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Ep. 115: "Rerememory"

 

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00:00:24   hello hi John hi Merlin how's it going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/24">TS</a>]

00:00:28   oh it's going really well it's pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/28">TS</a>]

00:00:31   early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/31">TS</a>]

00:00:32   it's pretty early i slept a very very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/32">TS</a>]

00:00:34   very long time last night and i feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/34">TS</a>]

00:00:36   like i could sleep another very long [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/36">TS</a>]

00:00:37   time I feel like like the Merlin that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/37">TS</a>]

00:00:40   used to sleep a long time was an earlier [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/40">TS</a>]

00:00:43   version of Merlin it was Merlin one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/43">TS</a>]

00:00:46   point out and lately all i think of is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/46">TS</a>]

00:00:50   Merlin just never getting enough sleep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/50">TS</a>]

00:00:51   but you you're telling me that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/51">TS</a>]

00:00:53   Merlin two point O sometimes sleeps 4 11 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/53">TS</a>]

00:00:57   hour so Merlin 2014 has started to find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/57">TS</a>]

00:01:00   a lot of value and sleep i will tell you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/60">TS</a>]

00:01:02   that in this is super interesting i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/62">TS</a>]

00:01:04   sure people but like I realize like how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/64">TS</a>]

00:01:06   many of my afflictions i could write [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/66">TS</a>]

00:01:08   down to the fact that I just wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/68">TS</a>]

00:01:09   sleeping very well so i can I try to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/69">TS</a>]

00:01:12   make myself sleep well now and I'm and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/72">TS</a>]

00:01:13   it is definitely helped my old man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/73">TS</a>]

00:01:15   quotient and all the things where like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/75">TS</a>]

00:01:18   people wonder why I'm such a homebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/78">TS</a>]

00:01:20   and never go anywhere like but I have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/80">TS</a>]

00:01:22   go to bed 11 if i do that my dad I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/82">TS</a>]

00:01:27   you know my mom sort of famously only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/87">TS</a>]

00:01:29   sleeps okay yeah I guess she she gets a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/89">TS</a>]

00:01:33   full night's sleep but she wakes up at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/93">TS</a>]

00:01:34   four in the morning my dad would stay up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/94">TS</a>]

00:01:37   all night and wake up in the morning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/97">TS</a>]

00:01:39   just fine and you know like it get by on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/99">TS</a>]

00:01:42   for five hours of sleep and i remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/102">TS</a>]

00:01:44   when i was young hearing that older [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/104">TS</a>]

00:01:46   people didn't need as much sleep who i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/106">TS</a>]

00:01:49   do not know if i am finding that to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/109">TS</a>]

00:01:51   personally true it means you're still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/111">TS</a>]

00:01:53   young of myself diet that's exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/113">TS</a>]

00:01:55   right absolutely on i still need 12 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/115">TS</a>]

00:01:58   hours of sleep like a four-year-old I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/118">TS</a>]

00:02:00   yeah I don't know what the other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/120">TS</a>]

00:02:02   successes me and all kinds of things is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/122">TS</a>]

00:02:03   like I think that my amount of enjoyment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/123">TS</a>]

00:02:06   of life in general and many things in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/126">TS</a>]

00:02:08   specific i have to admit comes from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/128">TS</a>]

00:02:11   something related to how much control I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/131">TS</a>]

00:02:13   have over the environment like I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/133">TS</a>]

00:02:16   one reason i didn't like jobs a lot in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/136">TS</a>]

00:02:17   the past because I didn't have that much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/137">TS</a>]

00:02:19   control over the environment you had to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/139">TS</a>]

00:02:21   be in with the overhead lights and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/141">TS</a>]

00:02:22   people and stuff like that and I wonder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/142">TS</a>]

00:02:25   if part of it is like when you have more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/145">TS</a>]

00:02:26   control over your environment when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/146">TS</a>]

00:02:28   get older you know I mean like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/148">TS</a>]

00:02:30   people can't leave you alone you sit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/150">TS</a>]

00:02:31   around and watch stories you clean the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/151">TS</a>]

00:02:32   cat box you go to sleep hit him well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/152">TS</a>]

00:02:34   suits you and then again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/154">TS</a>]

00:02:36   but for the morning planet I to go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/156">TS</a>]

00:02:38   DMV they needed yeah and I maybe that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/158">TS</a>]

00:02:41   all those like old people need less [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/161">TS</a>]

00:02:42   sleep stories are failing to take into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/162">TS</a>]

00:02:46   account the three-and-a-half hour nap [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/166">TS</a>]

00:02:48   they take sitting up in their chair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/168">TS</a>]

00:02:50   watching walkerr texas ranger you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/170">TS</a>]

00:02:55   like that that's that counts down time I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/175">TS</a>]

00:02:57   think well yeah I mean it's yes I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/177">TS</a>]

00:03:00   totally agree and but it'sit's weird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/180">TS</a>]

00:03:03   like you know old people also they do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/183">TS</a>]

00:03:05   stuff like the poop less and I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/185">TS</a>]

00:03:07   that frustrates them we with old ppl [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/187">TS</a>]

00:03:09   poopless I think they do i think i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/189">TS</a>]

00:03:11   inside do you have into getting old but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/191">TS</a>]

00:03:12   I don't have i've known three old people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/192">TS</a>]

00:03:15   at least personally who you know as well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/195">TS</a>]

00:03:19   as you can know an old person they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/199">TS</a>]

00:03:20   become very opaque at a certain age [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/200">TS</a>]

00:03:21   right when you want to talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/201">TS</a>]

00:03:23   memories truth but they also talk to you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/203">TS</a>]

00:03:27   about their poop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/207">TS</a>]

00:03:28   well I i will just say that for my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/208">TS</a>]

00:03:30   grandmother's generation I think I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/210">TS</a>]

00:03:31   said this before my grandmother i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/211">TS</a>]

00:03:33   is somewhat emblematic of our generation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/213">TS</a>]

00:03:35   she's a post Kellogg American and she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/215">TS</a>]

00:03:38   really thought and she would be so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/218">TS</a>]

00:03:41   embarrassed my leg I'm so embarrassed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/221">TS</a>]

00:03:42   and talk about a poop on the radio no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/222">TS</a>]

00:03:44   more brand the better [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/224">TS</a>]

00:03:45   yeah but you know I think you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/225">TS</a>]

00:03:48   expected to make every morning you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/228">TS</a>]

00:03:50   what's interesting he didn't leave the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/230">TS</a>]

00:03:52   house you would like you know be going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/232">TS</a>]

00:03:53   out without your spots or something like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/233">TS</a>]

00:03:54   that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/234">TS</a>]

00:03:55   I've told you the story about the priest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/235">TS</a>]

00:03:56   that cornered me and a in the fish bar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/236">TS</a>]

00:03:59   in Sandpoint Idaho happy how many bm's I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/239">TS</a>]

00:04:03   had a it's that is opening line [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/243">TS</a>]

00:04:06   pretty much yes next to where it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/246">TS</a>]

00:04:08   Johnny they learn they learn what really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/248">TS</a>]

00:04:10   works [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/250">TS</a>]

00:04:11   we're at the fish bar which is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/251">TS</a>]

00:04:13   bar-shaped like a fish right you walk in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/253">TS</a>]

00:04:15   the mouth of the giant fish I'm sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/255">TS</a>]

00:04:17   I've told the story right we're drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/257">TS</a>]

00:04:19   red beer which is a which is a North [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/259">TS</a>]

00:04:21   Idaho tradition a half bear half tomato [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/261">TS</a>]

00:04:24   juice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/264">TS</a>]

00:04:24   oh god and he he leaned over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/264">TS</a>]

00:04:28   I mean we've been chatting but uh but he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/268">TS</a>]

00:04:31   was like but you know let me just break [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/271">TS</a>]

00:04:34   it let me ask you how many bm's do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/274">TS</a>]

00:04:36   have a day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/276">TS</a>]

00:04:37   I was like oh boy I don't know 10 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/277">TS</a>]

00:04:40   sometimes none for a couple of days [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/280">TS</a>]

00:04:43   sometimes a whole bunch all at once he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/283">TS</a>]

00:04:46   like he's like no no that's that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/286">TS</a>]

00:04:50   healthy you need AB you need to have two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/290">TS</a>]

00:04:52   or three good solid healthy bm's a day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/292">TS</a>]

00:04:56   this man this man is is sitting here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/296">TS</a>]

00:04:58   he's sitting there he's drinking tomato [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/298">TS</a>]

00:05:00   juice and beer like an animal and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/300">TS</a>]

00:05:01   telling you that you should have three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/301">TS</a>]

00:05:03   good BM zayday what he said is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/303">TS</a>]

00:05:05   possible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/305">TS</a>]

00:05:06   well he was a priest he's got like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/306">TS</a>]

00:05:09   special knowledge is not allowed to lie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/309">TS</a>]

00:05:10   so I so from then you know he's having [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/310">TS</a>]

00:05:14   this conversation with me when I'm 19 I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/314">TS</a>]

00:05:16   guess yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/316">TS</a>]

00:05:17   so from that time to the present i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/317">TS</a>]

00:05:19   always in the back of my head had a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/319">TS</a>]

00:05:21   little sort of tally sheet and I I'm if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/321">TS</a>]

00:05:25   if 3pm zayday is the standard of good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/325">TS</a>]

00:05:28   health [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/328">TS</a>]

00:05:28   I'm like probably 8200 bm's down like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/328">TS</a>]

00:05:35   have so much catching up to do and I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/335">TS</a>]

00:05:37   not looking forward to it you know i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/337">TS</a>]

00:05:39   not looking forward to getting take that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/339">TS</a>]

00:05:41   accounting square that sounds like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/341">TS</a>]

00:05:43   bragging John that sounds like bragging [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/343">TS</a>]

00:05:45   to me to me the problem is if you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/345">TS</a>]

00:05:47   having three BMC they aren't good BM [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/347">TS</a>]

00:05:48   something went wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/348">TS</a>]

00:05:50   he's saying that they were nice and you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/350">TS</a>]

00:05:51   need to have good ones and I'm not sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/351">TS</a>]

00:05:53   whether you have to be eating in a in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/353">TS</a>]

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00:07:26   code supertrain at checkout our thanks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/446">TS</a>]

00:07:29   to squarespace for all the great support [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/449">TS</a>]

00:07:31   with Roderick online we could not do it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/451">TS</a>]

00:07:33   without i have sometimes I think back at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/453">TS</a>]

00:07:37   that the experiences I had a young man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/457">TS</a>]

00:07:39   and marvel at them and pay what the hell [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/459">TS</a>]

00:07:44   was what the hell was happening and also [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/464">TS</a>]

00:07:46   how how do i remember i mean there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/466">TS</a>]

00:07:49   people around me who can't remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/469">TS</a>]

00:07:51   like what somebody said to them on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/471">TS</a>]

00:07:54   phone you're so good that is you're so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/474">TS</a>]

00:07:55   good at that i do not know why these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/475">TS</a>]

00:07:58   things sticking my head but you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/478">TS</a>]

00:08:00   every one of them is like a small [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/480">TS</a>]

00:08:02   component of the DNA of my of my mantra [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/482">TS</a>]

00:08:05   when I wake up in the morning it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/485">TS</a>]

00:08:07   right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/487">TS</a>]

00:08:08   three beams today something every day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/488">TS</a>]

00:08:11   you're already in the whole everyday 3pm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/491">TS</a>]

00:08:13   today who and you know remember the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/493">TS</a>]

00:08:15   Battle of Midway and also that will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/495">TS</a>]

