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00:08:48 ◼ ► you're seeing this happen in edmonton [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/528">TS</a>]
00:08:50 ◼ ► canada now yeah and kind of around the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/530">TS</a>]
00:08:52 ◼ ► world what happens in in these in these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/532">TS</a>]
00:08:55 ◼ ► frontier situations is that guy's of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/535">TS</a>]
00:09:01 ◼ ► working-class like wrench Turner's and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/541">TS</a>]
00:09:09 ◼ ► you know like Derek workers are suddenly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/549">TS</a>]
00:09:12 ◼ ► elevated just threw cash alone into like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/552">TS</a>]
00:09:17 ◼ ► the cliq firmly upper-middle-class [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/557">TS</a>]
00:09:20 ◼ ► resources right like so people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/560">TS</a>]
00:09:24 ◼ ► coming from Oklahoma they're coming from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/564">TS</a>]
00:09:26 ◼ ► Arkansas they're coming from Louisiana [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/566">TS</a>]
00:09:28 ◼ ► and they've been working on the oil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/568">TS</a>]
00:09:30 ◼ ► derricks down there and they come to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/570">TS</a>]
00:09:32 ◼ ► Alaska and their pay is quadrupled and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/572">TS</a>]
00:09:36 ◼ ► they know it's a really mixed blessing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/576">TS</a>]
00:09:38 ◼ ► yeah and they don't have any roots up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/578">TS</a>]
00:09:40 ◼ ► there either and and the nature of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/580">TS</a>]
00:09:44 ◼ ► country is anything goes right so so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/584">TS</a>]
00:09:48 ◼ ► get I mean you know a massive influx of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/588">TS</a>]
00:09:50 ◼ ► sex workers a massive influx of drug [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/590">TS</a>]
00:09:55 ◼ ► everybody's up there and there's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/595">TS</a>]
00:09:58 ◼ ► money everywhere and then it that this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/598">TS</a>]
00:10:00 ◼ ► happened over and over and over again in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/600">TS</a>]
00:10:01 ◼ ► Alaska because the the fishing went [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/601">TS</a>]
00:10:04 ◼ ► crazy the notes of gold rush mentality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/604">TS</a>]
00:10:06 ◼ ► so a lot of these people had kids and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/606">TS</a>]
00:10:09 ◼ ► they weren't looking out for the kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/609">TS</a>]
00:10:10 ◼ ► and the the drugs and the sex and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/610">TS</a>]
00:10:13 ◼ ► violence was all happening all around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/613">TS</a>]
00:10:17 ◼ ► this kind of generation of kids and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/617">TS</a>]
00:10:21 ◼ ► starting in start between 1970 in 1985 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/621">TS</a>]
00:10:26 ◼ ► or something you know it was just a it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/626">TS</a>]
00:10:29 ◼ ► there was so much intensity and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/629">TS</a>]
00:10:36 ◼ ► probably working a lot to write well and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/636">TS</a>]
00:10:38 ◼ ► that's the only thing like like two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/638">TS</a>]
00:10:40 ◼ ► yeah so so dad is just fully gone and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/640">TS</a>]
00:10:43 ◼ ► then when he comes back he's movies his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/643">TS</a>]
00:10:50 ◼ ► um and very very nutty life right and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/650">TS</a>]
00:10:58 ◼ ► didn't want my family was was relatively [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/658">TS</a>]
00:11:00 ◼ ► stable by comparison but you know I hear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/660">TS</a>]
00:11:03 ◼ ► this story but oh yeah you know what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/663">TS</a>]
00:11:05 ◼ ► your what's your buddy's is like coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/665">TS</a>]
00:11:07 ◼ ► to class drunk and the story goes around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/667">TS</a>]
00:11:10 ◼ ► and it's not there's people are telling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/670">TS</a>]
00:11:13 ◼ ► it like that that's a bit that's reason [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/673">TS</a>]
00:11:17 ◼ ► for concern there telling that story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/677">TS</a>]
00:11:18 ◼ ► because that makes her incredibly cool [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/678">TS</a>]
00:11:20 ◼ ► like did you know that you know that a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/680">TS</a>]
00:11:29 ◼ ► and so that kind of information and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/689">TS</a>]
00:11:35 ◼ ► this happening kind of among my among [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/695">TS</a>]
00:11:37 ◼ ► people i know my friends put it in put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/697">TS</a>]
00:11:41 ◼ ► the put the manual so much further out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/701">TS</a>]
00:11:44 ◼ ► of my reach like I've never i don't have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/704">TS</a>]
00:11:47 ◼ ► never had a beer or I mean I guess I had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/707">TS</a>]
00:11:49 ◼ ► but i have never I wasn't intentionally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/709">TS</a>]
00:11:52 ◼ ► getting drunk yet and that's a real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/712">TS</a>]
00:11:56 ◼ ► that's a real line across when you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/716">TS</a>]
00:11:58 ◼ ► when you're in high school or younger is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/718">TS</a>]
00:12:02 ◼ ► I think maybe I'm just puritanical or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/722">TS</a>]
00:12:04 ◼ ► silly or something but it seems like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/724">TS</a>]
00:12:06 ◼ ► there was a real difference between [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/726">TS</a>]
00:12:07 ◼ ► people who are like teehee i'm going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/727">TS</a>]
00:12:09 ◼ ► have a beer and a half and while we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/729">TS</a>]
00:12:11 ◼ ► drive around a car versus people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/731">TS</a>]
00:12:13 ◼ ► would like plan ahead to have alcohol [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/733">TS</a>]
00:12:15 ◼ ► and get drunk on more than like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/735">TS</a>]
00:12:17 ◼ ► quarterly basis it really felt like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/737">TS</a>]
00:12:19 ◼ ► big divide i think it was adding two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/739">TS</a>]
00:12:21 ◼ ► huge to find and and the and the only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/741">TS</a>]
00:12:25 ◼ ► reason I think you would be doing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/745">TS</a>]
00:12:26 ◼ ► is that you are trying to you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/746">TS</a>]
00:12:30 ◼ ► you're trying to put X's where your eyes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/750">TS</a>]
00:12:33 ◼ ► because what whatever else is happening [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/753">TS</a>]
00:12:35 ◼ ► is like way worse and so there's a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/755">TS</a>]
00:12:38 ◼ ► of that going on and then the the sex [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/758">TS</a>]
00:12:40 ◼ ► that that attended that and I i was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/760">TS</a>]
00:12:44 ◼ ► you know honestly still still worried [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/764">TS</a>]
00:12:48 ◼ ► about whether the agents of cobra we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/768">TS</a>]
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00:13:31 ◼ ► if you know anyone in your life who's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/811">TS</a>]
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00:13:38 ◼ ► Squarespace because it's probably pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/818">TS</a>]
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00:14:17 ◼ ► rod on the line we could not do it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/857">TS</a>]
00:14:21 ◼ ► beginning the very very very beginning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/861">TS</a>]
00:14:23 ◼ ► of something I know it's gonna get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/863">TS</a>]
00:14:24 ◼ ► hundred times more complex but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/864">TS</a>]
00:14:26 ◼ ► even even in kindergarten for my kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/866">TS</a>]
00:14:29 ◼ ► like there were there were there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/869">TS</a>]
00:14:30 ◼ ► certain kids that I mean there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/870">TS</a>]
00:14:36 ◼ ► certainly the little boys her age are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/876">TS</a>]
00:14:38 ◼ ► very are very aggressive there are some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/878">TS</a>]
00:14:40 ◼ ► kids who are you have some stuff going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/880">TS</a>]
00:14:43 ◼ ► on and then there are some kids who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/883">TS</a>]
00:14:44 ◼ ► dicks and it's when you're around so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/884">TS</a>]
00:14:48 ◼ ► many like I have to honestly say and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/888">TS</a>]
00:14:50 ◼ ► have met you had this to its kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/890">TS</a>]
00:14:52 ◼ ► amazing how many of the kids in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/892">TS</a>]
00:14:54 ◼ ► daughter's kindergarten class we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/894">TS</a>]
00:14:56 ◼ ► actually really like nice cool kids with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/896">TS</a>]
00:14:59 ◼ ► parents and another pain in the ass or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/899">TS</a>]
00:15:01 ◼ ► whatever but they were like pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/901">TS</a>]
00:15:03 ◼ ► normal kids so it really does stick out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/903">TS</a>]
00:15:06 ◼ ► it's a pretty diverse it's a pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/906">TS</a>]
00:15:07 ◼ ► diverse class but you know you know in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/907">TS</a>]
00:15:11 ◼ ► most ways but it really does stick out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/911">TS</a>]
00:15:13 ◼ ► when there's somebody who's like always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/913">TS</a>]
00:15:17 ◼ ► because of a combination of not just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/917">TS</a>]
00:15:19 ◼ ► impulse control but also lashing out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/919">TS</a>]
00:15:22 ◼ ► where you see a kid it's it's still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/922">TS</a>]
00:15:25 ◼ ► feels weird to see a five or even back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/925">TS</a>]
00:15:28 ◼ ► on her preschools and countersunk these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/928">TS</a>]
00:15:29 ◼ ► three or four year old boys there's one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/929">TS</a>]
00:15:31 ◼ ► little boy that she was friends with it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/931">TS</a>]
00:15:35 ◼ ► everything will be going fine he would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/935">TS</a>]
00:15:37 ◼ ► suddenly become pretty aggressive then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/937">TS</a>]
00:15:40 ◼ ► become violent and then burst into tears [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/940">TS</a>]
00:15:42 ◼ ► like one day he hit it with a shovel OH [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/942">TS</a>]
00:15:45 ◼ ► and they're really good friends and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/945">TS</a>]
00:15:48 ◼ ► then he just burst into tears and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/948">TS</a>]
00:15:50 ◼ ► kids three or four and so I gotta read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/950">TS</a>]
00:15:53 ◼ ► on that personally woman with the end [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/953">TS</a>]
00:15:55 ◼ ► and I don't know how to translate but i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/955">TS</a>]
00:15:57 ◼ ► want to say to her well you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/957">TS</a>]
00:15:59 ◼ ► kids got some stuff going on probably in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/959">TS</a>]
00:16:02 ◼ ► in and what I want to say to her though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/962">TS</a>]
00:16:03 ◼ ► it's like when you meet people who do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/963">TS</a>]
00:16:05 ◼ ► stuff that seems outrageous or are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/965">TS</a>]
00:16:07 ◼ ► allowed to do stuff where this seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/967">TS</a>]
00:16:08 ◼ ► outrageous you see the behaving in a way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/968">TS</a>]
00:16:10 ◼ ► that's very outrageous like that may not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/970">TS</a>]
00:16:13 ◼ ► be just because they have cool parents [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/973">TS</a>]
00:16:15 ◼ ► that let them do what they want Lana I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/975">TS</a>]
00:16:17 ◼ ► mean what I'm trying to say to her is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/977">TS</a>]
00:16:19 ◼ ► like when you meet a bully almost every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/979">TS</a>]
00:16:21 ◼ ► bully you meet got that way for a reason [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/981">TS</a>]
00:16:23 ◼ ► is because somebody bullied them and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/983">TS</a>]
00:16:25 ◼ ► maybe i might be their dad might be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/985">TS</a>]
00:16:27 ◼ ► their brother or their mom but that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/987">TS</a>]
00:16:29 ◼ ► could probably make name I don't want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/989">TS</a>]
00:16:30 ◼ ► say but that kid may not have the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/990">TS</a>]
00:16:32 ◼ ► happiest home life and school ends up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/992">TS</a>]
00:16:35 ◼ ► being the place i'm not trying to excuse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/995">TS</a>]
00:16:36 ◼ ► this but school maybe the place where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/996">TS</a>]
00:16:38 ◼ ► they're trying to figure out how to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/998">TS</a>]
00:16:40 ◼ ► explain it to a five-year-old though [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1000">TS</a>]
00:16:41 ◼ ► like your friend hit you with a shovel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1001">TS</a>]
00:16:43 ◼ ► well I I know his dad's a little hard to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1003">TS</a>]
00:16:45 ◼ ► talk to sometimes uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1005">TS</a>]
00:16:50 ◼ ► does that resonate though while watching [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1010">TS</a>]
00:16:52 ◼ ► the little kids interact with each other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1012">TS</a>]
00:16:58 ◼ ► extrapolating that to watching the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1018">TS</a>]
00:16:59 ◼ ► adults that I know and then just trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1019">TS</a>]
00:17:01 ◼ ► to live in the world like it's hard to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1021">TS</a>]
00:17:04 ◼ ► keep those two thoughts in mind which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1024">TS</a>]
00:17:06 ◼ ► that that everyone in the world is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1026">TS</a>]
00:17:09 ◼ ► simultaneously like less monstrous then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1029">TS</a>]
00:17:13 ◼ ► you want them to be or less monstrous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1033">TS</a>]
00:17:14 ◼ ► than you think like everybody's doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1034">TS</a>]
00:17:16 ◼ ► the best job they can and everybody has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1036">TS</a>]
00:17:18 ◼ ► a fairly similar tool box and people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1038">TS</a>]
00:17:22 ◼ ► generally good you know this is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1042">TS</a>]
00:17:24 ◼ ► something probably more or probably more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1044">TS</a>]
00:17:28 ◼ ► like then we would imagine a lot of time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1048">TS</a>]
00:17:30 ◼ ► exactly and it's the it's the it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1050">TS</a>]
00:17:32 ◼ ► insight that you get when you're like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1052">TS</a>]
00:17:33 ◼ ► I you know I like we've talked about a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1053">TS</a>]
00:17:35 ◼ ► million times like people in the South [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1055">TS</a>]
00:17:37 ◼ ► are amazing and we spend a lot of time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1057">TS</a>]
00:17:40 ◼ ► in the North demonizing them and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1060">TS</a>]
00:17:42 ◼ ► you go down there near like these are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1062">TS</a>]
00:17:43 ◼ ► the most amazing people in the world was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1063">TS</a>]
00:17:45 ◼ ► i talking about and it's true around the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1065">TS</a>]
00:17:47 ◼ ► world everybody is generally great and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1067">TS</a>]
00:17:49 ◼ ► everybody is is like smarter than you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1069">TS</a>]
00:17:52 ◼ ► think and and better at what they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1072">TS</a>]
00:17:54 ◼ ► doing than you think and then on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1074">TS</a>]
00:17:55 ◼ ► flip side like how are we how do we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1075">TS</a>]
00:17:59 ◼ ► manage even to have one day of peace in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1079">TS</a>]
00:18:03 ◼ ► the world how do we manage to even it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1083">TS</a>]
00:18:05 ◼ ► absolutely perplexing he said this a few [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1085">TS</a>]
00:18:07 ◼ ► shows ago why it how is it and i really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1087">TS</a>]
00:18:09 ◼ ► am going to this today because don't get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1089">TS</a>]
00:18:11 ◼ ► me started about local public transit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1091">TS</a>]
00:18:13 ◼ ► oh my god but you were saying something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1093">TS</a>]
00:18:15 ◼ ► about like I don't know how people drive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1095">TS</a>]
00:18:17 ◼ ► to a job downtown and don't get a fist [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1097">TS</a>]
00:18:20 ◼ ► yeah and I know that's an exaggeration [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1100">TS</a>]
00:18:21 ◼ ► but i have to say i'm kind of surprised [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1101">TS</a>]
00:18:25 ◼ ► I mean the kind of friction that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1105">TS</a>]
00:18:27 ◼ ► have with other people every day and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1107">TS</a>]
00:18:28 ◼ ► just knowing how many people are really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1108">TS</a>]
00:18:31 ◼ ► on a limb every day and barely keeping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1111">TS</a>]
00:18:33 ◼ ► it together on how many of these kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1113">TS</a>]
00:18:35 ◼ ► like I you know our our our little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1115">TS</a>]
00:18:37 ◼ ► preschool draws from a fairly affluent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1117">TS</a>]
00:18:44 ◼ ► population and there are a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1124">TS</a>]
00:18:47 ◼ ► kids who have beautiful homes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1127">TS</a>]
