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00:00:24 ◼ ► oh there you are haha he fooled you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/24">TS</a>]
00:00:33 ◼ ► worse than that it's a technical failure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/33">TS</a>]
00:00:37 ◼ ► what was it Mike not plugged in its you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/37">TS</a>]
00:00:40 ◼ ► really though I like I like to know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/40">TS</a>]
00:00:42 ◼ ► about with ya and amateur technologist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/42">TS</a>]
00:00:46 ◼ ► no more i had the wrong and audio input [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/46">TS</a>]
00:00:49 ◼ ► set up in skype and so my USB microphone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/49">TS</a>]
00:00:57 ◼ ► well i was i I thought it was me because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/57">TS</a>]
00:01:03 ◼ ► day bazan was over here the other day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/63">TS</a>]
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00:01:08 ◼ ► some files knows about target disk mode [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/68">TS</a>]
00:01:11 ◼ ► into my computer and he hot plugged my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/71">TS</a>]
00:01:16 ◼ ► my fireface firewire interface huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/76">TS</a>]
00:01:23 ◼ ► and so I was like oh ships you know back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/83">TS</a>]
00:01:30 ◼ ► if you hijacked it then maybe the get it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/90">TS</a>]
00:01:35 ◼ ► it frizz your whole motherboard i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/95">TS</a>]
00:01:40 ◼ ► super concerned that my motherboard was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/100">TS</a>]
00:01:42 ◼ ► frizzed and that's why I couldn't hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/102">TS</a>]
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00:01:45 ◼ ► careful if you're doing any kind of hot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/105">TS</a>]
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00:01:51 ◼ ► chigger bite that's what wow yeah so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/111">TS</a>]
00:01:55 ◼ ► anyway it go did was he able to uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/115">TS</a>]
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00:02:01 ◼ ► getting some songs off to give you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/121">TS</a>]
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00:02:09 ◼ ► that you're in my in my octopus's garden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/129">TS</a>]
00:02:13 ◼ ► of 7,000 cables seven thousand different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/133">TS</a>]
00:02:17 ◼ ► versions of firewire and USB cables here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/137">TS</a>]
00:02:20 ◼ ► we couldn't figure we couldn't find the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/140">TS</a>]
00:02:23 ◼ ► right cable and then he pulled out one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/143">TS</a>]
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00:02:29 ◼ ► size of the you know how ski it was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/149">TS</a>]
00:02:32 ◼ ► oh i think i can put other put four gigs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/152">TS</a>]
00:02:35 ◼ ► of stuff on this and I was like oh I got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/155">TS</a>]
00:02:37 ◼ ► a couple of those around here too and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/157">TS</a>]
00:02:38 ◼ ► and we did it all on those little this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/158">TS</a>]
00:02:43 ◼ ► totally losing bowl USB drives did that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/163">TS</a>]
00:02:47 ◼ ► make you feel like a wizard or a doofus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/167">TS</a>]
00:02:50 ◼ ► mm I think I feel like a wizard when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/170">TS</a>]
00:02:53 ◼ ► can do that I it's definitely amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/173">TS</a>]
00:02:56 ◼ ► yeah but it but I looked at this look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/176">TS</a>]
00:03:01 ◼ ► this room full of gizmos in boxes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/181">TS</a>]
00:03:04 ◼ ► cabling and all this like all this gear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/184">TS</a>]
00:03:10 ◼ ► and then i looked at the little USB [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/190">TS</a>]
00:03:12 ◼ ► Drive which has an entire album on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/192">TS</a>]
00:03:14 ◼ ► and I was like uh a little bit slow a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/194">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► little bit dumb now because this thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/200">TS</a>]
00:03:22 ◼ ► you mean you know Jonathan Coulton gives [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/202">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► away those USB drives with his entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/204">TS</a>]
00:03:26 ◼ ► catalog on them smart it's amazingly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/206">TS</a>]
00:03:29 ◼ ► smart but but the equivalent at bar sook [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/209">TS</a>]
00:03:32 ◼ ► is that they sell you a reel-to-reel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/212">TS</a>]
00:03:35 ◼ ► tapes in that in a box that has its own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/215">TS</a>]
00:03:38 ◼ ► wheels so uh huh you know that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/218">TS</a>]
00:03:43 ◼ ► sprockets can be real hard to replace [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/223">TS</a>]
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00:03:46 ◼ ► boil your sprocket that's it that's nice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/226">TS</a>]
00:03:48 ◼ ► that they're doing that down there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/228">TS</a>]
00:03:49 ◼ ► moving forward right we're all moving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/229">TS</a>]
00:03:53 ◼ ► forward like it or nine can help moving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/233">TS</a>]
00:03:55 ◼ ► forward no sir i'm glad we did this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/235">TS</a>]
00:03:58 ◼ ► happen with this john and you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/238">TS</a>]
00:04:00 ◼ ► you know what Merlin i'm sitting here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/240">TS</a>]
00:04:01 ◼ ► and in front of me are two comic books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/241">TS</a>]
00:04:04 ◼ ► on my desk to comic books to comic books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/244">TS</a>]
00:04:08 ◼ ► two separate taken they didn't take me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/248">TS</a>]
00:04:12 ◼ ► somewhere we're going to provoke me are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/252">TS</a>]
00:04:13 ◼ ► you being straight up my first comic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/253">TS</a>]
00:04:15 ◼ ► book here is Joe Sacco's Palestine a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/255">TS</a>]
00:04:19 ◼ ► graphic novel and then there's one over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/259">TS</a>]
00:04:22 ◼ ► shigeru mizuki Mizuki's onward towards [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/262">TS</a>]
00:04:27 ◼ ► our noble deaths with you with these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/267">TS</a>]
00:04:30 ◼ ► gifts they were but I am I have decided [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/270">TS</a>]
00:04:33 ◼ ► here's what i've decided i always loved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/273">TS</a>]
00:04:37 ◼ ► graphic novels from the very beginning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/277">TS</a>]
00:04:39 ◼ ► you know and and and what what am I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/279">TS</a>]
00:04:46 ◼ ► splendor or Dennis I corn we talked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/286">TS</a>]
00:04:48 ◼ ► about Dennis I corn was like that some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/288">TS</a>]
00:04:50 ◼ ► of the column slice-of-life comics like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/290">TS</a>]
00:04:52 ◼ ► that's kind of a silly name but they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/292">TS</a>]
00:04:53 ◼ ► like you know Harvey Pekar stuff it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/293">TS</a>]
00:04:57 ◼ ► real world and dumpling and stuff yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/297">TS</a>]
00:04:59 ◼ ► and I i always like that stuff and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/299">TS</a>]
00:05:02 ◼ ► that that a and R crumb of course being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/302">TS</a>]
00:05:05 ◼ ► my introduction to it and and the and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/305">TS</a>]
00:05:08 ◼ ► the greatest and the great American hero [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/308">TS</a>]
00:05:10 ◼ ► but now I've decided that graphic novels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/310">TS</a>]
00:05:12 ◼ ► are an art form that everyone else is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/312">TS</a>]
00:05:14 ◼ ► enjoying and I am NOT enjoying them out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/314">TS</a>]
00:05:18 ◼ ► of just out of a spirit of curmudgeonly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/318">TS</a>]
00:05:20 ◼ ► pneus Wow because I go to bookstores and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/320">TS</a>]
00:05:23 ◼ ► I see the graphic novels which net which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/323">TS</a>]
00:05:27 ◼ ► used to be like four titles that used to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/327">TS</a>]
00:05:30 ◼ ► be a used to be mouse mouse watch many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/330">TS</a>]
00:05:34 ◼ ► yeah mouse button and then like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/334">TS</a>]
00:05:36 ◼ ► great dark rooms breast cancer Fritz the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/336">TS</a>]
00:05:37 ◼ ► Cat you know right and and now now it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/337">TS</a>]
00:05:41 ◼ ► like a it's a it's a whole wall of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/341">TS</a>]
00:05:43 ◼ ► bookstore that stretches to infinity and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/343">TS</a>]
00:05:46 ◼ ► I look at regular you know what it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/346">TS</a>]
00:05:49 ◼ ► probably all manga it's probably all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/349">TS</a>]
00:05:51 ◼ ► just a the just dumb porn and and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/351">TS</a>]
00:05:56 ◼ ► like octopuses have an intercourse with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/356">TS</a>]
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00:06:03 ◼ ► backwards and I don't want to fuck that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/363">TS</a>]
00:06:06 ◼ ► no but I'm realizing that I am wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/366">TS</a>]
00:06:09 ◼ ► I'm being a curmudgeon and I actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/369">TS</a>]
00:06:12 ◼ ► love this art form and that i need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/372">TS</a>]
00:06:18 ◼ ► whoa know it hurts me to say it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/378">TS</a>]
00:06:21 ◼ ► start start participating in this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/381">TS</a>]
00:06:26 ◼ ► wonderful turn of events I I couple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/386">TS</a>]
00:06:29 ◼ ► years ago somebody gave me a graphic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/389">TS</a>]
00:06:31 ◼ ► novel called blankets which was written [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/391">TS</a>]
00:06:33 ◼ ► by a guy in Portland that I know and my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/393">TS</a>]
00:06:37 ◼ ► friend Tucker Martine was working on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/397">TS</a>]
00:06:40 ◼ ► record that went along with this graphic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/400">TS</a>]
00:06:42 ◼ ► novel and it was a heartbreakingly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/402">TS</a>]
00:06:44 ◼ ► beautiful book and I was like and of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/404">TS</a>]
00:06:47 ◼ ► course as I read it I was like well this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/407">TS</a>]
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00:06:50 ◼ ► octopuses fucking teenage girls in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/410">TS</a>]
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00:06:58 ◼ ► casino for these yeah this is too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/418">TS</a>]
00:07:01 ◼ ► beautiful and this guy that this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/421">TS</a>]
00:07:02 ◼ ► book that i have on my table here the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/422">TS</a>]
00:07:04 ◼ ► Palestine by joe sacco i read a book by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/424">TS</a>]
00:07:07 ◼ ► him one time a few years ago where he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/427">TS</a>]
00:07:10 ◼ ► the war in Bosnia and it was beautiful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/430">TS</a>]
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00:07:15 ◼ ► can't be a thing that is normal this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/435">TS</a>]
00:07:18 ◼ ► this has got to be an aberration now I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/438">TS</a>]
00:07:21 ◼ ► realizing it's it is my taste that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/441">TS</a>]
00:07:25 ◼ ► Wow John this is a good on you man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/445">TS</a>]
00:07:28 ◼ ► that's we've talked about this before we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/448">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► gotta be I think it's good for men of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/449">TS</a>]
00:07:32 ◼ ► certain age and ladies to be somewhat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/452">TS</a>]
00:07:35 ◼ ► circumspect i'm super calcified on a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/455">TS</a>]
00:07:38 ◼ ► of things I I admire this though and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/458">TS</a>]
00:07:41 ◼ ► this is you you keep up with the music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/461">TS</a>]
00:07:42 ◼ ► and now you're looking at the more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/462">TS</a>]
00:07:45 ◼ ► sophisticated funny books this is my mom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/465">TS</a>]
00:07:48 ◼ ► yeah so now i'm just not just not just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/468">TS</a>]
00:07:50 ◼ ► as a person's you know I was on my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/470">TS</a>]
00:07:52 ◼ ► comics I'm just saying it good for you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/472">TS</a>]
00:07:53 ◼ ► for looking at something that you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/473">TS</a>]
00:07:57 ◼ ► well yeah and that you know and what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/477">TS</a>]
00:08:00 ◼ ► had to do what I had to admit was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/480">TS</a>]
00:08:02 ◼ ► from the from my very first exposure to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/482">TS</a>]
