00:00:09 ◼ ► oh hello hi John by Marlon that's going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/9">TS</a>]
00:00:15 ◼ ► oh wait you said you sound good oh thank [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/15">TS</a>]
00:00:17 ◼ ► you i'm in a professional podcasting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/17">TS</a>]
00:00:22 ◼ ► yeah i would like I would like your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/22">TS</a>]
00:00:23 ◼ ► voice to be turned up a little bit i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/23">TS</a>]
00:00:24 ◼ ► going to look out the window and say to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/24">TS</a>]
00:00:26 ◼ ► the person operating the board you turn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/26">TS</a>]
00:00:29 ◼ ► up a turn up the Merlin oh my god I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/29">TS</a>]
00:00:33 ◼ ► yeah always that sounds better well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/33">TS</a>]
00:00:36 ◼ ► that's good yeah this is happening in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/36">TS</a>]
00:00:40 ◼ ► professional podcast video in my RV and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/40">TS</a>]
00:00:43 ◼ ► inside the American concrete building i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/43">TS</a>]
00:00:46 ◼ ► am in humans had American well it turns [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/46">TS</a>]
00:00:48 ◼ ► out i got that wrong it's the American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/48">TS</a>]
00:00:51 ◼ ► oh i just learned this week that there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/51">TS</a>]
00:00:52 ◼ ► a difference yeah well so are minutes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/52">TS</a>]
00:00:55 ◼ ► i'm in the cement building what you some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/55">TS</a>]
00:00:59 ◼ ► what the hell's going on 1mon sm7b which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/59">TS</a>]
00:01:02 ◼ ► as you know is you know my preferred [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/62">TS</a>]
00:01:03 ◼ ► microphone and I'm actually so where to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/63">TS</a>]
00:01:10 ◼ ► begin so I don't you know I drove down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/70">TS</a>]
00:01:15 ◼ ► recently purchased you still there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/75">TS</a>]
00:01:22 ◼ ► could you just one call em yes and so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/82">TS</a>]
00:01:27 ◼ ► get down here to California and I've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/87">TS</a>]
00:01:29 ◼ ► some rehearsals and some shows i'm gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/89">TS</a>]
00:01:31 ◼ ► do you get all this stuff and I can was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/91">TS</a>]
00:01:33 ◼ ► like oh yeah I'll just stay in the RV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/93">TS</a>]
00:01:34 ◼ ► you know that i had a somebody gave me a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/94">TS</a>]
00:01:37 ◼ ► podcasting microphone like one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/97">TS</a>]
00:01:39 ◼ ► USB ones I was like I'm just gonna you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/99">TS</a>]
00:01:43 ◼ ► know pull up in front of a cafe and i'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/103">TS</a>]
00:01:44 ◼ ► plug in my microphone in my laptop it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/104">TS</a>]
00:01:47 ◼ ► not going to sound great but but it will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/107">TS</a>]
00:01:49 ◼ ► be a mobile kind of facility but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/109">TS</a>]
00:01:54 ◼ ► didn't mean what I didn't really plan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/114">TS</a>]
00:01:55 ◼ ► for and I knew this already is that when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/115">TS</a>]
00:01:59 ◼ ► you're living in an RV it's it's it it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/119">TS</a>]
00:02:03 ◼ ► not you're not living a normal life and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/123">TS</a>]
00:02:07 ◼ ► it's kind of like when you when you buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/127">TS</a>]
00:02:09 ◼ ► your first volkswagen bug and then all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/129">TS</a>]
00:02:12 ◼ ► of a sudden you see Volkswagen bugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/132">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► everywhere you didn't know that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/133">TS</a>]
00:02:15 ◼ ► were there before you buy an RV and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/135">TS</a>]
00:02:18 ◼ ► you're driving an RV and all the sudden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/138">TS</a>]
00:02:21 ◼ ► you realize there's this whole RV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/141">TS</a>]
00:02:24 ◼ ► ecosystem that your you just weren't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/144">TS</a>]
00:02:28 ◼ ► seeing before and because there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/148">TS</a>]
00:02:31 ◼ ► multiple layers of an RV ecosystem and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/151">TS</a>]
00:02:34 ◼ ► and when you're on the highways you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/154">TS</a>]
00:02:37 ◼ ► these beautiful rvs these big rich [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/157">TS</a>]
00:02:39 ◼ ► people are being that are traveling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/159">TS</a>]
00:02:42 ◼ ► America's highways and byways and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/162">TS</a>]
00:02:45 ◼ ► they're full of retirees and they they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/165">TS</a>]
00:02:47 ◼ ► cost 200 thousand dollars but then when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/167">TS</a>]
00:02:50 ◼ ► you get down into a city a city of any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/170">TS</a>]
00:02:51 ◼ ► size you see the substrata of RV culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/171">TS</a>]
00:02:56 ◼ ► which is the people living in their RVs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/176">TS</a>]
00:03:00 ◼ ► on the streets of your town is big here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/180">TS</a>]
00:03:03 ◼ ► yeah really big in California so much so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/183">TS</a>]
00:03:06 ◼ ► that street signs that i used to know he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/186">TS</a>]
00:03:11 ◼ ► you pull up it into a parking spot and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/191">TS</a>]
00:03:13 ◼ ► there's a street sign that's like five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/193">TS</a>]
00:03:14 ◼ ► paragraphs long and formerly as an RV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/194">TS</a>]
00:03:19 ◼ ► owners I would just skim the first three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/199">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► three sentences associated operator in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/200">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► in a civilian car you don't need to read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/204">TS</a>]
00:03:27 ◼ ► all that stuff you're talking you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/207">TS</a>]
00:03:29 ◼ ► what time is it what day is it let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/209">TS</a>]
00:03:30 ◼ ► let me figure out if I can park here but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/210">TS</a>]
00:03:33 ◼ ► now as an RV owner you realize a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/213">TS</a>]
00:03:35 ◼ ► these signs particularly in that way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/215">TS</a>]
00:03:36 ◼ ► they say things like no vehicles over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/216">TS</a>]
00:03:40 ◼ ► eight feet tall and remembers think i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/220">TS</a>]
00:03:45 ◼ ► ever saw that sign before it's a note is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/225">TS</a>]
00:03:48 ◼ ► discrimination that's right i just i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/228">TS</a>]
00:03:50 ◼ ► blind to it and then a signs that say no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/230">TS</a>]
00:03:54 ◼ ► parking but from 8pm to 8am I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/234">TS</a>]
00:03:58 ◼ ► what what would crazy sign they think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/238">TS</a>]
00:04:01 ◼ ► you're a vagrant John they absolutely do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/241">TS</a>]
00:04:03 ◼ ► so no sitting on the sidewalk for John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/243">TS</a>]
00:04:05 ◼ ► know sitting on the sidewalk precisely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/245">TS</a>]
00:04:08 ◼ ► and so then I started looking around and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/248">TS</a>]
00:04:10 ◼ ► I see these people in their RVs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/250">TS</a>]
00:04:12 ◼ ► they're parked all over where they can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/252">TS</a>]
00:04:14 ◼ ► get away with it and you know they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/254">TS</a>]
00:04:16 ◼ ► showering in people's like garden hose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/256">TS</a>]
00:04:21 ◼ ► and it's like it's a whole it's a whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/261">TS</a>]
00:04:23 ◼ ► world they're not homeless because they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/263">TS</a>]
00:04:26 ◼ ► with a bit in it uh-huh and now that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/266">TS</a>]
00:04:29 ◼ ► me so last night I slept on the corner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/269">TS</a>]
00:04:32 ◼ ► of Melrose and somewhere no rosen and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/272">TS</a>]
00:04:36 ◼ ► despair when I woke up this morning and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/276">TS</a>]
00:04:40 ◼ ► people walking their dogs around me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/280">TS</a>]
00:04:43 ◼ ► that and scowling at me and I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/283">TS</a>]
00:04:46 ◼ ► I'm a podcast today with murder one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/286">TS</a>]
00:04:48 ◼ ► you know what I'll just just just whip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/288">TS</a>]
00:04:50 ◼ ► up in front of a cafe somewhere now I'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/290">TS</a>]
00:04:52 ◼ ► hijack their Wi-Fi and then I'm in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/292">TS</a>]
00:04:55 ◼ ► RB and i'm driving around it's like wait [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/295">TS</a>]
00:04:57 ◼ ► a minute you don't whip up in front of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/297">TS</a>]
00:04:58 ◼ ► anywhere in this thing you're not just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/298">TS</a>]
00:05:00 ◼ ► you know just going to slide Indian an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/300">TS</a>]
00:05:02 ◼ ► open spot you gonna slide anywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/302">TS</a>]
00:05:04 ◼ ► pull up into a load load only zone and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/304">TS</a>]
00:05:07 ◼ ► just my fingers on like this thing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/307">TS</a>]
00:05:11 ◼ ► it's like an aircraft carrier so I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/311">TS</a>]
00:05:13 ◼ ► tooling around and it's like once you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/313">TS</a>]
00:05:15 ◼ ► get moving you kind of can't stop you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/315">TS</a>]
00:05:17 ◼ ► in this sort of big whale shark of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/317">TS</a>]
00:05:20 ◼ ► pang and your mouth is open and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/320">TS</a>]
00:05:22 ◼ ► swallowing krill and you can't you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/322">TS</a>]
00:05:25 ◼ ► you can't stop moving because if you do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/325">TS</a>]
00:05:28 ◼ ► and particularly in la if you sleeping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/328">TS</a>]
00:05:30 ◼ ► slow down like just the mercedes-benz [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/330">TS</a>]
00:05:34 ◼ ► pile up behind you like red blood cells [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/334">TS</a>]
00:05:38 ◼ ► through a constricted artery so it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/338">TS</a>]
00:05:41 ◼ ► like to be dick cheney mm let's get to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/341">TS</a>]
00:05:45 ◼ ► that is brutal and you know like I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/345">TS</a>]
00:05:48 ◼ ► always been in LA in a fast car and a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/348">TS</a>]
00:05:50 ◼ ► fast-moving car even when I was in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/350">TS</a>]
00:05:52 ◼ ► tour van it was a fast-moving BAM [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/352">TS</a>]
00:05:55 ◼ ► now i'm going to slow van and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/355">TS</a>]
00:05:57 ◼ ► realize that la is not prepared for slow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/357">TS</a>]
00:06:01 ◼ ► moving vehicles that there's a there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/361">TS</a>]
00:06:03 ◼ ► complete it absolutely makes sense there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/363">TS</a>]
00:06:06 ◼ ► is a flowchart here but it presumes that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/366">TS</a>]
00:06:09 ◼ ► everyone is slipping and just absolutely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/369">TS</a>]
00:06:11 ◼ ► flooring their gas pedal at every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/371">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► opportunity and so this thing's like / [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/373">TS</a>]
00:06:16 ◼ ► or and people just don't know what to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/376">TS</a>]
00:06:20 ◼ ► it's absolutely disrupting the system [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/380">TS</a>]
00:06:23 ◼ ► i'm sure i've been inside now for 45 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/383">TS</a>]
00:06:25 ◼ ► minutes and i'm sure there's there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/385">TS</a>]
00:06:26 ◼ ► still traffic problems that i created [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/386">TS</a>]
00:06:27 ◼ ► what did you end up parking so if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/387">TS</a>]
00:06:30 ◼ ► can say so here i go i'm driving along [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/390">TS</a>]
00:06:32 ◼ ► I'm like what am I gonna do I want a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/392">TS</a>]
00:06:34 ◼ ► podcast with Merlin I'm living in a van [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/394">TS</a>]
00:06:39 ◼ ► guy that has one Hawaiian shirt oh my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/399">TS</a>]
00:06:42 ◼ ► goodness and doesn't your mat fully but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/402">TS</a>]
00:06:45 ◼ ► yeah but i'm also trying to interact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/405">TS</a>]
00:06:47 ◼ ► with people in the straight world this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/407">TS</a>]
00:06:49 ◼ ► is the problem if I was fully in RV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/409">TS</a>]
00:06:51 ◼ ► ecosystem then i would i would start to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/411">TS</a>]
00:06:55 ◼ ► be one of the disappeared right and no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/415">TS</a>]
00:06:58 ◼ ► acknowledge me and I would be eating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/418">TS</a>]
00:07:00 ◼ ► mostly in Honduras restaurants and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/420">TS</a>]
00:07:03 ◼ ► would be in this being a separate world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/423">TS</a>]
00:07:05 ◼ ► uh-huh but i'm also trying to go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/425">TS</a>]
00:07:09 ◼ ► rehearsals into shows and be around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/429">TS</a>]
00:07:11 ◼ ► people that stuff in LA because yeah in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/431">TS</a>]
00:07:14 ◼ ► some ways you're transitioning into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/434">TS</a>]
00:07:16 ◼ ► kind of Transportation reassignment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/436">TS</a>]
00:07:18 ◼ ► surgery you're very slowly moving into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/438">TS</a>]
00:07:20 ◼ ► this new world and that's gonna be Rocky [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/440">TS</a>]
00:07:21 ◼ ► you need to you need to stand with one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/441">TS</a>]
00:07:24 ◼ ► foot over here and another over there in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/444">TS</a>]
00:07:25 ◼ ► a wheel in the middle and and you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/445">TS</a>]
00:07:27 ◼ ► gonna be welcomed by I've seen these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/447">TS</a>]
00:07:28 ◼ ► people moving packs got less than they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/448">TS</a>]
00:07:30 ◼ ► got tribes hit and we we had a car trip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/450">TS</a>]
00:07:33 ◼ ► over the weekend and we passed one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/453">TS</a>]
00:07:34 ◼ ► these places and the sticker prices on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/454">TS</a>]
00:07:36 ◼ ► these things are crazy you know that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/456">TS</a>]
00:07:38 ◼ ► same time I was like you know what 439 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/458">TS</a>]
00:07:41 ◼ ► thousand dollars you could have a really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/461">TS</a>]
00:07:45 ◼ ► that's right maybe it's my age i just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/465">TS</a>]
00:07:47 ◼ ► turned 49 maybe it is my age but I find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/467">TS</a>]
00:07:50 ◼ ► that extremely appealing and i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/470">TS</a>]
00:07:52 ◼ ► like to meet the tribe I would like some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/472">TS</a>]
00:07:53 ◼ ► on during food and hawaiian shirt I can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/473">TS</a>]
00:07:54 ◼ ► enjoy that yeah yeah it's all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/474">TS</a>]
00:07:56 ◼ ► freedom is unparalleled except need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/476">TS</a>]
00:07:59 ◼ ► well they stick together because there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/479">TS</a>]
00:08:01 ◼ ► safety in numbers and the park all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/481">TS</a>]
00:08:02 ◼ ► together and then they can like get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/482">TS</a>]
00:08:04 ◼ ► electricity for themselves and and send [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/484">TS</a>]
00:08:07 ◼ ► their who and pee down a tube uh-huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/487">TS</a>]
00:08:11 ◼ ► but when your when your renegade when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/491">TS</a>]
00:08:14 ◼ ► you're when you're off the RV grid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/494">TS</a>]
00:08:15 ◼ ► rights and onto the neighbor the street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/495">TS</a>]
00:08:18 ◼ ► grid you're a real rope you are your you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/498">TS</a>]
00:08:21 ◼ ► are here between worlds person and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/501">TS</a>]
00:08:26 ◼ ► a friends house and they're like poop do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/506">TS</a>]
00:08:28 ◼ ► and we're watching a movie and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/508">TS</a>]
00:08:29 ◼ ► they're like okay well goodnight and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/509">TS</a>]
00:08:31 ◼ ► like three people walk out the door get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/511">TS</a>]
00:08:34 ◼ ► into boobers that appear mysteriously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/514">TS</a>]
00:08:36 ◼ ► and then poof they're off to an Airbnb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/516">TS</a>]
00:08:43 ◼ ► yeah just there on their phone and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/523">TS</a>]
00:08:44 ◼ ► they're like Amazon next day delivery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/524">TS</a>]
00:08:49 ◼ ► www and down to some kind of interest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/529">TS</a>]
00:08:53 ◼ ► and a home depot parking lot and like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/533">TS</a>]
00:08:55 ◼ ► trying to get my my raise my TV antenna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/535">TS</a>]
00:08:59 ◼ ► with her bike chain that I rigged up so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/539">TS</a>]
00:09:03 ◼ ► so anyway so I'm driving along this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/543">TS</a>]
