00:00:15 ◼ ► ya got what I need but you say he's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/15">TS</a>]
00:00:28 ◼ ► Biz Markie say I was just listening to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/28">TS</a>]
00:00:32 ◼ ► some fizz Marquis yeah yesterday i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/32">TS</a>]
00:00:35 ◼ ► listening to the bottle service in today [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/35">TS</a>]
00:00:37 ◼ ► I'm listening to biz markie and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/37">TS</a>]
00:00:39 ◼ ► trying to I'm trying to go back and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/39">TS</a>]
00:00:44 ◼ ► classics I'm gonna take a different Road [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/44">TS</a>]
00:00:51 ◼ ► yeah I start off brush tabula rasa haha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/51">TS</a>]
00:00:57 ◼ ► word up John blank slate have you been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/57">TS</a>]
00:01:00 ◼ ► getting exposed to new music oh well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/60">TS</a>]
00:01:04 ◼ ► know i was just at Seattle's bumbershoot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/64">TS</a>]
00:01:05 ◼ ► festival and got exposed to a lot of new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/65">TS</a>]
00:01:09 ◼ ► things I got exposed to some music like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/69">TS</a>]
00:01:14 ◼ ► the Breeders superchunk community the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/74">TS</a>]
00:01:21 ◼ ► whoa whoa all the big axe the Esau you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/81">TS</a>]
00:01:24 ◼ ► saw sergeant and the other guy sergeant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/84">TS</a>]
00:01:28 ◼ ► and what's-his-name allergen and and big [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/88">TS</a>]
00:01:29 ◼ ► voice that can still sing like how can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/89">TS</a>]
00:01:31 ◼ ► II he sings it's amazing he's like an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/91">TS</a>]
00:01:34 ◼ ► he's a little man and he's blue he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/94">TS</a>]
00:01:36 ◼ ► blowing doors out with this but this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/96">TS</a>]
00:01:38 ◼ ► incredible voice my first song first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/98">TS</a>]
00:01:41 ◼ ► chorus and you're like how do you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/101">TS</a>]
00:01:45 ◼ ► how would you get there even at the end [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/105">TS</a>]
00:01:46 ◼ ► of your set how would you be so so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/106">TS</a>]
00:01:48 ◼ ► warmed up that you could hit that note [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/108">TS</a>]
00:01:50 ◼ ► he's right there his solo records really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/110">TS</a>]
00:01:52 ◼ ► good now I'm sorry that i'm totally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/112">TS</a>]
00:01:54 ◼ ► spacing out his name is Colin Colin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/114">TS</a>]
00:01:59 ◼ ► yeah they have a really good song that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/119">TS</a>]
00:02:01 ◼ ► think they might even record after [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/121">TS</a>]
00:02:02 ◼ ► odyssey an Oracle i think it's called [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/122">TS</a>]
00:02:07 ◼ ► and then it's just uh just soaring yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/127">TS</a>]
00:02:10 ◼ ► that record is that's a melancholy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/130">TS</a>]
00:02:12 ◼ ► record it is there's a lot of sadness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/132">TS</a>]
00:02:16 ◼ ► mmm they're so so strong about world war [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/136">TS</a>]
00:02:20 ◼ ► well you know what there's a song about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/140">TS</a>]
00:02:22 ◼ ► world war one on the second key to help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/142">TS</a>]
00:02:23 ◼ ► them to they don't want to talk about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/143">TS</a>]
00:02:26 ◼ ► was a controversial because they like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/146">TS</a>]
00:02:29 ◼ ► the wrong side it's just that a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/149">TS</a>]
00:02:30 ◼ ► that most keen fans you know that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/150">TS</a>]
00:02:32 ◼ ► want the they want the songs to be about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/152">TS</a>]
00:02:34 ◼ ► love automatically what would you seem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/154">TS</a>]
00:02:36 ◼ ► less keen songs are about I would say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/156">TS</a>]
00:02:38 ◼ ► most keen songs are about longing for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/158">TS</a>]
00:02:42 ◼ ► friendship oh it's like a bunny kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/162">TS</a>]
00:02:48 ◼ ► it's proto brownie they McKeon was there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/168">TS</a>]
00:02:50 ◼ ► before the bronies but yeah it's about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/170">TS</a>]
00:02:55 ◼ ► yeah it's like everything i remember i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/175">TS</a>]
00:02:58 ◼ ► remember you know back when I didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/178">TS</a>]
00:03:01 ◼ ► I didn't realize that there is never it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/181">TS</a>]
00:03:03 ◼ ► had been realized that i did that what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/183">TS</a>]
00:03:07 ◼ ► really was doing was yearning to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/187">TS</a>]
00:03:09 ◼ ► touched you you just wanted to hold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/189">TS</a>]
00:03:11 ◼ ► hands and talk yeah you know like to put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/191">TS</a>]
00:03:15 ◼ ► your head on my shoulder cut my hair is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/195">TS</a>]
00:03:17 ◼ ► I don't think that's what everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/197">TS</a>]
00:03:20 ◼ ► ya see saw the zombies you saw the beers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/200">TS</a>]
00:03:23 ◼ ► i asked the beaters a couple times they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/203">TS</a>]
00:03:24 ◼ ► did back in the day they put on a pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/204">TS</a>]
00:03:26 ◼ ► good show i like better nirvana song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/206">TS</a>]
00:03:28 ◼ ► yeah you know they still put on a good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/208">TS</a>]
00:03:29 ◼ ► show and I have to say I was it i'm i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/209">TS</a>]
00:03:32 ◼ ► standing in the crowd the young lady I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/212">TS</a>]
00:03:35 ◼ ► was with the concert turned to me and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/215">TS</a>]
00:03:37 ◼ ► said judge that do the Breeders matter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/217">TS</a>]
00:03:40 ◼ ► to you where the Breeders part of your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/220">TS</a>]
00:03:41 ◼ ► thing today are they like part of your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/221">TS</a>]
00:03:43 ◼ ► pantheon by my side and i slumped my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/223">TS</a>]
00:03:47 ◼ ► shoulders and I said yes the Breeders [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/227">TS</a>]
00:03:50 ◼ ► matter to me what part of that was hard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/230">TS</a>]
00:03:54 ◼ ► remember at the time the Breeders it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/234">TS</a>]
00:03:57 ◼ ► just felt like it felt like it was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/237">TS</a>]
00:04:01 ◼ ► that moment in time where it's like we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/241">TS</a>]
00:04:03 ◼ ► instruments my sister doesn't even she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/243">TS</a>]
00:04:05 ◼ ► never even picked up a guitar before and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/245">TS</a>]
00:04:07 ◼ ► and now she's you know coming up with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/247">TS</a>]
00:04:09 ◼ ► these cool guitar parts and we're a band [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/249">TS</a>]
00:04:11 ◼ ► and we don't even care do to do and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/251">TS</a>]
00:04:15 ◼ ► yeah but in fact they made really good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/255">TS</a>]
00:04:18 ◼ ► of to me you know like that music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/258">TS</a>]
00:04:20 ◼ ► reaches me it's very cool everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/260">TS</a>]
00:04:25 ◼ ► about them is cool but but like I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/265">TS</a>]
00:04:28 ◼ ► like it's legitimately cool it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/268">TS</a>]
00:04:29 ◼ ► trying to is it is and I think just one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/269">TS</a>]
00:04:31 ◼ ► of those instances where the albini [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/271">TS</a>]
00:04:33 ◼ ► production was such a perfect match [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/273">TS</a>]
00:04:35 ◼ ► yeah I mean that man knows how to make a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/275">TS</a>]
00:04:37 ◼ ► base yes he can make up is I mean two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/277">TS</a>]
00:04:40 ◼ ► midgets base is like a force of nature [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/280">TS</a>]
00:04:42 ◼ ► really way he makes it sound in the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/282">TS</a>]
00:04:44 ◼ ► he does drums i heard am I got a copy of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/284">TS</a>]
00:04:47 ◼ ► the cassette of demos mostly stuff that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/287">TS</a>]
00:04:51 ◼ ► was on pod and some stuff that would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/291">TS</a>]
00:04:53 ◼ ► on last splash in early versions and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/293">TS</a>]
00:04:56 ◼ ► it's not a great it was I think we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/296">TS</a>]
00:04:58 ◼ ► like you put this on and if you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/298">TS</a>]
00:04:59 ◼ ► some dumbass record executive in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/299">TS</a>]
00:05:01 ◼ ► early nineties who would you know who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/301">TS</a>]
00:05:02 ◼ ► would have signed up in a pound of bacon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/302">TS</a>]
00:05:03 ◼ ► like cotton candy got plans why ya gotta [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/303">TS</a>]
00:05:09 ◼ ► poke poke poke I'll tell you how to make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/309">TS</a>]
00:05:11 ◼ ► I'm gonna be you just bake this right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/311">TS</a>]
00:05:16 ◼ ► well I have to say though you know how I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/316">TS</a>]
00:05:17 ◼ ► feel about distortion and I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/317">TS</a>]
00:05:19 ◼ ► reflecting back on my life as a musician [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/319">TS</a>]
00:05:21 ◼ ► and i feel like i have not I have not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/321">TS</a>]
00:05:24 ◼ ► given distort I'm not allowed myself to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/324">TS</a>]
00:05:28 ◼ ► have distortion this is the problem and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/328">TS</a>]
00:05:32 ◼ ► I'm sorry I lost you you have a meeting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/332">TS</a>]
00:05:36 ◼ ► mm-hmm do I see no i mean so what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/336">TS</a>]
00:05:43 ◼ ► something's both things i have a million [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/343">TS</a>]
00:05:45 ◼ ► overdrive pedals i have a I actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/345">TS</a>]
00:05:46 ◼ ► have a there's an extension of my house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/346">TS</a>]
00:05:50 ◼ ► overdrive pedals came on and we call it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/350">TS</a>]
00:05:53 ◼ ► the boss we but i but but you know in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/353">TS</a>]
00:05:57 ◼ ► the nineties right i had a mite my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/357">TS</a>]
00:06:00 ◼ ► amplifier was a carven 120 watt head on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/360">TS</a>]
00:06:05 ◼ ► top of a 4-12 cabinet that was so great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/365">TS</a>]
00:06:08 ◼ ► about 600 yes that was it was one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/368">TS</a>]
00:06:10 ◼ ► those elements heavily they was so heavy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/370">TS</a>]
00:06:13 ◼ ► and it was and it had a parametric EQ on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/373">TS</a>]
00:06:15 ◼ ► the front and it was you know but for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/375">TS</a>]
00:06:20 ◼ ► all back in the day you know we guitar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/380">TS</a>]
00:06:21 ◼ ► dudes would sit and like really micro [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/381">TS</a>]
00:06:23 ◼ ► adjust all the different frequencies at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/383">TS</a>]
00:06:27 ◼ ► this you know this is for playing club [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/387">TS</a>]
00:06:30 ◼ ► shows where there are 60 80 people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/390">TS</a>]
00:06:32 ◼ ► hundred and fifty people and you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/392">TS</a>]
00:06:34 ◼ ► had that and then the other guitarist in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/394">TS</a>]
00:06:36 ◼ ► the band also had a 4-12 cabinet and a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/396">TS</a>]
00:06:40 ◼ ► we're just ripping people's faces off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/400">TS</a>]
00:06:42 ◼ ► and every band did it and tons and tons [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/402">TS</a>]
00:06:45 ◼ ► of distortion it was you know we're rock [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/405">TS</a>]
00:06:47 ◼ ► and roll but my indie rock career there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/407">TS</a>]
00:06:49 ◼ ► are no there but hardly any recordings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/409">TS</a>]
00:06:51 ◼ ► of that whole decade and my indie rock [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/411">TS</a>]
00:06:55 ◼ ► career was you know it coincided with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/415">TS</a>]
00:07:01 ◼ ► apocalypse and the whole distortion is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/421">TS</a>]
00:07:05 ◼ ► bad fast tempos or bad we're just going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/425">TS</a>]
00:07:07 ◼ ► to our music is just gonna going to bore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/427">TS</a>]
00:07:10 ◼ ► people into a state where all they want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/430">TS</a>]
00:07:12 ◼ ► to do is buy the t-shirt just gently [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/432">TS</a>]
00:07:14 ◼ ► stroked me ukulele case yeah just I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/434">TS</a>]
00:07:17 ◼ ► longing for Israelis it was just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/437">TS</a>]
00:07:19 ◼ ► we're going to pet your vagina hair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/439">TS</a>]
00:07:21 ◼ ► until you see you sleep sleep sleep and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/441">TS</a>]
00:07:27 ◼ ► so you know so the first few long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/447">TS</a>]