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00:08:10 ◼ ► i don't think i met Harvey Pekar and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/490">TS</a>]
00:08:13 ◼ ► Dennis Eichorn until I was rather in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/493">TS</a>]
00:08:15 ◼ ► college but I immediately identified [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/495">TS</a>]
00:08:17 ◼ ► with the form and I wanted to make a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/497">TS</a>]
00:08:20 ◼ ► graphic novel of my own I wanted to make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/500">TS</a>]
00:08:22 ◼ ► it a autobiographical long-form comic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/502">TS</a>]
00:08:27 ◼ ► book of my own and I didn't know how to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/507">TS</a>]
00:08:29 ◼ ► do it i'm not i I'm i can draw but i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/509">TS</a>]
00:08:31 ◼ ► not a drawer and I was like this you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/511">TS</a>]
00:08:37 ◼ ► this is the great art form and I I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/517">TS</a>]
00:08:41 ◼ ► I I think maybe my disappointment that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/521">TS</a>]
00:08:43 ◼ ► never was able to figure out exactly how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/523">TS</a>]
00:08:45 ◼ ► to put the pieces together to actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/525">TS</a>]
00:08:47 ◼ ► do a book like that of mice my own cause [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/527">TS</a>]
00:08:50 ◼ ► me to turn my back on it a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/530">TS</a>]
00:08:51 ◼ ► because I was because I was like oh it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/531">TS</a>]
00:08:55 ◼ ► so I'm so mad you know I don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/535">TS</a>]
00:09:00 ◼ ► about i think i think you're you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/540">TS</a>]
00:09:04 ◼ ► interesting i think i think that i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/544">TS</a>]
00:09:07 ◼ ► that can certainly have with music I bet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/547">TS</a>]
00:09:08 ◼ ► it sure as heck happens with films you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/548">TS</a>]
00:09:11 ◼ ► know filmmaking or anything like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/551">TS</a>]
00:09:12 ◼ ► the vocab you understand you know using [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/552">TS</a>]
00:09:14 ◼ ► this with with the young kids were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/554">TS</a>]
00:09:18 ◼ ► the tennis racket but it's really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/558">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► different from spending enough time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/560">TS</a>]
00:09:21 ◼ ► inside of that process to actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/561">TS</a>]
00:09:24 ◼ ► produce something that you don't hate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/564">TS</a>]
00:09:26 ◼ ► yeah the the when you want to when I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/566">TS</a>]
00:09:29 ◼ ► young I i imagine that the barrier to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/569">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► entry was was imaginative that the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/572">TS</a>]
00:09:38 ◼ ► that kept you from making films or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/578">TS</a>]
00:09:40 ◼ ► making graphic novels was that you had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/580">TS</a>]
00:09:42 ◼ ► you didn't have enough imagination yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/582">TS</a>]
00:09:44 ◼ ► you hadn't you didn't have a great good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/584">TS</a>]
00:09:47 ◼ ► enough story but you realize later that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/587">TS</a>]
00:09:48 ◼ ► the barrier to entry is often just a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/588">TS</a>]
00:09:52 ◼ ► structural its just its technical like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/592">TS</a>]
00:09:54 ◼ ► you don't know how to work a camera and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/594">TS</a>]
00:09:57 ◼ ► you can look at a scene and say this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/597">TS</a>]
00:09:58 ◼ ► how this is the picture I imagine the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/598">TS</a>]
00:10:00 ◼ ► picture but i can't I don't know what an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/600">TS</a>]
00:10:03 ◼ ► f-stop is I can't take that I can't take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/603">TS</a>]
00:10:05 ◼ ► the picture and to say that the barrier [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/605">TS</a>]
00:10:09 ◼ ► to entry to making a graphic novel is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/609">TS</a>]
00:10:11 ◼ ► that you don't know how to draw his prey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/611">TS</a>]
00:10:12 ◼ ► is it is pretty like a node ah but but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/612">TS</a>]
00:10:20 ◼ ► also i mean if i had if I had been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/620">TS</a>]
00:10:22 ◼ ► working on this for 20 years I would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/622">TS</a>]
00:10:24 ◼ ► have I would have developed an ability [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/624">TS</a>]
00:10:27 ◼ ► to draw well enough to accomplish when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/627">TS</a>]
00:10:28 ◼ ► was initiated you might be a retired [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/628">TS</a>]
00:10:31 ◼ ► comic book artist to this yeah right but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/631">TS</a>]
00:10:33 ◼ ► instead i was like also a graphic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/633">TS</a>]
00:10:34 ◼ ► graphic novel retired retired colonel in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/634">TS</a>]
00:10:38 ◼ ► the graphic artists army so anyway yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/638">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► I'm having a very very exciting time now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/643">TS</a>]
00:10:47 ◼ ► letting some of my mic the sum of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/647">TS</a>]
00:10:51 ◼ ► the hardened calcium that has built up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/651">TS</a>]
00:10:54 ◼ ► it around my idea of comics I'm having a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/654">TS</a>]
00:10:58 ◼ ► fun time chipping away at that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/658">TS</a>]
00:10:59 ◼ ► reading these wonderful books that have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/659">TS</a>]
00:11:06 ◼ ► mhm well I am I said I don't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/666">TS</a>]
00:11:09 ◼ ► insert myself into this process because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/669">TS</a>]
00:11:11 ◼ ► you know I'm gonna stay out of it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/671">TS</a>]
00:11:12 ◼ ► the way I'm going to reward this by not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/672">TS</a>]
00:11:14 ◼ ► going on and on about comics with you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/674">TS</a>]
00:11:18 ◼ ► Oh before I start sending you trade [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/678">TS</a>]
00:11:21 ◼ ► I think you should read okay that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/681">TS</a>]
00:11:23 ◼ ► that's kind of a thing that i do now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/683">TS</a>]
00:11:25 ◼ ► oh alright alright getting things in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/685">TS</a>]
00:11:27 ◼ ► mail pile of mail i was going to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/687">TS</a>]
00:11:32 ◼ ► person the other day and i say i got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/692">TS</a>]
00:11:34 ◼ ► this up it's happening more and more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/694">TS</a>]
00:11:36 ◼ ► strangely i don't know what mustache but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/696">TS</a>]
00:11:40 ◼ ► I said yeah you know back in the old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/700">TS</a>]
00:11:42 ◼ ► days I you know I used to have dinner in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/702">TS</a>]
00:11:45 ◼ ► this particular cafe so much that when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/705">TS</a>]
00:11:48 ◼ ► people were traveling and they wanted to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/708">TS</a>]
00:11:50 ◼ ► send me letters they would send the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/710">TS</a>]
00:11:52 ◼ ► letters to this cafe instead of because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/712">TS</a>]
00:11:54 ◼ ► I didn't know where I lived and moved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/714">TS</a>]
00:11:56 ◼ ► too much but they would send me they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/716">TS</a>]
00:11:58 ◼ ► would send letters to this cat cafe and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/718">TS</a>]
00:12:00 ◼ ► carry me and the young person said oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/720">TS</a>]
00:12:03 ◼ ► did did you and your friends like where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/723">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► you into like sending letters and stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/727">TS</a>]
00:12:09 ◼ ► and and and the young person said it in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/729">TS</a>]
00:12:12 ◼ ► such a way as to betray that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/732">TS</a>]
00:12:16 ◼ ► thought that sending letters was like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/736">TS</a>]
00:12:17 ◼ ► like a pretty cool gimmick like a pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/737">TS</a>]
00:12:23 ◼ ► I mean like almost like it was something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/743">TS</a>]
00:12:25 ◼ ► retro they might want to pick up like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/745">TS</a>]
00:12:30 ◼ ► artisanal emailing and I said I said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/750">TS</a>]
00:12:36 ◼ ► well yeah we did we sent letters back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/756">TS</a>]
00:12:38 ◼ ► and forth because that was that that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/758">TS</a>]
00:12:42 ◼ ► communicate with someone when they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/762">TS</a>]
00:12:44 ◼ ► young once you run out of pigeons or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/764">TS</a>]
00:12:46 ◼ ► signal flags like they sent me they sent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/766">TS</a>]
00:12:50 ◼ ► me a postcard because otherwise I didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/770">TS</a>]
00:12:53 ◼ ► hear from them for nine months and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/773">TS</a>]
00:12:55 ◼ ► and this person like you something them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/775">TS</a>]
00:12:57 ◼ ► look off and go oh right right why men [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/777">TS</a>]
00:13:02 ◼ ► look back at me kind of like good and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/782">TS</a>]
00:13:05 ◼ ► you could see that they saw me they they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/785">TS</a>]
00:13:09 ◼ ► the monocle and spats that's like yeah i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/789">TS</a>]
00:13:13 ◼ ► know i'm up i'm old person nice snuffbox [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/793">TS</a>]
00:13:18 ◼ ► i have a i still have a box that has a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/798">TS</a>]
00:13:22 ◼ ► bunch of letter letters from girls and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/802">TS</a>]
00:13:24 ◼ ► it's tied together with a little rhythm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/804">TS</a>]
00:13:25 ◼ ► dear john you are the biggest asshole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/805">TS</a>]
00:13:28 ◼ ► ever i burned online in a Weber grill [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/808">TS</a>]
00:13:31 ◼ ► you didn't now god yeah I used to have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/811">TS</a>]
00:13:34 ◼ ► man in separate boxes by my girlfriend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/814">TS</a>]
00:13:40 ◼ ► ok divert some of them were big boxes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/820">TS</a>]
00:13:42 ◼ ► some of the really angry ones are small [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/822">TS</a>]
00:13:45 ◼ ► and and then pin i will point us you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/825">TS</a>]
00:13:47 ◼ ► know cleaning out some of my stuff out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/827">TS</a>]
00:13:49 ◼ ► of my mom's house and I was like I can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/829">TS</a>]
00:13:51 ◼ ► pack this woman to do this I can't take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/831">TS</a>]
00:13:52 ◼ ► this home so I went out and I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/832">TS</a>]
00:13:56 ◼ ► you know oh yeah I found some starlight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/836">TS</a>]
00:13:58 ◼ ► mints and some ticket stubs and just let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/838">TS</a>]
00:14:02 ◼ ► I mean you know but yeah but I i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/842">TS</a>]
00:14:05 ◼ ► exactly the same 90 to me there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/845">TS</a>]
00:14:07 ◼ ► big passing notes culture in high school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/847">TS</a>]
00:14:10 ◼ ► just certain way you'd fold the note you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/850">TS</a>]
00:14:11 ◼ ► passed in between classes and became [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/851">TS</a>]
00:14:13 ◼ ► like some kind of a I don't know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/853">TS</a>]
00:14:16 ◼ ► adenoid all underground railroad we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/856">TS</a>]
00:14:18 ◼ ► actually you know move messages back and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/858">TS</a>]
00:14:20 ◼ ► yeah i still have several notes a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/860">TS</a>]
00:14:23 ◼ ► collected from that time that it sits on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/863">TS</a>]
00:14:26 ◼ ► one piece of paper and in the the top of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/866">TS</a>]
00:14:29 ◼ ► the paper in my handwriting it says be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/869">TS</a>]
00:14:34 ◼ ► oh and then it's folded 25 times and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/874">TS</a>]
00:14:38 ◼ ► lamination perfect natural and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/878">TS</a>]
00:14:40 ◼ ► underneath that written in like a purple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/880">TS</a>]
00:14:43 ◼ ► pen is I would not be your girlfriend if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/883">TS</a>]
00:14:46 ◼ ► you were the last boy on earth and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/886">TS</a>]
00:14:49 ◼ ► I under that is in my handwriting it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/889">TS</a>]
00:14:54 ◼ ► girlfriend stop being coy you minx and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/894">TS</a>]
00:14:58 ◼ ► then under that it says you are the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/898">TS</a>]