00:18:51 ◼ ► obviously like educated caring parents [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1131">TS</a>]
00:18:55 ◼ ► but the but those kids are out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1135">TS</a>]
00:19:00 ◼ ► control because the parenting choices [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1140">TS</a>]
00:19:03 ◼ ► it seems like they're being made are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1143">TS</a>]
00:19:05 ◼ ► mostly like boy I don't know what to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1145">TS</a>]
00:19:08 ◼ ► I don't know what to do about it so I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1148">TS</a>]
00:19:10 ◼ ► just gonna I'm just gonna give him a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1150">TS</a>]
00:19:12 ◼ ► candy bar and set up in front of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1152">TS</a>]
00:19:14 ◼ ► television and and then after hour from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1154">TS</a>]
00:19:17 ◼ ► now he'll calm down and I guess that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1157">TS</a>]
00:19:19 ◼ ► what parenting is you know like there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1159">TS</a>]
00:19:21 ◼ ► a lot of that going on that that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1161">TS</a>]
00:19:23 ◼ ► feels like yeah overtime that kid will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1163">TS</a>]
00:19:26 ◼ ► become socialized by his peers and by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1166">TS</a>]
00:19:29 ◼ ► the world and by school so that she can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1169">TS</a>]
00:19:33 ◼ ► he can go out into the world and get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1173">TS</a>]
00:19:35 ◼ ► jobby go to college like all these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1175">TS</a>]
00:19:36 ◼ ► things will happen but at the center [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1176">TS</a>]
00:19:39 ◼ ► at the core of this person there is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1179">TS</a>]
00:19:44 ◼ ► there is no relationship to other people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1184">TS</a>]
00:19:48 ◼ ► you know the the core relationship which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1188">TS</a>]
00:19:51 ◼ ► is like my mom and dad didn't let me be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1191">TS</a>]
00:19:57 ◼ ► an animal sort of never happened and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1197">TS</a>]
00:20:01 ◼ ► and the kid is insulated because that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1201">TS</a>]
00:20:04 ◼ ► they have well and so that he he isn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1204">TS</a>]
00:20:09 ◼ ► an animal because he's you know because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1209">TS</a>]
00:20:11 ◼ ► he's in this big house and nobody can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1211">TS</a>]
00:20:13 ◼ ► hear him you know he's not bothering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1213">TS</a>]
00:20:14 ◼ ► people and also want to put too fine a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1214">TS</a>]
00:20:16 ◼ ► point on it but also because they may [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1216">TS</a>]
00:20:18 ◼ ► have the resources to help back and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1218">TS</a>]
00:20:21 ◼ ► not trying to judge something that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1221">TS</a>]
00:20:22 ◼ ► struggle with and I'm aware of this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1222">TS</a>]
00:20:24 ◼ ► that if you have the resources and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1224">TS</a>]
00:20:26 ◼ ► time and time really means resources [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1226">TS</a>]
00:20:29 ◼ ► it means you you've got a place where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1229">TS</a>]
00:20:32 ◼ ► you can be all the time when you got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1232">TS</a>]
00:20:35 ◼ ► maybe you've got childcare all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1235">TS</a>]
00:20:36 ◼ ► and you have a way to perpetually help [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1236">TS</a>]
00:20:38 ◼ ► your kid take the edge off and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1238">TS</a>]
00:20:40 ◼ ► always there to give them maybe not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1240">TS</a>]
00:20:43 ◼ ► exactly the next drink but you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1243">TS</a>]
00:20:44 ◼ ► i mean you're almost there to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1244">TS</a>]
00:20:46 ◼ ► something I've talked about this a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1246">TS</a>]
00:20:47 ◼ ► couple of places lately because it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1247">TS</a>]
00:20:48 ◼ ► really been on my mind is and really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1248">TS</a>]
00:20:49 ◼ ► inspired by you in some ways is how to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1249">TS</a>]
00:20:53 ◼ ► help a kid get to where they figure out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1253">TS</a>]
00:20:55 ◼ ► that the it's not a good idea to expect [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1255">TS</a>]
00:20:57 ◼ ► other people to assume that other people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1257">TS</a>]
00:21:00 ◼ ► made you feel bad or to expect that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1260">TS</a>]
00:21:02 ◼ ► other people are going to be there to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1262">TS</a>]
00:21:03 ◼ ► make you feel good whether that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1263">TS</a>]
00:21:04 ◼ ► through TV or whatever not I just cause [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1264">TS</a>]
00:21:06 ◼ ► I do struggle with that but but you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1266">TS</a>]
00:21:08 ◼ ► right and the thing is as long as those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1268">TS</a>]
00:21:09 ◼ ► resources are there and there's a TV [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1269">TS</a>]
00:21:11 ◼ ► there and there's another bag of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1271">TS</a>]
00:21:13 ◼ ► Eminem's there everything will be fine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1273">TS</a>]
00:21:14 ◼ ► right and and and so this kid grows you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1274">TS</a>]
00:21:17 ◼ ► know I see I'm seeing it more and more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1277">TS</a>]
00:21:19 ◼ ► and this is kind of what we when we see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1279">TS</a>]
00:21:22 ◼ ► these terrible videos or when people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1282">TS</a>]
00:21:24 ◼ ► reveal themselves on the internet to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1284">TS</a>]
00:21:26 ◼ ► you know gross kind of frat boys like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1286">TS</a>]
00:21:31 ◼ ► that that expose that just went around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1291">TS</a>]
00:21:33 ◼ ► about all the all the CEOs of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1293">TS</a>]
00:21:36 ◼ ► startups in their twenties who it turns [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1296">TS</a>]
00:21:38 ◼ ► out alright racist frat boys or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1298">TS</a>]
00:21:41 ◼ ► it's like yeah that that's that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1301">TS</a>]
00:21:44 ◼ ► happening that's happening a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1304">TS</a>]
00:21:46 ◼ ► places you know and and the resources [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1306">TS</a>]
00:21:48 ◼ ► allow the person to grow up with a good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1308">TS</a>]
00:21:53 ◼ ► a good you know they had a they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1313">TS</a>]
00:21:57 ◼ ► lot of friends and they have a they have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1317">TS</a>]
00:21:59 ◼ ► the ability to have a cool car and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1319">TS</a>]
00:22:02 ◼ ► know they're popular and successful they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1322">TS</a>]
00:22:04 ◼ ► succeed but like at that at the heart of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1324">TS</a>]
00:22:08 ◼ ► their of their experience there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1328">TS</a>]
00:22:11 ◼ ► something crucial mission they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1331">TS</a>]
00:22:13 ◼ ► never they weren't domesticated they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1333">TS</a>]
00:22:16 ◼ ► were just like when you get tired when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1336">TS</a>]
00:22:18 ◼ ► you get tired in this giant room full of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1338">TS</a>]
00:22:21 ◼ ► why don't you go into your other giant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1341">TS</a>]
00:22:22 ◼ ► room full of toys or why don't you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1342">TS</a>]
00:22:24 ◼ ► scroll through a thousand videos you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1344">TS</a>]
00:22:26 ◼ ► could watch or why don't you you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1346">TS</a>]
00:22:28 ◼ ► you know and it's just like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1348">TS</a>]
00:22:29 ◼ ► saying take another hit off of the crack [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1349">TS</a>]
00:22:31 ◼ ► pipe and then literally something's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1351">TS</a>]
00:22:34 ◼ ► wrong with you let's go to the doctor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1354">TS</a>]
00:22:35 ◼ ► and get some medicine that's gonna you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1355">TS</a>]
00:22:37 ◼ ► know that's gonna like what why do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1357">TS</a>]
00:22:41 ◼ ► we're expected to not do the thing you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1361">TS</a>]
00:22:43 ◼ ► immediately want to do 45 minutes yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1363">TS</a>]
00:22:45 ◼ ► right we got you must have a you must [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1365">TS</a>]
00:22:47 ◼ ► have a disorder let's put ability right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1367">TS</a>]
00:22:49 ◼ ► and and you and then you see other kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1369">TS</a>]
00:22:52 ◼ ► at the school whose parents are you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1372">TS</a>]
00:22:54 ◼ ► what you would call I guess I mean that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1374">TS</a>]
00:22:56 ◼ ► they don't seem they don't seem strict [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1376">TS</a>]
00:22:58 ◼ ► to me maybe when I was a kid I watched [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1378">TS</a>]
00:23:00 ◼ ► other people's parents and was like wow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1380">TS</a>]
00:23:02 ◼ ► that's a strict parent but there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1382">TS</a>]
00:23:04 ◼ ► parents at at that go to the coop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1384">TS</a>]
00:23:06 ◼ ► preschool that I'm that my daughter goes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1386">TS</a>]
00:23:09 ◼ ► to who are just like watching their kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1389">TS</a>]
00:23:11 ◼ ► and when the kid gets another kid with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1391">TS</a>]
00:23:14 ◼ ► the shovel the parent is on them like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1394">TS</a>]
00:23:17 ◼ ► you know like instantly and not angry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1397">TS</a>]
00:23:21 ◼ ► but like the parent is there a parent is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1401">TS</a>]
00:23:23 ◼ ► saying I see you this is not good you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1403">TS</a>]
00:23:26 ◼ ► are done or whatever you know and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1406">TS</a>]
00:23:28 ◼ ► kid is at the center of their existence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1408">TS</a>]
00:23:30 ◼ ► is something right there is some feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1410">TS</a>]
00:23:35 ◼ ► like that like somebody that loves them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1415">TS</a>]
00:23:37 ◼ ► is watching them i guess for for better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1417">TS</a>]
00:23:41 ◼ ► for worse so anyway yeah while I look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1421">TS</a>]
00:23:44 ◼ ► around I mean I just I just did a bunch [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1424">TS</a>]
00:23:45 ◼ ► of traveling last week and everywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1425">TS</a>]
00:23:48 ◼ ► you go like there are there are people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1428">TS</a>]
00:23:52 ◼ ► everywhere and they're all making it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1432">TS</a>]
00:23:54 ◼ ► their all making it work somehow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1434">TS</a>]
00:23:56 ◼ ► and in the in this fitness fractal way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1436">TS</a>]
00:23:59 ◼ ► of like every single person is paying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1439">TS</a>]
00:24:00 ◼ ► their water bill this month every single [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1440">TS</a>]
00:24:05 ◼ ► you know manages to like put gas in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1445">TS</a>]
00:24:09 ◼ ► their car but yesterday i was on an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1449">TS</a>]
00:24:14 ◼ ► airplane and I kept hearing this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1454">TS</a>]
00:24:16 ◼ ► so this clacking sound and I looked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1456">TS</a>]
00:24:18 ◼ ► across the island there was a woman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1458">TS</a>]
00:24:19 ◼ ► cutting her fingernails God on an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1459">TS</a>]
00:24:24 ◼ ► airplane at fans toenails and central [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1464">TS</a>]
00:24:29 ◼ ► heating is a popular event on the s3 car [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1469">TS</a>]
00:24:33 ◼ ► sure I'm sure thanks click click and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1473">TS</a>]
00:24:36 ◼ ► sure she would have been clipping her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1476">TS</a>]
00:24:38 ◼ ► toenails if if she didn't feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1478">TS</a>]
00:24:40 ◼ ► there was some line you know he's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1480">TS</a>]
00:24:43 ◼ ► much stick not a monitor but she is she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1483">TS</a>]
00:24:46 ◼ ► does have some part of something missing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1486">TS</a>]
00:24:50 ◼ ► in her and it isn't just I don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1490">TS</a>]
00:24:53 ◼ ► that no one ever told her you know she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1493">TS</a>]
00:24:57 ◼ ► a she's a woman in her forties or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1497">TS</a>]
00:24:58 ◼ ► fifties and it's just it's just it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1498">TS</a>]
00:25:02 ◼ ► it's all those people that reply to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1502">TS</a>]
00:25:04 ◼ ► when I say don't wear sweatpants on an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1504">TS</a>]
00:25:05 ◼ ► airplane or whatever they're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1505">TS</a>]
00:25:06 ◼ ► they're comfortable right yeah it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1506">TS</a>]
00:25:08 ◼ ► comfortable for her to cover the she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1508">TS</a>]
00:25:09 ◼ ► needs to get this done it's comfortable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1509">TS</a>]
00:25:11 ◼ ► for her but but somehow like all all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1511">TS</a>]
00:25:21 ◼ ► restrictions in order to have new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1521">TS</a>]
00:25:23 ◼ ► exciting freedoms um we we we draw the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1523">TS</a>]
00:25:27 ◼ ► curtain back on a lot of on a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1527">TS</a>]
00:25:30 ◼ ► people who who were only being held in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1530">TS</a>]
00:25:35 ◼ ► the in the pack by by the rules you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1535">TS</a>]
00:25:39 ◼ ► so I i don't know i'm i'm continually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1539">TS</a>]
00:25:43 ◼ ► astonished that we manage as people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1543">TS</a>]
00:25:46 ◼ ► I feel like that alone is I feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1546">TS</a>]
00:25:48 ◼ ► that alone is that is all the proof I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1548">TS</a>]
00:25:51 ◼ ► need or whatever you know like all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1551">TS</a>]
00:25:53 ◼ ► faith that I need in my life is that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1553">TS</a>]
00:25:57 ◼ ► continues to happen it's a I guess it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1557">TS</a>]
00:26:00 ◼ ► a I guess it's realpolitik a feeling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1560">TS</a>]
00:26:04 ◼ ► yeah it will we're managing and if use [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1564">TS</a>]
00:26:08 ◼ ► if you zoom in or zoom out too far [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1568">TS</a>]
00:26:11 ◼ ► it all looks insane so the solution is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1571">TS</a>]
00:26:16 ◼ ► dr. it hurts when I do this well don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1576">TS</a>]
00:26:18 ◼ ► do that man and that's a weird that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1578">TS</a>]
00:26:22 ◼ ► weird place for somebody like me to to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1582">TS</a>]
00:26:24 ◼ ► arrive like because i want to zoom in i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1584">TS</a>]
00:26:28 ◼ ► want to zoom out i want to know I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1588">TS</a>]
00:26:30 ◼ ► to find the place where hurts and poke [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1590">TS</a>]
00:26:32 ◼ ► it poke it poke it but but like big big [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1592">TS</a>]
00:26:40 ◼ ► yeah I just feel like we're doing it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1600">TS</a>]
00:26:43 ◼ ► quit making it and then since it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1603">TS</a>]
00:26:45 ◼ ► really an improbable it you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1605">TS</a>]
00:26:48 ◼ ► other thing is it like I'm not to make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1608">TS</a>]
00:26:49 ◼ ► this all about the kids stuff but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1609">TS</a>]
00:26:51 ◼ ► know it's there there's so much stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1611">TS</a>]
00:26:53 ◼ ► that is pretty boring i guess but like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1613">TS</a>]
00:26:55 ◼ ► you know that every kid has it an innate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1615">TS</a>]
00:26:58 ◼ ► is slightly flawed sense of justice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1618">TS</a>]
00:26:59 ◼ ► about and in the middle sure the most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1619">TS</a>]
00:27:02 ◼ ► basically i think the one kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1622">TS</a>]
00:27:04 ◼ ► straight up way that comes out is if if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1624">TS</a>]
00:27:07 ◼ ► there are five kids at a party and only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1627">TS</a>]
00:27:10 ◼ ► for those kids got a slice of cake [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1630">TS</a>]
00:27:12 ◼ ► well I would have to agree unless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1632">TS</a>]
00:27:14 ◼ ► there's some circumstances I understand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1634">TS</a>]
00:27:15 ◼ ► somebody screwed up and that actually is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1635">TS</a>]
00:27:17 ◼ ► kind of not fair right if it's a party [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1637">TS</a>]
00:27:19 ◼ ► where everybody gets cake that would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1639">TS</a>]
00:27:21 ◼ ► a nice thing but you know even stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1641">TS</a>]
00:27:23 ◼ ► like it becomes really difficult to try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1643">TS</a>]
00:27:25 ◼ ► and say only for example our kids school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1645">TS</a>]
00:27:28 ◼ ► there's real super mixed signals about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1648">TS</a>]
00:27:30 ◼ ► stuff like whether it's okay to have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1650">TS</a>]
