of tragedies by the number [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3680">TS</a>]
01:01:23 ◼ ► of people who died and not you can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3683">TS</a>]
01:01:26 ◼ ► even really how do you begin to take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3686">TS</a>]
01:01:27 ◼ ► into account the secondary effects of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3687">TS</a>]
01:01:29 ◼ ► like all the people you knew who were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3689">TS</a>]
01:01:31 ◼ ► affected by it or people who let's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3691">TS</a>]
01:01:33 ◼ ► be honest the people who were killed as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3693">TS</a>]
01:01:35 ◼ ► part of that but then let's say you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3695">TS</a>]
01:01:37 ◼ ► just having just the PTSD of having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3697">TS</a>]
01:01:40 ◼ ► lived through that at all even if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3700">TS</a>]
01:01:43 ◼ ► came out of it with most of your stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3703">TS</a>]
01:01:44 ◼ ► in your family alive he's still even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3704">TS</a>]
01:01:46 ◼ ► imagine the PTSD of getting through that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3706">TS</a>]
01:01:48 ◼ ► experience quote-unquote unscathed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3708">TS</a>]
01:01:51 ◼ ► you're not unscathed like you'll be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3711">TS</a>]
01:01:52 ◼ ► scarred forever by that experience for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3712">TS</a>]
01:01:57 ◼ ► surviving a famine where where you watch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3717">TS</a>]
01:02:01 ◼ ► your children died and you watch your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3721">TS</a>]
01:02:03 ◼ ► your parents died and you watched your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3723">TS</a>]
01:02:06 ◼ ► you watch your loved ones died and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3726">TS</a>]
01:02:10 ◼ ► at if if trauma is encoded in our genes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3730">TS</a>]
01:02:14 ◼ ► we like our forefathers all of us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3734">TS</a>]
01:02:19 ◼ ► survived like exponential compounded [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3739">TS</a>]
01:02:28 ◼ ► it's the story of humanity so this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3748">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► the same people who passed in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:31 ◼ ► Holocaust also where their their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3751">TS</a>]
01:02:33 ◼ ► grandparents for the victims of programs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3753">TS</a>]
01:02:35 ◼ ► right and and and back and all the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3755">TS</a>]
01:02:38 ◼ ► you know and everyone so trauma so at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3758">TS</a>]
01:02:42 ◼ ► that point it isn't news because we are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3762">TS</a>]
01:02:47 ◼ ► all baked out of trauma and and so that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3767">TS</a>]
01:02:56 ◼ ► is the human story we we are all we all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3776">TS</a>]
01:02:59 ◼ ► of us have it from there the number of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3779">TS</a>]
01:03:03 ◼ ► people who can go back 500 years and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3783">TS</a>]
01:03:06 ◼ ► no as a matter of fact for the last 500 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3786">TS</a>]
01:03:08 ◼ ► years i come from i come from royal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3788">TS</a>]
01:03:14 ◼ ► stock and we have all and we we've done [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3794">TS</a>]
01:03:18 ◼ ► nothing but eat the fat of the of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3798">TS</a>]
01:03:21 ◼ ► lamb for for 500 years and it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3801">TS</a>]
01:03:24 ◼ ► really you didn't have there was nobody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3804">TS</a>]
01:03:26 ◼ ► in that family that got early-onset [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3806">TS</a>]
01:03:29 ◼ ► Alzheimer's disease and and turned to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3809">TS</a>]
01:03:35 ◼ ► generation into like like traumatized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3815">TS</a>]
01:03:39 ◼ ► generation I'm and and even so that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3819">TS</a>]
01:03:42 ◼ ► presumes that 500 years of good times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3822">TS</a>]
01:03:44 ◼ ► erases the 50,000 years of trauma that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3824">TS</a>]
01:03:48 ◼ ► seated and I pretty pretty good run [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3828">TS</a>]
01:03:51 ◼ ► genetically good times kind of get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3831">TS</a>]
01:03:55 ◼ ► encoded in there too and I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3835">TS</a>]
01:03:56 ◼ ► presume that they be my stride of trauma [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3836">TS</a>]
01:03:58 ◼ ► drama shows up in the genetic record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3838">TS</a>]
01:04:01 ◼ ► then then good times and lands aplenty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3841">TS</a>]
01:04:04 ◼ ► must to and so it does it changes our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3844">TS</a>]
01:04:08 ◼ ► understanding of history changes our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3848">TS</a>]
01:04:10 ◼ ► understanding of ourselves but there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3850">TS</a>]
01:04:13 ◼ ► no group of people that can say that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3853">TS</a>]
01:04:20 ◼ ► have some kind of lock on on trauma we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3860">TS</a>]
01:04:26 ◼ ► just we can see that there are groups in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3866">TS</a>]
01:04:27 ◼ ► recent history in recent memory who say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3867">TS</a>]
01:04:30 ◼ ► like yes I personally experienced trauma [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3870">TS</a>]
01:04:33 ◼ ► or my grandmother did but um but it all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3873">TS</a>]
01:04:41 ◼ ► you know it's all part of the the ones [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3881">TS</a>]
01:04:45 ◼ ► and zeros that make up our whole selves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3885">TS</a>]
01:04:49 ◼ ► and so right now we're engaged in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3889">TS</a>]
01:04:53 ◼ ► civilizing project that's been happening [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3893">TS</a>]
01:04:57 ◼ ► since the end of world war two where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3897">TS</a>]
01:05:00 ◼ ► we've changed the definition of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3900">TS</a>]
01:05:02 ◼ ► civilized is and we've we've all agreed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3902">TS</a>]
