00:00:00 ◼ ► this set is the show this episode of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/0">TS</a>]
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00:00:05 ◼ ► cards against community this week they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/5">TS</a>]
00:00:07 ◼ ► asked James T green to help say hi to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/7">TS</a>]
00:00:23 ◼ ► hello hi John hi Moreland how's it going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/23">TS</a>]
00:00:34 ◼ ► oh you're sick i belittle sick you right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/34">TS</a>]
00:00:41 ◼ ► it was a it was a bad one it was a it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/41">TS</a>]
00:00:45 ◼ ► was a virus has snuck past see I got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/45">TS</a>]
00:00:49 ◼ ► flu shot wasn't a flu virus it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/49">TS</a>]
00:00:53 ◼ ► other virus no mystery virus that snuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/53">TS</a>]
00:00:57 ◼ ► past every all of my defenses and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/57">TS</a>]
00:01:00 ◼ ► conned me into thinking it was just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/60">TS</a>]
00:01:05 ◼ ► oh my my battery won't start my family's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/65">TS</a>]
00:01:09 ◼ ► in the car down here to interview for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/69">TS</a>]
00:01:11 ◼ ► yep yep exactly hey classic fan belt my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/71">TS</a>]
00:01:15 ◼ ► fan belt fuckinf and I got a fan belt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/75">TS</a>]
00:01:18 ◼ ► right here to prove it also must be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/78">TS</a>]
00:01:20 ◼ ► teacher right so it's one o'clock in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/80">TS</a>]
00:01:23 ◼ ► morning and i'm usually once again I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/83">TS</a>]
00:01:24 ◼ ► story seemed like a nice virus your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/84">TS</a>]
00:01:26 ◼ ► cleaner articulate sure come on in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/86">TS</a>]
00:01:28 ◼ ► yeah so I had a little sore throat a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/88">TS</a>]
00:01:29 ◼ ► little stuffy nose and then in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/89">TS</a>]
00:01:32 ◼ ► middle of the night I was a hundred and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/92">TS</a>]
00:01:33 ◼ ► four degrees and then I was freezing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/93">TS</a>]
00:01:35 ◼ ► cold and then I was honored for degrees [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/95">TS</a>]
00:01:37 ◼ ► and I was like this is no normal cold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/97">TS</a>]
00:01:40 ◼ ► man and then I had a fever for three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/100">TS</a>]
00:01:42 ◼ ► days and then I went to the doctor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/102">TS</a>]
00:01:45 ◼ ► oh shit i don't do know and I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/105">TS</a>]
00:01:48 ◼ ► you gotta be kidding me with this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/108">TS</a>]
00:01:50 ◼ ► let me guess you told you you had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/110">TS</a>]
00:01:52 ◼ ► virus but dr. it was a she and she said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/112">TS</a>]
00:01:54 ◼ ► you have a virus and she said with us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/114">TS</a>]
00:01:56 ◼ ► like a smirk on her face like she knows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/116">TS</a>]
00:01:58 ◼ ► you're sure it's yeah she was like ya [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/118">TS</a>]
00:02:00 ◼ ► know you're sick are ya good you came to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/120">TS</a>]
00:02:04 ◼ ► yeah happens sometimes you good thing he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/124">TS</a>]
00:02:06 ◼ ► came it is a good thing you came because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/126">TS</a>]
00:02:09 ◼ ► it could have been something worse and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/129">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► that's why we ordered all these tests [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/130">TS</a>]
00:02:12 ◼ ► but she did an amazing thing she hooked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/132">TS</a>]
00:02:14 ◼ ► me up to an IV and gave me a whole bag [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/134">TS</a>]
00:02:16 ◼ ► of what is probably you know radon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/136">TS</a>]
00:02:20 ◼ ► medical benefits medical grade right on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/140">TS</a>]
00:02:24 ◼ ► yeah but a plump me right back up and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/144">TS</a>]
00:02:26 ◼ ► was like oh I was dehydrated in addition [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/146">TS</a>]
00:02:29 ◼ ► to being all these other things feverish [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/149">TS</a>]
00:02:32 ◼ ► connected connected you up to a bag just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/152">TS</a>]
00:02:34 ◼ ► the old me up with what saline and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/154">TS</a>]
00:02:36 ◼ ► better i felt better i mean i didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/156">TS</a>]
00:02:38 ◼ ► feel great no no but I mean I would do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/158">TS</a>]
00:02:42 ◼ ► yeah just get hooked up to a bag once in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/162">TS</a>]
00:02:43 ◼ ► awhile and feel better that was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/163">TS</a>]
00:02:45 ◼ ► thing i SAT there and I was like can you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/165">TS</a>]
00:02:46 ◼ ► throw some vitamin b12 in that too and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/166">TS</a>]
00:02:49 ◼ ► whatever else give me some of that shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/169">TS</a>]
00:02:51 ◼ ► that Kennedy had all the Kennedy shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/171">TS</a>]
00:02:55 ◼ ► yeah give me the give me the Hitler shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/175">TS</a>]
00:02:57 ◼ ► in the Kennedy shit and I'll go out and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/177">TS</a>]
00:03:00 ◼ ► anyway so I'm on the mend but here's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/180">TS</a>]
00:03:04 ◼ ► here's the caveat which is that i may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/184">TS</a>]
00:03:08 ◼ ► explode into a coughing fit that no one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/188">TS</a>]
00:03:11 ◼ ► wants to hear and as you know i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/191">TS</a>]
00:03:13 ◼ ► have a cough button so if it happens I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/193">TS</a>]
00:03:17 ◼ ► don't know whether you can insert some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/197">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► hold music or cut it out or whatever it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/200">TS</a>]
00:03:23 ◼ ► is the I think it could probably guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/203">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► what i'm gonna do i'm just gonna listen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/204">TS</a>]
00:03:28 ◼ ► oh but it's so this is a very real cough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/208">TS</a>]
00:03:32 ◼ ► that I have right now which is a which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/212">TS</a>]
00:03:33 ◼ ► is a cough where I am I'm off-gassing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/213">TS</a>]
00:03:36 ◼ ► right examples insurance it's not gas i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/216">TS</a>]
00:03:43 ◼ ► productive cough it up that's exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/223">TS</a>]
00:03:45 ◼ ► right it's a productive cough so i'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/225">TS</a>]
00:03:47 ◼ ► sure that our listeners around the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/227">TS</a>]
00:03:49 ◼ ► are prepared for what it sounds like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/229">TS</a>]
00:03:50 ◼ ► when someone in seattle offloads yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/230">TS</a>]
00:03:56 ◼ ► yeah offload some of that moisture that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/236">TS</a>]
00:03:58 ◼ ► i collected when they put me on a bag I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/238">TS</a>]
00:04:03 ◼ ► realize you're in a vulnerable place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/243">TS</a>]
00:04:05 ◼ ► right now this is too philosophical of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/245">TS</a>]
00:04:07 ◼ ► question feel free to secure it going on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/247">TS</a>]
00:04:09 ◼ ► I'm just curious i know you like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/249">TS</a>]
00:04:11 ◼ ► avoid you know intoxicants strategy for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/251">TS</a>]
00:04:13 ◼ ► purposes of intoxication you don't even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/253">TS</a>]
00:04:15 ◼ ► generally like to take cold medicine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/255">TS</a>]
00:04:17 ◼ ► Howard is saline from a Mad Max bag what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/257">TS</a>]
00:04:21 ◼ ► does that fall on your spectrum of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/261">TS</a>]
00:04:22 ◼ ► acceptable things to bring your body you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/262">TS</a>]
00:04:25 ◼ ► know this is a very good question [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/265">TS</a>]
00:04:30 ◼ ► in toxicants I don't partake of because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/270">TS</a>]
00:04:34 ◼ ► they are they present a risk to me I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/274">TS</a>]
00:04:38 ◼ ► mhm whereas a bag of ceiling it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/278">TS</a>]
00:04:44 ◼ ► unlikely enough that i'll have a that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/284">TS</a>]
00:04:47 ◼ ► befriend or street friend that knows how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/287">TS</a>]
00:04:50 ◼ ► to put an IV in and has a bag of saline [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/290">TS</a>]
00:04:54 ◼ ► or can make it available and it didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/294">TS</a>]
00:04:58 ◼ ► make me feel that amazing it was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/298">TS</a>]
00:05:00 ◼ ► like oh shit that what that's like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/300">TS</a>]
00:05:04 ◼ ► alright if you're still part of this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/304">TS</a>]
00:05:06 ◼ ► dehydration when you get not even all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/306">TS</a>]
00:05:08 ◼ ► yeah you're just like I don't want to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/308">TS</a>]
00:05:10 ◼ ► downstairs and drink water and shivering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/310">TS</a>]
00:05:12 ◼ ► I'm just so you and then everybody says [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/312">TS</a>]
00:05:15 ◼ ► you gotta keep hydrated got to keep you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/315">TS</a>]
00:05:17 ◼ ► it's like I'm fine I'm fine but I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/317">TS</a>]
00:05:20 ◼ ► I'd run down so I i'm ok with i'm ok [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/320">TS</a>]
00:05:23 ◼ ► with sailing but this is one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/323">TS</a>]
00:05:24 ◼ ► this is a deeper question I think you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/324">TS</a>]
00:05:27 ◼ ► asking is kind of a deeper question [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/327">TS</a>]
00:05:29 ◼ ► because yeah go ahead but I i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/329">TS</a>]
00:05:31 ◼ ► there's two things at least two parts to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/331">TS</a>]
00:05:34 ◼ ► mmm and it started out as one and became [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/334">TS</a>]
00:05:36 ◼ ► another winning first watch want to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/336">TS</a>]
00:05:39 ◼ ► I think the idea that max bags terrific [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/339">TS</a>]
00:05:41 ◼ ► idea i think he did the right thing I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/341">TS</a>]
00:05:43 ◼ ► think even you put some vitamins in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/343">TS</a>]
00:05:44 ◼ ► there I don't think that's so bad right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/344">TS</a>]
00:05:46 ◼ ► what I hear you saying is there is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/346">TS</a>]
00:05:47 ◼ ► time when substances were trouble for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/347">TS</a>]
00:05:53 ◼ ► deliberately deliberately ingesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/353">TS</a>]
00:05:55 ◼ ► something to make me feel very different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/355">TS</a>]
00:05:57 ◼ ► on whatever level so obviously this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/357">TS</a>]
00:06:00 ◼ ► nonsense i also think there's something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/360">TS</a>]
00:06:01 ◼ ► to it it's more from your like your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/361">TS</a>]
00:06:05 ◼ ► Alaskan stock which is you're like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/365">TS</a>]
00:06:07 ◼ ► want to see if I can do this whole thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/367">TS</a>]
00:06:09 ◼ ► without the epidural like I want to see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/369">TS</a>]
00:06:12 ◼ ► I don't even want something even if it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/372">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► something that's been nine even if it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/373">TS</a>]
00:06:15 ◼ ► a placebo don't want to placebo because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/375">TS</a>]
00:06:19 ◼ ► i could think I could do without right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/379">TS</a>]
00:06:23 ◼ ► and and you know if I were a woman I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/383">TS</a>]
00:06:25 ◼ ► know that and I were pregnant I know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/385">TS</a>]
00:06:27 ◼ ► that I would want to have the baby the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/387">TS</a>]
00:06:30 ◼ ► old-fashioned way and screaming that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/390">TS</a>]
00:06:32 ◼ ► right screaming and habits or ruin my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/392">TS</a>]
00:06:34 ◼ ► body as it happens because that's how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/394">TS</a>]
00:06:41 ◼ ► haha and there are plenty plenty of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/401">TS</a>]
00:06:46 ◼ ► people that I respect very much they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/406">TS</a>]
00:06:49 ◼ ► if you have a caesarean section you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/409">TS</a>]
00:06:51 ◼ ► schedule the moment the baby arrives [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/411">TS</a>]
00:06:54 ◼ ► go to the hospital go to sleep and when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/414">TS</a>]
00:06:58 ◼ ► you wake up there's a baby there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/418">TS</a>]
00:06:59 ◼ ► everything was monitored and it is in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/419">TS</a>]
00:07:02 ◼ ► your you know and you did not get split [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/422">TS</a>]
00:07:06 ◼ ► in half by a giant bubble of fat huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/426">TS</a>]
00:07:12 ◼ ► um and and that makes perfect sense to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/432">TS</a>]
00:07:16 ◼ ► me and it is like that technology is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/436">TS</a>]
00:07:18 ◼ ► here why do why not employ it but i but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/438">TS</a>]
00:07:23 ◼ ► I still personally would not find that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/443">TS</a>]
00:07:25 ◼ ► convincing because I would think that in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/445">TS</a>]
00:07:28 ◼ ► the experience of having a kid there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/448">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► would be some mystery that i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/449">TS</a>]
00:07:31 ◼ ► unlock some lasting reverberation in me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/451">TS</a>]
00:07:35 ◼ ► and the kid that couldn't be duplicated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/455">TS</a>]
00:07:37 ◼ ► if nothing else you might always wonder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/457">TS</a>]
00:07:39 ◼ ► what it would have been like yeah and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/459">TS</a>]
00:07:41 ◼ ► think the cesarean people are like yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/461">TS</a>]
00:07:43 ◼ ► uh-huh okay well i think i can handle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/463">TS</a>]
00:07:45 ◼ ► imagining what are you know you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/465">TS</a>]
00:07:48 ◼ ► pining for what it was like but I you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/468">TS</a>]
00:07:52 ◼ ► know I was healed in two days and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/472">TS</a>]
00:07:56 ◼ ► could walk fine immediately and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/476">TS</a>]
00:07:58 ◼ ► so forth and so on so there are all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/478">TS</a>]
00:08:01 ◼ ► kinds of arguments like why don't you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/481">TS</a>]
00:08:05 ◼ ► use the most current technology why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/485">TS</a>]
00:08:08 ◼ ► haven't i got LASIK surgery for instance [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/488">TS</a>]
00:08:10 ◼ ► walking around with glasses they no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/490">TS</a>]
00:08:14 ◼ ► longer really work for me because my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/494">TS</a>]
00:08:16 ◼ ► eyes are becoming dried-up little corn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/496">TS</a>]
00:08:19 ◼ ► husks why wouldn't I years ago i've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/499">TS</a>]
00:08:23 ◼ ► gotten it gotten gone and gotten laser [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/503">TS</a>]
00:08:25 ◼ ► surgery uh-huh and you know there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/505">TS</a>]
00:08:28 ◼ ► there's a there's a part of me that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/508">TS</a>]
00:08:31 ◼ ► feels like what if I'm trying to be an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/511">TS</a>]
00:08:36 ◼ ► astronaut and they're scanning me to see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/516">TS</a>]
00:08:41 ◼ ► if I am one of the genetically pure and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/521">TS</a>]
00:08:46 ◼ ► I see some kind of got Academy don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/526">TS</a>]
00:08:49 ◼ ► think they go oh we've detected in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/529">TS</a>]
00:08:51 ◼ ► yeah we've seen that you shaved your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/531">TS</a>]
00:08:54 ◼ ► save your eyes that means you're not one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/534">TS</a>]
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00:09:06 ◼ ► you know what you're not really up for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/546">TS</a>]
00:09:08 ◼ ► this if your eyes shaved you should be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/548">TS</a>]
00:09:11 ◼ ► well that's the thing it's just the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/551">TS</a>]
00:09:12 ◼ ► nature of the fact that your eyes were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/552">TS</a>]
00:09:15 ◼ ► genetically inferior right that because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/555">TS</a>]
00:09:17 ◼ ► the the perfect the perfect aren't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/557">TS</a>]
00:09:22 ◼ ► measuring that type of thing they would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/562">TS</a>]
00:09:23 ◼ ► recognize my eyes were misshapen already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/563">TS</a>]
00:09:26 ◼ ► and besides i'm 47 I'm not gonna be an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/566">TS</a>]
00:09:29 ◼ ► astronaut but it but it's that lingering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/569">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► sense of like don't modify your closer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/572">TS</a>]
00:09:34 ◼ ► to having your ashes shot on the canon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/574">TS</a>]
00:09:35 ◼ ► essbase than you are to getting to ride [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/575">TS</a>]
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00:09:40 ◼ ► listeners who works for NASA will name a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/580">TS</a>]
00:09:42 ◼ ► star after me but that was in control he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/582">TS</a>]
00:09:47 ◼ ► was keeping that one in control i added [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/587">TS</a>]
00:09:50 ◼ ► oh thank you so there's that and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/590">TS</a>]
00:09:53 ◼ ► you know and that extends to like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/593">TS</a>]
00:09:54 ◼ ► don't have any tattoos obviously but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/594">TS</a>]
00:09:58 ◼ ► can't argue with anybody that does but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/598">TS</a>]
00:10:03 ◼ ► elective surgery which is akin to the I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/603">TS</a>]
00:10:10 ◼ ► shaving but like where is the word is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/610">TS</a>]
00:10:14 ◼ ► the line on elective surgery lay for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/614">TS</a>]
00:10:17 ◼ ► and or lie i just know which is which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/617">TS</a>]
00:10:22 ◼ ► one would you use in that situation i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/622">TS</a>]
00:10:24 ◼ ► always i used the wrong one entire which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/624">TS</a>]
00:10:28 ◼ ► yes we're with the line lie and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/628">TS</a>]
00:10:32 ◼ ► talking about an entire spectrum of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/632">TS</a>]
00:10:33 ◼ ► different kinds of like so what kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/633">TS</a>]
00:10:35 ◼ ► surgery which is if we don't take out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/635">TS</a>]
00:10:37 ◼ ► your gallbladder and there's like an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/637">TS</a>]
00:10:39 ◼ ► eighty percent chance you'll die in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/639">TS</a>]
00:10:41 ◼ ► who and I kind of non-elective you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/641">TS</a>]
00:10:44 ◼ ► we have the technology we can do this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/644">TS</a>]