00:27:31 ◼ ► sugar they're like we got all these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1651">TS</a>]
00:27:32 ◼ ► lectures about how you can never have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1652">TS</a>]
00:27:34 ◼ ► sugar school nothing with sugar in it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1654">TS</a>]
00:27:35 ◼ ► but even the even the teachers bring [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1655">TS</a>]
00:27:37 ◼ ► cookies sometimes I think it's fine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1657">TS</a>]
00:27:38 ◼ ► personally but you know but the thing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1658">TS</a>]
00:27:41 ◼ ► that's that's what the problem becomes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1661">TS</a>]
00:27:42 ◼ ► in that becomes a mixed message that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1662">TS</a>]
00:27:44 ◼ ► much more it's much more is about a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1664">TS</a>]
00:27:47 ◼ ► more than sugar and because of little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1667">TS</a>]
00:27:49 ◼ ► kid consistently see something that's at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1669">TS</a>]
00:27:52 ◼ ► odds with what we said it would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1672">TS</a>]
00:27:54 ◼ ► that's the original confusion is is if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1674">TS</a>]
00:27:57 ◼ ► it doesn't square in that way and to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1677">TS</a>]
00:27:59 ◼ ► that's good to go straight back to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1679">TS</a>]
00:28:00 ◼ ► Congress skating rink where man I my mom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1680">TS</a>]
00:28:02 ◼ ► worked so hard and tried so hard to give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1682">TS</a>]
00:28:04 ◼ ► me what she could to keep me from not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1684">TS</a>]
00:28:06 ◼ ► becoming a reprobate but of course I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1686">TS</a>]
00:28:08 ◼ ► envied the boys whose parents didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1688">TS</a>]
00:28:11 ◼ ► like the Nelson months kids you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1691">TS</a>]
00:28:13 ◼ ► what I mean whose parents didn't care [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1693">TS</a>]
00:28:14 ◼ ► where they were i envied them so much I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1694">TS</a>]
00:28:17 ◼ ► thought they were so cool and and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1697">TS</a>]
00:28:19 ◼ ► girls who in some cases had some pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1699">TS</a>]
00:28:21 ◼ ► clouded judgment about how to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1701">TS</a>]
00:28:27 ◼ ► I mean it just it seemed magical to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1707">TS</a>]
00:28:30 ◼ ► like that I how do you get into that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1710">TS</a>]
00:28:32 ◼ ► group and now i'm just i'm so glad that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1712">TS</a>]
00:28:35 ◼ ► i was well you have that be the one when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1715">TS</a>]
00:28:39 ◼ ► feathered hair was introduced to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1719">TS</a>]
00:28:42 ◼ ► world I could not make my hair feather [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1722">TS</a>]
00:28:46 ◼ ► one word there seems to be this line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1726">TS</a>]
00:28:48 ◼ ► where there were these people with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1728">TS</a>]
00:28:49 ◼ ► effortlessly feathered hair yes and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1729">TS</a>]
00:28:54 ◼ ► and effortlessly feathering hair and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1734">TS</a>]
00:28:57 ◼ ► like cool getting drunk before school [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1737">TS</a>]
00:28:59 ◼ ► seemed to be like those Venn diagrams [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1739">TS</a>]
00:29:01 ◼ ► overlapped a lot and right up until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1741">TS</a>]
00:29:05 ◼ ► feathering hair became became like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1745">TS</a>]
00:29:08 ◼ ► universal and everyone had a giant comb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1748">TS</a>]
00:29:11 ◼ ► sticking out of your back pocket another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1751">TS</a>]
00:29:13 ◼ ► white pants either way gene it's uh huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1753">TS</a>]
00:29:15 ◼ ► i was my mom was still cutting my hair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1755">TS</a>]
00:29:18 ◼ ► with a ruler and I just like a straight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1758">TS</a>]
00:29:25 ◼ ► edge ruler and pretty much anything you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1765">TS</a>]
00:29:28 ◼ ► put your head is slightly red not really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1768">TS</a>]
00:29:31 ◼ ► and cutting my hair with a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1771">TS</a>]
00:29:37 ◼ ► carpenter that blames his tools for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1777">TS</a>]
00:29:40 ◼ ► measuring tape or whatever and and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1780">TS</a>]
00:29:43 ◼ ► you know what she would go to sears and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1783">TS</a>]
00:29:45 ◼ ► she would buy me outfits that matched [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1785">TS</a>]
00:29:47 ◼ ► rightly off-brand garanimals yeah like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1787">TS</a>]
00:29:51 ◼ ► like a like a like well this is a blue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1791">TS</a>]
00:29:53 ◼ ► and orange lure v neck sweatshirt top [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1793">TS</a>]
00:29:56 ◼ ► and so we should have some blue and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1796">TS</a>]
00:29:59 ◼ ► orange striped pants this is how this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1799">TS</a>]
00:30:04 ◼ ► an orange and yellow striped baseball [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1804">TS</a>]
00:30:08 ◼ ► we should have some orange jeans you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1808">TS</a>]
00:30:11 ◼ ► know like i was i I looked like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1811">TS</a>]
00:30:17 ◼ ► looked like an ice-cream cone whenever I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1817">TS</a>]
00:30:18 ◼ ► look at an ice cream cone make sure that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1818">TS</a>]
00:30:21 ◼ ► experiment yeah and-and-and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1821">TS</a>]
00:30:24 ◼ ► perfectly comfortable in those outfits [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1824">TS</a>]
00:30:26 ◼ ► because you know first my mom had picked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1826">TS</a>]
00:30:29 ◼ ► and so how they make it they could be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1829">TS</a>]
00:30:33 ◼ ► wrong but also like my favorite color is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1833">TS</a>]
00:30:35 ◼ ► orange and I had orange jeans on what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1835">TS</a>]
00:30:37 ◼ ► other criteria would a person have if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1837">TS</a>]
00:30:40 ◼ ► you could if your favorite color was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1840">TS</a>]
00:30:41 ◼ ► orange and you could have orange jeans [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1841">TS</a>]
00:30:44 ◼ ► why would you not and then I I sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1844">TS</a>]
00:30:48 ◼ ► walked through these giant doors into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1848">TS</a>]
00:30:51 ◼ ► teenager dumb and like leaving aside the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1851">TS</a>]
00:30:56 ◼ ► orange James for a second just the fact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1856">TS</a>]
00:30:59 ◼ ► that that my that my hair looks like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1859">TS</a>]
00:31:01 ◼ ► motorcycle helmet and all these kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1861">TS</a>]
00:31:05 ◼ ► with this hair that's just like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1865">TS</a>]
00:31:07 ◼ ► just it really looked like feathers this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1867">TS</a>]
00:31:11 ◼ ► you've got the car cross between like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1871">TS</a>]
00:31:12 ◼ ► the ruler haircut in like a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1872">TS</a>]
00:31:14 ◼ ► of charlie bucket on the cover of your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1874">TS</a>]
00:31:15 ◼ ► first record you can get that rocking a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1875">TS</a>]
00:31:18 ◼ ► well that's the thing like I if I could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1878">TS</a>]
00:31:20 ◼ ► it's it's basically the haircut that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1880">TS</a>]
00:31:22 ◼ ► every member of Creedence Clearwater [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1882">TS</a>]
00:31:24 ◼ ► Revival and hannah i'ma go get my hair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1884">TS</a>]
00:31:29 ◼ ► cut it the best illustrated it's you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1889">TS</a>]
00:31:33 ◼ ► know it's it's like I mean my mom didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1893">TS</a>]
00:31:35 ◼ ► not know how to cut hair she she cut it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1895">TS</a>]
00:31:37 ◼ ► as as well as needed to be cut because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1897">TS</a>]
00:31:39 ◼ ► it sentences my attitude about the child [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1899">TS</a>]
00:31:41 ◼ ► to it's like it's a child but your order [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1901">TS</a>]
00:31:45 ◼ ► yeah evidence and also like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1905">TS</a>]
00:31:48 ◼ ► why the hell would you give a good child [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1908">TS</a>]
00:31:50 ◼ ► cool haircut like oh I see why you would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1910">TS</a>]
00:31:53 ◼ ► give the child cool haircut because the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1913">TS</a>]
00:31:58 ◼ ► practically what what a kid needs is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1918">TS</a>]
00:32:03 ◼ ► I mean honestly but yeah the be given a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1923">TS</a>]
00:32:07 ◼ ► beater car a cheap cheap guitar same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1927">TS</a>]
00:32:10 ◼ ► idea a little bit over the the Giro love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1930">TS</a>]
00:32:13 ◼ ► sushi model of like your child should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1933">TS</a>]
00:32:15 ◼ ► work in your sushi restaurant their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1935">TS</a>]
00:32:17 ◼ ► entire life until they're old enough to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1937">TS</a>]
00:32:18 ◼ ► cut trail until I die and then you will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1938">TS</a>]
00:32:22 ◼ ► take over the sushi restaurant that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1942">TS</a>]
00:32:23 ◼ ► the you know that that's the premise but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1943">TS</a>]
00:32:26 ◼ ► don't worry about it gets cut it in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1946">TS</a>]
00:32:29 ◼ ► in my in my experience like like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1949">TS</a>]
00:32:33 ◼ ► the consistency is the consistency of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1953">TS</a>]
00:32:39 ◼ ► I don't have I'm not worried about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1959">TS</a>]
00:32:42 ◼ ► explaining that to my kid because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1962">TS</a>]
00:32:44 ◼ ► because i feel like in general we've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1964">TS</a>]
00:32:47 ◼ ► established with her that like there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1967">TS</a>]
00:32:49 ◼ ► restaurant rules and there are library [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1969">TS</a>]
00:32:51 ◼ ► rules and there are home rules and those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1971">TS</a>]
00:32:55 ◼ ► rules are different and that doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1975">TS</a>]
00:32:57 ◼ ► need to be explained to you you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1977">TS</a>]
00:32:59 ◼ ► that we're in a restaurant restaurant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1979">TS</a>]
00:33:01 ◼ ► rules apply those are different than [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1981">TS</a>]
00:33:02 ◼ ► house rules and so just follow the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1982">TS</a>]
00:33:04 ◼ ► restaurant rules these are that this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1984">TS</a>]
00:33:07 ◼ ► that sort of uncomplicated way that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1987">TS</a>]
00:33:10 ◼ ► traverse the world and if we're in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1990">TS</a>]
00:33:12 ◼ ► restaurant and and someone up some kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1992">TS</a>]
00:33:15 ◼ ► across the restaurant isn't obeying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1995">TS</a>]
00:33:18 ◼ ► that's not our problem you don't use the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/1998">TS</a>]
00:33:21 ◼ ► D that's still difficult i mean even if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2001">TS</a>]
00:33:22 ◼ ► she's very she's very curious about like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2002">TS</a>]
00:33:24 ◼ ► what is that little boy doing why is he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2004">TS</a>]
00:33:26 ◼ ► doing that it's like well then that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2006">TS</a>]
00:33:28 ◼ ► also when you get into the when you go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2008">TS</a>]
00:33:30 ◼ ► on that further concentric circle out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2010">TS</a>]
00:33:32 ◼ ► from like cake at the party is an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2012">TS</a>]
00:33:35 ◼ ► awkward thing where like if we just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2015">TS</a>]
00:33:36 ◼ ► decided something at the last minute [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2016">TS</a>]
00:33:38 ◼ ► after school like hey can we go to this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2018">TS</a>]
00:33:39 ◼ ► place everybody else going to sure and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2019">TS</a>]
00:33:41 ◼ ► that could be the comic book store it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2021">TS</a>]
00:33:44 ◼ ► well and the thing is sometimes one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2024">TS</a>]
00:33:46 ◼ ► parent sometimes that one parent is me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2026">TS</a>]
00:33:47 ◼ ► is like oh sure you can have an ice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2027">TS</a>]
00:33:50 ◼ ► cream cone or short you can have atomic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2030">TS</a>]
00:33:51 ◼ ► and then the other kids are like oh my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2031">TS</a>]
00:33:53 ◼ ► god what they give it that I should get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2033">TS</a>]
00:33:55 ◼ ► that right and that is like as much as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2035">TS</a>]
00:33:58 ◼ ► he that is clear in your mind or my mind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2038">TS</a>]
00:34:00 ◼ ► is very difficult to explain and and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2040">TS</a>]
00:34:03 ◼ ► yeah it's not extremely arbitrary and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2043">TS</a>]
00:34:06 ◼ ► basically unfair but that is that is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2046">TS</a>]
00:34:09 ◼ ► kind of unfairness that I'm very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2049">TS</a>]
00:34:10 ◼ ► comfortable communicating to her is just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2050">TS</a>]
00:34:12 ◼ ► a part of existence like her to her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2052">TS</a>]
00:34:15 ◼ ► childhood justice which is such a super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2055">TS</a>]
00:34:18 ◼ ► which is super heightened and understood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2058">TS</a>]
00:34:21 ◼ ► you know it it's like yeah sometimes the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2061">TS</a>]
00:34:23 ◼ ► teat gets knocked out of your mouth kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2063">TS</a>]
00:34:25 ◼ ► but you know like we got back up we we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2065">TS</a>]
00:34:29 ◼ ► all would be just on sucking on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2069">TS</a>]
00:34:31 ◼ ► teeth all the time but we're not and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2071">TS</a>]
00:34:33 ◼ ► sometimes the other kids get ice cream [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2073">TS</a>]
00:34:37 ◼ ► and-and-and definitely within within her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2077">TS</a>]
00:34:41 ◼ ► parenting structure like her mother is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2081">TS</a>]
00:34:45 ◼ ► it's not it's not that I don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2085">TS</a>]
00:34:47 ◼ ► that she doesn't care but like she uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2087">TS</a>]
00:34:53 ◼ ► her playing with ice in her cup at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2093">TS</a>]
00:34:57 ◼ ► restaurant by which I mean the way to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2097">TS</a>]
00:35:00 ◼ ► reach a filthy hand in and grab ice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2100">TS</a>]
00:35:02 ◼ ► later comes over puts a pint glass of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2102">TS</a>]
00:35:04 ◼ ► iced down in front of the kid and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2104">TS</a>]
00:35:06 ◼ ► immediately I am looking at the glass [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2106">TS</a>]
00:35:07 ◼ ► and I'm looking at her and her mother is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2107">TS</a>]
00:35:11 ◼ ► not her mother is studying the menu [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2111">TS</a>]
00:35:13 ◼ ► her mother is you're looking around and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2113">TS</a>]
00:35:16 ◼ ► the first thing that she does is she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2116">TS</a>]
00:35:18 ◼ ► reaches her filthy little hand into her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2118">TS</a>]
00:35:20 ◼ ► ice into what she sees as a fantastic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2120">TS</a>]
00:35:24 ◼ ► ice water bucket that is that somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2124">TS</a>]
00:35:27 ◼ ► put down here you know all she's new so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2127">TS</a>]
00:35:29 ◼ ► she needs a shovel to begin having fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2129">TS</a>]
00:35:32 ◼ ► and look there's a giant spoon she does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2132">TS</a>]
00:35:33 ◼ ► have a shovel and so a way she goes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2133">TS</a>]
00:35:36 ◼ ► if you're not sitting there saying like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2136">TS</a>]
00:35:37 ◼ ► hey hey hey guess what we don't do we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2137">TS</a>]
00:35:41 ◼ ► don't pull the ice out of our class [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2141">TS</a>]
00:35:44 ◼ ► because you're a dumb little baby first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2144">TS</a>]
00:35:47 ◼ ► one you pulled a class over on you and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2147">TS</a>]
00:35:49 ◼ ► then you're gonna be soaking wet and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2149">TS</a>]
00:35:51 ◼ ► we're all gonna you know how how many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2151">TS</a>]
00:35:53 ◼ ► times does it have to happen before we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2153">TS</a>]
00:35:55 ◼ ► just don't do it anymore but in her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2155">TS</a>]
00:36:00 ◼ ► inconsistency of when she's out to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2160">TS</a>]
00:36:02 ◼ ► dinner with her mother she by themselves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2162">TS</a>]
00:36:06 ◼ ► she might be playing in her water glass [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2166">TS</a>]
00:36:08 ◼ ► the whole time but why we're the worst [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2168">TS</a>]
00:36:10 ◼ ► at that but when her father died at that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2170">TS</a>]
00:36:13 ◼ ► you know like no you're not it that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2173">TS</a>]