01:05:08 ◼ ► more or less you know on this kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3908">TS</a>]
01:05:12 ◼ ► like what we'd like it to look like but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3912">TS</a>]
01:05:15 ◼ ► within America obviously we have we have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3915">TS</a>]
01:05:18 ◼ ► two major different versions of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3918">TS</a>]
01:05:21 ◼ ► that looks like and now we're engaged in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3921">TS</a>]
01:05:26 ◼ ► this like rooting out of of heresy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3926">TS</a>]
01:05:31 ◼ ► this this presumption that we can clean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3931">TS</a>]
01:05:40 ◼ ► predatory clean ourselves of our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3940">TS</a>]
01:05:43 ◼ ► impulses to to hurt one another and to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3943">TS</a>]
01:05:46 ◼ ► to be greedy and be xenophobic and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3946">TS</a>]
01:05:52 ◼ ► to live in fear and to act in fear and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3952">TS</a>]
01:05:55 ◼ ► we can we can clean that behavior out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3955">TS</a>]
01:05:58 ◼ ► us and and walk into this future we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3958">TS</a>]
01:06:01 ◼ ► imagine where were kind where our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3961">TS</a>]
01:06:04 ◼ ► natures are kind and where unkindness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3964">TS</a>]
01:06:10 ◼ ► isn't it you know we go through we go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3970">TS</a>]
01:06:12 ◼ ► through this difficult birthing period [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3972">TS</a>]
01:06:14 ◼ ► where unkindness isn't tolerated in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3974">TS</a>]
01:06:18 ◼ ► unkindness doesn't occur to us and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3978">TS</a>]
01:06:24 ◼ ► that's a you know that is a major [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3984">TS</a>]
01:06:33 ◼ ► and I don't have I don't i'm not sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3993">TS</a>]
01:06:37 ◼ ► that it works that way so that's that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/3997">TS</a>]
01:06:43 ◼ ► that's the difficulty I get into looking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4003">TS</a>]
01:06:45 ◼ ► at history and and then going on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4005">TS</a>]
01:06:49 ◼ ► porch and and trying to understand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4009">TS</a>]
01:06:52 ◼ ► people is just that you know what is our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4012">TS</a>]
01:06:56 ◼ ► project is it to be is it tip is it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4016">TS</a>]
01:07:00 ◼ ► cleanse ourselves and become good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4020">TS</a>]
01:07:03 ◼ ► sadly that was the impulse the Nazis had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4023">TS</a>]
01:07:07 ◼ ► to and that was the IMP and that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4027">TS</a>]
01:07:10 ◼ ► always been the impulse of all the awful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4030">TS</a>]
01:07:12 ◼ ► things that we've done in in the last [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4032">TS</a>]
01:07:14 ◼ ► 400 years never thought of it that way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4034">TS</a>]
01:07:16 ◼ ► is like we want to clean ourselves and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4036">TS</a>]
01:07:20 ◼ ► get to that you know and get to a place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4040">TS</a>]
01:07:23 ◼ ► where that where the dirtiness doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4043">TS</a>]
01:07:25 ◼ ► reappear and we're doing it again now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4045">TS</a>]
01:07:29 ◼ ► and you know and I'm not comparing it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4049">TS</a>]
01:07:35 ◼ ► the to the Holocaust but what what's are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4055">TS</a>]
01:07:40 ◼ ► you know what what do we see what gives [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4060">TS</a>]
01:07:43 ◼ ► us what is the evidence that we can be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4063">TS</a>]
01:07:46 ◼ ► cleansed that way and and it without [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4066">TS</a>]
01:07:54 ◼ ► that evidence like what's another way of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4074">TS</a>]
01:07:58 ◼ ► what's an alternative goal where we stop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4078">TS</a>]
01:08:02 ◼ ► imagining that we can rid ourselves of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4082">TS</a>]
01:08:05 ◼ ► evil and stop imagining that we can rid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4085">TS</a>]
01:08:10 ◼ ► imagining how we can accept those things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4090">TS</a>]
01:08:15 ◼ ► about ourselves and incorporate those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4095">TS</a>]
01:08:18 ◼ ► things into into a true clear-eyed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4098">TS</a>]
01:08:24 ◼ ► understanding of what kind of animals we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4104">TS</a>]
01:08:27 ◼ ► are but but nobody seems it to engage in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4107">TS</a>]
01:08:33 ◼ ► that project because you know to presume [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4113">TS</a>]
01:08:37 ◼ ► to presume that were that we can't be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4117">TS</a>]
01:08:44 ◼ ► it is so many people are just like well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4124">TS</a>]
01:08:46 ◼ ► if we can't be perfect then I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4126">TS</a>]
01:08:48 ◼ ► wanna I don't want to play if week if we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4128">TS</a>]
01:08:53 ◼ ► can't be perfect then that means too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4133">TS</a>]
01:08:57 ◼ ► much that means that's there there's too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4137">TS</a>]
01:08:59 ◼ ► much potential ugliness and so so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4139">TS</a>]
01:09:03 ◼ ► instead i prefer to believe that we can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4143">TS</a>]
01:09:05 ◼ ► be perfect and and and and that begins [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4145">TS</a>]
01:09:09 ◼ ► that should begin with my neighbors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4149">TS</a>]
01:09:12 ◼ ► ok that perfect tap for impulse two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4152">TS</a>]
01:09:15 ◼ ► perfect people is going to start with me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4155">TS</a>]
01:09:17 ◼ ► trying to perfect my neighbors and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4157">TS</a>]
01:09:35 ◼ ► where's my perfect your fucking getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4175">TS</a>]
01:09:42 ◼ ► you're falling apart right in front of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4182">TS</a>]
01:09:43 ◼ ► us were already cut the show everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPJo1lE/4183">TS</a>]