00:09:06 ◼ ► morning and I'm like what am I gonna do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/546">TS</a>]
00:09:07 ◼ ► what am I gonna do I can't even slow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/547">TS</a>]
00:09:09 ◼ ► down without the mercedes-benz piling up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/549">TS</a>]
00:09:13 ◼ ► behind me there's no loading zones [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/553">TS</a>]
00:09:16 ◼ ► anywhere and I'm like who do I know in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/556">TS</a>]
00:09:18 ◼ ► la that I can help me out of his body [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/558">TS</a>]
00:09:21 ◼ ► it's almost is there anybody who does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/561">TS</a>]
00:09:23 ◼ ► podcast podcast in LA and I don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/563">TS</a>]
00:09:25 ◼ ► there's that many people in LA to a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/565">TS</a>]
00:09:27 ◼ ► podcast i could go to Michael bike back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/567">TS</a>]
00:09:28 ◼ ► to call Michael Penn Michael pan and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/568">TS</a>]
00:09:31 ◼ ► hey can I use your studio but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/571">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► what he's in there making soundtracks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/572">TS</a>]
00:09:34 ◼ ► all the time if I were Romeo and black [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/574">TS</a>]
00:09:37 ◼ ► what if I were heat cliff is no myth you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/577">TS</a>]
00:09:40 ◼ ► get Marc Maron he's got a garage but his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/580">TS</a>]
00:09:41 ◼ ► neighbors always running the weed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/581">TS</a>]
00:09:42 ◼ ► whacker will see him you know marks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/582">TS</a>]
00:09:46 ◼ ► me neither so how did I think you're sol [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/586">TS</a>]
00:09:49 ◼ ► you're gonna have to go with eng you go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/589">TS</a>]
00:09:51 ◼ ► to go to orange county is probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/591">TS</a>]
00:09:54 ◼ ► podcasters in orange county but they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/594">TS</a>]
00:09:56 ◼ ► all wearing chuck taylors and their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/596">TS</a>]
00:09:57 ◼ ► podcasts are really you know like super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/597">TS</a>]
00:10:00 ◼ ► like compressed high-energy podcasts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/600">TS</a>]
00:10:03 ◼ ► oh yea high mids right so what you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/603">TS</a>]
00:10:06 ◼ ► doing so i called my good friend Jesse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/606">TS</a>]
00:10:09 ◼ ► thorn of the maximum fun podcast network [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/609">TS</a>]
00:10:12 ◼ ► and I said hey you guys podcast and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/612">TS</a>]
00:10:16 ◼ ► was like as a matter of fact we do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/616">TS</a>]
00:10:20 ◼ ► unfortunately we have address scrapbook [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/620">TS</a>]
00:10:22 ◼ ► and so I took the elevator lady occur [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/622">TS</a>]
00:10:25 ◼ ► that well you know he does have he does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/625">TS</a>]
00:10:28 ◼ ► have quite a few menswear accessories in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/628">TS</a>]
00:10:31 ◼ ► the office including a poncho is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/631">TS</a>]
00:10:34 ◼ ► podcasting poncho he has a podcasting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/634">TS</a>]
00:10:36 ◼ ► poncho everything about jesse is exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/636">TS</a>]
00:10:39 ◼ ► well it's it's exactly dialed in say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/639">TS</a>]
00:10:41 ◼ ► what you will about Jesse that men think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/641">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► stuff through he's thinking he's jesus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/643">TS</a>]
00:10:47 ◼ ► probably born a grown-up you well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/647">TS</a>]
00:10:51 ◼ ► prematurely aged you um he had he has a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/651">TS</a>]
00:10:54 ◼ ► steamer clothes steamer in his bathroom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/654">TS</a>]
00:10:57 ◼ ► he has a very long beard now which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/657">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► made of 100-percent alpaca uh anyway so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/660">TS</a>]
00:11:05 ◼ ► jesse was like well I'm not in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/665">TS</a>]
00:11:06 ◼ ► office right now but I'm headed there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/666">TS</a>]
00:11:07 ◼ ► and so I come down to this place in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/667">TS</a>]
00:11:09 ◼ ► American cement building which is an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/669">TS</a>]
00:11:12 ◼ ► actual office building in an actual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/672">TS</a>]
00:11:16 ◼ ► I go upstairs I knocked on the door and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/676">TS</a>]
00:11:18 ◼ ► they're they're our desks and people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/678">TS</a>]
00:11:20 ◼ ► working in the maximum fun network [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/680">TS</a>]
00:11:23 ◼ ► they're there for employees at their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/683">TS</a>]
00:11:25 ◼ ► desks and I got together probably doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/685">TS</a>]
00:11:27 ◼ ► tech support or something they're only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/687">TS</a>]
00:11:29 ◼ ► answer your question about samsung [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/689">TS</a>]
00:11:30 ◼ ► phones they're working on their computer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/690">TS</a>]
00:11:32 ◼ ► you can make money from our podcast and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/692">TS</a>]
00:11:34 ◼ ► I'm telling you it's a network that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/694">TS</a>]
00:11:38 ◼ ► that's the difference yeah if it's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/698">TS</a>]
00:11:40 ◼ ► it is it's like it's like China you you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/700">TS</a>]
00:11:42 ◼ ► may carry you make a bit of volume [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/702">TS</a>]
00:11:45 ◼ ► absolutely so I come in of course no one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/705">TS</a>]
00:11:48 ◼ ► in the office knew that I was coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/708">TS</a>]
00:11:50 ◼ ► there are like oh hello and then and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/710">TS</a>]
00:11:54 ◼ ► I'm here and I just put my arms and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/714">TS</a>]
00:11:56 ◼ ► have children but i didn't mention [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/716">TS</a>]
00:11:58 ◼ ► anybody that I was here to do a podcast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/718">TS</a>]
00:12:00 ◼ ► I was just like oh yeah and you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/720">TS</a>]
00:12:02 ◼ ► don't know the people that knew me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/722">TS</a>]
00:12:05 ◼ ► already were just like oh well I guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/725">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► this is normal this john rocker x here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/727">TS</a>]
00:12:10 ◼ ► Justin showed up and now is making some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/730">TS</a>]
00:12:12 ◼ ► chitchat with us eating doughnuts and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/732">TS</a>]
00:12:16 ◼ ► then just he waltzed in and we we did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/736">TS</a>]
00:12:18 ◼ ► some technical we did some technical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/738">TS</a>]
00:12:20 ◼ ► work and there's just joshing aside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/740">TS</a>]
00:12:23 ◼ ► there's a legitimate engineer sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/743">TS</a>]
00:12:25 ◼ ► here watching me through this last this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/745">TS</a>]
00:12:26 ◼ ► is brand-new ridiculous i I just have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/746">TS</a>]
00:12:28 ◼ ► say you're joshing aside just the best [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/748">TS</a>]
00:12:31 ◼ ► and I cannot believe that that worked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/751">TS</a>]
00:12:33 ◼ ► out so quickly and thank you to jesse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/753">TS</a>]
00:12:35 ◼ ► and team was not one super cool is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/755">TS</a>]
00:12:37 ◼ ► out we have we've done shoutouts to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/757">TS</a>]
00:12:40 ◼ ► maximum fun network of podcast I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/760">TS</a>]
00:12:42 ◼ ► like to mention other things on the show [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/762">TS</a>]
00:12:43 ◼ ► I know you don't I think it's think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/763">TS</a>]
00:12:47 ◼ ► it's gratuitous little gratuitous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/767">TS</a>]
00:12:48 ◼ ► shoutout whoo yeah here's a little shout [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/768">TS</a>]
00:12:51 ◼ ► out but in this case they don't really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/771">TS</a>]
00:12:55 ◼ ► they still making cement there are they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/775">TS</a>]
00:12:57 ◼ ► administering cement so here's the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/777">TS</a>]
00:12:59 ◼ ► about the American cement building i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/779">TS</a>]
00:13:00 ◼ ► believe that it's called that because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/780">TS</a>]
00:13:04 ◼ ► they're smart you know what they're good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/784">TS</a>]
00:13:05 ◼ ► with in la is branding and all its all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/785">TS</a>]
00:13:08 ◼ ► right on there it's it's a company that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/788">TS</a>]
00:13:10 ◼ ► sells cement in America look just just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/790">TS</a>]
00:13:13 ◼ ► well that's that's the thing i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/793">TS</a>]
00:13:14 ◼ ► even know if there was an American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/794">TS</a>]
00:13:15 ◼ ► cement company although I guess they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/795">TS</a>]
00:13:17 ◼ ► probably was but the building really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/797">TS</a>]
00:13:19 ◼ ► showcases the power of cement important [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/799">TS</a>]
00:13:24 ◼ ► cement is I do it's extremely expensive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/804">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► but it you know i heard a thing about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/806">TS</a>]
00:13:29 ◼ ► this i heard a podcast about this about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/809">TS</a>]
00:13:33 ◼ ► important cement wait let me get this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/813">TS</a>]
00:13:34 ◼ ► right you got cement you got concrete [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/814">TS</a>]
00:13:36 ◼ ► cement is the stuff you it's like that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/816">TS</a>]
00:13:38 ◼ ► the important ingredient right you got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/818">TS</a>]
00:13:40 ◼ ► bunch of rocks you got some water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/820">TS</a>]
00:13:42 ◼ ► there's cement and concrete but there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/822">TS</a>]
00:13:43 ◼ ► not concrete and cement precisely cell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/823">TS</a>]
00:13:45 ◼ ► and apparently this is something where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/825">TS</a>]
00:13:47 ◼ ► turns out a lot of times when you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/827">TS</a>]
00:13:49 ◼ ► to cut corners because some it is so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/829">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► costly signal back to the copper pipe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/831">TS</a>]
00:13:54 ◼ ► issue i think they go a little short on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/834">TS</a>]
00:13:56 ◼ ► the cement building falls down it will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/836">TS</a>]
00:13:58 ◼ ► generally put extra sand or extra like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/838">TS</a>]
00:14:00 ◼ ► oatmeal or something and it could be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/840">TS</a>]
00:14:02 ◼ ► oatmeal could be to be so could be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/842">TS</a>]
00:14:04 ◼ ► Satan i think it's called the decision [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/844">TS</a>]
00:14:06 ◼ ► any kind of hit kind of good grades are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/846">TS</a>]
00:14:09 ◼ ► rotating lot of lot of protein but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/849">TS</a>]
00:14:11 ◼ ► not gonna be good for chinese building [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/851">TS</a>]
00:14:12 ◼ ► right well and in this case it's built [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/852">TS</a>]
00:14:15 ◼ ► its built-in a very distinctive like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/855">TS</a>]
00:14:18 ◼ ► latticework sixties latticework that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/858">TS</a>]
00:14:21 ◼ ► slightly reminiscent of the World Trade [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/861">TS</a>]
00:14:23 ◼ ► Center I'm but but more but it's more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/863">TS</a>]
00:14:26 ◼ ► scenes sturdier it's less trying to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/866">TS</a>]
00:14:29 ◼ ► it's not less emulating birds in flight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/869">TS</a>]
00:14:31 ◼ ► and more saying like this is a this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/871">TS</a>]
00:14:34 ◼ ► like a like a lattice and natural [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/874">TS</a>]
00:14:38 ◼ ► lattice maybe a DNA helix oh my goodness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/878">TS</a>]
00:14:44 ◼ ► ok i'm looking at it now ok this is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/884">TS</a>]
00:14:46 ◼ ► is this is a big deal it's a nice place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/886">TS</a>]
00:14:49 ◼ ► it's really big noise future saying it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/889">TS</a>]
00:14:50 ◼ ► looks kind of like it looks a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/890">TS</a>]
00:14:53 ◼ ► like a shitty grill like you get a park [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/893">TS</a>]
00:15:00 ◼ ► it's like at least like seven eight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/900">TS</a>]
00:15:01 ◼ ► stories high no I'm on the 9th floor and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/901">TS</a>]
00:15:02 ◼ ► there's who there's floors above me I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/902">TS</a>]
00:15:04 ◼ ► think there's 14 Florida oh this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/904">TS</a>]
00:15:06 ◼ ► beautiful it I what I what I think it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/906">TS</a>]
00:15:08 ◼ ► it's it's exactly the same lattice that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/908">TS</a>]
00:15:10 ◼ ► you would use if you were doing inside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/910">TS</a>]
00:15:12 ◼ ► someone's artery and opening it up after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/912">TS</a>]
00:15:16 ◼ ► and filled with black it's a building [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/916">TS</a>]
00:15:17 ◼ ► made of stents it's a stint that's right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/917">TS</a>]
00:15:20 ◼ ► square stand you know what you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/920">TS</a>]
00:15:23 ◼ ► brutalist it's not it's not full on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/923">TS</a>]
00:15:25 ◼ ► brutalist it's not truly brutal and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/925">TS</a>]
00:15:27 ◼ ► kind of aggressive it's the right it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/927">TS</a>]
00:15:29 ◼ ► would be at home in a in Brasilia yes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/929">TS</a>]
00:15:33 ◼ ► but it would also be at home stay here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/933">TS</a>]
00:15:36 ◼ ► I've got a lot of people climb this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/936">TS</a>]
00:15:38 ◼ ► thing it looks really climbable Shh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/938">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► sorry my bad we get in trouble pencil so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/940">TS</a>]
00:15:45 ◼ ► that's my saga Here I am halfway through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/945">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► a an RV adventure my first my debut RV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/947">TS</a>]
00:15:58 ◼ ► well here's the thing I we've known each [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/958">TS</a>]
00:16:00 ◼ ► other for over a decade now and there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/960">TS</a>]
00:16:02 ◼ ► a question I I don't ask too often [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/962">TS</a>]
00:16:04 ◼ ► because it's none of my fucking business [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/964">TS</a>]
00:16:07 ◼ ► mhm mhm you like I keep my powder dry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/967">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► for that 1i bring that one out every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/970">TS</a>]
00:16:12 ◼ ► couple years it's yeah my biannual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/972">TS</a>]
00:16:14 ◼ ► question what the hell are you doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/974">TS</a>]
00:16:16 ◼ ► right now are you in a few expect so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/976">TS</a>]
00:16:19 ◼ ► this is very confusing to me so did I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/979">TS</a>]
00:16:25 ◼ ► don't mention this yeah you did yeah you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/985">TS</a>]
00:16:29 ◼ ► actually talked about it on air and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/989">TS</a>]
00:16:30 ◼ ► sound like you were giving a game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/990">TS</a>]
00:16:32 ◼ ► attempt do you say in your words but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/992">TS</a>]
00:16:35 ◼ ► it's not like you're it was a game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/995">TS</a>]
00:16:37 ◼ ► attempt to say okay let's give this a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/997">TS</a>]
00:16:39 ◼ ► sure let's give this a try and so so the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/999">TS</a>]
00:16:43 ◼ ► psychiatrist it gave me a whole saga [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1003">TS</a>]
00:16:44 ◼ ► about bipolar 2 and we're going to give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1004">TS</a>]
00:16:48 ◼ ► you some anti-seizure medication because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1008">TS</a>]
00:16:50 ◼ ► inexplicably that works and bipolar to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1010">TS</a>]
00:16:53 ◼ ► no one knows why also works for ADHD is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1013">TS</a>]
00:16:56 ◼ ► that right that's right that's right we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1016">TS</a>]
00:16:58 ◼ ► talked about that so i started taking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1018">TS</a>]
00:16:59 ◼ ► this stuff in it look 4a and I went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1019">TS</a>]
00:17:01 ◼ ► through the whole thing I was like all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1021">TS</a>]
00:17:03 ◼ ► the things that I normally would would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1023">TS</a>]
00:17:05 ◼ ► not do like for instance when he said we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1025">TS</a>]
00:17:08 ◼ ► need to take it for two weeks at a very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1028">TS</a>]