00:15:02 ◼ ► grossest boy this spirit why are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/902">TS</a>]
00:15:05 ◼ ► writing notes and I swear to you I i I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/905">TS</a>]
00:15:07 ◼ ► not I'm not even kidding and it goes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/907">TS</a>]
00:15:11 ◼ ► notebook paper and up the other and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/911">TS</a>]
00:15:14 ◼ ► saying if I'm so gross why are you.why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/914">TS</a>]
00:15:16 ◼ ► do exactly as long as the customers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/916">TS</a>]
00:15:19 ◼ ► talking the salesman it's still closing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/919">TS</a>]
00:15:21 ◼ ► that's right and she says I'm doing it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/921">TS</a>]
00:15:23 ◼ ► because this is boring and I'm you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/923">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► and I'm transcribing I'm transcribing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/926">TS</a>]
00:15:28 ◼ ► this noted my own notebook as evidence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/928">TS</a>]
00:15:30 ◼ ► we need you know when you try to kill me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/930">TS</a>]
00:15:33 ◼ ► or whatever we go back and forth in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/933">TS</a>]
00:15:35 ◼ ► girl ended up being my girlfriend i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/935">TS</a>]
00:15:36 ◼ ► like a stack of notes of me winning her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/936">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► she was my high school girlfriend was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/940">TS</a>]
00:15:44 ◼ ► much higher status than I was she was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/944">TS</a>]
00:15:47 ◼ ► going into 11th grade she was absolutely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/947">TS</a>]
00:15:52 ◼ ► the queen of our shoes the she was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/952">TS</a>]
00:15:55 ◼ ► four-point-oh she was the president of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/955">TS</a>]
00:15:58 ◼ ► captain of the cross-country running [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/958">TS</a>]
00:15:59 ◼ ► team she was all these things she was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/959">TS</a>]
00:16:03 ◼ ► absolutely the Queen and I was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/963">TS</a>]
00:16:06 ◼ ► nerves as a set before last in our class [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/966">TS</a>]
00:16:09 ◼ ► you are i have memory serves you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/969">TS</a>]
00:16:11 ◼ ► essentially asked the day there was a if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/971">TS</a>]
00:16:14 ◼ ► i remember right there was actually a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/974">TS</a>]
00:16:18 ◼ ► administrators to make sure that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/978">TS</a>]
00:16:22 ◼ ► that's right they tried it they they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/982">TS</a>]
00:16:24 ◼ ► they they tried to see if i could spend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/984">TS</a>]
00:16:25 ◼ ► all of high school in detention and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/985">TS</a>]
00:16:27 ◼ ► realized that that wasn't going to that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/987">TS</a>]
00:16:28 ◼ ► wasn't gonna work so like let's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/988">TS</a>]
00:16:30 ◼ ► keep it movin keep it movin out the door [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/990">TS</a>]
00:16:33 ◼ ► but so I i said i set myself this is you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/993">TS</a>]
00:16:36 ◼ ► know at this age I don't I I haven't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/996">TS</a>]
00:16:39 ◼ ► done a thing like this in years but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/999">TS</a>]
00:16:41 ◼ ► set my sights on her and i said i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1001">TS</a>]
00:16:48 ◼ ► girlfriend it almost never works [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1008">TS</a>]
00:16:52 ◼ ► no no and it was this is very easy to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1012">TS</a>]
00:16:55 ◼ ► even if not you but even if one is super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1015">TS</a>]
00:16:57 ◼ ► creepy especially maybe but it almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1017">TS</a>]
00:17:01 ◼ ► it's very it was very very john hughes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1021">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► because i was a you know that I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:09 ◼ ► absolutely nothing to recommend me like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1029">TS</a>]
00:17:13 ◼ ► there was no way that this girl who sat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1033">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► at the front of the class wearing a an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:19 ◼ ► argyle sweater and like had the answers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1039">TS</a>]
00:17:23 ◼ ► every question was ever going to ever go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1043">TS</a>]
00:17:25 ◼ ► on a single date with the kid in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1045">TS</a>]
00:17:28 ◼ ► back of the class that had spaghetti [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1048">TS</a>]
00:17:29 ◼ ► sauce on his shirt and was you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1049">TS</a>]
00:17:33 ◼ ► what's back there going bad that and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1053">TS</a>]
00:17:39 ◼ ► yet through this through these notes the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1059">TS</a>]
00:17:42 ◼ ► passing of these notes and by my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1062">TS</a>]
00:17:45 ◼ ► relentlessness just like listen you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1065">TS</a>]
00:17:48 ◼ ► don't think so yet but one day you will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1068">TS</a>]
00:17:51 ◼ ► love me and when it happens I will I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1071">TS</a>]
00:17:55 ◼ ► will try very hard not to tease you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1075">TS</a>]
00:17:58 ◼ ► about all the time all the time that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1078">TS</a>]
00:18:02 ◼ ► were sure that this wasn't going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1082">TS</a>]
00:18:04 ◼ ► happen i'm gonna try very hard not to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1084">TS</a>]
00:18:08 ◼ ► that like I make fun of you about later [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1088">TS</a>]
00:18:10 ◼ ► and she was like you are the you are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1090">TS</a>]
00:18:14 ◼ ► have so much foot spa and you're so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1094">TS</a>]
00:18:16 ◼ ► repulsive but i don't even have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1096">TS</a>]
00:18:17 ◼ ► words to reject you as fully as I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1097">TS</a>]
00:18:21 ◼ ► to reject you and I was like that's fine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1101">TS</a>]
00:18:24 ◼ ► that's fine you just keep talking a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1104">TS</a>]
00:18:26 ◼ ► little lady and little by little and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1106">TS</a>]
00:18:29 ◼ ► said the turning point she maintained [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1109">TS</a>]
00:18:36 ◼ ► impenetrable wall until christmas break [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1116">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► and she and her family went to Mexico [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:42 ◼ ► and they were sitting in a hotel and at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1122">TS</a>]
00:18:46 ◼ ► this during my junior year I was famous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1126">TS</a>]
00:18:48 ◼ ► citywide in Anchorage for being the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1128">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► master toilet paper i would enter a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:55 ◼ ► neighborhood and I would toilet paper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1135">TS</a>]
00:18:57 ◼ ► that neighborhood absolutely into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1137">TS</a>]
00:18:59 ◼ ► submission until until people like thin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1139">TS</a>]
00:19:03 ◼ ► please you know I would knock on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1143">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► somebody's door a kid I knew that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:08 ◼ ► man i'm out toilet-papering neighborhood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1148">TS</a>]
00:19:09 ◼ ► i'm out of toilet paper can I borrow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1149">TS</a>]
00:19:10 ◼ ► some toilet paper and the kid would like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1150">TS</a>]
00:19:13 ◼ ► go inside and bring me out a big 12 pack [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1153">TS</a>]
00:19:15 ◼ ► of toilet paper be like yeah I go get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1155">TS</a>]
00:19:16 ◼ ► man and they shut the door and i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1156">TS</a>]
00:19:18 ◼ ► start toilet-papering their house with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1158">TS</a>]
00:19:21 ◼ ► I was a terrible terrible teenager and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1161">TS</a>]
00:19:24 ◼ ► Kelly said she was sitting in a in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1164">TS</a>]
00:19:26 ◼ ► condo in mazatlán with her family and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1166">TS</a>]
00:19:29 ◼ ► they were looking out over the beach and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1169">TS</a>]
00:19:32 ◼ ► a single roll of toilet paper came from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1172">TS</a>]
00:19:35 ◼ ► higher up in the hotel and she saw it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1175">TS</a>]
00:19:37 ◼ ► fall in front of her balcony and as it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1177">TS</a>]
00:19:42 ◼ ► fell she realized that she loved me like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1182">TS</a>]
00:19:45 ◼ ► it's trading stocks it was shooting star [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1185">TS</a>]
00:19:48 ◼ ► and she she said from that moment on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1188">TS</a>]
00:19:50 ◼ ► that you know I own her body and soul [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1190">TS</a>]
00:19:53 ◼ ► and I had no idea I was still back in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1193">TS</a>]
00:19:56 ◼ ► Anchorage like to do when you know when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1196">TS</a>]
00:19:58 ◼ ► school starts again I'm going to resume [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1198">TS</a>]
00:19:59 ◼ ► my letter writing campaign and she came [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1199">TS</a>]
00:20:02 ◼ ► back in and apparently you know she saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1202">TS</a>]
00:20:05 ◼ ► me in a new light hurt her new eyes did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1205">TS</a>]
00:20:10 ◼ ► or loved it and it lasts for a while it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1210">TS</a>]
00:20:15 ◼ ► didn't mean she was my shoes my only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1215">TS</a>]
00:20:17 ◼ ► girlfriend in high school and this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1217">TS</a>]
00:20:19 ◼ ► the Irish the corners that assist the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1219">TS</a>]
00:20:22 ◼ ► redheaded cornrows girl yeah wow yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1222">TS</a>]
00:20:25 ◼ ► and you know she's now is a she is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1225">TS</a>]
00:20:29 ◼ ► well as far as I understand she's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1229">TS</a>]
00:20:31 ◼ ► chief of residence at Dartmouth hospital [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1231">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► one of the people that wears a white [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:39 ◼ ► coat that has pens in the pocket that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1239">TS</a>]
00:20:42 ◼ ► people make sure you for free it and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1242">TS</a>]
00:20:46 ◼ ► speaks to you kind of been in clipped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1246">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► abrupt tones about your own insides she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:52 ◼ ► committed to anybody at this point you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1252">TS</a>]
00:20:53 ◼ ► do I get yeah it's strange how she got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1253">TS</a>]
00:20:58 ◼ ► married to a wonderful man named Seth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1258">TS</a>]
00:21:00 ◼ ► and I i actually like set a lot better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1260">TS</a>]
00:21:04 ◼ ► than I like cat many wonderful man named [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1264">TS</a>]
00:21:06 ◼ ► well this skin thing is ever Seth had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1266">TS</a>]
00:21:08 ◼ ► every strike against him he a has a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1268">TS</a>]
00:21:11 ◼ ► ponytail be is from California SI è [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1271">TS</a>]
00:21:16 ◼ ► he's a Seth right you mean you're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1276">TS</a>]
00:21:19 ◼ ► me Seth and he's some kind of brain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1279">TS</a>]
00:21:23 ◼ ► scientist but not a doctor like a brain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1283">TS</a>]
00:21:28 ◼ ► there's a lot of things about it guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1288">TS</a>]
00:21:30 ◼ ► that must be like the inner bearing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1290">TS</a>]
00:21:31 ◼ ► Midwife that's exactly what it is like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1291">TS</a>]
00:21:34 ◼ ► look at him all the time and I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1294">TS</a>]
00:21:35 ◼ ► why didn't you just be quiet just got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1295">TS</a>]
00:21:37 ◼ ► little extra way and be a doctor if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1297">TS</a>]
00:21:40 ◼ ► you're going to be a brain scientist but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1300">TS</a>]
00:21:41 ◼ ► he but that's part of his sethness you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1301">TS</a>]
00:21:43 ◼ ► know he's like oh no I really like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1303">TS</a>]
00:21:47 ◼ ► I'm like yeah I know but dude a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1307">TS</a>]
00:21:49 ◼ ► bit you know be a doctor your epaulets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1309">TS</a>]
00:21:51 ◼ ► have a little bit more scrambled eggs on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1311">TS</a>]
00:21:53 ◼ ► them and then everybody gets out your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1313">TS</a>]