00:36:15 ◼ ► and all the sudden that seems arbitrary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2175">TS</a>]
00:36:17 ◼ ► well then she's staring at me with her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2177">TS</a>]
00:36:19 ◼ ► like her dark eyes she's giving me the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2179">TS</a>]
00:36:22 ◼ ► glare across the table like why are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2182">TS</a>]
00:36:24 ◼ ► prohibiting me from doing what I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2184">TS</a>]
00:36:28 ◼ ► and then we're then we have a new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2188">TS</a>]
00:36:30 ◼ ► problem which is your glaring at daddy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2190">TS</a>]
00:36:32 ◼ ► which is also not a thing that we do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2192">TS</a>]
00:36:35 ◼ ► you know friend but she understands that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2195">TS</a>]
00:36:37 ◼ ► rules the rules are different with Daddy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2197">TS</a>]
00:36:40 ◼ ► and they're not radically different it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2200">TS</a>]
00:36:41 ◼ ► not like daddy comes in and says before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2201">TS</a>]
00:36:44 ◼ ► we eat we all take off our clothes and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2204">TS</a>]
00:36:46 ◼ ► sing Kumbaya and everyone in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2206">TS</a>]
00:36:49 ◼ ► restaurant staring at us but that's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2209">TS</a>]
00:36:52 ◼ ► I mean it's just no it's it's a level of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2212">TS</a>]
00:36:54 ◼ ► it's within the realm of normal but the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2214">TS</a>]
00:36:56 ◼ ► rules are different and every person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2216">TS</a>]
00:36:59 ◼ ► should understand that because otherwise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2219">TS</a>]
00:37:00 ◼ ► you get situations where you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2220">TS</a>]
00:37:02 ◼ ► clipping your fucking nails on an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2222">TS</a>]
00:37:04 ◼ ► yeah you know like that as the rules are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2224">TS</a>]
00:37:07 ◼ ► different but there are restaurant rules [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2227">TS</a>]
00:37:09 ◼ ► their airplane rules and you know within [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2229">TS</a>]
00:37:12 ◼ ► within within a realm of variation but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2232">TS</a>]
00:37:17 ◼ ► for me the idea that you would take your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2237">TS</a>]
00:37:21 ◼ ► shoes and socks off on an airplane and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2241">TS</a>]
00:37:23 ◼ ► put your feet up on the bulkhead is out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2243">TS</a>]
00:37:29 ◼ ► that's off the reservation it's outside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2249">TS</a>]
00:37:31 ◼ ► of what anyone would call reasonable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2251">TS</a>]
00:37:35 ◼ ► airplane rules over but I have a picture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2255">TS</a>]
00:37:38 ◼ ► of myself sitting in first class next to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2258">TS</a>]
00:37:41 ◼ ► a guy who took his shoes and socks off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2261">TS</a>]
00:37:43 ◼ ► and put his feet up on the bulkhead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2263">TS</a>]
00:37:44 ◼ ► where we were in row a and his feet are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2264">TS</a>]
00:37:46 ◼ ► bare feet on the bulkhead and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2266">TS</a>]
00:37:51 ◼ ► the flight attendants aren't going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2271">TS</a>]
00:37:54 ◼ ► and here's this guy who's obviously like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2274">TS</a>]
00:37:57 ◼ ► he he has enough privilege that he is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2277">TS</a>]
00:38:00 ◼ ► sitting here and he's just taking it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2280">TS</a>]
00:38:02 ◼ ► taking it all the way like his comfort [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2282">TS</a>]
00:38:06 ◼ ► so what we're watching other kids and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2286">TS</a>]
00:38:11 ◼ ► watching the way that they're at their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2291">TS</a>]
00:38:13 ◼ ► parents are there and loving and caring [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2293">TS</a>]
00:38:19 ◼ ► and have the resources and ability but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2299">TS</a>]
00:38:23 ◼ ► there's just that she little piece of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2303">TS</a>]
00:38:28 ◼ ► attentiveness or attention or or like or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2308">TS</a>]
00:38:32 ◼ ► personal authority or just understanding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2312">TS</a>]
00:38:34 ◼ ► what the job is your job is not to give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2314">TS</a>]
00:38:36 ◼ ► your kid a cool haircut and make sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2316">TS</a>]
00:38:38 ◼ ► that your kids are cool because then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2318">TS</a>]
00:38:40 ◼ ► your kid is going to be getting drunk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2320">TS</a>]
00:38:42 ◼ ► before school because that's that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2322">TS</a>]
00:38:45 ◼ ► only way they're going to fill that hole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2325">TS</a>]
00:38:46 ◼ ► you know your job is to say what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2326">TS</a>]
00:38:48 ◼ ► rules are and to make the kids feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2328">TS</a>]
00:38:50 ◼ ► loved as you take the glass of water [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2330">TS</a>]
00:38:53 ◼ ► away from them and say we don't play [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2333">TS</a>]
00:38:57 ◼ ► it's also kinda like you're really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2337">TS</a>]
00:39:00 ◼ ► reductive about it it turns on how you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2340">TS</a>]
00:39:02 ◼ ► look at your job or how you look at your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2342">TS</a>]
00:39:04 ◼ ► kid as a thing and I've had to become [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2344">TS</a>]
00:39:07 ◼ ► more aware of something that it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2347">TS</a>]
00:39:10 ◼ ► do you look at this person as a retired [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2350">TS</a>]
00:39:14 ◼ ► we're at the future as a future fucked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2354">TS</a>]
00:39:18 ◼ ► up human rights adult right i mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2358">TS</a>]
00:39:20 ◼ ► they're both human but like so is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2360">TS</a>]
00:39:22 ◼ ► retired baby or a a you know future [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2362">TS</a>]
00:39:25 ◼ ► fucked up person because everybody's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2365">TS</a>]
00:39:27 ◼ ► yeah and if you look at that that's I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2367">TS</a>]
00:39:29 ◼ ► think there's ways that you can try and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2369">TS</a>]
00:39:31 ◼ ► take those to faders and adjust them in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2371">TS</a>]
00:39:33 ◼ ► a way that becomes a little bit more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2373">TS</a>]
00:39:35 ◼ ► sensible because on the one hand you go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2375">TS</a>]
00:39:37 ◼ ► I understand why you're impatient i hate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2377">TS</a>]
00:39:38 ◼ ► being here to this really does suck and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2378">TS</a>]
00:39:41 ◼ ► and so maybe I can do something to try [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2381">TS</a>]
00:39:42 ◼ ► and now you can play the iphone or maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2382">TS</a>]
00:39:44 ◼ ► you could do this game or when we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2384">TS</a>]
00:39:46 ◼ ► mysterious ways you can try to relieve [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2386">TS</a>]
00:39:48 ◼ ► yeah but then the other part of it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2388">TS</a>]
00:39:50 ◼ ► yeah but you also do sometimes you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2390">TS</a>]
00:39:52 ◼ ► have to go wait in these lines because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2392">TS</a>]
00:39:54 ◼ ► that's the thing we have to do I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2394">TS</a>]
00:39:55 ◼ ► make it unbearable for you because i do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2395">TS</a>]
00:39:57 ◼ ► have boring wants to be kid was really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2397">TS</a>]
00:39:59 ◼ ► boring a lot of the time but you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2399">TS</a>]
00:40:01 ◼ ► need to think about I don't know i'm a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2401">TS</a>]
00:40:03 ◼ ► 30 bone here it makes me think a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2403">TS</a>]
00:40:05 ◼ ► bit i know you enjoy talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2405">TS</a>]
00:40:06 ◼ ► things like entrepreneurs and and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2406">TS</a>]
00:40:08 ◼ ► super-wealthy I feel like I'm an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2408">TS</a>]
00:40:11 ◼ ► yes yes I understand tired entrepreneur [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2411">TS</a>]
00:40:13 ◼ ► I understand what their what their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2413">TS</a>]
00:40:15 ◼ ► culture ends and I i really want to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2415">TS</a>]
00:40:18 ◼ ► really want to dig down i would want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2418">TS</a>]
00:40:20 ◼ ► open the kimono gershon deep-dive I look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2420">TS</a>]
00:40:24 ◼ ► at you know then again this comes from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2424">TS</a>]
00:40:31 ◼ ► flummoxing then I found cute girls in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2431">TS</a>]
00:40:34 ◼ ► tight pants when I was 13 is to look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2434">TS</a>]
00:40:37 ◼ ► people who really do like they make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2437">TS</a>]
00:40:40 ◼ ► millions millions or like a billion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2440">TS</a>]
00:40:42 ◼ ► dollars and then they move on to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2442">TS</a>]
00:40:43 ◼ ► next thing is even bigger and they work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2443">TS</a>]
00:40:45 ◼ ► even harder and even somebody something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2445">TS</a>]
00:40:47 ◼ ► like but you know Donald Trump I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2447">TS</a>]
00:40:49 ◼ ► how many times it seemed made and lost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2449">TS</a>]
00:40:51 ◼ ► and remade a fortune and I find those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2451">TS</a>]
00:40:54 ◼ ► kinds of people they might as well be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2454">TS</a>]
00:40:55 ◼ ► from another planet because because I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2455">TS</a>]
00:40:57 ◼ ► that kind of person that would did that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2457">TS</a>]
00:40:59 ◼ ► like I'm down like maybe a just a half [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2459">TS</a>]
00:41:02 ◼ ► turn away from a lottery ticket person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2462">TS</a>]
00:41:03 ◼ ► Ron like a you know if I had a company [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2463">TS</a>]
00:41:05 ◼ ► that made that kind of money I would you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2465">TS</a>]
00:41:07 ◼ ► know trying to things like to take care [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2467">TS</a>]
00:41:09 ◼ ► of college and you know settle my things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2469">TS</a>]
00:41:11 ◼ ► and and be but mostly I would try to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2471">TS</a>]
00:41:14 ◼ ► like have more time to do stuff and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2474">TS</a>]
00:41:15 ◼ ► that's the last thing on some of these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2475">TS</a>]
00:41:18 ◼ ► yeah so what do you think is there any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2478">TS</a>]
00:41:20 ◼ ► connection at all to the kinds of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2480">TS</a>]
00:41:21 ◼ ► we're talking about here like that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2481">TS</a>]
00:41:23 ◼ ► like analyze what they were as kids but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2483">TS</a>]
00:41:25 ◼ ► you think that comes from a slight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2485">TS</a>]
00:41:27 ◼ ► super abundance of independence as a kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2487">TS</a>]
00:41:30 ◼ ► that made them want to try stuff does it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2490">TS</a>]
00:41:33 ◼ ► I you know an unquenchable feeling of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2493">TS</a>]
00:41:37 ◼ ► self that needs to constantly be read [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2497">TS</a>]
00:41:38 ◼ ► refilled or something else like where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2498">TS</a>]
00:41:41 ◼ ► what makes people what makes the biggest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2501">TS</a>]
00:41:42 ◼ ► pile is not a great example but what is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2502">TS</a>]
00:41:44 ◼ ► it that makes people want to go and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2504">TS</a>]
00:41:46 ◼ ► keep making these bigger and bigger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2506">TS</a>]
00:41:47 ◼ ► companies and bigger your products and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2507">TS</a>]
00:41:48 ◼ ► be involved in bigger and bigger things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2508">TS</a>]
00:41:52 ◼ ► well I I I think about this a lot and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2512">TS</a>]
00:41:56 ◼ ► and and especially because some of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2516">TS</a>]
00:42:00 ◼ ► desire to do to do bigger and bigger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2520">TS</a>]
00:42:02 ◼ ► things and more and more things is like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2522">TS</a>]
00:42:04 ◼ ► at the heart of my own my own problems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2524">TS</a>]
00:42:09 ◼ ► I i went into a coffee shop the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2529">TS</a>]
00:42:12 ◼ ► day and the guy behind the counter was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2532">TS</a>]
00:42:15 ◼ ► guy i knew i was like a man how's it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2535">TS</a>]
00:42:17 ◼ ► going he's like great man you know how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2537">TS</a>]
00:42:19 ◼ ► are you and we talked and he's got a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2539">TS</a>]
00:42:20 ◼ ► couple of kids and he made me like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2540">TS</a>]
00:42:24 ◼ ► most delicious espresso that I've had in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2544">TS</a>]
00:42:27 ◼ ► weeks and I say that as a guy sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2547">TS</a>]
00:42:29 ◼ ► here drinking week old coffee that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2549">TS</a>]
00:42:31 ◼ ► kept in the fridge while he was gone but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2551">TS</a>]
00:42:34 ◼ ► like this beautiful espresso and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2554">TS</a>]
00:42:38 ◼ ► standing out front of the coffee shop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2558">TS</a>]
00:42:39 ◼ ► talking to another friend of mine and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2559">TS</a>]
00:42:41 ◼ ► was like I didn't know that this guy's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2561">TS</a>]
00:42:42 ◼ ► you know like like I guess I didn't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2562">TS</a>]
00:42:45 ◼ ► that he worked here at this cafe I you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2565">TS</a>]
00:42:47 ◼ ► know I know him from around town life my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2567">TS</a>]
00:42:50 ◼ ► other friends like yeah he's worked at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2570">TS</a>]
00:42:53 ◼ ► this cafe since like 96 and I was kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2573">TS</a>]
00:43:00 ◼ ► he's my age she's got two kids he's at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2580">TS</a>]
00:43:09 ◼ ► practicing the art of espresso and this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2589">TS</a>]
00:43:13 ◼ ► is a thing that happens here in Seattle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2593">TS</a>]
00:43:15 ◼ ► that's that predates the artisanal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2595">TS</a>]
00:43:18 ◼ ► mustache world who where we were we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2598">TS</a>]
00:43:23 ◼ ► recognized espresso making as a craft [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2603">TS</a>]
00:43:25 ◼ ► and it was I guess it was always sort of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2605">TS</a>]
00:43:29 ◼ ► hipster world but that that thing alone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2609">TS</a>]
00:43:34 ◼ ► was a was a world that you could go into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2614">TS</a>]
00:43:37 ◼ ► with kind of pride and the guy who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2617">TS</a>]
00:43:40 ◼ ► who started stumptown coffee came out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2620">TS</a>]
00:43:42 ◼ ► this this particular cafe and and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2622">TS</a>]
00:43:46 ◼ ► this place never had it the guy that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2626">TS</a>]
00:43:48 ◼ ► owned it never had an interest in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2628">TS</a>]
00:43:50 ◼ ► expanding and becoming a 20 chain thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2630">TS</a>]
00:43:52 ◼ ► they were just into their place and they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2632">TS</a>]
00:43:55 ◼ ► just make perfect coffee there and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2635">TS</a>]
00:43:58 ◼ ► end so this cafe has a whole culture of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2638">TS</a>]
00:44:01 ◼ ► people who go there and it's like it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2641">TS</a>]
00:44:04 ◼ ► it's kind of like a like a blast from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2644">TS</a>]
00:44:06 ◼ ► the past like it used to be before [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2646">TS</a>]
00:44:08 ◼ ► before everything needed to become a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2648">TS</a>]
00:44:12 ◼ ► thing you know what it's getting what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2652">TS</a>]
00:44:14 ◼ ► could just sit and be a little thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2654">TS</a>]
00:44:16 ◼ ► yeah anyway and I was reflecting on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2656">TS</a>]
00:44:19 ◼ ► fact that i like this guy he did just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2659">TS</a>]
00:44:21 ◼ ► make me a fantastic cup of coffee but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2661">TS</a>]
00:44:23 ◼ ► the idea of deciding at age 24 that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2663">TS</a>]
00:44:28 ◼ ► you're going to be a you're going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2668">TS</a>]
00:44:30 ◼ ► the world's greatest barista or not even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2670">TS</a>]
00:44:32 ◼ ► that you're just going to try and be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2672">TS</a>]
00:44:34 ◼ ► better barrese to every day and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2674">TS</a>]
00:44:41 ◼ ► contentment could come into your life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2681">TS</a>]
00:44:43 ◼ ► through that practice and that you would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2683">TS</a>]
00:44:46 ◼ ► not every day I wake up and go why don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2686">TS</a>]
00:44:49 ◼ ► why don't I own why don't I own the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2689">TS</a>]
00:44:51 ◼ ► house across the street from this cafe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2691">TS</a>]