00:07:29 ◼ ► winters records were made in the in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/449">TS</a>]
00:07:32 ◼ ► area and at that point I had I had lost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/452">TS</a>]
00:07:36 ◼ ► my confidence in rock and roll a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/456">TS</a>]
00:07:38 ◼ ► bit my personal confidence in it and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/458">TS</a>]
00:07:40 ◼ ► didn't know i didn't understand what was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/460">TS</a>]
00:07:42 ◼ ► happening and and I was being shepherded [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/462">TS</a>]
00:07:45 ◼ ► through these recordings and and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/465">TS</a>]
00:07:49 ◼ ► on a label that was very a that you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/469">TS</a>]
00:07:52 ◼ ► also believed that hard rock and heavy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/472">TS</a>]
00:07:55 ◼ ► rock and kind of run its course this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/475">TS</a>]
00:07:58 ◼ ► a new generation and so the so the long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/478">TS</a>]
00:08:00 ◼ ► winters records are are softer than i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/480">TS</a>]
00:08:04 ◼ ► would have had them if if if I medicine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/484">TS</a>]
00:08:09 ◼ ► cabinet pirate medicine cabinet pirate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/489">TS</a>]
00:08:11 ◼ ► was up absolute fist fight to get it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/491">TS</a>]
00:08:15 ◼ ► there was one mix of medicine cabinet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/495">TS</a>]
00:08:17 ◼ ► pirate that was presented to me in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/497">TS</a>]
00:08:19 ◼ ► business is like late in the game like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/499">TS</a>]
00:08:21 ◼ ► we are mixing the record and a mix of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/501">TS</a>]
00:08:25 ◼ ► medicine cabinet pirate came over the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/505">TS</a>]
00:08:31 ◼ ► is this mr. wala it was chris wallace [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/511">TS</a>]
00:08:34 ◼ ► was like I just don't understand the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/514">TS</a>]
00:08:36 ◼ ► guitars on this record I don't quite [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/516">TS</a>]
00:08:38 ◼ ► understand the guitar sounds and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/518">TS</a>]
00:08:40 ◼ ► really this is what i'm hearing and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/520">TS</a>]
00:08:41 ◼ ► sounded like a Bjork mix it was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/521">TS</a>]
00:08:43 ◼ ► bass and drum machine and just got the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/523">TS</a>]
00:08:48 ◼ ► dr j keyboard right yeah right just the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/528">TS</a>]
00:08:51 ◼ ► just the outside elements and not the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/531">TS</a>]
00:08:54 ◼ ► guitar not the guitar oh my god that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/534">TS</a>]
00:08:57 ◼ ► science so pretentious is so funny [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/537">TS</a>]
00:09:00 ◼ ► because with the guitars are our face [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/540">TS</a>]
00:09:03 ◼ ► searing and it's one of the most I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/543">TS</a>]
00:09:05 ◼ ► car parts is is in its wake a mid-tempo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/545">TS</a>]
00:09:07 ◼ ► manicure kind of song beautiful my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/547">TS</a>]
00:09:10 ◼ ► favorite one song but medicine at pirate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/550">TS</a>]
00:09:12 ◼ ► is much more like this role in some ways [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/552">TS</a>]
00:09:15 ◼ ► well and medicine counterpart is how it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/555">TS</a>]
00:09:17 ◼ ► says is close to sounding like the music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/557">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► i made before the long winters as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/560">TS</a>]
00:09:22 ◼ ► anything on on those records but anyway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/562">TS</a>]
00:09:27 ◼ ► so I've been thinking you know so the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/567">TS</a>]
00:09:28 ◼ ► last couple of years i have not been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/568">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► consumption but i have been working on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/572">TS</a>]
00:09:34 ◼ ► music at home making tons and tons of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/574">TS</a>]
00:09:39 ◼ ► characterized by this breeders like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/579">TS</a>]
00:09:43 ◼ ► distortion wash it's not something we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/583">TS</a>]
00:09:47 ◼ ► describe some stuff using and selling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/587">TS</a>]
00:09:48 ◼ ► NBD a little bit my bloody valentine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/588">TS</a>]
00:09:51 ◼ ► hugely influential it not not not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/591">TS</a>]
00:09:54 ◼ ► directly but like spiritually like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/594">TS</a>]
00:09:56 ◼ ► that feeling you have when you put on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/596">TS</a>]
00:09:58 ◼ ► the headphones for potentially driving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/598">TS</a>]
00:10:02 ◼ ► in fog late at night when everybody else [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/602">TS</a>]
00:10:05 ◼ ► in the cars asleep and you have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/605">TS</a>]
00:10:08 ◼ ► eating mushrooms all day that feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/608">TS</a>]
00:10:10 ◼ ► that you are falling into the sky is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/610">TS</a>]
00:10:16 ◼ ► something that I'm always trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/616">TS</a>]
00:10:17 ◼ ► capture and that's anyway that's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/617">TS</a>]
00:10:18 ◼ ► i've been making and so listening to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/618">TS</a>]
00:10:20 ◼ ► breeders and going to that show for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/620">TS</a>]
00:10:22 ◼ ► years I was just like I don't want to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/622">TS</a>]
00:10:24 ◼ ► influenced by the Breeders that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/624">TS</a>]
00:10:26 ◼ ► the story that i want you know the story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/626">TS</a>]
00:10:29 ◼ ► that i want to be telling is that I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/629">TS</a>]
00:10:31 ◼ ► influenced by Judas Priest but in fact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/631">TS</a>]
00:10:34 ◼ ► i'm more influenced by the Breeders than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/634">TS</a>]
00:10:37 ◼ ► then I then I've never been comfortable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/637">TS</a>]
00:10:41 ◼ ► and it's been it's because of that like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/641">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► because she's singing so down she solo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/643">TS</a>]
00:10:46 ◼ ► her you know her energy is just solo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/646">TS</a>]
00:10:50 ◼ ► vibe and cool and the music is just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/650">TS</a>]
00:10:52 ◼ ► washing over you and it's like yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/652">TS</a>]
00:10:56 ◼ ► no you know it's it's great it's great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/656">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► it's like Jeff Buckley it's great music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/660">TS</a>]
00:11:02 ◼ ► to have sex two girls that have tribal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/662">TS</a>]
00:11:06 ◼ ► oh I'm not a bad way alright okay good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/666">TS</a>]
00:11:10 ◼ ► dead in a good way but yeah I'm trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/670">TS</a>]
00:11:12 ◼ ► to steal this makes me sad because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/672">TS</a>]
00:11:13 ◼ ► mean that the point the Breeders thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/673">TS</a>]
00:11:15 ◼ ► is is a is getting your dander up a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/675">TS</a>]
00:11:17 ◼ ► little bit but says you're getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/677">TS</a>]
00:11:19 ◼ ► closer to well yeah because a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/679">TS</a>]
00:11:21 ◼ ► thing you'd like to do you know you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/681">TS</a>]
00:11:23 ◼ ► what it's like to be 25 Merlin you've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/683">TS</a>]
00:11:28 ◼ ► yeah and when I was 12 * if I for about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/688">TS</a>]
00:11:31 ◼ ► 20 years when I was 20 I was 25 for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/691">TS</a>]
00:11:34 ◼ ► about 11 minutes but when i was twenty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/694">TS</a>]
00:11:37 ◼ ► five or six that I really felt already [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/697">TS</a>]
00:11:42 ◼ ► had 24 21 23 years old I already felt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/702">TS</a>]
00:11:48 ◼ ► like I was too old for punk music that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/708">TS</a>]
00:11:54 ◼ ► I felt like I was too old for pop music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/714">TS</a>]
00:11:59 ◼ ► in a way like contemporary music was it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/719">TS</a>]
00:12:02 ◼ ► was already so dumb by 1991 that I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/722">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► like I i made the mistake of thinking I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/727">TS</a>]
00:12:10 ◼ ► was too sophisticated to be the age that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/730">TS</a>]
00:12:13 ◼ ► I was in the time that I was and it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/733">TS</a>]
00:12:16 ◼ ► only later that I reflected back and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/736">TS</a>]
00:12:18 ◼ ► know because i never saw Nirvana Nirvana [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/738">TS</a>]
00:12:20 ◼ ► was playing shows all around me and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/740">TS</a>]
00:12:23 ◼ ► was like nirvana is a bunch of kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/743">TS</a>]
00:12:25 ◼ ► music bunch of dumb you know some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/745">TS</a>]
00:12:27 ◼ ► druggies and it was only later that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/747">TS</a>]
00:12:32 ◼ ► I that I allowed myself to be a fan of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/752">TS</a>]
00:12:35 ◼ ► Nirvana after you know he didn't really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/755">TS</a>]
00:12:37 ◼ ► after and after he got two days before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/757">TS</a>]
00:12:40 ◼ ► Kurt Cobain kill himself if you had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/760">TS</a>]
00:12:42 ◼ ► asked me if I like Nirvana i would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/762">TS</a>]
00:12:44 ◼ ► yeah i guess if you like that simple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/764">TS</a>]
00:12:49 ◼ ► kids music and two weeks after Kurt [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/769">TS</a>]
00:12:52 ◼ ► Cobain died I thought that the bed the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/772">TS</a>]
00:12:54 ◼ ► world had ended so the breakers are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/774">TS</a>]
00:12:57 ◼ ► diabetic I this is the problem with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/777">TS</a>]
00:12:59 ◼ ► breakers for me to at the time I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/779">TS</a>]
00:13:01 ◼ ► like I i will always have a soft spot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/781">TS</a>]
00:13:05 ◼ ► for smells like teen spirit but the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/785">TS</a>]
00:13:07 ◼ ► computer is a much better record really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/787">TS</a>]
00:13:10 ◼ ► i bet it's a insecticide is the one for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/790">TS</a>]
00:13:12 ◼ ► me and left me with that and says decide [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/792">TS</a>]
00:13:15 ◼ ► is the B is that like singles b-sides I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/795">TS</a>]
00:13:19 ◼ ► think the age is showing on never mind a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/799">TS</a>]
00:13:22 ◼ ► little bit and production wise but it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/802">TS</a>]
00:13:25 ◼ ► incensed decide was the stuff that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/805">TS</a>]
00:13:26 ◼ ► was released after nevermind but it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/806">TS</a>]
00:13:30 ◼ ► ok and in some cases recorded even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/810">TS</a>]
00:13:33 ◼ ► before the more beachy it's it's super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/813">TS</a>]
00:13:37 ◼ ► bleachy but even some of its even pre [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/817">TS</a>]
00:13:38 ◼ ► bleach and and so what it is it's like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/818">TS</a>]
00:13:42 ◼ ► could you remember that late eighties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/822">TS</a>]
00:13:44 ◼ ► obviously does he remember but the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/824">TS</a>]
00:13:50 ◼ ► tremendous distinction between hippie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/830">TS</a>]
00:13:52 ◼ ► psychedelic a metal and punk was also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/832">TS</a>]
00:13:57 ◼ ► what's frustrating about the fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/837">TS</a>]
00:13:58 ◼ ► grunge thing is like I mean had how do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/838">TS</a>]
00:14:01 ◼ ► you take a combination of the raincoats [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/841">TS</a>]
00:14:05 ◼ ► influence and kind of act like that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/845">TS</a>]
00:14:07 ◼ ► the same thing right and there's some of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/847">TS</a>]
00:14:09 ◼ ► the some of the stuff on incest aside is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/849">TS</a>]
00:14:11 ◼ ► nirvana like tripping out kinda like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/851">TS</a>]
00:14:15 ◼ ► true trippy trip trip is I mean it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/855">TS</a>]
00:14:18 ◼ ► still all Paul Nirvana it's grungy but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/858">TS</a>]
00:14:22 ◼ ► it's like they're they haven't been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/862">TS</a>]
00:14:25 ◼ ► quite figured out short fast or even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/865">TS</a>]
00:14:28 ◼ ► loud soft it's just like where I walk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/868">TS</a>]
00:14:31 ◼ ► and it's I don't know this is a hard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/871">TS</a>]
00:14:33 ◼ ► girl as a stoner it is a lot of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/873">TS</a>]
00:14:36 ◼ ► before Dave Grohl so yeah so it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/876">TS</a>]
00:14:39 ◼ ► little so it's a little less like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/879">TS</a>]