00:10:46 ◼ ► your chances of living and having a good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/646">TS</a>]
00:10:48 ◼ ► life are better if we do this surgery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/648">TS</a>]
00:10:50 ◼ ► right it's over here right when you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/650">TS</a>]
00:10:52 ◼ ► them wet very very far far far far far [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/652">TS</a>]
00:10:54 ◼ ► end of the spectrum washing in trouble [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/654">TS</a>]
00:10:56 ◼ ► yeah but you've got like a re-up of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/656">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► something like Botox yeah or you've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/660">TS</a>]
00:11:04 ◼ ► you know like reflect freshening up a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/664">TS</a>]
00:11:08 ◼ ► listing plastic surgery who and then all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/668">TS</a>]
00:11:11 ◼ ► along the way on the spectrum you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/671">TS</a>]
00:11:12 ◼ ► all kinds of things where you got stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/672">TS</a>]
00:11:14 ◼ ► like you know if there's certain kinds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/674">TS</a>]
00:11:15 ◼ ► of surgery you know sometimes when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/675">TS</a>]
00:11:16 ◼ ► go into these especially going to like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/676">TS</a>]
00:11:17 ◼ ► these certain kinds of doctors with an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/677">TS</a>]
00:11:19 ◼ ► orthodontist or you go into a a what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/679">TS</a>]
00:11:23 ◼ ► the what's the what's the doctors to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/683">TS</a>]
00:11:24 ◼ ► face surgery plastic surgery like more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/684">TS</a>]
00:11:26 ◼ ► plastic surgery then looking like a cat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/686">TS</a>]
00:11:29 ◼ ► lady look like that could be like we we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/689">TS</a>]
00:11:31 ◼ ► help you after a mastectomy to have like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/691">TS</a>]
00:11:33 ◼ ► you know what bus line that you can be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/693">TS</a>]
00:11:34 ◼ ► happy with there's all kinds of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/694">TS</a>]
00:11:36 ◼ ► and plastic surgery that go way beyond [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/696">TS</a>]
00:11:37 ◼ ► just like I'm a horrible person from Los [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/697">TS</a>]
00:11:39 ◼ ► Angeles but sometimes I think what they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/699">TS</a>]
00:11:41 ◼ ► will do is they will also get your car [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/701">TS</a>]
00:11:43 ◼ ► fixed it's like hey you know as long as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/703">TS</a>]
00:11:44 ◼ ► we're pulling the engine we probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/704">TS</a>]
00:11:47 ◼ ► want to look at a couple other things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/707">TS</a>]
00:11:48 ◼ ► too because we're not gonna pull the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/708">TS</a>]
00:11:49 ◼ ► engine that many times and there's some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/709">TS</a>]
00:11:51 ◼ ► things where you may not need it but we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/711">TS</a>]
00:11:53 ◼ ► could do it as a precaution you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/713">TS</a>]
00:11:55 ◼ ► where I'm going with this since we're in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/715">TS</a>]
00:11:56 ◼ ► there anyway so for instance like my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/716">TS</a>]
00:11:59 ◼ ► teeth don't fit together and the doctors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/719">TS</a>]
00:12:02 ◼ ► have been telling me for years that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/722">TS</a>]
00:12:06 ◼ ► from the time I was 17 they're like we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/726">TS</a>]
00:12:08 ◼ ► gotta break this kids jaw and reset it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/728">TS</a>]
00:12:11 ◼ ► in a different place so his teeth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/731">TS</a>]
00:12:14 ◼ ► together and I was like even at the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/734">TS</a>]
00:12:16 ◼ ► I felt like that seems crazy they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/736">TS</a>]
00:12:19 ◼ ► like no no it's very routine we just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/739">TS</a>]
00:12:22 ◼ ► break your jaw and move it back and fit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/742">TS</a>]
00:12:26 ◼ ► your teeth together and then we you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/746">TS</a>]
00:12:28 ◼ ► saw some part of your job and put it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/748">TS</a>]
00:12:30 ◼ ► back together you phrase it like that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/750">TS</a>]
00:12:32 ◼ ► sounds you know we see it as break your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/752">TS</a>]
00:12:35 ◼ ► jaw it sounds like you know Lu's gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/755">TS</a>]
00:12:36 ◼ ► come in and give you a good stock to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/756">TS</a>]
00:12:38 ◼ ► to the face yeah but it's like cut both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/758">TS</a>]
00:12:40 ◼ ► sides of your John take some part of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/760">TS</a>]
00:12:42 ◼ ► out but it's serious you know I have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/762">TS</a>]
00:12:43 ◼ ► person very near and dear to me in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/763">TS</a>]
00:12:44 ◼ ► life who had a procedure yeah yeah and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/764">TS</a>]
00:12:46 ◼ ► there was it's a its enormous and a huge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/766">TS</a>]
00:12:49 ◼ ► it felt like a huge deal that's exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/769">TS</a>]
00:12:51 ◼ ► right and then as I got older they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/771">TS</a>]
00:12:54 ◼ ► started saying that i granted to they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/774">TS</a>]
00:12:56 ◼ ► kept every dentist was like oh we got it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/776">TS</a>]
00:12:58 ◼ ► we got to cut your jaw in half and move [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/778">TS</a>]
00:13:00 ◼ ► it back and I was like yeah yeah and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/780">TS</a>]
00:13:03 ◼ ► then I started talking to some some oral [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/783">TS</a>]
00:13:07 ◼ ► surgeons who are like no no we don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/787">TS</a>]
00:13:09 ◼ ► break your jaw move it back anymore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/789">TS</a>]
00:13:11 ◼ ► what we do is we cut off your upper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/791">TS</a>]
00:13:15 ◼ ► yeah entirely we cut your hole we saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/795">TS</a>]
00:13:20 ◼ ► off completely from your skull and move [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/800">TS</a>]
00:13:23 ◼ ► them forward we move your top teeth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/803">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► forward so they fit with your bottom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/806">TS</a>]
00:13:28 ◼ ► teeth because what happened was not that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/808">TS</a>]
00:13:30 ◼ ► your jaw grew too much which is what we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/810">TS</a>]
00:13:33 ◼ ► thought had happened but it was the top [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/813">TS</a>]
00:13:35 ◼ ► of your that's that seems really extreme [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/815">TS</a>]
00:13:38 ◼ ► the top of your mouth face failed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/818">TS</a>]
00:13:41 ◼ ► grow enough it seems like mowing your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/821">TS</a>]
00:13:45 ◼ ► lawn by making the neighborhood move [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/825">TS</a>]
00:13:47 ◼ ► oh I mean really doesn't that seem even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/827">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► I don't know break into saw your jaw or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/831">TS</a>]
00:13:53 ◼ ► cut the top of your head off i mean i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/833">TS</a>]
00:13:54 ◼ ► don't know i don't a bit of both things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/834">TS</a>]
00:13:58 ◼ ► yeah but what they were saying was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/838">TS</a>]
00:14:01 ◼ ► it would it would make my teeth fit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/841">TS</a>]
00:14:06 ◼ ► better together which would which would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/846">TS</a>]
00:14:08 ◼ ► increase the longevity of my teeth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/848">TS</a>]
00:14:10 ◼ ► because right now the way they fit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/850">TS</a>]
00:14:12 ◼ ► together i'm slowly grinding them apart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/852">TS</a>]
00:14:14 ◼ ► and i'm going to grind my face apart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/854">TS</a>]
00:14:16 ◼ ► until it's just a soul patch touching a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/856">TS</a>]
00:14:20 ◼ ► nose and at every opportunity I've said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/860">TS</a>]
00:14:25 ◼ ► I don't don't want more performant even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/865">TS</a>]
00:14:30 ◼ ► say chin he said soul back just a soul [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/870">TS</a>]
00:14:35 ◼ ► hey guys however harbor I didn't want it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/875">TS</a>]
00:14:38 ◼ ► and you heard the new fastball you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/878">TS</a>]
00:14:41 ◼ ► the last time I talked to dentist about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/881">TS</a>]
00:14:43 ◼ ► it i was 46 and I said I'm 46 imap [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/883">TS</a>]
00:14:47 ◼ ► weight of the goal line and they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/887">TS</a>]
00:14:50 ◼ ► like you're gonna need those teeth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/890">TS</a>]
00:14:51 ◼ ► I was like yeah i know but i'm hoping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/891">TS</a>]
00:14:53 ◼ ► that technology somewhere along the line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/893">TS</a>]
00:14:55 ◼ ► can give me aluminum teeth your teeth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/895">TS</a>]
00:14:58 ◼ ► that are made of Plexiglas that have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/898">TS</a>]
00:15:00 ◼ ► little goldfish swimming in them or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/900">TS</a>]
00:15:02 ◼ ► who r I don't have to you don't have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/902">TS</a>]
00:15:05 ◼ ► saw either part of my face and they just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/905">TS</a>]
00:15:08 ◼ ► shrug and go well that's what we do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/908">TS</a>]
00:15:09 ◼ ► I'm like exactly that's what you do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/909">TS</a>]
00:15:13 ◼ ► right it's a failure of your imagination [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/913">TS</a>]
00:15:14 ◼ ► that's why you drive a porsche 911 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/914">TS</a>]
00:15:17 ◼ ► because you saw people spaces in half [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/917">TS</a>]
00:15:21 ◼ ► I don't see it as a necessity but when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/921">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► the guy said he was going to move the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/926">TS</a>]
00:15:29 ◼ ► forward I did have a thought which was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/929">TS</a>]
00:15:32 ◼ ► that is gonna make my mustache look very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/932">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► oh because it's gonna push my mustache [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/937">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► out a little bit and I've always felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/940">TS</a>]
00:15:44 ◼ ► like what now that you mention it I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/944">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► always felt like that my top the area [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/947">TS</a>]
00:15:51 ◼ ► between the bottom of my nose in the top [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/951">TS</a>]
00:15:52 ◼ ► of my lip was a little too small i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/952">TS</a>]
00:15:56 ◼ ► always I'd never I guess I had never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/956">TS</a>]
00:16:00 ◼ ► you didn't because you really know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/960">TS</a>]
00:16:01 ◼ ► you're introducing something very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/961">TS</a>]
00:16:02 ◼ ► interesting here which is really truly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/962">TS</a>]
00:16:04 ◼ ► thinking about your face as having three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/964">TS</a>]
00:16:06 ◼ ► dimensions right kind of this instead of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/966">TS</a>]
00:16:09 ◼ ► saying like oh here's a here's a rough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/969">TS</a>]
00:16:11 ◼ ► drawing of an oval with some dots on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/971">TS</a>]
00:16:13 ◼ ► uses a three-dimensional thing you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/973">TS</a>]
00:16:15 ◼ ► talking about adding architectural [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/975">TS</a>]
00:16:16 ◼ ► e-learning more bioavailable mustache [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/976">TS</a>]
00:16:19 ◼ ► surface so we hit so what happened was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/979">TS</a>]
00:16:21 ◼ ► from a young age I wanted a mustache [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/981">TS</a>]
00:16:23 ◼ ► when I was 17 I wanted a mustache and of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/983">TS</a>]
00:16:26 ◼ ► course God realized that this was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/986">TS</a>]
00:16:29 ◼ ► something I wanted and God was going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/989">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► deny this to me because that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/991">TS</a>]
00:16:33 ◼ ► mysterious way that God works it's true [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/993">TS</a>]
00:16:35 ◼ ► he wants to put obstacles in front of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/995">TS</a>]
00:16:37 ◼ ► you in order to you know test team and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/997">TS</a>]
00:16:41 ◼ ► so I have studied men's mustaches over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1001">TS</a>]
00:16:44 ◼ ► the years very closely and all the most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1004">TS</a>]
00:16:47 ◼ ► ashes that you'd like the Tom Selleck's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1007">TS</a>]
00:16:50 ◼ ► of the world if you look at Tom Selleck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1010">TS</a>]
00:16:52 ◼ ► he has an enormous area between the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1012">TS</a>]
00:16:55 ◼ ► bottom of his nose in the top of his lip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1015">TS</a>]
00:16:57 ◼ ► it's a fucking soccer field you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1017">TS</a>]
00:17:00 ◼ ► you're changing the whole way I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1020">TS</a>]
00:17:02 ◼ ► about mustaches and you're filling in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1022">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► lot of holes for why mustaches look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:07 ◼ ► yeah so he's got this huge areas got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1027">TS</a>]
00:17:09 ◼ ► this big mustache it looks great and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1029">TS</a>]
00:17:12 ◼ ► then you start looking at men's faces [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1032">TS</a>]
00:17:15 ◼ ► and you say uh this area between the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1035">TS</a>]
00:17:18 ◼ ► bottom of the nose and the top of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1038">TS</a>]
00:17:19 ◼ ► lip is a very crucial area for men to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1039">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► look trustworthy and capable if you look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:26 ◼ ► at door but the Greek he's got a big [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1046">TS</a>]
00:17:28 ◼ ► area there like all the guys that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1048">TS</a>]
00:17:30 ◼ ► instinctively go how this guy is going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1050">TS</a>]
00:17:32 ◼ ► to handle things thinking about thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1052">TS</a>]
00:17:34 ◼ ► about Sam Elliott Samuel it's got a huge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1054">TS</a>]
00:17:38 ◼ ► accommodate eight a frankly enormous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1058">TS</a>]
00:17:42 ◼ ► tried to grow a what-do-you-call-it area [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1062">TS</a>]
00:17:45 ◼ ► between your lips in your nose and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1065">TS</a>]
00:17:46 ◼ ► top of your hunger under knows your mind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1066">TS</a>]
00:17:49 ◼ ► your mustache holder moustache if you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1069">TS</a>]
00:17:51 ◼ ► you know what I mean the conveyance the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1071">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► budget motherfucker your-your-your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:55 ◼ ► trough you got you got you got your hair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1075">TS</a>]
00:17:57 ◼ ► trough under your nose if that is even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1077">TS</a>]
00:18:00 ◼ ► just on my gosh it's just my co meters [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1080">TS</a>]
00:18:02 ◼ ► too small you're not gonna be able to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1082">TS</a>]
00:18:05 ◼ ► too much with that and so gonna be like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1085">TS</a>]
00:18:06 ◼ ► one of those guys you can't really grow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1086">TS</a>]
00:18:08 ◼ ► a beard but keep trying to grow up here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1088">TS</a>]
00:18:09 ◼ ► and you're like you just feel like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1089">TS</a>]
00:18:12 ◼ ► yes so I so my whole my whole young life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1092">TS</a>]
00:18:14 ◼ ► 21 24 26 I got a big huge beard I got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1094">TS</a>]
00:18:20 ◼ ► big beard shaped face and I've got this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1100">TS</a>]
00:18:23 ◼ ► little teeny little you know like hand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1103">TS</a>]
00:18:27 ◼ ► strap this little blonde sort of wispy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1107">TS</a>]
00:18:32 ◼ ► little moustache that's in an area too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1112">TS</a>]
00:18:35 ◼ ► small to contain a mustache and there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1115">TS</a>]
00:18:38 ◼ ► nothing you can do about that nothing I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1118">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► can do about it and so all of all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:45 ◼ ► I was just like yeah you know Rob [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1125">TS</a>]
00:18:49 ◼ ► Delaney the comedian if you look at Rob [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1129">TS</a>]
00:18:52 ◼ ► Delaney he's got a huge nose trough huge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1132">TS</a>]
00:18:55 ◼ ► mustache trough doing Rob Delaney is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1135">TS</a>]
00:18:59 ◼ ► famous TV show right guys on some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1139">TS</a>]
00:19:01 ◼ ► british TV show I look at that guy look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1141">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► well see and how much of that handsome [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:09 ◼ ► yeah so they're talking about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1149">TS</a>]
00:19:12 ◼ ► enormous song of my face to get my teeth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1152">TS</a>]
00:19:15 ◼ ► fitting together better which seemed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1155">TS</a>]
00:19:17 ◼ ► me to be a completely like it's just up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1157">TS</a>]
00:19:21 ◼ ► a Porsche conveyance for these for these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1161">TS</a>]
00:19:25 ◼ ► doctors because they're just they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1165">TS</a>]
00:19:28 ◼ ► sitting in those conferences in in las [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1168">TS</a>]
00:19:32 ◼ ► vegas where all but all the oral [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1172">TS</a>]
00:19:33 ◼ ► surgeons get together and they're saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1173">TS</a>]
00:19:36 ◼ ► what's a new thing that we can do i tell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1176">TS</a>]
00:19:38 ◼ ► i totally agree i hate to admit this but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1178">TS</a>]
00:19:41 ◼ ► I and then the problem is i argue with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1181">TS</a>]
00:19:43 ◼ ► our friend John syracuse about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1183">TS</a>]
00:19:45 ◼ ► because I honestly I don't have any way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1185">TS</a>]
00:19:47 ◼ ► of being able to judge when they're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1187">TS</a>]
00:19:49 ◼ ► saying some shit vs giving me life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1189">TS</a>]
00:19:52 ◼ ► it is indistinguishable they never give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1192">TS</a>]
00:19:56 ◼ ► how much what they're saying might be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1196">TS</a>]
00:19:57 ◼ ► totally might be total bullshit that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1197">TS</a>]
00:20:00 ◼ ► only makes sense for a little while they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1200">TS</a>]
00:20:02 ◼ ► could be fucking Theodoric of York for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1202">TS</a>]