00:44:53 ◼ ► so I can sit in that house and look out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2693">TS</a>]
00:44:54 ◼ ► the window at my cafe you know why don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2694">TS</a>]
00:44:57 ◼ ► I why haven't I written a book about how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2697">TS</a>]
00:45:00 ◼ ► to be a priest that is a that is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2700">TS</a>]
00:45:04 ◼ ► biggest book ever about it you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2704">TS</a>]
00:45:06 ◼ ► constant drive 22 like a on the surface [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2706">TS</a>]
00:45:15 ◼ ► of it and the weather way that in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2715">TS</a>]
00:45:17 ◼ ► past like my ex-girlfriends of all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2717">TS</a>]
00:45:18 ◼ ► criticized me for us like the outward [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2718">TS</a>]
00:45:22 ◼ ► expression of it it always seems like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2722">TS</a>]
00:45:25 ◼ ► you just want to be a big wheel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2725">TS</a>]
00:45:27 ◼ ► you're not content to just sit and pull [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2727">TS</a>]
00:45:28 ◼ ► coffee you want to be a big shot you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2728">TS</a>]
00:45:30 ◼ ► want to be the big the big wheel and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2730">TS</a>]
00:45:32 ◼ ► that is that's an impure motivation and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2732">TS</a>]
00:45:36 ◼ ► you should you should find contentment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2736">TS</a>]
00:45:39 ◼ ► in just living a good life and and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2739">TS</a>]
00:45:43 ◼ ► the all these all these things that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2743">TS</a>]
00:45:44 ◼ ► people say like if you have a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2744">TS</a>]
00:45:46 ◼ ► good friends and and you know and a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2746">TS</a>]
00:45:49 ◼ ► couple low and browse boy our children [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2749">TS</a>]
00:45:52 ◼ ► but but I think at the core at least for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2752">TS</a>]
00:45:55 ◼ ► me is this desire to this desire to like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2755">TS</a>]
00:46:01 ◼ ► like if we're not moving the ball [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2761">TS</a>]
00:46:02 ◼ ► forward on what it means to be human if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2762">TS</a>]
00:46:06 ◼ ► we're not helping each other if we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2766">TS</a>]
00:46:09 ◼ ► not making it easier for the next [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2769">TS</a>]
00:46:11 ◼ ► generation if we're not if we're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2771">TS</a>]
00:46:13 ◼ ► trying to solve the problems that our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2773">TS</a>]
00:46:15 ◼ ► fathers and mothers created if we're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2775">TS</a>]
00:46:19 ◼ ► like engaged in this life in pursuit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2779">TS</a>]
00:46:24 ◼ ► something something that maybe we'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2784">TS</a>]
00:46:26 ◼ ► never know you know something that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2786">TS</a>]
00:46:28 ◼ ► ultimately is just that we one day send [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2788">TS</a>]
00:46:31 ◼ ► out a probe and it connects to another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2791">TS</a>]
00:46:36 ◼ ► intelligence or you know who knows what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2796">TS</a>]
00:46:39 ◼ ► the freaking purpose is but if you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2799">TS</a>]
00:46:42 ◼ ► not if you're not pursuing it like there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2802">TS</a>]
00:46:44 ◼ ► is a purpose and and within that like at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2804">TS</a>]
00:46:48 ◼ ► least I feel like I should be part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2808">TS</a>]
00:46:51 ◼ ► the advance guard of that night and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2811">TS</a>]
00:46:54 ◼ ► feel like maybe the guy who's making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2814">TS</a>]
00:46:55 ◼ ► espresso everyday is fulfilling that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2815">TS</a>]
00:46:57 ◼ ► purpose also but but I perceive my job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2817">TS</a>]
00:47:02 ◼ ► to be as an explorer and as somebody who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2822">TS</a>]
00:47:05 ◼ ► is trying to like trying to advance that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2825">TS</a>]
00:47:08 ◼ ► ball but it comes up against this thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2828">TS</a>]
00:47:17 ◼ ► rendezvous the other day where as I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2837">TS</a>]
00:47:21 ◼ ► kind of free talking which is what I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2841">TS</a>]
00:47:23 ◼ ► out that show basically like I roll my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2843">TS</a>]
00:47:25 ◼ ► eyes back in my head until you can see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2845">TS</a>]
00:47:28 ◼ ► the whites and then I've been a free [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2848">TS</a>]
00:47:30 ◼ ► talk for half an hour and and then I the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2850">TS</a>]
00:47:34 ◼ ► secular version of speaking in tongues [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2854">TS</a>]
00:47:35 ◼ ► yeah yeah well I just like here's what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2855">TS</a>]
00:47:38 ◼ ► was thinking about today I thought about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2858">TS</a>]
00:47:40 ◼ ► some thoughts would you like to hear a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2860">TS</a>]
00:47:41 ◼ ► bad it's there I go here I go here go no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2861">TS</a>]
00:47:45 ◼ ► um but but I i was sort of reflecting on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2865">TS</a>]
00:47:49 ◼ ► the fact that that there are limits to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2869">TS</a>]
00:47:53 ◼ ► human pain and also limits to human joy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2873">TS</a>]
00:47:59 ◼ ► and the the way we can tell that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2879">TS</a>]
00:48:03 ◼ ► are limits to human pain is that if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2883">TS</a>]
00:48:08 ◼ ► experienced so much pain in their life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2888">TS</a>]
00:48:09 ◼ ► that it would make life impossible right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2889">TS</a>]
00:48:12 ◼ ► how could you survive the Holocaust and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2892">TS</a>]
00:48:16 ◼ ► then go on and live the rest of your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2896">TS</a>]
00:48:17 ◼ ► life and and live to be 90 how could you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2897">TS</a>]
00:48:20 ◼ ► do it how could there there are people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2900">TS</a>]
00:48:23 ◼ ► who have experienced such incredible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2903">TS</a>]
00:48:26 ◼ ► trauma that if there wasn't a floor to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2906">TS</a>]
00:48:28 ◼ ► the amount of pain we could we could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2908">TS</a>]
00:48:31 ◼ ► experience that people would drop all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2911">TS</a>]
00:48:34 ◼ ► the way through and then attend the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2914">TS</a>]
00:48:35 ◼ ► thing is there are people who do drop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2915">TS</a>]
00:48:36 ◼ ► all the way through their suicides and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2916">TS</a>]
00:48:39 ◼ ► there are all kinds of you know there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2919">TS</a>]
00:48:41 ◼ ► are all kinds of people who fall and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2921">TS</a>]
00:48:43 ◼ ► keep falling but for the most of us know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2923">TS</a>]
00:48:46 ◼ ► this is why when when you talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2926">TS</a>]
00:48:48 ◼ ► drug addicts or anything else we need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2928">TS</a>]
00:48:50 ◼ ► talk about that they hit their bottom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2930">TS</a>]
00:48:52 ◼ ► and there's another way of looking at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2932">TS</a>]
00:48:55 ◼ ► that bottom which is that it is this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2935">TS</a>]
00:49:00 ◼ ► there's a there's a floor to the amount [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2940">TS</a>]
00:49:02 ◼ ► of suffering that you can experience and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2942">TS</a>]
00:49:04 ◼ ► at that at once you hit that floor you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2944">TS</a>]
00:49:07 ◼ ► know imagine losing your child I imagine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2947">TS</a>]
00:49:11 ◼ ► imagine losing your child where you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2951">TS</a>]
00:49:13 ◼ ► responsible somehow like maybe you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2953">TS</a>]
00:49:15 ◼ ► couldn't survive if there were a floor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2955">TS</a>]
00:49:18 ◼ ► to the amount of suffering we can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2958">TS</a>]
00:49:20 ◼ ► actually experience and once you hit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2960">TS</a>]
00:49:23 ◼ ► that bottom then as they say there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2963">TS</a>]
00:49:25 ◼ ► nowhere to go but up and we can survive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2965">TS</a>]
00:49:28 ◼ ► these terrible things and we can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2968">TS</a>]
00:49:30 ◼ ► continue on but the flip side of that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2970">TS</a>]
00:49:35 ◼ ► that there is a ceiling to the amount of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2975">TS</a>]
00:49:37 ◼ ► joy that we can experience and a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2977">TS</a>]
00:49:42 ◼ ► characterizes multi millionaires and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2982">TS</a>]
00:49:44 ◼ ► billionaires is this constant trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2984">TS</a>]
00:49:49 ◼ ► trying to achieve a an enjoyment of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2989">TS</a>]
00:49:54 ◼ ► luxury or enjoyment of success that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2994">TS</a>]
00:49:59 ◼ ► just can't they they hit they put their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/2999">TS</a>]
00:50:02 ◼ ► ceiling and no and so they keep buying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3002">TS</a>]
00:50:05 ◼ ► luxury watches are there like I want all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3005">TS</a>]
00:50:08 ◼ ► the furniture in my house to be made out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3008">TS</a>]
00:50:11 ◼ ► of ocelot fur and if the if I get you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3011">TS</a>]
00:50:14 ◼ ► know if I get that then that is going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3014">TS</a>]
00:50:18 ◼ ► whatever you get reach that you've got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3018">TS</a>]
00:50:20 ◼ ► no more opulence there's no there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3020">TS</a>]
00:50:22 ◼ ► nothing that's not helping at that point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3022">TS</a>]
00:50:24 ◼ ► yeah i mean but they are thinking like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3024">TS</a>]
00:50:26 ◼ ► that's what I deserve that's what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3026">TS</a>]
00:50:27 ◼ ► going to make me feel like better or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3027">TS</a>]
00:50:30 ◼ ► whatever and and like the fact is like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3030">TS</a>]
00:50:35 ◼ ► have the good fortune periodically to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3035">TS</a>]
00:50:37 ◼ ► stay at the Chateau Marmont in LA which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3037">TS</a>]
00:50:40 ◼ ► is a kind of shabby chic you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3040">TS</a>]
00:50:43 ◼ ► people take care of you the food is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3043">TS</a>]
00:50:45 ◼ ► fairly good the rooms are comfortable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3045">TS</a>]
00:50:47 ◼ ► and realizing a long time ago I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3047">TS</a>]
00:50:52 ◼ ► sitting in that hotel and I was like if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3052">TS</a>]
00:50:53 ◼ ► you had more money if you had so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3053">TS</a>]
00:50:55 ◼ ► money that well first of all there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3055">TS</a>]
00:50:58 ◼ ► there's the amount of money you could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3058">TS</a>]
00:51:00 ◼ ► have where you could stay at the Chateau [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3060">TS</a>]
00:51:01 ◼ ► Marmont any time you wanted and not not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3061">TS</a>]
00:51:03 ◼ ► think about it and that seems like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3063">TS</a>]
00:51:04 ◼ ► nice amount of money right if you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3064">TS</a>]
00:51:06 ◼ ► that much money where you come to LA and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3066">TS</a>]
00:51:08 ◼ ► just be like oh I'm staying at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3068">TS</a>]
00:51:09 ◼ ► Chateau minister for two weeks who cares [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3069">TS</a>]
00:51:11 ◼ ► that seems like that seems like a great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3071">TS</a>]
00:51:14 ◼ ► resource and and yet there are people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3074">TS</a>]
00:51:17 ◼ ► who for whom the the idea of staying in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3077">TS</a>]
00:51:22 ◼ ► such a crappy place you know is like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3082">TS</a>]
00:51:25 ◼ ► would be an insult to them and and and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3085">TS</a>]
00:51:28 ◼ ► see this in airports all the time I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3088">TS</a>]
00:51:29 ◼ ► walking around I'm like the airport is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3089">TS</a>]
00:51:32 ◼ ► kind of place now where if you are even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3092">TS</a>]
00:51:37 ◼ ► you're not in the top class of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3097">TS</a>]
00:51:40 ◼ ► anymore and so that's been a shift that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3100">TS</a>]
00:51:43 ◼ ► you getting your in jan or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3103">TS</a>]
00:51:45 ◼ ► beyond your own gender you'd be in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3105">TS</a>]
00:51:46 ◼ ► charter jet you'd be in you you would be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3106">TS</a>]
00:51:48 ◼ ► in a different terminal and so everybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3108">TS</a>]
00:51:51 ◼ ► in this airport is basically we are all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3111">TS</a>]
00:51:55 ◼ ► compressed into the same cattle chute [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3115">TS</a>]
00:51:59 ◼ ► and the people who are people who are in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3119">TS</a>]
00:52:01 ◼ ► double first class and who who poured [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3121">TS</a>]
00:52:05 ◼ ► earlier platinum rewards double french [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3125">TS</a>]
00:52:07 ◼ ► class platinum rewards double first [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3127">TS</a>]
00:52:08 ◼ ► class are just fooling themselves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3128">TS</a>]
00:52:10 ◼ ► because they're gonna have to go through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3130">TS</a>]
00:52:12 ◼ ► that same TSA line and they're gonna and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3132">TS</a>]
00:52:14 ◼ ► even you know and they might have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3134">TS</a>]
00:52:16 ◼ ► pre-check but there's a woman in pre [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3136">TS</a>]
00:52:18 ◼ ► check in on a rascal scooter whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3138">TS</a>]
00:52:19 ◼ ► whether pants full of beanie babies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3139">TS</a>]
00:52:22 ◼ ► Nevel like there's no there is no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3142">TS</a>]
00:52:25 ◼ ► there's no route to the airport that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3145">TS</a>]
00:52:28 ◼ ► doesn't at some point or another end up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3148">TS</a>]
00:52:30 ◼ ► with you standing there with your Louis [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3150">TS</a>]
00:52:31 ◼ ► Vuitton luggage standing in line behind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3151">TS</a>]
00:52:34 ◼ ► a guy who's got his toenail clippers out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3154">TS</a>]
00:52:37 ◼ ► and is ready right guy who drinks a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3157">TS</a>]
00:52:40 ◼ ► little too much and almost finished an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3160">TS</a>]
00:52:42 ◼ ► associate's degree touching your balls [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3162">TS</a>]
00:52:43 ◼ ► up so but the idea that there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3163">TS</a>]
00:52:46 ◼ ► ceiling on pleasure and this is and this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3166">TS</a>]
00:52:49 ◼ ► is what this is kind of the pic the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3169">TS</a>]
00:52:56 ◼ ► relationship to capitalism which is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3176">TS</a>]
00:53:03 ◼ ► opportunity unlimited success is not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3183">TS</a>]
00:53:06 ◼ ► it is it is absolutely limited by the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3186">TS</a>]
00:53:10 ◼ ► compression that's on our own experience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3190">TS</a>]
00:53:13 ◼ ► the similarity that we all have to one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3193">TS</a>]
00:53:15 ◼ ► another and the fact that past a certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3195">TS</a>]
00:53:18 ◼ ► amount of luxury freedom enjoyment you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3198">TS</a>]
00:53:23 ◼ ► know pleasure like there is no more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3203">TS</a>]
00:53:25 ◼ ► you cannot you cannot chase that dragon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3205">TS</a>]
00:53:29 ◼ ► you cannot have any better sex that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3209">TS</a>]
00:53:33 ◼ ► you've already had and you cannot have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3213">TS</a>]
00:53:36 ◼ ► any better sleep than you've already had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3216">TS</a>]
00:53:38 ◼ ► and so all of the rest of it is wasted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3218">TS</a>]
00:53:43 ◼ ► effort you know like misdirected [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3223">TS</a>]
00:53:46 ◼ ► resources and wasted a pursuit of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3226">TS</a>]
00:53:50 ◼ ► something that is just like here we go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3230">TS</a>]
00:53:52 ◼ ► with what you know we're all sitting and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3232">TS</a>]
00:53:54 ◼ ► watching these rich people like arc [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3234">TS</a>]
00:53:56 ◼ ► across the sky and thinking wow there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3236">TS</a>]
00:53:59 ◼ ► that you know they must be having such [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3239">TS</a>]
00:54:02 ◼ ► an amazing white-hot experience but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3242">TS</a>]
00:54:07 ◼ ► they're sitting on the in a bit of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3247">TS</a>]
00:54:09 ◼ ► very comfortable chair and they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3249">TS</a>]
00:54:11 ◼ ► hangnail just like I have a hangnail you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3251">TS</a>]
00:54:15 ◼ ► know and they're paying somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3255">TS</a>]