00:14:41 ◼ ► packer to contain and I'm much more like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/881">TS</a>]
00:14:43 ◼ ► wow I i was like no they would like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/883">TS</a>]
00:14:49 ◼ ► oh yes only take a minute um I know too [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/889">TS</a>]
00:14:52 ◼ ► much should i also should i say ah well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/892">TS</a>]
00:14:54 ◼ ► be nice if you can maybe just reclined a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/894">TS</a>]
00:15:00 ◼ ► ok let's make you feel it's interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/900">TS</a>]
00:15:04 ◼ ► to me based on many many many hundreds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/904">TS</a>]
00:15:07 ◼ ► of conversations we've had that we I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/907">TS</a>]
00:15:09 ◼ ► think we both have a background in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/909">TS</a>]
00:15:12 ◼ ► certain kind of really visceral like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/912">TS</a>]
00:15:15 ◼ ► crunchy music you know playing the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/915">TS</a>]
00:15:17 ◼ ► tennis racket kind of music I mean the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/917">TS</a>]
00:15:19 ◼ ► stuff that I mean I I know for myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/919">TS</a>]
00:15:21 ◼ ► and i think based on what you said I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/921">TS</a>]
00:15:23 ◼ ► mean the thing that got you excited [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/923">TS</a>]
00:15:24 ◼ ► about making the leap from being a music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/924">TS</a>]
00:15:26 ◼ ► consumer to be a music producer was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/926">TS</a>]
00:15:28 ◼ ► partly that something welling up inside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/928">TS</a>]
00:15:31 ◼ ► of you started with this appreciation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/931">TS</a>]
00:15:33 ◼ ► for these awarding and visceral like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/933">TS</a>]
00:15:35 ◼ ► very like physical like you could feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/935">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► it down down down down down or you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/937">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► or you know whatever you know that kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/940">TS</a>]
00:15:44 ◼ ► of stuff that the first time that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/944">TS</a>]
00:15:46 ◼ ► students and saw away at a guitar until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/946">TS</a>]
00:15:50 ◼ ► you have forgotten everything when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/950">TS</a>]
00:15:52 ◼ ► just there's you know eyes closed sweat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/952">TS</a>]
00:15:55 ◼ ► pouring down just and you're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/955">TS</a>]
00:15:57 ◼ ► hammering on this guitar i think i could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/957">TS</a>]
00:15:59 ◼ ► play sweet leaf at rehearsal for hours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/959">TS</a>]
00:16:02 ◼ ► it's just so fun that little like done [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/962">TS</a>]
00:16:05 ◼ ► and it's just so fun to play and a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/965">TS</a>]
00:16:07 ◼ ► feeling you get here the analysis is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/967">TS</a>]
00:16:09 ◼ ► that you're a thinker you think a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/969">TS</a>]
00:16:11 ◼ ► and it's the interesting thing to me is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/971">TS</a>]
00:16:13 ◼ ► that you seem to be a war with yourself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/973">TS</a>]
00:16:18 ◼ ► like you're not even likewhat influence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/978">TS</a>]
00:16:19 ◼ ► you want to point it seemed like you you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/979">TS</a>]
00:16:21 ◼ ► have a pretty good feeling for like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/981">TS</a>]
00:16:22 ◼ ► whether it's something that's like in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/982">TS</a>]
00:16:24 ◼ ► your pantheon or something you can take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/984">TS</a>]
00:16:26 ◼ ► your leave or something that should be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/986">TS</a>]
00:16:27 ◼ ► you know killed with fire but you think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/987">TS</a>]
00:16:31 ◼ ► interesting and I would have things that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/991">TS</a>]
00:16:33 ◼ ► they can get in the way of which would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/993">TS</a>]
00:16:34 ◼ ► you like to make yes it does it does and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/994">TS</a>]
00:16:38 ◼ ► and I've been I've been reflecting ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/998">TS</a>]
00:16:40 ◼ ► since design about that I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1000">TS</a>]
00:16:42 ◼ ► thinking about it a lot ever ever said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1002">TS</a>]
00:16:46 ◼ ► well actually no we're over it it's been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1006">TS</a>]
00:16:49 ◼ ► a month now that i have adopted this new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1009">TS</a>]
00:16:52 ◼ ► way of eating no sugar and it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1012">TS</a>]
00:16:56 ◼ ► it's extraordinary say it's still you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1016">TS</a>]
00:17:00 ◼ ► absolutely i mean I because because in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1020">TS</a>]
00:17:02 ◼ ► the course of the month now I've had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1022">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► couple of opportunities to like okay I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:06 ◼ ► not you know I'm not living in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1026">TS</a>]
00:17:08 ◼ ► dictatorship here i'm gonna have a piece [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1028">TS</a>]
00:17:10 ◼ ► of pie on Saturday because what the hell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1030">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► well and it was it was much more like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:20 ◼ ► it's not like I'm never gonna have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1040">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► piece of pie again I have to figure out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:23 ◼ ► how to have one and then go back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1043">TS</a>]
00:17:25 ◼ ► eating right but that's the that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1045">TS</a>]
00:17:28 ◼ ► it is the problem you know like if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1048">TS</a>]
00:17:30 ◼ ► friend from like an unopened bottle of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1050">TS</a>]
00:17:32 ◼ ► bourbon sure or or like if I could have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1052">TS</a>]
00:17:36 ◼ ► a cigarette and then on Monday go back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1056">TS</a>]
00:17:38 ◼ ► to not having cigarettes it would be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1058">TS</a>]
00:17:42 ◼ ► cigarettes sometimes but you know I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1062">TS</a>]
00:17:45 ◼ ► was i I am NOT able to do that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1065">TS</a>]
00:17:49 ◼ ► well so so I I so I've had the occasion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1069">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► to have a slice of pie and not only did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:55 ◼ ► i did i like a leap off into this sugar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1075">TS</a>]
00:18:00 ◼ ► like super buzzed but my nose started [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1080">TS</a>]
00:18:04 ◼ ► running my sinuses got climb you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1084">TS</a>]
00:18:08 ◼ ► with it whether that within 45 minutes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1088">TS</a>]
00:18:10 ◼ ► whoa and I have stealing and I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1090">TS</a>]
00:18:14 ◼ ► and then and then I'm plummeting off the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1094">TS</a>]
00:18:18 ◼ ► off the edge and then it's three o'clock [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1098">TS</a>]
00:18:20 ◼ ► in the morning and i'm wide awake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1100">TS</a>]
00:18:21 ◼ ► drumming my fingers on the bed and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1101">TS</a>]
00:18:23 ◼ ► like whoa that was close one piece of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1103">TS</a>]
00:18:26 ◼ ► pie and admittedly three chocolate chip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1106">TS</a>]
00:18:28 ◼ ► cookies and Palmer but what zoom and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1108">TS</a>]
00:18:34 ◼ ► then and then just it wasn't just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1114">TS</a>]
00:18:37 ◼ ► buzz and crash it was just it was back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1117">TS</a>]
00:18:40 ◼ ► to bonkers but anyway so here I am a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1120">TS</a>]
00:18:44 ◼ ► month into this my energy is is for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1124">TS</a>]
00:18:47 ◼ ► most part like stabilized and calm and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1127">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► I'm really able to recognize I look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:54 ◼ ► around my life and I recognize i am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1134">TS</a>]
00:18:56 ◼ ► presently at 44 years old almost 45 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1136">TS</a>]
00:19:00 ◼ ► presently in some indefinable feud with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1140">TS</a>]
00:19:04 ◼ ► 24 people 24 people like a name and now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1144">TS</a>]
00:19:08 ◼ ► that you have the clarity of mind you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1148">TS</a>]
00:19:10 ◼ ► could actually write them all down and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1150">TS</a>]
00:19:13 ◼ ► yeah that's right then I'm not talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1153">TS</a>]
00:19:14 ◼ ► about all the people that you know there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1154">TS</a>]
00:19:16 ◼ ► is not a my bloody valentine fog of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1156">TS</a>]
00:19:19 ◼ ► embassies you've got a clear idea of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1159">TS</a>]
00:19:21 ◼ ► exactly who you're not square with right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1161">TS</a>]
00:19:23 ◼ ► absolutely there there are people on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1163">TS</a>]
00:19:26 ◼ ► look into in five years there are people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1166">TS</a>]
00:19:27 ◼ ► on the list I haven't spoken to six [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1167">TS</a>]
00:19:29 ◼ ► months there are people on the list that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1169">TS</a>]
00:19:30 ◼ ► are just recently added to the list [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1170">TS</a>]
00:19:33 ◼ ► there are people that have been on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1173">TS</a>]
00:19:34 ◼ ► list for 18 years but I could I can tell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1174">TS</a>]
00:19:38 ◼ ► you you know like and those are those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1178">TS</a>]
00:19:40 ◼ ► are not the people that I see around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1180">TS</a>]
00:19:42 ◼ ► town that I'm like that I hate that guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1182">TS</a>]
00:19:44 ◼ ► I don't even know his name I just don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1184">TS</a>]
00:19:46 ◼ ► like him updates for 24 people i can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1186">TS</a>]
00:19:47 ◼ ► name and I'm realizing like him like him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1187">TS</a>]
00:19:51 ◼ ► I think myself into I on a daily basis I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1191">TS</a>]
00:19:57 ◼ ► think myself into Buchenwald like I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1197">TS</a>]
00:20:02 ◼ ► in time in 24 different Buchenwald of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1202">TS</a>]
00:20:06 ◼ ► the minds need for other parts that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1206">TS</a>]
00:20:09 ◼ ► don't know I and i have to say like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1209">TS</a>]
00:20:13 ◼ ► now I've got a little bit of clarity [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1213">TS</a>]
00:20:14 ◼ ► I've got a little bit of calm and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1214">TS</a>]
00:20:16 ◼ ► realizing oh my god i'm just at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1216">TS</a>]
00:20:18 ◼ ► beginning of trying to get my life back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1218">TS</a>]
00:20:22 ◼ ► I don't even know how I don't even know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1222">TS</a>]
00:20:26 ◼ ► I you know I i bet at least 20 of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1226">TS</a>]
00:20:30 ◼ ► people I can't possibly apologize to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1230">TS</a>]
00:20:32 ◼ ► because i don't remember what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1232">TS</a>]
00:20:33 ◼ ► problem was and so so that's just it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1233">TS</a>]
00:20:39 ◼ ► really challenging like a you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1239">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► I feel like calling people up and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:42 ◼ ► hey there sorry about that you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1242">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► and this is the thing people are never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:46 ◼ ► thinking about you as much as you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1246">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► you as much as you think they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:49 ◼ ► thinking about you so probably 15 of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1249">TS</a>]
00:20:53 ◼ ► Oh are we having a fight and have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1253">TS</a>]
00:20:56 ◼ ► remember who you are in your fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1256">TS</a>]
00:20:58 ◼ ► yeah I just thought you stopped calling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1258">TS</a>]
00:21:00 ◼ ► me because we didn't get along or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1260">TS</a>]
00:21:02 ◼ ► because you you know because you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1262">TS</a>]
00:21:03 ◼ ► bored of me or something you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1263">TS</a>]
00:21:05 ◼ ► and i'm sitting over here like no I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1265">TS</a>]
00:21:07 ◼ ► not bored of you i'm still super pissed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1267">TS</a>]
00:21:09 ◼ ► at you about something so anyway like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1269">TS</a>]
00:21:12 ◼ ► this thinking oh my god thinking is such [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1272">TS</a>]
00:21:16 ◼ ► a albatross it is it i feel like if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1276">TS</a>]
00:21:20 ◼ ► feel like thinking past a certain point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1280">TS</a>]