00:20:07 ◼ ► universities all the time right at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1207">TS</a>]
00:20:08 ◼ ► somebody gets up and they give a paper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1208">TS</a>]
00:20:10 ◼ ► they write a book and they're like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1210">TS</a>]
00:20:12 ◼ ► if X was why what if blue was orange and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1212">TS</a>]
00:20:15 ◼ ► if it if it makes sense then everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1215">TS</a>]
00:20:18 ◼ ► suddenly he's like well x is why blue is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1218">TS</a>]
00:20:20 ◼ ► orange and so a dentist gets up at a one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1220">TS</a>]
00:20:24 ◼ ► of these conferences and gives a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1224">TS</a>]
00:20:25 ◼ ► presentation a TEDTalk where he's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1225">TS</a>]
00:20:27 ◼ ► one time I saw the guy's face in half [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1227">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► and moved his teeth around and boy the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:34 ◼ ► he never had any problems after that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1234">TS</a>]
00:20:37 ◼ ► then all of a sudden everybody in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1237">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► room is convinced that is that that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► key surgery a key thing that as that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► makes modern life better and we need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:46 ◼ ► like we need to encourage people that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1246">TS</a>]
00:20:49 ◼ ► have this problem i think half the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1249">TS</a>]
00:20:50 ◼ ► population their teeth put together [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1250">TS</a>]
00:20:54 ◼ ► she's got so much feeling about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1254">TS</a>]
00:20:55 ◼ ► because I mean there are the kinds of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1255">TS</a>]
00:20:57 ◼ ► things but you're talking about the tea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1257">TS</a>]
00:20:58 ◼ ► thing having been around this in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1258">TS</a>]
00:20:59 ◼ ► household is that there's more to it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1259">TS</a>]
00:21:01 ◼ ► than my teeth don't fit together even in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1261">TS</a>]
00:21:03 ◼ ► the case of my daughter she's got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1263">TS</a>]
00:21:04 ◼ ► retainers because her teeth are going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1264">TS</a>]
00:21:07 ◼ ► come in we're in a way that's about way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1267">TS</a>]
00:21:09 ◼ ► more than whether she can be a model [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1269">TS</a>]
00:21:11 ◼ ► where we are going to be an impact there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1271">TS</a>]
00:21:12 ◼ ► could be there's all kinds of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1272">TS</a>]
00:21:13 ◼ ► that can happen get TMJ you get all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1273">TS</a>]
00:21:15 ◼ ► these different things that can happen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1275">TS</a>]
00:21:16 ◼ ► so you know you want you want to nip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1276">TS</a>]
00:21:17 ◼ ► that in the bud sure if you are if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1277">TS</a>]
00:21:19 ◼ ► have to know on whale blubber in order [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1279">TS</a>]
00:21:22 ◼ ► to survive a winter you can make it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1282">TS</a>]
00:21:24 ◼ ► know what those teeth to be strong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1284">TS</a>]
00:21:26 ◼ ► certainly you can advocate for Wales um [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1286">TS</a>]
00:21:29 ◼ ► yeah and then yeah that's so but my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1289">TS</a>]
00:21:34 ◼ ► thing was how so all of a sudden I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1294">TS</a>]
00:21:37 ◼ ► considering this surgery in part because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1297">TS</a>]
00:21:40 ◼ ► so many dentists had recommended it but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1300">TS</a>]
00:21:42 ◼ ► now suddenly him part because it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1302">TS</a>]
00:21:45 ◼ ► potentially going to increase my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1305">TS</a>]
00:21:46 ◼ ► mustache area now i'm listening and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1306">TS</a>]
00:21:49 ◼ ► then I had a crisis right like a like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1309">TS</a>]
00:21:53 ◼ ► like a conundrum like a like a serious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1313">TS</a>]
00:21:57 ◼ ► sort of spiritual crisis how much of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1317">TS</a>]
00:21:59 ◼ ► this now am i considering as an elective [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1319">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► Oh am I going if somebody said hey we've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:06 ◼ ► got a new surgery that expands your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1326">TS</a>]
00:22:09 ◼ ► area i would say that's ridiculous but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1329">TS</a>]
00:22:14 ◼ ► what if I get this necessary tooth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1334">TS</a>]
00:22:17 ◼ ► surgery that just coincidentally expand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1337">TS</a>]
00:22:21 ◼ ► my mustache area so only I know until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1341">TS</a>]
00:22:25 ◼ ► until now when i'm reporting it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1345">TS</a>]
00:22:27 ◼ ► well sort of like you were you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1347">TS</a>]
00:22:29 ◼ ► you introduced me to hydrogen peroxide [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1349">TS</a>]
00:22:31 ◼ ► in your early days you would use that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1351">TS</a>]
00:22:32 ◼ ► you know as a surfactant and as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1352">TS</a>]
00:22:35 ◼ ► mouthwash as a debriding agent but also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1355">TS</a>]
00:22:37 ◼ ► as a way to deal with your allergy to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1357">TS</a>]
00:22:39 ◼ ► yourself you remember you discovered as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1359">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► a side effect of that you also got super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:43 ◼ ► cool blonde hair out of it move it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1363">TS</a>]
00:22:45 ◼ ► wasn't a similar uh black dark night of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1365">TS</a>]
00:22:49 ◼ ► the soul for you it was and you will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1369">TS</a>]
00:22:51 ◼ ► notice that I don't ever put hydrogen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1371">TS</a>]
00:22:53 ◼ ► peroxide on my head anymore didn't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1373">TS</a>]
00:22:56 ◼ ► that's right not because I didn't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1376">TS</a>]
00:22:57 ◼ ► the blonde hair that it gave me but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1377">TS</a>]
00:22:59 ◼ ► because i know that it will do that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1379">TS</a>]
00:23:01 ◼ ► so doing it now even to counteract the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1381">TS</a>]
00:23:05 ◼ ► fact that my body is trying to kill [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1385">TS</a>]
00:23:06 ◼ ► itself seems like secretly I would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1386">TS</a>]
00:23:12 ◼ ► oopsie i got blond hair which I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1392">TS</a>]
00:23:16 ◼ ► you know like this is the thing with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1396">TS</a>]
00:23:18 ◼ ► taking cold medicine it's like oopsy now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1398">TS</a>]
00:23:20 ◼ ► I'm hi what can I do about a better have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1400">TS</a>]
00:23:23 ◼ ► more cold medicine is good for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1403">TS</a>]
00:23:24 ◼ ► yeah i'm sick i need cold medicine and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1404">TS</a>]
00:23:27 ◼ ► then you know that i'm i'm i'm riding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1407">TS</a>]
00:23:34 ◼ ► motorcycle with some guy named Steve so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1414">TS</a>]
00:23:38 ◼ ► that's not what I want right now and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1418">TS</a>]
00:23:40 ◼ ► all these things it's like how much are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1420">TS</a>]
00:23:43 ◼ ► how much of those secondary repairs that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1423">TS</a>]
00:23:46 ◼ ► follow upon a quote-unquote necessary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1426">TS</a>]
00:23:49 ◼ ► surgery you know what he how many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1429">TS</a>]
00:23:52 ◼ ► decisions are getting made in that gray [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1432">TS</a>]
00:23:54 ◼ ► space uh-huh so and there are elective [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1434">TS</a>]
00:23:58 ◼ ► surgeries that are intentionally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1438">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► augmentative and then there are electric [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:03 ◼ ► surgeries where you know like for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1443">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► instance my second toe is longer than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:10 ◼ ► well yeah it means I'm descended from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1450">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► no kidding well it means you're smart i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:16 ◼ ► means you're smart because you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1456">TS</a>]
00:24:17 ◼ ► descended from royalty and everyone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1457">TS</a>]
00:24:19 ◼ ► knows they're the smartest QED right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1459">TS</a>]
00:24:25 ◼ ► mm-hmm I'm so let's say rather than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1465">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► taking pride in the fact that my second [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:34 ◼ ► toe is longer than the first which i do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1474">TS</a>]
00:24:36 ◼ ► because i have somewhat of a set of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1476">TS</a>]
00:24:40 ◼ ► prehensile feet of monkey says a monkey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1480">TS</a>]
00:24:45 ◼ ► toes which enable me to grab and peel an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1485">TS</a>]
00:24:47 ◼ ► orange with my toes that's an adaptation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1487">TS</a>]
00:24:50 ◼ ► that's nice to have no I know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1490">TS</a>]
00:24:53 ◼ ► people are self-conscious about their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1493">TS</a>]
00:24:54 ◼ ► monkeytoes I feel like that's a mitzvah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1494">TS</a>]
00:24:56 ◼ ► well see this is the thing I feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1496">TS</a>]
00:24:58 ◼ ► having a little Donald Trump Towers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1498">TS</a>]
00:24:59 ◼ ► nobody wants those but let's say blue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1499">TS</a>]
00:25:01 ◼ ► but let's say you are somebody who looks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1501">TS</a>]
00:25:03 ◼ ► down at your feet and says oh they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1503">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► grotesque and misshapen if there were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► surgery and perhaps there is to have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:11 ◼ ► your second toe shortened or all your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1511">TS</a>]
00:25:14 ◼ ► and here's the funny thing about that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1514">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► second toe longer thing if you look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:19 ◼ ► my feet you realize it is the first toe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1519">TS</a>]
00:25:23 ◼ ► it's not that the second toe is longer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1523">TS</a>]
00:25:28 ◼ ► that's how that's how all the second to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1528">TS</a>]
00:25:30 ◼ ► longer people get away but that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1530">TS</a>]
00:25:33 ◼ ► yeah if your if your big toe was long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1533">TS</a>]
00:25:35 ◼ ► enough you'd have normal-looking feet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1535">TS</a>]
00:25:37 ◼ ► that will not you don't want a big tits [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1537">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► too long that you know that thumb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:41 ◼ ► well if my big toe as long as long as my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1541">TS</a>]
00:25:44 ◼ ► second toe it would look like it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1544">TS</a>]
00:25:45 ◼ ► not only look like a thumb it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1545">TS</a>]
00:25:47 ◼ ► function as a thumb and i would not be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1547">TS</a>]
00:25:48 ◼ ► living here people are just brothers at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1548">TS</a>]
00:25:50 ◼ ► the same time be I would be in Tahiti I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1550">TS</a>]
00:25:53 ◼ ► would be king of tea and that sounds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1553">TS</a>]
00:25:57 ◼ ► pretty good i wish that might so let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1557">TS</a>]
00:25:59 ◼ ► say there's an elective surgery that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1559">TS</a>]
00:26:01 ◼ ► shortens my second toe to make my feet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1561">TS</a>]
00:26:04 ◼ ► look normal yeah or an elective surgery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1564">TS</a>]
00:26:06 ◼ ► that in long gates my big toe so that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1566">TS</a>]
00:26:10 ◼ ► can become king of Tahiti yeah which one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1570">TS</a>]
00:26:13 ◼ ► of those acquits with my idea of of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1573">TS</a>]
00:26:20 ◼ ► you know personally which one would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1580">TS</a>]
00:26:22 ◼ ► equipped with my sort of validity needs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1582">TS</a>]
00:26:25 ◼ ► given that they are both a kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1585">TS</a>]
00:26:28 ◼ ► elective cosmetic surgery which one is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1588">TS</a>]
00:26:30 ◼ ► would keep you sure to your to your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1590">TS</a>]
00:26:33 ◼ ► who write but when you describe the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1593">TS</a>]
00:26:35 ◼ ► palate slicing technique that sounds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1595">TS</a>]
00:26:36 ◼ ► more like we're going to move all four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1596">TS</a>]
00:26:38 ◼ ► toes that aren't your second toe and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1598">TS</a>]
00:26:41 ◼ ► pull them out and make them longer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1601">TS</a>]
00:26:42 ◼ ► mhm boil the ocean model for teeth you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1602">TS</a>]
00:26:45 ◼ ► yeah yeah well I'm so many elective [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1605">TS</a>]
00:26:49 ◼ ► surgeries are so so to take this to a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1609">TS</a>]
00:26:52 ◼ ► wired magazine place which I know you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1612">TS</a>]
00:26:55 ◼ ► and I like to do because we thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1615">TS</a>]
00:26:56 ◼ ► leaders are technologists how many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1616">TS</a>]
00:27:00 ◼ ► articles of you read in Wired magazine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1620">TS</a>]
00:27:02 ◼ ► about enhancement drugs that are going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1622">TS</a>]
00:27:07 ◼ ► to make you better faster stronger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1627">TS</a>]
00:27:10 ◼ ► you're going to be creating apps while [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1630">TS</a>]
00:27:14 ◼ ► this was a hot topic in the late [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1634">TS</a>]
00:27:16 ◼ ► nineties right and I dipped I dipped one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1636">TS</a>]
00:27:20 ◼ ► of my perfectly normal-sized toes into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1640">TS</a>]
00:27:21 ◼ ► this topic a little bit which is smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1641">TS</a>]
00:27:23 ◼ ► drugs to this day I continue to take a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1643">TS</a>]
00:27:26 ◼ ► version of smart drugs for things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1646">TS</a>]
00:27:27 ◼ ► oh well they have less of an impact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1647">TS</a>]
00:27:29 ◼ ► because if they're having to fight off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1649">TS</a>]
00:27:32 ◼ ► right right but there was a time when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1652">TS</a>]
00:27:34 ◼ ► this is a very hot topic i feel this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1654">TS</a>]
00:27:35 ◼ ► like a wired magazine post rave future's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1655">TS</a>]
00:27:39 ◼ ► so bright I gotta wear shades thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1659">TS</a>]
00:27:40 ◼ ► where you're going to be able to create [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1660">TS</a>]
00:27:42 ◼ ► your own personal cocktails putting it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1662">TS</a>]
00:27:44 ◼ ► too clearly but cocktail of different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1664">TS</a>]
00:27:47 ◼ ► drugs that would enable you to to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1667">TS</a>]
00:27:49 ◼ ► your your best self is your best self [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1669">TS</a>]
00:27:52 ◼ ► not with the goal of intoxication or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1672">TS</a>]
00:27:54 ◼ ► enlightenment but just basically what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1674">TS</a>]
00:27:57 ◼ ► unlocking potential that's otherwise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1677">TS</a>]
00:27:59 ◼ ► difficult to access the whole business [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1679">TS</a>]
00:28:01 ◼ ► of like the only use ten percent your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1681">TS</a>]
00:28:03 ◼ ► brain business which is not true but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1683">TS</a>]
00:28:06 ◼ ► let's but but a lot of those wired [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1686">TS</a>]
00:28:08 ◼ ► magazine think pieces let's call some of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1688">TS</a>]
00:28:10 ◼ ► them think pieces some of them were just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1690">TS</a>]
00:28:12 ◼ ► reportage and some of them were were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1692">TS</a>]
00:28:15 ◼ ► think pieces start out with coverage on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1695">TS</a>]
00:28:18 ◼ ► a scene move his coverage of the smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1698">TS</a>]
00:28:20 ◼ ► drug scene that's right we've heard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1700">TS</a>]
00:28:22 ◼ ► about let's talk to some of these people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1702">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► that's kind of where we are right now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:24 ◼ ► people want to be robots there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1704">TS</a>]
00:28:26 ◼ ► largest general coverage of like oh I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1706">TS</a>]
00:28:28 ◼ ► got this thing like a hard thing on NPR [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1708">TS</a>]
00:28:30 ◼ ► which is like the wired of the 2010 mom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1710">TS</a>]
00:28:33 ◼ ► of a guy who has a thing that he has an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1713">TS</a>]
00:28:36 ◼ ► Augmented antenna for his head to help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1716">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► you see colors because he's colorblind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:40 ◼ ► oh so you know I'm i support that people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1720">TS</a>]
00:28:43 ◼ ► anglerfish like a female anglerfish [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1723">TS</a>]
00:28:46 ◼ ► my body's got a henna that helps them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1726">TS</a>]
00:28:48 ◼ ► see colors oh and it's necessary that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1728">TS</a>]
00:28:50 ◼ ► be an antenna it's not a it's not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1730">TS</a>]
00:28:52 ◼ ► thing where he was like can you make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1732">TS</a>]
00:28:53 ◼ ► that look like an antenna because i am a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1733">TS</a>]
00:28:55 ◼ ► no it's not a glamour I say anything but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1735">TS</a>]
00:28:58 ◼ ► don't know but no you're right that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1738">TS</a>]
00:28:59 ◼ ► what starts and then you get into the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1739">TS</a>]
00:29:00 ◼ ► whole like I think he gets into the only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1740">TS</a>]
00:29:02 ◼ ► going to the first person reportage like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1742">TS</a>]
00:29:05 ◼ ► I tried taking piracy them from want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1745">TS</a>]
00:29:07 ◼ ► see what happens right then of course [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1747">TS</a>]
00:29:09 ◼ ► you get into the double thinks the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1749">TS</a>]
00:29:11 ◼ ► tricky three-part turn american life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1751">TS</a>]
00:29:13 ◼ ► version of like do smart drugs really do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1753">TS</a>]
00:29:15 ◼ ► whoops they do it's not what we expected [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1755">TS</a>]