00:17:10 ◼ ► minut dose just to make sure you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1030">TS</a>]
00:17:13 ◼ ► yeah and I was like ah that's so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1033">TS</a>]
00:17:15 ◼ ► laborious is it all of our cut the size [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1035">TS</a>]
00:17:24 ◼ ► ok does that seem like a good little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1044">TS</a>]
00:17:26 ◼ ► Goodman and I said that's a that is an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1046">TS</a>]
00:17:29 ◼ ► vacation with a black box warning that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1049">TS</a>]
00:17:32 ◼ ► basically watch out for the first week [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1052">TS</a>]
00:17:34 ◼ ► because you may get a deadly skin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1054">TS</a>]
00:17:36 ◼ ► disease there it is that's the one limit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1056">TS</a>]
00:17:38 ◼ ► all start with like half start you start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1058">TS</a>]
00:17:40 ◼ ► real real low you ramp up and then you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1060">TS</a>]
00:17:42 ◼ ► wrap the shit down right when you take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1062">TS</a>]
00:17:44 ◼ ► that super interesting i took that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1064">TS</a>]
00:17:48 ◼ ► oh you did oh yeah oh ok well we know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1068">TS</a>]
00:17:51 ◼ ► anyway why don't we interrupt this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1071">TS</a>]
00:17:53 ◼ ► your story but I also i will give you a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1073">TS</a>]
00:17:54 ◼ ► wonderful analogy that my shrink gave me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1074">TS</a>]
00:17:58 ◼ ► ok yeah so anyway you got a black box [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1078">TS</a>]
00:18:02 ◼ ► yeah jesus christ is fascinating well so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1082">TS</a>]
00:18:04 ◼ ► yeah right now in our podcast has never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1084">TS</a>]
00:18:06 ◼ ► been let's compare medications podcast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1086">TS</a>]
00:18:07 ◼ ► but I'll that everything's kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1087">TS</a>]
00:18:09 ◼ ► yeah it's good it's good that we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1089">TS</a>]
00:18:11 ◼ ► breaking off so I'm taking this stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1091">TS</a>]
00:18:14 ◼ ► I've never taken a a psychological [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1094">TS</a>]
00:18:19 ◼ ► medication before right except like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1099">TS</a>]
00:18:22 ◼ ► but you know back in the day at parties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1102">TS</a>]
00:18:23 ◼ ► people be like I'm on lithium and I'd be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1103">TS</a>]
00:18:25 ◼ ► like really give me four and it gave me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1105">TS</a>]
00:18:27 ◼ ► for lithium and then there'd be this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1107">TS</a>]
00:18:28 ◼ ► uncomfortable screaming in my head and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1108">TS</a>]
00:18:30 ◼ ► I'm like I don't want to take that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1110">TS</a>]
00:18:31 ◼ ► that's the street name for that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1111">TS</a>]
00:18:34 ◼ ► yeah that doing some salt ok let's get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1114">TS</a>]
00:18:37 ◼ ► salty and and then people would say like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1117">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► well that's not a lithium works you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:42 ◼ ► don't just take four of them and like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1122">TS</a>]
00:18:43 ◼ ► get a buzz that's that's not that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1123">TS</a>]
00:18:45 ◼ ► harsh my mellow as well and I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1125">TS</a>]
00:18:48 ◼ ► you and then everybody's antidepressants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1128">TS</a>]
00:18:50 ◼ ► I would always like I would always take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1130">TS</a>]
00:18:52 ◼ ► a handful of them to see what they did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1132">TS</a>]
00:18:54 ◼ ► and that's not how they work and so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1134">TS</a>]
00:18:56 ◼ ► was just like I don't want to take any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1136">TS</a>]
00:18:57 ◼ ► of that stuff it's all bad it makes it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1137">TS</a>]
00:18:59 ◼ ► like taking msg but anyway so this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1139">TS</a>]
00:19:03 ◼ ► the first time I've ever taken at some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1143">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► kind of medication that's meant to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:06 ◼ ► affect my whatever my personality my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1146">TS</a>]
00:19:12 ◼ ► personality and but I did that I did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1152">TS</a>]
00:19:15 ◼ ► what he said I took it two weeks at this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1155">TS</a>]
00:19:17 ◼ ► my new dose I was just so bored of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1157">TS</a>]
00:19:19 ◼ ► but I'm like you're trying to be you try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1159">TS</a>]
00:19:22 ◼ ► to like join the normals you're trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1162">TS</a>]
00:19:24 ◼ ► to be a snork like just do it do what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1164">TS</a>]
00:19:26 ◼ ► they say when i started to take a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1166">TS</a>]
00:19:28 ◼ ► bit more two weeks at a little bit more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1168">TS</a>]
00:19:32 ◼ ► and I was just like this is just come on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1172">TS</a>]
00:19:36 ◼ ► right in it you do have to take it super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1176">TS</a>]
00:19:41 ◼ ► it takes a while for it to do anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1181">TS</a>]
00:19:42 ◼ ► mm because you've got to get to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1182">TS</a>]
00:19:44 ◼ ► target dose which you want to do super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1184">TS</a>]
00:19:46 ◼ ► slowly so you don't die from the skin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1186">TS</a>]
00:19:47 ◼ ► thing right I want to get the skin thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1187">TS</a>]
00:19:49 ◼ ► so then I get up to the minimum what he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1189">TS</a>]
00:19:53 ◼ ► described as the minimum therapeutic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1193">TS</a>]
00:19:55 ◼ ► dose and he said if you do not have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1195">TS</a>]
00:19:57 ◼ ► bipolar disorder you can take this stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1197">TS</a>]
00:20:00 ◼ ► all day and won't do anything to you it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1200">TS</a>]
00:20:02 ◼ ► doesn't have any there's no side effects [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1202">TS</a>]
00:20:04 ◼ ► and it doesn't it does not active on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1204">TS</a>]
00:20:07 ◼ ► someone it just has some effect that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1207">TS</a>]
00:20:11 ◼ ► don't we don't understand and cannot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1211">TS</a>]
00:20:17 ◼ ► measurable effect on people that suffer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1217">TS</a>]
00:20:19 ◼ ► from this this condition which we also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1219">TS</a>]
00:20:23 ◼ ► don't understand about you very much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1223">TS</a>]
00:20:26 ◼ ► pitch everything you love about medicine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1226">TS</a>]
00:20:28 ◼ ► in one paragraph yeah I was just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1228">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► well shit why don't we throw eggs at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:33 ◼ ► wall we don't think we don't we don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1233">TS</a>]
00:20:35 ◼ ► exactly know what's wrong with you but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1235">TS</a>]
00:20:36 ◼ ► we have a name for it and drug that may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1236">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► or may not work we invented a name for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► it and now i'm sitting here because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:42 ◼ ► went to college for a long time whoo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1242">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► and anyway so I'm taking this stuff and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► then in the course of a very short [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:50 ◼ ► amount of time i wrote a song i sent it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1250">TS</a>]
00:20:54 ◼ ► to a man she recorded it and is now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1254">TS</a>]
00:20:58 ◼ ► talking about putting it on a new record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1258">TS</a>]
00:20:59 ◼ ► and then I bought an RV off of a like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1259">TS</a>]
00:21:03 ◼ ► parking lot in the rain from a guy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1263">TS</a>]
00:21:09 ◼ ► here's the money and then I drove it off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1269">TS</a>]
00:21:12 ◼ ► that Todd was like now I own this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1272">TS</a>]
00:21:14 ◼ ► yeah and I've been making some very very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1274">TS</a>]
00:21:19 ◼ ► exciting decisions across the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1279">TS</a>]
00:21:23 ◼ ► broad spectrum of my life that are just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1283">TS</a>]
00:21:26 ◼ ► that seem like great decision and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1286">TS</a>]
00:21:31 ◼ ► very excited by them and then at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1291">TS</a>]
00:21:36 ◼ ► certain point about two weeks and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1296">TS</a>]
00:21:38 ◼ ► like hey there there seems to be a there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1298">TS</a>]
00:21:43 ◼ ► um the all the all these decisions are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1303">TS</a>]
00:21:46 ◼ ► like there-there they're fairly dramatic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1306">TS</a>]
00:21:49 ◼ ► dick but I feel great about them and i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1309">TS</a>]
00:21:53 ◼ ► sleeping well it's not like I'm it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1313">TS</a>]
00:21:56 ◼ ► like I'm in a manic state where I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1316">TS</a>]
00:21:58 ◼ ► always sleeping three hours a day like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1318">TS</a>]
00:22:00 ◼ ► getting a full night's sleep but i am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1320">TS</a>]
00:22:05 ◼ ► i'm absolutely exhibited signs these are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1325">TS</a>]
00:22:08 ◼ ► these are all choices i would make when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1328">TS</a>]
00:22:14 ◼ ► let's say yeah but but i don't i'm not i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1334">TS</a>]
00:22:20 ◼ ► don't feel like i'm suffering the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1340">TS</a>]
00:22:24 ◼ ► other symptoms of a manic episode which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1344">TS</a>]
00:22:28 ◼ ► are then I don't sleep that I forget to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1348">TS</a>]
00:22:30 ◼ ► eat that I you know I'm not like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1350">TS</a>]
00:22:34 ◼ ► gambling a lot right but in and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1354">TS</a>]
00:22:39 ◼ ► sometimes at two o'clock in the morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1359">TS</a>]
00:22:40 ◼ ► I'll go on ebay and I by five or six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1360">TS</a>]
00:22:42 ◼ ► different patches from world war two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1362">TS</a>]
00:22:46 ◼ ► veteran like last man standing clubs but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1366">TS</a>]
00:22:53 ◼ ► so anyway it's it all seems very related [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1373">TS</a>]
00:22:57 ◼ ► i don't know if i would have the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1377">TS</a>]
00:23:00 ◼ ► gumption to buy an RV and and then set [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1380">TS</a>]
00:23:03 ◼ ► off driving into California with almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1383">TS</a>]
00:23:06 ◼ ► no preparation I don't think I would do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1386">TS</a>]
00:23:09 ◼ ► that in in a depressed state but it also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1389">TS</a>]
00:23:13 ◼ ► like I'm handling things that I when the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1393">TS</a>]
00:23:17 ◼ ► water pump blew up in eugene i didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1397">TS</a>]
00:23:19 ◼ ► just walk away from it and get on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1399">TS</a>]
00:23:20 ◼ ► train right like I fixed it and so so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1400">TS</a>]
00:23:26 ◼ ► I'm I feel like I'm i am part of an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1406">TS</a>]
00:23:29 ◼ ► experiment right now her and maybe maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1409">TS</a>]
00:23:33 ◼ ► it's maybe I'm the experiment and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1413">TS</a>]
00:23:34 ◼ ► experimenter but I'm and I'm taking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1414">TS</a>]
00:23:39 ◼ ► medication and I making some making some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1419">TS</a>]
00:23:41 ◼ ► adventure choices must be an exciting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1421">TS</a>]
00:23:45 ◼ ► well we'll see we'll see six months from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1425">TS</a>]
00:23:47 ◼ ► now because i did i did get a call for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1427">TS</a>]
00:23:50 ◼ ► climbing the American cement company but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1430">TS</a>]
00:23:52 ◼ ► i did get a call from my accountant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1432">TS</a>]
00:23:55 ◼ ► recently and she said you don't have any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1435">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► you ran for public office earlier this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:03 ◼ ► her and you didn't make any money doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1443">TS</a>]
00:24:04 ◼ ► that that's a call you don't get you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1444">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► spent all you spent money doing that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:08 ◼ ► not only that but everything you did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1448">TS</a>]
00:24:09 ◼ ► everything you bought when you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1449">TS</a>]
00:24:10 ◼ ► running for office you can't deduct the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1450">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► Oh God and then you just stopped running [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:16 ◼ ► for office just what couple of months [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1456">TS</a>]
00:24:18 ◼ ► ago and you had it's not like you had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1458">TS</a>]
00:24:22 ◼ ► it's not like he had a wall of money [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1462">TS</a>]
00:24:24 ◼ ► that you that you needed to unlock that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1464">TS</a>]
00:24:27 ◼ ► was motivating rather than depressive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1467">TS</a>]
00:24:29 ◼ ► yes well yeah but what she was saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1469">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► was your in California in an RV in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:34 ◼ ► 40-year old RV and and you are out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1474">TS</a>]
00:24:39 ◼ ► money so choose wisely choose wisely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1479">TS</a>]
00:24:43 ◼ ► what I'm what things you buy at autozone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1483">TS</a>]
00:24:46 ◼ ► like don't just go in and buy cup [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1486">TS</a>]
00:24:49 ◼ ► holders for the whole RV if you need a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1489">TS</a>]
00:24:52 ◼ ► cup holder by one but don't kid it all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1492">TS</a>]
00:24:55 ◼ ► out you know like I have to have to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1495">TS</a>]
00:24:59 ◼ ► choosy right now so that's where I'm at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1499">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► sometimes i'm gonna i'm gonna do some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:06 ◼ ► shows in LA with aimee mann im gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1506">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► come up to San Francisco and do some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:09 ◼ ► shows with Amy and their yea year and is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1509">TS</a>]
00:25:13 ◼ ► gonna be there not going to be there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1513">TS</a>]
00:25:14 ◼ ► liz phair we may get a babysitter and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1514">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► come to that Jonathan Coulton also yep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► heard of him and then we're going to fly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:21 ◼ ► across the country to boston and i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1521">TS</a>]
00:25:23 ◼ ► going to leave the RV in San Francisco [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1523">TS</a>]
00:25:24 ◼ ► somewhere and no one I know everyone i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1524">TS</a>]
00:25:29 ◼ ► know in San Francisco lives in a in a in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1529">TS</a>]
00:25:33 ◼ ► yeah no RV parking at your house for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1533">TS</a>]
00:25:35 ◼ ► instance which talk because there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1535">TS</a>]
00:25:38 ◼ ► and there are streets where people park [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1538">TS</a>]
00:25:42 ◼ ► their RVs sure but I don't know if I'm I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1542">TS</a>]
00:25:46 ◼ ► don't know if I could live there two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1546">TS</a>]
00:25:47 ◼ ► weeks is a long time that's a long time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1547">TS</a>]
00:25:49 ◼ ► you need a friend who moved it for you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1549">TS</a>]
00:25:51 ◼ ► yeah that's right we need a friend with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1551">TS</a>]
00:25:52 ◼ ► the daughter who wanted to go for a ride [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1552">TS</a>]
00:25:54 ◼ ► in an RV across the Golden help you as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1554">TS</a>]
00:25:55 ◼ ► friend with a daughter who won't stop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1555">TS</a>]
00:25:57 ◼ ► talking about when Uncle John will be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1557">TS</a>]
00:25:58 ◼ ► here he should come for at least a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1558">TS</a>]
00:26:00 ◼ ► couple days because i really want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1560">TS</a>]
00:26:01 ◼ ► ride around the yeah well and and one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1561">TS</a>]
00:26:03 ◼ ► the great one of the great enticements [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1563">TS</a>]
00:26:05 ◼ ► of the RV is that it was a it was it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1565">TS</a>]
00:26:09 ◼ ► let's call it restored in the eighties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1569">TS</a>]
00:26:12 ◼ ► during a time when one of the popular [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1572">TS</a>]
00:26:16 ◼ ► upholstery colors was something i call [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1576">TS</a>]