00:21:55 ◼ ► way he's like a little wanted without my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1315">TS</a>]
00:21:57 ◼ ► way such assets that thing that I sit on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1317">TS</a>]
00:22:01 ◼ ► the stool and i put this stuff from this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1321">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► petri dish into that p tradition [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:05 ◼ ► I'm like a it's really frustrating you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1325">TS</a>]
00:22:07 ◼ ► don't understand anything but he's it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1327">TS</a>]
00:22:09 ◼ ► turns out and when when when that when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1329">TS</a>]
00:22:11 ◼ ► Kelly started dating Seth I was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1331">TS</a>]
00:22:14 ◼ ► this is this is not gonna work this dumb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1334">TS</a>]
00:22:18 ◼ ► Kelly was like no he's nice and I like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1338">TS</a>]
00:22:22 ◼ ► yeah they got married and they had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1342">TS</a>]
00:22:25 ◼ ► couple of kids kids are nice and set [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1345">TS</a>]
00:22:28 ◼ ► the only problem is kelly is a terrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1348">TS</a>]
00:22:30 ◼ ► person ok but that just goes I mean you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1350">TS</a>]
00:22:34 ◼ ► don't get to be the you don't get to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1354">TS</a>]
00:22:36 ◼ ► the the chief resident to Dartmouth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1356">TS</a>]
00:22:40 ◼ ► hospital without being a terrible person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1360">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► you know I mean no idea i mean like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:45 ◼ ► that's the kind of profession where you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1365">TS</a>]
00:22:46 ◼ ► don't go in that to be a nice cornrowed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1366">TS</a>]
00:22:49 ◼ ► lady that's or or guy i mean that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1369">TS</a>]
00:22:51 ◼ ► those people are there animals the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1371">TS</a>]
00:22:53 ◼ ► animals and everything she's one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1373">TS</a>]
00:22:54 ◼ ► these people everytime i send her an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1374">TS</a>]
00:22:55 ◼ ► email i get an auto reply telling me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1375">TS</a>]
00:22:58 ◼ ► auto reply that isn't like out of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1378">TS</a>]
00:23:00 ◼ ► office for two days I get a reply that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1380">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► that is like a page and a half of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:07 ◼ ► correspondence is confidential and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1387">TS</a>]
00:23:10 ◼ ► can't answer emails and you know there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1390">TS</a>]
00:23:13 ◼ ► like seven hundred different clauses and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1393">TS</a>]
00:23:16 ◼ ► I right I was right and say get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1396">TS</a>]
00:23:18 ◼ ► fucking personal email address asshole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1398">TS</a>]
00:23:21 ◼ ► like you know she might have 100 think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1401">TS</a>]
00:23:25 ◼ ► if you think I don't like that she's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1405">TS</a>]
00:23:27 ◼ ► busy lady she's only got so much purple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1407">TS</a>]
00:23:29 ◼ ► pen left up to the kids to take care of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1409">TS</a>]
00:23:32 ◼ ► because of the clean is the worst [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1412">TS</a>]
00:23:35 ◼ ► yeah that's it that's a shame but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1415">TS</a>]
00:23:37 ◼ ► know what I'm proud of you though it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1417">TS</a>]
00:23:38 ◼ ► just shows you that you got you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1418">TS</a>]
00:23:39 ◼ ► gumption you get stick-to-itiveness I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1419">TS</a>]
00:23:41 ◼ ► used to have come from Merlin I used to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1421">TS</a>]
00:23:42 ◼ ► be a mission don't don't be that way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1422">TS</a>]
00:23:45 ◼ ► you've got competition doesn't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1425">TS</a>]
00:23:46 ◼ ► gumption where you expected to be and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1426">TS</a>]
00:23:48 ◼ ► think that frustrates you got plenty of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1428">TS</a>]
00:23:50 ◼ ► gumption our users are you saying that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1430">TS</a>]
00:23:52 ◼ ► might have Duncan in areas i don't i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1432">TS</a>]
00:23:55 ◼ ► not i am not i'm going to go look for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1435">TS</a>]
00:23:57 ◼ ► the can opener on this side of gumption [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1437">TS</a>]
00:23:59 ◼ ► i have dumped in other places and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1439">TS</a>]
00:24:01 ◼ ► somewhat summer right in the center of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1441">TS</a>]
00:24:03 ◼ ► my heads up display there's like a burn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1443">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► hole where the gumption that I want you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:08 ◼ ► know what you go to war with the comes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1448">TS</a>]
00:24:10 ◼ ► when you have enough gumption you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1450">TS</a>]
00:24:12 ◼ ► absolutely there's the gumption we know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1452">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► and they'll come showing no we don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:15 ◼ ► know now right yeah i think it's a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1455">TS</a>]
00:24:17 ◼ ► that she was a runner and she knew that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1457">TS</a>]
00:24:19 ◼ ► she could get away if she had to yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1459">TS</a>]
00:24:22 ◼ ► doesn't hold my wife's running she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1462">TS</a>]
00:24:25 ◼ ► like a middle-distance runner and did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1465">TS</a>]
00:24:26 ◼ ► marathons and stuff and I think that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1466">TS</a>]
00:24:29 ◼ ► part of the why she would why she would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1469">TS</a>]
00:24:31 ◼ ► even consider you know looking into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1471">TS</a>]
00:24:32 ◼ ► something like this Kelly was one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1472">TS</a>]
00:24:34 ◼ ► those high school girls that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1474">TS</a>]
00:24:35 ◼ ► so full of sass that she has yes she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1475">TS</a>]
00:24:39 ◼ ► would take she would take a man she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1479">TS</a>]
00:24:41 ◼ ► would sassa rhinoceros to its face like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1481">TS</a>]
00:24:44 ◼ ► she had no compunction she was there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1484">TS</a>]
00:24:47 ◼ ► no said no worries at all she knew where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1487">TS</a>]
00:24:49 ◼ ► she was going she when she would choose [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1489">TS</a>]
00:24:51 ◼ ► one of those 15 year olds that knew she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1491">TS</a>]
00:24:52 ◼ ► was gonna be the chief residents that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1492">TS</a>]
00:24:54 ◼ ► are the hospital and just get out of our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1494">TS</a>]
00:24:56 ◼ ► way and that was you know that that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1496">TS</a>]
00:24:59 ◼ ► definitely part of why she was so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1499">TS</a>]
00:25:02 ◼ ► interesting to me and what I and and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1502">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► was trying to overcome the fact that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► had no idea even when I was in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:10 ◼ ► moment I let alone where i was going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1510">TS</a>]
00:25:13 ◼ ► spaghetti stink really i mean i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1513">TS</a>]
00:25:16 ◼ ► sitting there like I don't know should I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1516">TS</a>]
00:25:18 ◼ ► should I take up tobacco or should I or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1518">TS</a>]
00:25:22 ◼ ► should I go should join the Peace Corps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1522">TS</a>]
00:25:24 ◼ ► or should I just like should I just die [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1524">TS</a>]
00:25:28 ◼ ► right now I've got to quote the great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1528">TS</a>]
00:25:29 ◼ ► day John he is he didn't know whether to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1529">TS</a>]
00:25:32 ◼ ► that's exactly right and and how how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1532">TS</a>]
00:25:36 ◼ ► does that recommend you to anybody like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1536">TS</a>]
00:25:38 ◼ ► hello how are you I'm fine I'm going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1538">TS</a>]
00:25:40 ◼ ► be a doctor what are you going to be uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1540">TS</a>]
00:25:42 ◼ ► but you're even like do you know what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1542">TS</a>]
00:25:46 ◼ ► his name matt dillon you weren't even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1546">TS</a>]
00:25:47 ◼ ► like that Outsiders kind of character [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1547">TS</a>]
00:25:49 ◼ ► right you're like a leather jacket guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1549">TS</a>]
00:25:51 ◼ ► right you're right where you want an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1551">TS</a>]
00:25:54 ◼ ► orange flight suit anymore at this point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1554">TS</a>]
00:25:56 ◼ ► right your preppy did you dress like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1556">TS</a>]
00:25:58 ◼ ► preppy well I dressed like I I like I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1558">TS</a>]
00:26:01 ◼ ► now which is like there's a there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1561">TS</a>]
00:26:03 ◼ ► there's a base coat of preppy right you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1563">TS</a>]
00:26:06 ◼ ► take them to take the naked person who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1566">TS</a>]
00:26:07 ◼ ► if you put on a base coat that 80 primer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1567">TS</a>]
00:26:10 ◼ ► yeah and then on top of that you put a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1570">TS</a>]
00:26:13 ◼ ► you put it like a second coat of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1573">TS</a>]
00:26:20 ◼ ► necessity and then the top coat is like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1580">TS</a>]
00:26:29 ◼ ► Rick bonkers or or Ignatius p Riley you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1589">TS</a>]
00:26:34 ◼ ► know like he got get preppy and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1594">TS</a>]
00:26:37 ◼ ► then just walnuts st and then and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1597">TS</a>]
00:26:42 ◼ ► like bonkers hat hates bonkers hat scarf [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1602">TS</a>]
00:26:46 ◼ ► and then just the private the private [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1606">TS</a>]
00:26:48 ◼ ► comforts that can only come from roomie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1608">TS</a>]
00:26:50 ◼ ► corduroy yeah and so and so during the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1610">TS</a>]
00:26:52 ◼ ► grunge ears like I definitely wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1612">TS</a>]
00:26:56 ◼ ► grunge and all the grandkids were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1616">TS</a>]
00:26:58 ◼ ► what the hell is that but the but the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1618">TS</a>]
00:26:59 ◼ ► but the but the bunkers on top of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1619">TS</a>]
00:27:02 ◼ ► Northwest wall it was just like right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1622">TS</a>]
00:27:04 ◼ ► okay sure it there's enough there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1624">TS</a>]
00:27:08 ◼ ► enough like overlap with grunge with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1628">TS</a>]
00:27:10 ◼ ► grunge look that like okay the boots and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1630">TS</a>]
00:27:12 ◼ ► the hat okay you're in right and it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1632">TS</a>]
00:27:15 ◼ ► growing up in Anchorage it was the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1635">TS</a>]
00:27:16 ◼ ► thing like well you remember when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1636">TS</a>]
00:27:23 ◼ ► describing those two kids and and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1643">TS</a>]
00:27:25 ◼ ► fact that they call themselves the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1645">TS</a>]
00:27:26 ◼ ► trench coat mafia and they were they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1646">TS</a>]
00:27:29 ◼ ► were obsessed with guns and they felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1649">TS</a>]
00:27:31 ◼ ► like outsiders and remember at the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1651">TS</a>]
00:27:33 ◼ ► thinking you know I would have known [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1653">TS</a>]
00:27:36 ◼ ► those kids if I had been at that high [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1656">TS</a>]
00:27:39 ◼ ► school I would have been friends with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1659">TS</a>]
00:27:41 ◼ ► them and in a sense at my own high [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1661">TS</a>]
00:27:45 ◼ ► school I was the equivalence kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1665">TS</a>]
00:27:49 ◼ ► trench coat mafia where if you asked me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1669">TS</a>]
00:27:52 ◼ ► I would have said yeah I would you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1672">TS</a>]
00:27:54 ◼ ► I'm a total outsider but in fact i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1674">TS</a>]
00:27:56 ◼ ► functioning member of the school and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1676">TS</a>]
00:28:02 ◼ ► actually an insider but i had i did have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1682">TS</a>]
00:28:05 ◼ ► a trench coat and it had a skull and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1685">TS</a>]
00:28:07 ◼ ► crossbones painted on the back in white [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1687">TS</a>]