00:29:17 ◼ ► whoops twist again right and that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1757">TS</a>]
00:29:20 ◼ ► the twist the ultimate twist is always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1760">TS</a>]
00:29:21 ◼ ► if you don't take smart drugs are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1761">TS</a>]
00:29:25 ◼ ► yeah are you going to be are you going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1765">TS</a>]
00:29:29 ◼ ► are you gonna be still working on your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1769">TS</a>]
00:29:30 ◼ ► first app when the people at your school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1770">TS</a>]
00:29:34 ◼ ► who weren't even as smart as you write [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1774">TS</a>]
00:29:36 ◼ ► are already making their sixth or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1776">TS</a>]
00:29:38 ◼ ► seventh app right are you still working [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1778">TS</a>]
00:29:40 ◼ ► on your first TED talk when you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1780">TS</a>]
00:29:44 ◼ ► when the little kids are still sketching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1784">TS</a>]
00:29:46 ◼ ► it out while this guy down the street he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1786">TS</a>]
00:29:47 ◼ ► got a couple shots of saline back in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1787">TS</a>]
00:29:49 ◼ ► 2002 and now look where he is yeah he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1789">TS</a>]
00:29:51 ◼ ► done he's done like six tedtalks he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1791">TS</a>]
00:29:53 ◼ ► got venture capital funding he's got an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1793">TS</a>]
00:29:55 ◼ ► app that makes apps you know everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1795">TS</a>]
00:29:58 ◼ ► you know and you're in you're sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1798">TS</a>]
00:30:00 ◼ ► there with your dick in your hand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1800">TS</a>]
00:30:00 ◼ ► wondering if you should if you should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1800">TS</a>]
00:30:02 ◼ ► make something for the blackberry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1802">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► yeah he said Nicholas he's sitting at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:06 ◼ ► cosmodrome somewhere getting ready to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1806">TS</a>]
00:30:09 ◼ ► blasted up to the ISS yeah right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1809">TS</a>]
00:30:12 ◼ ► Darth Vader helmet put on for which he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1812">TS</a>]
00:30:14 ◼ ► paid for with the fuckin petty cash [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1814">TS</a>]
00:30:17 ◼ ► right and you are driving around in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1817">TS</a>]
00:30:20 ◼ ► Honda Civic trying to figure out evil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1820">TS</a>]
00:30:23 ◼ ► what a nap is you gotta like 30 MW you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1823">TS</a>]
00:30:28 ◼ ► do you can't even trade your fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1828">TS</a>]
00:30:30 ◼ ► three-year-old BMW for a new BMW you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1830">TS</a>]
00:30:32 ◼ ► this one leaving the leads are weak you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1832">TS</a>]
00:30:38 ◼ ► are weak believe you are wanting to even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1838">TS</a>]
00:30:43 ◼ ► set the time on a Rolex I don't even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1843">TS</a>]
00:30:44 ◼ ► know how you do it i think you need a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1844">TS</a>]
00:30:45 ◼ ► second rolex someone to two-factor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1845">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► authentication you have the role you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:50 ◼ ► yep this is visit there's a very small [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1850">TS</a>]
00:30:52 ◼ ► large fee for sending in the Rolex a set [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1852">TS</a>]
00:30:55 ◼ ► they send it back but they give you a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1855">TS</a>]
00:30:57 ◼ ► loaner rolling to make sure that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1857">TS</a>]
00:30:58 ◼ ► time still correct Johnson just taking a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1858">TS</a>]
00:31:05 ◼ ► minute to cough oh you sound like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1865">TS</a>]
00:31:12 ◼ ► whoa oh oh oh yeah that was great that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1872">TS</a>]
00:31:17 ◼ ► was uh yeah that was like it was like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1877">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► oh and now he's not there anymore huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:26 ◼ ► he's in a tissue on the table I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1886">TS</a>]
00:31:31 ◼ ► well could be huge people have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1891">TS</a>]
00:31:33 ◼ ► saying tattoo removal is going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1893">TS</a>]
00:31:38 ◼ ► I told you the story about the guy who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1898">TS</a>]
00:31:40 ◼ ► had his who had his arms covered with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1900">TS</a>]
00:31:45 ◼ ► the man's ruin tattoos and the tumbling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1905">TS</a>]
00:31:47 ◼ ► dice and the the naked devil girl [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1907">TS</a>]
00:31:50 ◼ ► surrounded by a halo of flames and I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1910">TS</a>]
00:31:54 ◼ ► told you this story don't tell me again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1914">TS</a>]
00:31:56 ◼ ► know not everybody listen to every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1916">TS</a>]
00:31:57 ◼ ► episode and i was i was with them at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1917">TS</a>]
00:31:59 ◼ ► party and somebody's like we need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1919">TS</a>]
00:32:01 ◼ ► somebody to go on a beer run and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1921">TS</a>]
00:32:03 ◼ ► like it you got a car and he said yeah I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1923">TS</a>]
00:32:07 ◼ ► was like all right let's go let's go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1927">TS</a>]
00:32:09 ◼ ► the beer store i think you know partly i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1929">TS</a>]
00:32:12 ◼ ► picked a more pointed them out because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1932">TS</a>]
00:32:14 ◼ ► was like this guy's gonna have the hot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1934">TS</a>]
00:32:17 ◼ ► oh right he's got checkered flag cross [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1937">TS</a>]
00:32:20 ◼ ► checkered flags on his forearm we get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1940">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► out to his car and it's a 92 toyota two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:27 ◼ ► wheel drive pickup man i was like got in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1947">TS</a>]
00:32:30 ◼ ► the Cardinals really disappointed and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1950">TS</a>]
00:32:34 ◼ ► couldn't help but say something I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1954">TS</a>]
00:32:36 ◼ ► like so what's the story man you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1956">TS</a>]
00:32:37 ◼ ► this Toyota hear you always a place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1957">TS</a>]
00:32:40 ◼ ► hotrod tattoos to race motorcycles [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1960">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► there's like no so do you have a hot rod [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:49 ◼ ► so what's what's what's with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1969">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► hydrogen's like well this one used to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:55 ◼ ► a dancing bear and this one used to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1975">TS</a>]
00:32:58 ◼ ► you know Pooh they're all cover-ups this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1978">TS</a>]
00:33:01 ◼ ► one was Winnie the Pooh flying a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1981">TS</a>]
00:33:04 ◼ ► and this one over here was a fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1984">TS</a>]
00:33:07 ◼ ► smiling sun and this one was you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1987">TS</a>]
00:33:10 ◼ ► Jerry's hand missing a finger and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1990">TS</a>]
00:33:14 ◼ ► like you are fucking kidding me you had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1994">TS</a>]
00:33:17 ◼ ► a hippie tattoos all over and now you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1997">TS</a>]
00:33:19 ◼ ► got hot rod tattoos covering the Marlins [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/1999">TS</a>]
00:33:20 ◼ ► look you and I said what are you gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2000">TS</a>]
00:33:24 ◼ ► do when heart tattoos are the hippie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2004">TS</a>]
00:33:27 ◼ ► tattoos of the two thousands because the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2007">TS</a>]
00:33:31 ◼ ► nineties are going to make the sixties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2011">TS</a>]
00:33:33 ◼ ► look like the fifties and he was like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2013">TS</a>]
00:33:36 ◼ ► hadn't even occurred to him right and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2016">TS</a>]
00:33:40 ◼ ► hotrod punk-rock hotrod tattoos never go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2020">TS</a>]
00:33:44 ◼ ► he had fucked up the first time and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2024">TS</a>]
00:33:46 ◼ ► gotten hippie tattoos and then he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2026">TS</a>]
00:33:49 ◼ ► decided he didn't want to live in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2029">TS</a>]
00:33:55 ◼ ► gatherings and now he was he'd gone hot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2035">TS</a>]
00:33:59 ◼ ► rod and I'm sure he's still very happy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2039">TS</a>]
00:34:01 ◼ ► with those but uh but I people have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2041">TS</a>]
00:34:06 ◼ ► saying tattoo removal tattoo removal but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2046">TS</a>]
00:34:09 ◼ ► I just see more and more tattoos all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2049">TS</a>]
00:34:11 ◼ ► that are you think it's like virtual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2051">TS</a>]
00:34:12 ◼ ► reality like we're just going to keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2052">TS</a>]
00:34:14 ◼ ► hearing about it like every three to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2054">TS</a>]
00:34:16 ◼ ► well I've never really gonna get pay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2056">TS</a>]
00:34:17 ◼ ► it's just like moms and people that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2057">TS</a>]
00:34:20 ◼ ► didn't get tattoos constantly wanting to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2060">TS</a>]
00:34:23 ◼ ► uh-huh because to a certain minority but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2063">TS</a>]
00:34:26 ◼ ► i don't know if it's a minority but i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2066">TS</a>]
00:34:28 ◼ ► think i guess probably still the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2068">TS</a>]
00:34:29 ◼ ► majority but to a certain group of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2069">TS</a>]
00:34:31 ◼ ► people take a moral stand on tattoos and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2071">TS</a>]
00:34:34 ◼ ► they keep wanting to be vindicated right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2074">TS</a>]
00:34:36 ◼ ► be all you're gonna be sorry you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2076">TS</a>]
00:34:38 ◼ ► going to be sorry and all the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2078">TS</a>]
00:34:39 ◼ ► with tattoos continue to not be sorry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2079">TS</a>]
00:34:42 ◼ ► and there are plenty of people out there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2082">TS</a>]
00:34:44 ◼ ► who have aged to old age and died [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2084">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► who had tattoos the entire time and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:49 ◼ ► we're not sorry a little bit well yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2089">TS</a>]
00:34:51 ◼ ► maybe I don't immoral in my case but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2091">TS</a>]
00:34:53 ◼ ► mean part of it also is like there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2093">TS</a>]
00:34:55 ◼ ► never is never a good day to be 75 and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2095">TS</a>]
00:34:57 ◼ ► go what the fuck did I do well yeah but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2097">TS</a>]
00:35:02 ◼ ► what I have discovered in my long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2102">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► travels is that there are people who do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:08 ◼ ► not have a regret right i want to hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2108">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► this but all the reason I mention this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:15 ◼ ► because my dad who let you know passed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2115">TS</a>]
00:35:18 ◼ ► before he had a tattoo removed oh what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2118">TS</a>]
00:35:20 ◼ ► was he when he's in Korea got an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2120">TS</a>]
00:35:24 ◼ ► ill-advised tattoo with the name of his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2124">TS</a>]
00:35:26 ◼ ► den fiance and his mother on it he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2126">TS</a>]
00:35:29 ◼ ► drunk one night in tokyo on leave who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2129">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► it's like the worst cliché of all time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:35 ◼ ► and he was not my mommy loves him he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2135">TS</a>]
00:35:38 ◼ ► like I got to get this got to get this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2138">TS</a>]
00:35:39 ◼ ► removed i don't remember ever having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2139">TS</a>]
00:35:41 ◼ ► seen it but i guess i don't remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2141">TS</a>]
00:35:43 ◼ ► exactly when he goes before I would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2143">TS</a>]
00:35:44 ◼ ► cognizance of the these kinds of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2144">TS</a>]
00:35:46 ◼ ► and apparently the lake late sixties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2146">TS</a>]
00:35:48 ◼ ► early seventies version of to having a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2148">TS</a>]
00:35:51 ◼ ► no I think they put us they put a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2151">TS</a>]
00:35:53 ◼ ► grinder on you it was I mean of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2153">TS</a>]
00:35:56 ◼ ► accounts that I've heard from my mom it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2156">TS</a>]
00:35:58 ◼ ► was just ridiculously unpleasant I guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2158">TS</a>]
00:36:00 ◼ ► I so part of what i'm saying is yeah I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2160">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► like to use whatever who cares but what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:03 ◼ ► I'm saying is like also it like think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2163">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► about a world where getting a tattoo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:08 ◼ ► removed is eighteen ninety percent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2168">TS</a>]
00:36:11 ◼ ► ninety percent effective for most kinds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2171">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► of tattoos that are colors that I heard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:15 ◼ ► colors are really hard but color and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2175">TS</a>]
00:36:16 ◼ ► kind of things not going to well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2176">TS</a>]
00:36:18 ◼ ► knows what is that from i know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2178">TS</a>]
00:36:20 ◼ ► colors is colors colors colors so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2180">TS</a>]
00:36:24 ◼ ► could die for your life when you shotgun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2184">TS</a>]
00:36:25 ◼ ► scatters the fort apache the bronx ilysm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2185">TS</a>]
00:36:28 ◼ ► no I see I stigmatize te and but imagine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2188">TS</a>]
00:36:34 ◼ ► if we got to wear like you still get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2194">TS</a>]
00:36:36 ◼ ► tattoo and commit to it but that doors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2196">TS</a>]
00:36:40 ◼ ► let's say it's about as hard as John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2200">TS</a>]
00:36:43 ◼ ► getting his teeth adjusted you go down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2203">TS</a>]
00:36:45 ◼ ► to the bartells and you get it done or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2205">TS</a>]
00:36:47 ◼ ► or somebody have salsa has two saw your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2207">TS</a>]
00:36:50 ◼ ► well i'm thinking like what if it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2210">TS</a>]
00:36:51 ◼ ► enough we go again that's sure if I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2211">TS</a>]
00:36:53 ◼ ► to do this and but let's say something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2213">TS</a>]
00:36:55 ◼ ► is really awful like save a tattoo or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2215">TS</a>]
00:36:57 ◼ ► something where like for any variety of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2217">TS</a>]
00:36:59 ◼ ► reasons like you know something outside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2219">TS</a>]
00:37:01 ◼ ► of your control like swastikas on your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2221">TS</a>]
00:37:05 ◼ ► let's say you gotta to the cause hmm so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2225">TS</a>]
00:37:09 ◼ ► even though i think we can all still say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2229">TS</a>]
00:37:10 ◼ ► he is easily one of the great stand-up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2230">TS</a>]
00:37:13 ◼ ► comedian of all time I don't know if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2233">TS</a>]
00:37:15 ◼ ► mhm mhm know yet reasons at that point I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2235">TS</a>]
00:37:18 ◼ ► see what you're saying well you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2238">TS</a>]
00:37:20 ◼ ► there are a lot of people I know and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2240">TS</a>]
00:37:22 ◼ ► know who have one tattoo right like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2242">TS</a>]
00:37:25 ◼ ► Hodgman i hope i'm not giving anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2245">TS</a>]
00:37:29 ◼ ► he's pretty open about Hardman has one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2249">TS</a>]
00:37:31 ◼ ► tattoo Wow one tattoo which is a which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2251">TS</a>]
00:37:34 ◼ ► is an inexpert tattoo not quite a prison [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2254">TS</a>]
00:37:40 ◼ ► tattoo put clothes which is up on his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2260">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► shoulder and it is of a diamond tiny [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:46 ◼ ► blue diamond with little raise i guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2266">TS</a>]
00:37:49 ◼ ► i've never seen him shirtless it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2269">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► tiny little thing that he doesn't he has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► an explanation for it doesn't buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2277">TS</a>]
00:37:58 ◼ ► clothes around displaying it for example [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2278">TS</a>]
00:38:00 ◼ ► no no it'sit's in the pits in a personal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2280">TS</a>]
00:38:02 ◼ ► area that you wouldn't see unless you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2282">TS</a>]
00:38:04 ◼ ► had seen Hodgman without a shirt on and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2284">TS</a>]
00:38:06 ◼ ► he I think spend a great many years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2286">TS</a>]
00:38:08 ◼ ► where he avoided that opportunity for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2288">TS</a>]
00:38:11 ◼ ► most people here is like most nerdy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2291">TS</a>]
00:38:14 ◼ ► Radecki sure yeah that's right- you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2294">TS</a>]
00:38:16 ◼ ► for years I would go swimming with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2296">TS</a>]
00:38:17 ◼ ► Hardman and he would swim in an outfit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2297">TS</a>]
00:38:19 ◼ ► back into a nineteenth-century swimming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2299">TS</a>]
00:38:22 ◼ ► costume which is perfectly in character [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2302">TS</a>]
00:38:25 ◼ ► also look at like Gibson Girl going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2305">TS</a>]
00:38:27 ◼ ► the bloomers canada didn't bloomers but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2307">TS</a>]
00:38:31 ◼ ► old-fashioned weightlifters costume idea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2311">TS</a>]
00:38:33 ◼ ► with the curly mustache caliber and like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2313">TS</a>]
00:38:36 ◼ ► like a weight lifters costume but so he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2316">TS</a>]
00:38:39 ◼ ► has this tattoo and the thing is it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2319">TS</a>]
00:38:41 ◼ ► it is absolutely ridiculous tattoo but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2321">TS</a>]
00:38:45 ◼ ► he's not ashamed of it he owns it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2325">TS</a>]
00:38:47 ◼ ► because it represents that moment in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2327">TS</a>]
00:38:48 ◼ ► time right and I think there are a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2328">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► of people that have one tattoo who for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:54 ◼ ► whom it represents a moment in time and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2334">TS</a>]
00:38:56 ◼ ► they wouldn't have it removed even if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2336">TS</a>]
00:38:58 ◼ ► they could because there it is right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2338">TS</a>]