00:21:21 ◼ ► is a disability like a Jedi like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1281">TS</a>]
00:21:24 ◼ ► genuine disability and where's my god IM [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1284">TS</a>]
00:21:26 ◼ ► parade yeah well let's say it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1286">TS</a>]
00:21:27 ◼ ► handicap is where's where it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1287">TS</a>]
00:21:30 ◼ ► handicap it's it's a handy capable like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1290">TS</a>]
00:21:32 ◼ ► charlie brown cloud yeah yeah I I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1292">TS</a>]
00:21:36 ◼ ► well I mean just to put a little bit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1296">TS</a>]
00:21:39 ◼ ► I guess I always thought that as I got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1299">TS</a>]
00:21:41 ◼ ► older people would make more sense to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1301">TS</a>]
00:21:43 ◼ ► and I'm embarrassed to say this because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1303">TS</a>]
00:21:46 ◼ ► I'm certain it has either everything to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1306">TS</a>]
00:21:49 ◼ ► do with what I didn't understand my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1309">TS</a>]
00:21:50 ◼ ► entire life for everything to do with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1310">TS</a>]
00:21:52 ◼ ► the fact that I'm a sociopath but like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1312">TS</a>]
00:21:56 ◼ ► just about every week or so I honestly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1316">TS</a>]
00:21:58 ◼ ► feel like on the one hand i'm incredibly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1318">TS</a>]
00:22:00 ◼ ► I'm growing like really soft inside and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1320">TS</a>]
00:22:03 ◼ ► sympathetic to how fucked up everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1323">TS</a>]
00:22:05 ◼ ► can be either not know or not have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1325">TS</a>]
00:22:08 ◼ ► access to changing it but i also just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1328">TS</a>]
00:22:10 ◼ ► don't understand why people do what they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1330">TS</a>]
00:22:11 ◼ ► do it's just it's so perplexing to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1331">TS</a>]
00:22:14 ◼ ► and you know sometimes the more i feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1334">TS</a>]
00:22:15 ◼ ► that the less i talk about it but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1335">TS</a>]
00:22:17 ◼ ► there's so much stuff that almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1337">TS</a>]
00:22:18 ◼ ► everybody I I know guys that I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1338">TS</a>]
00:22:20 ◼ ► frankly do not understand and i keep it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1340">TS</a>]
00:22:23 ◼ ► to myself because I don't argue about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1343">TS</a>]
00:22:25 ◼ ► that's part of my affliction like I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1345">TS</a>]
00:22:27 ◼ ► honestly I honestly thought that as i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1347">TS</a>]
00:22:28 ◼ ► get older i become more sage and more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1348">TS</a>]
00:22:30 ◼ ► wise and be able to have you know a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1350">TS</a>]
00:22:33 ◼ ► certain amount of remove from these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1353">TS</a>]
00:22:34 ◼ ► things could be going oh well obviously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1354">TS</a>]
00:22:37 ◼ ► you know I've worked with people enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1357">TS</a>]
00:22:39 ◼ ► now that everything that makes sense and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1359">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► so now I know how to manipulate people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:43 ◼ ► because I'm really good at that and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1363">TS</a>]
00:22:44 ◼ ► i I just I feel like I'm around aliens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1364">TS</a>]
00:22:48 ◼ ► yeah and I mean I don't know if you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1368">TS</a>]
00:22:49 ◼ ► that but I mean that's a clarity thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1369">TS</a>]
00:22:50 ◼ ► for me I i think in in fact i was in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1370">TS</a>]
00:22:52 ◼ ► fog for a different kind of fog maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1372">TS</a>]
00:22:55 ◼ ► not sugar fog but for a long time was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1375">TS</a>]
00:22:57 ◼ ► thinking that I understood what the fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1377">TS</a>]
00:22:58 ◼ ► was going on and and now i know that i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1378">TS</a>]
00:23:00 ◼ ► don't and i know that i am I reflection [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1380">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► my handicap my handi-capable as I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:03 ◼ ► honestly don't understand about 80% of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1383">TS</a>]
00:23:06 ◼ ► what everybody does people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1386">TS</a>]
00:23:07 ◼ ► exactly like the idea understand what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1387">TS</a>]
00:23:08 ◼ ► they do neither and and I mean I love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1388">TS</a>]
00:23:14 ◼ ► Demetrius is this another is related [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1394">TS</a>]
00:23:16 ◼ ► because i think this bumbershoot there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1396">TS</a>]
00:23:20 ◼ ► people come from all around lots of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1400">TS</a>]
00:23:23 ◼ ► people people I've known for years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1403">TS</a>]
00:23:25 ◼ ► people that I have known professionally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1405">TS</a>]
00:23:31 ◼ ► it's a big gathering of people and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1411">TS</a>]
00:23:33 ◼ ► there with with all the people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1413">TS</a>]
00:23:35 ◼ ► socializing and and fun and times and if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1415">TS</a>]
00:23:42 ◼ ► there was one problem which was that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1422">TS</a>]
00:23:50 ◼ ► and this is you know a big festival so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1430">TS</a>]
00:23:54 ◼ ► they hire they hire a lot of convicts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1434">TS</a>]
00:23:57 ◼ ► they hire a lot of people who who ate a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1437">TS</a>]
00:24:02 ◼ ► lot of lead paint chips when they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1442">TS</a>]
00:24:04 ◼ ► apparently the ultimate lined the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1444">TS</a>]
00:24:06 ◼ ► aldehyde group of people that live [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1446">TS</a>]
00:24:09 ◼ ► downwind from the smelter and those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1449">TS</a>]
00:24:13 ◼ ► people are charged so so there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1453">TS</a>]
00:24:16 ◼ ► people who are the least informed the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1456">TS</a>]
00:24:18 ◼ ► least capable up people they don't hire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1458">TS</a>]
00:24:21 ◼ ► them to personally major status they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1461">TS</a>]
00:24:23 ◼ ► hire them to make a zero or one decision [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1463">TS</a>]
00:24:24 ◼ ► that's probably a zero that's right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1464">TS</a>]
00:24:26 ◼ ► they're given that they are given a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1466">TS</a>]
00:24:28 ◼ ► mandate which is which is which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1468">TS</a>]
00:24:31 ◼ ► basically like a bit in the movie Tron [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1471">TS</a>]
00:24:38 ◼ ► yes yes no yes no and so I'm in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1478">TS</a>]
00:24:42 ◼ ► large group of people and includes some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1482">TS</a>]
00:24:46 ◼ ► we're all moving along toward a doorway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1486">TS</a>]
00:24:50 ◼ ► that is the doorway between the dummies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1490">TS</a>]
00:24:54 ◼ ► the 50,000 dummies who are out looking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1494">TS</a>]
00:24:58 ◼ ► or dipping corn dogs in powdered sugar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1498">TS</a>]
00:25:02 ◼ ► or whatever it is that people hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1502">TS</a>]
00:25:03 ◼ ► things like this and then on the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1503">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► side of this door it is this rarefied [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► backstage world where you just you look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:11 ◼ ► around it's like everybody back here is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1511">TS</a>]
00:25:13 ◼ ► wearing a gold cape and everybody back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1513">TS</a>]
00:25:17 ◼ ► here has an MTV Music Video Award and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1517">TS</a>]
00:25:20 ◼ ► we're just going to sit back here and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1520">TS</a>]
00:25:22 ◼ ► put our pinky fingers up each other's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1522">TS</a>]
00:25:23 ◼ ► bucks and this is why we do it just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1523">TS</a>]
00:25:28 ◼ ► fish bag valve all it is we're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1528">TS</a>]
00:25:30 ◼ ► going to sit back here and people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1530">TS</a>]
00:25:32 ◼ ► going to tell you that they love your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1532">TS</a>]
00:25:33 ◼ ► album but they've never listened to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1533">TS</a>]
00:25:35 ◼ ► before and people are going to introduce [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1535">TS</a>]
00:25:37 ◼ ► you two pretty girls that don't have any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1537">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► reason to be back there but they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:40 ◼ ► pretty let's get the whole it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1540">TS</a>]
00:25:42 ◼ ► whole thing and this this dummy this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1542">TS</a>]
00:25:45 ◼ ► this guy who you know who is still at 55 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1545">TS</a>]
00:25:50 ◼ ► years old studying for his GED is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1550">TS</a>]
00:25:53 ◼ ► looking at everybody's pass and earlier [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1553">TS</a>]
00:25:57 ◼ ► I in my pursuit of special privilege [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1557">TS</a>]
00:26:01 ◼ ► head had jumped over a barrier because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1561">TS</a>]
00:26:07 ◼ ► did not want to wait for another one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1567">TS</a>]
00:26:10 ◼ ► these guys another one of these Dwayne [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1570">TS</a>]
00:26:13 ◼ ► the rock Johnson's to take the time to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1573">TS</a>]
00:26:17 ◼ ► look through my bag or whatever and so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1577">TS</a>]
00:26:19 ◼ ► like i skirted this guy and I did not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1579">TS</a>]
00:26:23 ◼ ► get a little red stamp on my all-access [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1583">TS</a>]
00:26:28 ◼ ► pass well there's another level above [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1588">TS</a>]
00:26:31 ◼ ► all access oh this is the thing there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1591">TS</a>]
00:26:35 ◼ ► all access it mostly when accidents all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1595">TS</a>]
00:26:37 ◼ ► all access with a little red stamp on it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1597">TS</a>]
00:26:39 ◼ ► then there's all access with a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1599">TS</a>]
00:26:40 ◼ ► red stamp and a gold star on the back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1600">TS</a>]
00:26:42 ◼ ► and then there's all access with a red [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1602">TS</a>]
00:26:44 ◼ ► stamp and two gold stars aren't you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1604">TS</a>]
00:26:48 ◼ ► not at all and then there's one there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1608">TS</a>]
00:26:50 ◼ ► all access with a red stamp three gold [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1610">TS</a>]
00:26:52 ◼ ► stars on the back and one black line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1612">TS</a>]
00:26:56 ◼ ► across the left bottom corner and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1616">TS</a>]
00:26:59 ◼ ► don't have the red stamp and so 20 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1619">TS</a>]
00:27:03 ◼ ► people are formed who are going through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1623">TS</a>]
00:27:04 ◼ ► this door and this little Nimrod uh who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1624">TS</a>]
00:27:13 ◼ ► basically one of the puppets in a in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1633">TS</a>]
00:27:16 ◼ ► Blade Runner the one with the little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1636">TS</a>]
00:27:19 ◼ ► captain's hat on the long nose again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1639">TS</a>]
00:27:21 ◼ ► home again jiggity he says well oh hey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1641">TS</a>]
00:27:24 ◼ ► buddy you don't have the red stamp and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1644">TS</a>]
00:27:27 ◼ ► I'm like listen doesn't matter i'm going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1647">TS</a>]
00:27:30 ◼ ► through this door and he's like I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1650">TS</a>]
00:27:33 ◼ ► been charged with one task in my entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1653">TS</a>]
00:27:35 ◼ ► life my wife does not respect me my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1655">TS</a>]
00:27:38 ◼ ► my parents are dead i will you shall not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1658">TS</a>]
00:27:42 ◼ ► pass and I'm standing there and and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1662">TS</a>]
00:27:47 ◼ ► know and this is the thing about walking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1667">TS</a>]
00:27:48 ◼ ► away that nobody's gonna help you out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1668">TS</a>]
00:27:50 ◼ ► rock rock musicians right yeah it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1670">TS</a>]
00:27:53 ◼ ► just like they turn around and if they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1673">TS</a>]
00:27:55 ◼ ► had looked back and I and somebody had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1675">TS</a>]
00:27:57 ◼ ► doused me with oil that was literally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1677">TS</a>]
00:28:00 ◼ ► building a ghetto brick wall or holding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1680">TS</a>]
00:28:05 ◼ ► I never liked will one man vouched for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1685">TS</a>]
00:28:07 ◼ ► this person they would be like steel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1687">TS</a>]
00:28:09 ◼ ► anybody and and I would be immolated so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1689">TS</a>]