00:28:11 ◼ ► and it was big skull and crossbones it i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1691">TS</a>]
00:28:15 ◼ ► used an entire couple of jars and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1695">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► know I don't gots make errors too haha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:19 ◼ ► sand and I and I did this then this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1699">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► the this is the top coat of bonkers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:25 ◼ ► where it was like sure trench coat and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1705">TS</a>]
00:28:29 ◼ ► it was it was a like a world war one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1709">TS</a>]
00:28:31 ◼ ► trench coat that i bought an army-navy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1711">TS</a>]
00:28:33 ◼ ► surplus store and then I just I felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1713">TS</a>]
00:28:35 ◼ ► like it needed something and I realized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1715">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► it needed a skull and crossbones and why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:42 ◼ ► and and and what was I going to how was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1722">TS</a>]
00:28:44 ◼ ► I going to get the skull and crossbones [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1724">TS</a>]
00:28:45 ◼ ► on the trench coat white out too because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1725">TS</a>]
00:28:47 ◼ ► whiteout was was my main artistic medium [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1727">TS</a>]
00:28:51 ◼ ► at the time right why thats everywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1731">TS</a>]
00:28:53 ◼ ► it was kind of a new smells good it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1733">TS</a>]
00:28:57 ◼ ► smells good it has a brush right there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1737">TS</a>]
00:28:59 ◼ ► who and you know at a high school you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1739">TS</a>]
00:29:02 ◼ ► you can you can avail yourself of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1742">TS</a>]
00:29:06 ◼ ► it's a unlimited supply it's not like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1746">TS</a>]
00:29:09 ◼ ► spray paint we gotta go to show your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1749">TS</a>]
00:29:10 ◼ ► license or something you can pick that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1750">TS</a>]
00:29:11 ◼ ► up anywhere right there medium and wide [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1751">TS</a>]
00:29:14 ◼ ► out you know i mean it and it it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1754">TS</a>]
00:29:16 ◼ ► pretty it's pretty weather resistant so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1756">TS</a>]
00:29:20 ◼ ► now trying to picture the scene me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1760">TS</a>]
00:29:23 ◼ ► walking down the hall of my high school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1763">TS</a>]
00:29:25 ◼ ► in this and then it was it was it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1765">TS</a>]
00:29:27 ◼ ► pre duster era but it was a very long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1767">TS</a>]
00:29:29 ◼ ► trench coat was ankle length trench coat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1769">TS</a>]
00:29:31 ◼ ► with the skull and crossbones on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1771">TS</a>]
00:29:36 ◼ ► it is it hit it is if you if you needed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1776">TS</a>]
00:29:40 ◼ ► a if you needed a picture in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1780">TS</a>]
00:29:45 ◼ ► it's complicated because you're not even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1785">TS</a>]
00:29:47 ◼ ► sure which part to begin making fun of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1787">TS</a>]
00:29:49 ◼ ► right but you so there's so many aspects [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1789">TS</a>]
00:29:52 ◼ ► to to the layers of bunkers in that but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1792">TS</a>]
00:29:54 ◼ ► but but at the same time you really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1794">TS</a>]
00:29:56 ◼ ► couldn't make fun of it because I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1796">TS</a>]
00:29:57 ◼ ► already six and a half feet tall and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1797">TS</a>]
00:30:00 ◼ ► like I had a I was pretty serious about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1800">TS</a>]
00:30:02 ◼ ► it you know I was pretty serious about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1802">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► like look out look out do you see I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:07 ◼ ► poison and it sets the right now on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1807">TS</a>]
00:30:11 ◼ ► back and white apt I can take dangerous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1811">TS</a>]
00:30:13 ◼ ► skull and crossbones what does that mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1813">TS</a>]
00:30:17 ◼ ► united Islam eating that's right that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1817">TS</a>]
00:30:23 ◼ ► so now try and picture and picture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1823">TS</a>]
00:30:25 ◼ ► anybody being interested in picture and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1825">TS</a>]
00:30:27 ◼ ► Kelly I got to be honest with you and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1827">TS</a>]
00:30:30 ◼ ► she's this you know she's this will we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1830">TS</a>]
00:30:31 ◼ ► super high school superstar with auburn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1831">TS</a>]
00:30:35 ◼ ► hair like a like an Irish setter and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1835">TS</a>]
00:30:39 ◼ ► it was you know and and then breakfast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1839">TS</a>]
00:30:41 ◼ ► club came out and we're at this practice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1841">TS</a>]
00:30:45 ◼ ► khlo God hears the like here's the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1845">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► pretty redhead girl and here's the John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:50 ◼ ► bender character who you know who had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1850">TS</a>]
00:30:54 ◼ ► been Hollywood eyes enough less than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1854">TS</a>]
00:30:58 ◼ ► yeah exactly he'd been Hollywood eyes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1858">TS</a>]
00:31:00 ◼ ► enough so that the the the set dressers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1860">TS</a>]
00:31:02 ◼ ► on the fillmore like should we put a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1862">TS</a>]
00:31:03 ◼ ► whiteout skull and crossbones on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1863">TS</a>]
00:31:06 ◼ ► no that's too far but you know he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1866">TS</a>]
00:31:11 ◼ ► and the problem the problem was and this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1871">TS</a>]
00:31:14 ◼ ► probably was true of you we were all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1874">TS</a>]
00:31:16 ◼ ► every one of those people & Breakfast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1876">TS</a>]
00:31:18 ◼ ► Club that was the why the movie was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1878">TS</a>]
00:31:20 ◼ ► every kid could look at every one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1880">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► those kids actually the epilogue to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:23 ◼ ► movie and I'm kind of your city yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1883">TS</a>]
00:31:25 ◼ ► when I gonna walk by the goalposts I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1885">TS</a>]
00:31:27 ◼ ► think that's actually what what it reads [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1887">TS</a>]
00:31:29 ◼ ► were all everyone they're all reading [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1889">TS</a>]
00:31:30 ◼ ► from the thing that they wrote you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1890">TS</a>]
00:31:34 ◼ ► Trading Places 48 hours which holds hit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1894">TS</a>]
00:31:37 ◼ ► that one guys are the principal wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1897">TS</a>]
00:31:39 ◼ ► he didn't have a because you're the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1899">TS</a>]
00:31:42 ◼ ► great character actors you didn't do a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1902">TS</a>]
00:31:44 ◼ ► movie with a monkey he didn't I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1904">TS</a>]
00:31:47 ◼ ► oh no you're saying the guy that's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1907">TS</a>]
00:31:51 ◼ ► yeah you don't want to say get the ball [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1911">TS</a>]
00:31:53 ◼ ► the ball mess with the bull you get the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1913">TS</a>]
00:31:56 ◼ ► well you get the horn the great line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1916">TS</a>]
00:32:00 ◼ ► yeah he's the one he's the one who does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1920">TS</a>]
00:32:02 ◼ ► the jam up on not to derail you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1922">TS</a>]
00:32:04 ◼ ► came up on dan Aykroyd and trading [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1924">TS</a>]
00:32:06 ◼ ► right exactly does the B does the jam [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1926">TS</a>]
00:32:09 ◼ ► appease the vegetarian in the next guys [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1929">TS</a>]
00:32:12 ◼ ► uh he's won he's the one that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1932">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► brothers bring him i love that movie is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:18 ◼ ► so every time every every Christmas I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1938">TS</a>]
00:32:21 ◼ ► dress like a dress like santa and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1941">TS</a>]
00:32:22 ◼ ► always put a full smoked salmon in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1942">TS</a>]
00:32:25 ◼ ► in homage I man there's so much here I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1945">TS</a>]
00:32:32 ◼ ► like I i had trying not to talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1952">TS</a>]
00:32:34 ◼ ► myself but I totally i feel i feel the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1954">TS</a>]
00:32:36 ◼ ► same way in two ways first of all at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1956">TS</a>]
00:32:38 ◼ ► time I would have done someone I told [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1958">TS</a>]
00:32:41 ◼ ► you I used to walk around with my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1961">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► members only epaulets on hold because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:45 ◼ ► thought that really haha my way don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1965">TS</a>]
00:32:50 ◼ ► they're just putting a little bit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1970">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► extra Flair on that time yeah you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:54 ◼ ► Hey look at this I got this members only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1974">TS</a>]
00:32:55 ◼ ► jacket down at the unit down the flea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1975">TS</a>]
00:32:58 ◼ ► market and so it's not a real members [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1978">TS</a>]
00:33:00 ◼ ► only jacket i got the am wearing knee [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1980">TS</a>]
00:33:01 ◼ ► pads i slide down the halls on my knees [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1981">TS</a>]
00:33:03 ◼ ► and it's a thing I do and I i thought i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1983">TS</a>]
00:33:06 ◼ ► was like such an outsider but the second [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1986">TS</a>]
00:33:08 ◼ ► part that the really in retrospect the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1988">TS</a>]
00:33:09 ◼ ► parts of the real head head slapper is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1989">TS</a>]
00:33:12 ◼ ► the whole like oh you know I i wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1992">TS</a>]
00:33:15 ◼ ► really outside it's the kids that i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1995">TS</a>]
00:33:17 ◼ ► sitting around making fun of that we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/1997">TS</a>]
00:33:20 ◼ ► extraordinarily as much as I'd like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2000">TS</a>]
00:33:22 ◼ ► consider myself like in retrospect Peter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2002">TS</a>]
00:33:24 ◼ ► Parker character or something it wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2004">TS</a>]
00:33:26 ◼ ► I was I had I had a date ridiculously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2006">TS</a>]
00:33:29 ◼ ► sarcastic and cutting with that made a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2009">TS</a>]
00:33:32 ◼ ► lot of people feel really bad and i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2012">TS</a>]
00:33:33 ◼ ► sitting around acting like I'm Jeff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2013">TS</a>]
00:33:36 ◼ ► yeah I that speaking of two graphic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2016">TS</a>]
00:33:39 ◼ ► novels i just received in the mail a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2019">TS</a>]
00:33:41 ◼ ► very interesting graphic novel as a gift [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2021">TS</a>]
00:33:44 ◼ ► from somebody which is is a book but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2024">TS</a>]
00:33:47 ◼ ► about going to high school with Jeffrey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2027">TS</a>]
00:33:51 ◼ ► and this this comic book artist who's an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2031">TS</a>]
00:33:53 ◼ ► artist that I'm that I'm familiar with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2033">TS</a>]
00:33:55 ◼ ► from like alternative weekly magazines [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2035">TS</a>]
00:33:59 ◼ ► he's been he's been writing comics for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2039">TS</a>]
00:34:02 ◼ ► years and years and he's one of the you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2042">TS</a>]
00:34:04 ◼ ► know he's one of the great she would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2044">TS</a>]
00:34:05 ◼ ► recognize his work but it turns out this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2045">TS</a>]
00:34:07 ◼ ► coincidentally went to high school with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2047">TS</a>]
00:34:11 ◼ ► autobiography which is basically saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2051">TS</a>]
00:34:14 ◼ ► the same thing like we thought we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2054">TS</a>]
00:34:16 ◼ ► real you know real nerds and outsiders [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2056">TS</a>]
00:34:19 ◼ ► and Dahmer was our was our was kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2059">TS</a>]
00:34:22 ◼ ► our mascot but in reality Dahmer was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2062">TS</a>]
00:34:27 ◼ ► messed up and we and and we let him into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2067">TS</a>]