00:39:02 ◼ ► look at it they say that yeah I was tore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2342">TS</a>]
00:39:05 ◼ ► me um but I wonder if you could just go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2345">TS</a>]
00:39:10 ◼ ► to bartells and get my that's not an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2350">TS</a>]
00:39:13 ◼ ► advertisement for bar teleport tells [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2353">TS</a>]
00:39:15 ◼ ► John oh oh I'm sorry well now in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2355">TS</a>]
00:39:19 ◼ ► advertisement for party drugstore to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2359">TS</a>]
00:39:21 ◼ ► drugstore in that started in seattle and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2361">TS</a>]
00:39:24 ◼ ► my dad in the in the twenties was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2364">TS</a>]
00:39:30 ◼ ► delivery boy for bartels he would people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2370">TS</a>]
00:39:33 ◼ ► would order stuff from the pharmacy my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2373">TS</a>]
00:39:36 ◼ ► dad would go in his knickers and his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2376">TS</a>]
00:39:39 ◼ ► lace-up boots that he needed a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2379">TS</a>]
00:39:40 ◼ ► hook to lace up my goodness he would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2380">TS</a>]
00:39:43 ◼ ► ride his bike to the bartells they put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2383">TS</a>]
00:39:45 ◼ ► the stuff in a basket in the front of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2385">TS</a>]
00:39:47 ◼ ► his bike and he would run this way he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2387">TS</a>]
00:39:48 ◼ ► was the he was the delivery boy for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2388">TS</a>]
00:39:50 ◼ ► chinatown Jeff japantown neighborhood so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2390">TS</a>]
00:39:53 ◼ ► he would race around and take little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2393">TS</a>]
00:39:56 ◼ ► bags of predicaments in 28 he said he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2396">TS</a>]
00:40:02 ◼ ► would go into these chinese tall's which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2402">TS</a>]
00:40:04 ◼ ► are like secret societies and there'd be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2404">TS</a>]
00:40:07 ◼ ► all these people in smoke-filled room [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2407">TS</a>]
00:40:08 ◼ ► playing mahjong then he would walk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2408">TS</a>]
00:40:11 ◼ ► through with his little with his little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2411">TS</a>]
00:40:12 ◼ ► newsboy cap and his knickers and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2412">TS</a>]
00:40:16 ◼ ► would go and knock on a door in the back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2416">TS</a>]
00:40:17 ◼ ► and they would open it there'd be all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2417">TS</a>]
00:40:19 ◼ ► these guys in a really smoke filled room [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2419">TS</a>]
00:40:21 ◼ ► and he would hand handle paper bag to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2421">TS</a>]
00:40:24 ◼ ► one of them filled with who knows what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2424">TS</a>]
00:40:26 ◼ ► and he would give my dad a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2426">TS</a>]
00:40:28 ◼ ► coins and he'd go ride his bike back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2428">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► the bar tells my dad would tell these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:32 ◼ ► stories endlessly and it's why it's why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2432">TS</a>]
00:40:38 ◼ ► does it happen that like your canonical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2438">TS</a>]
00:40:40 ◼ ► drugstore now so bartels is like all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2440">TS</a>]
00:40:43 ◼ ► over Seattle and you can go to a rite [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2443">TS</a>]
00:40:45 ◼ ► aid or what's the other one yes or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2445">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► longer and walgreens right the walgreens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:50 ◼ ► where they come into a neighborhood and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2450">TS</a>]
00:40:52 ◼ ► quote unquote signature architecture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2452">TS</a>]
00:40:55 ◼ ► with their little hammer or pestle and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2455">TS</a>]
00:40:59 ◼ ► mortar and pestle and mortar pestle it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2459">TS</a>]
00:41:01 ◼ ► a hammer and pestle that that was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2461">TS</a>]
00:41:03 ◼ ► Soviet flag with the hammer and pestle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2463">TS</a>]
00:41:06 ◼ ► yeah so bartels is our homegrown store [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2466">TS</a>]
00:41:09 ◼ ► here and and you know my dad has a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2469">TS</a>]
00:41:13 ◼ ► connection to it so that that makes it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2473">TS</a>]
00:41:14 ◼ ► again i will i will advertise for free [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2474">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► for them and if they ever got to remove [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:18 ◼ ► their you gonna put your blessing on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2478">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► that well but that's what I wonder I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:22 ◼ ► wonder if let's say at some point in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2482">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► your early twenties you got a giant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:27 ◼ ► tattoo on your neck of the Virgin Mary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2487">TS</a>]
00:41:31 ◼ ► not because you were Catholic but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2491">TS</a>]
00:41:33 ◼ ► because a giant tattoo of the Virgin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2493">TS</a>]
00:41:35 ◼ ► Mary on your neck looked rad to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2495">TS</a>]
00:41:37 ◼ ► because you like drive like jehu and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2497">TS</a>]
00:41:41 ◼ ► then at a certain point you're like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2501">TS</a>]
00:41:43 ◼ ► work now a job i gotta trying to get you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2503">TS</a>]
00:41:47 ◼ ► know I'm trying to date online i'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2507">TS</a>]
00:41:50 ◼ ► sure if this is repping what I'm repping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2510">TS</a>]
00:41:53 ◼ ► anymore but then again i think if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2513">TS</a>]
00:41:55 ◼ ► get a virgin mary on your neck you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2515">TS</a>]
00:42:00 ◼ ► yeah I think it's definitely become a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2520">TS</a>]
00:42:05 ◼ ► I've seen I have seen a lot of that lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2525">TS</a>]
00:42:10 ◼ ► of there's a cop in our neighborhood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2530">TS</a>]
00:42:12 ◼ ► who's got all porch on ya see I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2532">TS</a>]
00:42:19 ◼ ► there might be there are certainly right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2539">TS</a>]
00:42:23 ◼ ► now some Germans and Scandinavians [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2543">TS</a>]
00:42:26 ◼ ► listening this program who are already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2546">TS</a>]
00:42:29 ◼ ► compiling a list of homeopathic drugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2549">TS</a>]
00:42:34 ◼ ► that I should have been taking the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2554">TS</a>]
00:42:35 ◼ ► time I thought the Germans didn't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2555">TS</a>]
00:42:37 ◼ ► no wait Germans like st. John's water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2557">TS</a>]
00:42:39 ◼ ► they hate st. John's wort always forget [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2559">TS</a>]
00:42:40 ◼ ► my experience of Germans is that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2560">TS</a>]
00:42:43 ◼ ► believe in herbs and they don't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2563">TS</a>]
00:42:46 ◼ ► Scientology they do not like Scientology [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2566">TS</a>]
00:42:48 ◼ ► but they don't think Jeremy come down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2568">TS</a>]
00:42:50 ◼ ► pretty hard on the Scientologists oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2570">TS</a>]
00:42:51 ◼ ► yeah i think they made it illegal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2571">TS</a>]
00:42:52 ◼ ► because they are because they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2572">TS</a>]
00:42:54 ◼ ► favor about cults but they believe in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2574">TS</a>]
00:42:57 ◼ ► herbs because they are still Animists [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2577">TS</a>]
00:42:59 ◼ ► there we discuss relationship just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2579">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► certain ideas is a little bit like your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:06 ◼ ► relationship to certain kinds of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2586">TS</a>]
00:43:08 ◼ ► substances who consider all right go on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2588">TS</a>]
00:43:12 ◼ ► well example you know she saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2592">TS</a>]
00:43:16 ◼ ► yeah yeah I don't put too fine a point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2596">TS</a>]
00:43:18 ◼ ► on it it's a certain kinds of ideas that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2598">TS</a>]
00:43:21 ◼ ► they would just as soon we set aside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2601">TS</a>]
00:43:23 ◼ ► because you know there's a reason we we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2603">TS</a>]
00:43:26 ◼ ► don't keep you know a bottle of whiskey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2606">TS</a>]
00:43:30 ◼ ► oh because you would have a sip every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2610">TS</a>]
00:43:33 ◼ ► time you went to the refrigerator [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2613">TS</a>]
00:43:35 ◼ ► yeah yeah I'm pretty soon the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2615">TS</a>]
00:43:36 ◼ ► houses whiskey bottles so if you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2616">TS</a>]
00:43:38 ◼ ► something that's a little bit like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2618">TS</a>]
00:43:39 ◼ ► culture you get an idea that's a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2619">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► bit too sticky about a certain kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:44 ◼ ► I'm saying now you're making some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2624">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► connections yeah actually there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:48 ◼ ► really good episode of a ninety-percent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2628">TS</a>]
00:43:51 ◼ ► visible about this about the what's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2631">TS</a>]
00:43:54 ◼ ► call this idea in Germany that there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2634">TS</a>]
00:43:56 ◼ ► is called thanks for the gift shrunk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2636">TS</a>]
00:43:58 ◼ ► even with this idea of shrunk is about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2638">TS</a>]
00:44:03 ◼ ► is about drunken gifts because they do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2643">TS</a>]
00:44:06 ◼ ► have those also give strong and so this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2646">TS</a>]
00:44:09 ◼ ► is the idea that there are certain kinds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2649">TS</a>]
00:44:11 ◼ ► of books in particular that have ideas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2651">TS</a>]
00:44:13 ◼ ► that are so dangerous that we have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2653">TS</a>]
00:44:15 ◼ ► maintain a copy of these like sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2655">TS</a>]
00:44:17 ◼ ► like a virus that you want to keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2657">TS</a>]
00:44:19 ◼ ► around for experimentation but you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2659">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► to keep it away from the public and this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:22 ◼ ► is an idea that has continued to endure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2662">TS</a>]
00:44:24 ◼ ► to this day cooling and not spoil the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2664">TS</a>]
00:44:26 ◼ ► ending but you know my conf is is a out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2666">TS</a>]
00:44:29 ◼ ► of copyright now so you can just put all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2669">TS</a>]
00:44:31 ◼ ► kinds of places this idea that goes back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2671">TS</a>]
00:44:34 ◼ ► i think like centuries that what is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2674">TS</a>]
00:44:36 ◼ ► starting 15 eighties the idea that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2676">TS</a>]
00:44:38 ◼ ► church basically had these certain books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2678">TS</a>]
00:44:39 ◼ ► that they kept a single copy of but like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2679">TS</a>]
00:44:42 ◼ ► you weren't allowed to see right very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2682">TS</a>]
00:44:44 ◼ ► German idea right now or like as chief [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2684">TS</a>]
00:44:46 ◼ ► Wiggum says Ralphie why are you so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2686">TS</a>]
00:44:48 ◼ ► interested in DC and daddies forbidden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2688">TS</a>]
00:44:50 ◼ ► closet of mystery who you know saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2690">TS</a>]
00:44:52 ◼ ► well this was the picture p with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2692">TS</a>]
00:44:54 ◼ ► Anarchist Cookbook right every time i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2694">TS</a>]
00:44:56 ◼ ► would buy a copy of the Anarchist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2696">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► Cookbook my mom would find it on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:00 ◼ ► shelves and she would take it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2700">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► explosives because yeah I was about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:04 ◼ ► setting Tiger traps and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2704">TS</a>]
00:45:06 ◼ ► refighting the Vietnam War and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2706">TS</a>]
00:45:10 ◼ ► more interested in like to just the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2710">TS</a>]
00:45:11 ◼ ► clandestine spy craft stuff i don't care [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2711">TS</a>]
00:45:13 ◼ ► about the how to make bombs I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2713">TS</a>]
00:45:14 ◼ ► thought was cool for all the like it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2714">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► that what's that for fantagraphics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:18 ◼ ► what's the name of that publishing house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2718">TS</a>]
00:45:20 ◼ ► yeah well oh those books I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2720">TS</a>]
00:45:23 ◼ ► fantagraphics put out a lot of Dominic's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2723">TS</a>]
00:45:26 ◼ ► oh no you talk about I research survival [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2726">TS</a>]
00:45:29 ◼ ► research laboratories but they're so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2729">TS</a>]
00:45:34 ◼ ► yeah the ones that were all about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2734">TS</a>]
00:45:35 ◼ ► vivisection and and general sideshow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2735">TS</a>]
00:45:38 ◼ ► circus and oh there's that research but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2738">TS</a>]
00:45:40 ◼ ► yet anyhow I service doesn't work anyway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2740">TS</a>]
00:45:43 ◼ ► but there's all kinds of stuff in about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2743">TS</a>]
00:45:44 ◼ ► like you know how to hide stuff and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2744">TS</a>]
00:45:46 ◼ ► that kind of spy stuff that you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2746">TS</a>]
00:45:48 ◼ ► that you would love is a little kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2748">TS</a>]
00:45:49 ◼ ► that's what i want to copy i loved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2749">TS</a>]
00:45:51 ◼ ► learning how to make bombs and the in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2751">TS</a>]
00:45:53 ◼ ► Turkish cookbook inspired me to start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2753">TS</a>]
00:45:56 ◼ ► arms and I went through a phase where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2756">TS</a>]
00:45:58 ◼ ► made a lot of pipe bombs and blue stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2758">TS</a>]
00:46:00 ◼ ► up with them until I realized that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2760">TS</a>]
00:46:03 ◼ ► next thing I blew up was going to be me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2763">TS</a>]
00:46:05 ◼ ► and you'll see you disappointed your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2765">TS</a>]
00:46:07 ◼ ► yeah and I got in big trouble I got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2767">TS</a>]
00:46:09 ◼ ► big trouble but uh I feel like I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2769">TS</a>]
00:46:16 ◼ ► like that impulse to have a safe room [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2776">TS</a>]
00:46:20 ◼ ► that has all the forbidden books is I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2780">TS</a>]
00:46:25 ◼ ► disagree with that entirely I feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2785">TS</a>]
00:46:27 ◼ ► that is a bad that's a bad principles [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2787">TS</a>]
00:46:29 ◼ ► that's more like a form of fetishism [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2789">TS</a>]
00:46:31 ◼ ► yeah right and I mean it's just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2791">TS</a>]
00:46:33 ◼ ► ultimately like this is for the dirty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2793">TS</a>]
00:46:36 ◼ ► dirty ideas that i want anyone to know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2796">TS</a>]
00:46:38 ◼ ► about well sure and what inspires is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2798">TS</a>]
00:46:40 ◼ ► like uh then the protocols of the Elders [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2800">TS</a>]
00:46:43 ◼ ► of Zion sleaks supposedly and all of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2803">TS</a>]
00:46:50 ◼ ► people that want to believe that stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2810">TS</a>]
00:46:51 ◼ ► have reason to believe that there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2811">TS</a>]
00:46:53 ◼ ► secret room with all the secret books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2813">TS</a>]
00:46:55 ◼ ► and so this one snuck out in it and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2815">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► idea that there's a place where books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2817">TS</a>]
00:46:59 ◼ ► like this exists which is a public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2819">TS</a>]
00:47:02 ◼ ► knowledge validates the idea that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2822">TS</a>]
00:47:04 ◼ ► are that this secret book it must be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2824">TS</a>]
00:47:06 ◼ ► true even though it's it's it's also i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2826">TS</a>]
00:47:11 ◼ ► dissimilar from the reason why a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2831">TS</a>]
00:47:14 ◼ ► us don't want Apple to weaken the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2834">TS</a>]
00:47:16 ◼ ► encryption on their phones people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2836">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► don't understand like what's at stake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:22 ◼ ► here with this right and so you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2842">TS</a>]
00:47:24 ◼ ► it's like we talked about before like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2844">TS</a>]
00:47:26 ◼ ► you know do you want to have let's say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2846">TS</a>]
00:47:27 ◼ ► you go out and you buy the most secure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2847">TS</a>]
00:47:29 ◼ ► safe that's available and you put in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2849">TS</a>]
00:47:31 ◼ ► your house and you have an entire room [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2851">TS</a>]
00:47:32 ◼ ► it's so important an entire room in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2852">TS</a>]
00:47:34 ◼ ► house and the door says safe on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2854">TS</a>]
00:47:36 ◼ ► uh-huh and you open up and there's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2856">TS</a>]
00:47:39 ◼ ► safe yeah well you know and no matter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2859">TS</a>]
00:47:40 ◼ ► how secure that safe is now like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2860">TS</a>]
00:47:42 ◼ ► everybody knows where the safe is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2862">TS</a>]
00:47:43 ◼ ► yeah and all you do is tear the walls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2863">TS</a>]
00:47:45 ◼ ► down to get in yeah you kind of tell ya [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2865">TS</a>]
00:47:48 ◼ ► you gotta tear down this wall down this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2868">TS</a>]
00:47:50 ◼ ► wall that's right and then the walls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2870">TS</a>]
00:47:52 ◼ ► came down forbidden things dangerous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2872">TS</a>]
00:47:55 ◼ ► things all these things like week we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2875">TS</a>]
00:47:57 ◼ ► imbue them with power we put them in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2877">TS</a>]
00:48:00 ◼ ► gift strongly that's exactly and that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2880">TS</a>]
00:48:02 ◼ ► why no gift wrong you'll get shocked you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2882">TS</a>]
00:48:04 ◼ ► put that stuff out there and let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2884">TS</a>]
00:48:06 ◼ ► everybody has hassle it out with each [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2886">TS</a>]
00:48:08 ◼ ► other because yeah right about kids and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2888">TS</a>]