00:08:20   stroll that-that-that-that time that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/500">TS</a>]

00:08:24   use that word wrong in 1981 that guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/504">TS</a>]

00:08:27   with the tattoos on his hands that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/507">TS</a>]

00:08:29   insulted when i was working at steves [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/509">TS</a>]

00:08:30   Broadway is still mad at me i'm sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/510">TS</a>]

00:08:32   you're there like you are like you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/512">TS</a>]

00:08:35   like a mythical greek beast you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/515">TS</a>]

00:08:38   it's kind of like almost like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/518">TS</a>]

00:08:39   Cassandra thing you know you you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/519">TS</a>]

00:08:43   condemned to never be able to forget [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/523">TS</a>]

00:08:44   never forget [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/524">TS</a>]

00:08:48   that's right this is what scares me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/528">TS</a>]

00:08:49   about my stupid kid is like I've got now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/529">TS</a>]

00:08:51   so into the thing of going like my kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/531">TS</a>]

00:08:54   is just I don't know if she's just not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/534">TS</a>]

00:08:56   receiving information if that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/536">TS</a>]

00:08:58   information is being poorly encoded on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/538">TS</a>]

00:09:00   her hard drive but we have a big problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/540">TS</a>]

00:09:02   with things like so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/542">TS</a>]

00:09:03   and understanding the role of socks and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/543">TS</a>]

00:09:05   being able to leave the house this get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/545">TS</a>]

00:09:06   ready for this kit is the role of socks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/546">TS</a>]

00:09:08   you need them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/548">TS</a>]

00:09:09   yeah because then you gotta put shoes on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/549">TS</a>]

00:09:11   before you leave that's 25 minutes right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/551">TS</a>]

00:09:12   there so I I've gotten into this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/552">TS</a>]

00:09:15   terrible habit of thinking that my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/555">TS</a>]

00:09:16   daughter doesn't hear anything and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/556">TS</a>]

00:09:18   she'll just blow my gourd off by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/558">TS</a>]

00:09:20   remembering something deeply deeply [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/560">TS</a>]

00:09:23   specific from when she was two or three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/563">TS</a>]

00:09:26   so you know okay so here's one thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/566">TS</a>]

00:09:28   about memory that I think is super [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/568">TS</a>]

00:09:29   interesting like I I know if you ask [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/569">TS</a>]

00:09:31   most people what their earliest memories [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/571">TS</a>]

00:09:32   are well first of all there's all this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/572">TS</a>]

00:09:35   stuff that they know because their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/575">TS</a>]

00:09:36   family told them that over and over but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/576">TS</a>]

00:09:38   most people's memories I think start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/578">TS</a>]

00:09:40   their memories as adults start around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/580">TS</a>]

00:09:43   age 5 so I just assume that something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/583">TS</a>]

00:09:46   happens and they just hit reset but I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/586">TS</a>]

00:09:49   stuff i've read recently indicates that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/589">TS</a>]

00:09:50   it actually it just starts a racing a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/590">TS</a>]

00:09:52   little bit around five or six x 10 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/592">TS</a>]

00:09:55   you're really you know you're getting a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/595">TS</a>]

00:09:57   lot of stuff that scares me i don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/597">TS</a>]

00:09:59   what kind of bullshit i said one time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/599">TS</a>]

00:10:00   that she's going to use to guide her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/600">TS</a>]

00:10:02   life regarding rpms every morning and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/602">TS</a>]

00:10:04   it's some offhanded thing I said I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/604">TS</a>]

00:10:07   I I still I remember like such specific [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/607">TS</a>]

00:10:10   things like you're saying like talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/610">TS</a>]

00:10:11   to the priest over the tomato beer i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/611">TS</a>]

00:10:12   have such specific recollection of these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/612">TS</a>]

00:10:14   things i can't imagine how that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/614">TS</a>]

00:10:15   governing my day-to-day life and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/615">TS</a>]

00:10:16   terrifies me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/616">TS</a>]

00:10:17   well I i have to have to think about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/617">TS</a>]

00:10:20   that i think quite a bit because I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/620">TS</a>]

00:10:24   governed by these constant little like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/624">TS</a>]

00:10:27   addenda to the constitution that i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/627">TS</a>]

00:10:32   always adding and a lot of them are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/632">TS</a>]

00:10:34   ancient and i have no idea whether three [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/634">TS</a>]

00:10:37   beams a days is some kind of standard or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/637">TS</a>]

00:10:39   whether this priest was crazy or whether [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/639">TS</a>]

00:10:42   this was some kind of like come on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/642">TS</a>]

00:10:44   or or whether it was like an invitation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/644">TS</a>]

00:10:46   to join the Society of Jesus that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/646">TS</a>]

00:10:50   wasn't like oh I was misinterpreting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/650">TS</a>]

00:10:53   blue what he was saying maybe bm's were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/653">TS</a>]

00:10:55   like this mouse right like a Sacramento [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/655">TS</a>]

00:10:59   something like how many beasts me laws [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/659">TS</a>]

00:11:01   do you say add a piecemeal ah oh IC [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/661">TS</a>]

00:11:06   right i don't know what the fuck was I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/666">TS</a>]

00:11:07   who knows but yeah but I talk to people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/667">TS</a>]

00:11:09   like that i have a couple of close [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/669">TS</a>]

00:11:12   friends who both [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/672">TS</a>]

00:11:15   kind of casually shrug off the the idea [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/675">TS</a>]

00:11:19   that they have a really bad memory oh I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/679">TS</a>]

00:11:21   have a really bad memory shrug and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/681">TS</a>]

00:11:26   normally I feel like that is a it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/686">TS</a>]

00:11:30   either a self-fulfilling prophecy or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/690">TS</a>]

00:11:32   it's a or it's a cop-out you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/692">TS</a>]

00:11:34   oh you have a bad memory so let's get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/694">TS</a>]

00:11:37   out and get a jail free card for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/697">TS</a>]

00:11:39   distance but at but you know it within [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/699">TS</a>]

00:11:42   this within the the spectrum of human [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/702">TS</a>]

00:11:44   talents [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/704">TS</a>]

00:11:45   it's obvious right about having a bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/705">TS</a>]

00:11:47   memory is something that absolutely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/707">TS</a>]

00:11:49   could be an could be an affliction and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/709">TS</a>]

00:11:52   you wouldn't know you wouldn't even know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/712">TS</a>]

00:11:55   you had it on unless you were I mean the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/715">TS</a>]

00:11:59   only way you would know is by comparing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/719">TS</a>]

00:12:00   and contrasting your experience with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/720">TS</a>]

00:12:02   other people were there like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/722">TS</a>]

00:12:03   remember that time when we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/723">TS</a>]

00:12:04   blankety-blank and you're like Jesus I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/724">TS</a>]

00:12:05   don't um so I guess I must have a bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/725">TS</a>]

00:12:09   memory and but that that could be a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/729">TS</a>]

00:12:11   descriptor for a whole lot of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/731">TS</a>]

00:12:13   that we're going on you know it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/733">TS</a>]

00:12:14   old like is is the orange that I see the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/734">TS</a>]

00:12:19   same orange that you see we both called [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/739">TS</a>]

00:12:21   orange right but like how do you how do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/741">TS</a>]

00:12:23   you gauge you know how do you gauge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/743">TS</a>]

00:12:26   perception except by by this like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/746">TS</a>]

00:12:31   ungainly process of trying to describe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/751">TS</a>]

00:12:34   your experience and see if it's if it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/754">TS</a>]

00:12:36   squares with other people right so the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/756">TS</a>]

00:12:38   these friends that are like yeah I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/758">TS</a>]

00:12:40   a really bad memory and and you know and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/760">TS</a>]

00:12:43   I go way of a bad memory for like stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/763">TS</a>]

00:12:45   that's happened recently you also have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/765">TS</a>]

00:12:46   bad memory for stuff that happened to a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/766">TS</a>]

00:12:48   long time ago or is it just that you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/768">TS</a>]

00:12:52   not turning experiences into metaphors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/772">TS</a>]

00:12:55   you know is it is it memory or is it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/775">TS</a>]

00:12:58   part of the process of men of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/778">TS</a>]

00:13:00   remembering things like like changing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/780">TS</a>]

00:13:04   your changing memories into into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/784">TS</a>]

00:13:08   metaphors or stories or or changing them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/788">TS</a>]

00:13:12   into other forms that are easier to to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/792">TS</a>]

00:13:14   hold onto and process and not kind of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/794">TS</a>]

00:13:18   kind of like unintentional heuristic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/798">TS</a>]

00:13:20   where it sits your brains equivalent of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/800">TS</a>]

00:13:22   like writing it down in the big book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/802">TS</a>]

00:13:23   right back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/803">TS</a>]

00:13:25   yeah right like like 25 other thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/805">TS</a>]

00:13:29   has happened that night in the fish bar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/809">TS</a>]

00:13:32   in sandpoint idaho and honestly I could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/812">TS</a>]

00:13:36   not tell you I could not tell you who i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/816">TS</a>]

00:13:39   was there with or why I was there or any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/819">TS</a>]

00:13:45   of the other sort of lead up to why I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/825">TS</a>]

00:13:48   was at the fish bar in sandpoint idaho [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/828">TS</a>]

00:13:49   and and where I was headed afterwards [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/829">TS</a>]

00:13:52   like so so this priest said this to me i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/832">TS</a>]

00:13:57   found it remarkable i found it a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/837">TS</a>]

00:13:59   remarkable conversation at the time and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/839">TS</a>]

00:14:02   I mean it's not like when you it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/842">TS</a>]

00:14:03   like when he brought this up by I real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/843">TS</a>]

00:14:05   back it was like whoa I've gotta [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/845">TS</a>]

00:14:07   remember this right but you know I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/847">TS</a>]

00:14:10   engaged in the conversation was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/850">TS</a>]

00:14:11   tell me more about how many poops I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/851">TS</a>]

00:14:13   should be having like this I'm up I'm I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/853">TS</a>]

00:14:15   feel like a grown-up and you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/855">TS</a>]

00:14:16   definitely grown up this is not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/856">TS</a>]

00:14:18   conversation I've had before with it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/858">TS</a>]

00:14:20   with a fellow grown-up and so now I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/860">TS</a>]

00:14:24   really engaged but then I took away and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/864">TS</a>]

00:14:28   you know i was also drunk but I took but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/868">TS</a>]

00:14:30   I took it away from there and put it in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/870">TS</a>]

00:14:33   the big book of my memory because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/873">TS</a>]

00:14:35   because of because I converted it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/875">TS</a>]

00:14:39   somehow into a into a story that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/879">TS</a>]

00:14:44   was a that was a bigger story and it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/884">TS</a>]

00:14:46   know it was more meaningful and so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/886">TS</a>]

00:14:49   within the fog of this like I remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/889">TS</a>]

00:14:53   the fish bar I definitely know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/893">TS</a>]

00:14:54   where that is i could probably find it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/894">TS</a>]

00:14:57   even but I don't know who I was there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/897">TS</a>]

00:15:01   with but then out of the fog [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/901">TS</a>]

00:15:04   I can picture this priest I know exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/904">TS</a>]

00:15:08   what he looked like I know right where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/908">TS</a>]

00:15:10   you're at the bar where we were standing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/910">TS</a>]

00:15:11   and I remember the five minutes that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/911">TS</a>]

00:15:15   SAT and talked about poop [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/915">TS</a>]

00:15:19   and and so why did I convert that of all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/919">TS</a>]

00:15:23   the things that happened that night you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/923">TS</a>]

00:15:25   know why was that a thing that turned [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/925">TS</a>]