00:54:17 ◼ ► eighteen hundred dollars a month to take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3257">TS</a>]
00:54:19 ◼ ► your eighteen hundred dollars a week to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3259">TS</a>]
00:54:20 ◼ ► take care of their nails but like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3260">TS</a>]
00:54:23 ◼ ► but ultimately that that that ceiling in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3263">TS</a>]
00:54:26 ◼ ► that floor compresses what we can feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3266">TS</a>]
00:54:31 ◼ ► and if we could just acknowledge that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3271">TS</a>]
00:54:34 ◼ ► somehow and feel like all right you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3274">TS</a>]
00:54:36 ◼ ► you you cross the finish line you are in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3276">TS</a>]
00:54:39 ◼ ► pleasure time now this is as good as it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3279">TS</a>]
00:54:43 ◼ ► so like don't spend any more like wait [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3283">TS</a>]
00:54:45 ◼ ► so we're not going to devote billions of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3285">TS</a>]
00:54:46 ◼ ► dollars of our collective wealth to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3286">TS</a>]
00:54:49 ◼ ► support your your pursuit of more more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3289">TS</a>]
00:54:55 ◼ ► we're going to we're gonna go to channel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3295">TS</a>]
00:54:56 ◼ ► that in a different direction trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3296">TS</a>]
00:54:58 ◼ ► raise the boat for some other people to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3298">TS</a>]
00:54:59 ◼ ► get out of the swamps I guess that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3299">TS</a>]
00:55:05 ◼ ► logic of like a socialist mentality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3305">TS</a>]
00:55:09 ◼ ► right that's the that's the logic of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3309">TS</a>]
00:55:11 ◼ ► socialism is just that once you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3311">TS</a>]
00:55:15 ◼ ► once a certain percentage of people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3315">TS</a>]
00:55:18 ◼ ► up above up above the ceiling then what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3318">TS</a>]
00:55:23 ◼ ► attention to all the people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3323">TS</a>]
00:55:25 ◼ ► below the floor i think it I think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3325">TS</a>]
00:55:29 ◼ ► it i think that's borne out in every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3329">TS</a>]
00:55:32 ◼ ► single individual persons like you look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3332">TS</a>]
00:55:35 ◼ ► at those pictures of Richard Branson who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3335">TS</a>]
00:55:38 ◼ ► has his own Island and he's and he's out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3338">TS</a>]
00:55:42 ◼ ► there with Mick Jagger and a bunch of 24 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3342">TS</a>]
00:55:45 ◼ ► year old virgin airline stewardesses and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3345">TS</a>]
00:55:48 ◼ ► they are having jet ski races and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3348">TS</a>]
00:55:55 ◼ ► happening is that there are photographs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3355">TS</a>]
00:55:57 ◼ ► of it and the only reason there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3357">TS</a>]
00:55:58 ◼ ► photographs of it is that Richard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3358">TS</a>]
00:55:59 ◼ ► Branson have hired somebody to stand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3359">TS</a>]
00:56:01 ◼ ► waist-deep in the in the luke warm ocean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3361">TS</a>]
00:56:05 ◼ ► water and make sure that they documented [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3365">TS</a>]
00:56:08 ◼ ► this experience because Richard Branson [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3368">TS</a>]
00:56:10 ◼ ► doesn't believe that it exists unless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3370">TS</a>]
00:56:12 ◼ ► it's photographed and publicized and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3372">TS</a>]
00:56:17 ◼ ► see the look on his face and he's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3377">TS</a>]
00:56:19 ◼ ► handsome guy who has got a lot of money [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3379">TS</a>]
00:56:21 ◼ ► and he's having what we all think of as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3381">TS</a>]
00:56:23 ◼ ► a you know peak experience like he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3383">TS</a>]
00:56:25 ◼ ► naked jets game with Mick Jagger but the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3385">TS</a>]
00:56:29 ◼ ► look of rigor mortis on their faces is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3389">TS</a>]
00:56:33 ◼ ► the look of somebody who isn't who does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3393">TS</a>]
00:56:36 ◼ ► who does not know how to enjoy things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3396">TS</a>]
00:56:38 ◼ ► and he can only you know he's so it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3398">TS</a>]
00:56:44 ◼ ► the only enjoyment he's really getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3404">TS</a>]
00:56:45 ◼ ► is making sure that other people saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3405">TS</a>]
00:56:47 ◼ ► this and making sure that you know he is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3407">TS</a>]
00:56:50 ◼ ► Anna and he doesn't seem coming he seems [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3410">TS</a>]
00:56:54 ◼ ► like a monster but not the worst kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3414">TS</a>]
00:56:56 ◼ ► right at least he is you know at least [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3416">TS</a>]
00:56:59 ◼ ► he's not using his wealth to like make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3419">TS</a>]
00:57:01 ◼ ► sure that people don't get I'm kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3421">TS</a>]
00:57:03 ◼ ► surprised that doesn't happen more often [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3423">TS</a>]
00:57:05 ◼ ► because it seems like there's a fork in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3425">TS</a>]
00:57:07 ◼ ► the road where you get I'm great at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3427">TS</a>]
00:57:09 ◼ ► kind of interesting you get to a certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3429">TS</a>]
00:57:11 ◼ ► point and you've got everything anybody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3431">TS</a>]
00:57:13 ◼ ► could ever want you been on the cover of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3433">TS</a>]
00:57:14 ◼ ► magazines and you start to get that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3434">TS</a>]
00:57:16 ◼ ► maybe they would never say this but if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3436">TS</a>]
00:57:19 ◼ ► you are a multi-millionaire and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3439">TS</a>]
00:57:20 ◼ ► start to get that fit of pique that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3440">TS</a>]
00:57:22 ◼ ► feeling of kind of emptiness we going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3442">TS</a>]
00:57:27 ◼ ► foundation and this is a nice thing to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3447">TS</a>]
00:57:29 ◼ ► do it's very nice they did that I'm sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3449">TS</a>]
00:57:31 ◼ ► there are some financial reasons to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3451">TS</a>]
00:57:32 ◼ ► that as well but anyway you go and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3452">TS</a>]
00:57:34 ◼ ► started the foundation and you start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3454">TS</a>]
00:57:36 ◼ ► hanging out with boutros boutros-ghali [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3456">TS</a>]
00:57:37 ◼ ► or whatever i'm kind of surprised there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3457">TS</a>]
00:57:39 ◼ ► aren't more people who just decided to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3459">TS</a>]
00:57:40 ◼ ► become super villains like secret super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3460">TS</a>]
00:57:42 ◼ ► villains where they're likely still show [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3462">TS</a>]
00:57:45 ◼ ► yeah yeah this isn't charity work but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3465">TS</a>]
00:57:47 ◼ ► basically man if I could afford to buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3467">TS</a>]
00:57:48 ◼ ► an island i would be that would be doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3468">TS</a>]
00:57:50 ◼ ► some crazy shit that nobody could trace [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3470">TS</a>]
00:57:52 ◼ ► to me because I had a Ford you could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3472">TS</a>]
00:57:54 ◼ ► afford to do stuff we could never be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3474">TS</a>]
00:57:56 ◼ ► traced back to you and part of the fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3476">TS</a>]
00:57:57 ◼ ► would be your like anonymous now or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3477">TS</a>]
00:57:59 ◼ ► you're like you know some 4chan kid like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3479">TS</a>]
00:58:02 ◼ ► you're getting away with incredible shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3482">TS</a>]
00:58:03 ◼ ► and nobody can figure out as you because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3483">TS</a>]
00:58:05 ◼ ► you know you're hanging out with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3485">TS</a>]
00:58:06 ◼ ► pictures pictures cali yeah right you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3486">TS</a>]
00:58:07 ◼ ► the first thing i did you get a little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3487">TS</a>]
00:58:09 ◼ ► bit appealing first thing you do is buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3489">TS</a>]
00:58:11 ◼ ► a submarine well and and honestly the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3491">TS</a>]
00:58:14 ◼ ► reason i think that that doesn't happen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3494">TS</a>]
00:58:15 ◼ ► more and then that and I think that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3495">TS</a>]
00:58:18 ◼ ► the underlying logic of all conspiracy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3498">TS</a>]
00:58:20 ◼ ► theorists is that all the rich people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3500">TS</a>]
00:58:21 ◼ ► have in fact done that and then maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3501">TS</a>]
00:58:24 ◼ ► maybe on the it here maybe that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3504">TS</a>]
00:58:26 ◼ ► happening and I just don't know it yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3506">TS</a>]
00:58:27 ◼ ► they are running they are running secret [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3507">TS</a>]
00:58:29 ◼ ► kids what separates from there from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3509">TS</a>]
00:58:32 ◼ ► their private something but i think i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3512">TS</a>]
00:58:33 ◼ ► think what you come up against is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3513">TS</a>]
00:58:35 ◼ ► threshold of people's imagination [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3515">TS</a>]
00:58:37 ◼ ► suggesting any of the public submarine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3517">TS</a>]
00:58:39 ◼ ► Nick so can I mean it's not slept with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3519">TS</a>]
00:58:41 ◼ ► so submarine line-up I could see that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3521">TS</a>]
00:58:45 ◼ ► could see that it's like anything would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3525">TS</a>]
00:58:46 ◼ ► be better than what's happening right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3526">TS</a>]
00:58:47 ◼ ► now my brain I'm picturing Seattle with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3527">TS</a>]
00:58:49 ◼ ► all that with the zip lines and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3529">TS</a>]
00:58:51 ◼ ► gondolas installed and then some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3531">TS</a>]
00:58:53 ◼ ► submarine-based public trans you know me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3533">TS</a>]
00:58:55 ◼ ► you know I believe there's power to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3535">TS</a>]
00:58:56 ◼ ► union oh my god they are the the local [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3536">TS</a>]
00:59:01 ◼ ► community even on the cars I've seen you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3541">TS</a>]
00:59:03 ◼ ► dive out at the last minute I have been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3543">TS</a>]
00:59:05 ◼ ► on immunity for sure you know my high [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3545">TS</a>]
00:59:07 ◼ ► school girlfriend that the way break [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3547">TS</a>]
00:59:10 ◼ ► yeah met and married her husband the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3550">TS</a>]
00:59:14 ◼ ► doctor but well he's a PhD and she's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3554">TS</a>]
00:59:18 ◼ ► doctor she's a doctor she he's a PhD [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3558">TS</a>]
00:59:19 ◼ ► depending on whether you call them a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3559">TS</a>]
00:59:21 ◼ ► doctor not i I'll leave that to you but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3561">TS</a>]
00:59:24 ◼ ► the stood there there meet-cute story is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3564">TS</a>]
00:59:26 ◼ ► that she was on the muni and was getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3566">TS</a>]
00:59:29 ◼ ► off at the stop that he was getting on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3569">TS</a>]
00:59:32 ◼ ► and he got on the subway and either she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3572">TS</a>]
00:59:37 ◼ ► turned around and got back on the subway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3577">TS</a>]
00:59:39 ◼ ► got back on the muni that she had just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3579">TS</a>]
00:59:42 ◼ ► got off or it was the other way around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3582">TS</a>]
00:59:44 ◼ ► and she got off and he was about to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3584">TS</a>]
00:59:46 ◼ ► on and then he got all that's a really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3586">TS</a>]
00:59:48 ◼ ► creepy me cute but there is they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3588">TS</a>]
00:59:51 ◼ ► married and they have two beautiful life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3591">TS</a>]
00:59:54 ◼ ► yeah good for them yeah muni frankly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3594">TS</a>]
00:59:56 ◼ ► because matata so they got a union [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3596">TS</a>]
00:59:56 ◼ ► because matata so they got a union [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3596">TS</a>]
01:00:00 ◼ ► and yeah you know me John I believe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3600">TS</a>]
01:00:01 ◼ ► there's power in the union i know you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3601">TS</a>]
01:00:03 ◼ ► not a union-busting I think Buster no no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3603">TS</a>]
01:00:06 ◼ ► scab / I don't scamper on this Gabbar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3606">TS</a>]
01:00:09 ◼ ► that there are 600 vehicles that are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3609">TS</a>]
01:00:13 ◼ ► operating every given day in san [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3613">TS</a>]
01:00:15 ◼ ► francisco and let's just say it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3615">TS</a>]
01:00:17 ◼ ► already it's a shitstorm to begin with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3617">TS</a>]
01:00:21 ◼ ► just just the fact is that if everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3621">TS</a>]
01:00:23 ◼ ► it's still so not running perfectly and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3623">TS</a>]
01:00:27 ◼ ► these guys are a little a little unhappy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3627">TS</a>]
01:00:28 ◼ ► about their current negotiations for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3628">TS</a>]
01:00:31 ◼ ► $32 and 50 cent in our opening up a job [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3631">TS</a>]
01:00:36 ◼ ► so they're going to start paying for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3636">TS</a>]
01:00:39 ◼ ► mhm okay these guys these guys who make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3639">TS</a>]
01:00:41 ◼ ► a hundred thousand dollars here and live [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3641">TS</a>]
01:00:42 ◼ ► on golf courses and God bless them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3642">TS</a>]
01:00:45 ◼ ► they're doing they're doing great work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3645">TS</a>]
01:00:46 ◼ ► and two-thirds of them did not show up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3646">TS</a>]
01:00:52 ◼ ► oh shut the city down huh it's called [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3652">TS</a>]
01:00:55 ◼ ► contractually obligated to not do that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3655">TS</a>]
01:00:57 ◼ ► that is out of range for something not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3657">TS</a>]
01:01:00 ◼ ► all the strike and and they didn't like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3660">TS</a>]
01:01:02 ◼ ► the way negotiations are going and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3662">TS</a>]
01:01:04 ◼ ► basically the city's been completely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3664">TS</a>]
01:01:06 ◼ ► gutted the cable car lines are down if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3666">TS</a>]
01:01:08 ◼ ► they brought your kid to San Francisco [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3668">TS</a>]
01:01:10 ◼ ► around the cable car come back another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3670">TS</a>]
01:01:16 ◼ ► neighborhood like you know just about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3676">TS</a>]
01:01:17 ◼ ► where i am at my longitude or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3677">TS</a>]
01:01:19 ◼ ► you come out here the train stops and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3679">TS</a>]
01:01:22 ◼ ► turns around and goes back because they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3682">TS</a>]
01:01:24 ◼ ► need for other places there's a bus that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3684">TS</a>]
01:01:26 ◼ ► will show up that will then take every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3686">TS</a>]
01:01:28 ◼ ► single person that was on that train [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3688">TS</a>]
01:01:30 ◼ ► shove them into one bus and then maybe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3690">TS</a>]
01:01:32 ◼ ► that'll get all the way out to the zoo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3692">TS</a>]
01:01:33 ◼ ► that that's our that's our last three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3693">TS</a>]
01:01:35 ◼ ► days here and you like and you know this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3695">TS</a>]
01:01:38 ◼ ► really makes me like a John Roderick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3698">TS</a>]
01:01:39 ◼ ► character because it's ready to put up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3699">TS</a>]
01:01:41 ◼ ► with with a lot a lot of poop on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3701">TS</a>]
01:01:43 ◼ ► streets you know but like it's so that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3703">TS</a>]
01:01:46 ◼ ► we really need that system to work you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3706">TS</a>]
01:01:50 ◼ ► know because there are a lot of people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3710">TS</a>]
01:01:51 ◼ ► who like you know if I had my druthers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3711">TS</a>]
01:01:53 ◼ ► we would not have a car at all you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3713">TS</a>]
01:01:55 ◼ ► a car because my wife works on the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3715">TS</a>]
01:01:56 ◼ ► side of town so we ended up getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3716">TS</a>]
01:01:58 ◼ ► another car but you know I I don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3718">TS</a>]
01:02:01 ◼ ► to have a car I don't want to need a car [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3721">TS</a>]
01:02:03 ◼ ► I don't want to fucking Park are I part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3723">TS</a>]
01:02:05 ◼ ► of what makes my neighborhood cool i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3725">TS</a>]
01:02:09 ◼ ► why am I telling you this who cares [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3729">TS</a>]
01:02:10 ◼ ► except i think there's a john robert [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3730">TS</a>]
01:02:13 ◼ ► yeah and likes today we got on exam take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3733">TS</a>]
