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Ep. 116: "Smilin' Alligator"

 

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00:00:18   better web starts with your website [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/18">TS</a>]

00:00:23   hello [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/23">TS</a>]

00:00:26   I John I'm Merlin has gone pretty good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/26">TS</a>]

00:00:30   how are you going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/30">TS</a>]

00:00:31   we should break the fourth wall we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/31">TS</a>]

00:00:34   should at least you know Pierce the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/34">TS</a>]

00:00:35   fourth wall how we gonna do that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/35">TS</a>]

00:00:37   well I don't know bye-bye being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/37">TS</a>]

00:00:39   forward-thinking let's be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/39">TS</a>]

00:00:41   forward-thinking appears the fourth wall [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/41">TS</a>]

00:00:43   well I you know me I don't talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/43">TS</a>]

00:00:46   the show on the show right now I know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/46">TS</a>]

00:00:48   other people don't like us to talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/48">TS</a>]

00:00:49   the show on the show but but we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/49">TS</a>]

00:00:51   recording episodes because early and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/51">TS</a>]

00:00:55   second them as you say because because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/55">TS</a>]

00:00:57   we're both going to be away parts of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/57">TS</a>]

00:00:59   summer of this year 1978 and and so I we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/59">TS</a>]

00:01:03   hope that everything we see on here will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/63">TS</a>]

00:01:04   still make sense that uh uh as we've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/64">TS</a>]

00:01:07   done this before where you and I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/67">TS</a>]

00:01:10   recorded multiple episodes in one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/70">TS</a>]

00:01:13   sitting and my dive founded generally to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/73">TS</a>]

00:01:18   be a success [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/78">TS</a>]

00:01:19   no I agree they're nice and loose and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/79">TS</a>]

00:01:20   warm right all warmed up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/80">TS</a>]

00:01:22   ah but I've already blown through all my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/82">TS</a>]

00:01:25   grateful dead material i prepared [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/85">TS</a>]

00:01:26   problem [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/86">TS</a>]

00:01:27   yeah well I'm the thing I you know I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/87">TS</a>]

00:01:28   feel like the 800-pound gorilla in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/88">TS</a>]

00:01:30   room is really a 450 pound gorilla [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/90">TS</a>]

00:01:35   wearing a gorilla suit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/95">TS</a>]

00:01:38   I'm listening but you know part of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/98">TS</a>]

00:01:42   problem with doing episodes because I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/102">TS</a>]

00:01:44   you as you have said many times you like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/104">TS</a>]

00:01:46   to feel like our show is timeless [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/106">TS</a>]

00:01:48   evergreen yeah and you can listen to the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/108">TS</a>]

00:01:50   show at any time any episode will work [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/110">TS</a>]

00:01:54   but the real world doesn't rude [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/114">TS</a>]

00:01:58   sometimes right and we are recording [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/118">TS</a>]

00:02:00   this show immediately after the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/120">TS</a>]

00:02:04   electromagnetic magnetic pulse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/124">TS</a>]

00:02:07   yes destroyed all of civilization and a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/127">TS</a>]

00:02:11   lot of our listeners are going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/131">TS</a>]

00:02:12   wondering you know did this happen in an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/132">TS</a>]

00:02:15   alternate universe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/135">TS</a>]

00:02:17   I'm how did how did they do it it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/137">TS</a>]

00:02:19   lot to explain but also there's a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/139">TS</a>]

00:02:23   Macintosh talk and all my ears this much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/143">TS</a>]

00:02:26   mcintosh stock and you and I have very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/146">TS</a>]

00:02:28   studiously avoiding talking about all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/148">TS</a>]

00:02:31   that's a shame that we should talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/151">TS</a>]

00:02:32   the Macintosh talk because it's you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/152">TS</a>]

00:02:34   because we want our show to be evergreen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/154">TS</a>]

00:02:36   we don't want to be top [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/156">TS</a>]

00:02:37   all who are the same guys each weapon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/157">TS</a>]

00:02:40   ghazi open ghazi is all it's on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/160">TS</a>]

00:02:42   everybody's lips Bergdahl oil a popular [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/162">TS</a>]

00:02:49   brand of motor oil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/169">TS</a>]

00:02:51   it's that the hostage guy i mean i think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/171">TS</a>]

00:02:55   we're giving away when this show is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/175">TS</a>]