00:15:27   into in a way like a marble-like it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/927">TS</a>]

00:15:31   became hard like a marble and went into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/931">TS</a>]

00:15:34   my bag of marbles and you'll find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/934">TS</a>]

00:15:35   yourself wondering you're disputing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/935">TS</a>]

00:15:37   it didn't happen or it happened [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/937">TS</a>]

00:15:39   differently than you remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/939">TS</a>]

00:15:41   it's it's pretty well it's a the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/941">TS</a>]

00:15:43   doctor who fixed point I'm like it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/943">TS</a>]

00:15:45   know that this is the thing that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/945">TS</a>]

00:15:46   happened this is your marble well yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/946">TS</a>]

00:15:48   because unlike unlike childhood memories [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/948">TS</a>]

00:15:51   where you know you've looked through the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/951">TS</a>]

00:15:54   photo album sitting on your mom's lap [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/954">TS</a>]

00:15:56   she's told you about the picture you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/956">TS</a>]

00:15:58   looking at that affects your memory of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/958">TS</a>]

00:16:01   it and pretty soon you're like I totally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/961">TS</a>]

00:16:03   remember the time I stuck a knife into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/963">TS</a>]

00:16:05   light socket like well do you or have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/965">TS</a>]

00:16:08   you looked at that photo album so many [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/968">TS</a>]

00:16:10   times and you know but but this memory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/970">TS</a>]

00:16:12   of this priest I had no second there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/972">TS</a>]

00:16:17   no other confirmation of it is almost [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/977">TS</a>]

00:16:19   like you could see it like a movie right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/979">TS</a>]

00:16:20   you can see it but that scene playing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/980">TS</a>]

00:16:22   yeah and and the way the way I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/982">TS</a>]

00:16:24   understand memory works is you recall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/984">TS</a>]

00:16:27   that clip you play it for yourself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/987">TS</a>]

00:16:31   Yuri remember it and then you store it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/991">TS</a>]

00:16:34   away so with each rira memory I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/994">TS</a>]

00:16:38   surely altered it but but I'm not you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/998">TS</a>]

00:16:44   know I'm not it's such a simple story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1004">TS</a>]

00:16:46   right I'm not saying like the priest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1006">TS</a>]

00:16:48   rode in on a on a like a custom lowrider [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1008">TS</a>]

00:16:51   bicycle and like there's no there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1011">TS</a>]

00:16:54   detail to it it's just this moment and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1014">TS</a>]

00:16:57   then and within that it's a very private [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1017">TS</a>]

00:16:59   recollection of me standing next to this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1019">TS</a>]

00:17:01   guy and and I think part of what part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1021">TS</a>]

00:17:06   why it was so so why I took it away was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1026">TS</a>]

00:17:10   that it was one of those early adult [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1030">TS</a>]

00:17:14   interactions where I'm 19 the drinking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1034">TS</a>]

00:17:18   age in idaho at the time was still 19 so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1038">TS</a>]

00:17:22   i could I was legally in this bar and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1042">TS</a>]

00:17:25   legally standing there with one foot on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1045">TS</a>]

00:17:27   the brass rail [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1047">TS</a>]

00:17:29   drinking an abomination really have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1049">TS</a>]

00:17:33   tomato juice half beer disgusting but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1053">TS</a>]

00:17:37   was you know it was the flavor of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1057">TS</a>]

00:17:40   ere this area and the fish bar is back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1060">TS</a>]

00:17:43   in the woods and that was during that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1063">TS</a>]

00:17:44   during that era of white supremacy in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1064">TS</a>]

00:17:47   northern Idaho so hayden lake and the be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1067">TS</a>]

00:17:52   a white nationalists were very active in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1072">TS</a>]

00:17:55   that area at the time and it so there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1075">TS</a>]

00:17:59   was all this like all this adulthood [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1079">TS</a>]

00:18:02   I was feeling in that moment like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1082">TS</a>]

00:18:04   is what adults do they state they go to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1084">TS</a>]

00:18:06   bars and they drink like terrible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1086">TS</a>]

00:18:09   potions and I'm talking to a priest like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1089">TS</a>]

00:18:13   a real priest not it is not a junior [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1093">TS</a>]

00:18:15   priest he's not he's not a minister [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1095">TS</a>]

00:18:18   he's a priest like he's a priest who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1098">TS</a>]

00:18:20   goes all the way back to st. Peter and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1100">TS</a>]

00:18:23   this is what he wants to talk about and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1103">TS</a>]

00:18:26   so here so I'm a math test of a grown-up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1106">TS</a>]

00:18:30   conversation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1110">TS</a>]

00:18:31   yeah right like I guess this is I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1111">TS</a>]

00:18:33   at the time I had no way of knowing like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1113">TS</a>]

00:18:35   maybe this is what all my adult [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1115">TS</a>]

00:18:36   conversations are going to be like I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1116">TS</a>]

00:18:38   going to be drinking beer mixed with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1118">TS</a>]

00:18:39   something in a bar shaped like an animal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1119">TS</a>]

00:18:43   it doesn't know the animal we don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1123">TS</a>]

00:18:45   yet if we do all we know is it will be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1125">TS</a>]

00:18:47   some kind of a spiritual clergy person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1127">TS</a>]

00:18:49   we don't know what it could be done [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1129">TS</a>]

00:18:51   right it could be in a pig bar somewhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1131">TS</a>]

00:18:53   to be grabbing can find a big-block the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1133">TS</a>]

00:18:55   great lords day something big bar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1135">TS</a>]

00:18:58   there's a sense that outside the doors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1138">TS</a>]

00:19:00   of the bar there like very quickly like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1140">TS</a>]

00:19:03   right across the parking lot and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1143">TS</a>]

00:19:05   it's a dirt parking lot right so even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1145">TS</a>]

00:19:07   the parking lot feels little wild but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1147">TS</a>]

00:19:08   right across the parking lot you're in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1148">TS</a>]

00:19:10   the you're in the wilderness of northern [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1150">TS</a>]

00:19:12   Idaho and you are surrounded by clansmen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1152">TS</a>]

00:19:14   or worse skinheads and and what do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1154">TS</a>]

00:19:20   talk about what is there to talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1160">TS</a>]

00:19:21   like if he had said how many times do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1161">TS</a>]

00:19:23   you come a day I could have been like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1163">TS</a>]

00:19:27   this is what were this is what we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1167">TS</a>]

00:19:28   talking about i guess i'm new here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1168">TS</a>]

00:19:30   exactly like 19 19 years old and ready [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1170">TS</a>]

00:19:34   to you know I could go to Vietnam right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1174">TS</a>]

00:19:35   now if it was 20 years ago but a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1175">TS</a>]

00:19:39   easier now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1179">TS</a>]

00:19:40   but but instead i'm learning about what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1180">TS</a>]

00:19:43   it is to be a man here if you can learn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1183">TS</a>]

00:19:46   how to be a man it might as well be from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1186">TS</a>]

00:19:47   a priest and a fish bar in Idaho [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1187">TS</a>]

00:19:49   so why the fuck would that turn into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1189">TS</a>]

00:19:52   marble and go in my bag [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1192">TS</a>]

00:19:54   ok so I'm going to decide this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1194">TS</a>]

00:19:55   another one of those i won't say it's an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1195">TS</a>]

00:19:57   old person thing i'll say a funny thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1197">TS</a>]

00:19:58   about young people here there's a thread [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1198">TS</a>]

00:20:00   here when you're young you don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1200">TS</a>]

00:20:01   about your poop when you're young you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1201">TS</a>]

00:20:02   don't think about your memories you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1202">TS</a>]

00:20:03   don't have any reason to because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1203">TS</a>]

00:20:04   everything is running as far as you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1204">TS</a>]

00:20:05   running like a top so I mean even like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1205">TS</a>]

00:20:07   psychology classes i would hear about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1207">TS</a>]

00:20:09   things like how memories actually work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1209">TS</a>]

00:20:12   which seemed completely foreign because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1212">TS</a>]

00:20:13   my memories were great i know exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1213">TS</a>]

00:20:15   what are you here think about things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1215">TS</a>]

00:20:16   like cognitive biases and go home oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1216">TS</a>]

00:20:18   that's very interesting for people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1218">TS</a>]

00:20:19   aren't as smart as me and now like today [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1219">TS</a>]

00:20:21   I kits one thing to like realize you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1221">TS</a>]

00:20:23   don't remember things you don't remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1223">TS</a>]

00:20:25   things is another thing to remember you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1225">TS</a>]

00:20:27   don't remember them as well as you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1227">TS</a>]

00:20:28   thought but i'll tell you what fucks me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1228">TS</a>]

00:20:30   up hard is when I think it's exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1230">TS</a>]

00:20:32   what you're saying which is that tape [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1232">TS</a>]

00:20:34   that old VHS tape of that memory every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1234">TS</a>]

00:20:36   time you play it degrades a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1236">TS</a>]

00:20:38   yeah every time you tell that story it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1238">TS</a>]

00:20:40   gets further even if it's not a tall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1240">TS</a>]

00:20:41   tale [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1241">TS</a>]

00:20:42   it's still kind of make exaggerated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1242">TS</a>]

00:20:44   might get slightly but each time you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1244">TS</a>]

00:20:45   hearing that as well as saying it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1245">TS</a>]

00:20:47   that's I think hurting some of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1247">TS</a>]

00:20:49   fidelity of the original memory if it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1249">TS</a>]

00:20:50   was ever there at all because it gets me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1250">TS</a>]

00:20:52   is like when I find out I remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1252">TS</a>]

00:20:54   something wrong when I have something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1254">TS</a>]

00:20:56   that I consider like a hard little [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1256">TS</a>]

00:20:57   marble and then I've been telling this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1257">TS</a>]

00:20:59   story for years and somebody goes that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1259">TS</a>]

00:21:00   not how that went and I feel I'm so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1260">TS</a>]

00:21:03   chasing is to tell this one of my go-to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1263">TS</a>]

00:21:07   stories and interviews for a long time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1267">TS</a>]

00:21:09   we've seen how to get into max let's say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1269">TS</a>]

00:21:12   this the same story over and over which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1272">TS</a>]

00:21:14   is that I had dated this wonderful woman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1274">TS</a>]

00:21:16   when i started my freshman year she had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1276">TS</a>]

00:21:18   a magnavox word processor i wrote all my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1278">TS</a>]

00:21:21   papers on it and when she broke up with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1281">TS</a>]

00:21:23   me I had to learn to you know type on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1283">TS</a>]

00:21:26   something else and i ended up going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1286">TS</a>]

00:21:27   the maclab and every little bit of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1287">TS</a>]

00:21:29   is true i think except for one important [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1289">TS</a>]

00:21:32   detail i went to lunch with her one day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1292">TS</a>]

00:21:33   after she had heard this anecdote and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1293">TS</a>]

00:21:35   she said you know you broke up with me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1295">TS</a>]

00:21:37   up and all i need to do was hear her say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1297">TS</a>]

00:21:41   those words and I went oh my god you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1301">TS</a>]

00:21:45   right i broke up with you it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1305">TS</a>]

00:21:48   different story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1308">TS</a>]

00:21:49   I guess it's not the crucial to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1309">TS</a>]

00:21:51   story but how much else did I get wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1311">TS</a>]

00:21:53   only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1313">TS</a>]

00:21:53   god that's a real tentpole of the story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1313">TS</a>]

00:21:55   what an asshole I I had a wonderful love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1315">TS</a>]

00:21:59   wonderful girlfriend from New England [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1319">TS</a>]

00:22:00   with a magnavox and broke up with her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1320">TS</a>]