00:34:32 ◼ ► our gang only enough that that he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2072">TS</a>]
00:34:35 ◼ ► kind of our pet because he was such a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2075">TS</a>]
00:34:38 ◼ ► and we loved having this weird mascot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2078">TS</a>]
00:34:42 ◼ ► that we could walk around school and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2082">TS</a>]
00:34:44 ◼ ► like Dahmer imitated having cerebral [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2084">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► palsy and we all thought that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:49 ◼ ► hilarious and that was kind of our it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2089">TS</a>]
00:34:52 ◼ ► was one of our motifs mean they went to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2092">TS</a>]
00:34:54 ◼ ► school in the seventies right before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2094">TS</a>]
00:34:56 ◼ ► image but before pretending to have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2096">TS</a>]
00:34:58 ◼ ► cerebral palsy was considered man far [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2098">TS</a>]
00:35:00 ◼ ► with everybody's doing it at John factor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2100">TS</a>]
00:35:08 ◼ ► apparently um and so this so this book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2108">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► is really is is really heartbreaking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:15 ◼ ► because he's talking about the armor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2115">TS</a>]
00:35:18 ◼ ► before he had you know when he was still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2118">TS</a>]
00:35:20 ◼ ► out in the woods gathering animal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2120">TS</a>]
00:35:23 ◼ ► skeletons or he was still picking up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2123">TS</a>]
00:35:26 ◼ ► roadkill before he'd never hurt anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2126">TS</a>]
00:35:28 ◼ ► and it's like in that you know harming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2128">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► well it was even before he was he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:34 ◼ ► harming cats he did a lot of he didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2134">TS</a>]
00:35:36 ◼ ► do a lot of an alarming he ended up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2136">TS</a>]
00:35:38 ◼ ► doing it yeah in it as a you know animal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2138">TS</a>]
00:35:40 ◼ ► harming is kind of a gateway drug to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2140">TS</a>]
00:35:42 ◼ ► totally to like killing boys but this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2142">TS</a>]
00:35:47 ◼ ► was still when he was just picking up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2147">TS</a>]
00:35:48 ◼ ► dead animals out of the woods and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2148">TS</a>]
00:35:51 ◼ ► expressing like an unusual on natural [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2151">TS</a>]
00:35:54 ◼ ► fascination with them but so this guy is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2154">TS</a>]
00:35:58 ◼ ► telling the story and it's like and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2158">TS</a>]
00:36:00 ◼ ► looking back kind of with a feeling of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2160">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► responsibility but also pointing a real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► finger at the adults at the time and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:08 ◼ ► saying this kid was getting wasted drunk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2168">TS</a>]
00:36:12 ◼ ► before school every day and trying in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2172">TS</a>]
00:36:16 ◼ ► every way to cope with what was going on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2176">TS</a>]
00:36:19 ◼ ► in his mind and he was being ignored by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2179">TS</a>]
00:36:22 ◼ ► the by the faculty and the kids were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2182">TS</a>]
00:36:24 ◼ ► just you know we let we let him into our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2184">TS</a>]
00:36:25 ◼ ► gang because he was he was such a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2185">TS</a>]
00:36:27 ◼ ► because he you know he reinforced our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2187">TS</a>]
00:36:30 ◼ ► kind of like where the where the funny [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2190">TS</a>]
00:36:33 ◼ ► kids were the where the Bender's money [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2193">TS</a>]
00:36:38 ◼ ► might immediately to state the obvious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2198">TS</a>]
00:36:39 ◼ ► he probably seemed emblematic of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2199">TS</a>]
00:36:41 ◼ ► edginess they wish that they had and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2201">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► having him around let some of that from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:47 ◼ ► yeah he was he was a legitimate outsider [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2207">TS</a>]
00:36:50 ◼ ► and they kind of like took as much of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2210">TS</a>]
00:36:53 ◼ ► that as they were comfortable with on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2213">TS</a>]
00:36:54 ◼ ► onto themselves but as he says in his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2214">TS</a>]
00:36:57 ◼ ► book as jeff says in his book like we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2217">TS</a>]
00:36:58 ◼ ► never invited him over to our house we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2218">TS</a>]
00:37:00 ◼ ► would we would hang out with him at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2220">TS</a>]
00:37:03 ◼ ► as long as he was funny and then we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2223">TS</a>]
00:37:06 ◼ ► would stand there right in front of him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2226">TS</a>]
00:37:07 ◼ ► and make plans for later in the night [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2227">TS</a>]
00:37:10 ◼ ► um but Dahmer if you if you read his his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2230">TS</a>]
00:37:15 ◼ ► own kind of after he was caught his own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2235">TS</a>]
00:37:18 ◼ ► writings or his own confessions he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2238">TS</a>]
00:37:21 ◼ ► talking about the same period in his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2241">TS</a>]
00:37:22 ◼ ► life where he is feeling these urges and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2242">TS</a>]
00:37:26 ◼ ► trying to suppress them knowing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2246">TS</a>]
00:37:29 ◼ ► um so where he still had that kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2249">TS</a>]
00:37:32 ◼ ► not distance exactly but he could still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2252">TS</a>]
00:37:34 ◼ ► see that what he was doing was like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2254">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► know it's one thing to say like certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:40 ◼ ► people who have a certain kind of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2260">TS</a>]
00:37:42 ◼ ► cruelty kind of if you like evil where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2262">TS</a>]
00:37:44 ◼ ► you're deliberately harming things are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2264">TS</a>]
00:37:47 ◼ ► people just for the purpose of harming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2267">TS</a>]
00:37:49 ◼ ► them and enjoying it but he was still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2269">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► had a certain amount of remover might [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:52 ◼ ► like feel a little bad about it all he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2272">TS</a>]
00:37:54 ◼ ► felt terrible and you know when he he he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2274">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► was wrestling with the fact that he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2277">TS</a>]
00:37:59 ◼ ► gay and he and he couldn't he couldn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2279">TS</a>]
00:38:03 ◼ ► obviously admit that to anybody in 1977 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2283">TS</a>]
00:38:06 ◼ ► but he also had this he had this desire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2286">TS</a>]
00:38:10 ◼ ► to be in complete control to of a living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2290">TS</a>]
00:38:13 ◼ ► thing to the point that he would torture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2293">TS</a>]
00:38:16 ◼ ► it and and kill any knew it was wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2296">TS</a>]
00:38:18 ◼ ► but but it was an overwhelming urge i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2298">TS</a>]
00:38:25 ◼ ► certainly he ended up expressing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2305">TS</a>]
00:38:27 ◼ ► but it was but there was to read this to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2307">TS</a>]
00:38:30 ◼ ► read this graphic novel is to you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2310">TS</a>]
00:38:33 ◼ ► to be put kind of into this moment in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2313">TS</a>]
00:38:35 ◼ ► this kid's life where you're like oh you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2315">TS</a>]
00:38:39 ◼ ► in there it was still possible for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2319">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► someone maybe to have intervened and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:43 ◼ ► directed him in in like somewhere else [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2323">TS</a>]
00:38:46 ◼ ► instead of like when you first realize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2326">TS</a>]
00:38:52 ◼ ► a roadkill in jars of formaldehyde in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2332">TS</a>]
00:38:56 ◼ ► the barn out back of the house like do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2336">TS</a>]
00:38:59 ◼ ► you have a talk with him like he knows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2339">TS</a>]
00:39:02 ◼ ► you're kid cries when they come home [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2342">TS</a>]
00:39:03 ◼ ► from church are you notice that they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2343">TS</a>]
00:39:05 ◼ ► not doing when they sit in the back of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2345">TS</a>]
00:39:06 ◼ ► the classroom you try to put one and one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2346">TS</a>]
00:39:07 ◼ ► together about these things that why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2347">TS</a>]
00:39:09 ◼ ► they're not thriving right right kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2349">TS</a>]
00:39:12 ◼ ► yeah nobody did that in this instance [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2352">TS</a>]
00:39:14 ◼ ► but I think about those Columbine kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2354">TS</a>]
00:39:16 ◼ ► in that same way when that happened I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2356">TS</a>]
00:39:19 ◼ ► thought about myself in high school and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2359">TS</a>]
00:39:21 ◼ ► I was like I was you know I was building [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2361">TS</a>]
00:39:23 ◼ ► pipe bombs with my friends and we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2363">TS</a>]
00:39:27 ◼ ► going out on weekends and blowing up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2367">TS</a>]
00:39:36 ◼ ► yeah you need to get harmed parked cars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2376">TS</a>]
00:39:39 ◼ ► yeah and it's not think that I've ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2379">TS</a>]
00:39:41 ◼ ► talk about because I wasn't sure about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2381">TS</a>]
00:39:43 ◼ ► the statute of limitations but i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2383">TS</a>]
00:39:45 ◼ ► it's passed on blowing up the phone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2385">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► blowing up cars but you know we were we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:49 ◼ ► we learned we all have the anarchist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2389">TS</a>]
00:39:51 ◼ ► cookbook and the anarchists cookbook is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2391">TS</a>]
00:39:54 ◼ ► great except it doesn't really quite go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2394">TS</a>]
00:39:59 ◼ ► we tried to make our own black powder we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2399">TS</a>]
00:40:01 ◼ ► realized after the after we had spent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2401">TS</a>]
00:40:04 ◼ ► weeks and weeks working on a black [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2404">TS</a>]
00:40:06 ◼ ► powder mixture we realize two things one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2406">TS</a>]
00:40:08 ◼ ► we're making very effective smoke bombs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2408">TS</a>]
00:40:11 ◼ ► but that making black powder was harder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2411">TS</a>]
00:40:14 ◼ ► than just mixing three ingredients black [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2414">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► powder is essentially three ingredients [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:19 ◼ ► but it's you know just mix them in like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2419">TS</a>]
00:40:22 ◼ ► rough quantities and start with a wooden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2422">TS</a>]
00:40:24 ◼ ► spoon and then yeah black powder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2424">TS</a>]
00:40:26 ◼ ► I mean there's not that many ingredients [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2426">TS</a>]
00:40:28 ◼ ► to make coke but you got another right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2428">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► mix together i know the right things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:31 ◼ ► right and so we had all these different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2431">TS</a>]
00:40:33 ◼ ► black powder mixtures that we've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2433">TS</a>]
00:40:35 ◼ ► working on and they all turned out to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2435">TS</a>]
00:40:36 ◼ ► like basically smoke they made smoke [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2436">TS</a>]
00:40:39 ◼ ► they make they made acrid smoke and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2439">TS</a>]
00:40:42 ◼ ► we realized you know what they sell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2442">TS</a>]
00:40:43 ◼ ► black powder at the fred meyer because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2443">TS</a>]
00:40:45 ◼ ► we live in alaska and it's 1983 and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2445">TS</a>]
00:40:49 ◼ ► people still are hunting with black [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2449">TS</a>]
00:40:51 ◼ ► powder muskets up here what it was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2451">TS</a>]
00:40:54 ◼ ► ok it was a thing guys that should come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2454">TS</a>]