00:02:57   being recorded enjoy the Hillary Clinton [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/177">TS</a>]

00:02:59   book uh still reading it still raining [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/179">TS</a>]

00:03:03   pretty dense I'm trying to get into Game [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/183">TS</a>]

00:03:05   of Thrones are all my gosh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/185">TS</a>]

00:03:07   because I met george RR martin do you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/187">TS</a>]

00:03:10   know I kind of want to hear about that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/190">TS</a>]

00:03:12   yeah yeah it's a I mean you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/192">TS</a>]

00:03:15   studious rock on the line scholars will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/195">TS</a>]

00:03:17   know almost exactly when we're recording [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/197">TS</a>]

00:03:20   this now based on this topical [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/200">TS</a>]

00:03:21   information we've given thanks mama [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/201">TS</a>]

00:03:24   partly feels like that is destroying the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/204">TS</a>]

00:03:26   illusion that we are that we are posting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/206">TS</a>]

00:03:29   these from the future but but yeah so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/209">TS</a>]

00:03:33   so I so I i spent the day basically with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/213">TS</a>]

00:03:36   george RR martin would you would you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/216">TS</a>]

00:03:38   forgive me a a slight law here at this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/218">TS</a>]

00:03:41   point turn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/221">TS</a>]

00:03:42   ok you are a man who exists out of time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/222">TS</a>]

00:03:44   correct your man who is not a fan in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/224">TS</a>]

00:03:47   italics correct right but that isn't it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/227">TS</a>]

00:03:50   fair to say that that in your studies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/230">TS</a>]

00:03:52   dark web and otherwise in the past [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/232">TS</a>]

00:03:54   you've read a lot of books [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/234">TS</a>]

00:03:55   yes that's true but you know I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/235">TS</a>]

00:03:57   you've read like you've read some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/237">TS</a>]

00:03:58   science fiction stuff right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/238">TS</a>]

00:03:59   I have you talked about it i do not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/239">TS</a>]

00:04:02   generally I mean and part partly it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/242">TS</a>]

00:04:05   you know like I went through a phase [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/245">TS</a>]

00:04:08   many years ago when I read everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/248">TS</a>]

00:04:10   that Harlan Ellison wrote wow and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/250">TS</a>]

00:04:14   really enjoyed it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/254">TS</a>]

00:04:15   although his politics were inexcusable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/255">TS</a>]

00:04:17   like it seems to be kind of things like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/257">TS</a>]

00:04:21   firefighters right i mean like is just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/261">TS</a>]

00:04:24   like the Ender's Game move his idea of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/264">TS</a>]

00:04:27   like what with the proper gender roles [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/267">TS</a>]

00:04:30   were even 25 years ago when i read all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/270">TS</a>]

00:04:33   those books it was it's just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/273">TS</a>]

00:04:36   unconscionable you can't you can't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/276">TS</a>]

00:04:38   endorse it but at the same time great [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/278">TS</a>]

00:04:41   stories great imagination [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/281">TS</a>]

00:04:43   I think it is I think it's ultimately [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/283">TS</a>]

00:04:45   like you know I i talked about this in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/285">TS</a>]

00:04:49   my i'm not a fan article for the LA [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/289">TS</a>]

00:04:52   weekly which produced what I can only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/292">TS</a>]

00:04:54   imagine was a very entertaining comments [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/294">TS</a>]

00:04:57   section that I absolutely did not visit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/297">TS</a>]

00:04:59   or we learned your lesson [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/299">TS</a>]

00:05:02   I expressed I expressed to myself no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/302">TS</a>]

00:05:04   curiosity about it like oh I'm sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/304">TS</a>]

00:05:07   there are people yelling at me on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/307">TS</a>]

00:05:09   they're not going to give them even the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/309">TS</a>]

00:05:11   pleasure of thinking about that i would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/311">TS</a>]

00:05:12   go read it but uh but you know the the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/312">TS</a>]

00:05:18   complicated thing about reading the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/318">TS</a>]

00:05:21   product of someone else's imagination [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/321">TS</a>]

00:05:24   for me is always that I absolutely enjoy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/324">TS</a>]

00:05:29   the experience but but i am always [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/329">TS</a>]

00:05:33   conscious of of occupying like some [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/333">TS</a>]

00:05:37   rented real estate in someone else's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/337">TS</a>]