00:22:03   oh you jerk I felt like such a dick and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1323">TS</a>]

00:22:05   it's exactly the kind of just saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1325">TS</a>]

00:22:07   exactly the kind of thing now that makes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1327">TS</a>]

00:22:08   me doubt myself because I am one of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1328">TS</a>]

00:22:10   those people who says i don't remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1330">TS</a>]

00:22:11   things i thought i remembered that but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1331">TS</a>]

00:22:13   like I wonder how much other stuff I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1333">TS</a>]

00:22:14   just get like dead wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1334">TS</a>]

00:22:16   remember the context wrong or I didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1336">TS</a>]

00:22:18   take a step back and think about all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1338">TS</a>]

00:22:19   facts and evidence [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1339">TS</a>]

00:22:20   well I feel like when I when I learn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1340">TS</a>]

00:22:23   that a story that I've told a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1343">TS</a>]

00:22:25   many times has a factual error it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1345">TS</a>]

00:22:28   usually exactly the thing we're talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1348">TS</a>]

00:22:30   about which is that I say you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1350">TS</a>]

00:22:33   second time I went to see The Grateful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1353">TS</a>]

00:22:35   Dead I met up with my bro in his focus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1355">TS</a>]

00:22:39   wagon bug and we smoked pot the whole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1359">TS</a>]

00:22:43   way over from Spokane and Santana was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1363">TS</a>]

00:22:46   the opener and that was the night that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1366">TS</a>]

00:22:49   got thrown out of the the tacoma dome [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1369">TS</a>]

00:22:52   because I had a bottle of peach schnapps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1372">TS</a>]

00:22:55   and a guy found me in through the app [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1375">TS</a>]

00:22:57   that's a good story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1377">TS</a>]

00:22:58   it's an amazing story and you're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1378">TS</a>]

00:22:59   it's just peach schnapps give me a break [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1379">TS</a>]

00:23:02   it said he said he said to the guy take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1382">TS</a>]

00:23:04   away the shots that let me stay right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1384">TS</a>]

00:23:05   yeah i think this story is a good story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1385">TS</a>]

00:23:07   yeah except that the peach schnapps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1387">TS</a>]

00:23:10   Torre was actually ZZ Top at the tacoma [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1390">TS</a>]

00:23:12   dome and everything else was a was true [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1392">TS</a>]

00:23:18   about the second time I saw the Grateful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1398">TS</a>]

00:23:20   Dead and the the conflation of the two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1400">TS</a>]

00:23:23   things and and what what ends up being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1403">TS</a>]

00:23:26   like like what would what ends up being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1406">TS</a>]

00:23:29   just sort of the window dressing on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1409">TS</a>]

00:23:31   story because i feel like the reason the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1411">TS</a>]

00:23:33   peach schnapps story or the or the fish [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1413">TS</a>]

00:23:36   bar story like the reason that that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1416">TS</a>]

00:23:38   turns into a marble and you walk away [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1418">TS</a>]

00:23:39   with it is that I've been trying to fit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1419">TS</a>]

00:23:43   that marble into the right slot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1423">TS</a>]

00:23:48   for the for the intervening 25 years [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1428">TS</a>]

00:23:51   right I pull that marble out sometimes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1431">TS</a>]

00:23:53   and I go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1433">TS</a>]

00:23:54   is this where this story belongs did I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1434">TS</a>]

00:23:57   learned that because it applies here and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1437">TS</a>]

00:24:00   I and I push it into a to contemporary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1440">TS</a>]

00:24:03   context like the peach schnapps story at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1443">TS</a>]

00:24:07   ZZ top fits here and I and I try it out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1447">TS</a>]

00:24:11   and that that because i'm looking for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1451">TS</a>]

00:24:14   place where that is a metaphor for this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1454">TS</a>]

00:24:16   I'm trying to I'm trying to interpret a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1456">TS</a>]

00:24:20   new experience and I know I've been [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1460">TS</a>]

00:24:22   carrying around this bag of marbles for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1462">TS</a>]

00:24:25   a reason and I go is that I I reach in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1465">TS</a>]

00:24:28   and I'm like does this story finally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1468">TS</a>]

00:24:30   makes sense in the context of this new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1470">TS</a>]

00:24:33   information who and in most cases you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1473">TS</a>]

00:24:36   know you've tried to fit in there and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1476">TS</a>]

00:24:37   you're like huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1477">TS</a>]

00:24:38   kinda but every once in a while you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1478">TS</a>]

00:24:41   one of those where you just stick the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1481">TS</a>]

00:24:43   thing in there and it just locks and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1483">TS</a>]

00:24:45   you're like holy shit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1485">TS</a>]

00:24:46   the story is completed like there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1486">TS</a>]

00:24:49   lot of incentive for you to crack that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1489">TS</a>]

00:24:51   Marvel in half and make sure it's what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1491">TS</a>]

00:24:52   you thought it was right so so but but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1492">TS</a>]

00:24:57   the question of like was it the was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1497">TS</a>]

00:24:59   grateful better ZZ top like that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1499">TS</a>]

00:25:02   stuff is this is the Shocker where it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1502">TS</a>]

00:25:06   like I've been telling the story wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1506">TS</a>]

00:25:07   the whole time not awful but but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1507">TS</a>]

00:25:10   ultimately that doesn't matter unless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1510">TS</a>]

00:25:12   you're trying to I mean that isn't that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1512">TS</a>]

00:25:14   the reason you you made that into a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1514">TS</a>]

00:25:16   story to carry with you unless you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1516">TS</a>]

00:25:20   sitting around in a group of people in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1520">TS</a>]

00:25:22   and everybody's telling Grateful Dead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1522">TS</a>]

00:25:23   stories and I think usually that's where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1523">TS</a>]

00:25:26   it comes out you start to tell you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1526">TS</a>]

00:25:27   grateful that story like holy shit when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1527">TS</a>]

00:25:29   i get better the Grateful Dead story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1529">TS</a>]

00:25:31   yeah it's better as a grateful that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1531">TS</a>]

00:25:32   story but the thing is I don't think you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1532">TS</a>]

00:25:33   get kicked out of a grateful dead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1533">TS</a>]

00:25:34   concert for having peach schnapps don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1534">TS</a>]

00:25:36   think you get kicked out from making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1536">TS</a>]

00:25:37   peach peach now haha I feel like they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1537">TS</a>]

00:25:41   the security guards at the tacoma dome [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1541">TS</a>]

00:25:43   at a Grateful Dead and Santana show have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1543">TS</a>]

00:25:46   bigger fish to fry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1546">TS</a>]

00:25:47   yeah whereas at the ZZ Top show for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1547">TS</a>]

00:25:49   whatever reason come on they're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1549">TS</a>]

00:25:51   they're looking for southern comfort and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1551">TS</a>]

00:25:52   they found peach schnapps in this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1552">TS</a>]

00:25:54   instance and like good enough you're out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1554">TS</a>]

00:25:56   on the street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1556">TS</a>]

00:25:57   oh also mad still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1557">TS</a>]

00:26:00   does the terrible feeling you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1560">TS</a>]

00:26:02   don't change topic but i heard a song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1562">TS</a>]

00:26:06   and I really liked it was it the Grange [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1566">TS</a>]

00:26:11   now I heard a song and I felt this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1571">TS</a>]

00:26:17   little twinge on the back of my neck and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1577">TS</a>]

00:26:19   I thought my first of all I mean thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1579">TS</a>]

00:26:21   was this song is really really good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1581">TS</a>]

00:26:23   have you heard it before or her naked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1583">TS</a>]

00:26:25   body might have her I knew I thought it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1585">TS</a>]

00:26:26   was pretty sure I'd heard it before but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1586">TS</a>]

00:26:28   I was fighting myself because there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1588">TS</a>]

00:26:30   a very strong feeling I was getting that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1590">TS</a>]

00:26:33   it was almost certainly a grateful dead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1593">TS</a>]

00:26:35   song and I started feeling really bad [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1595">TS</a>]

00:26:37   about it cuz my marble does not fit in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1597">TS</a>]

00:26:39   that slot huh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1599">TS</a>]

00:26:40   and I took out my phone and I hit the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1600">TS</a>]

00:26:42   shazam Oh box of rain from american [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1602">TS</a>]

00:26:45   beauty see what a nice song over my what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1605">TS</a>]

00:26:47   what an excellent album i heard that and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1607">TS</a>]

00:26:52   I was like god dammit this fucks with my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1612">TS</a>]

00:26:55   marble set because you know I sit and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1615">TS</a>]

00:26:57   listen to that and thinking like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1617">TS</a>]

00:26:58   could be something that REM put out in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1618">TS</a>]

00:27:01   1986 you or you know or 4586 like it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1621">TS</a>]

00:27:05   really really great and it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1625">TS</a>]

00:27:07   extraneous and it's not full of bullshit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1627">TS</a>]

00:27:09   is let's kick with the Grateful Dead [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1629">TS</a>]

00:27:11   it's very manicured and well edited and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1631">TS</a>]

00:27:15   i just made me angry but it's a really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1635">TS</a>]

00:27:17   good song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1637">TS</a>]

00:27:18   american beauty is full of really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1638">TS</a>]

00:27:21   excellent songwriter and at that moment [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1641">TS</a>]

00:27:24   in history like they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1644">TS</a>]

00:27:27   contemporaneous with the band and crosby [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1647">TS</a>]

00:27:29   Stills and Nash and all part of the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1649">TS</a>]

00:27:32   school as those guys and they were all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1652">TS</a>]

00:27:35   like collaborating on records with one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1655">TS</a>]

00:27:37   another i mean they were they were they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1657">TS</a>]

00:27:40   that was a that was there pop record and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1660">TS</a>]

00:27:43   it it's a fantastic album and yeah he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1663">TS</a>]

00:27:46   a really good pedal steel player right I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1666">TS</a>]

00:27:49   definitely plan to teach your children [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1669">TS</a>]

00:27:51   well and stuff like that who Jerry yeah [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1671">TS</a>]

00:27:54   place the pedal steel as i'm thinking of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1674">TS</a>]

00:27:57   right yeah I'm pretty sure i'll check it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1677">TS</a>]

00:27:58   out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1678">TS</a>]

00:27:59   I didn't know yeah I think he's a pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1679">TS</a>]

00:28:01   accomplished guy and there was some kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1681">TS</a>]

00:28:02   of thing with the recording of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1682">TS</a>]

00:28:03   album and maybe the one before it were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1683">TS</a>]

00:28:05   something happened he ended up having to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1685">TS</a>]

00:28:07   play more pedal steel and I think he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1687">TS</a>]

00:28:10   pretty good at it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1690">TS</a>]

00:28:11   what wouldn't surprise me I mean they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1691">TS</a>]

00:28:13   all really good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1693">TS</a>]

00:28:15   they're all really really good musicians [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1695">TS</a>]

00:28:16   because this fish except maybe Bob Weir [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1696">TS</a>]

00:28:19   put out but no I mean that the that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1699">TS</a>]

00:28:23   Grateful Dead hate uh it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1703">TS</a>]

00:28:28   understandable you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1708">TS</a>]

00:28:31   yeah yeah like there's a lot of out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1711">TS</a>]

00:28:34   tune singing and there's a lot of I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1714">TS</a>]

00:28:38   there are a lot of those live recordings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1718">TS</a>]

00:28:40   there so they're so messed up on drugs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1720">TS</a>]

00:28:42   that it that it's just like no it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1722">TS</a>]

00:28:45   good but uh well I've got four years i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1725">TS</a>]

00:28:49   have filed that I used to be kind of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1729">TS</a>]