00:26:19 ◼ ► black berry smoothie yeah black berry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1579">TS</a>]
00:26:23 ◼ ► smoothie with an extra dollop of yogurt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1583">TS</a>]
00:26:24 ◼ ► so it's like pinky pinky purple and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1584">TS</a>]
00:26:28 ◼ ► really it really makes the the fake wood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1588">TS</a>]
00:26:32 ◼ ► grain paneling it really makes it pop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1592">TS</a>]
00:26:33 ◼ ► over so I people a lot of people might [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1593">TS</a>]
00:26:37 ◼ ► make a decision like that makes it look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1597">TS</a>]
00:26:38 ◼ ► a little over-the-top i'm guessing it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1598">TS</a>]
00:26:40 ◼ ► looks very accurate for the period [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1600">TS</a>]
00:26:42 ◼ ► it looks accurate for the period up it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1602">TS</a>]
00:26:44 ◼ ► looks accurate for the period that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1604">TS</a>]
00:26:46 ◼ ► was restored right it doesn't look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1606">TS</a>]
00:26:48 ◼ ► accurate for the 1975 in 1975 it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1608">TS</a>]
00:26:51 ◼ ► have all been like orange it's pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1611">TS</a>]
00:26:53 ◼ ► much every apartment i've ever lived in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1613">TS</a>]
00:26:55 ◼ ► we're like you kinda wish it looked the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1615">TS</a>]
00:26:56 ◼ ► way it looked when it was built if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1616">TS</a>]
00:26:57 ◼ ► get all man mid-century modern yeah but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1617">TS</a>]
00:26:59 ◼ ► you know they had a couple extra grand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1619">TS</a>]
00:27:01 ◼ ► in 1975 and these did it yeah yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1621">TS</a>]
00:27:04 ◼ ► that's exactly right it was like 80 it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1624">TS</a>]
00:27:06 ◼ ► was like 84 and the guy had a deal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1626">TS</a>]
00:27:09 ◼ ► he went to the point where java cotton [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1629">TS</a>]
00:27:11 ◼ ► refrigerator see that here he was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1631">TS</a>]
00:27:12 ◼ ► get those out of here yet it yet it he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1632">TS</a>]
00:27:15 ◼ ► had like a maybe had a credit at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1635">TS</a>]
00:27:18 ◼ ► discount carpet where I was expiring and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1638">TS</a>]
00:27:20 ◼ ► he's the credit that's right and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1640">TS</a>]
00:27:22 ◼ ► people there were like you know we got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1642">TS</a>]
00:27:23 ◼ ► huge order a for like carpet for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1643">TS</a>]
00:27:28 ◼ ► ramada inn and we have like a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1648">TS</a>]
00:27:30 ◼ ► extra rolls just enough to do a movie so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1650">TS</a>]
00:27:34 ◼ ► there's a little bit of a robot a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1654">TS</a>]
00:27:35 ◼ ► bit of a convention center carpet and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1655">TS</a>]
00:27:38 ◼ ► and then this black berry smoothie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1658">TS</a>]
00:27:40 ◼ ► upholstery it's a it's a sight to behold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1660">TS</a>]
00:27:43 ◼ ► this sounds like a very exciting time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1663">TS</a>]
00:27:44 ◼ ► yeah it's a wonderful time so that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1664">TS</a>]
00:27:48 ◼ ► Oh of the surprise i said i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1668">TS</a>]
00:27:51 ◼ ► well the surprise was that I was going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1671">TS</a>]
00:27:53 ◼ ► to call you from maximum fun had that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1673">TS</a>]
00:27:55 ◼ ► ya casi question of course um so if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1675">TS</a>]
00:28:01 ◼ ► are open to considering the idea that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1681">TS</a>]
00:28:04 ◼ ► there are times in the past when you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1684">TS</a>]
00:28:09 ◼ ► yeah mom at app when you look back on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1689">TS</a>]
00:28:16 ◼ ► retrospect that you were a little bit up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1696">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► at the time but when you look back at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:19 ◼ ► like a couple three episodes from the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1699">TS</a>]
00:28:20 ◼ ► past whatever 10 15 20 years are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1700">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► able to look at you oh yeah I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:24 ◼ ► probably a little bit manic yeah yeah I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1704">TS</a>]
00:28:27 ◼ ► mean now that you've maybe got a name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1707">TS</a>]
00:28:30 ◼ ► can you kind of see it it's easier to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1710">TS</a>]
00:28:32 ◼ ► see the times when you're really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1712">TS</a>]
00:28:34 ◼ ► cratering who I'm because you just leave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1714">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► a much darker streak on the on the on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:43 ◼ ► it's like stick your thumb on the ink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1723">TS</a>]
00:28:45 ◼ ► pad and just scraping across those three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1725">TS</a>]
00:28:48 ◼ ► months of the calendar right just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1728">TS</a>]
00:28:50 ◼ ► lork yep but when you when you start to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1730">TS</a>]
00:28:56 ◼ ► of in my case when I start to put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1736">TS</a>]
00:28:58 ◼ ► together the like well that was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1738">TS</a>]
00:29:01 ◼ ► summer that I burned because I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1741">TS</a>]
00:29:03 ◼ ► depressed and they didn't nothing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1743">TS</a>]
00:29:05 ◼ ► happened and that was them that was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1745">TS</a>]
00:29:07 ◼ ► dark time and then that was a and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1747">TS</a>]
00:29:10 ◼ ► over here that was a dark time and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1750">TS</a>]
00:29:12 ◼ ► you look at the times in between and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1752">TS</a>]
00:29:16 ◼ ► know there's some normalcy in there but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1756">TS</a>]
00:29:17 ◼ ► there's also like oh that's kind of when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1757">TS</a>]
00:29:18 ◼ ► i recorded the first long winters record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1758">TS</a>]
00:29:20 ◼ ► and you know oh right so I was really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1760">TS</a>]
00:29:24 ◼ ► depressed for four months and then there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1764">TS</a>]
00:29:28 ◼ ► are a couple of months in there and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1768">TS</a>]
00:29:29 ◼ ► I recorded a record where I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1769">TS</a>]
00:29:31 ◼ ► what i wrote a bunch of songs and was in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1771">TS</a>]
00:29:34 ◼ ► the studio 18 hours a day and then I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1774">TS</a>]
00:29:37 ◼ ► normal for a while and then I was really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1777">TS</a>]
00:29:39 ◼ ► depressed you can't show Oh maybe maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1779">TS</a>]
00:29:43 ◼ ► those maybe I made those records and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1783">TS</a>]
00:29:46 ◼ ► went on those long long long crazy tours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1786">TS</a>]
00:29:48 ◼ ► and walked across Europe and rode a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1788">TS</a>]
00:29:53 ◼ ► motorcycle you know from Seattle to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1793">TS</a>]
00:29:55 ◼ ► Kansas without any tools or luggage and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1795">TS</a>]
00:30:02 ◼ ► certainly that's seven-sided like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1802">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► yeah and you're like well maybe there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:06 ◼ ► a connection between those things to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1806">TS</a>]
00:30:07 ◼ ► write which which I always felt like was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1807">TS</a>]
00:30:10 ◼ ► just my normal personality and and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1810">TS</a>]
00:30:13 ◼ ► plagued by depression which felt like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1813">TS</a>]
00:30:16 ◼ ► foreigner rights which people i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1816">TS</a>]
00:30:20 ◼ ► this is not clinical advice I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1820">TS</a>]
00:30:21 ◼ ► saying things I've heard and I've heard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1821">TS</a>]
00:30:23 ◼ ► that is from people who know these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1823">TS</a>]
00:30:25 ◼ ► things that bipolar is frequently [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1825">TS</a>]
00:30:29 ◼ ► misdiagnosed as depression and then you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1829">TS</a>]
00:30:31 ◼ ► end up giving almost exactly the wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1831">TS</a>]
00:30:33 ◼ ► drugs as a result so i never i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1833">TS</a>]
00:30:37 ◼ ► several manic episodes where it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1837">TS</a>]
00:30:39 ◼ ► clearly where I was clearly peaking and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1839">TS</a>]
00:30:43 ◼ ► would say things to me like are you like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1843">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► are you sure like um you know where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:51 ◼ ► was very much and you know I never went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1851">TS</a>]
00:30:53 ◼ ► to vegas and like gambled my house but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1853">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► you know several episodes like that but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1856">TS</a>]
00:30:58 ◼ ► for the most part when I was high when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1858">TS</a>]
00:31:02 ◼ ► was having when I was not feeling mania [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1862">TS</a>]
00:31:04 ◼ ► that felt great and normal felt like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1864">TS</a>]
00:31:07 ◼ ► person I wanted to be so I never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1867">TS</a>]
00:31:10 ◼ ► diagnosed those as a problem and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1870">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► only reason that it's that I even went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:17 ◼ ► to a psychiatrist was that those times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1877">TS</a>]
00:31:19 ◼ ► had been getting lower and lower like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1879">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► wasn't it the depression the depressions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:24 ◼ ► were getting lower and lower but also I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1884">TS</a>]
00:31:27 ◼ ► wasn't ever soaring right and so he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1887">TS</a>]
00:31:31 ◼ ► looks like overtime just to be clear you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1891">TS</a>]
00:31:32 ◼ ► like when you look back out at six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1892">TS</a>]
00:31:34 ◼ ► months a year or whatever later you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1894">TS</a>]
00:31:35 ◼ ► we see I like your notion of the crater [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1895">TS</a>]
00:31:38 ◼ ► as a creator cannot only be deep but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1898">TS</a>]
00:31:42 ◼ ► wide and you can kind of gauge like how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1902">TS</a>]
00:31:44 ◼ ► hard that your head for him or for how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1904">TS</a>]
00:31:47 ◼ ► we think about like losing a summer or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1907">TS</a>]
00:31:50 ◼ ► retrospect an identifier for what it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1910">TS</a>]
00:31:52 ◼ ► yeah and how bad it was yeah and it felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1912">TS</a>]
00:31:54 ◼ ► like well there's three that's three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1914">TS</a>]
00:31:56 ◼ ► months that that's gone but that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1916">TS</a>]
00:31:59 ◼ ► um it's not that big a deal to lose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1919">TS</a>]
00:32:04 ◼ ► it doesn't feel worth taking medicine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1924">TS</a>]
00:32:08 ◼ ► I'm because it's not it's not three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1928">TS</a>]
00:32:11 ◼ ► months out of every six it's like three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1931">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► months every couple of years or three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:14 ◼ ► months every 18 months but when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1934">TS</a>]
00:32:18 ◼ ► stopped when I stop getting them the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1938">TS</a>]
00:32:21 ◼ ► peaks like for the last five years the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1941">TS</a>]
00:32:25 ◼ ► best I was was coping coping was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1945">TS</a>]
00:32:31 ◼ ► the best I could report and the rest of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1951">TS</a>]
00:32:35 ◼ ► the time I was scraping just just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1955">TS</a>]
00:32:39 ◼ ► scraping the undercarriage on them on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1959">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► the on-ramp like like going to whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:47 ◼ ► it wasn't enough to stop the vehicle but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1967">TS</a>]
00:32:49 ◼ ► I definitely made the right less fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1969">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► well you can just like you just know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:52 ◼ ► you're doing damage you're doing damage [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1972">TS</a>]
00:32:55 ◼ ► right and so going in and talking to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1975">TS</a>]
00:32:59 ◼ ► to this guy and hearing him say like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1979">TS</a>]
00:33:01 ◼ ► problem with bipolar is as you get older [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1981">TS</a>]
00:33:03 ◼ ► your bottoms get lower and your tops get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1983">TS</a>]
00:33:06 ◼ ► lower to the was just like that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1986">TS</a>]
00:33:10 ◼ ► so anyway I'm taking this crazy stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1990">TS</a>]
00:33:14 ◼ ► and like I don't feel anymore i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1994">TS</a>]
00:33:19 ◼ ► feel medicated at all i just feel very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/1999">TS</a>]
00:33:21 ◼ ► very faintly the very edge of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2001">TS</a>]
00:33:24 ◼ ► periphery a kind of twinkle or or buzzed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2004">TS</a>]
00:33:31 ◼ ► his maybe like it just a tiny little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2011">TS</a>]
00:33:34 ◼ ► of not static but some awareness at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2014">TS</a>]
00:33:40 ◼ ► edge of my vision that there's something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2020">TS</a>]
00:33:45 ◼ ► and it feels a little bit in some ways [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2025">TS</a>]
00:33:51 ◼ ► interesting you should say that one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2031">TS</a>]
00:33:54 ◼ ► thing it's a lot like Buddhism you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2034">TS</a>]
00:33:57 ◼ ► really you don't really you don't really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2037">TS</a>]
00:33:59 ◼ ► notice what normal feels like until you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2039">TS</a>]
00:34:00 ◼ ► don't have it anymore and the easiest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2040">TS</a>]
00:34:02 ◼ ► example that anybody can call to mind is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2042">TS</a>]
00:34:04 ◼ ► when you suddenly get a terrible cold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2044">TS</a>]
00:34:06 ◼ ► and you get one of those that is a cold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2046">TS</a>]
00:34:07 ◼ ► but that kind of like where you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2047">TS</a>]
00:34:08 ◼ ► wrecked or two or three weeks and 4 1st [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2048">TS</a>]
00:34:11 ◼ ► for another and it's not the same thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2051">TS</a>]
00:34:13 ◼ ► it's an analogy but you you feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2053">TS</a>]
00:34:15 ◼ ► you're getting worse and worse and worse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2055">TS</a>]
00:34:16 ◼ ► and worse or source and then finally at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2056">TS</a>]
00:34:18 ◼ ► some point like three weeks in you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2058">TS</a>]
00:34:19 ◼ ► a day where you wake up and you feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2059">TS</a>]
00:34:21 ◼ ► this is a very important phrase in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2061">TS</a>]
00:34:22 ◼ ► life where you feel less bad like his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2062">TS</a>]
00:34:25 ◼ ► mother called hey are you three feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2065">TS</a>]
00:34:27 ◼ ► better and i would say you know i'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2067">TS</a>]
00:34:28 ◼ ► feeling better but I'm feeling less bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2068">TS</a>]
00:34:30 ◼ ► and that's a nice day because you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2070">TS</a>]
00:34:32 ◼ ► realize if there's a possibility at that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2072">TS</a>]
00:34:34 ◼ ► point you don't know how long you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2074">TS</a>]
00:34:35 ◼ ► going to be sick but you do know that if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2075">TS</a>]
00:34:37 ◼ ► you're feeling a little bit less bad day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2077">TS</a>]
00:34:39 ◼ ► after day that's a really good trend and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2079">TS</a>]
00:34:42 ◼ ► finally maybe three or four days and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2082">TS</a>]
00:34:43 ◼ ► wake up and you don't feel normal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2083">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► but you don't feel like you're getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► sicker and you feel like it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:49 ◼ ► getting closer to what normal might feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2089">TS</a>]
00:34:51 ◼ ► like you're still sick but you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2091">TS</a>]
00:34:56 ◼ ► mhm that's what that reminds me of is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2096">TS</a>]
00:34:59 ◼ ► that feeling of like you know I'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2099">TS</a>]
00:35:02 ◼ ► high but I'm feeling a little bit more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2102">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► normal and normal actually feels weird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:06 ◼ ► now because this is not what I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2106">TS</a>]