00:48:13 ◼ ► what do you stand on the whole like nah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2893">TS</a>]
00:48:15 ◼ ► no no well you know what I'm saying like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2895">TS</a>]
00:48:17 ◼ ► I i got thought on this one what your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2897">TS</a>]
00:48:19 ◼ ► thought is because I could be very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2899">TS</a>]
00:48:20 ◼ ► interesting point of view there's a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2900">TS</a>]
00:48:22 ◼ ► of people who say hey look you know in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2902">TS</a>]
00:48:23 ◼ ► Italy kids have a little wine with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2903">TS</a>]
00:48:25 ◼ ► dinner most kids don't like the taste of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2905">TS</a>]
00:48:27 ◼ ► alcohol but now they've tasted alcohol [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2907">TS</a>]
00:48:29 ◼ ► in the house and it's not it's not it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2909">TS</a>]
00:48:32 ◼ ► not in the gift strong where there have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2912">TS</a>]
00:48:34 ◼ ► yeah just the idea of the whole idea of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2914">TS</a>]
00:48:36 ◼ ► like I think taking the magic out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2916">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► this forbidden thing he'd ever thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:43 ◼ ► uh I support that although you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2923">TS</a>]
00:48:46 ◼ ► there's a lot of smugness in Europe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2926">TS</a>]
00:48:47 ◼ ► about drinking because they all say oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2927">TS</a>]
00:48:49 ◼ ► you mean we give our kids drinks and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2929">TS</a>]
00:48:51 ◼ ► don't have this alcoholism probably hung [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2931">TS</a>]
00:48:53 ◼ ► up like the American that's right or the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2933">TS</a>]
00:48:55 ◼ ► British to our are notorious alcoholics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2935">TS</a>]
00:48:58 ◼ ► and they even though the sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2938">TS</a>]
00:49:01 ◼ ► continental Europeans are all smug about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2941">TS</a>]
00:49:06 ◼ ► Europeans in my experience is that yes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2946">TS</a>]
00:49:08 ◼ ► they do practice moderation but wherever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2948">TS</a>]
00:49:10 ◼ ► their line of what it is moderate intake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2950">TS</a>]
00:49:13 ◼ ► of things is pretty high right so in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2953">TS</a>]
00:49:18 ◼ ► Europe there are a lot of people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2958">TS</a>]
00:49:21 ◼ ► just drunk all the time and they don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2961">TS</a>]
00:49:23 ◼ ► go they don't fantasize it to the point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2963">TS</a>]
00:49:25 ◼ ► where they are you know alcoholics like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2965">TS</a>]
00:49:32 ◼ ► but they are picture the picture that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2972">TS</a>]
00:49:35 ◼ ► often drawn of the role of vodka [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2975">TS</a>]
00:49:38 ◼ ► yeah right for Soviet Union yeah that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2978">TS</a>]
00:49:40 ◼ ► right that's right where people are just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2980">TS</a>]
00:49:43 ◼ ► sounds pretty bad but in france and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2983">TS</a>]
00:49:45 ◼ ► italy and germany people are just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2985">TS</a>]
00:49:47 ◼ ► fucking drunk all the time they're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2987">TS</a>]
00:49:48 ◼ ► they keep a lid on it and they managed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2988">TS</a>]
00:49:51 ◼ ► to go to work on Monday night the kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2991">TS</a>]
00:49:53 ◼ ► of maintenance drinking we're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2993">TS</a>]
00:49:55 ◼ ► having a little bit all day now they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2995">TS</a>]
00:49:56 ◼ ► just how they drink with a drink with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2996">TS</a>]
00:49:58 ◼ ► lunch they drink with dinner they drink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/2998">TS</a>]
00:50:00 ◼ ► with late breakfast they drink with they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3000">TS</a>]
00:50:03 ◼ ► yeah and so that you know so the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3003">TS</a>]
00:50:05 ◼ ► smugness is like yeah right okay you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3005">TS</a>]
00:50:07 ◼ ► guys are all live in life you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3007">TS</a>]
00:50:11 ◼ ► you're really sucking the marrow out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3011">TS</a>]
00:50:12 ◼ ► life but you are your you spend all your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3012">TS</a>]
00:50:15 ◼ ► time and in restaurants which are really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3015">TS</a>]
00:50:18 ◼ ► bars and you're just always a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3018">TS</a>]
00:50:20 ◼ ► shitfaced so yeah I think that kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3020">TS</a>]
00:50:23 ◼ ► should drink a little wine with dinner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3023">TS</a>]
00:50:24 ◼ ► but I also feel like alcohol is a human [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3024">TS</a>]
00:50:28 ◼ ► is like this widely accepted waited [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3028">TS</a>]
00:50:33 ◼ ► beach checked out most of the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3033">TS</a>]
00:50:35 ◼ ► right right so two things on this topic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3035">TS</a>]
00:50:46 ◼ ► oh no not Gary no Gary Roscoe Roscoe / [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3046">TS</a>]
00:50:52 ◼ ► Skeeter oh no just last week shuffled [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3052">TS</a>]
00:50:57 ◼ ► off this mortal coil can eat for are far [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3057">TS</a>]
00:50:59 ◼ ► more listeners kill my people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3059">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► schemers so Skeeter and Gary live across [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:04 ◼ ► the street from me neither one of them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3064">TS</a>]
00:51:07 ◼ ► is the leaseholder Gary lives in his van [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3067">TS</a>]
00:51:11 ◼ ► in the front yard Skeeter lives in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3071">TS</a>]
00:51:14 ◼ ► Gary still lives in the vanity area is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3074">TS</a>]
00:51:16 ◼ ► still in the Vale gary has jerry has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3076">TS</a>]
00:51:19 ◼ ► grandfather themselves you ever cast it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3079">TS</a>]
00:51:22 ◼ ► no I goodness and I used all of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3082">TS</a>]
00:51:24 ◼ ► psionic power to dismember Gary while he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3084">TS</a>]
00:51:29 ◼ ► slept but gary has gary has a matured [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3089">TS</a>]
00:51:40 ◼ ► character droke in the neighborhood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3100">TS</a>]
00:51:44 ◼ ► he's never you know oh yeah kara I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3104">TS</a>]
00:51:46 ◼ ► I'm Gary's best friend he remembers me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3106">TS</a>]
00:51:48 ◼ ► having that you know so not only does he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3108">TS</a>]
00:51:51 ◼ ► remember me but now I have to avoid Gary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3111">TS</a>]
00:51:53 ◼ ► because he's going to strike up a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3113">TS</a>]
00:51:54 ◼ ► conversation with me about and this part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3114">TS</a>]
00:51:57 ◼ ► of the conversation is about jesus which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3117">TS</a>]
00:51:59 ◼ ► I'm just like Kari look of all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3119">TS</a>]
00:52:03 ◼ ► representing to me right now is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3123">TS</a>]
00:52:05 ◼ ► power of Jesus old living in your van [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3125">TS</a>]
00:52:09 ◼ ► and street drunk guy but Skeeter lived [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3129">TS</a>]
00:52:13 ◼ ► Skeeter was gonna marry the matron of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3133">TS</a>]
00:52:15 ◼ ► the house the lady who who owns the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3135">TS</a>]
00:52:19 ◼ ► that's right and the reason she wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3139">TS</a>]
00:52:21 ◼ ► correct me if I'm wrong but over time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3141">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► she's been very generous about making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:24 ◼ ► this a place that's almost like an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3144">TS</a>]
00:52:25 ◼ ► ad-hoc halfway house right people could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3145">TS</a>]
00:52:27 ◼ ► come and kind of like get their legs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3147">TS</a>]
00:52:29 ◼ ► under there she has a generous spirit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3149">TS</a>]
00:52:31 ◼ ► she is always trying to rescue people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3151">TS</a>]
00:52:33 ◼ ► she's a rescue her and so she rescued [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3153">TS</a>]
00:52:36 ◼ ► these two ding-a-lings some for some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3156">TS</a>]
00:52:39 ◼ ► reason I have no idea why they may I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3159">TS</a>]
00:52:42 ◼ ► think that she knew Skeeter for a long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3162">TS</a>]
00:52:44 ◼ ► time and and gary is native to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3164">TS</a>]
00:52:47 ◼ ► neighborhood this is the thing that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3167">TS</a>]
00:52:50 ◼ ► Gary grew up in that neighborhood I'd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3170">TS</a>]
00:52:52 ◼ ► Gary might have been living in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3172">TS</a>]
00:52:54 ◼ ► no I remember when he moved in but Gary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3174">TS</a>]
00:52:57 ◼ ► you know as a teenager might have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3177">TS</a>]
00:53:00 ◼ ► well anyways the reason I called Roscoe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3180">TS</a>]
00:53:03 ◼ ► Skeeter was of course because he had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3183">TS</a>]
00:53:05 ◼ ► neck tattoo of a giant mosquitoes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3185">TS</a>]
00:53:07 ◼ ► sucking blood out of his neck which was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3187">TS</a>]
00:53:11 ◼ ► no look it was sucking it out like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3191">TS</a>]
00:53:14 ◼ ► shitty like a shitty tattoo he got in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3194">TS</a>]
00:53:18 ◼ ► Kodiak ok of a mosquito as big as your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3198">TS</a>]
00:53:22 ◼ ► this is a sucking blood out of his neck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3202">TS</a>]
00:53:25 ◼ ► which was just like the first time I met [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3205">TS</a>]
00:53:28 ◼ ► him I was like let me guess you uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3208">TS</a>]
00:53:32 ◼ ► worked in Alaska he was like how'd you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3212">TS</a>]
00:53:34 ◼ ► know man I was like there's only one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3214">TS</a>]
00:53:36 ◼ ► reason you would have a tattoo of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3216">TS</a>]
00:53:38 ◼ ► mosquito on your neck unless you're from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3218">TS</a>]
00:53:41 ◼ ► Siberia and you don't seem Canadian you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3221">TS</a>]
00:53:45 ◼ ► you worked in Alaskans like i did 25 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3225">TS</a>]
00:53:47 ◼ ► years of advertisement every anyway so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3227">TS</a>]
00:53:54 ◼ ► and the fact that his was quote-unquote [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3234">TS</a>]
00:53:57 ◼ ► real name was Roscoe there's no way his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3237">TS</a>]
00:53:59 ◼ ► name was Roscoe his fucking name is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3239">TS</a>]
00:54:01 ◼ ► probably Brian but nobody knew it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3241">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► because he'd been going by roscoe sense [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:06 ◼ ► both sense back in a time when calling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3246">TS</a>]
00:54:09 ◼ ► yourself Roscoe seemed cool right can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3249">TS</a>]
00:54:11 ◼ ► you remember the remember the party in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3251">TS</a>]
00:54:13 ◼ ► 1982 we're like I'm Roscoe everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3253">TS</a>]
00:54:16 ◼ ► said that's great and then it just stuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3256">TS</a>]
00:54:19 ◼ ► but Skeeter worked much better for me so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3259">TS</a>]
00:54:23 ◼ ► much so that I started calling Skeeter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3263">TS</a>]
00:54:25 ◼ ► to his face but he you know he didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3265">TS</a>]
00:54:27 ◼ ► know what the fuck was up or down and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3267">TS</a>]
00:54:30 ◼ ► he died of liver failure on now which I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3270">TS</a>]
00:54:33 ◼ ► had been i had watched the decline [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3273">TS</a>]
00:54:36 ◼ ► across the street until you know he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3276">TS</a>]
00:54:38 ◼ ► just experiencing all that i don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3278">TS</a>]
00:54:39 ◼ ► if you've ever watched somebody with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3279">TS</a>]
00:54:41 ◼ ► it's not pretty no you get bloated and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3281">TS</a>]
00:54:45 ◼ ► you get a John to see and and all that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3285">TS</a>]
00:54:49 ◼ ► was happening and a couple of times i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3289">TS</a>]
00:54:51 ◼ ► talking to him in the street knows i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3291">TS</a>]
00:54:53 ◼ ► came in you know you're past the point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3293">TS</a>]
00:54:54 ◼ ► now like you got to get some help for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3294">TS</a>]
00:54:57 ◼ ► you it's it's a like you're it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3297">TS</a>]
00:55:00 ◼ ► it's not a joke anymore obviously you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3300">TS</a>]
00:55:02 ◼ ► know that he was like yeah well I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3302">TS</a>]
00:55:04 ◼ ► trying to listen that but he wasn't and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3304">TS</a>]
00:55:09 ◼ ► so I don't think he was about 55 or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3309">TS</a>]
00:55:11 ◼ ► that's all 50 signs as he looked like he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3311">TS</a>]
00:55:15 ◼ ► was a thousand years old but so so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3315">TS</a>]
00:55:19 ◼ ► skeeters gone making Gary top dog like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3319">TS</a>]
00:55:25 ◼ ► Gary now I the yesterday the the boy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3325">TS</a>]
00:55:28 ◼ ► prince has ascended yeah right good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3328">TS</a>]
00:55:31 ◼ ► skier always kept kept Gary down but at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3331">TS</a>]
00:55:34 ◼ ► last is two days ago I I look out my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3334">TS</a>]
00:55:38 ◼ ► Gary's laughs and he's walking up and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3338">TS</a>]
00:55:42 ◼ ► celebrating but I just feel like he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3342">TS</a>]
00:55:44 ◼ ► finally felt released because he Gary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3344">TS</a>]
00:55:47 ◼ ► would tell me in the middle of the night [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3347">TS</a>]
00:55:48 ◼ ► I'd run into him in the street and he'd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3348">TS</a>]
00:55:50 ◼ ► be like you know Roscoe threaten me with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3350">TS</a>]
00:55:53 ◼ ► a knife like you know my name is Paul [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3353">TS</a>]
00:55:59 ◼ ► he's like no no he like some you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3359">TS</a>]
00:56:03 ◼ ► some like fish knife was like seriously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3363">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► I don't want to hear you guys are all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:10 ◼ ► bananas so so that's one that's one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3370">TS</a>]
00:56:16 ◼ ► element that's what happened is a power [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3376">TS</a>]
00:56:18 ◼ ► vacuum well so I don't know what's I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3378">TS</a>]
00:56:21 ◼ ► don't know what's gonna happen whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3381">TS</a>]
00:56:24 ◼ ► I don't think she won't have it right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3384">TS</a>]
00:56:25 ◼ ► she won't have him in the house but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3385">TS</a>]
00:56:27 ◼ ► know he has graduated to like trusted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3387">TS</a>]
00:56:28 ◼ ► handyman um where he's you know I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3388">TS</a>]
00:56:33 ◼ ► know if he's ever been up on the roof [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3393">TS</a>]
00:56:34 ◼ ► cleaning out the gutters but he's doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3394">TS</a>]
00:56:35 ◼ ► little little inconsequential chores [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3395">TS</a>]
00:56:38 ◼ ► taking out the garbage that type of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3398">TS</a>]
00:56:39 ◼ ► thing but what you know what I worry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3399">TS</a>]
00:56:41 ◼ ► about is that she that she saved some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3401">TS</a>]
00:56:44 ◼ ► other guy that we go back we go back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3404">TS</a>]
00:56:46 ◼ ► yung skeeter we reset and there's you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3406">TS</a>]
00:56:50 ◼ ► know some next guy i don't i don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3410">TS</a>]
00:56:52 ◼ ► I I root for her I think she's a lovely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3412">TS</a>]
00:56:54 ◼ ► person right and I know that he been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3414">TS</a>]
00:56:57 ◼ ► very concerned about her her actual like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3417">TS</a>]
00:56:59 ◼ ► you know Joe kidding and stuff aside the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3419">TS</a>]
00:57:01 ◼ ► concerned about her welfare where you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3421">TS</a>]
00:57:03 ◼ ► know she wasn't on the scene very much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3423">TS</a>]
00:57:05 ◼ ► people seem to be coming in and out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3425">TS</a>]
00:57:06 ◼ ► the house align there was a bad time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3426">TS</a>]
00:57:07 ◼ ► there there was a bad time with before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3427">TS</a>]
00:57:10 ◼ ► before Rosco lost his agency where he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3430">TS</a>]
00:57:14 ◼ ► was just it seemed to me like he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3434">TS</a>]
00:57:18 ◼ ► anyway that's one that's one side of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3438">TS</a>]
00:57:20 ◼ ► this conversation that I thought though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3440">TS</a>]
00:57:22 ◼ ► that their longtime listeners who wonder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3442">TS</a>]
00:57:24 ◼ ► about the saga I would want to know I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3444">TS</a>]
00:57:28 ◼ ► yeah well you know he uh he was colorful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3448">TS</a>]
00:57:31 ◼ ► guy and any he burned brightly uh-huh he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3451">TS</a>]
00:57:37 ◼ ► went on gently into this goodnight the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3457">TS</a>]
00:57:42 ◼ ► other the other side this conversation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3462">TS</a>]
00:57:45 ◼ ► that may interest you is that when i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3465">TS</a>]
00:57:48 ◼ ► very sick and getting an IV the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3468">TS</a>]
00:57:49 ◼ ► night the doctor who was convicted and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3469">TS</a>]
00:57:56 ◼ ► gave me a look that communicated to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3476">TS</a>]
00:58:00 ◼ ► that she might be aware of Russia who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3480">TS</a>]
00:58:03 ◼ ► her patient was because at this point is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3483">TS</a>]
00:58:06 ◼ ► the thing with you and I gotta think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3486">TS</a>]
00:58:07 ◼ ► about is there's lots of people in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3487">TS</a>]
00:58:09 ◼ ► positions of power who are a lot younger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3489">TS</a>]
00:58:11 ◼ ► this who is people running for president [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3491">TS</a>]
00:58:14 ◼ ► should I know I know that I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3494">TS</a>]
00:58:16 ◼ ► that's a new one for me none of them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3496">TS</a>]
00:58:17 ◼ ► qualified but but this doctor was our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3497">TS</a>]
00:58:21 ◼ ► age exactly and she was she didn't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3501">TS</a>]
00:58:25 ◼ ► it she didn't she almost gave me a look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3505">TS</a>]