00:28:51   know because you know going to hippie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1731">TS</a>]

00:28:52   school you end up hearing some Grateful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1732">TS</a>]

00:28:54   Dead but you hear about the Grateful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1734">TS</a>]

00:28:56   Dead a lot and it's another one of those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1736">TS</a>]

00:28:58   things where you're like it's like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1738">TS</a>]

00:29:00   people who are into tool you're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1740">TS</a>]

00:29:01   like oh I don't and I couldn't even name [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1741">TS</a>]

00:29:03   a tool song but like the people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1743">TS</a>]

00:29:05   really into to lure the people who are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1745">TS</a>]

00:29:07   too scared to quote Sloan who you love [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1747">TS</a>]

00:29:09   the people who are really into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1749">TS</a>]

00:29:10   consolidated you just like god you're so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1750">TS</a>]

00:29:12   annoying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1752">TS</a>]

00:29:13   yeah and now I think that's what it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1753">TS</a>]

00:29:15   and then as I grew as a person John i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1755">TS</a>]

00:29:17   found it more under my more grown-up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1757">TS</a>]

00:29:19   thing from probably about maybe Merlin [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1759">TS</a>]

00:29:22   revision 12 was like this is just not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1762">TS</a>]

00:29:25   for me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1765">TS</a>]

00:29:26   yeah and that was a perfectly fine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1766">TS</a>]

00:29:27   marble in a very sensible grown-ups lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1767">TS</a>]

00:29:29   but now i don't know i might have to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1769">TS</a>]

00:29:31   back I might have to check my memories I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1771">TS</a>]

00:29:34   feel like the the key the key elements [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1774">TS</a>]

00:29:35   to be conscious of it in the Grateful [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1775">TS</a>]

00:29:37   Dead or that that they really pioneered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1777">TS</a>]

00:29:43   the loud clean guitar tone who um which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1783">TS</a>]

00:29:48   as Davis on pointed out the other day [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1788">TS</a>]

00:29:50   you here again in the Cure write the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1790">TS</a>]

00:29:55   check the clean-out loud guitar that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1795">TS</a>]

00:29:59   not trying to be attending retrospect [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1799">TS</a>]

00:30:03   unprocessed because we are processed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1803">TS</a>]

00:30:06   right listen to something like an echo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1806">TS</a>]

00:30:07   and the bunnymen or something like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1807">TS</a>]

00:30:08   know there will be a lot of you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1808">TS</a>]

00:30:10   shaping of the sound right but that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1810">TS</a>]

00:30:12   you're right that's a really good points [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1812">TS</a>]

00:30:14   in has a great guitar tone it's great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1814">TS</a>]

00:30:16   and and he's you know he's using like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1816">TS</a>]

00:30:19   the chorusing effects that we started to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1819">TS</a>]

00:30:21   hear later on clean guitar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1821">TS</a>]

00:30:23   you know Jerry Garcia was doing all this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1823">TS</a>]

00:30:26   like in and out of phase stuff with it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1826">TS</a>]

00:30:29   you know he had one of those guitars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1829">TS</a>]

00:30:30   that had 11 different switches on earth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1830">TS</a>]

00:30:31   and its all all the switches are like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1831">TS</a>]

00:30:34   this pickups in phase now this pickups [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1834">TS</a>]

00:30:36   out of phase and and it creates a kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1836">TS</a>]

00:30:38   of chorusing or you know like filtering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1838">TS</a>]

00:30:43   effect on the tone but really always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1843">TS</a>]

00:30:45   very clean tone so there's that and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1845">TS</a>]

00:30:50   for me the other thing is phil lesh the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1850">TS</a>]

00:30:52   bass player never plays the same no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1852">TS</a>]

00:30:55   twice his bass lines are these like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1855">TS</a>]

00:30:58   weaving bobbing up and down like courses [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1858">TS</a>]

00:31:06   of notes that if you just kind of zoom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1866">TS</a>]

00:31:09   in on them their miraculous for because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1869">TS</a>]

00:31:13   they're there you know whatever phil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1873">TS</a>]

00:31:15   however feel less here's the patterns of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1875">TS</a>]

00:31:17   music it's like it's a dimension closer [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1877">TS</a>]

00:31:23   to jazz or for you no further from the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1883">TS</a>]

00:31:26   surface of the earth and then where I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1886">TS</a>]

00:31:27   live and so hit the bass lines are like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1887">TS</a>]

00:31:30   really all over the place and kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1890">TS</a>]

00:31:33   extraordinary musical just musical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1893">TS</a>]

00:31:37   pieces on their own and then you know of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1897">TS</a>]

00:31:39   course every every once in a while babe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1899">TS</a>]

00:31:41   they would write a killer to ever so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1901">TS</a>]

00:31:46   know I'm gonna get I'm gonna give [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1906">TS</a>]

00:31:47   another chance that this thing is very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1907">TS</a>]

00:31:49   appealing to me because somebody who I i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1909">TS</a>]

00:31:52   guess i have a feeling that a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1912">TS</a>]

00:31:55   bass players started guitar players and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1915">TS</a>]

00:31:58   you can kind of tell who those people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1918">TS</a>]

00:32:00   are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1920">TS</a>]

00:32:00   don't you think you're saying like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1920">TS</a>]

00:32:03   somebody who takes the base for what it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1923">TS</a>]

00:32:05   needs to be I mean like John Entwistle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1925">TS</a>]

00:32:06   he might have started on guitar who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1926">TS</a>]

00:32:08   knows but man he plays that like nobody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1928">TS</a>]

00:32:10   else he plays the bass in a way that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1930">TS</a>]

00:32:12   only a base could be played [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1932">TS</a>]

00:32:13   whereas I'm more like Lou Barlow like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1933">TS</a>]

00:32:15   like I'm out there going you know Gigi [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1935">TS</a>]

00:32:17   dcccd but did you know that I mean by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1937">TS</a>]

00:32:21   the difference [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1941">TS</a>]

00:32:22   yeah well good thing about Entwistle is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1942">TS</a>]

00:32:24   he he he looks so calm and implacable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1944">TS</a>]

00:32:27   but in his bass playing there's all this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1947">TS</a>]

00:32:31   like ferociousness fire and fury just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1951">TS</a>]

00:32:35   pure pure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1955">TS</a>]

00:32:36   fury and Phil lashes again like another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1956">TS</a>]

00:32:41   step out onto the grass from where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1961">TS</a>]

00:32:46   there's not a lot of fury in phillips [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1966">TS</a>]

00:32:48   but it's not it's not just dumb called [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1968">TS</a>]

00:32:51   noodling either he is you know he is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1971">TS</a>]

00:32:55   chasing a unicorn across a lake and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1975">TS</a>]

00:33:01   I don't know what I don't know what it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1981">TS</a>]

00:33:03   means [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1983">TS</a>]

00:33:03   at the time you know I really don't with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1983">TS</a>]

00:33:06   whistle I know what I feel like I know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1986">TS</a>]

00:33:08   what it means [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1988">TS</a>]

00:33:09   because it connects with me so deeply [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1989">TS</a>]

00:33:12   you soo min if you listen to the WHO and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1992">TS</a>]

00:33:15   you just zoom in on the base like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1995">TS</a>]

00:33:17   will just have a tremendous experience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/1997">TS</a>]

00:33:20   at that that for me is like very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2000">TS</a>]

00:33:23   emotional and very like I yes and with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2003">TS</a>]

00:33:27   with and i think phil lesh you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2007">TS</a>]

00:33:29   what we think of as like the noodling of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2009">TS</a>]

00:33:32   jam bands the in comprehensible noodling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2012">TS</a>]

00:33:38   of jam bands me a little up with a lot [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2018">TS</a>]

00:33:42   of that kind of jazz infections like if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2022">TS</a>]

00:33:44   you don't get that stuff right it's it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2024">TS</a>]

00:33:46   a pretty rough road but with interest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2026">TS</a>]

00:33:47   leaving when he does something like can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2027">TS</a>]

00:33:49   express this like a little pentatonic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2029">TS</a>]

00:33:51   Phil like a little doodoo kind of like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2031">TS</a>]

00:33:55   little thing sounds of buildings falling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2035">TS</a>]

00:33:57   down like the simplest little like this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2037">TS</a>]

00:34:02   is the end of this part of the verse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2042">TS</a>]

00:34:03   that he'll head is just like then I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2043">TS</a>]

00:34:08   really embarrassed to say this but just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2048">TS</a>]

00:34:11   three days ago I was watching are not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2051">TS</a>]

00:34:14   watching I'm sorry i was listening to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2054">TS</a>]

00:34:15   soloed delhi-based parts on youtube you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2055">TS</a>]

00:34:19   do not want to set me on the path of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2059">TS</a>]

00:34:22   isolated tracks on youtube a bit much i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2062">TS</a>]

00:34:25   have done it I've got quite a bit the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2065">TS</a>]

00:34:27   problem is that what I want to start [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2067">TS</a>]

00:34:29   going down there I'm just like stop it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2069">TS</a>]

00:34:30   stop it stop it get out get out you just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2070">TS</a>]

00:34:33   listen to three-and-a-half long minute [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2073">TS</a>]

00:34:35   you just listen to YYZ still with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2075">TS</a>]

00:34:39   bass solo when you listen to the kid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2079">TS</a>]

00:34:41   that's that's indefensible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2081">TS</a>]

00:34:43   yeah you are making a marble that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2083">TS</a>]

00:34:46   are not going to find a slot for your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2086">TS</a>]

00:34:48   not going to fit this in anywhere [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2088">TS</a>]

00:34:49   this is not useful but it's but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2089">TS</a>]

00:34:53   thrilling you know I dive but when the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2093">TS</a>]

00:34:56   reasoning the reason i got me there was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2096">TS</a>]

00:34:57   i was listening to soloed helmet drum [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2097">TS</a>]

00:35:00   tracks that was the bells my entry point [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2100">TS</a>]

00:35:03   understand how to write that down that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2103">TS</a>]

00:35:05   good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2105">TS</a>]

00:35:05   something if you've ever loses that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2105">TS</a>]

00:35:07   can't see them recently I saw helmet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2107">TS</a>]

00:35:09   within within a couple of years whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2109">TS</a>]

00:35:11   their last ya back together and you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2111">TS</a>]

00:35:14   it was phenomenal but listening to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2114">TS</a>]

00:35:17   drum tracks of helmet soloed you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2117">TS</a>]

00:35:21   like the first thing that you notice is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2121">TS</a>]

00:35:23   while that snare is really tuned up like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2123">TS</a>]

00:35:26   it as a tight snare and a ringing tight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2126">TS</a>]

00:35:29   ringing snare but then use the zoom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2129">TS</a>]

00:35:32   because because the thing is for most of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2132">TS</a>]

00:35:34   the tune it's just kick and snare he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2134">TS</a>]

00:35:36   not you know it's like nabil used to say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2136">TS</a>]

00:35:39   when we would do sound check and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2139">TS</a>]

00:35:40   would you know they think i would have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2140">TS</a>]

00:35:42   him hit the Tom 15 times for entering [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2142">TS</a>]

00:35:45   soundcheck and then people would say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2145">TS</a>]

00:35:46   well lets you know that like four times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2146">TS</a>]

00:35:49   more times than I hit the time in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2149">TS</a>]

00:35:51   entire set but like I just stated 15 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2151">TS</a>]

00:35:54   times i hit four times during our set [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2154">TS</a>]

00:35:56   but uh but listening to the kick and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2156">TS</a>]

00:35:59   snare of of these helmet from you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2159">TS</a>]

00:36:03   isolated tracks the kick drum is just so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2163">TS</a>]