00:28:13 ◼ ► I'm sitting there and I'm like I know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1693">TS</a>]
00:28:15 ◼ ► not to appeal to the to the to the kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1695">TS</a>]
00:28:18 ◼ ► for flowing through the door because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1698">TS</a>]
00:28:20 ◼ ► like it's already on cool don't make it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1700">TS</a>]
00:28:23 ◼ ► more uncool by calling attention to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1703">TS</a>]
00:28:25 ◼ ► so now I thought that reads as list at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1705">TS</a>]
00:28:27 ◼ ► us yeah you don't want to sit there be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1707">TS</a>]
00:28:29 ◼ ► like hey you guys would you call the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1709">TS</a>]
00:28:30 ◼ ► Tudor manager you know like the doors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1710">TS</a>]
00:28:32 ◼ ► already shutting so now I'm standing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1712">TS</a>]
00:28:34 ◼ ► here talking to this kind of like listen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1714">TS</a>]
00:28:36 ◼ ► I know that you have this one thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1716">TS</a>]
00:28:38 ◼ ► they're supposed to do they have to in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1718">TS</a>]
00:28:40 ◼ ► this moment just think for yourself and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1720">TS</a>]
00:28:45 ◼ ► realize that I am NOT i'm standing here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1725">TS</a>]
00:28:47 ◼ ► with an all-access pass and I did not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1727">TS</a>]
00:28:51 ◼ ► get the stamp for whatever reason but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1731">TS</a>]
00:28:55 ◼ ► you should know by my main by my manner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1735">TS</a>]
00:29:00 ◼ ► by the energy that i have the energy of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1740">TS</a>]
00:29:03 ◼ ► a star that you need to let me through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1743">TS</a>]
00:29:06 ◼ ► this door right now otherwise it's going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1746">TS</a>]
00:29:12 ◼ ► the atmosphere in your little corner of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1752">TS</a>]
00:29:14 ◼ ► this stadium is going to get really bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1754">TS</a>]
00:29:17 ◼ ► for a little bit and she says you got to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1757">TS</a>]
00:29:23 ◼ ► have the red stand how the atmosphere go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1763">TS</a>]
00:29:28 ◼ ► the atmosphere got really bad right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1768">TS</a>]
00:29:31 ◼ ► there and know what was your he kept he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1771">TS</a>]
00:29:35 ◼ ► kept you know he kept like explaining [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1775">TS</a>]
00:29:37 ◼ ► about how he had been told about the red [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1777">TS</a>]
00:29:39 ◼ ► stamp at one point I put my finger to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1779">TS</a>]
00:29:41 ◼ ► his lips and I said that's enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1781">TS</a>]
00:29:43 ◼ ► Oh shine like I was it got bad there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1783">TS</a>]
00:29:47 ◼ ► because I understand that he'd been told [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1787">TS</a>]
00:29:50 ◼ ► you get real focused in a moment like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1790">TS</a>]
00:29:52 ◼ ► that I understand what he had been told [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1792">TS</a>]
00:29:54 ◼ ► and I said that to him I understand what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1794">TS</a>]
00:29:57 ◼ ► you've been told but this is a moment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1797">TS</a>]
00:30:00 ◼ ► this is the moment where like if your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1800">TS</a>]
00:30:02 ◼ ► life can change if you do not recognize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1802">TS</a>]
00:30:05 ◼ ► the King when he is wearing street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1805">TS</a>]
00:30:07 ◼ ► clothes like there is no forgiveness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1807">TS</a>]
00:30:12 ◼ ► and so that's set off a chain of events [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1812">TS</a>]
00:30:15 ◼ ► where I was can I'll i needed to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1815">TS</a>]
00:30:18 ◼ ► confront I was this was the universe at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1818">TS</a>]
00:30:21 ◼ ► this point it's not really so much about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1821">TS</a>]
00:30:22 ◼ ► getting in the door anymore now that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1822">TS</a>]
00:30:24 ◼ ► different level right now what I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1824">TS</a>]
00:30:25 ◼ ► want to see this fucking show anymore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1825">TS</a>]
00:30:26 ◼ ► accelerator a turbo at this point i do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1826">TS</a>]
00:30:29 ◼ ► not want to stand next to Bob Mould and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1829">TS</a>]
00:30:31 ◼ ► talk about the news of the day and talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1831">TS</a>]
00:30:33 ◼ ► about bear week at provincetown I am I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1833">TS</a>]
00:30:36 ◼ ► on clearly different level now I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1836">TS</a>]
00:30:39 ◼ ► flying I'm flying I'm sr-71 now looking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1839">TS</a>]
00:30:42 ◼ ► down and in a way my the worm turn like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1842">TS</a>]
00:30:47 ◼ ► my incredible day went to blackness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1847">TS</a>]
00:30:50 ◼ ► because of nobody's fault like this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1850">TS</a>]
00:30:53 ◼ ► guys doing whatever doing his job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1853">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► just just escorting people into the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1856">TS</a>]
00:30:58 ◼ ► ovens and I didn't get the stamp because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1858">TS</a>]
00:31:02 ◼ ► of some hubris on my part earlier in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1862">TS</a>]
00:31:05 ◼ ► day like this is the this is the gods on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1865">TS</a>]
00:31:09 ◼ ► Mount Olympus saying let us let us let [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1869">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► us guide the path of this arrow right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:18 ◼ ► into the heel of Achilles and I'm and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1878">TS</a>]
00:31:23 ◼ ► I'm standing there just just bathed in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1883">TS</a>]
00:31:26 ◼ ► my fury at after all these years not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1886">TS</a>]
00:31:33 ◼ ► laminate and and I'm just like what what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1893">TS</a>]
00:31:39 ◼ ► what is next what is next for me I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1899">TS</a>]
00:31:46 ◼ ► you know I can my anger I mean did you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1906">TS</a>]
00:31:49 ◼ ► realize that at some point during the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1909">TS</a>]
00:31:52 ◼ ► yeah Wow like monospaced that's pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1912">TS</a>]
00:31:55 ◼ ► fast my anger here is the wrong anger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1915">TS</a>]
00:31:58 ◼ ► directed at all the wrong things but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1918">TS</a>]
00:32:02 ◼ ► is so real so profound my feeling that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1922">TS</a>]
00:32:06 ◼ ► there should be he that there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1926">TS</a>]
00:32:09 ◼ ► Sneetches with stars on their bellies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1929">TS</a>]
00:32:11 ◼ ► there are Sneetches with no stars on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1931">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► their bellies and then there is me the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:18 ◼ ► you speak for the butter I speak for all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1938">TS</a>]
00:32:20 ◼ ► the motherfuckers and that is wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1940">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► that's incorrect that is not a correct [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:25 ◼ ► assessment of the situation and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1945">TS</a>]
00:32:28 ◼ ► there are there are so many ways to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1948">TS</a>]
00:32:30 ◼ ► handle these you know like to navigate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1950">TS</a>]
00:32:33 ◼ ► the world where you do not you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1953">TS</a>]
00:32:36 ◼ ► where where where you just you just wait [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1956">TS</a>]
00:32:38 ◼ ► in line long enough and you can you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1958">TS</a>]
00:32:40 ◼ ► realize when you get there like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1960">TS</a>]
00:32:41 ◼ ► there's a red stamp that I'm gonna need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1961">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► later or whatever or the guy says the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:45 ◼ ► guy says I'm not allowed to let you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1965">TS</a>]
00:32:47 ◼ ► through the door and you go okay i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1967">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► going home or or or I don't know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:53 ◼ ► you do or I honestly this is the problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1973">TS</a>]
00:32:56 ◼ ► i honestly don't know what you do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1976">TS</a>]
00:32:57 ◼ ► because all I know how to do in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1977">TS</a>]
00:33:00 ◼ ► moment is to be sting or stewart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1980">TS</a>]
00:33:03 ◼ ► copeland worse you know like the guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1983">TS</a>]
00:33:05 ◼ ► who's just like throwing his drumsticks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1985">TS</a>]
00:33:07 ◼ ► at some shred Rukh who's employed by a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1987">TS</a>]
00:33:12 ◼ ► subsidiary of Halliburton so who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1992">TS</a>]
00:33:18 ◼ ► suffice to say no no Bob Mould well no I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/1998">TS</a>]
00:33:23 ◼ ► eventually somebody but we cannot say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2003">TS</a>]
00:33:27 ◼ ► but eventually some other employee of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2007">TS</a>]
00:33:33 ◼ ► well I'm standing there I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2013">TS</a>]
00:33:34 ◼ ► towering over this guy and I'm like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2014">TS</a>]
00:33:36 ◼ ► listen there's a lot of there's a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2016">TS</a>]
00:33:38 ◼ ► there's a lot of bad things that are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2018">TS</a>]
00:33:40 ◼ ► going to happen to you on Christmas Eve [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2020">TS</a>]
00:33:46 ◼ ► Christmas of thing in your house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2026">TS</a>]
00:33:48 ◼ ► mark mark this day wet because there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2028">TS</a>]
00:33:51 ◼ ► there only a hundred fifteen more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2031">TS</a>]
00:33:55 ◼ ► anxiety days that you didn't storm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2035">TS</a>]
00:33:58 ◼ ► straight to a higher authority did you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2038">TS</a>]
00:34:00 ◼ ► plot phone and call people my phone was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2040">TS</a>]
00:34:03 ◼ ► dead but because it's okay i see this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2043">TS</a>]
00:34:06 ◼ ► no no fake because this guy the thing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2046">TS</a>]
00:34:08 ◼ ► that a certain point these guys turned [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2048">TS</a>]
00:34:10 ◼ ► there's nothing there is he does not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2050">TS</a>]
00:34:12 ◼ ► have the components hiring at Yale [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2052">TS</a>]
00:34:14 ◼ ► obviously but but not only that but he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2054">TS</a>]
00:34:16 ◼ ► does not have the capacity to think on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2056">TS</a>]
00:34:18 ◼ ► his feet and once it gets hostile well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2058">TS</a>]
00:34:20 ◼ ► there's a classic thing and we're going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2060">TS</a>]
00:34:22 ◼ ► to companies that means an old thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2062">TS</a>]
00:34:24 ◼ ► that people said for a long time but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2064">TS</a>]
00:34:25 ◼ ► tell a lot about somebody in their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2065">TS</a>]
00:34:28 ◼ ► how much power they have because do they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2068">TS</a>]
00:34:30 ◼ ► do they have the power to say no or how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2070">TS</a>]
00:34:35 ◼ ► much power and about which things do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2075">TS</a>]
00:34:36 ◼ ► they have the power to say yes because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2076">TS</a>]
00:34:38 ◼ ► true power is the ability to say yes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2078">TS</a>]
00:34:40 ◼ ► it's not the power saying now I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2080">TS</a>]
00:34:42 ◼ ► having said that you know this guy's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2082">TS</a>]
00:34:43 ◼ ► whole job is about saying no the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2083">TS</a>]
00:34:45 ◼ ► reason he's hired it is like I say he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2085">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► not there like parts out whether you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:48 ◼ ► should be you know behind the pipe and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2088">TS</a>]
00:34:50 ◼ ► drape he's there to basically be this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2090">TS</a>]
00:34:53 ◼ ► valve where nobody gets through except [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2093">TS</a>]
00:34:55 ◼ ► for this extremely small number of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2095">TS</a>]
00:34:57 ◼ ► people in a single metric for his entire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2097">TS</a>]
00:34:58 ◼ ► job is whether he got every single one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2098">TS</a>]
00:35:01 ◼ ► of those right yeah basically he is a he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2101">TS</a>]
00:35:03 ◼ ► is a laser pointer made out of meat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2103">TS</a>]
00:35:05 ◼ ► yeah he does he's just it's just rare [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2105">TS</a>]
00:35:08 ◼ ► honor off but you know in five minutes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2108">TS</a>]
00:35:12 ◼ ► later some uh some woman who also worked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2112">TS</a>]