00:58:27 ◼ ► like she was a fan not know she was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3507">TS</a>]
00:58:31 ◼ ► doctor right so she's keeping her she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3511">TS</a>]
00:58:34 ◼ ► was giving me a little bit of the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3514">TS</a>]
00:58:35 ◼ ► head nod you know professor Roderick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3515">TS</a>]
00:58:37 ◼ ► kind of thing at one point when I had my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3517">TS</a>]
00:58:40 ◼ ► IV about halfway through the bag i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3520">TS</a>]
00:58:44 ◼ ► like oh I've got to go to the party [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3524">TS</a>]
00:58:46 ◼ ► because this bag is filled me up with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3526">TS</a>]
00:58:49 ◼ ► water and so in my little gown I grab [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3529">TS</a>]
00:58:54 ◼ ► ahold of my little because there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3534">TS</a>]
00:58:55 ◼ ► you know it's off its a hospital so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3535">TS</a>]
00:58:57 ◼ ► there's nobody around right there nobody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3537">TS</a>]
00:58:59 ◼ ► actually monitoring it to the emergency [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3539">TS</a>]
00:59:01 ◼ ► room going to the emergency room because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3541">TS</a>]
00:59:05 ◼ ► yeah and sells drive yourself yeah of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3545">TS</a>]
00:59:09 ◼ ► Shang me which everybody was like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3549">TS</a>]
00:59:11 ◼ ► are you doing and I was like did I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3551">TS</a>]
00:59:12 ◼ ► return the story about the time I got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3552">TS</a>]
00:59:14 ◼ ► hit with a hatchet and they were like no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3554">TS</a>]
00:59:15 ◼ ► this is the first time we've ever met [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3555">TS</a>]
00:59:17 ◼ ► I was like it's a great story remind me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3557">TS</a>]
00:59:19 ◼ ► to tie some time to myself to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3559">TS</a>]
00:59:21 ◼ ► hospital then with blood running down my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3561">TS</a>]
00:59:23 ◼ ► oh my god anyway so I'm walking down the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3563">TS</a>]
00:59:25 ◼ ► hall with my gown and my IV bag attached [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3565">TS</a>]
00:59:29 ◼ ► to me and I'm pushing this little IV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3569">TS</a>]
00:59:30 ◼ ► stand and admitted to the bathroom and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3570">TS</a>]
00:59:34 ◼ ► she is coming the other way looking at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3574">TS</a>]
00:59:37 ◼ ► chart as doctors do and up until that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3577">TS</a>]
00:59:43 ◼ ► professional demeanor with me but she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3583">TS</a>]
00:59:45 ◼ ► passed me in the hall she looked up saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3585">TS</a>]
00:59:48 ◼ ► me and there was a momentary a momentary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3588">TS</a>]
00:59:54 ◼ ► candor that went across her face and her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3594">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► and she gave me like this and I wouldn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:04 ◼ ► know what to describe it to you as other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3604">TS</a>]
01:00:07 ◼ ► than a look I've seen many times which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3607">TS</a>]
01:00:10 ◼ ► was like a little bit of a titter almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3610">TS</a>]
01:00:14 ◼ ► a titter I was like oh interesting i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3614">TS</a>]
01:00:18 ◼ ► not sure whether she voted for me or not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3618">TS</a>]
01:00:20 ◼ ► hope that she hope every doctor in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3620">TS</a>]
01:00:22 ◼ ► town did alright because of politics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3622">TS</a>]
01:00:25 ◼ ► politics politics everything music I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3625">TS</a>]
01:00:27 ◼ ► forgot about the politics but she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3627">TS</a>]
01:00:29 ◼ ► she's my age right so she could have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3629">TS</a>]
01:00:31 ◼ ► been she was 29 she could have been a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3631">TS</a>]
01:00:33 ◼ ► fan of one of my bands but it anyway at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3633">TS</a>]
01:00:38 ◼ ► the end of the thing she's like at that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3638">TS</a>]
01:00:40 ◼ ► point in time I was coughing in such a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3640">TS</a>]
01:00:43 ◼ ► way where it looked like I was gonna die [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3643">TS</a>]
01:00:49 ◼ ► hold my lungs with my arms and I was I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3649">TS</a>]
01:00:53 ◼ ► was just copying like like the like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3653">TS</a>]
01:00:57 ◼ ► alien in the first alien movie just you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3657">TS</a>]
01:01:02 ◼ ► know like my second set of teeth came [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3662">TS</a>]
01:01:04 ◼ ► out and is coughing up stuff and it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3664">TS</a>]
01:01:08 ◼ ► now it was a racking cough extremely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3668">TS</a>]
01:01:11 ◼ ► painful and so the doctor very sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3671">TS</a>]
01:01:14 ◼ ► lively prescribes me codeine cough syrup [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3674">TS</a>]
01:01:24 ◼ ► reflexive reply which i have been using [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3684">TS</a>]
01:01:28 ◼ ► for 20 years the reflexive reply being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3688">TS</a>]
01:01:32 ◼ ► oh I'm sorry I'm in recovery and so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3692">TS</a>]
01:01:38 ◼ ► don't do codeine cough syrup and I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3698">TS</a>]
01:01:42 ◼ ► said that 50 times to various doctors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3702">TS</a>]
01:01:46 ◼ ► and they always go oh totally understood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3706">TS</a>]
01:01:50 ◼ ► imodium or what are you know like yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3710">TS</a>]
01:01:54 ◼ ► they give you something narcotic yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3714">TS</a>]
01:01:55 ◼ ► but in this case I'm sitting there in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3715">TS</a>]
01:01:58 ◼ ► tremendous pain and i have gone to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3718">TS</a>]
01:02:01 ◼ ► emergency room for a thing that turns [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3721">TS</a>]
01:02:04 ◼ ► out to be a virus right and i went to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3724">TS</a>]
01:02:09 ◼ ► the emergency room in part because I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3729">TS</a>]
01:02:10 ◼ ► a fever for days and i mistakenly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3730">TS</a>]
01:02:13 ◼ ► said so on the internet which I hardly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3733">TS</a>]
01:02:15 ◼ ► ever do i complained about a symptom on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3735">TS</a>]
01:02:18 ◼ ► the internet and I got 45 replies on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3738">TS</a>]
01:02:21 ◼ ► Twitter and 400 replies on facebook all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3741">TS</a>]
01:02:24 ◼ ► telling me that I needed to eat raw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3744">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► yeah but there were several several [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:31 ◼ ► people who are like I am a medical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3751">TS</a>]
01:02:33 ◼ ► doctor and if you have fever for days [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3753">TS</a>]
01:02:34 ◼ ► you need to go to a doctor immediately [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3754">TS</a>]
01:02:36 ◼ ► and so all of a sudden what I knew to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3756">TS</a>]
01:02:40 ◼ ► true which was that if I just cowered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3760">TS</a>]
01:02:42 ◼ ► under these blankets for two more days i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3762">TS</a>]
01:02:43 ◼ ► would start getting better turned into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3763">TS</a>]
01:02:45 ◼ ► this bug in my mind which was no shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3765">TS</a>]
01:02:49 ◼ ► you've got pneumonia and you're gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3769">TS</a>]
01:02:51 ◼ ► die or or it or rather it is normal to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3771">TS</a>]
01:02:56 ◼ ► circumstances and so I'm gonna go do it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3776">TS</a>]
01:02:59 ◼ ► and so I called the doctor and they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3779">TS</a>]
01:03:01 ◼ ► like well the doctors office doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3781">TS</a>]
01:03:02 ◼ ► have any appointments available until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3782">TS</a>]
01:03:07 ◼ ► yeah no big you know big it's not like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3787">TS</a>]
01:03:09 ◼ ► anything out like a health issue or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3789">TS</a>]
01:03:11 ◼ ► yeah so you need to go to be a dick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3791">TS</a>]
01:03:13 ◼ ► about it you need to go to the emergency [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3793">TS</a>]
01:03:15 ◼ ► clinic block in clinic which of course [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3795">TS</a>]
01:03:17 ◼ ► is you know an emergency room by any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3797">TS</a>]
01:03:20 ◼ ► other definition there you go in there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3800">TS</a>]
01:03:21 ◼ ► and it's every kind of person all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3801">TS</a>]
01:03:24 ◼ ► miserable so she prescribes this coding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3804">TS</a>]
01:03:30 ◼ ► cup syrup and there's a part of me that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3810">TS</a>]
01:03:32 ◼ ► wants to feel like my illness is bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3812">TS</a>]
01:03:36 ◼ ► enough that it that it justified this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3816">TS</a>]
01:03:38 ◼ ► trip because I don't want to walk out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3818">TS</a>]
01:03:40 ◼ ► here saying well she gave me a pint a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3820">TS</a>]
01:03:43 ◼ ► saline solution and patted me on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3823">TS</a>]
01:03:44 ◼ ► head and told me I had a cold so she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3824">TS</a>]
01:03:48 ◼ ► gives me this coating cough syrup she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3828">TS</a>]
01:03:49 ◼ ► prescribes us to be and I'm like well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3829">TS</a>]
01:03:52 ◼ ► yes the seriousness of that medicine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3832">TS</a>]
01:03:54 ◼ ► validates howl in pain and how late lo I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3834">TS</a>]
01:03:58 ◼ ► am and so rather than tell her no I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3838">TS</a>]
01:04:03 ◼ ► SAT there quietly like everybody I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3843">TS</a>]
01:04:07 ◼ ► I think probably half the population [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3847">TS</a>]
01:04:08 ◼ ► when a doctor says we're going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3848">TS</a>]
01:04:10 ◼ ► prescribe some codeine cough syrup a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3850">TS</a>]
01:04:13 ◼ ► oh my god it's like in the lottery it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3853">TS</a>]
01:04:15 ◼ ► like oh boy I'm gonna get codeine cough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3855">TS</a>]
01:04:17 ◼ ► a totally agree i haven't taken this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3857">TS</a>]
01:04:24 ◼ ► I went home I fill the prescription and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3864">TS</a>]
01:04:27 ◼ ► i went home and i SAT and looked at this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3867">TS</a>]
01:04:29 ◼ ► bottle of codeine cough syrup and I said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3869">TS</a>]
01:04:32 ◼ ► you sir are problem for me because you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3872">TS</a>]
01:04:37 ◼ ► are no more kotik and I haven't taken [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3877">TS</a>]
01:04:42 ◼ ► this is a bad scene this is one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3882">TS</a>]
01:04:44 ◼ ► scenes you did you did get you did fill [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3884">TS</a>]
01:04:46 ◼ ► the prescription you had in front of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3886">TS</a>]
01:04:47 ◼ ► add in front of me so I'm there I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3887">TS</a>]
01:04:50 ◼ ► an L now here we are and then I went who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3890">TS</a>]
01:04:56 ◼ ► have and I bent over i was in a cough so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3896">TS</a>]
01:05:01 ◼ ► badly that I dropped to my knees and was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3901">TS</a>]
01:05:06 ◼ ► oh Jesus John with this with this cough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3906">TS</a>]
01:05:08 ◼ ► that was coming from my pelvis and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3908">TS</a>]
01:05:12 ◼ ► a virus it's just a thing it's just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3912">TS</a>]
01:05:15 ◼ ► little thing that was floating in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3915">TS</a>]
01:05:17 ◼ ► air snuck inside me and is trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3917">TS</a>]
01:05:19 ◼ ► kill me but isn't really trying to kill [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3919">TS</a>]
01:05:20 ◼ ► me just trying to send me a message [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3920">TS</a>]
01:05:22 ◼ ► trying to send me a message that God is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3922">TS</a>]
01:05:25 ◼ ► watching me and then I was expressing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3925">TS</a>]
01:05:26 ◼ ► too much hubris some take me down to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3926">TS</a>]
01:05:31 ◼ ► size and so I poured myself four or five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3931">TS</a>]
01:05:35 ◼ ► millimeters five milliliters of codeine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3935">TS</a>]
01:05:41 ◼ ► cough syrup and I took it and then i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3941">TS</a>]
01:05:46 ◼ ► went to sleep and then I woke up the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3946">TS</a>]
01:05:49 ◼ ► next day and woke up to a racking cough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3949">TS</a>]
01:05:53 ◼ ► and I went downstairs and took five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3953">TS</a>]
01:05:55 ◼ ► milliliters of this officer and now I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3955">TS</a>]
01:06:00 ◼ ► was in this tricky place i was like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3960">TS</a>]
01:06:03 ◼ ► have now taken five milliliters of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3963">TS</a>]
01:06:06 ◼ ► coding two times prescribed by a doctor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3966">TS</a>]
01:06:10 ◼ ► for they had cold where am i where am i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3970">TS</a>]
01:06:16 ◼ ► right now do i need to go back do I need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3976">TS</a>]
01:06:19 ◼ ► to go to an a meeting for the first time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3979">TS</a>]
01:06:21 ◼ ► in a year and a half and throw my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3981">TS</a>]
01:06:23 ◼ ► 20-year coin Adam and say I start over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3983">TS</a>]
01:06:26 ◼ ► oh ok i start over i'm back to zero or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3986">TS</a>]
01:06:34 ◼ ► just chill because it's not like I'm you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3994">TS</a>]
01:06:39 ◼ ► know it's not like it was like whoo than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/3999">TS</a>]
01:06:45 ◼ ► halfway through the day I had another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4005">TS</a>]
01:06:50 ◼ ► terrible episode of coughing which as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4010">TS</a>]
01:06:53 ◼ ► you know i do not i don't typically well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4013">TS</a>]
01:06:56 ◼ ► I don't exaggerate it all under any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4016">TS</a>]
01:07:00 ◼ ► no but like when you're it's eat at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4020">TS</a>]
01:07:01 ◼ ► certain point it's one thing to go like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4021">TS</a>]
01:07:02 ◼ ► an excuse me it's another thing when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4022">TS</a>]
01:07:04 ◼ ► have this entire like torso rattling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4024">TS</a>]
01:07:08 ◼ ► cough that starts in your pelvis we like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4028">TS</a>]
01:07:10 ◼ ► I will do anything to get this out and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4030">TS</a>]
01:07:12 ◼ ► make it stopped because I'm just gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4032">TS</a>]
01:07:13 ◼ ► come back and is it is really really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4033">TS</a>]
01:07:16 ◼ ► oh it's awful it's it's in its you'd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4036">TS</a>]
01:07:18 ◼ ► read it you come to dread it and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4038">TS</a>]
01:07:20 ◼ ► you're like well if I think about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4040">TS</a>]
01:07:21 ◼ ► one start coughing because it's going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4041">TS</a>]
01:07:23 ◼ ► start all over again and it is lazy low [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4043">TS</a>]
01:07:25 ◼ ► yeah i would be at the cough would start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4045">TS</a>]
01:07:27 ◼ ► and i would try and sequester the cough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4047">TS</a>]
01:07:30 ◼ ► in my throat like somebody with a with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4050">TS</a>]
01:07:34 ◼ ► bad asthma right i do not want to start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4054">TS</a>]
01:07:35 ◼ ► coughing and I'm trying to keep I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4055">TS</a>]
01:07:37 ◼ ► trying to dampen this cop because if it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4057">TS</a>]
01:07:40 ◼ ► goes then I'm just ruined and like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4060">TS</a>]
01:07:43 ◼ ► there's nobody in my house i'm there by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4063">TS</a>]
01:07:45 ◼ ► myself it's not like i'm performing for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4065">TS</a>]
01:07:48 ◼ ► I'm not putting on a show i am like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4068">TS</a>]
01:07:51 ◼ ► laying on the floor writhing in agony [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4071">TS</a>]
01:07:54 ◼ ► so I go to pour another cup of codeine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4074">TS</a>]
01:08:00 ◼ ► cough syrup and this time I give myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4080">TS</a>]
01:08:03 ◼ ► seven milliliters what's your sense of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4083">TS</a>]
01:08:07 ◼ ► how much that is versus the recommended [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4087">TS</a>]
01:08:09 ◼ ► dose beats me probably less well yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4089">TS</a>]
01:08:12 ◼ ► there's a cop you know like a one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4092">TS</a>]
01:08:14 ◼ ► those cough syrup cups and I am just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4094">TS</a>]
01:08:16 ◼ ► putting a tiny little you know you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4096">TS</a>]
01:08:19 ◼ ► probably well below what they would do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4099">TS</a>]
01:08:20 ◼ ► normally cake i'm certainly well below [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4100">TS</a>]
01:08:23 ◼ ► what i would have taken 20 years ago but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4103">TS</a>]
01:08:27 ◼ ► you know it's like it's like three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4107">TS</a>]
01:08:30 ◼ ► 30 American Cohen quarters stacked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4110">TS</a>]
01:08:36 ◼ ► wow wow and so then I went to seven [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4116">TS</a>]
01:08:40 ◼ ► millimeters which was adding another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4120">TS</a>]
01:08:41 ◼ ► quarter now it's a stack of four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4121">TS</a>]
01:08:44 ◼ ► in the bottom of this little cup and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4124">TS</a>]
01:08:46 ◼ ► that amount of escalation when I put two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4126">TS</a>]
01:08:51 ◼ ► more milliliters in that cup just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4131">TS</a>]
01:08:52 ◼ ► unconsciously just not just like well I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4132">TS</a>]
01:08:56 ◼ ► just that was a really bad ones just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4136">TS</a>]
01:08:57 ◼ ► give myself a little bit just juice it a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4137">TS</a>]
01:09:00 ◼ ► little bit then I was like holy shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4140">TS</a>]
01:09:05 ◼ ► whoopsie-daisy oh no you felt something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4145">TS</a>]
01:09:07 ◼ ► no no i didn't really feel anything but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4147">TS</a>]
01:09:09 ◼ ► like that was that was coming from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4149">TS</a>]
01:09:15 ◼ ► oh just that one extra quarter something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4155">TS</a>]
01:09:19 ◼ ► something hit you and you went ok that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4159">TS</a>]
01:09:21 ◼ ► that's the quarter couldn't do me that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4161">TS</a>]
01:09:24 ◼ ► upping the dose that was not shit okay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4164">TS</a>]
01:09:27 ◼ ► that was not anything I didn't feel it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4167">TS</a>]