00:36:07   dead-on so relentless and so like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2167">TS</a>]

00:36:12   don't think of that you don't think of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2172">TS</a>]

00:36:13   that music is having any swing because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2173">TS</a>]

00:36:15   it doesn't but the put the pocket of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2175">TS</a>]

00:36:17   is just extraordinary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2177">TS</a>]

00:36:20   so fuck i will listen to soloed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2180">TS</a>]

00:36:23   musicians forever in a day and it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2183">TS</a>]

00:36:27   not just not a lot it's not how the I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2187">TS</a>]

00:36:30   really feel like I've reached some kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2190">TS</a>]

00:36:32   of a nadir of both music dorkiness and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2192">TS</a>]

00:36:36   we're just really every kind of darkness [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2196">TS</a>]

00:36:37   when I'm sitting there and like my one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2197">TS</a>]

00:36:39   of my go-to news is dave grohl on queens [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2199">TS</a>]

00:36:41   of the stone ages and no one knows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2201">TS</a>]

00:36:44   uh-huh you know the song out do I that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2204">TS</a>]

00:36:47   a hell did you do to this fills are from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2207">TS</a>]

00:36:51   another planet but then so you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2211">TS</a>]

00:36:52   sitting there you turn it on and there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2212">TS</a>]

00:36:54   a lot quiet for a while and it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2214">TS</a>]

00:36:55   don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2215">TS</a>]

00:36:56   don't jump together and it's better the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2216">TS</a>]

00:36:59   vast apart i remember i like for phils [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2219">TS</a>]

00:37:02   but because there's no there's no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2222">TS</a>]

00:37:04   guitars right so all year there's four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2224">TS</a>]

00:37:06   films and I'm looking for but to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2226">TS</a>]

00:37:08   there I listen to like three minutes of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2228">TS</a>]

00:37:10   some really good don't cha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2230">TS</a>]

00:37:15   well yeah basically my Sharona ah right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2235">TS</a>]

00:37:19   at all and all and I'm like that man [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2239">TS</a>]

00:37:23   oh and as a monster it's depressing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2243">TS</a>]

00:37:26   it's depressing but you know this is a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2246">TS</a>]

00:37:27   nice way to spend an evening i mean it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2247">TS</a>]

00:37:29   it's better than listening to noam [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2249">TS</a>]

00:37:30   chomsky lectures I guess I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2250">TS</a>]

00:37:32   oh you said a mouthful thanks for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2252">TS</a>]

00:37:35   listening isolated in a ski we just here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2255">TS</a>]

00:37:38   it's just isolated noam chomsky mouth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2258">TS</a>]

00:37:40   sounds and breath sounds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2260">TS</a>]

00:37:42   we could all the word i just kept in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2262">TS</a>]

00:37:44   smacking noises that queens of the stone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2264">TS</a>]

00:37:47   age record i have to say is like still a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2267">TS</a>]

00:37:52   real it's still a real influence on me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2272">TS</a>]

00:37:58   and I admit it I can't square that with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2278">TS</a>]

00:38:00   any of the music that I make no yeah but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2280">TS</a>]

00:38:05   but the sound the tone the feel of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2285">TS</a>]

00:38:08   the the attitude of it it doesn't fit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2288">TS</a>]

00:38:13   part of it is like I'm always really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2293">TS</a>]

00:38:15   into music not always into i find myself [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2295">TS</a>]

00:38:17   when I think about the music that I like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2297">TS</a>]

00:38:19   it sometimes it's it stands across two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2299">TS</a>]

00:38:22   or three Chandra's you can very easily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2302">TS</a>]

00:38:24   put that into a couple different genres [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2304">TS</a>]

00:38:26   yeah but still it's it really is its own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2306">TS</a>]

00:38:28   thing and but its its its aggressive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2308">TS</a>]

00:38:32   without being like angrily stupid if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2312">TS</a>]

00:38:35   there's something there's always a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2315">TS</a>]

00:38:36   little bit of restraint to it not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2316">TS</a>]

00:38:38   menace and considered it identity and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2318">TS</a>]

00:38:42   that's all go with the flow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2322">TS</a>]

00:38:44   who's it had it had such a impact on me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2324">TS</a>]

00:38:48   and you know go with the flow is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2328">TS</a>]

00:38:50   obviously like surfer philosophy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2330">TS</a>]

00:38:54   stone and you know that they are like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2334">TS</a>]

00:38:56   famously a stoner band so but but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2336">TS</a>]

00:38:59   there's also like something ironic in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2339">TS</a>]

00:39:02   the delivery of go with the flow like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2342">TS</a>]

00:39:04   her or with the background of the music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2344">TS</a>]

00:39:07   it feels like a pretty aggressive take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2347">TS</a>]

00:39:10   on that on that like goat the flow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2350">TS</a>]

00:39:12   philosophy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2352">TS</a>]

00:39:13   yeah but in trying to try to take that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2353">TS</a>]

00:39:16   song apart and see what it's made of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2356">TS</a>]

00:39:20   I realized that like like a lot of great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2360">TS</a>]

00:39:22   songs there's nothing to it you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2362">TS</a>]

00:39:25   it's two quarts basically it's it's that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2365">TS</a>]

00:39:27   the impact of the tune is 100-percent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2367">TS</a>]

00:39:30   production and attitude right there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2370">TS</a>]

00:39:34   nothing complicated about it there's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2374">TS</a>]

00:39:35   nothing it's just it's just sound and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2375">TS</a>]

00:39:40   guess that's the thing as a songwriter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2380">TS</a>]

00:39:42   that I've always like I always aspired [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2382">TS</a>]

00:39:46   as a songwriter to write songs that were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2386">TS</a>]

00:39:50   not dependent on sound that the song [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2390">TS</a>]

00:39:53   itself was elegantly built that's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2393">TS</a>]

00:39:57   pretty classic is a classic all but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2397">TS</a>]

00:40:00   that's kind of the classic idea of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2400">TS</a>]

00:40:01   great songs you could play it just on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2401">TS</a>]

00:40:03   piano you can play it on guitar by [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2403">TS</a>]

00:40:05   yourself right right and he doesn't need [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2405">TS</a>]

00:40:08   strings to be on like bittersweet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2408">TS</a>]

00:40:10   symphony like that i'm not sure how well [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2410">TS</a>]

00:40:12   that will come across on the ukulele [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2412">TS</a>]

00:40:13   yeah it wouldn't write but but solitary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2413">TS</a>]

00:40:17   man can be covered by x 700 different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2417">TS</a>]

00:40:20   artists and the and the greatness of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2420">TS</a>]

00:40:22   song shines through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2422">TS</a>]

00:40:24   yeah I don't think another band could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2424">TS</a>]

00:40:26   cover go with the flow and make any dent [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2426">TS</a>]

00:40:30   in it or you know that or any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2430">TS</a>]

00:40:32   improvement [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2432">TS</a>]

00:40:33   it's always just going to be about the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2433">TS</a>]

00:40:36   album version is always going to be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2436">TS</a>]

00:40:38   best because it's a it's a it's like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2438">TS</a>]

00:40:42   sound creation and in it in a way that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2442">TS</a>]

00:40:45   different from like the cure which all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2445">TS</a>]

00:40:48   those records are sonic creations [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2448">TS</a>]

00:40:52   yeah but like you could cover a cure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2452">TS</a>]

00:40:54   song and do it do it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2454">TS</a>]

00:40:57   cool interpretation of it and make it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2457">TS</a>]

00:40:58   into something different but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2458">TS</a>]

00:41:01   couldn't cover my bloody valentine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2461">TS</a>]

00:41:03   exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2463">TS</a>]

00:41:04   and so I exactly what I was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2464">TS</a>]

00:41:06   thinking we're Queens of the Stone Age [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2466">TS</a>]

00:41:08   go you know how they managed to be in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2468">TS</a>]

00:41:11   that my bloody valentine category [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2471">TS</a>]

00:41:13   although the songs have hooks and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2473">TS</a>]

00:41:15   they're there pop but it's really like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2475">TS</a>]

00:41:18   it's a it's a cake of sound and you take [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2478">TS</a>]

00:41:22   any one element and try and zoom in on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2482">TS</a>]

00:41:24   it and say like this is the guitar part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2484">TS</a>]

00:41:26   it's like it's two chords it's just two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2486">TS</a>]

00:41:28   cords through a distortion boxes nothing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2488">TS</a>]

00:41:29   nothing so that so as I as I evolve as I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2489">TS</a>]

00:41:35   progress like my interest in the last [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2495">TS</a>]

00:41:37   five years has been about trying to make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2497">TS</a>]

00:41:40   these sonic tapestries but i don't but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2500">TS</a>]

00:41:45   that isn't my tradition and that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2505">TS</a>]

00:41:47   what I know best [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2507">TS</a>]

00:41:49   so in a way that's why I'm so why have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2509">TS</a>]

00:41:52   been so unproductive like I want to make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2512">TS</a>]

00:41:56   a record that sounds like loveless and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2516">TS</a>]

00:41:59   have for years but instead he yeah right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2519">TS</a>]

00:42:05   haha ah isn't that the story about like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2525">TS</a>]

00:42:10   how he like nearly bankrupted Creation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2530">TS</a>]

00:42:13   Records with the the creation of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2533">TS</a>]

00:42:15   record that said that supposedly the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2535">TS</a>]

00:42:17   story anyway [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2537">TS</a>]

00:42:17   yeah and and in a way I feel like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2537">TS</a>]

00:42:20   recording of it actually was the actual [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2540">TS</a>]

00:42:22   like stuff that happened in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2542">TS</a>]

00:42:26   recording was pretty simple it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2546">TS</a>]

00:42:28   like loud guitar mic in front of the am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2548">TS</a>]

00:42:30   but when I hear stories about how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2550">TS</a>]

00:42:33   Lovelace was recorded where he he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2553">TS</a>]

00:42:36   created like a tent out of blankets and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2556">TS</a>]

00:42:39   would poke his head out and you know say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2559">TS</a>]

00:42:42   to the engineer like just keep recording [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2562">TS</a>]

00:42:45   don't ever talk to me through the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2565">TS</a>]

00:42:46   talkback mic and then he would you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2566">TS</a>]

00:42:49   going under the black or whatever and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2569">TS</a>]

00:42:51   look under there for four hours and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2571">TS</a>]

00:42:54   the engineers just like you know in half [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2574">TS</a>]

00:42:56   of that time it's just the sound of him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2576">TS</a>]

00:42:57   doing um would be great i don't remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2577">TS</a>]

00:43:00   the guys name would be great to be me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2580">TS</a>]

00:43:02   like incredibly stressed out label owner [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2582">TS</a>]

00:43:04   and you got to just kind of stick your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2584">TS</a>]

00:43:06   head in to see how the historical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2586">TS</a>]

00:43:07   there's a blanket any difficulty he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2587">TS</a>]

00:43:10   been doing every 90 this is it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2590">TS</a>]

00:43:12   sorry man he's just under there and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2592">TS</a>]

00:43:14   feel like the lira by my understanding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2594">TS</a>]

00:43:16   of the record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2596">TS</a>]

00:43:17   Lovelace was that though that the vocals [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2597">TS</a>]

00:43:19   were recorded maybe extemporaneously a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2599">TS</a>]

00:43:27   lot of the time and they just would go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2607">TS</a>]

00:43:28   under the blankets and like make mouth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2608">TS</a>]

00:43:33   sounds and keep the tape rolling and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2613">TS</a>]

00:43:37   they made mouth sounds until those mouth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2617">TS</a>]

00:43:39   sounds turned into word sounds and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2619">TS</a>]