00:35:15 ◼ ► for a subsidiary of Halliburton comes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2115">TS</a>]
00:35:17 ◼ ► through the door looks at me and goes oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2117">TS</a>]
00:35:21 ◼ ► I recognize you from earlier and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2121">TS</a>]
00:35:23 ◼ ► like is that so and she turns to the guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2123">TS</a>]
00:35:26 ◼ ► and she's like oh I know this guy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2126">TS</a>]
00:35:29 ◼ ► then I'm like I with one hand I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2129">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► giving this woman a sweet caress down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:37 ◼ ► the down the side of her shoulder with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2137">TS</a>]
00:35:39 ◼ ► the other hand i'm giving the other guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2139">TS</a>]
00:35:42 ◼ ► the double nickels on the dime like fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2142">TS</a>]
00:35:47 ◼ ► middle finger right in his little his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2147">TS</a>]
00:35:49 ◼ ► little long nose face and it was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2149">TS</a>]
00:35:52 ◼ ► like it was just the sort it was sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2152">TS</a>]
00:35:54 ◼ ► a synchronized swimming move like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2154">TS</a>]
00:35:56 ◼ ► petting the one lady fucked off right in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2156">TS</a>]
00:35:58 ◼ ► the other guy's face and then i'm down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2158">TS</a>]
00:36:00 ◼ ► the stairs and Janice of a cost steel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2160">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► later but so it is so it all ends up but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:05 ◼ ► the problem is then I you know then the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2165">TS</a>]
00:36:07 ◼ ► rest of the night through my friends Big [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2167">TS</a>]
00:36:09 ◼ ► Show and through all the socializing I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2169">TS</a>]
00:36:11 ◼ ► am chewing the data I'm crunching the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2171">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► numbers in my head gets so easy it is so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:15 ◼ ► difficult to shake that off its here and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2175">TS</a>]
00:36:18 ◼ ► I'm adrenaline adrenaline is so high but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2178">TS</a>]
00:36:20 ◼ ► the numbers I'm you know I'm reviewing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2180">TS</a>]
00:36:22 ◼ ► the math and the numbers are telling me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2182">TS</a>]
00:36:25 ◼ ► you are the problem here you are the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2185">TS</a>]
00:36:28 ◼ ► agent of you are the bad actor in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2188">TS</a>]
00:36:32 ◼ ► scenario because you're basically just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2192">TS</a>]
00:36:34 ◼ ► yelling at trees like you are you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2194">TS</a>]
00:36:41 ◼ ► uh draw all alone driving in the dark [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2201">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► and there's no and what do you what do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:48 ◼ ► you hope to achieve like what what what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2208">TS</a>]
00:36:52 ◼ ► ultimately so what you are interested in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2212">TS</a>]
00:36:56 ◼ ► retrospect what do you if you could camp [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2216">TS</a>]
00:36:59 ◼ ► monday morning quarterback it if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2219">TS</a>]
00:37:03 ◼ ► could tuesday evening quarterback it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2223">TS</a>]
00:37:04 ◼ ► what maybe not specifically where did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2224">TS</a>]
00:37:07 ◼ ► you go wrong like if you could redo some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2227">TS</a>]
00:37:09 ◼ ► of that knowing what you know what would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2229">TS</a>]
00:37:11 ◼ ► you have done differently like where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2231">TS</a>]
00:37:12 ◼ ► would it was the earliest thing you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2232">TS</a>]
00:37:14 ◼ ► would have changed if you get groundhog [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2234">TS</a>]
00:37:15 ◼ ► day that you know the projo waiting in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2235">TS</a>]
00:37:18 ◼ ► line for your stamp know what am i some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2238">TS</a>]
00:37:22 ◼ ► fucking monkey sign so some dog waiting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2242">TS</a>]
00:37:26 ◼ ► for a snack but waiting for the chuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2246">TS</a>]
00:37:30 ◼ ► wagon to come out from under the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2250">TS</a>]
00:37:31 ◼ ► essential complicated first drive across [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2251">TS</a>]
00:37:34 ◼ ► the kitchen floor in the cupboard know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2254">TS</a>]
00:37:36 ◼ ► what I want my little car you turn the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2256">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► key and going to circle the fuck up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:40 ◼ ► no the problem was that I somewhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2260">TS</a>]
00:37:44 ◼ ► along the line here have lost confidence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2264">TS</a>]
00:37:46 ◼ ► in myself to the point that i was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2266">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► sincerely concerned with being in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► group of of famous people being being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2277">TS</a>]
00:38:02 ◼ ► one of them being the social speaking of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2282">TS</a>]
00:38:07 ◼ ► being part of the social center of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2287">TS</a>]
00:38:09 ◼ ► group of artists that I admired or that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2289">TS</a>]
00:38:14 ◼ ► I understood that I was meant to admire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2294">TS</a>]
00:38:16 ◼ ► and that this is where I meant to where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2296">TS</a>]
00:38:20 ◼ ► I think I should belong where I meant to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2300">TS</a>]
00:38:23 ◼ ► belong in this group and that has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2303">TS</a>]
00:38:29 ◼ ► I do not I do not care ultimately like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2309">TS</a>]
00:38:32 ◼ ► the the experience of being down in that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2312">TS</a>]
00:38:35 ◼ ► room in the sin the mutual admiration [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2315">TS</a>]
00:38:39 ◼ ► backstage is entirely a status and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2319">TS</a>]
00:38:46 ◼ ► belonging issue like I could have just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2326">TS</a>]
00:38:51 ◼ ► walked around the corner from where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2331">TS</a>]
00:38:54 ◼ ► and have gone into the stadium and watch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2334">TS</a>]
00:38:57 ◼ ► the rock concert like the rock concert [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2337">TS</a>]
00:38:59 ◼ ► was not I don't want to defend or try to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2339">TS</a>]
00:39:04 ◼ ► say anything but do you know what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2344">TS</a>]
00:39:08 ◼ ► dunno about you is that well yeah I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2348">TS</a>]
00:39:09 ◼ ► but that socializing if you want to call [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2349">TS</a>]
00:39:12 ◼ ► it that is kind of part of your work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2352">TS</a>]
00:39:14 ◼ ► that's what you doing the reason I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2354">TS</a>]
00:39:16 ◼ ► mention that is I've been to lots of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2356">TS</a>]
00:39:17 ◼ ► places with you where you know I people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2357">TS</a>]
00:39:20 ◼ ► open open their arms and their red red [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2360">TS</a>]
00:39:23 ◼ ► the ropes to you it's very is it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2363">TS</a>]
00:39:26 ◼ ► not unusual for you to be the guy who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2366">TS</a>]
00:39:28 ◼ ► goes backstage things because that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2368">TS</a>]
00:39:29 ◼ ► just the thing that you do and you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2369">TS</a>]
00:39:30 ◼ ► go back to America douche but I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2370">TS</a>]
00:39:32 ◼ ► get that's just the thing that happens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2372">TS</a>]
00:39:34 ◼ ► but that but that reaction that reaction [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2374">TS</a>]
00:39:37 ◼ ► was a reaction the reaction i had was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2377">TS</a>]
00:39:40 ◼ ► coming from a place of entitlement [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2380">TS</a>]
00:39:42 ◼ ► yeah just on the fun it's like it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2382">TS</a>]
00:39:45 ◼ ► know it's it does it does but that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2385">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► thing that but but that that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:49 ◼ ► automaton in a uniform was not the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2389">TS</a>]
00:39:52 ◼ ► problem i cannot be mad at the system [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2392">TS</a>]
00:39:56 ◼ ► I can't be mad at the guy 15 guys up who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2396">TS</a>]
00:40:00 ◼ ► decided to hire a bunch of dummies to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2400">TS</a>]
00:40:02 ◼ ► work security because everybody's doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2402">TS</a>]
00:40:04 ◼ ► their job like Who am I mad at it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2404">TS</a>]
00:40:06 ◼ ► being mad at the city it's like it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2406">TS</a>]
00:40:08 ◼ ► like being a member of the tea party and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2408">TS</a>]
00:40:10 ◼ ► you're mad at the government like what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2410">TS</a>]
00:40:12 ◼ ► is the fucking government yelling it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2412">TS</a>]
00:40:14 ◼ ► Yeah right there is no the government [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2414">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► everybody's doing their everybody's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:20 ◼ ► doing their little corner of those of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2420">TS</a>]
00:40:22 ◼ ► their work and the guy the guy that's up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2422">TS</a>]
00:40:26 ◼ ► the chain far enough to make a decision [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2426">TS</a>]
00:40:27 ◼ ► he doesn't care he doesn't care whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2427">TS</a>]
00:40:30 ◼ ► I get it or not and I can't be mad at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2430">TS</a>]
00:40:32 ◼ ► he's got bigger fish to fry he's trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2432">TS</a>]
00:40:34 ◼ ► to keep the power on in the building so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2434">TS</a>]
00:40:37 ◼ ► all of it was all of it was back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2437">TS</a>]
00:40:40 ◼ ► entitlement now if I was if i had come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2440">TS</a>]
00:40:42 ◼ ► to that door with the like remembering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2442">TS</a>]
00:40:46 ◼ ► that I am just invited everywhere i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2446">TS</a>]
00:40:51 ◼ ► lucky to be anywhere we're all just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2451">TS</a>]
00:40:54 ◼ ► lucky to be anywhere and this guy's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2454">TS</a>]
00:40:57 ◼ ► you don't have the red stamp what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2457">TS</a>]
00:40:59 ◼ ► should have said was already get the red [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2459">TS</a>]
00:41:01 ◼ ► stamp and he'd say oh you get you had to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2461">TS</a>]
00:41:05 ◼ ► get it on the you have to get it on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2465">TS</a>]
00:41:07 ◼ ► it's like oh well can you get on your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2467">TS</a>]
00:41:09 ◼ ► walkie-talkie and ask like when the next [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2469">TS</a>]
00:41:12 ◼ ► ship to the moon is and he probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2472">TS</a>]
00:41:15 ◼ ► would have got on his walkie-talkie in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2475">TS</a>]
00:41:16 ◼ ► said something and somebody would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2476">TS</a>]
00:41:18 ◼ ► been there with a red stampin in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2478">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► minute and a half but but that's not the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► direction I went because that would that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:27 ◼ ► would have been inconceivable to me in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2487">TS</a>]
00:41:28 ◼ ► fact it only occurs to me now that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2488">TS</a>]
00:41:31 ◼ ► oh yeah oh we need red stamp oh how do I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2491">TS</a>]
00:41:34 ◼ ► do that how do i fill this out how do i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2494">TS</a>]
00:41:37 ◼ ► do the dance right uh but but my sense [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2497">TS</a>]
00:41:42 ◼ ► of entitlement is so strong and at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2502">TS</a>]
00:41:45 ◼ ► end at this point in my life belonging [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2505">TS</a>]
00:41:47 ◼ ► to that group matters so much to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2507">TS</a>]
00:41:49 ◼ ► because i'm not making new music and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2509">TS</a>]
00:41:52 ◼ ► insecure about myself so all of a sudden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2512">TS</a>]
00:41:56 ◼ ► you know as Bob Mould walks down the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2516">TS</a>]
00:41:58 ◼ ► hall and and looks back over his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2518">TS</a>]
00:42:00 ◼ ► shoulder and goes who's that guy can and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2520">TS</a>]
00:42:03 ◼ ► the door shuts and I'm arguing I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2523">TS</a>]
00:42:06 ◼ ► arguing with the chest piece over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2526">TS</a>]
00:42:08 ◼ ► whether or not i have a script for an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2528">TS</a>]
00:42:11 ◼ ► infection in wreck when you put it in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2531">TS</a>]