00:40:58 ◼ ► hey guys were hunting with muskets still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2458">TS</a>]
00:41:00 ◼ ► local whores with with the blender butts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2460">TS</a>]
00:41:03 ◼ ► and so you could go to the fred meyer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2463">TS</a>]
00:41:05 ◼ ► and for like five dollars by a can of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2465">TS</a>]
00:41:07 ◼ ► smokeless powder and it wasn't even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2467">TS</a>]
00:41:09 ◼ ► behind the counter it was just out in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2469">TS</a>]
00:41:12 ◼ ► Wow and there were multiple times Merlin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2472">TS</a>]
00:41:14 ◼ ► I swear to you in the mid-eighties where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2474">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► I would as a fifteen-year-old walk up to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► the checkout counter at a friend Meyer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:22 ◼ ► with three cans of black powder five [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2482">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► lengths of of lead pipe and no no now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:31 ◼ ► yeah and they would go to did king did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2491">TS</a>]
00:41:35 ◼ ► yeah dude would you like your receipt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2495">TS</a>]
00:41:36 ◼ ► sir that the total comes to 2497 and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2496">TS</a>]
00:41:39 ◼ ► would walk out with a bag of what could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2499">TS</a>]
00:41:42 ◼ ► only be bombs that ended up getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2502">TS</a>]
00:41:46 ◼ ► expelled put it put on double-secret [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2506">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► emergency prep suspension from school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:50 ◼ ► how they found in your locker room and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2510">TS</a>]
00:41:52 ◼ ► lock the practice school brought it to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2512">TS</a>]
00:41:54 ◼ ► school and told the teacher about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2514">TS</a>]
00:41:56 ◼ ► because I was so proud of myself that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2516">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► was making and selling pipe bombs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2518">TS</a>]
00:42:01 ◼ ► and he was deeply disappointed he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2521">TS</a>]
00:42:03 ◼ ► very disappointed in me but we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2523">TS</a>]
00:42:05 ◼ ► using these bombs to blow to you know we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2525">TS</a>]
00:42:09 ◼ ► were going out and and and blowing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2529">TS</a>]
00:42:10 ◼ ► things up and we were doing very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2530">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► whimsically um but because you are a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:19 ◼ ► highschool person a you do not have any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2539">TS</a>]
00:42:22 ◼ ► judgment whatsoever that we had no sense [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2542">TS</a>]
00:42:27 ◼ ► different then I accept that it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2547">TS</a>]
00:42:30 ◼ ► cooler than what any other kids were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2550">TS</a>]
00:42:33 ◼ ► doing you know or that this was like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2553">TS</a>]
00:42:35 ◼ ► this was just normal i don't know normal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2555">TS</a>]
00:42:38 ◼ ► i don't know that i stopped messing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2558">TS</a>]
00:42:40 ◼ ► around with pipe bombs when I was we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2560">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► were pulling away from a party one time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:46 ◼ ► different high school and they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2566">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► anyone and they were like it was a lame [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:49 ◼ ► party and they were jerks to us and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2569">TS</a>]
00:42:53 ◼ ► we climbed in my car and we were leaving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2573">TS</a>]
00:42:55 ◼ ► this party and my my friend who have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2575">TS</a>]
00:42:58 ◼ ► worse judgment than I did open the glove [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2578">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► compartment of my car and there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► pipe bomb in there and we had figured [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:04 ◼ ► out that if you went to the if you if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2584">TS</a>]
00:43:06 ◼ ► you went to the the gun store if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2586">TS</a>]
00:43:09 ◼ ► didn't buy your black powder at fred [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2589">TS</a>]
00:43:11 ◼ ► meyer if you went to the gun store where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2591">TS</a>]
00:43:14 ◼ ► that they also sold can infuse literal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2594">TS</a>]
00:43:18 ◼ ► like fuse for your homemade cannon and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2598">TS</a>]
00:43:24 ◼ ► so we bought we bought 50 feet of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2604">TS</a>]
00:43:26 ◼ ► cannon fuse and we stopped using the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2606">TS</a>]
00:43:29 ◼ ► solar igniters from from model rockets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2609">TS</a>]
00:43:32 ◼ ► to electrically ignite our pipe bombs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2612">TS</a>]
00:43:35 ◼ ► and we just stuck fuse and them and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2615">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► started making basically pythons you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:39 ◼ ► could live with a lighter and I had one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2619">TS</a>]
00:43:41 ◼ ► of these in my glove compartment and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2621">TS</a>]
00:43:43 ◼ ► this buddy of mine as we're leaving this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2623">TS</a>]
00:43:45 ◼ ► party just pull it out lights it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2625">TS</a>]
00:43:49 ◼ ► throws it out the window like like an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2629">TS</a>]
00:43:50 ◼ ► anarchist like he made like almost like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2630">TS</a>]
00:43:52 ◼ ► one little bowling ball things you like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2632">TS</a>]
00:43:54 ◼ ► lip balm and threw it he lit a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2634">TS</a>]
00:43:56 ◼ ► bomb that I that I had in in the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2636">TS</a>]
00:43:59 ◼ ► wisdom of my youth that I had in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2639">TS</a>]
00:44:01 ◼ ► glove compartment of my car in case I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2641">TS</a>]
00:44:03 ◼ ► needed it and he found it and had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2643">TS</a>]
00:44:06 ◼ ► lighter because we were smoking pot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2646">TS</a>]
00:44:08 ◼ ► Hitler is and he was like i'll check it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2648">TS</a>]
00:44:11 ◼ ► out these guys at this party are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2651">TS</a>]
00:44:14 ◼ ► he lit it and threw it out the window [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2654">TS</a>]
00:44:15 ◼ ► into the front yard of the house where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2655">TS</a>]
00:44:18 ◼ ► there were 350 kids at this party and as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2658">TS</a>]
00:44:24 ◼ ► a teenager I did the only thing that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2664">TS</a>]
00:44:27 ◼ ► could do which was a slam on the gas and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2667">TS</a>]
00:44:34 ◼ ► what the fuck did you just do and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2674">TS</a>]
00:44:36 ◼ ► repealing out getting out of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2676">TS</a>]
00:44:38 ◼ ► neighborhood and I and in my mind I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2678">TS</a>]
00:44:40 ◼ ► seeing that I've seen these bombs go off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2680">TS</a>]
00:44:42 ◼ ► and i know that this is a yard full of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2682">TS</a>]
00:44:45 ◼ ► kids this is a house full of kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2685">TS</a>]
00:44:47 ◼ ► this bomb is going to go off its gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2687">TS</a>]
00:44:49 ◼ ► break every window in that house and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2689">TS</a>]
00:44:53 ◼ ► it is going to kill somebody and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2693">TS</a>]
00:44:56 ◼ ► like I've never felt a dread like i did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2696">TS</a>]
00:45:00 ◼ ► as i am driving away from this isn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2700">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► peeling out away from this place and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:05 ◼ ► and the guy next to me is like haha well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2705">TS</a>]
00:45:09 ◼ ► and we get to the end of the block and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2709">TS</a>]
00:45:13 ◼ ► I'm waiting for the ground to shake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2713">TS</a>]
00:45:15 ◼ ► because these things are these pipelines [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2715">TS</a>]
00:45:17 ◼ ► we were making were like real bombs and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2717">TS</a>]
00:45:24 ◼ ► nothing happens and when they I mean not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2724">TS</a>]
00:45:25 ◼ ► inside a lot about this one explodes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2725">TS</a>]
00:45:28 ◼ ► going to be the equivalent of shrapnel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2728">TS</a>]
00:45:29 ◼ ► he's gonna be Bassam metal hot metal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2729">TS</a>]
00:45:32 ◼ ► flying through the air at hundreds of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2732">TS</a>]
00:45:35 ◼ ► let's strap and all that that I mean we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2735">TS</a>]
00:45:37 ◼ ► we we tested one of these I mean we we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2737">TS</a>]
00:45:40 ◼ ► tested these things it all over and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2740">TS</a>]
00:45:43 ◼ ► get that the the LED goes right through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2743">TS</a>]
00:45:47 ◼ ► a car like like just peppers it and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2747">TS</a>]
00:45:53 ◼ ► sitting I'm sitting at the end of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2753">TS</a>]
00:45:55 ◼ ► block waiting to hear this explosion and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2755">TS</a>]
00:45:57 ◼ ► and wondering like running down the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2757">TS</a>]
00:46:01 ◼ ► scenarios running down basically running [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2761">TS</a>]
00:46:03 ◼ ► down me being brought in front of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2763">TS</a>]
00:46:07 ◼ ► courtroom and being asked to explain why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2767">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► I killed these kids and nothing happens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:15 ◼ ► and I wait a couple of minutes and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2775">TS</a>]
00:46:20 ◼ ► know how you know that I know how long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2780">TS</a>]
00:46:21 ◼ ► the fuse was and I mean nothing happens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2781">TS</a>]
00:46:24 ◼ ► so i turn the car around and we very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2784">TS</a>]
00:46:28 ◼ ► slowly drive past this party and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2788">TS</a>]
00:46:31 ◼ ► everything is just part is just going on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2791">TS</a>]
00:46:33 ◼ ► and out in the middle of the yard is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2793">TS</a>]
00:46:37 ◼ ► this dud pipe bomb that didn't go off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2797">TS</a>]
00:46:41 ◼ ► and and i'm looking at it i'm thinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2801">TS</a>]
00:46:47 ◼ ► what is my responsibility here I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2807">TS</a>]
00:46:51 ◼ ► want to run and grab this thing it could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2811">TS</a>]
00:46:54 ◼ ► go off at any moment I don't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2814">TS</a>]
00:46:56 ◼ ► stop and get out of the car and yell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2816">TS</a>]
00:46:58 ◼ ► bomb i don't want i want to be a half an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2818">TS</a>]
00:47:05 ◼ ► hour ago and have this not happen I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2825">TS</a>]
00:47:08 ◼ ► but also is there some part of you at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2828">TS</a>]
00:47:10 ◼ ► first my first thought sickly enough was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2830">TS</a>]
00:47:12 ◼ ► now it's evidence it's not a bomb now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2832">TS</a>]
00:47:13 ◼ ► it's it's evidence got your fingerprints [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2833">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► nine out of ten people are going to look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:22 ◼ ► at and say what's this guy like what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2842">TS</a>]
00:47:24 ◼ ► this length of pipe like it doesn't it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2844">TS</a>]
00:47:28 ◼ ► if you are in the pipe bomb making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2848">TS</a>]
00:47:30 ◼ ► business it doesn't read as a bomb it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2850">TS</a>]
00:47:32 ◼ ► just reads like why did somebody put two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2852">TS</a>]
00:47:34 ◼ ► end caps on a short length of pipe and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2854">TS</a>]
00:47:38 ◼ ► it just sits there it sits there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2858">TS</a>]
00:47:40 ◼ ► throbbing in the lawn and my friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2860">TS</a>]
00:47:42 ◼ ► like let's get out of here it's a dud [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2862">TS</a>]
00:47:43 ◼ ► and you know there's a lot of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2863">TS</a>]