01:02:15 ◼ ► my kids to the zoo for camp we got 55 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3735">TS</a>]
01:02:19 ◼ ► stops from our house had to get out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3739">TS</a>]
01:02:21 ◼ ► because the Train needed to go back and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3741">TS</a>]
01:02:23 ◼ ► then we stand there and we wait and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3743">TS</a>]
01:02:25 ◼ ► just like you really I start to feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3745">TS</a>]
01:02:27 ◼ ► like george costanza character that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3747">TS</a>]
01:02:30 ◼ ► my private island women are you saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3750">TS</a>]
01:02:32 ◼ ► that the John Rother character in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3752">TS</a>]
01:02:33 ◼ ► george costanza character share any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3753">TS</a>]
01:02:37 ◼ ► oh my gosh I can't believe you would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3757">TS</a>]
01:02:38 ◼ ► even in that from what I was saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3758">TS</a>]
01:02:40 ◼ ► thank you but we all believe it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3760">TS</a>]
01:02:43 ◼ ► I think you know I think what one of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3763">TS</a>]
01:02:45 ◼ ► one of the problems is that that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3765">TS</a>]
01:02:51 ◼ ► should not let the Liberals run things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3771">TS</a>]
01:02:53 ◼ ► in a kinky way you know like there is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3773">TS</a>]
01:02:56 ◼ ► reason that there are two I mean America [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3776">TS</a>]
01:03:00 ◼ ► could have 15 party's political parties [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3780">TS</a>]
01:03:03 ◼ ► America has to and within those two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3783">TS</a>]
01:03:06 ◼ ► political parties we try and put the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3786">TS</a>]
01:03:08 ◼ ► whole constellation of of feelings but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3788">TS</a>]
01:03:11 ◼ ► if you let one little is so vastly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3791">TS</a>]
01:03:15 ◼ ► different approach and philosophy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3795">TS</a>]
01:03:17 ◼ ► practical realpolitik as you see luckily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3797">TS</a>]
01:03:20 ◼ ► they're so different that they really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3800">TS</a>]
01:03:21 ◼ ► are two extremely structure it's smooth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3801">TS</a>]
01:03:23 ◼ ► and the reason that they aren't is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3803">TS</a>]
01:03:26 ◼ ► yeah but the vast mass of people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3806">TS</a>]
01:03:29 ◼ ► right in that center and they pick left [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3809">TS</a>]
01:03:32 ◼ ► or right just based on like who their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3812">TS</a>]
01:03:33 ◼ ► parents were and just based on the kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3813">TS</a>]
01:03:35 ◼ ► of music they like what you know like if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3815">TS</a>]
01:03:38 ◼ ► there was a centre party it would be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3818">TS</a>]
01:03:40 ◼ ► biggest party in the country by far but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3820">TS</a>]
01:03:46 ◼ ► yeah the centre party let the left [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3826">TS</a>]
01:03:47 ◼ ► people already the c++ RT see that yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3827">TS</a>]
01:03:50 ◼ ► that's right yeah but gentleman's be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3830">TS</a>]
01:03:53 ◼ ► gentleman's be party but but you need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3833">TS</a>]
01:03:56 ◼ ► people who are you need people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3836">TS</a>]
01:04:00 ◼ ► sticklers to run of a public transit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3840">TS</a>]
01:04:05 ◼ ► system you know you need a suspiciously [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3845">TS</a>]
01:04:08 ◼ ► to bring some Swiss a political people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3848">TS</a>]
01:04:10 ◼ ► that's routes neutral right right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3850">TS</a>]
01:04:16 ◼ ► unemotional but who have who have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3856">TS</a>]
01:04:22 ◼ ► cannot you cannot run a public transit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3862">TS</a>]
01:04:25 ◼ ► system where the where the people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3865">TS</a>]
01:04:27 ◼ ► are responsible for peak keeping it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3867">TS</a>]
01:04:29 ◼ ► running don't have the resources to do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3869">TS</a>]
01:04:31 ◼ ► it you know and ultimately you're seeing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3871">TS</a>]
01:04:36 ◼ ► this in the new york public library's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3876">TS</a>]
01:04:39 ◼ ► it knew that new york public library is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3879">TS</a>]
01:04:42 ◼ ► trying to support itself because unlike [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3882">TS</a>]
01:04:45 ◼ ► a unlike sort of its competitive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3885">TS</a>]
01:04:49 ◼ ► competition it big pop big big like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3889">TS</a>]
01:04:53 ◼ ► private institutions and Library of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3893">TS</a>]
01:04:55 ◼ ► Congress whatever the new york public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3895">TS</a>]
01:04:56 ◼ ► library's is supported by the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3896">TS</a>]
01:04:59 ◼ ► right there's this fascinating article I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3899">TS</a>]
01:05:01 ◼ ► was reading I guess in that would be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3901">TS</a>]
01:05:04 ◼ ► new yorker yeah New Yorker just recently [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3904">TS</a>]
01:05:05 ◼ ► when they're like the new york public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3905">TS</a>]
01:05:07 ◼ ► library sold one of its branch libraries [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3907">TS</a>]
01:05:10 ◼ ► to try and earn some money they sold the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3910">TS</a>]
01:05:14 ◼ ► real estate to try to earn some money to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3914">TS</a>]
01:05:16 ◼ ► keep the library functioning and open [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3916">TS</a>]
01:05:20 ◼ ► and they sold this building 450 million [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3920">TS</a>]
01:05:22 ◼ ► dollars in midtown and that 50 million [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3922">TS</a>]
01:05:26 ◼ ► dollars went into the 300 million dollar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3926">TS</a>]
01:05:29 ◼ ► budget or three million dollar deficit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3929">TS</a>]
01:05:31 ◼ ► that they were trying to try to resolve [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3931">TS</a>]
01:05:33 ◼ ► that the 50 million dollar building you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3933">TS</a>]
01:05:37 ◼ ► know beautiful library building was torn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3937">TS</a>]
01:05:39 ◼ ► down by a developer who build a 500 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3939">TS</a>]
01:05:43 ◼ ► million dollar hotel apartment loft the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3943">TS</a>]
01:05:49 ◼ ► the penthouse of which sold for 60 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3949">TS</a>]
01:05:58 ◼ ► there's you know that the person who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3958">TS</a>]
01:06:01 ◼ ► bought that 60 million dollar penthouse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3961">TS</a>]
01:06:02 ◼ ► could have just bought the old library [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3962">TS</a>]
01:06:03 ◼ ► and lived in it if I was a fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3963">TS</a>]
01:06:06 ◼ ► supervillain that's what I would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3966">TS</a>]
01:06:07 ◼ ► done that was pretty sweet you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3967">TS</a>]
01:06:09 ◼ ► looking like a Batman villain now be so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3969">TS</a>]
01:06:11 ◼ ► cool i would have gone in and said hey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3971">TS</a>]
01:06:16 ◼ ► guess what i'm buying the whole thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3976">TS</a>]
01:06:18 ◼ ► library's books microfiche everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3978">TS</a>]
01:06:20 ◼ ► there's nothing in there you don't want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3980">TS</a>]
01:06:21 ◼ ► you don't blow stick and gloves and maps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3981">TS</a>]
01:06:25 ◼ ► live in a freaking like I would love to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3985">TS</a>]
01:06:28 ◼ ► live in an old library so this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3988">TS</a>]
01:06:29 ◼ ► whoever this person is paid 10 million [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3989">TS</a>]
01:06:32 ◼ ► more dollars to live in what is probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3992">TS</a>]
01:06:34 ◼ ► just a you know an apartment that looks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3994">TS</a>]
01:06:38 ◼ ► like a hotel room that has only the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/3998">TS</a>]
01:06:40 ◼ ► finest finishes on everything and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4000">TS</a>]
01:06:45 ◼ ► everything about it is garbage living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4005">TS</a>]
01:06:47 ◼ ► there is a it is to live in an in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4007">TS</a>]
01:06:50 ◼ ► place with no heart and to live there is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4010">TS</a>]
01:06:53 ◼ ► to be a person with no heart and you did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4013">TS</a>]
01:06:55 ◼ ► and the person who bought that apartment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4015">TS</a>]
01:06:56 ◼ ► doesn't even live there they probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4016">TS</a>]
01:06:58 ◼ ► live in st. Petersburg or they probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4018">TS</a>]
01:07:01 ◼ ► live most of their life on Richard [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4021">TS</a>]
01:07:03 ◼ ► Branson's private island and this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4023">TS</a>]
01:07:05 ◼ ► just the place that they come to blow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4025">TS</a>]
01:07:07 ◼ ► people's minds when they're in New York [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4027">TS</a>]
01:07:08 ◼ ► but so this idea that the that the new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4028">TS</a>]
01:07:11 ◼ ► york public library is like scrambling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4031">TS</a>]
01:07:13 ◼ ► and I mean that's that that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4033">TS</a>]
01:07:16 ◼ ► ultimate public institution right that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4036">TS</a>]
01:07:18 ◼ ► building with the freaking Lions out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4038">TS</a>]
01:07:20 ◼ ► front that has served the citizens of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4040">TS</a>]
01:07:25 ◼ ► New York for over a hundred years it has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4045">TS</a>]
01:07:27 ◼ ► the collected knowledge of all of human [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4047">TS</a>]
01:07:30 ◼ ► history in it and we are so screwed up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4050">TS</a>]
01:07:36 ◼ ► right now that the sense that the sense [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4056">TS</a>]
01:07:40 ◼ ► responsibility to keep that library [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4060">TS</a>]
01:07:42 ◼ ► completely funded and that all of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4062">TS</a>]
01:07:46 ◼ ► billionaire's that live there and all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4066">TS</a>]
01:07:48 ◼ ► the money that's going through that city [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4068">TS</a>]
01:07:49 ◼ ► that that somehow that library would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4069">TS</a>]
01:07:53 ◼ ► would be in jeopardy because speakers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4073">TS</a>]
01:07:58 ◼ ► some tax bill didn't go through albany [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4078">TS</a>]
01:08:00 ◼ ► the right way right now all of a sudden [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4080">TS</a>]
01:08:02 ◼ ► some administrator at the library has to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4082">TS</a>]
01:08:04 ◼ ► worry about fundraising all the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4084">TS</a>]
01:08:07 ◼ ► and meanwhile you know across the street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4087">TS</a>]
01:08:10 ◼ ► there is somebody buying a ring for his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4090">TS</a>]
01:08:13 ◼ ► Ukrainian girlfriends that cost 30 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4093">TS</a>]
01:08:16 ◼ ► million dollars because I you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4096">TS</a>]
01:08:21 ◼ ► swallowed the stone and shout it out and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4101">TS</a>]
01:08:25 ◼ ► got a conflict time since its thinks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4105">TS</a>]
01:08:27 ◼ ► it's like it's like a special monkey [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4107">TS</a>]
01:08:32 ◼ ► except it's a diamond D a yellow diamond [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4112">TS</a>]
01:08:34 ◼ ► it wasn't yellow when it went in and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4114">TS</a>]
01:08:37 ◼ ► and so so you've got these you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4117">TS</a>]
01:08:40 ◼ ► so we are living in a world and this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4120">TS</a>]
01:08:41 ◼ ► why I'm this is why i'm starting to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4121">TS</a>]
01:08:43 ◼ ► focus so much on local government you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4123">TS</a>]
01:08:45 ◼ ► know you the the state of California is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4125">TS</a>]
01:08:46 ◼ ► so broken because of that fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4126">TS</a>]
01:08:50 ◼ ► referendum 14 or whatever the hell it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4130">TS</a>]
01:08:53 ◼ ► that the state of California pass I'll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4133">TS</a>]
01:08:56 ◼ ► prop 13 prop 13 is that what it was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4136">TS</a>]
01:08:58 ◼ ► Howard Jarvis thing the thing know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4138">TS</a>]
01:09:01 ◼ ► thing from from from way back where they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4141">TS</a>]
01:09:03 ◼ ► just basically gutted the funding of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4143">TS</a>]
01:09:07 ◼ ► ok i'm trying to remember that it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4147">TS</a>]
01:09:10 ◼ ► some some some proposition that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4150">TS</a>]
01:09:14 ◼ ► passed by by popular acclaim but decade [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4154">TS</a>]
01:09:20 ◼ ► or two or three ago God why my my my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4160">TS</a>]
01:09:22 ◼ ► blade on the tax revolt thing and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4162">TS</a>]
01:09:26 ◼ ► proposition 13 and so being you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4166">TS</a>]
01:09:28 ◼ ► state of California does not basically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4168">TS</a>]
01:09:31 ◼ ► eliminated its own power to tax I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4171">TS</a>]
01:09:35 ◼ ► know they do all right but but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4175">TS</a>]
01:09:39 ◼ ► that the state is kind of falling apart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4179">TS</a>]
01:09:40 ◼ ► and then you and our country is falling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4180">TS</a>]
01:09:42 ◼ ► apart our infrastructure is falling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4182">TS</a>]
01:09:44 ◼ ► apart our public facilities are falling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4184">TS</a>]
01:09:48 ◼ ► apart because we are collectively [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4188">TS</a>]
01:09:50 ◼ ► funneling our resources and he created [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4190">TS</a>]
01:09:54 ◼ ► women's rings yeah well and into you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4194">TS</a>]
01:09:57 ◼ ► know into all these guys who are who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4197">TS</a>]
01:09:59 ◼ ► designing apps for iphone ok well i mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4199">TS</a>]
01:10:04 ◼ ► seriously yeah you know like a billion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4204">TS</a>]
01:10:06 ◼ ► dollars okay a billion dollars is it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4206">TS</a>]
01:10:17 ◼ ► a request right to the new york public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4217">TS</a>]
01:10:20 ◼ ► library why doesn't the new york public [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4220">TS</a>]
01:10:21 ◼ ► library have a billion dollars in its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4221">TS</a>]
01:10:23 ◼ ► coffers right why would muni why would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4223">TS</a>]
01:10:27 ◼ ► muni not be like trying to expand and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4227">TS</a>]
01:10:32 ◼ ► improve its service and every touches [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4232">TS</a>]
01:10:34 ◼ ► that before patron we need somebody who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4234">TS</a>]
01:10:35 ◼ ► can be about the patron of meaningful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4235">TS</a>]
01:10:38 ◼ ► things but why are we not our own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4238">TS</a>]
01:10:40 ◼ ► patrons like you know like that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4240">TS</a>]
01:10:43 ◼ ► idea that i do not want a prince of muni [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4243">TS</a>]
01:10:45 ◼ ► who is fluid was like I hereby allow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4245">TS</a>]
01:10:49 ◼ ► immunity to keep operating because i am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4249">TS</a>]
01:10:51 ◼ ► a saint and I'd and I cannot no longer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4251">TS</a>]
01:10:53 ◼ ► get pleasure out of my money so I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4253">TS</a>]
01:10:56 ◼ ► going to turn it over to immunity I I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4256">TS</a>]
01:10:59 ◼ ► i wish somebody would write a book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4259">TS</a>]
01:11:00 ◼ ► called everything everything I need to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4260">TS</a>]
01:11:06 ◼ ► know I learned getting everything I need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4266">TS</a>]
01:11:09 ◼ ► to know I learned planning a wedding is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4269">TS</a>]
01:11:11 ◼ ► because I think like there are certain [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4271">TS</a>]
01:11:13 ◼ ► kinds of things in life that i would i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4273">TS</a>]
01:11:15 ◼ ► would say dealing with planning a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4275">TS</a>]
01:11:18 ◼ ► wedding and dealing with getting ready [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4278">TS</a>]
01:11:20 ◼ ► to have a baby are two really good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4280">TS</a>]
01:11:22 ◼ ► examples of this of something where like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4282">TS</a>]
01:11:24 ◼ ► you you might have the best ideas and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4284">TS</a>]
01:11:26 ◼ ► the best intentions in the world i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4286">TS</a>]
01:11:28 ◼ ► making this analogous to go into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4288">TS</a>]
01:11:30 ◼ ► government for wood for a good cause and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4290">TS</a>]
01:11:33 ◼ ► and why I think sometimes even a billion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4293">TS</a>]