00:42:14 ◼ ► those terms it is pretty brutal you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2534">TS</a>]
00:42:16 ◼ ► what I mean like and she's like he's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2536">TS</a>]
00:42:18 ◼ ► little clay figurine that somebody made [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2538">TS</a>]
00:42:20 ◼ ► to put into the grave with the with that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2540">TS</a>]
00:42:24 ◼ ► the Chinese horse general that he did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2544">TS</a>]
00:42:26 ◼ ► his job but he did his job and when he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2546">TS</a>]
00:42:29 ◼ ► went home and the problem is i made him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2549">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► feel like shit I don't berlin i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:33 ◼ ► know if you can convey to our audience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2553">TS</a>]
00:42:34 ◼ ► what it is like to be in a small room [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2554">TS</a>]
00:42:39 ◼ ► like it's so fun to be in any room with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2559">TS</a>]
00:42:41 ◼ ► you like really honestly almost all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2561">TS</a>]
00:42:44 ◼ ► time except sometimes yeah i mean things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2564">TS</a>]
00:42:48 ◼ ► happen and and then it's not Christmas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2568">TS</a>]
00:42:52 ◼ ► no the vibration comes off of me and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2572">TS</a>]
00:42:54 ◼ ► is it you feel it in your just another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2574">TS</a>]
00:42:57 ◼ ► cold cold day in this second and say she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2577">TS</a>]
00:43:01 ◼ ► died it's you know he went home here you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2581">TS</a>]
00:43:03 ◼ ► get very young to use an overused word [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2583">TS</a>]
00:43:09 ◼ ► yes I mean it isn't fair to say yeah and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2589">TS</a>]
00:43:11 ◼ ► so this guy at the end of watch was not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2591">TS</a>]
00:43:13 ◼ ► mean he goes home he opens a keystone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2593">TS</a>]
00:43:19 ◼ ► because it's his favorite movie he loves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2599">TS</a>]
00:43:23 ◼ ► alex any sitting watching the mid-water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2603">TS</a>]
00:43:25 ◼ ► watching madagascar but still in some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2605">TS</a>]
00:43:29 ◼ ► part of himself is still sad or mad or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2609">TS</a>]
00:43:33 ◼ ► or like it didn't go well he was doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2613">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► his job and he feels like satisfied but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► he also is like I did I diminished him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:43 ◼ ► and that and why is that it was not for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2623">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► my I didn't do it i don't i don't feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:48 ◼ ► better for having done it I did it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2628">TS</a>]
00:43:50 ◼ ► because I was in this ego posture of of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2630">TS</a>]
00:43:54 ◼ ► of of like what what what you know you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2634">TS</a>]
00:43:59 ◼ ► know what I mean and it's just like I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2639">TS</a>]
00:44:01 ◼ ► totally did and III mean three seconds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2641">TS</a>]
00:44:04 ◼ ► away from saying do you know who i am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2644">TS</a>]
00:44:05 ◼ ► i'm saying is that is google me it's in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2645">TS</a>]
00:44:08 ◼ ► the state and its it's one of my deep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2648">TS</a>]
00:44:12 ◼ ► deep shame spots is when i do that and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2652">TS</a>]
00:44:15 ◼ ► don't know quite what it is I'm what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2655">TS</a>]
00:44:18 ◼ ► again i want to say the part of it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2658">TS</a>]
00:44:20 ◼ ► getting older it's becoming more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2660">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► difficult for me to write off the things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:24 ◼ ► like what you're describing as somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2664">TS</a>]
00:44:27 ◼ ► else's fault or it's getting harder for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2667">TS</a>]
00:44:29 ◼ ► me to find a good reason for why behave [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2669">TS</a>]
00:44:30 ◼ ► badly when there's this feeling inside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2670">TS</a>]
00:44:33 ◼ ► of me there's telling me intensely over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2673">TS</a>]
00:44:36 ◼ ► and over again perhaps over a period of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2676">TS</a>]
00:44:37 ◼ ► days you know you really fucked that up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2677">TS</a>]
00:44:39 ◼ ► yeah and it's it's it's it's becoming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2679">TS</a>]
00:44:42 ◼ ► harder for me to just let that off and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2682">TS</a>]
00:44:43 ◼ ► BB a funny guy about it and I realize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2683">TS</a>]
00:44:45 ◼ ► how harmful that can be and and and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2685">TS</a>]
00:44:48 ◼ ► I to be honest I realize how much I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2688">TS</a>]
00:44:51 ◼ ► don't know if this is useful at all but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2691">TS</a>]
00:44:53 ◼ ► I realize how toxic to my system it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2693">TS</a>]
00:44:58 ◼ ► to put the amount of energy needed into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2698">TS</a>]
00:45:02 ◼ ► thinking about that in a way where it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2702">TS</a>]
00:45:04 ◼ ► it takes a tremendous amount of effort [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2704">TS</a>]
00:45:06 ◼ ► and energy to hold that misconception in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2706">TS</a>]
00:45:10 ◼ ► uh-huh because I know I mean I'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2710">TS</a>]
00:45:12 ◼ ► that stupid i can look at the facts i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2712">TS</a>]
00:45:14 ◼ ► can do the playback i can remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2714">TS</a>]
00:45:16 ◼ ► specific things i said i can remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2716">TS</a>]
00:45:21 ◼ ► supporting cast member in like a mafia [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2721">TS</a>]
00:45:23 ◼ ► movie even thinking that look cool and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2723">TS</a>]
00:45:26 ◼ ► going that is that who you want to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2726">TS</a>]
00:45:28 ◼ ► like is that there's like five things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2728">TS</a>]
00:45:32 ◼ ► and this is not your parlance but mine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2732">TS</a>]
00:45:35 ◼ ► it starts in that situation you describe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2735">TS</a>]
00:45:38 ◼ ► the fire with if that were me in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2738">TS</a>]
00:45:39 ◼ ► position and very much could be it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2739">TS</a>]
00:45:41 ◼ ► be because my emotions went somewhere I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2741">TS</a>]
00:45:47 ◼ ► I didn't catch it and the more my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2747">TS</a>]
00:45:50 ◼ ► emotions got velcro into that situation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2750">TS</a>]
00:45:54 ◼ ► the less chance I had of coming out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2754">TS</a>]
00:45:57 ◼ ► it looking like anything but like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2757">TS</a>]
00:45:59 ◼ ► complete dick because i was being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2759">TS</a>]
00:46:01 ◼ ► complete dick and to me that emotion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2761">TS</a>]
00:46:02 ◼ ► thing is huge because like you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2762">TS</a>]
00:46:04 ◼ ► described now with now with however me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2764">TS</a>]
00:46:05 ◼ ► for three four five seven days away from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2765">TS</a>]
00:46:07 ◼ ► that you go oh we know what if I'd ask [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2767">TS</a>]
00:46:09 ◼ ► that guy you know the thing is it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2769">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► something oldest car in the world is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:12 ◼ ► that something is a favor if you that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2772">TS</a>]
00:46:14 ◼ ► guy is in a position to get Milwaukee [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2774">TS</a>]
00:46:15 ◼ ► and and talk to moonbase alpha and find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2775">TS</a>]
00:46:18 ◼ ► out if there's some way for you to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2778">TS</a>]
00:46:20 ◼ ► that's right and then you know he could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2780">TS</a>]
00:46:21 ◼ ► he's probably empowered to do you a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2781">TS</a>]
00:46:23 ◼ ► quiet favor that doesn't break the rule [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2783">TS</a>]
00:46:26 ◼ ► but he's he's absolutely not empowered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2786">TS</a>]
00:46:28 ◼ ► because you know how it is like he just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2788">TS</a>]
00:46:31 ◼ ► the one thing that he is uniquely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2791">TS</a>]
00:46:33 ◼ ► trained to deal with having been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2793">TS</a>]
00:46:37 ◼ ► precipitate turned to a crystal as soon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2797">TS</a>]
00:46:40 ◼ ► as I applied sheet it's like it is it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2800">TS</a>]
00:46:43 ◼ ► a little bit like a cop or if you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2803">TS</a>]
00:46:45 ◼ ► seemed like a normal citizen you know if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2805">TS</a>]
00:46:47 ◼ ► you seem like you've got a little bit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2807">TS</a>]
00:46:48 ◼ ► a buzz you might be able to work your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2808">TS</a>]
00:46:50 ◼ ► way out of it but if you start not you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2810">TS</a>]
00:46:52 ◼ ► but and probably hit some point but if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2812">TS</a>]
00:46:54 ◼ ► you start screaming about how you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2814">TS</a>]
00:46:56 ◼ ► the district attorney you know you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2816">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► you know Harvey Dent and you start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2817">TS</a>]
00:46:59 ◼ ► yelling like that that is when the cop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2819">TS</a>]
00:47:02 ◼ ► is going to flip in like the advisor is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2822">TS</a>]
00:47:04 ◼ ► going to come down on the armor and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2824">TS</a>]
00:47:07 ◼ ► that's it it now that we're in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2827">TS</a>]
00:47:09 ◼ ► different place though the funny thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2829">TS</a>]
00:47:10 ◼ ► is that i think it is rooted like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2830">TS</a>]
00:47:12 ◼ ► insecurity in me is rooted in a feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2832">TS</a>]
00:47:15 ◼ ► that I that that there is this that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2835">TS</a>]
00:47:18 ◼ ► there's little sline this this place [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2838">TS</a>]
00:47:20 ◼ ► always ahead of me always out of my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2840">TS</a>]
00:47:22 ◼ ► where once i have accomplished enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2842">TS</a>]
00:47:25 ◼ ► once i am well known enough or acclaimed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2845">TS</a>]
00:47:28 ◼ ► enough that i will be on the other side [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2848">TS</a>]
00:47:31 ◼ ► and there will either be a helper there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2851">TS</a>]
00:47:33 ◼ ► or things will be taken care of in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2853">TS</a>]
00:47:38 ◼ ► I will arrive and i will not have this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2858">TS</a>]
00:47:40 ◼ ► problem but there are 32 to two things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2860">TS</a>]
00:47:44 ◼ ► that I know about that one is well in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2864">TS</a>]
00:47:48 ◼ ► this particular instance i'm standing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2868">TS</a>]
00:47:50 ◼ ► out in front of this door arguing with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2870">TS</a>]
00:47:51 ◼ ► this guy about my pass and standing four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2871">TS</a>]
00:47:56 ◼ ► feet away are three former saturday [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2876">TS</a>]
00:48:00 ◼ ► night live cast members and two members [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2880">TS</a>]
00:48:03 ◼ ► of The Upright Citizens Brigade original [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2883">TS</a>]
00:48:06 ◼ ► cast all of whom also do not have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2886">TS</a>]
00:48:11 ◼ ► right pass and none of whom are and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2891">TS</a>]
00:48:15 ◼ ► they're just standing there waiting for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2895">TS</a>]
00:48:18 ◼ ► the next thing to happen like they also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2898">TS</a>]
00:48:22 ◼ ► want to be through the door but they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2902">TS</a>]
00:48:25 ◼ ► know their passes are wrong so they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2905">TS</a>]
00:48:29 ◼ ► and they're it's not like they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2909">TS</a>]
00:48:31 ◼ ► calling anybody there just waiting for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2911">TS</a>]
00:48:33 ◼ ► somebody to go there waiting for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2913">TS</a>]
00:48:36 ◼ ► next thing to happen and they're they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2916">TS</a>]
00:48:37 ◼ ► talking to each other and their kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2917">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► watching me and in this moment i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:43 ◼ ► looking at them and say well yeah okay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2923">TS</a>]
00:48:46 ◼ ► those people are like TV famous but this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2926">TS</a>]
00:48:50 ◼ ► is my town and this is my god damn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2930">TS</a>]