00:35:09 ◼ ► feeling depressed or anxious all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2109">TS</a>]
00:35:10 ◼ ► time like this seems strange should be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2110">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► depressed and anxious about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:16 ◼ ► interesting this seems like a good trend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2116">TS</a>]
00:35:18 ◼ ► yeah and also and also just be super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2118">TS</a>]
00:35:20 ◼ ► quickly what the string that said to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2120">TS</a>]
00:35:22 ◼ ► about what that stuff does lipitor and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2122">TS</a>]
00:35:24 ◼ ► why are we putting it out so that no I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2124">TS</a>]
00:35:27 ◼ ► all right little O mcdonnell/the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2127">TS</a>]
00:35:30 ◼ ► wouldn't order to look at or help your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2130">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► dick cheney heart are you think it helps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:34 ◼ ► your heart fats ya the way he described [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2134">TS</a>]
00:35:37 ◼ ► it was if you can imagine that you're an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2137">TS</a>]
00:35:39 ◼ ► easy you know I admittedly this is again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2139">TS</a>]
00:35:41 ◼ ► another analogy a big analogy but if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2141">TS</a>]
00:35:43 ◼ ► think about your personality being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2143">TS</a>]
00:35:44 ◼ ► roughly the consistency of like unfixed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2144">TS</a>]
00:35:47 ◼ ► gelatin you think about it in a box [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2147">TS</a>]
00:35:50 ◼ ► the problem is a lot of the ways that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2150">TS</a>]
00:35:51 ◼ ► the feelings that we get the personality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2151">TS</a>]
00:35:54 ◼ ► aspects that we get 10 to look like we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2154">TS</a>]
00:35:57 ◼ ► find a lot of that gelatin kind of going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2157">TS</a>]
00:35:59 ◼ ► down to this one end of the box and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2159">TS</a>]
00:36:01 ◼ ► problem is when you're trying to deal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2161">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► with something like bipolar you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:04 ◼ ► want to give somebody so much stuff that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2164">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► makes all the jelly fly to the other end [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:07 ◼ ► what you want is it just you can almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2167">TS</a>]
00:36:09 ◼ ► think you think about it just gelatin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2169">TS</a>]
00:36:11 ◼ ► almost like pizza dough where you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2171">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► this thing to be this the same flatness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:15 ◼ ► all-around not to be without effect but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2175">TS</a>]
00:36:17 ◼ ► to not have big second bits are huge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2177">TS</a>]
00:36:19 ◼ ► spikes and that's what this the stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2179">TS</a>]
00:36:21 ◼ ► does it's not gonna make you feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2181">TS</a>]
00:36:23 ◼ ► hi it's not going to give you a rush [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2183">TS</a>]
00:36:25 ◼ ► just in the sense that it's going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2185">TS</a>]
00:36:27 ◼ ► keep you from having lows and highs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2187">TS</a>]
00:36:29 ◼ ► it just happens that you get people for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2189">TS</a>]
00:36:31 ◼ ► I think grand mal seizures and it seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2191">TS</a>]
00:36:34 ◼ ► to kind of work for some people off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2194">TS</a>]
00:36:35 ◼ ► label especially for the side effects of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2195">TS</a>]
00:36:37 ◼ ► ADHD medicines but even by itself it can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2197">TS</a>]
00:36:41 ◼ ► I believe this is not medicine please [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2201">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► but i like you know go see doctor please [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:47 ◼ ► but but i can't help people who have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2207">TS</a>]
00:36:49 ◼ ► some personality balance issues he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2209">TS</a>]
00:36:51 ◼ ► thinks i to me that's least in my head [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2211">TS</a>]
00:36:54 ◼ ► maybe i need more medicine but that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2214">TS</a>]
00:36:56 ◼ ► that's that's kind of the package that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2216">TS</a>]
00:36:57 ◼ ► what you're looking for in a day where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2217">TS</a>]
00:37:00 ◼ ► you feel less shitty is a good day even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2220">TS</a>]
00:37:02 ◼ ► if you don't feel awesome because you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2222">TS</a>]
00:37:04 ◼ ► know what feeling too awesome is not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2224">TS</a>]
00:37:07 ◼ ► yes well so I'm kind of wrestling now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2227">TS</a>]
00:37:11 ◼ ► with the question is is my I'll i always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2231">TS</a>]
00:37:18 ◼ ► used to feel that my normal personality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2238">TS</a>]
00:37:22 ◼ ► capable at any moment of buying an RV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2242">TS</a>]
00:37:25 ◼ ► and driving off the lot to California [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2245">TS</a>]
00:37:31 ◼ ► some people are waiting to get jumped in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2251">TS</a>]
00:37:33 ◼ ► an alley other people are waiting to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2253">TS</a>]
00:37:35 ◼ ► fall in love just knowing it could be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2255">TS</a>]
00:37:37 ◼ ► somebody out there when I walk into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2257">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► room I could meet my mate for life you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:40 ◼ ► you're walking around you know this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2260">TS</a>]
00:37:42 ◼ ► could be the day this week the day is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2262">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► gonna be the RV day I might fall in love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:45 ◼ ► with an RB today I might actually I met [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2265">TS</a>]
00:37:47 ◼ ► blender truck stop and fall in love with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2267">TS</a>]
00:37:49 ◼ ► a girl and take her in the RV but when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2269">TS</a>]
00:37:54 ◼ ► it but so now i'm now I'm wondering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2274">TS</a>]
00:37:58 ◼ ► basically I don't want to go back to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2278">TS</a>]
00:37:59 ◼ ► psychiatrist because I sit down in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2279">TS</a>]
00:38:02 ◼ ► psychiatrist's office and I say and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2282">TS</a>]
00:38:06 ◼ ► I think great great i mean amazing and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2286">TS</a>]
00:38:11 ◼ ► start to report some of the things that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2291">TS</a>]
00:38:16 ◼ ► haha right he might say whoa whoa [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2296">TS</a>]
00:38:20 ◼ ► we have got to adjust the dosage because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2300">TS</a>]
00:38:23 ◼ ► that also that seems a little radical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2303">TS</a>]
00:38:25 ◼ ► and he say hang on a minute give me a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2305">TS</a>]
00:38:27 ◼ ► projector have a 193 slide presentation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2307">TS</a>]
00:38:30 ◼ ► I'd like to show you but it's got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2310">TS</a>]
00:38:31 ◼ ► animations gonna guess that found out on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2311">TS</a>]
00:38:34 ◼ ► that exactly have you first of all what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2314">TS</a>]
00:38:36 ◼ ► you need to do is follow me on instagram [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2316">TS</a>]
00:38:37 ◼ ► but second of all um no I don't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2317">TS</a>]
00:38:41 ◼ ► adjust the medication like I'm very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2321">TS</a>]
00:38:43 ◼ ► intrigued by this present amount of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2323">TS</a>]
00:38:48 ◼ ► feels like a fairly stable state which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2328">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► is elevated over any recent like stable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:57 ◼ ► level that I've had in the last five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2337">TS</a>]
00:38:59 ◼ ► years and if that is the new normal for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2339">TS</a>]
00:39:03 ◼ ► me that's wonderful and i will keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2343">TS</a>]
00:39:06 ◼ ► taking exactly this dosage I don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2346">TS</a>]
00:39:08 ◼ ► anymore I don't want any less I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2348">TS</a>]
00:39:11 ◼ ► like let me work this out myself i may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2351">TS</a>]
00:39:15 ◼ ► I'm a for a while have three or four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2355">TS</a>]
00:39:22 ◼ ► different vintage fill sandbags coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2362">TS</a>]
00:39:24 ◼ ► in the mail from ebay that i bought in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2364">TS</a>]
00:39:25 ◼ ► the middle of the night and i can i can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2365">TS</a>]
00:39:28 ◼ ► i can find a home for those and i can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2368">TS</a>]
00:39:32 ◼ ► make more money just let me work this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2372">TS</a>]
00:39:35 ◼ ► don't don't mess around with me but he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2375">TS</a>]
00:39:38 ◼ ► may say like no this is a dangerous like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2378">TS</a>]
00:39:40 ◼ ► basically buying a vintage RV is one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2380">TS</a>]
00:39:43 ◼ ► the signs in the dsm-5 that a person is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2383">TS</a>]
00:39:45 ◼ ► over medicated and I don't want to hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2385">TS</a>]
00:39:48 ◼ ► that this hacker to buy vintage RV daily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2388">TS</a>]
00:39:51 ◼ ► for more than six months just feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2391">TS</a>]
00:39:53 ◼ ► don't mess around with me right now I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2393">TS</a>]
00:39:56 ◼ ► okay it's not a thing you know it does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2396">TS</a>]
00:40:00 ◼ ► medication that I would want to abuse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2400">TS</a>]
00:40:01 ◼ ► i'm never gonna take two of them because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2401">TS</a>]
00:40:04 ◼ ► I don't feel it i just feel it would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2404">TS</a>]
00:40:09 ◼ ► it would be like wanting to take more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2409">TS</a>]
00:40:11 ◼ ► yeah right exactly you're looking to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2411">TS</a>]
00:40:13 ◼ ► take more antabuse it's like it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2413">TS</a>]
00:40:15 ◼ ► gonna it's not gonna be that fun but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2415">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► right i mean because they're there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:20 ◼ ► plenty of instances in the past where it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2420">TS</a>]
00:40:23 ◼ ► felt very normal but I was in a mania [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2423">TS</a>]
00:40:25 ◼ ► and i did wake up in Morocco and if i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2425">TS</a>]
00:40:31 ◼ ► wake up in Morocco at any point I know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2431">TS</a>]
00:40:33 ◼ ► that I've gone too far right buddy you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2433">TS</a>]
00:40:35 ◼ ► need you need to give these bullet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2435">TS</a>]
00:40:37 ◼ ► points to a buddy right it's sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2437">TS</a>]
00:40:39 ◼ ► like you know what you know saying like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2439">TS</a>]
00:40:40 ◼ ► you want if i come to you and say let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2440">TS</a>]
00:40:43 ◼ ► go to Morocco no matter how kind of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2443">TS</a>]
00:40:46 ◼ ► you hear in there don't open the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2446">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► two-dimensional after 11pm you know to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:51 ◼ ► lock me in in the in the bathroom if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2451">TS</a>]
00:40:54 ◼ ► receive a collect call from Morocco and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2454">TS</a>]
00:40:56 ◼ ► I'm asking you to buy a filter bag for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2456">TS</a>]
00:41:00 ◼ ► that's right throw the net call Interpol [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2460">TS</a>]
00:41:02 ◼ ► so so it so anyway the next few months [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2462">TS</a>]
00:41:06 ◼ ► are going to be very interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2466">TS</a>]
00:41:07 ◼ ► yeah we'll just see how that will see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2467">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► i'm here at maximum fun i feel like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:15 ◼ ► I feel like they could you know there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2475">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► a there's an empty desk feel like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► I bet they'd love that great would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:21 ◼ ► just be walking around people John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2481">TS</a>]
00:41:23 ◼ ► what's going to I got to get going we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2483">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► all you know over the old American [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:28 ◼ ► yeah I would love to say that I got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2488">TS</a>]
00:41:30 ◼ ► desk over there the problem is as you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2490">TS</a>]
00:41:31 ◼ ► know i'm i'm useless for doing jobs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2491">TS</a>]
00:41:34 ◼ ► yours until you stop don't you stop that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2494">TS</a>]
00:41:37 ◼ ► John Roderick you useless for most jobs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2497">TS</a>]
00:41:39 ◼ ► let's be honest but there's probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2499">TS</a>]
00:41:40 ◼ ► there's a very special place for a very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2500">TS</a>]
00:41:43 ◼ ► yeah you know food maybe maybe just he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2503">TS</a>]
00:41:46 ◼ ► would get a little matching but slightly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2506">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► autodesk matching his desk and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:51 ◼ ► scooted up so that hit the small [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2511">TS</a>]
00:41:53 ◼ ► slightly smaller desk was facing his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2513">TS</a>]
00:41:55 ◼ ► desk so I would sit and look at him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2515">TS</a>]
00:41:57 ◼ ► while i was working and he would come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2517">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► and he would love that he would look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2518">TS</a>]
00:42:00 ◼ ► he'd be looking at it at the that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2520">TS</a>]
00:42:02 ◼ ► pictures of his family on the desk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2522">TS</a>]
00:42:04 ◼ ► trying to avoid eye contact with me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2524">TS</a>]
00:42:06 ◼ ► yeah you know after six or eight weeks i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2526">TS</a>]
00:42:07 ◼ ► bet that'd be even more fun and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2527">TS</a>]
00:42:09 ◼ ► super into it i have a desk blotter and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2529">TS</a>]
00:42:11 ◼ ► I would just be sketching him all day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2531">TS</a>]
00:42:13 ◼ ► but you could cowork maybe until they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2533">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► find the right position for you and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:16 ◼ ► maximum fun Corp but maybe you could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2536">TS</a>]
00:42:18 ◼ ► work i'm watching just be thrown at his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2538">TS</a>]
00:42:21 ◼ ► desk right now through you kidding me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2541">TS</a>]
00:42:22 ◼ ► he's not he doesn't he doesn't know i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2542">TS</a>]
00:42:24 ◼ ► watching see podcasting he's looking at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2544">TS</a>]
00:42:27 ◼ ► his hands are poised on the keyboard but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2547">TS</a>]
00:42:29 ◼ ► he's not pushing any buttons what he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2549">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► out know he had a finger poised over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:33 ◼ ► some I bet his up at his hands are very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2553">TS</a>]
00:42:36 ◼ ► very supple their soft bodies a gentle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2556">TS</a>]
00:42:38 ◼ ► lover but you're gonna be the one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2558">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► that's right i mean he's always pulling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:43 ◼ ► on his beard now he's now he's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2563">TS</a>]
00:42:45 ◼ ► pushing on his I the sides of his eyes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2565">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► which is a weird save some of this for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:49 ◼ ► your show with Dan you're right you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2569">TS</a>]
00:42:51 ◼ ► right i'm so this is an exciting time I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2571">TS</a>]
00:42:56 ◼ ► but you know let's keep it positive for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2576">TS</a>]
00:42:59 ◼ ► a minute just for a minute first of all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2579">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► congratulations on writing some stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► oh yeah thank you that's been a total [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:05 ◼ ► you've been pushing for a while and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2585">TS</a>]
00:43:06 ◼ ► must be a great feeling well it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2586">TS</a>]
00:43:08 ◼ ► little weird I wrote it I was writing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2588">TS</a>]
00:43:09 ◼ ► this song and it was definitely like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2589">TS</a>]