00:43:42   they did it until they had a until they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2622">TS</a>]

00:43:45   had to take food and it's not like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2625">TS</a>]

00:43:49   don't know I've never seen tell you all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2629">TS</a>]

00:43:51   my cocktail twins parodies but I i feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2631">TS</a>]

00:43:55   like you know I actually have a fourth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2635">TS</a>]

00:43:57   long winters record that is all that has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2637">TS</a>]

00:43:59   vocals on 13 songs that are all mouth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2639">TS</a>]

00:44:03   sounds brand Devonshire get us in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2643">TS</a>]

00:44:06   trouble a mi know ya level is pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2646">TS</a>]

00:44:10   sure my father had to do it on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2650">TS</a>]

00:44:14   sweater ice cream sundae kg always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2654">TS</a>]

00:44:18   entertained on what I'm afraid of is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2658">TS</a>]

00:44:22   that I'm gonna die in a plane crash good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2662">TS</a>]

00:44:24   at something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2664">TS</a>]

00:44:25   somebody's gonna be like let's go on his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2665">TS</a>]

00:44:27   computer and find all the unreleased [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2667">TS</a>]

00:44:29   long yeah I know like like they have a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2669">TS</a>]

00:44:31   cop son like the estate this is the cash [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2671">TS</a>]

00:44:35   in it just takes all that was always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2675">TS</a>]

00:44:36   looks like John was almost done with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2676">TS</a>]

00:44:37   this exhibitor should I don't even know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2677">TS</a>]

00:44:41   hanging chung Tang or like even worse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2681">TS</a>]

00:44:47   hand those things off to my friends like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2687">TS</a>]

00:44:49   hey would you guys like to finish this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2689">TS</a>]

00:44:50   song the job was working on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2690">TS</a>]

00:44:52   oh ok let my soul Mike Squires revenge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2692">TS</a>]

00:44:56   yeah exactly handed off to to like a a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2696">TS</a>]

00:45:00   cross-section of the American Romans god [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2700">TS</a>]

00:45:02   what a nightmare John would think that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2702">TS</a>]

00:45:04   all of the disgruntled ex long winters [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2704">TS</a>]

00:45:06   people together to report that are more [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2706">TS</a>]

00:45:08   every every singer in the country that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2708">TS</a>]

00:45:10   has some like vague grudge but it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2710">TS</a>]

00:45:13   never fully articulated that's gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2713">TS</a>]

00:45:15   take some work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2715">TS</a>]

00:45:16   oh yeah let's say I decided to get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2716">TS</a>]

00:45:17   microsoft itself let's uh let's solo the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2717">TS</a>]

00:45:20   vocals on this track see what he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2720">TS</a>]

00:45:22   really going for it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2722">TS</a>]

00:45:24   what I don't not going to add anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2724">TS</a>]

00:45:25   to that vocal tract I think it's perfect [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2725">TS</a>]

00:45:27   as it is I saw colin Meloy in a bauble [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2727">TS</a>]

00:45:30   video [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2730">TS</a>]

00:45:30   yeah let's leave that well yeah that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2730">TS</a>]

00:45:33   video was directed by alicia roze who is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2733">TS</a>]

00:45:37   a suspect funny video friend and she was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2737">TS</a>]

00:45:40   the original sort of stylist and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2740">TS</a>]

00:45:44   photographer of the decemberists [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2744">TS</a>]

00:45:47   everything all those photographs that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2747">TS</a>]

00:45:50   you see of them you know like holding [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2750">TS</a>]

00:45:52   red flags on top of a castle mount [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2752">TS</a>]

00:45:55   looking like diluted minors on a break [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2755">TS</a>]

00:45:57   yeah I don't little a big part of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2757">TS</a>]

00:46:01   big part of that look that to find them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2761">TS</a>]

00:46:04   early on was that all the pictures were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2764">TS</a>]

00:46:06   taken by Alicia [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2766">TS</a>]

00:46:07   so she's a Portland she's Portland ridge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2767">TS</a>]

00:46:11   yeah and apparently she has like naked [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2771">TS</a>]

00:46:15   hot tub parties to is that right i keep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2775">TS</a>]

00:46:18   getting invited down to like hey if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2778">TS</a>]

00:46:21   need a place to crash [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2781">TS</a>]

00:46:22   like I don't know really terrible for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2782">TS</a>]

00:46:24   you to misunderstand that invitation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2784">TS</a>]

00:46:26   you know like that can really then again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2786">TS</a>]

00:46:28   this could be a memory thing with you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2788">TS</a>]

00:46:29   maybe you heard that wrong forgive my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2789">TS</a>]

00:46:31   saying but like what you know what if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2791">TS</a>]

00:46:32   you got that a little bit wrong and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2792">TS</a>]

00:46:34   showed up with the wrong stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2794">TS</a>]

00:46:35   well back in the old days i was i was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2795">TS</a>]

00:46:38   looking through some photographs the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2798">TS</a>]

00:46:39   other day and i see i found all these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2799">TS</a>]

00:46:41   pictures of me in the very early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2801">TS</a>]

00:46:43   nineties in my when I was in my modern [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2803">TS</a>]

00:46:47   primitive culture i was still I'm still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2807">TS</a>]

00:46:52   pretty much like I am now but for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2812">TS</a>]

00:46:55   whatever reason i have found myself in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2815">TS</a>]

00:46:58   modern primitive circle for for a large [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2818">TS</a>]

00:47:04   portion of my of my social like calendar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2824">TS</a>]

00:47:07   and that involved a lot of mud and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2827">TS</a>]

00:47:13   nakedness and industrial music and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2833">TS</a>]

00:47:21   early days of tattoos in in places other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2841">TS</a>]

00:47:25   than on your forearms and of of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2845">TS</a>]

00:47:29   graphic elements other than anchors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2849">TS</a>]

00:47:32   and I was always you know a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2852">TS</a>]

00:47:35   outside because I'm always a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2855">TS</a>]

00:47:38   outside of every culture i participate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2858">TS</a>]

00:47:40   in but this group of people really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2860">TS</a>]

00:47:44   didn't brace me and I embraced them for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2864">TS</a>]

00:47:46   a period of a few years we were all very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2866">TS</a>]

00:47:49   close and and covered with mud and part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2869">TS</a>]

00:47:54   of that was that we you know like it you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2874">TS</a>]

00:47:56   could not put intoxicating substances in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2876">TS</a>]

00:47:59   us fast enough but there are a couple of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2879">TS</a>]

00:48:02   i have a couple of photographs of me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2882">TS</a>]

00:48:04   like sitting next to a fire pit with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2884">TS</a>]

00:48:09   with a like a dreadlocked girl sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2889">TS</a>]

00:48:13   in my lap and like a a bald guy with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2893">TS</a>]

00:48:18   long goatee and like pan boots is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2898">TS</a>]

00:48:23   playing up playing the flute and dancing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2903">TS</a>]

00:48:26   around of a goat carcass like and I look [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2906">TS</a>]

00:48:29   at how peaceful years goat and just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2909">TS</a>]

00:48:32   what the what the fuck was I up to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2912">TS</a>]

00:48:35   I was a long time ago but then i guess i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2915">TS</a>]

00:48:38   guess at the time I was trying to trying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2918">TS</a>]

00:48:42   to figure out what what was next in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2922">TS</a>]

00:48:44   world there that that seemed that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2924">TS</a>]

00:48:48   that was the logical extension of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2928">TS</a>]

00:48:52   hippie values would lead to I guess [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2932">TS</a>]

00:48:56   right i mean that seemed like next-gen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2936">TS</a>]

00:48:59   it wasn't it wasn't it wasn't it wasn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2939">TS</a>]

00:49:03   friendly anymore it was it was trending [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2943">TS</a>]

00:49:06   dark again who and and I felt like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2946">TS</a>]

00:49:12   felt like I needed to I need to be there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2952">TS</a>]

00:49:15   boots-on-the-ground figure out what that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2955">TS</a>]

00:49:18   figure out what this was all about and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2958">TS</a>]

00:49:19   it's yeah well or like like remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2959">TS</a>]

00:49:23   logger boots however every I mean lose I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2963">TS</a>]

00:49:26   think back now and I'm like you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2966">TS</a>]

00:49:27   what logger boots are really expensive i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2967">TS</a>]

00:49:30   didn't have logger boots at the time I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2970">TS</a>]

00:49:33   just had some old boots but like there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2973">TS</a>]

00:49:37   were a lot of people in logger like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2977">TS</a>]

00:49:40   really nice logger boots [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2980">TS</a>]

00:49:42   there's always a real high up lots of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2982">TS</a>]

00:49:43   places [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2983">TS</a>]

00:49:44   yeah right with all the extra light pole [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2984">TS</a>]

00:49:46   climbers with you and I never I didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2986">TS</a>]

00:49:49   have any money then so I never will I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2989">TS</a>]

00:49:51   didn't even go to the store to look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2991">TS</a>]

00:49:53   how much those things cost i just got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2993">TS</a>]

00:49:55   Martin seeming out of my range that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2995">TS</a>]

00:49:56   how old I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2996">TS</a>]

00:49:57   they were they were a hundred bucks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2997">TS</a>]

00:49:58   right and I mean you could buy back then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/2998">TS</a>]

00:50:01   you could get a pair of chuck taylors [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3001">TS</a>]

00:50:02   for fifteen dollars so I so I remember [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3002">TS</a>]

00:50:07   what you know kind of waltzing around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3007">TS</a>]

00:50:08   through that culture and definitely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3008">TS</a>]

00:50:11   feeling like everybody's got amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3011">TS</a>]

00:50:13   boots and I think the boots that i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3013">TS</a>]

00:50:17   they passed muster because they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3017">TS</a>]

00:50:19   just thrashed um they were just old but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3019">TS</a>]

00:50:24   they weren't tall and I think back I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3024">TS</a>]

00:50:27   think now I'm like even then those boots [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3027">TS</a>]

00:50:30   were probably two hundred dollars two [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3030">TS</a>]

00:50:33   hundred dollars at a time when I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3033">TS</a>]

00:50:34   making two hundred dollars a month just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3034">TS</a>]

00:50:38   a minivan days I don't you well know i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3038">TS</a>]

00:50:41   was making zero dark zero point zero [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3041">TS</a>]

00:50:42   dollars a month then but like even when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3042">TS</a>]

00:50:45   I had a job right i mean i-i all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3045">TS</a>]

00:50:48   worst thing I was going through a box of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3048">TS</a>]

00:50:49   papers not very long ago and i found up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3049">TS</a>]

00:50:52   uncashed paychecks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3052">TS</a>]

00:50:53   Oh No 1994 for little heart drunk a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3053">TS</a>]

00:50:58   hundred and fifty dollars that was so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3058">TS</a>]

00:51:00   much money it was incredible $350 he did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3060">TS</a>]

00:51:04   it for a reason is oversight fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3064">TS</a>]

00:51:07   idea how how that well this is the thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3067">TS</a>]

00:51:10   how would that have ended up in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3070">TS</a>]

00:51:12   bombing I definitely have a lot of boxes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3072">TS</a>]

00:51:14   of papers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3074">TS</a>]

00:51:15   I you know I have a stack inside the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3075">TS</a>]

00:51:19   inside the front door [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3079">TS</a>]

00:51:20   I have a stack of cigar boxes that now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3080">TS</a>]

00:51:24   are that's that's probably a 5-foot tall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3084">TS</a>]

00:51:28   stack of cigar boxes and there's a cigar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3088">TS</a>]

00:51:30   box for airplane tickets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3090">TS</a>]