00:48:53 ◼ ► backstage door you know like i did not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2933">TS</a>]
00:48:57 ◼ ► even recognize I I the fact that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2937">TS</a>]
00:49:00 ◼ ► were people from Saturday Night Live [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2940">TS</a>]
00:49:03 ◼ ► standing there also who could not get in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2943">TS</a>]
00:49:06 ◼ ► um and the reality is alec baldwin does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2946">TS</a>]
00:49:14 ◼ ► Alec Baldwin who by all metrics has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2954">TS</a>]
00:49:20 ◼ ► arrived is recognizable does have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2960">TS</a>]
00:49:25 ◼ ► famous people all the time behave this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2965">TS</a>]
00:49:28 ◼ ► way Mel Gibson and even celery entitled [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2968">TS</a>]
00:49:33 ◼ ► kind of don't you know who i am it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2973">TS</a>]
00:49:34 ◼ ► tough and Trump right when somebody asks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2974">TS</a>]
00:49:38 ◼ ► them to put their ipad away on a phone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2978">TS</a>]
00:49:40 ◼ ► or one some you know like when somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2980">TS</a>]
00:49:44 ◼ ► of red wine on this flight and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2984">TS</a>]
00:49:47 ◼ ► start throwing yogurt around the plane [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2987">TS</a>]
00:49:48 ◼ ► or the think there's some some friction [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2988">TS</a>]
00:49:51 ◼ ► introduced that they think that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2991">TS</a>]
00:49:54 ◼ ► feel is the not applicable to them it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2994">TS</a>]
00:49:58 ◼ ► like right at all more like friction for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/2998">TS</a>]
00:50:00 ◼ ► the rabble and I think what it would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3000">TS</a>]
00:50:02 ◼ ► what that is evidence of is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3002">TS</a>]
00:50:04 ◼ ► somewhere inside Alec Baldwin there is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3004">TS</a>]
00:50:08 ◼ ► this insecurity this feeling that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3008">TS</a>]
00:50:10 ◼ ► doesn't belong and that it is that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3010">TS</a>]
00:50:13 ◼ ► comes out in these miss this exact same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3013">TS</a>]
00:50:16 ◼ ► expression which is just like what how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3016">TS</a>]
00:50:20 ◼ ► well it's i mean i-i I try to keep the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3020">TS</a>]
00:50:22 ◼ ► show sophisticated but it's a it's you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3022">TS</a>]
00:50:25 ◼ ► can't sit our lunch table that's what it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3025">TS</a>]
00:50:27 ◼ ► is is that sets that feeling I mean I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3027">TS</a>]
00:50:28 ◼ ► tell me I'm wrong but like that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3028">TS</a>]
00:50:30 ◼ ► exactly to me that's what the feeling is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3030">TS</a>]
00:50:32 ◼ ► if i were to sit down and go through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3032">TS</a>]
00:50:33 ◼ ► some Freudian analysis that's what it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3033">TS</a>]
00:50:35 ◼ ► would end up at it would anything about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3035">TS</a>]
00:50:36 ◼ ► some feeling of either like the sense of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3036">TS</a>]
00:50:39 ◼ ► abandonment or when your little or a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3039">TS</a>]
00:50:42 ◼ ► sense that that you know you thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3042">TS</a>]
00:50:45 ◼ ► that you thought that you were in but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3045">TS</a>]
00:50:48 ◼ ► you weren't really in and then the pig's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3048">TS</a>]
00:50:50 ◼ ► blood gets dumped on your head and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3050">TS</a>]
00:50:52 ◼ ► and so it with the clarity of a of not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3052">TS</a>]
00:50:57 ◼ ► being on a not being on a a pasta roller [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3057">TS</a>]
00:51:03 ◼ ► coaster and I'm starting to kiss i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3063">TS</a>]
00:51:08 ◼ ► starting to examine myself where I it in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3068">TS</a>]
00:51:12 ◼ ► the sense that I the fog of war is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3072">TS</a>]
00:51:15 ◼ ► starting to lift a little bit and I am I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3075">TS</a>]
00:51:19 ◼ ► still feel just as a sailed i still feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3079">TS</a>]
00:51:22 ◼ ► that I still feel like westmoreland but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3082">TS</a>]
00:51:28 ◼ ► I'm starting to also see that I am I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3088">TS</a>]
00:51:32 ◼ ► I mean I've always known that I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3092">TS</a>]
00:51:34 ◼ ► ridiculous but i'm starting to see how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3094">TS</a>]
00:51:36 ◼ ► simple the ridiculousness is and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3096">TS</a>]
00:51:40 ◼ ► and that ultimately it's like am out an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3100">TS</a>]
00:51:44 ◼ ► awful what an awful feeling but I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3104">TS</a>]
00:51:46 ◼ ► it's a focal length problem where you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3106">TS</a>]
00:51:49 ◼ ► incredible diorama train set I've ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3109">TS</a>]
00:51:53 ◼ ► seen and then it's like oh no it's a bet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3113">TS</a>]
00:51:56 ◼ ► billions is a picture out my hotel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3116">TS</a>]
00:51:59 ◼ ► window of a street you're like oh fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3119">TS</a>]
00:52:02 ◼ ► it's just but but actually like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3122">TS</a>]
00:52:05 ◼ ► yeah check that mean that's a relief in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3125">TS</a>]
00:52:08 ◼ ► some ways because because reality is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3128">TS</a>]
00:52:10 ◼ ► restored a little bit like a second ago [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3130">TS</a>]
00:52:13 ◼ ► you were amazed but you were amazed and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3133">TS</a>]
00:52:16 ◼ ► and also it was a little scary that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3136">TS</a>]
00:52:19 ◼ ► someone would have that there are people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3139">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► out there so crazy and talented to have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:24 ◼ ► made a diorama of your city that looks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3144">TS</a>]
00:52:26 ◼ ► so good and then you're like oh it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3146">TS</a>]
00:52:28 ◼ ► just a trick and I'm starting to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3148">TS</a>]
00:52:30 ◼ ► starting to peel peel away some of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3150">TS</a>]
00:52:32 ◼ ► mind tricks I've been playing on myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3152">TS</a>]
00:52:34 ◼ ► and like but I but honestly I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3154">TS</a>]
00:52:36 ◼ ► what to do i am at war with so many of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3156">TS</a>]
00:52:39 ◼ ► my friends and and honestly when I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3159">TS</a>]
00:52:42 ◼ ► to say when you and I started doing this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3162">TS</a>]
00:52:45 ◼ ► podcast I was like oh my god I am so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3165">TS</a>]
00:52:48 ◼ ► looking forward to this but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3168">TS</a>]
00:52:49 ◼ ► probably gonna last a month because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3169">TS</a>]
00:52:51 ◼ ► Merlin and i are going to get into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3171">TS</a>]
00:52:53 ◼ ► oh and then what will you know it wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3173">TS</a>]
00:52:55 ◼ ► it's not the craziest i-35 ever know but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3175">TS</a>]
00:52:58 ◼ ► like that but you and I are both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3178">TS</a>]
00:53:00 ◼ ► mercurial this was it this was an inner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3180">TS</a>]
00:53:05 ◼ ► well this is the thing where we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3185">TS</a>]
00:53:06 ◼ ► going to surrounding town what the fuck [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3186">TS</a>]
00:53:12 ◼ ► I know and one of the you know and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3192">TS</a>]
00:53:17 ◼ ► think it's to our credit that we you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3197">TS</a>]
00:53:19 ◼ ► know we have never let money intrude on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3199">TS</a>]
00:53:22 ◼ ► the castle of st. John if we if we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3202">TS</a>]
00:53:24 ◼ ► didn't do this we were yelling at chess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3204">TS</a>]
00:53:27 ◼ ► pieces all the it's actually true but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3207">TS</a>]
00:53:29 ◼ ► like so many of my of my close friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3209">TS</a>]
00:53:31 ◼ ► right now I'm like uh I he's against me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3211">TS</a>]
00:53:37 ◼ ► well because you didn't answer my texts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3217">TS</a>]
00:53:39 ◼ ► well what did your text say well it said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3219">TS</a>]
00:53:45 ◼ ► why would he answer it oh well he shows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3225">TS</a>]
00:53:49 ◼ ► he should know what that means he should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3229">TS</a>]
00:53:51 ◼ ► know that fuck off means high utilize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3231">TS</a>]
00:54:01 ◼ ► oh man this is so much as just get real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3241">TS</a>]
00:54:04 ◼ ► man yeah so i think that you know i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3244">TS</a>]
00:54:06 ◼ ► going to spend on the hob goodness it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3246">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► basically the healing power of bacon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:10 ◼ ► I feel like I feel like a like I should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3250">TS</a>]
00:54:12 ◼ ► go stand on the sidewalk in front of dan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3252">TS</a>]
00:54:14 ◼ ► Benjamin's house in a white robe I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3254">TS</a>]
00:54:20 ◼ ► that would I think that would really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3260">TS</a>]
00:54:22 ◼ ► chant his name i think it would be quick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3262">TS</a>]
00:54:24 ◼ ► not doing they're saying dan and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3264">TS</a>]
00:54:28 ◼ ► said something in a video while you set [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3268">TS</a>]
00:54:30 ◼ ► it on stage while you're being videotape [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3270">TS</a>]
00:54:32 ◼ ► somebody asked you about a great line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3272">TS</a>]
00:54:35 ◼ ► for picking up nerdy girls or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3275">TS</a>]
00:54:37 ◼ ► and he said something along the lines of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3277">TS</a>]
00:54:40 ◼ ► I i haven't I i haven't i still havent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3280">TS</a>]
00:54:44 ◼ ► assume my ultimate form right now is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3284">TS</a>]
00:54:47 ◼ ► that from the Chicken McNugget video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3287">TS</a>]
00:54:50 ◼ ► everybody got that no that's a that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3290">TS</a>]
00:54:55 ◼ ► have you seen that you can begin video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3295">TS</a>]
00:54:57 ◼ ► no um can I spoil it for a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3297">TS</a>]
00:55:00 ◼ ► yeah like a security tape video is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3300">TS</a>]
00:55:03 ◼ ► got to be fake but i think my appeal a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3303">TS</a>]
00:55:06 ◼ ► woman close to a woman goes to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3306">TS</a>]
00:55:09 ◼ ► drive-thru window at mcdonalds and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3309">TS</a>]
00:55:11 ◼ ► begins with her screaming at it at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3311">TS</a>]
00:55:17 ◼ ► screaming at the person inside the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3317">TS</a>]
00:55:19 ◼ ► sliding window about why the fuck they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3319">TS</a>]
00:55:21 ◼ ► don't have chicken mcnuggets it he said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3321">TS</a>]
00:55:23 ◼ ► they go ma'am is 1030am we don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3323">TS</a>]
00:55:26 ◼ ► chicken mcnuggets right now and she she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3326">TS</a>]
00:55:29 ◼ ► disagrees and says that they do have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3329">TS</a>]
00:55:30 ◼ ► chicken mcnuggets she gets out she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3330">TS</a>]
00:55:32 ◼ ► starts hitting the person she gets out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3332">TS</a>]
00:55:34 ◼ ► of her car starts hitting the person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3334">TS</a>]
00:55:35 ◼ ► screaming obscenities and saying all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3335">TS</a>]
00:55:37 ◼ ► kinds of like crazy like lord of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3337">TS</a>]
00:55:40 ◼ ► rings shit are you know what she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3340">TS</a>]
00:55:41 ◼ ► talking about what she says don't make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3341">TS</a>]
00:55:45 ◼ ► uh-oh and then she breaks the window and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3345">TS</a>]
00:55:51 ◼ ► yeah yeah well that's it that's the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3351">TS</a>]
00:55:54 ◼ ► reference pokemon well or if not pokemon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3354">TS</a>]
00:55:57 ◼ ► minutes like goku oh yeah that's where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3357">TS</a>]
00:56:02 ◼ ► for lots of guys come on Lady a separate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3362">TS</a>]
00:56:04 ◼ ► soccer now separate cause when you stick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3364">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► your sword in and twist it around like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:10 ◼ ► said i don't think you have hentai haha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3370">TS</a>]
00:56:12 ◼ ► weights i think that that's that when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3372">TS</a>]
00:56:14 ◼ ► you type a schoolgirl no hentai is when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPxBnlk/3374">TS</a>]