00:43:11 ◼ ► song for me it was a song where I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2591">TS</a>]
00:43:16 ◼ ► exploring some of the major themes of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2596">TS</a>]
00:43:19 ◼ ► work sitting at the piano when I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2599">TS</a>]
00:43:21 ◼ ► writing slow dirge about how love is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2601">TS</a>]
00:43:24 ◼ ► shitshow and then I got to a point you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2604">TS</a>]
00:43:27 ◼ ► should send that one to Pat Benatar love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2607">TS</a>]
00:43:30 ◼ ► is a shit no is a shitshow don't get to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2610">TS</a>]
00:43:33 ◼ ► people i don't think pad is taking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2613">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► submissions now but I was talking to Amy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► separately and she was like I'm working [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:41 ◼ ► on a new record and herpa derpa derp and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2621">TS</a>]
00:43:45 ◼ ► and then I was separately writing this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2625">TS</a>]
00:43:49 ◼ ► song and I you know and and I was going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2629">TS</a>]
00:43:52 ◼ ► through my normal process which was i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2632">TS</a>]
00:43:54 ◼ ► wrote a thing i liked it then I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2634">TS</a>]
00:43:56 ◼ ► trying to make it better and I couldn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2636">TS</a>]
00:43:59 ◼ ► I was trying to try this i tried that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2639">TS</a>]
00:44:02 ◼ ► that word was wrong i tried to make it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2642">TS</a>]
00:44:04 ◼ ► better and i just made it worse was kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2644">TS</a>]
00:44:07 ◼ ► of falling down all around me a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2647">TS</a>]
00:44:09 ◼ ► bit of a sugar castle and I got to that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2649">TS</a>]
00:44:12 ◼ ► point where I was like I thought that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2652">TS</a>]
00:44:15 ◼ ► was onto something i thought i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2655">TS</a>]
00:44:16 ◼ ► written a good thing but it turns out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2656">TS</a>]
00:44:18 ◼ ► that it's garbage and there's no way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2658">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► through here I can't get to the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:24 ◼ ► side and I kind of set it aside and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2664">TS</a>]
00:44:30 ◼ ► possibly because I've been doing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2670">TS</a>]
00:44:32 ◼ ► for for several years possibly this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2672">TS</a>]
00:44:35 ◼ ► lipitor not actually lipitor let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2675">TS</a>]
00:44:41 ◼ ► limit or ask your doctor if whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2681">TS</a>]
00:44:45 ◼ ► um cause me to go back to this this like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2685">TS</a>]
00:44:50 ◼ ► unformed slightly dissolved song and I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2690">TS</a>]
00:44:56 ◼ ► went back to it and took it apart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2696">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► basically eliminated almost all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► lyrics but but used keywords to write a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:04 ◼ ► new set of words that were way better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2704">TS</a>]
00:45:06 ◼ ► and then the chorus suggested itself and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2706">TS</a>]
00:45:10 ◼ ► all of a sudden I had a song I'd built [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2710">TS</a>]
00:45:11 ◼ ► by taking this dissolved cat sugar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2711">TS</a>]
00:45:14 ◼ ► castle and had what you know i had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2714">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► like him i had a tent city in the desert [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:19 ◼ ► all of a sudden and that is a familiar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2719">TS</a>]
00:45:22 ◼ ► process for me that's how I wrote songs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2722">TS</a>]
00:45:26 ◼ ► that's why I've always written songs you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2726">TS</a>]
00:45:28 ◼ ► write a thing unless it's perfect the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2728">TS</a>]
00:45:31 ◼ ► first time you end up having to take it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2731">TS</a>]
00:45:34 ◼ ► apart and that's hard to do it's it's um [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2734">TS</a>]
00:45:37 ◼ ► there's a certain amount of suffering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2737">TS</a>]
00:45:40 ◼ ► involved but then you come out the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2740">TS</a>]
00:45:43 ◼ ► side with the thing that you could not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2743">TS</a>]
00:45:44 ◼ ► have predicted you couldn't have seen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2744">TS</a>]
00:45:46 ◼ ► that this was the gonna be the end [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2746">TS</a>]
00:45:47 ◼ ► result when you started and so I did all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2747">TS</a>]
00:45:51 ◼ ► that and I had this thing and I was very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2751">TS</a>]
00:45:53 ◼ ► close to finishing it and then again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2753">TS</a>]
00:45:57 ◼ ► maybe it's the maybe it's the like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2757">TS</a>]
00:46:02 ◼ ► ladder rail or whatever it is but I said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2762">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► hey aimee mann's working on a new record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:12 ◼ ► we were just talking about it and I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2772">TS</a>]
00:46:16 ◼ ► made a recording into my iphone of me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2776">TS</a>]
00:46:20 ◼ ► sitting at the piano going here's a song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2780">TS</a>]
00:46:21 ◼ ► i hope you like it song and then send it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2781">TS</a>]
00:46:25 ◼ ► like sensitive little with a little file [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2785">TS</a>]
00:46:28 ◼ ► from the iphone recording and she wrote [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2788">TS</a>]
00:46:34 ◼ ► what do you want me to do when I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2794">TS</a>]
00:46:35 ◼ ► like I don't finish it and so Amy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2795">TS</a>]
00:46:37 ◼ ► doesn't let any grass grow she finished [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2797">TS</a>]
00:46:42 ◼ ► interesting thing which was took [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2802">TS</a>]
00:46:44 ◼ ► ownership of it like I sent it to her it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2804">TS</a>]
00:46:49 ◼ ► would I proposed a collaboration she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2809">TS</a>]
00:46:53 ◼ ► accepted that proposal at which point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2813">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► the song became her because she's gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2817">TS</a>]
00:47:00 ◼ ► put it on her record and so and it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2820">TS</a>]
00:47:03 ◼ ► unfinished right I didn't say like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2823">TS</a>]
00:47:04 ◼ ► here's a here's my finished complete [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2824">TS</a>]
00:47:07 ◼ ► work was like here's the thing want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2827">TS</a>]
00:47:09 ◼ ► want to co-write with me and she was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2829">TS</a>]
00:47:11 ◼ ► like yes and went boom and then the song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2831">TS</a>]
00:47:17 ◼ ► Wow and she took she went through the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2837">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► lyrics and that every instance where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:23 ◼ ► there was a line that was very John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2843">TS</a>]
00:47:27 ◼ ► Roderick in the sense that it was very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2847">TS</a>]
00:47:34 ◼ ► like what i was getting at was through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2854">TS</a>]
00:47:37 ◼ ► several layers of oil paint I was you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2857">TS</a>]
00:47:42 ◼ ► know I was making starry night and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2862">TS</a>]
00:47:48 ◼ ► literalized those lines and intimate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2868">TS</a>]
00:47:52 ◼ ► most in most cases it was the last line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2872">TS</a>]
00:47:55 ◼ ► of the verse and say I was standing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2875">TS</a>]
00:47:58 ◼ ► there you were in a wingback chair I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2878">TS</a>]
00:48:03 ◼ ► climbing up the stair and then the gas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2883">TS</a>]
00:48:06 ◼ ► fires of the refinery on the edge of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2886">TS</a>]
00:48:09 ◼ ► coast created a wave of Black Knight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2889">TS</a>]
00:48:14 ◼ ► sound of gong and she took the whole gas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2894">TS</a>]
00:48:21 ◼ ► fires line out and replaced it with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2901">TS</a>]
00:48:24 ◼ ► shorter line that rhyme with stare at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2904">TS</a>]
00:48:27 ◼ ► that made sense and I was like whoa whoa [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2907">TS</a>]
00:48:31 ◼ ► whoa bro she's a pro yeah but I felt I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2911">TS</a>]
00:48:35 ◼ ► felt like it did three lines in a row [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2915">TS</a>]
00:48:37 ◼ ► around you might want to the fourth 12 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2917">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► yeah and not have it be about gas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:41 ◼ ► refinery and what was the gas refinery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2921">TS</a>]
00:48:42 ◼ ► thing again and I was like what is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2922">TS</a>]
00:48:43 ◼ ► gas refinery think I mean isn't that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2923">TS</a>]
00:48:45 ◼ ► painting that's just you need to use [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2925">TS</a>]
00:48:47 ◼ ► that somewhere else John just keep it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2927">TS</a>]
00:48:48 ◼ ► before the next moment but he a seed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2928">TS</a>]
00:48:50 ◼ ► corn my friend right right seed corn but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2930">TS</a>]
00:48:53 ◼ ► so it was so emotionally it was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2933">TS</a>]
00:48:55 ◼ ► little bit like I haven't I have not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2935">TS</a>]
00:48:57 ◼ ► collaborated with people in this way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2937">TS</a>]
00:48:59 ◼ ► where i sent them i think i was writing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2939">TS</a>]
00:49:02 ◼ ► for myself and they took it and made it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2942">TS</a>]
00:49:04 ◼ ► for themselves but she made it sound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2944">TS</a>]
00:49:07 ◼ ► like any man song just by changing those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2947">TS</a>]
00:49:09 ◼ ► weird sentences into ones that like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2949">TS</a>]
00:49:14 ◼ ► actually fit and so I called Jonathan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2954">TS</a>]
00:49:17 ◼ ► Coleman I was like Hamlet's tell me walk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2957">TS</a>]
00:49:19 ◼ ► me through this and he said well here's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2959">TS</a>]
00:49:22 ◼ ► the thing when i write a song in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2962">TS</a>]
00:49:24 ◼ ► collaboration with somebody i do one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2964">TS</a>]
00:49:26 ◼ ► two things either I either they sent me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2966">TS</a>]
00:49:28 ◼ ► half of the song and I try to write try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2968">TS</a>]
00:49:31 ◼ ► to finish it in their voice or I'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2971">TS</a>]
00:49:33 ◼ ► start writing a song for someone in what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2973">TS</a>]
00:49:40 ◼ ► and so that song that I saying on his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2980">TS</a>]
00:49:43 ◼ ► um the Nemesis he brought that to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2983">TS</a>]
00:49:47 ◼ ► because he said I wrote this song in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2987">TS</a>]
00:49:50 ◼ ► imitation of your song right sounds a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2990">TS</a>]
00:49:53 ◼ ► yeah he said this is just a song that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2993">TS</a>]
00:49:55 ◼ ► wrote for you and it would only sound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2995">TS</a>]
00:49:58 ◼ ► appropriate will be using with using was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/2998">TS</a>]
00:50:01 ◼ ► like oh that's an interesting skill you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3001">TS</a>]
00:50:04 ◼ ► have the UM you know to do impressions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3004">TS</a>]
00:50:07 ◼ ► of other people songwriting but so he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3007">TS</a>]
00:50:10 ◼ ► said when I write songs with somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3010">TS</a>]
00:50:11 ◼ ► I'm i do not feel proprietary about them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3011">TS</a>]
00:50:14 ◼ ► because I'm already writing them with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3014">TS</a>]
00:50:15 ◼ ► them in mind i'm not i would never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3015">TS</a>]
00:50:17 ◼ ► consider singing these myself and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3017">TS</a>]
00:50:21 ◼ ► that was the difference i had written [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3021">TS</a>]
00:50:22 ◼ ► this thing and Adam and was just writing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3022">TS</a>]
00:50:25 ◼ ► it the way I normally do which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3025">TS</a>]
00:50:26 ◼ ► imagining myself singing it and now it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3026">TS</a>]
00:50:29 ◼ ► taken honest it's now has a now has its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3029">TS</a>]
00:50:32 ◼ ► own life it's it's it's left me behind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3032">TS</a>]
00:50:34 ◼ ► it's like it's gone to college and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3034">TS</a>]
00:50:37 ◼ ► and I tried to call it over and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3037">TS</a>]
00:50:40 ◼ ► how'd you get this number say that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3040">TS</a>]
00:50:42 ◼ ► miss it you know and that but i'm still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3042">TS</a>]
00:50:45 ◼ ► whatever needs to talk to me and it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3045">TS</a>]
00:50:47 ◼ ► busy it doesn't want it sort of sending [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3047">TS</a>]
00:50:51 ◼ ► ok so we'll see I mean that's exciting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3051">TS</a>]
00:50:54 ◼ ► why i agree i said wow you got a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3054">TS</a>]
00:51:03 ◼ ► it's a little lot of angles in play I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3063">TS</a>]
00:51:06 ◼ ► drinking some coffee that I got across [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3066">TS</a>]
00:51:07 ◼ ► the street from the American cement [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3067">TS</a>]
00:51:09 ◼ ► building a honduran restaurant haha i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3069">TS</a>]
00:51:11 ◼ ► have one in your lap in that photo Jesse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3071">TS</a>]
00:51:13 ◼ ► put up any so just just published a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3073">TS</a>]
00:51:15 ◼ ► photo of me almost a photo of you uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3075">TS</a>]
00:51:17 ◼ ► Institute this is the thing if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3077">TS</a>]
00:51:18 ◼ ► literally literally under glass if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3078">TS</a>]
00:51:20 ◼ ► you're following along on Instagram you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3080">TS</a>]
00:51:22 ◼ ► really you could be could be three steps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3082">TS</a>]
00:51:25 ◼ ► yeah I know I I don't but but I i catch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3085">TS</a>]
00:51:28 ◼ ► glimpses of it because you make it go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3088">TS</a>]
00:51:29 ◼ ► Twitter and then I see your RV and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3089">TS</a>]
00:51:31 ◼ ► like a little game of where's waldo it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3091">TS</a>]
00:51:33 ◼ ► a little uh you know which john parked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3093">TS</a>]
00:51:35 ◼ ► yeah where was he doing yeah the first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3095">TS</a>]
00:51:37 ◼ ► thing just he said when I walked in with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3097">TS</a>]
00:51:39 ◼ ► you like oh hey mr. Hawaiian shirt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3099">TS</a>]
00:51:42 ◼ ► november i was like saving that one for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3102">TS</a>]
00:51:45 ◼ ► okay well done i am mr. Hawaiian shirt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3105">TS</a>]
00:51:48 ◼ ► in November let's go investigate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3108">TS</a>]
00:51:52 ◼ ► Sherlock it's locked no i was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3112">TS</a>]
00:51:55 ◼ ► wearing a t-shirt for the last several [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3115">TS</a>]
00:51:56 ◼ ► days and then when I woke up this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3116">TS</a>]
00:51:58 ◼ ► morning I was like this t-shirt has run [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3118">TS</a>]
00:52:01 ◼ ► yeah i'm gonna start i'm going to start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3121">TS</a>]
00:52:03 ◼ ► going to start scaring little kids with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3123">TS</a>]
00:52:06 ◼ ► this is not sure so I put on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3126">TS</a>]
00:52:09 ◼ ► Hawaiian shirt that I bought at a thrift [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3129">TS</a>]
00:52:10 ◼ ► store and people I feel really good i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3130">TS</a>]
00:52:12 ◼ ► in a tropical climate are you gonna tell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3132">TS</a>]
00:52:16 ◼ ► us when you're coming here or will you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3136">TS</a>]
00:52:18 ◼ ► find out from Instagram you know get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3138">TS</a>]
00:52:20 ◼ ► stuff we gotta do at school and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3140">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► right you guys have like your lives that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:24 ◼ ► you live somewhere yeah is it we we give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3144">TS</a>]
00:52:26 ◼ ► us some kind of rough sense of like like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3146">TS</a>]
00:52:28 ◼ ► when you're at the bridge or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3148">TS</a>]
00:52:29 ◼ ► yeah it's later on this week okay great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3149">TS</a>]
00:52:33 ◼ ► Oh like the type that in right here on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3153">TS</a>]