00:47:46 ◼ ► there's a lot of reasons why it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2866">TS</a>]
00:47:48 ◼ ► have been done it was not a surprise but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2868">TS</a>]
00:47:52 ◼ ► I you know I kind of parked down the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2872">TS</a>]
00:47:54 ◼ ► block and watch the front yard of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2874">TS</a>]
00:47:57 ◼ ► party not knowing what to do and she and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2877">TS</a>]
00:48:03 ◼ ► continuing to choose wrong which is to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2883">TS</a>]
00:48:05 ◼ ► sit there and watch it rather than go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2885">TS</a>]
00:48:06 ◼ ► like run in there and say everybody out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2886">TS</a>]
00:48:08 ◼ ► and it never went off and eventually I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2888">TS</a>]
00:48:12 ◼ ► was like let's just you know put it put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2892">TS</a>]
00:48:14 ◼ ► the car in reverse and like slowly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2894">TS</a>]
00:48:16 ◼ ► backed away and went on with our lives [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2896">TS</a>]
00:48:18 ◼ ► but picturing how different my life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2898">TS</a>]
00:48:22 ◼ ► would be if that bomb had gone off and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2902">TS</a>]
00:48:26 ◼ ► had and i don't mean to make that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2906">TS</a>]
00:48:28 ◼ ► equivalent to the to those kids at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2908">TS</a>]
00:48:30 ◼ ► Columbine who actively went into their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2910">TS</a>]
00:48:32 ◼ ► school and shot a bunch of people but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2912">TS</a>]
00:48:35 ◼ ► when that when the Columbine thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2915">TS</a>]
00:48:37 ◼ ► happened I i was able to put myself in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2917">TS</a>]
00:48:40 ◼ ► their shoes pretty pretty easily because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2920">TS</a>]
00:48:45 ◼ ► I could identify with those with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2925">TS</a>]
00:48:47 ◼ ► feelings that they had had and I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2927">TS</a>]
00:48:49 ◼ ► was a full full grown adult but i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2929">TS</a>]
00:48:51 ◼ ► remembered i remember feeling that way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2931">TS</a>]
00:48:53 ◼ ► and i remembered thinking that I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2933">TS</a>]
00:48:57 ◼ ► pretty that was pretty cool and it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2937">TS</a>]
00:49:00 ◼ ► obvious those Columbine kids thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2940">TS</a>]
00:49:01 ◼ ► they were very cool and they went in and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2941">TS</a>]
00:49:04 ◼ ► they killed a bunch of their their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2944">TS</a>]
00:49:06 ◼ ► friends because they were teenagers and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2946">TS</a>]
00:49:08 ◼ ► teenagers are stupid so you really don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2948">TS</a>]
00:49:15 ◼ ► have that you don't have the wiring I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2955">TS</a>]
00:49:17 ◼ ► mean it's just not it's just not there i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2957">TS</a>]
00:49:21 ◼ ► who may be out of my case may be out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2961">TS</a>]
00:49:24 ◼ ► fear or the desire to be liked with you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2964">TS</a>]
00:49:28 ◼ ► know quote-unquote do the right thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2968">TS</a>]
00:49:29 ◼ ► but you know it's it's like I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2969">TS</a>]
00:49:33 ◼ ► like transubstantiation or something I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2973">TS</a>]
00:49:34 ◼ ► mean it was maybe something where I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2974">TS</a>]
00:49:36 ◼ ► like doing it because I believe that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2976">TS</a>]
00:49:37 ◼ ► there's this thing but i didn't i was i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2977">TS</a>]
00:49:42 ◼ ► so just because of some sense of ethics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2982">TS</a>]
00:49:46 ◼ ► it was all the thought processes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2986">TS</a>]
00:49:49 ◼ ► everything i did at that age where were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2989">TS</a>]
00:49:51 ◼ ► really even when I thought they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2991">TS</a>]
00:49:54 ◼ ► good we're really twisted yeah i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2994">TS</a>]
00:49:56 ◼ ► think i don't think most people i mean i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2996">TS</a>]
00:49:59 ◼ ► think there's some serious neurology [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/2999">TS</a>]
00:50:00 ◼ ► behind this but I think you just don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3000">TS</a>]
00:50:02 ◼ ► have the wiring at that age and in fact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3002">TS</a>]
00:50:04 ◼ ► it's my understanding that when you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3004">TS</a>]
00:50:05 ◼ ► 13 or 14 especially i mean it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3005">TS</a>]
00:50:09 ◼ ► pretty bad i mean i think the basic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3009">TS</a>]
00:50:11 ◼ ► wiring of a teenage boy that age is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3011">TS</a>]
00:50:14 ◼ ► well that's why I just in the sense of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3014">TS</a>]
00:50:16 ◼ ► like not really having any sense of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3016">TS</a>]
00:50:18 ◼ ► what this means to the rest of the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3018">TS</a>]
00:50:20 ◼ ► right that's why the most dangerous the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3020">TS</a>]
00:50:24 ◼ ► most dangerous people on city streets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3024">TS</a>]
00:50:25 ◼ ► are teenage gang bangers if you see a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3025">TS</a>]
00:50:28 ◼ ► twenty-five-year-old thug he is so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3028">TS</a>]
00:50:33 ◼ ► more like a reasonable person but if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3033">TS</a>]
00:50:37 ◼ ► see a group of 15 year old gangsters [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3037">TS</a>]
00:50:41 ◼ ► those those kids have no there they have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3041">TS</a>]
00:50:46 ◼ ► no limits and and you know they are they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3046">TS</a>]
00:50:49 ◼ ► don't believe that that their actions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3049">TS</a>]
00:50:53 ◼ ► that's why they're you know that's why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3053">TS</a>]
00:50:55 ◼ ► they're great soldiers but but the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3055">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► yeah I don't know I feel like that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:03 ◼ ► feel like this trail building a plan is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3063">TS</a>]
00:51:10 ◼ ► is a solution like if I had if I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3070">TS</a>]
00:51:15 ◼ ► spent my junior high years building [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3075">TS</a>]
00:51:18 ◼ ► trail route rather than sitting in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3078">TS</a>]
00:51:21 ◼ ► school making pipe on that don't work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3081">TS</a>]
00:51:23 ◼ ► and learn and learn about the many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3083">TS</a>]
00:51:27 ◼ ► I would have been a I would have been a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3087">TS</a>]
00:51:30 ◼ ► better teenager would have been a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3090">TS</a>]
00:51:32 ◼ ► healthier fifteen-year-old if I had done [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3092">TS</a>]
00:51:33 ◼ ► some hard work when I was 12 years old [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3093">TS</a>]
00:51:36 ◼ ► and I don't I I really I feel like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3096">TS</a>]
00:51:41 ◼ ► I feel like that we we have a they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3101">TS</a>]
00:51:43 ◼ ► starting to be a groundswell behind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3103">TS</a>]
00:51:45 ◼ ► supertrain moment completely unaware of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3105">TS</a>]
00:51:47 ◼ ► this really what are we doing really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3107">TS</a>]
00:51:48 ◼ ► where we're a little bit like Kelly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3108">TS</a>]
00:51:50 ◼ ► except you know without the coat where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3110">TS</a>]
00:51:52 ◼ ► were kind of writing a prescription for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3112">TS</a>]
00:51:54 ◼ ► retro actively don't believe in time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3114">TS</a>]
00:51:55 ◼ ► travel but I'm just saying I i suspect [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3115">TS</a>]
00:51:58 ◼ ► you don't but not talk to me about time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3118">TS</a>]
00:52:00 ◼ ► travel ok I i think i think that's part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3120">TS</a>]
00:52:03 ◼ ► of it i think that i think that when we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3123">TS</a>]
00:52:04 ◼ ► do almost anything as adults were in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3124">TS</a>]
00:52:07 ◼ ► some ways trying to compensate for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3127">TS</a>]
00:52:09 ◼ ► yeah i agree but we need to start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3129">TS</a>]
00:52:12 ◼ ► implementing phase one of the supertrain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3132">TS</a>]
00:52:14 ◼ ► I mean I guess we have been implementing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3134">TS</a>]
00:52:16 ◼ ► phase 1i think when it's time to start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3136">TS</a>]
00:52:17 ◼ ► this thing starts actually moving on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3137">TS</a>]
00:52:19 ◼ ► move beyond the whisper campaign [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3139">TS</a>]
00:52:21 ◼ ► yeah i think people are ready and I and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3141">TS</a>]
00:52:24 ◼ ► I and I feel like the longer we no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3144">TS</a>]
00:52:26 ◼ ► longer we wait the longer we wait the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3146">TS</a>]
00:52:30 ◼ ► more you know the more the a million [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3150">TS</a>]
00:52:35 ◼ ► voices are screaming out at once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3155">TS</a>]
00:52:37 ◼ ► supertrain SEI who don't have time to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3157">TS</a>]
00:52:42 ◼ ► into this because i think there's the I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3162">TS</a>]
00:52:44 ◼ ► i would like to see it in as much as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3164">TS</a>]
00:52:46 ◼ ► you're comfortable just even seeing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3166">TS</a>]
00:52:48 ◼ ► the anyone see the pages of the plan i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3168">TS</a>]
00:52:50 ◼ ► try to see the size of the plan just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3170">TS</a>]
00:52:51 ◼ ► roughly because I made some of it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3171">TS</a>]
00:52:53 ◼ ► documented somewhere on some some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3173">TS</a>]
00:52:55 ◼ ► cocktail napkins or pieces of plank or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3175">TS</a>]
00:52:58 ◼ ► something then but I mean do you see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3178">TS</a>]
00:53:00 ◼ ► it's something says it's written in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3180">TS</a>]
00:53:01 ◼ ► white out so it's a it's it's it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3181">TS</a>]
00:53:04 ◼ ► much bigger document that needs to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3184">TS</a>]
00:53:05 ◼ ► that's so undignified it's going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3185">TS</a>]
00:53:08 ◼ ► write on your right in your duster make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3188">TS</a>]
00:53:11 ◼ ► on your way would you call your world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3191">TS</a>]
00:53:13 ◼ ► war one jacket yeah yeah well one trench [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3193">TS</a>]
00:53:16 ◼ ► yeah it's one thing yeah jacket dusters [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3196">TS</a>]
00:53:18 ◼ ► dusters I want to see a duster I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3198">TS</a>]
00:53:21 ◼ ► that's man that's why ceilings IC [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3201">TS</a>]
00:53:24 ◼ ► testers you see doctors teachers that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3204">TS</a>]
00:53:26 ◼ ► well that's the thing dusters are the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3206">TS</a>]
00:53:28 ◼ ► customers are the official coat of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3208">TS</a>]
00:53:31 ◼ ► software engineer who didn't get the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3211">TS</a>]
00:53:35 ◼ ► memo like the duster and the and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3215">TS</a>]
00:53:43 ◼ ► yeah yeah the truck the troubling part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3223">TS</a>]
00:53:45 ◼ ► is that the the memo has been delivered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3225">TS</a>]
00:53:49 ◼ ► it's just he hasn't been checking that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3229">TS</a>]
00:53:50 ◼ ► mailbox haha memo has been delivered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3230">TS</a>]
00:53:53 ◼ ► often at least weekly for some time now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3233">TS</a>]
00:53:56 ◼ ► and it's just a little behind on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3236">TS</a>]
00:53:58 ◼ ► yeah so especially when you see a guy in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3238">TS</a>]
00:54:00 ◼ ► that hand duster getting off the bus or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3240">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► you know and or or waiting likes waiting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:06 ◼ ► downtown out in line at a coffee cart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3246">TS</a>]
00:54:08 ◼ ► and you're like listen you are dressed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3248">TS</a>]
00:54:11 ◼ ► you are dressed as somebody who should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3251">TS</a>]
00:54:17 ◼ ► it's good yeah you are seriously you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3257">TS</a>]
00:54:21 ◼ ► dressed for a post-apocalyptic Campbell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEMdo0IU/3261">TS</a>]