00:05:40   imagination for a short period of time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/340">TS</a>]

00:05:42   it's not a place I i want to buy or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/342">TS</a>]

00:05:45   build a house it's not a place that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/345">TS</a>]

00:05:47   want to I don't want to put my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/347">TS</a>]

00:05:51   imagination there or I like there are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/351">TS</a>]

00:05:56   things that I experienced in in in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/356">TS</a>]

00:05:59   entering someone else's imaginative [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/359">TS</a>]

00:06:01   world that I wanted you know that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/361">TS</a>]

00:06:02   absolutely want to borrow or take with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/362">TS</a>]

00:06:04   me and like put into a cigar box if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/364">TS</a>]

00:06:10   will in my imagination right i wanted i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/370">TS</a>]

00:06:14   want to walk over I want to walk out of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/374">TS</a>]

00:06:16   harlan ellison's world would be like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/376">TS</a>]

00:06:17   it never occurred to me that for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/377">TS</a>]

00:06:20   instance incest bias was a cultural [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/380">TS</a>]

00:06:27   thing right i read i read Harlan Ellison [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/387">TS</a>]

00:06:29   story one time where the plot was oh why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/389">TS</a>]

00:06:32   do we have a prohibition on incest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/392">TS</a>]

00:06:34   there's there are ancient reasons for it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/394">TS</a>]

00:06:38   but really it's a cultural bias rather [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/398">TS</a>]

00:06:41   than a necessary one or or an opera or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/401">TS</a>]

00:06:45   e1 and i was like huh that makes me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/405">TS</a>]

00:06:48   uncomfortable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/408">TS</a>]

00:06:49   that's an idea that someone else put [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/409">TS</a>]

00:06:53   into a story and it makes me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/413">TS</a>]

00:06:55   uncomfortable to think about and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/415">TS</a>]

00:06:56   very interesting and that and that story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/416">TS</a>]

00:06:59   was a success because you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/419">TS</a>]

00:07:02   reveal was like poof out huh i'm gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/422">TS</a>]

00:07:07   take that away i'm gonna chew on that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/427">TS</a>]

00:07:08   and yet my my first instinct he even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/428">TS</a>]

00:07:16   when I you know even the star wars [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/436">TS</a>]

00:07:17   universe or anybody else's universe my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/437">TS</a>]

00:07:20   first instinct is like okay that was fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/440">TS</a>]

00:07:22   thank you for having me over and now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/442">TS</a>]

00:07:25   it's time to say goodnight and goodbye [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/445">TS</a>]

00:07:28   maybe i'll come back and visit you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/448">TS</a>]

00:07:29   another time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/449">TS</a>]

00:07:30   it's an Airbnb of the mind you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/450">TS</a>]

00:07:32   want to lead on to move in yeah right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/452">TS</a>]

00:07:34   because my own imaginative world is is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/454">TS</a>]

00:07:39   almost completely fulfilling like I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/459">TS</a>]

00:07:43   not I do not sit around and and ever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/463">TS</a>]

00:07:45   feel like while I've run out of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/465">TS</a>]

00:07:47   to imagine like I am so bored sitting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/467">TS</a>]

00:07:52   here imagining things I would like to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/472">TS</a>]

00:07:54   see what other people are imagining I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/474">TS</a>]

00:07:56   mean you know every once in a while I do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/476">TS</a>]

00:07:58   out of just sort of uh I hear people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/478">TS</a>]

00:08:01   talking about something enough or or but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/481">TS</a>]

00:08:05   it's never a case of like I'm having a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/485">TS</a>]

00:08:07   real imagination drought over here and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/487">TS</a>]

00:08:10   I'd like to go somewhere else and like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/490">TS</a>]

00:08:13   and just to you know that whole business [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/493">TS</a>]

00:08:15   that people talk about like I just turn [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/495">TS</a>]

00:08:17   off and just you know and have absorbed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/497">TS</a>]

00:08:21   with someone else's story like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/501">TS</a>]

00:08:24   understand the feeling of like turning [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/504">TS</a>]

00:08:26   off but you know turn off and go into my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/506">TS</a>]

00:08:30   own the playland a library of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/510">TS</a>]

00:08:34   speculative fiction right and so so I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/514">TS</a>]

00:08:40   mean all the comments all the angry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/520">TS</a>]

00:08:41   comments that that made their way to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/521">TS</a>]