00:52:35 ◼ ► my my scheduling machine later three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3155">TS</a>]
00:52:38 ◼ ► I think maybe the three nights a week [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3158">TS</a>]
00:52:43 ◼ ► okay terrific two of them have i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3163">TS</a>]
00:52:45 ◼ ► playing shows at some venue that I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3165">TS</a>]
00:52:50 ◼ ► master of exciting young performers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3170">TS</a>]
00:52:53 ◼ ► these kids are doing great stuff today [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3173">TS</a>]
00:52:54 ◼ ► John are you falling with young people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3174">TS</a>]
00:52:57 ◼ ► well yeah you know I so the song I wrote [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3177">TS</a>]
00:53:01 ◼ ► for amy is actually an EDM track and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3181">TS</a>]
00:53:03 ◼ ► doesn't have a drop i worked for hours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3183">TS</a>]
00:53:07 ◼ ► on the drop bears just like they just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3187">TS</a>]
00:53:09 ◼ ► want to put it in the exact perfect spot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3189">TS</a>]
00:53:11 ◼ ► so we really really rob it is it's about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3191">TS</a>]
00:53:13 ◼ ► it's about where you place the drop and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3193">TS</a>]
00:53:16 ◼ ► what you want to do is you want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3196">TS</a>]
00:53:17 ◼ ► create tension by not delivering the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3197">TS</a>]
00:53:21 ◼ ► drop know you want people to wait for it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3201">TS</a>]
00:53:24 ◼ ► and want it again a gentle lover [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3204">TS</a>]
00:53:26 ◼ ► it's coming just not yet here it comes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3206">TS</a>]
00:53:29 ◼ ► soft soft fingers and once it comes you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3209">TS</a>]
00:53:34 ◼ ► know it's just one big splash right here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3214">TS</a>]
00:53:36 ◼ ► one drop right one drop and then pow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3216">TS</a>]
00:53:39 ◼ ► yep and that's unless puts a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3219">TS</a>]
00:53:42 ◼ ► pressure on the drop em you know what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3222">TS</a>]
00:53:44 ◼ ► mean that's in the author of the drop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3224">TS</a>]
00:53:45 ◼ ► Itoh one shot at that you get one shot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3225">TS</a>]
00:53:48 ◼ ► do not miss your chance to blow this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3228">TS</a>]
00:53:51 ◼ ► opportunity comes once in a lifetime [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3231">TS</a>]
00:53:56 ◼ ► nothing but sweat inside my hand what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3236">TS</a>]
00:54:02 ◼ ► I mean nothing nothing ya know you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3242">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► all the same time I'm not going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:05 ◼ ► attempt to compete with you on this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3245">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► youyou've having your Jesse studio yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:11 ◼ ► I don't want to waste his time he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3251">TS</a>]
00:54:12 ◼ ► probably other stuff to get the guy that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3252">TS</a>]
00:54:14 ◼ ► got have the flophouse guys come in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3254">TS</a>]
00:54:15 ◼ ► together the canadian guy with the beard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3255">TS</a>]
00:54:17 ◼ ► podcasting brothers in the brothers and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3257">TS</a>]
00:54:19 ◼ ► brothers got all these people they'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3259">TS</a>]
00:54:22 ◼ ► do they know sure they do know they make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3262">TS</a>]
00:54:24 ◼ ► podcast those the the the my brothers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3264">TS</a>]
00:54:27 ◼ ► and me is make the podcast in North [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3267">TS</a>]
00:54:29 ◼ ► Carolina mountains or something I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3269">TS</a>]
00:54:31 ◼ ► no i don't know that i think the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3271">TS</a>]
00:54:32 ◼ ► flophouse act like they're at dan's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3272">TS</a>]
00:54:34 ◼ ► house but i think they actually other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3274">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► than I think they actually probably go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:36 ◼ ► you should listen to fall apart house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3276">TS</a>]
00:54:37 ◼ ► it's a very good program also i'm in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3277">TS</a>]
00:54:39 ◼ ► this studio and there are few things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3279">TS</a>]
00:54:42 ◼ ► well they're a little bit different from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3282">TS</a>]
00:54:44 ◼ ► my gosh you know what come up you'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3284">TS</a>]
00:54:45 ◼ ► forgive me John I'm busy talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3285">TS</a>]
00:54:47 ◼ ► the limit the drill got my head up my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3287">TS</a>]
00:54:49 ◼ ► tell me a little bit about what it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3289">TS</a>]
00:54:50 ◼ ► like to be in Jesse studio oh yeah well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3290">TS</a>]
00:54:53 ◼ ► you steam anything yet when you have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3293">TS</a>]
00:54:54 ◼ ► chance to steam something you could go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3294">TS</a>]
00:54:56 ◼ ► get your shirt out of the car and steam [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3296">TS</a>]
00:54:57 ◼ ► it i thought that maybe I would go to a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3297">TS</a>]
00:54:59 ◼ ► store right now and buy a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3299">TS</a>]
00:55:01 ◼ ► suits just to come in and steam them as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3301">TS</a>]
00:55:03 ◼ ► there's we think he's kind of wrinkled I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3303">TS</a>]
00:55:04 ◼ ► don't know if I want this there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3304">TS</a>]
00:55:05 ◼ ► shout there's not only a shower here in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3305">TS</a>]
00:55:09 ◼ ► wondering i'm seriously since I walked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3309">TS</a>]
00:55:12 ◼ ► I've been just sitting and thinking like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3312">TS</a>]
00:55:13 ◼ ► okay what is the propriety of me just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3313">TS</a>]
00:55:16 ◼ ► taking a bath at me a question is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3316">TS</a>]
00:55:19 ◼ ► bathtub in the same physical room as the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3319">TS</a>]
00:55:24 ◼ ► no oh yes don't take a bath because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3324">TS</a>]
00:55:26 ◼ ► somebody has used it as a guest bath [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3326">TS</a>]
00:55:30 ◼ ► well i don't i'm not sure they've ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3330">TS</a>]
00:55:31 ◼ ► had a party here there's really no i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3331">TS</a>]
00:55:33 ◼ ► not sure that they party business [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3333">TS</a>]
00:55:34 ◼ ► business business right i mean Matthew I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3334">TS</a>]
00:55:36 ◼ ► mean I've been to a lot of Max fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3336">TS</a>]
00:55:38 ◼ ► parties and I don't think anyone has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3338">TS</a>]
00:55:41 ◼ ► ever used a bathtub from for a party and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3341">TS</a>]
00:55:45 ◼ ► I'm a different kind of that it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3345">TS</a>]
00:55:46 ◼ ► classy crowd it's a google glass here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3346">TS</a>]
00:55:48 ◼ ► it's their little bit more there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3348">TS</a>]
00:55:50 ◼ ► discerning but I'm just trying to think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3350">TS</a>]
00:55:53 ◼ ► everyone's psycho-sexual space it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3353">TS</a>]
00:55:58 ◼ ► be for me to just be like can I take a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3358">TS</a>]
00:55:59 ◼ ► bath here and then just I'd be in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3359">TS</a>]
00:56:02 ◼ ► bath there are unfailingly polite is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3362">TS</a>]
00:56:04 ◼ ► thing they're having a hard being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3364">TS</a>]
00:56:05 ◼ ► English in a lot of wear super polite [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3365">TS</a>]
00:56:07 ◼ ► and they would you know no one would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3367">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► want to say no but they're all sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:11 ◼ ► at their desks and this is the also the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3371">TS</a>]
00:56:14 ◼ ► yeah so I just been there you know and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3374">TS</a>]
00:56:16 ◼ ► take it to take a long you have a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3376">TS</a>]
00:56:18 ◼ ► bath and just being there blue you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3378">TS</a>]
00:56:20 ◼ ► should give me a heads-up give him time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3380">TS</a>]
00:56:22 ◼ ► to maybe give it a good scrub you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3382">TS</a>]
00:56:24 ◼ ► yourself a chili dog and a bathtub desk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3384">TS</a>]
00:56:26 ◼ ► and maybe pick up a suit the chicken [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3386">TS</a>]
00:56:28 ◼ ► steamed come in steam suit you don't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3388">TS</a>]
00:56:30 ◼ ► it i'm guessing there's not a bathtub in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3390">TS</a>]
00:56:32 ◼ ► the RV know there is a shower but i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3392">TS</a>]
00:56:39 ◼ ► you're kidding me ah i was showering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3399">TS</a>]
00:56:41 ◼ ► three times a day I don't know it just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3401">TS</a>]
00:56:43 ◼ ► feels a little bit like I a boy once you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3403">TS</a>]
00:56:46 ◼ ► start showering in there you you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3406">TS</a>]
00:56:48 ◼ ► crossed a kind of rubicon where your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3408">TS</a>]
00:56:52 ◼ ► fate is sealed like sharing a needle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3412">TS</a>]
00:56:54 ◼ ► John it's like that's when you've really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3414">TS</a>]
00:56:56 ◼ ► you become part of the RV people will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3416">TS</a>]
00:56:58 ◼ ► bathe in it you have to take Rome at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3418">TS</a>]
00:57:00 ◼ ► that point because because you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3420">TS</a>]
00:57:03 ◼ ► declared war just by classic crossing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3423">TS</a>]
00:57:04 ◼ ► the room cancer back so i don't know i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3424">TS</a>]
00:57:09 ◼ ► it has to be done i hope so but I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3429">TS</a>]
00:57:12 ◼ ► I'm just I'm sitting there by parked off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3432">TS</a>]
00:57:13 ◼ ► melrose i'm at the corner of Melrose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3433">TS</a>]
00:57:16 ◼ ► spare and I just picture myself getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3436">TS</a>]
00:57:19 ◼ ► in the shower all around me people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3439">TS</a>]
00:57:23 ◼ ► ladies and gentlemen just feels don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3443">TS</a>]
00:57:25 ◼ ► want to disturb your day I know you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3445">TS</a>]
00:57:27 ◼ ► busy making films and boots but could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3447">TS</a>]
00:57:30 ◼ ► help out down-on-his-luck musician whose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3450">TS</a>]
00:57:31 ◼ ► bathing innovation it feels like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3451">TS</a>]
00:57:34 ◼ ► should have one of those good sam club [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3454">TS</a>]
00:57:35 ◼ ► stickers on the back of my RV I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3455">TS</a>]
00:57:38 ◼ ► know that's code that serious code good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3458">TS</a>]
00:57:41 ◼ ► oh you think what do you think that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3461">TS</a>]
00:57:42 ◼ ► key party I wasn't gonna say it i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3462">TS</a>]
00:57:44 ◼ ► gonna say i think yes primarily sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3464">TS</a>]
00:57:46 ◼ ► it's about helping out a brother or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3466">TS</a>]
00:57:48 ◼ ► sister friend when they're having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3468">TS</a>]
00:57:49 ◼ ► trouble with their RV but it's also a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3469">TS</a>]
00:57:52 ◼ ► little bit about you know back in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3472">TS</a>]
00:57:54 ◼ ► queen-size yeah you put upon pull your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3474">TS</a>]
00:57:56 ◼ ► RV up into the slot next to my RV we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3476">TS</a>]
00:57:59 ◼ ► were little because the other keys now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3479">TS</a>]
00:58:01 ◼ ► we don't have been that's right Willie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3481">TS</a>]
00:58:05 ◼ ► the world like it's okay well speaking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3485">TS</a>]
00:58:06 ◼ ► of a it will leave a light on for you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3486">TS</a>]
00:58:09 ◼ ► yeah speaking of good sam club so GM [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3489">TS</a>]
00:58:12 ◼ ► cr-v culture has a thing called the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3492">TS</a>]
00:58:15 ◼ ► black list and when I heard about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3495">TS</a>]
00:58:18 ◼ ► black list at first I was like really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3498">TS</a>]
00:58:25 ◼ ► eighty-five-year-old boeing engineers is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3505">TS</a>]
00:58:28 ◼ ► it really called the black list they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3508">TS</a>]
00:58:30 ◼ ► like the blacklist you need to get the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3510">TS</a>]
00:58:33 ◼ ► I can't wait to hear the black list is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3513">TS</a>]
00:58:35 ◼ ► ok for me to know if I haven't been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3515">TS</a>]
00:58:37 ◼ ► well this is the thing is if the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3517">TS</a>]
00:58:38 ◼ ► blacklist it's just like limit until if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3518">TS</a>]
00:58:41 ◼ ► you don't have a GMC RV the blacklist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3521">TS</a>]
00:58:46 ◼ ► oh I get it I get it it only matters if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3526">TS</a>]
00:58:49 ◼ ► you have a GMC RV and with the black [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3529">TS</a>]
00:58:50 ◼ ► list is is a list of people nationwide [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3530">TS</a>]
00:58:53 ◼ ► who are GMC aficionados Oh Who if you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3533">TS</a>]
00:59:00 ◼ ► in trouble you're in a scrape scrape in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3540">TS</a>]
00:59:03 ◼ ► Shasta California you are a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3543">TS</a>]
00:59:05 ◼ ► off the road in peoria illinois go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3545">TS</a>]
00:59:11 ◼ ► it's like the wolf like the wolf it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3551">TS</a>]
00:59:16 ◼ ► that's right comes out it is acura nsx [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3556">TS</a>]
00:59:18 ◼ ► huh never touches the thing just issues [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3558">TS</a>]
00:59:21 ◼ ► some orders yet there were two point the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3561">TS</a>]
00:59:24 ◼ ► hose that's right and then splits with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3564">TS</a>]
00:59:29 ◼ ► um so I'm outside eugene i pull over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3569">TS</a>]
00:59:34 ◼ ► into one of those rest stops to rest i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3574">TS</a>]
00:59:39 ◼ ► I you know I'm i do a visual check and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3579">TS</a>]
00:59:44 ◼ ► underneath the vehicle shit which you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3584">TS</a>]
00:59:47 ◼ ► don't have to be a mechanic to know is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3587">TS</a>]
00:59:49 ◼ ► is contraindicated for continuing to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3589">TS</a>]
00:59:52 ◼ ► move down the road so I go fill a milk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3592">TS</a>]
00:59:55 ◼ ► carton well somebody else in RV pulls up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3595">TS</a>]
00:59:57 ◼ ► in there like they see me looking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3597">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► me they go back into their RV in handy a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:02 ◼ ► milk jug there like fill it up with for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3602">TS</a>]
01:00:06 ◼ ► I was like thank you RV brother but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3606">TS</a>]
01:00:09 ◼ ► wasn't a GMC RV with someone tell Large [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3609">TS</a>]
01:00:12 ◼ ► yeah like you know I gave them i gave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3612">TS</a>]
01:00:15 ◼ ► them some kind of Masonic sign and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3615">TS</a>]
01:00:18 ◼ ► we only had the thing that really have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3618">TS</a>]
01:00:21 ◼ ► the city gave them make them like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3621">TS</a>]
01:00:23 ◼ ► American Sign Language sign for hungry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3623">TS</a>]
01:00:25 ◼ ► kids like like you're like little babies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3625">TS</a>]
01:00:28 ◼ ► deal with a they make points with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3628">TS</a>]
01:00:30 ◼ ► fingers and him together to say more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3630">TS</a>]
01:00:33 ◼ ► but i but I filled it up with water and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3633">TS</a>]
01:00:35 ◼ ► I drove to Eugene and I called a guy on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3635">TS</a>]
01:00:39 ◼ ► whoa and he answers the phone his name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3639">TS</a>]
01:00:42 ◼ ► is Kelvin I was like that's apropos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3642">TS</a>]
01:00:45 ◼ ► that's a code name John and I said hey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3645">TS</a>]
01:00:48 ◼ ► is this company was like yeah and i said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3648">TS</a>]
01:00:50 ◼ ► hi I'm calling from the black list and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3650">TS</a>]
01:00:54 ◼ ► I said I'm on the highway and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3654">TS</a>]
01:00:56 ◼ ► training and fries and he was like well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3656">TS</a>]
01:01:00 ◼ ► I can't come get you and I said no I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3660">TS</a>]
01:01:03 ◼ ► come here immediately so I'm driving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3663">TS</a>]
01:01:08 ◼ ► through eugene all of a sudden through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3668">TS</a>]