01:11:36 ◼ ► I guess what I'm saying is the thing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4296">TS</a>]
01:11:38 ◼ ► that in the case of a wedding when he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4298">TS</a>]
01:11:39 ◼ ► having a baby but not how like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4299">TS</a>]
01:11:42 ◼ ► thought this out and no matter how many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4302">TS</a>]
01:11:43 ◼ ► good ideas and how many good intentions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4303">TS</a>]
01:11:45 ◼ ► of how much energy you have like it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4305">TS</a>]
01:11:47 ◼ ► all going to be ground up in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4307">TS</a>]
01:11:50 ◼ ► machinery of that process so like if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4310">TS</a>]
01:11:52 ◼ ► you've got an idea for how you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4312">TS</a>]
01:11:54 ◼ ► things to go you can tell the DJ I can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4314">TS</a>]
01:11:56 ◼ ► tell you how many people I know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4316">TS</a>]
01:11:57 ◼ ► have said specifically to the DJ the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4317">TS</a>]
01:11:59 ◼ ► first question was are you gonna talk [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4319">TS</a>]
01:12:01 ◼ ► over everybody can do all this bullshit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4321">TS</a>]
01:12:03 ◼ ► i dono make sure to play if you leave it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4323">TS</a>]
01:12:06 ◼ ► exactly this time and stuff like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4326">TS</a>]
01:12:07 ◼ ► and they don't and they get up there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4327">TS</a>]
01:12:09 ◼ ► they announced the fucking chicken song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4329">TS</a>]
01:12:11 ◼ ► the bride is weeping because you spent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4331">TS</a>]
01:12:12 ◼ ► ten thousand dollars for this guy who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4332">TS</a>]
01:12:14 ◼ ► didn't do a single thing they asked them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4334">TS</a>]
01:12:15 ◼ ► to do and you know why because that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4335">TS</a>]
01:12:17 ◼ ► how it works and you can go in and say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4337">TS</a>]
01:12:19 ◼ ► you want the pub patrons to be this way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4339">TS</a>]
01:12:20 ◼ ► we want these kind of covers on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4340">TS</a>]
01:12:22 ◼ ► chairs or like the thing is you think so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4342">TS</a>]
01:12:24 ◼ ► on the one hand you think I can fix this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4344">TS</a>]
01:12:26 ◼ ► i can make this the wedding that I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4346">TS</a>]
01:12:28 ◼ ► by throwing money at it and the thing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4348">TS</a>]
01:12:30 ◼ ► always be so much more money that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4350">TS</a>]
01:12:32 ◼ ► can throw at that and all its gonna do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4352">TS</a>]
01:12:34 ◼ ► is be more money to go into the gaping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4354">TS</a>]
01:12:36 ◼ ► mall of the wedding industry kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4356">TS</a>]
01:12:38 ◼ ► similar thing with Kenneth having a kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4358">TS</a>]
01:12:40 ◼ ► I think where they you know it's all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4360">TS</a>]
01:12:42 ◼ ► these books and websites that will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4362">TS</a>]
01:12:44 ◼ ► encourage you to have your birth plan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4364">TS</a>]
01:12:45 ◼ ► all these things that you want to do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4365">TS</a>]
01:12:48 ◼ ► and eventually it's going to come down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4368">TS</a>]
01:12:49 ◼ ► some people saying well you know you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4369">TS</a>]
01:12:51 ◼ ► could you can engineer that as heavily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4371">TS</a>]
01:12:53 ◼ ► as you want but there's still so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4373">TS</a>]
01:12:54 ◼ ► stuff that just runs the way that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4374">TS</a>]
01:12:56 ◼ ► runs because that's the way that it runs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4376">TS</a>]
01:12:58 ◼ ► well on Fleming's let me say let me say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4378">TS</a>]
01:12:59 ◼ ► this about that yes the the you know one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4379">TS</a>]
01:13:03 ◼ ► of the fundamental problems with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4383">TS</a>]
01:13:04 ◼ ► economics is that economics when people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4384">TS</a>]
01:13:08 ◼ ► talk about economic models in there they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4388">TS</a>]
01:13:10 ◼ ► talk about you know the capitalist model [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4390">TS</a>]
01:13:11 ◼ ► our typical economic model does not take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4391">TS</a>]
01:13:19 ◼ ► resources are limited right like if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4399">TS</a>]
01:13:24 ◼ ► have never thought of that that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4404">TS</a>]
01:13:26 ◼ ► if you have a if you have a company [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4406">TS</a>]
01:13:27 ◼ ► whose whose value is in oil extraction [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4407">TS</a>]
01:13:30 ◼ ► the company is valued by there by the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4410">TS</a>]
01:13:34 ◼ ► amount of money that they have invested [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4414">TS</a>]
01:13:35 ◼ ► in their machines by the cost that it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4415">TS</a>]
01:13:39 ◼ ► that is required to get the oil out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4419">TS</a>]
01:13:41 ◼ ► the ground and to process it and ship it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4421">TS</a>]
01:13:43 ◼ ► and that is the cost of oil and that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4423">TS</a>]
01:13:47 ◼ ► what is not factored into that cost is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4427">TS</a>]
01:13:49 ◼ ► that oil exists in a limited quantity [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4429">TS</a>]
01:13:52 ◼ ► that we presumably collectively owned it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4432">TS</a>]
01:13:57 ◼ ► as residents of Earth and that when it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4437">TS</a>]
01:14:00 ◼ ► and that the oil has value intrinsically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4440">TS</a>]
01:14:04 ◼ ► in the ground before it's moved and who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4444">TS</a>]
01:14:08 ◼ ► owns that value and how is that value [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4448">TS</a>]
01:14:10 ◼ ► how do we factored that in the things we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4450">TS</a>]
01:14:14 ◼ ► don't we don't think about the value of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4454">TS</a>]
01:14:17 ◼ ► gold before it's extracted from the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4457">TS</a>]
01:14:19 ◼ ► ground at the scarcity that is involved [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4459">TS</a>]
01:14:23 ◼ ► in gold is the scarcity of scarcity that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4463">TS</a>]
01:14:26 ◼ ► is a product of well it's hard to find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4466">TS</a>]
01:14:28 ◼ ► and it's hard to get out and transport [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4468">TS</a>]
01:14:32 ◼ ► around but not the know a moment that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4472">TS</a>]
01:14:34 ◼ ► has value where it lives and so all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4474">TS</a>]
01:14:40 ◼ ► ultimately is broken it's a it is a it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4480">TS</a>]
01:14:44 ◼ ► a game that we're playing it's a it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4484">TS</a>]
01:14:49 ◼ ► ourselves about how things work but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4489">TS</a>]
01:14:53 ◼ ► a completely false story because to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4493">TS</a>]
01:14:57 ◼ ► begin any economic idea you have to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4497">TS</a>]
01:14:59 ◼ ► like well we're all on one planet and it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4499">TS</a>]
01:15:01 ◼ ► is limited and we collectively owned it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4501">TS</a>]
01:15:03 ◼ ► we have to there's no way you could say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4503">TS</a>]
01:15:06 ◼ ► unless you are unless you believe an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4506">TS</a>]
01:15:09 ◼ ► origin story where God says you you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4509">TS</a>]
01:15:11 ◼ ► you Adam own and your descendants gets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4511">TS</a>]
01:15:13 ◼ ► divided up you have to say like we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4513">TS</a>]
01:15:16 ◼ ► all on the planet we collectively owned [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4516">TS</a>]
01:15:18 ◼ ► it and so all the games that were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4518">TS</a>]
01:15:21 ◼ ► playing about like well I own this much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4521">TS</a>]
01:15:23 ◼ ► of it and you on that much of it and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4523">TS</a>]
01:15:25 ◼ ► don't know any of it are just games [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4525">TS</a>]
01:15:27 ◼ ► they're just stories and they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4527">TS</a>]
01:15:30 ◼ ► stories that that have evolved because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4530">TS</a>]
01:15:32 ◼ ► our understanding of where we came from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4532">TS</a>]
01:15:34 ◼ ► used to be less complete and back when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4534">TS</a>]
01:15:38 ◼ ► it was like I don't know the earth is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4538">TS</a>]
01:15:39 ◼ ► flat and i live on this part of it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4539">TS</a>]
01:15:41 ◼ ► know it made sense to say like this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4541">TS</a>]
01:15:43 ◼ ► mine i found this first or whatever but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4543">TS</a>]
01:15:46 ◼ ► now we would get to to actually have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4546">TS</a>]
01:15:49 ◼ ► system you could call economics that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4549">TS</a>]
01:15:53 ◼ ► you have to start completely over and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4553">TS</a>]
01:15:55 ◼ ► say that's just I never thought it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4555">TS</a>]
01:15:56 ◼ ► super interesting point it's yeah it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4556">TS</a>]
01:15:58 ◼ ► almost like the same kind is this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4558">TS</a>]
01:16:00 ◼ ► gonna sound silly but like why you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4560">TS</a>]
01:16:01 ◼ ► certainly understand why people like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4561">TS</a>]
01:16:03 ◼ ► gold standard it makes a lot of sense [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4563">TS</a>]
01:16:04 ◼ ► because you're saying even a stone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4564">TS</a>]
01:16:07 ◼ ► you're saying what makes this paper [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4567">TS</a>]
01:16:08 ◼ ► valuable is this other stuff that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4568">TS</a>]
01:16:10 ◼ ► valuable the end but in this case you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4570">TS</a>]
01:16:12 ◼ ► saying like we never we never talked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4572">TS</a>]
01:16:14 ◼ ► about the most basic part about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4574">TS</a>]
01:16:16 ◼ ► which is like where that gold cake from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4576">TS</a>]
01:16:18 ◼ ► right where that gold came from running [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4578">TS</a>]
01:16:19 ◼ ► like whoohoo if anybody owns it because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4579">TS</a>]
01:16:22 ◼ ► of why because of wine right and so so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4582">TS</a>]
01:16:25 ◼ ► the idea of taxes for instance which we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4585">TS</a>]
01:16:28 ◼ ► all spend all of our time like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4588">TS</a>]
01:16:30 ◼ ► moaning and thinking about a block taxes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4590">TS</a>]
01:16:33 ◼ ► taxes taxes taxes are just an idea that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4593">TS</a>]
01:16:37 ◼ ► somebody had to try and solve a problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4597">TS</a>]
01:16:39 ◼ ► by portioning resources that are that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4599">TS</a>]
01:16:43 ◼ ► are largely fantasy in these different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4603">TS</a>]
01:16:46 ◼ ► directions and and try and resolve [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4606">TS</a>]
01:16:48 ◼ ► inequalities and perform functions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4608">TS</a>]
01:16:52 ◼ ► taxes are not something natural they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4612">TS</a>]
01:16:56 ◼ ► not God did not invent them and they are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4616">TS</a>]
01:16:58 ◼ ► not in the earth taxes are a comedy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4618">TS</a>]
01:17:02 ◼ ► which we have which we have placed on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4622">TS</a>]
01:17:05 ◼ ► top of a comedy and the idea that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4625">TS</a>]
01:17:10 ◼ ► idea that we can look at the earth and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4630">TS</a>]
01:17:13 ◼ ► look at our cities and look at ourselves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4633">TS</a>]
01:17:14 ◼ ► and say this is not we do we have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4634">TS</a>]
01:17:19 ◼ ► look through these comedies that we've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4639">TS</a>]
01:17:21 ◼ ► written to describe how we got here and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4641">TS</a>]
01:17:27 ◼ ► how do we apportion resources where we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4647">TS</a>]
01:17:30 ◼ ► how do we have us how do we have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4650">TS</a>]
01:17:32 ◼ ► cantar we how do we write a new story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4652">TS</a>]
01:17:34 ◼ ► where we understand that this is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4654">TS</a>]
01:17:36 ◼ ► collective action it is spaceship earth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4656">TS</a>]
01:17:40 ◼ ► and there are the end resources are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4660">TS</a>]
01:17:45 ◼ ► limited and we now have the technology [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4665">TS</a>]
01:17:47 ◼ ► that we can move them around you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4667">TS</a>]
01:17:49 ◼ ► fairly effortlessly how do we really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4669">TS</a>]
01:17:51 ◼ ► want to do that how do we do that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4671">TS</a>]
01:17:53 ◼ ► would make sense to a child sense of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4673">TS</a>]
01:17:56 ◼ ► how do we do that that takes into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4676">TS</a>]
01:17:58 ◼ ► consideration that we do not want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4678">TS</a>]
01:18:00 ◼ ► everybody we do not want people living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4680">TS</a>]
01:18:01 ◼ ► beneath the floor and we are not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4681">TS</a>]
01:18:04 ◼ ► particularly interested in people living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4684">TS</a>]
01:18:06 ◼ ► this dragon chasing existence because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4686">TS</a>]
01:18:10 ◼ ► it's because it because it's ludicrous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4690">TS</a>]
01:18:12 ◼ ► and you know so so taxes themselves are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4692">TS</a>]
01:18:18 ◼ ► just a it's just a game to try and pry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4698">TS</a>]
01:18:22 ◼ ► some resources away to direct them to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4702">TS</a>]
01:18:26 ◼ ► these sort of collective actions and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4706">TS</a>]
01:18:29 ◼ ► when you talk about like collective [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4709">TS</a>]
01:18:32 ◼ ► action versus individual freedom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4712">TS</a>]
01:18:35 ◼ ► those are games those are those are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4715">TS</a>]
01:18:38 ◼ ► those are jokes of their novels i guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4718">TS</a>]
01:18:42 ◼ ► and the reality is like here we all are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4722">TS</a>]
01:18:49 ◼ ► breathing the same area and your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4729">TS</a>]
01:18:50 ◼ ► individual rights and my desire to to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4730">TS</a>]
01:18:53 ◼ ► make the progress that can only happen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4733">TS</a>]
01:18:59 ◼ ► you know our are just the tip of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4739">TS</a>]
01:19:02 ◼ ► iceberg really and that we spend all of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4742">TS</a>]
01:19:04 ◼ ► our time fighting over and and believing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4744">TS</a>]
01:19:07 ◼ ► that those two things are antithetical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4747">TS</a>]
01:19:08 ◼ ► to one another is is just because we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4748">TS</a>]
01:19:11 ◼ ► have such a limited imagination and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4751">TS</a>]
01:19:14 ◼ ► we're so taken up by these by these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4754">TS</a>]
01:19:17 ◼ ► stories that don't that don't work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4757">TS</a>]
01:19:20 ◼ ► great-great-great-grandfather stories [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4760">TS</a>]
01:19:22 ◼ ► and they don't they do not actually [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4762">TS</a>]
01:19:35 ◼ ► yeah what are you are you still shopping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4775">TS</a>]
01:19:37 ◼ ► starts a nice truck maybe yeah butBut [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4777">TS</a>]
01:19:40 ◼ ► nice big gasoline truck was was down in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4780">TS</a>]
01:19:44 ◼ ► the house down in Mexico and I I'll i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4784">TS</a>]
01:19:47 ◼ ► saw this Cadillac on that on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4787">TS</a>]
01:19:49 ◼ ► craigslist sixties catalog you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4789">TS</a>]
01:19:52 ◼ ► I was like you know what I'm just going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4792">TS</a>]
01:19:54 ◼ ► to fucking buy it I'm down here in Santa [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4794">TS</a>]
01:19:56 ◼ ► Fe I'm just gonna buy this Cadillac I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4796">TS</a>]
01:19:58 ◼ ► a drive at home and that's going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4798">TS</a>]
01:20:04 ◼ ► you know what I mean like that's how i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4804">TS</a>]
01:20:06 ◼ ► do i'm just down here i'm going to throw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4806">TS</a>]
01:20:08 ◼ ► some cash at the 60s Cadillac and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4808">TS</a>]
01:20:10 ◼ ► driving home through the through the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4810">TS</a>]
01:20:12 ◼ ► wilds of the west and when i get home [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4812">TS</a>]
01:20:15 ◼ ► that I'm gonna be the guy in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4815">TS</a>]
01:20:17 ◼ ► Cadillac who drove it home from santa fe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmENACwUs/4817">TS</a>]
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