00:51:33   there's a cigar box for concert tickets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3093">TS</a>]

00:51:36   there's a cigar box for unused drink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3096">TS</a>]

00:51:39   tickets because everywhere i go i get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3099">TS</a>]

00:51:42   paid and drink tickets and I don't drink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3102">TS</a>]

00:51:43   so i should be able to play your meat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3103">TS</a>]

00:51:46   stick [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3106">TS</a>]

00:51:46   rather than have those out to people and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3106">TS</a>]

00:51:48   say like hey everybody i got ten drink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3108">TS</a>]

00:51:50   tickets why don't you go get yourself an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3110">TS</a>]

00:51:51   extra drink instead I greedily keep them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3111">TS</a>]

00:51:55   and I go home and I put you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3115">TS</a>]

00:51:57   probably have $50,000 it just lets get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3117">TS</a>]

00:52:00   you mentally calculating what you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3120">TS</a>]

00:52:02   actually i have i have a separate cigar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3122">TS</a>]

00:52:06   box for like sports game tickets a cigar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3126">TS</a>]

00:52:11   box for old IDs a cigar box for other [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3131">TS</a>]

00:52:16   people's ideas that i find you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3136">TS</a>]

00:52:19   looking up and down the stack of cigar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3139">TS</a>]

00:52:22   boxes there are a lot of different uh oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3142">TS</a>]

00:52:26   well I to cigar boxes i have a cigar box [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3146">TS</a>]

00:52:28   for backstage passes that are stickers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3148">TS</a>]

00:52:31   and then a separate cigar box for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3151">TS</a>]

00:52:33   backstage passes that our laminate do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3153">TS</a>]

00:52:35   you smoke that much i will also get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3155">TS</a>]

00:52:38   another one is just for cigar box so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3158">TS</a>]

00:52:40   yeah I collect cigar boxes so I'm always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3160">TS</a>]

00:52:42   out looking for specific boxes but so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3162">TS</a>]

00:52:46   somehow in one of these cigar boxes i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3166">TS</a>]

00:52:48   have an uncashed pay stub from the from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3168">TS</a>]

00:52:50   1994 and I'm like I knew enough I knew [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3170">TS</a>]

00:52:54   enough somehow to put this in a box but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3174">TS</a>]

00:52:57   not enough to cash it i can't imagine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3177">TS</a>]

00:53:00   it's one of those like a canary a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3180">TS</a>]

00:53:02   butterfly in China situation if i had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3182">TS</a>]

00:53:05   cash that hundred and fifty-five have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3185">TS</a>]

00:53:07   interest on that would be well I don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3187">TS</a>]

00:53:10   think it's I don't think I think it's an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3190">TS</a>]

00:53:12   email on the compound interest John not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3192">TS</a>]

00:53:14   it's a thing but what I'm saying is if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3194">TS</a>]

00:53:15   had cashed it then if i had an extra [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3195">TS</a>]

00:53:17   hundred and fifty dollars that month in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3197">TS</a>]

00:53:21   1984 would i be where I am today o.o you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3201">TS</a>]

00:53:25   might be way down in the hole right or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3205">TS</a>]

00:53:27   with the decisions I made based on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3207">TS</a>]

00:53:29   having that extra hundred fifty dollars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3209">TS</a>]

00:53:30   set me on a separate phone you probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3210">TS</a>]

00:53:32   would not have put it into a retirement [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3212">TS</a>]

00:53:33   fund [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3213">TS</a>]

00:53:34   no but I might have bought a who knows [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3214">TS</a>]

00:53:39   and i'm a bottom an ice cream cake I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3219">TS</a>]

00:53:41   might have a single auger bit I might [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3221">TS</a>]

00:53:44   have bought yeah put a down payment on a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3224">TS</a>]

00:53:46   pair of logger boots I mean you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3226">TS</a>]

00:53:48   what the I got fired one time and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3228">TS</a>]

00:53:52   sitting in a cafe the next day like kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3232">TS</a>]

00:53:55   of bemoaning having been fired and my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3235">TS</a>]

00:53:57   good friend Chris camellia who you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3237">TS</a>]

00:53:59   came in sat down he was like you know so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3239">TS</a>]

00:54:03   you got fired and I was like yep [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3243">TS</a>]

00:54:05   and he said how much money do you have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3245">TS</a>]

00:54:07   in the bank and i said well i have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3247">TS</a>]

00:54:11   actually been saving for the last year i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3251">TS</a>]

00:54:13   got 800 bucks in the bank and he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3253">TS</a>]

00:54:17   like what are you gonna do with the 800 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3257">TS</a>]

00:54:18   bucks and i said i don't know probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3258">TS</a>]

00:54:22   drink for a couple of months he was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3262">TS</a>]

00:54:25   you're going to take that a hundred [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3265">TS</a>]

00:54:26   bucks and you're just gonna you're just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3266">TS</a>]

00:54:27   going to sit around not work and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3267">TS</a>]

00:54:29   just drink and I was like can you think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3269">TS</a>]

00:54:33   of something better like yes I'm really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3273">TS</a>]

00:54:36   looking forward to this summer we really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3276">TS</a>]

00:54:37   opens up your schedule and he said let's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3277">TS</a>]

00:54:40   go right now and buy you a guitar and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3280">TS</a>]

00:54:45   was like what it was like for 800 bucks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3285">TS</a>]

00:54:48   you can get a killer guitar and you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3288">TS</a>]

00:54:50   always talking about wanting to play [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3290">TS</a>]

00:54:52   music you're always talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3292">TS</a>]

00:54:53   wanting to start a band [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3293">TS</a>]

00:54:55   you don't even have a fucking electric [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3295">TS</a>]

00:54:56   guitar I was like well yeah you're right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3296">TS</a>]

00:55:00   things like let's go let's get on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3300">TS</a>]

00:55:02   bus go to the guitar store buy a guitar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3302">TS</a>]

00:55:04   and it was such a revolutionary idea I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3304">TS</a>]

00:55:10   was like okay and we walked out of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3310">TS</a>]

00:55:14   cafe got on the bus went to the guitar [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3314">TS</a>]

00:55:17   store and I had never had this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3317">TS</a>]

00:55:22   I what I had never perceived myself as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3322">TS</a>]

00:55:24   having this opportunity before and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3324">TS</a>]

00:55:27   went down to the trading musician in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3327">TS</a>]

00:55:29   university district and I walked in and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3329">TS</a>]

00:55:32   that blonde rickenbacker what was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3332">TS</a>]

00:55:37   sitting on a stand inside the door and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3337">TS</a>]

00:55:41   was like well I can't afford a record [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3341">TS</a>]

00:55:45   bakr and the price tag said it was from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3345">TS</a>]

00:55:49   1967 and it was 650 dollars and it had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3349">TS</a>]

00:55:56   Gibson pickups it and I was like look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3356">TS</a>]

00:56:00   that and I picked it up and I played it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3360">TS</a>]

00:56:02   and Chris was like people create the AFS [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3362">TS</a>]

00:56:04   they were p is but they were like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3364">TS</a>]

00:56:06   sixties like the late sixties Gibson Wow [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3366">TS</a>]

00:56:11   pickups that somebody had taken out the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3371">TS</a>]

00:56:14   filter Tron's that came with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3374">TS</a>]

00:56:16   Rickenbacker's and put these Gibson [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3376">TS</a>]

00:56:18   you know like sixties Gibson's in there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3378">TS</a>]

00:56:22   and I was like I must have seemed like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3382">TS</a>]

00:56:23   so much money it was extraordinary was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3383">TS</a>]

00:56:26   my entire was almost my entire savings [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3386">TS</a>]

00:56:27   and I was like look at this thing and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3387">TS</a>]

00:56:29   was like you can buy it right now and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3389">TS</a>]

00:56:32   was i put it down and I walked around [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3392">TS</a>]

00:56:33   the store and I spent a couple hours [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3393">TS</a>]

00:56:35   looking at every other guitar and I kept [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3395">TS</a>]

00:56:36   coming back to this rickenbacker he was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3396">TS</a>]

00:56:38   like and Chris was standing there just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3398">TS</a>]

00:56:39   like that's the one you want buy it this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3399">TS</a>]

00:56:41   is what people do with money they buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3401">TS</a>]

00:56:43   the thing that they want with it I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3403">TS</a>]

00:56:45   like but but but but but it's so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3405">TS</a>]

00:56:48   money and this money I could live on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3408">TS</a>]

00:56:49   this money I could I could I could drink [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3409">TS</a>]

00:56:52   a thousand paps blue ribbons with this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3412">TS</a>]

00:56:55   month and he was like or you could buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3415">TS</a>]

00:56:58   this guitar and i bought it i took it up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3418">TS</a>]

00:57:04   to the counter and i said i will buy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3424">TS</a>]

00:57:05   this guitar and it was the first real i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3425">TS</a>]

00:57:09   think in a way the first real thing i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3429">TS</a>]

00:57:11   ever bought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3431">TS</a>]

00:57:12   well and that guitar was the guitar that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3432">TS</a>]

00:57:15   i started the button family players with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3435">TS</a>]

00:57:17   and the guitar that i started the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3437">TS</a>]

00:57:18   Western State hurricanes with and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3438">TS</a>]

00:57:19   guitar i started the long winters with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3439">TS</a>]

00:57:21   and you remember that rickenbacker of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3441">TS</a>]

00:57:24   course ideally still got it still have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3444">TS</a>]

00:57:26   it and so that was like know all that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3446">TS</a>]

00:57:29   because the chris community who would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3449">TS</a>]

00:57:30   have thought it was chris community [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3450">TS</a>]

00:57:32   saying like do you know what money does [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3452">TS</a>]

00:57:33   are you aware of what other people do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3453">TS</a>]

00:57:35   with money like you know how money works [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3455">TS</a>]

00:57:38   in the world and I was like I know how [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3458">TS</a>]

00:57:40   money works you put it in a shoe box or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3460">TS</a>]

00:57:44   a cigar box and you stack it until you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3464">TS</a>]

00:57:48   have a lot of it and then you look at it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3468">TS</a>]

00:57:50   and then you'd then you drink your way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3470">TS</a>]

00:57:53   through it and he said you know I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3473">TS</a>]

00:57:58   the reason the reason it's hard for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3478">TS</a>]

00:58:00   other people to save money is that they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3480">TS</a>]

00:58:01   buy the things that they want which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3481">TS</a>]

00:58:03   obviously like it you don't have that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3483">TS</a>]

00:58:05   problem but every once in awhile you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3485">TS</a>]

00:58:07   actually should buy a thing they want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3487">TS</a>]

00:58:10   and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3490">TS</a>]

00:58:12   I you know this guitar was like the it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3492">TS</a>]

00:58:14   was the thing that made it all possible [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3494">TS</a>]

00:58:16   insane [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3496">TS</a>]

00:58:20   yeah yeah yeahs 67 rickenbacker with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3500">TS</a>]

00:58:23   Gibson pickups they are you pretty sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3503">TS</a>]

00:58:25   you remember that correctly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3505">TS</a>]

00:58:28   yeah well what we should do is get Chris [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3508">TS</a>]

00:58:30   cannula on here see if he can if he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3510">TS</a>]

00:58:33   validates that story I mean I I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3513">TS</a>]

00:58:35   Chris Wood Wood pretty shortly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3515">TS</a>]

00:58:38   try and steer the story toward the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3518">TS</a>]

00:58:41   that I broke into his apartment and put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3521">TS</a>]

00:58:44   a knife in his chest and told him I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3524">TS</a>]

00:58:46   gonna fucking it is like that clip [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPjbOLY/3526">TS</a>]