01:01:10 ◼ ► the two neighborhoods out in like west [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3670">TS</a>]
01:01:13 ◼ ► eugene I pull into this guy's driveway I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3673">TS</a>]
01:01:19 ◼ ► RV cover in the back and in the front is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3679">TS</a>]
01:01:24 ◼ ► a classic like 67 Datsun b210 b210 wagon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3684">TS</a>]
01:01:33 ◼ ► custom wagon I was like that's a cool [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3693">TS</a>]
01:01:35 ◼ ► car he comes out he's like we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3695">TS</a>]
01:01:39 ◼ ► are you sure your water pump is busted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3699">TS</a>]
01:01:42 ◼ ► it might be something else and we get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3702">TS</a>]
01:01:43 ◼ ► under we look at it was like oh yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3703">TS</a>]
01:01:45 ◼ ► it's a water pump was like no he's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3705">TS</a>]
01:01:50 ◼ ► no place is going to be open us no place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3710">TS</a>]
01:01:53 ◼ ► is going to be open on Sunday you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3713">TS</a>]
01:01:55 ◼ ► sleep in my bar but don't touch my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3715">TS</a>]
01:01:57 ◼ ► that's right i was like man this sucks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3717">TS</a>]
01:01:59 ◼ ► you know i'm headed down to California [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3719">TS</a>]
01:02:01 ◼ ► was like yeah and then I kind of said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3721">TS</a>]
01:02:08 ◼ ► wherever it is I go I'm gonna be there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3728">TS</a>]
01:02:10 ◼ ► till monday basically sleeping in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3730">TS</a>]
01:02:13 ◼ ► somebody's driveway and he was like hmm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3733">TS</a>]
01:02:18 ◼ ► his wife was yelling at the TV about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3738">TS</a>]
01:02:20 ◼ ► football game and he's sitting there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3740">TS</a>]
01:02:22 ◼ ► he's pulling on his fingers and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3742">TS</a>]
01:02:23 ◼ ► like this probably isn't how the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3743">TS</a>]
01:02:26 ◼ ► blacklist works this is not exactly it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3746">TS</a>]
01:02:29 ◼ ► not an extended-stay it's not a tumble [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3749">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► debt situation well it that's the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:32 ◼ ► know and so and then he starts bass part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3752">TS</a>]
01:02:34 ◼ ► starts saying to himself under his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3754">TS</a>]
01:02:35 ◼ ► breath is like really and I'm like he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3755">TS</a>]
01:02:41 ◼ ► was muttering pay it forward under his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3761">TS</a>]
01:02:43 ◼ ► yeah and so I'm just standing i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3763">TS</a>]
01:02:44 ◼ ► looking at the sky at this point I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3764">TS</a>]
01:02:46 ◼ ► looking down at my shoes and i'm looking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3766">TS</a>]
01:02:47 ◼ ► at the sky I don't want to I don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3767">TS</a>]
01:02:49 ◼ ► to jinx it i don't want to do anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3769">TS</a>]
01:02:50 ◼ ► but I don't know how to change a water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3770">TS</a>]
01:02:53 ◼ ► pump by myself in somebody's driveway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3773">TS</a>]
01:02:55 ◼ ► and the temperature was plummeting may I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3775">TS</a>]
01:02:58 ◼ ► add it was at that time 40 degrees and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3778">TS</a>]
01:03:02 ◼ ► he's like and after about five minutes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3782">TS</a>]
01:03:06 ◼ ► of us both stand there kicking the dirt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3786">TS</a>]
01:03:08 ◼ ► with our shoes he says all right let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3788">TS</a>]
01:03:14 ◼ ► any calls the autozone he's like do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3794">TS</a>]
01:03:17 ◼ ► have the following part figured out what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3797">TS</a>]
01:03:20 ◼ ► the part is called them they're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3800">TS</a>]
01:03:23 ◼ ► manufactory do is like you seriously you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3803">TS</a>]
01:03:25 ◼ ► have a UFO water pump for a 75 ultima [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3805">TS</a>]
01:03:29 ◼ ► Beal and they're like yeah we do it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3809">TS</a>]
01:03:30 ◼ ► sounds haunted and he's like alright so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3810">TS</a>]
01:03:33 ◼ ► we get in his car and we drive to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3813">TS</a>]
01:03:35 ◼ ► autozone we buy this water pump and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3815">TS</a>]
01:03:37 ◼ ► go back to his house and he's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3817">TS</a>]
01:03:38 ◼ ► here's the deal I'm going to be on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3818">TS</a>]
01:03:41 ◼ ► top of the motor you're going to be on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3821">TS</a>]
01:03:43 ◼ ► the bottom laying on the ground and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3823">TS</a>]
01:03:45 ◼ ► we're going to do this and so we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3825">TS</a>]
01:03:47 ◼ ► proceeded to take off the fan and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3827">TS</a>]
01:03:50 ◼ ► the alternator and then the power [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3830">TS</a>]
01:03:55 ◼ ► conditioning we basically took the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3835">TS</a>]
01:03:57 ◼ ► front of the motor off and then took the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3837">TS</a>]
01:04:00 ◼ ► water pump off and at this point it's 33 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3840">TS</a>]
01:04:04 ◼ ► degrees and i'm lying on the ground [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3844">TS</a>]
01:04:06 ◼ ► completely soaked in antifreeze oil and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3846">TS</a>]
01:04:11 ◼ ► gas and he's up in the cabin and we are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3851">TS</a>]
01:04:15 ◼ ► turning wrenches and it's one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3855">TS</a>]
01:04:17 ◼ ► moments where it's like if you are a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3857">TS</a>]
01:04:19 ◼ ► mechanic you look at a situation like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3859">TS</a>]
01:04:22 ◼ ► that you're like yeah it's here's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3862">TS</a>]
01:04:23 ◼ ► we have to do we just turn these bolts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3863">TS</a>]
01:04:26 ◼ ► turn these bolts and move these things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3866">TS</a>]
01:04:28 ◼ ► and then your job is not but for me all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3868">TS</a>]
01:04:32 ◼ ► of that still seems a little bit like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3872">TS</a>]
01:04:34 ◼ ► magic or it doesn't like like an like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3874">TS</a>]
01:04:39 ◼ ► it's really daring more than anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3879">TS</a>]
01:04:41 ◼ ► and watching the whole thing go down and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3881">TS</a>]
01:04:43 ◼ ► really being in there and doing it with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3883">TS</a>]
01:04:45 ◼ ► him it's like right this there's nothing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3885">TS</a>]
01:04:48 ◼ ► about this that isn't doable it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3888">TS</a>]
01:04:51 ◼ ► daring to say we're just going to change [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3891">TS</a>]
01:04:54 ◼ ► that we're gonna do this now because if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3894">TS</a>]
01:04:56 ◼ ► you get the water pump off and don't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3896">TS</a>]
01:04:59 ◼ ► a new one back on then what you have is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3899">TS</a>]
01:05:01 ◼ ► a giant pile of garbage in your front [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3901">TS</a>]
01:05:03 ◼ ► driveway that sits there forever you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3903">TS</a>]
01:05:06 ◼ ► know that's because they they stopped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3906">TS</a>]
01:05:07 ◼ ► daring yeah right and and that's where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3907">TS</a>]
01:05:09 ◼ ► that's why you see junk cars everywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3909">TS</a>]
01:05:11 ◼ ► because somebody notes it's it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3911">TS</a>]
01:05:12 ◼ ► it's not difficult to tear the stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3912">TS</a>]
01:05:15 ◼ ► it's just that if you don't get it back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3915">TS</a>]
01:05:18 ◼ ► together then it's done right you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3918">TS</a>]
01:05:21 ◼ ► like he has a very short amount of time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3921">TS</a>]
01:05:23 ◼ ► and we get this thing all apart and when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3923">TS</a>]
01:05:27 ◼ ► there was like the look of course the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3927">TS</a>]
01:05:29 ◼ ► last bolt he's wrenching on and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3929">TS</a>]
01:05:31 ◼ ► like oh my god I feel like there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3931">TS</a>]
01:05:34 ◼ ► something wrong with this bolt feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3934">TS</a>]
01:05:36 ◼ ► i'm going to share the head off of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3936">TS</a>]
01:05:38 ◼ ► bowl and I'm like from under the truck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3938">TS</a>]
01:05:42 ◼ ► and I'm like don't share the head off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3942">TS</a>]
01:05:43 ◼ ► the boat is like he's like he's like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3943">TS</a>]
01:05:47 ◼ ► just don't like the feel of it and so we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3947">TS</a>]
01:05:50 ◼ ► we jiggle the part and we spray some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3950">TS</a>]
01:05:54 ◼ ► rust you know some like some lube in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3954">TS</a>]
01:05:58 ◼ ► there we juggle the parts of more we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3958">TS</a>]
01:06:00 ◼ ► spray some lube and then we wait and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3960">TS</a>]
01:06:02 ◼ ► kind of pace around and then we go back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3962">TS</a>]
01:06:03 ◼ ► and do a little bit more and he's moving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3963">TS</a>]
01:06:07 ◼ ► I still just feel like i'm about to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3967">TS</a>]
01:06:08 ◼ ► share this off and if I share this bolt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3968">TS</a>]
01:06:10 ◼ ► off i do not have a bolt extractor now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3970">TS</a>]
01:06:14 ◼ ► we are really fucked because that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3974">TS</a>]
01:06:17 ◼ ► that's sort of a big job considering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3977">TS</a>]
01:06:20 ◼ ► where this bolt is and that will require [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3980">TS</a>]
01:06:23 ◼ ► professional and when also he never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3983">TS</a>]
01:06:26 ◼ ► signed up for having that thing sit in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3986">TS</a>]
01:06:28 ◼ ► front of it I don't know he at that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3988">TS</a>]
01:06:29 ◼ ► point like that we're both pot committed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3989">TS</a>]
01:06:32 ◼ ► to this and we sit there for like 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3992">TS</a>]
01:06:35 ◼ ► minutes just fretting I'm writing I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3995">TS</a>]
01:06:37 ◼ ► like did we do the thing where we toured [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3997">TS</a>]
01:06:39 ◼ ► the thing apart and then we share the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/3999">TS</a>]
01:06:40 ◼ ► last bolt and then this just gets towed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4000">TS</a>]
01:06:44 ◼ ► to a junkyard and I get on a train em I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4004">TS</a>]
01:06:49 ◼ ► don't like that story I don't like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4009">TS</a>]
01:06:50 ◼ ► ending but none of us did and it's you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4010">TS</a>]
01:06:52 ◼ ► know it's freezing now and it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4012">TS</a>]
01:06:53 ◼ ► middle of the night and he just says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4013">TS</a>]
01:06:56 ◼ ► okay you know where we've gone this far [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4016">TS</a>]
01:07:00 ◼ ► I can't just leave it like this i'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4020">TS</a>]
01:07:04 ◼ ► gonna go for and he goes and he like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4024">TS</a>]
01:07:07 ◼ ► turns the bolt is like oh I just uh I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4027">TS</a>]
01:07:11 ◼ ► don't and then he's like wait a minute [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4031">TS</a>]
01:07:13 ◼ ► and it and outcomes my god and we pull [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4033">TS</a>]
01:07:19 ◼ ► the bolt out and we look at it and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4039">TS</a>]
01:07:21 ◼ ► not damaged it was just that it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4041">TS</a>]
01:07:24 ◼ ► really hated it a forty-year-old bolt it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4044">TS</a>]
01:07:26 ◼ ► in there a long time and so then it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4046">TS</a>]
01:07:32 ◼ ► rejoicing about this bolt that then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4052">TS</a>]
01:07:34 ◼ ► putting it all back together seemed like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4054">TS</a>]
01:07:37 ◼ ► less of an onerous task because every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4057">TS</a>]
01:07:40 ◼ ► bolt we put back in was a bolt of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4060">TS</a>]
01:07:43 ◼ ► thankfulness it was just like Thank You [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4063">TS</a>]
01:07:46 ◼ ► engine for receiving this bolt thank you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4066">TS</a>]
01:07:48 ◼ ► for receiving this bolt and the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4068">TS</a>]
01:07:51 ◼ ► just sort of you know went back together [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4071">TS</a>]
01:07:53 ◼ ► really fast because we were freezing our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4073">TS</a>]
01:07:56 ◼ ► asses off and soaking wet with with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4076">TS</a>]
01:07:59 ◼ ► fluids got every reason to just give up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4079">TS</a>]
01:08:02 ◼ ► yeah right but also like here we go and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4082">TS</a>]
01:08:04 ◼ ► it was Calvin the entire time just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4084">TS</a>]
01:08:06 ◼ ► he just never faltered he never you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4086">TS</a>]
01:08:10 ◼ ► he never liked let doubt intrude and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4090">TS</a>]
01:08:19 ◼ ► we shake hands he's like yeah you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4099">TS</a>]
01:08:22 ◼ ► Black List pay it forward and forward I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4102">TS</a>]
01:08:26 ◼ ► was just like Thank You Calvin see you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4106">TS</a>]
01:08:28 ◼ ► he's like and he's the last thing he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4108">TS</a>]
01:08:29 ◼ ► said was I mean we're friends now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4109">TS</a>]
01:08:32 ◼ ► well I mean you just you just change [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4112">TS</a>]
01:08:35 ◼ ► your water pump in my driveway like know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4115">TS</a>]
01:08:37 ◼ ► what her a we haven't we have a bond i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4117">TS</a>]
01:08:40 ◼ ► was like we fucking do it takes it takes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4120">TS</a>]
01:08:43 ◼ ► an RV in a list to make you really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4123">TS</a>]
01:08:45 ◼ ► appreciate something like that yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4125">TS</a>]
01:08:46 ◼ ► we're not all like that all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4126">TS</a>]
01:08:48 ◼ ► no no no that's the thing like there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4128">TS</a>]
01:08:51 ◼ ► were it was so easy for him to say yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4131">TS</a>]
01:08:54 ◼ ► I can give you the names of a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4134">TS</a>]
01:08:57 ◼ ► people um you can't park it here though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4137">TS</a>]
01:08:59 ◼ ► I'm sorry my wife and I wouldn't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4139">TS</a>]
01:09:02 ◼ ► do that I wouldn't want to deal with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4142">TS</a>]
01:09:03 ◼ ► that I mean every step along the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4143">TS</a>]
01:09:06 ◼ ► there was a moment where he not only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4146">TS</a>]
01:09:09 ◼ ► could but probably should have said yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4149">TS</a>]
01:09:12 ◼ ► you're in a jam I'm sorry if you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4152">TS</a>]
01:09:15 ◼ ► triple-a you could probably get it towed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4155">TS</a>]
01:09:17 ◼ ► to this place and wait there until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4157">TS</a>]
01:09:19 ◼ ► monday and i would have been I would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4159">TS</a>]
01:09:23 ◼ ► have been like that is normal of you to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4163">TS</a>]
01:09:24 ◼ ► do thank you for that amount of help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4164">TS</a>]
01:09:28 ◼ ► like thank you for helping me know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4168">TS</a>]
01:09:30 ◼ ► and I would have had it towed and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4170">TS</a>]
01:09:33 ◼ ► would have sat in a motel or I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4173">TS</a>]
01:09:34 ◼ ► know what I would have done it forward [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4174">TS</a>]
01:09:36 ◼ ► but he was like let's let's do this like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4176">TS</a>]
01:09:40 ◼ ► the blacklists your life is weird right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4180">TS</a>]
01:09:44 ◼ ► yeah I don't fucking weird but like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4184">TS</a>]
01:09:47 ◼ ► feel like I feel like out there right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4187">TS</a>]
01:09:49 ◼ ► now there is this um there's this guild [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4189">TS</a>]
01:09:52 ◼ ► of monks or whatever these people in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4192">TS</a>]
01:09:54 ◼ ► shawls and I have their numbers i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4194">TS</a>]
01:09:58 ◼ ► this black list I can call I call [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4198">TS</a>]
01:10:00 ◼ ► somebody in LA right now be like I'm in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4200">TS</a>]
01:10:02 ◼ ► a GMC RV and I need a place to park and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4202">TS</a>]
01:10:04 ◼ ► do you have any is there a chipotle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4204">TS</a>]
01:10:06 ◼ ► nearby a forward and they'd be like come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4206">TS</a>]
01:10:10 ◼ ► oh god bless the monks they are the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEOKUd2w/4210">TS</a>]