01:09:29 ◼ ► any differently but that was me upping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4169">TS</a>]
01:09:31 ◼ ► the dose that was me upping the dose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4171">TS</a>]
01:09:33 ◼ ► hoping that I could scrape the underside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4173">TS</a>]
01:09:38 ◼ ► of feeling something right if I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4178">TS</a>]
01:09:41 ◼ ► keep going up to milliliters at a time I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4181">TS</a>]
01:09:45 ◼ ► underside of this it's just it it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4185">TS</a>]
01:09:49 ◼ ► I'm just like I'm laying on the floor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4189">TS</a>]
01:09:52 ◼ ► coughing I by all rational thought I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4192">TS</a>]
01:09:57 ◼ ► this is a this is a medicine which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4197">TS</a>]
01:10:00 ◼ ► helping me but i just went I just want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4200">TS</a>]
01:10:04 ◼ ► that little peep peep and i took that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4204">TS</a>]
01:10:06 ◼ ► codeine cough syrup and I put it in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4206">TS</a>]
01:10:08 ◼ ► farthest darkest corner and was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4208">TS</a>]
01:10:11 ◼ ► that does not exist that is long gone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4211">TS</a>]
01:10:15 ◼ ► from my world and you know for for about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4215">TS</a>]
01:10:19 ◼ ► a half a day more of racking cough I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4219">TS</a>]
01:10:22 ◼ ► like you know this little one more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4222">TS</a>]
01:10:24 ◼ ► little shot of that would help me a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4224">TS</a>]
01:10:25 ◼ ► and I was like fuck you fuck you fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4225">TS</a>]
01:10:31 ◼ ► so I don't know whether I go that when i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4231">TS</a>]
01:10:34 ◼ ► throw my 20-year coin atom or whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4234">TS</a>]
01:10:39 ◼ ► it's not about that but that is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4239">TS</a>]
01:10:42 ◼ ► that's the furthest little test I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4242">TS</a>]
01:10:44 ◼ ► made like that's the everyone's well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4244">TS</a>]
01:10:48 ◼ ► know walk through a party and there'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4248">TS</a>]
01:10:49 ◼ ► be people smoking pot and i will just I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4249">TS</a>]
01:10:54 ◼ ► won't make it and I won't make an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4254">TS</a>]
01:10:57 ◼ ► whatever just like yeah I wonder bit but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4257">TS</a>]
01:11:03 ◼ ► if somebody if somebody poured me a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4263">TS</a>]
01:11:04 ◼ ► glass of juice and I put it in my mouth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4264">TS</a>]
01:11:07 ◼ ► and I realize there's alcohol in it i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4267">TS</a>]
01:11:09 ◼ ► will go to the bathroom and spit it out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4269">TS</a>]
01:11:10 ◼ ► so I in 20 years I have never taken a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4270">TS</a>]
01:11:15 ◼ ► quote-unquote accidental drink of liquor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4275">TS</a>]
01:11:18 ◼ ► spit every one of them out and never had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4278">TS</a>]
01:11:22 ◼ ► any coding coughs operating like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4282">TS</a>]
01:11:24 ◼ ► but this was situation where i was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4284">TS</a>]
01:11:26 ◼ ► like the combination of factors and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4286">TS</a>]
01:11:29 ◼ ► of a sudden I'm i tiptoe tiptoe and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4289">TS</a>]
01:11:32 ◼ ► didn't didn't notice it at the time but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4292">TS</a>]
01:11:34 ◼ ► immediately looking back immediately [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4294">TS</a>]
01:11:38 ◼ ► recognized the tendency wow I feel about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4298">TS</a>]
01:11:45 ◼ ► that i mean so I mean so just state the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4305">TS</a>]
01:11:50 ◼ ► obvious so you don't have any more than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4310">TS</a>]
01:11:54 ◼ ► I don't want and I don't want that stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4314">TS</a>]
01:11:55 ◼ ► near me and and you know how I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4315">TS</a>]
01:12:00 ◼ ► about it is people ask me this a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4320">TS</a>]
01:12:04 ◼ ► is there a point where you stop thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4324">TS</a>]
01:12:07 ◼ ► about having a drink you know is there a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4327">TS</a>]
01:12:12 ◼ ► point of sobriety where stop thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4332">TS</a>]
01:12:13 ◼ ► about it and in my experience no right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4333">TS</a>]
01:12:19 ◼ ► there's there's never a time when it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4339">TS</a>]
01:12:24 ◼ ► I mean you live in the world there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4344">TS</a>]
01:12:27 ◼ ► almost no day in my life where the topic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4347">TS</a>]
01:12:30 ◼ ► of alcohol doesn't come up somehow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4350">TS</a>]
01:12:33 ◼ ► you know I work in bars right but also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4353">TS</a>]
01:12:36 ◼ ► it's the world you drive down the street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4356">TS</a>]
01:12:37 ◼ ► it's just alcohol signs all around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4357">TS</a>]
01:12:39 ◼ ► people just alcohol alcohol so know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4359">TS</a>]
01:12:42 ◼ ► it the it's not a question of it never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4362">TS</a>]
01:12:45 ◼ ► occurred to you are never coming up it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4365">TS</a>]
01:12:48 ◼ ► always there and as a somebody who's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4368">TS</a>]
01:12:53 ◼ ► it's constantly there the question what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4373">TS</a>]
01:12:58 ◼ ► you know that's the that's the little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4378">TS</a>]
01:13:01 ◼ ► question the little voice what are the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4381">TS</a>]
01:13:04 ◼ ► voices just always saying that it is one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4384">TS</a>]
01:13:08 ◼ ► just point of information it that's sort [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4388">TS</a>]
01:13:10 ◼ ► of a it seems like you know AAA seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4390">TS</a>]
01:13:12 ◼ ► like such a mature culture where there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4392">TS</a>]
01:13:14 ◼ ► just a huge part son seems to me like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4394">TS</a>]
01:13:16 ◼ ► huge part of a is yeah we've heard that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4396">TS</a>]
01:13:18 ◼ ► before or yeah we've seen that before or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4398">TS</a>]
01:13:20 ◼ ► you know what you're going through right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4400">TS</a>]
01:13:21 ◼ ► now is very well understood in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4401">TS</a>]
01:13:24 ◼ ► you're not experiencing anything any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4404">TS</a>]
01:13:27 ◼ ► experienced some people a dozen times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4407">TS</a>]
01:13:29 ◼ ► yeah and one of those is I can have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4409">TS</a>]
01:13:32 ◼ ► little bit right no yeah i mean that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4412">TS</a>]
01:13:34 ◼ ► the big one right that's how people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4414">TS</a>]
01:13:36 ◼ ► that's how people come in today and go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4416">TS</a>]
01:13:38 ◼ ► out of a and that's how people get sober [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4418">TS</a>]
01:13:40 ◼ ► for nine months and go out that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4420">TS</a>]
01:13:42 ◼ ► everybody's desire that nobody wants to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4422">TS</a>]
01:13:45 ◼ ► be a holic every single person that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4425">TS</a>]
01:13:46 ◼ ► wants to quit drinking doesn't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4426">TS</a>]
01:13:48 ◼ ► quit drinking they want to drink like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4428">TS</a>]
01:13:50 ◼ ► normal night so they quit and they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4430">TS</a>]
01:13:53 ◼ ► like I feel great you know what was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4433">TS</a>]
01:13:56 ◼ ► problem i was just in a bad way i can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4436">TS</a>]
01:13:58 ◼ ► have a little bit and then there you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4438">TS</a>]
01:14:00 ◼ ► know back to be a wino in no time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4440">TS</a>]
01:14:04 ◼ ► and so a big part of going to meetings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4444">TS</a>]
01:14:11 ◼ ► all the time is to keep that voice at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4451">TS</a>]
01:14:15 ◼ ► bay by reminding yourself what will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4455">TS</a>]
01:14:18 ◼ ► happen and doing that by sitting in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4458">TS</a>]
01:14:20 ◼ ► room full of people who all are having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4460">TS</a>]
01:14:22 ◼ ► that experience and who are coming in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4462">TS</a>]
01:14:24 ◼ ► they're like I was sober for 20 years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4464">TS</a>]
01:14:26 ◼ ► and I got a bad headache and somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4466">TS</a>]
01:14:28 ◼ ► gave me some codeine cough syrup and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4468">TS</a>]
01:14:30 ◼ ► three days later I was on a barge to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4470">TS</a>]
01:14:33 ◼ ► Shanghai right and I was out again for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4473">TS</a>]
01:14:36 ◼ ► for 14 years and now i'm back here in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4476">TS</a>]
01:14:39 ◼ ► 16 days sober and thank you so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4479">TS</a>]
01:14:42 ◼ ► everybody applauds and you go wow you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4482">TS</a>]
01:14:45 ◼ ► know it's that easy all you have to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4485">TS</a>]
01:14:48 ◼ ► is slip on the ice one time and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4488">TS</a>]
01:14:52 ◼ ► for guys like me who say to themselves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4492">TS</a>]
01:14:55 ◼ ► all you know it's I'm I've been clean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4495">TS</a>]
01:14:58 ◼ ► for 20 years and and I've got a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4498">TS</a>]
01:15:03 ◼ ► willpower and I got this thing licked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4503">TS</a>]
01:15:05 ◼ ► there's no part of me that thinks that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4505">TS</a>]
01:15:08 ◼ ► can go have a drink you know I'm not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4508">TS</a>]
01:15:11 ◼ ► I've heard enough stories but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4511">TS</a>]
01:15:15 ◼ ► fucking hilarious to see how little it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4515">TS</a>]
01:15:18 ◼ ► took to with how little it took for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4518">TS</a>]
01:15:21 ◼ ► to do do what I did but so I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4521">TS</a>]
01:15:26 ◼ ► totally take your point but it's also a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4526">TS</a>]
01:15:27 ◼ ► testament to your vigilance that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4527">TS</a>]
01:15:30 ◼ ► were able to see that you know one more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4530">TS</a>]
01:15:32 ◼ ► quarter was too much don't you were you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4532">TS</a>]
01:15:35 ◼ ► it's it's great that you had the ability [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4535">TS</a>]
01:15:36 ◼ ► to catch that again because I've heard a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4536">TS</a>]
01:15:39 ◼ ► thousand stories i ran into a guy that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4539">TS</a>]
01:15:42 ◼ ► I'd known for a long time in the program [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4542">TS</a>]
01:15:45 ◼ ► I one time about 10 years ago and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4545">TS</a>]
01:15:51 ◼ ► looked all bagged up and was like hey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4551">TS</a>]
01:15:54 ◼ ► what happened and he said oh I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4554">TS</a>]
01:15:57 ◼ ► riding my motorcycle and I got side i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4557">TS</a>]
01:16:01 ◼ ► got t-boned by a car and i flew off the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4561">TS</a>]
01:16:05 ◼ ► motorcycle through the front windshield [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4565">TS</a>]
01:16:08 ◼ ► of the car and it's split my helmet and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4568">TS</a>]
01:16:12 ◼ ► oh my god and uh you know it wasn't i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4572">TS</a>]
01:16:17 ◼ ► wasn't sure whether I was gonna live or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4577">TS</a>]
01:16:18 ◼ ► die and i had their they were picking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4578">TS</a>]
01:16:20 ◼ ► glass shards out of my eyes and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4580">TS</a>]
01:16:26 ◼ ► insane story and he was in the hospital [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4586">TS</a>]
01:16:29 ◼ ► all messed up and they had about a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4589">TS</a>]
01:16:33 ◼ ► morphine drip and when he woke up out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4593">TS</a>]
01:16:40 ◼ ► his stupor he spent a day of a morphine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4600">TS</a>]
01:16:45 ◼ ► drip and maybe called the doctor and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4605">TS</a>]
01:16:46 ◼ ► was like take me off the morphe man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4606">TS</a>]
01:16:49 ◼ ► the doctor was like are you serious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4609">TS</a>]
01:16:51 ◼ ► you've got glass in your eyeball and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4611">TS</a>]
01:16:54 ◼ ► said yeah i know but if you keep me a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4614">TS</a>]
01:16:58 ◼ ► bit more feed the result for me will be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4618">TS</a>]
01:17:02 ◼ ► worse them suffering through this with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4622">TS</a>]
01:17:06 ◼ ► suffering through this with no pain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4626">TS</a>]
01:17:08 ◼ ► killer and he told me that story and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4628">TS</a>]
01:17:13 ◼ ► was like whoa there's a guy who is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4633">TS</a>]
01:17:18 ◼ ► vigilant because he fell so deep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4638">TS</a>]
01:17:25 ◼ ► and he knows he doesn't want to go back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4645">TS</a>]
01:17:27 ◼ ► right and I don't want to go back and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4647">TS</a>]
01:17:34 ◼ ► you know there was that was by I wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4654">TS</a>]
01:17:37 ◼ ► even on a day on a morphine drip that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4657">TS</a>]
01:17:39 ◼ ► was just me left alone with you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4659">TS</a>]
01:17:42 ◼ ► with something like left alone with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4662">TS</a>]
01:17:45 ◼ ► something where i had a justification [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4665">TS</a>]
01:17:46 ◼ ► and I've been in that situation 30 times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4666">TS</a>]
01:17:49 ◼ ► sicker than I was you know but for some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4669">TS</a>]
01:17:51 ◼ ► reason right this moment it was a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4671">TS</a>]
01:17:54 ◼ ► it was a little check and and probably I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4674">TS</a>]
01:17:58 ◼ ► should go to my first day meeting in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4678">TS</a>]
01:17:59 ◼ ► year and a half and tell that story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4679">TS</a>]
01:18:01 ◼ ► because I be useful to somebody might be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4681">TS</a>]
01:18:05 ◼ ► useful somebody and it would be useful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4685">TS</a>]
01:18:07 ◼ ► to me to just be in a room full of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4687">TS</a>]
01:18:09 ◼ ► people who were like ha ha look at you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4689">TS</a>]
01:18:15 ◼ ► that's your universe right there you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4695">TS</a>]
01:18:17 ◼ ► you breast man he flew too close to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4697">TS</a>]
01:18:22 ◼ ► how you brucey you were because i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4702">TS</a>]
01:18:30 ◼ ► want to end up like skater who nobody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4710">TS</a>]
01:18:32 ◼ ► does not stand up like skater don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4712">TS</a>]
01:18:36 ◼ ► to end up like gary gary is going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4716">TS</a>]
01:18:38 ◼ ► live forever gonna be over there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4718">TS</a>]
01:18:40 ◼ ► listening the Jethro tall he's getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4720">TS</a>]
01:18:44 ◼ ► one calling 911 on you coming tonight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4724">TS</a>]
01:18:47 ◼ ► that's right color well you know he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4727">TS</a>]
01:18:49 ◼ ► decided that the house next door where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4729">TS</a>]
01:18:51 ◼ ► Gary's van is parked is a house where a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4731">TS</a>]
01:18:54 ◼ ► couple of Mexican families moved in uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4734">TS</a>]
01:18:57 ◼ ► and they are you know their large [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4737">TS</a>]
01:18:59 ◼ ► families and they are limited if it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4739">TS</a>]
01:19:02 ◼ ► fairly big house and may they are our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4742">TS</a>]
01:19:06 ◼ ► great neighbors although they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4746">TS</a>]
01:19:07 ◼ ► rooster nail which is driving me crazy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4747">TS</a>]
01:19:11 ◼ ► oh no it's awful but you know I've I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4751">TS</a>]
01:19:14 ◼ ► feel like it's a small price to pay up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4754">TS</a>]
01:19:16 ◼ ► everybody everybody in the neighborhood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4756">TS</a>]
01:19:17 ◼ ► I think they're probably the best [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4757">TS</a>]
01:19:21 ◼ ► I don't know why they don't know why the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4761">TS</a>]
01:19:23 ◼ ► abbot but Gary at one point decided that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4763">TS</a>]
01:19:28 ◼ ► they were coming over and messing with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4768">TS</a>]
01:19:32 ◼ ► it was like Gary the last people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4772">TS</a>]
01:19:36 ◼ ► that are messing with your van are are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4776">TS</a>]
01:19:40 ◼ ► the those families they've got like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4780">TS</a>]
01:19:43 ◼ ► lot of kids they go to everybody in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4783">TS</a>]
01:19:46 ◼ ► house is trying hard they got a foothold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4786">TS</a>]
01:19:48 ◼ ► you know what I mean yeah last thing i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4788">TS</a>]
01:19:52 ◼ ► they're not causing trouble with you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4792">TS</a>]
01:19:53 ◼ ► Gary you got nothing of value to anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4793">TS</a>]
01:19:56 ◼ ► because that this is the way I talk to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4796">TS</a>]
01:19:59 ◼ ► carry and then he's all that he starts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4799">TS</a>]
01:20:00 ◼ ► telling me about Jesus but so at one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4800">TS</a>]
01:20:05 ◼ ► point Gary took two in the middle of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4805">TS</a>]
01:20:07 ◼ ► night standing on the other side of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4807">TS</a>]
01:20:10 ◼ ► fence and shouting into their darkened [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4810">TS</a>]
01:20:14 ◼ ► house where everyone is sleeping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4814">TS</a>]
01:20:16 ◼ ► no like shouting sort of slurs and was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4816">TS</a>]
01:20:22 ◼ ► pacing back and forth seen stay out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4822">TS</a>]
01:20:24 ◼ ► my van stay out of my yard I know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4824">TS</a>]
01:20:27 ◼ ► you're doing I know you're coming in and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4827">TS</a>]
01:20:29 ◼ ► you're damn banana and I had to go i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4829">TS</a>]
01:20:34 ◼ ► to go told Gary that that was that in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4834">TS</a>]
01:20:37 ◼ ► keeping with neighborhood standards [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4837">TS</a>]
01:20:39 ◼ ► uh-huh you know I don't know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4839">TS</a>]
01:20:40 ◼ ► pornography is but I know what I see it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4840">TS</a>]
01:20:42 ◼ ► so hospitable it's in hospital and also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4842">TS</a>]
01:20:47 ◼ ► except for fucking notes that you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4847">TS</a>]
01:20:57 ◼ ► thanks for letting you out on that one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENMknsw/4857">TS</a>]