00:08:43   about that fan article you know just or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/523">TS</a>]

00:08:46   we're having the same sort of defensive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/526">TS</a>]

00:08:49   reaction that the that the angry [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/529">TS</a>]

00:08:51   comments about the punk-rock article had [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/531">TS</a>]

00:08:53   which are like this is my world this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/533">TS</a>]

00:08:55   important to me why are you attacking me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/535">TS</a>]

00:08:57   and you know and i think a lot of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/537">TS</a>]

00:09:00   is just the tone that I right or am I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/540">TS</a>]

00:09:02   you know by a know-it-all tone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/542">TS</a>]

00:09:04   but of course I'm not attacking and just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/544">TS</a>]

00:09:06   like you really are talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/546">TS</a>]

00:09:08   yourself talking about myself and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/548">TS</a>]

00:09:10   and and the best comments i got word [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/550">TS</a>]

00:09:13   that handful of emails from people that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/553">TS</a>]

00:09:14   were like thank you for writing that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/554">TS</a>]

00:09:16   described me perfectly i never thought [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/556">TS</a>]

00:09:19   about it that way before I always feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/559">TS</a>]

00:09:21   like an outsider and i'm not a fan and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/561">TS</a>]

00:09:24   and now i know that a that I'm not alone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/564">TS</a>]

00:09:27   and then just like oh good I'm glad that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/567">TS</a>]

00:09:29   I made that connection with you people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/569">TS</a>]

00:09:31   like to think like you know and I I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/571">TS</a>]

00:09:33   don't really have a dog in this fight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/573">TS</a>]

00:09:34   too much but people but people tend to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/574">TS</a>]

00:09:37   think and I feel that sometimes when I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/577">TS</a>]

00:09:39   meet people who are really into comics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/579">TS</a>]

00:09:41   that don't like or not into not even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/581">TS</a>]

00:09:44   don't like that are into some comic that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/584">TS</a>]

00:09:45   all of my other friends and she was like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/585">TS</a>]

00:09:47   we have to stage an intervention [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/587">TS</a>]

00:09:49   it's like you don't understand it yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/589">TS</a>]

00:09:51   you know and so I know that I know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/591">TS</a>]

00:09:53   feeling that feeling of community that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/593">TS</a>]

00:09:55   comes out of out of fandom but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/595">TS</a>]

00:09:57   and I don't I didn't get that you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/597">TS</a>]

00:09:59   like saying that the other people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/599">TS</a>]

00:10:01   shouldn't be fans know God why all means [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/601">TS</a>]

00:10:04   be fan like your fans i do i like all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/604">TS</a>]

00:10:07   fans i like so many people who are fans [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/607">TS</a>]

00:10:10   it's just a I'm just kind of describing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/610">TS</a>]

00:10:13   like a like my state and it's not really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/613">TS</a>]

00:10:18   that I mean in some ways nothings and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/618">TS</a>]

00:10:19   check myself too much but like it's kind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/619">TS</a>]

00:10:22   of how I feel with me in like politics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/622">TS</a>]

00:10:24   and current affairs like I don't hate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/624">TS</a>]

00:10:26   politics and current affairs i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/626">TS</a>]

00:10:28   even hate that people have strong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/628">TS</a>]

00:10:30   opinions about it's just not my thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/630">TS</a>]

00:10:32   and I really feel like it in that case [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/632">TS</a>]

00:10:33   I'm the one saying i'm not a fan like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/633">TS</a>]

00:10:35   feel like an outcast I feel like people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/635">TS</a>]

00:10:37   think I i don't know i don't know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/637">TS</a>]

00:10:40   people think but sometimes i wonder if i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/640">TS</a>]

00:10:42   come across someone who doesn't care [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/642">TS</a>]

00:10:43   about something I care a lot about stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/643">TS</a>]

00:10:45   I just don't feel the need to have that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/645">TS</a>]

00:10:47   like arguments about it with people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/647">TS</a>]

00:10:49   well that's the and that's the thing i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/649">TS</a>]

00:10:51   mean in the form of politics the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/651">TS</a>]

00:10:54   who are fans of politics don't describe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/654">TS</a>]

00:10:56   themselves using fan language they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/656">TS</a>]

00:11:00   describe themselves using language where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/660">TS</a>]

00:11:01   if you you know if you aren't interested [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/661">TS</a>]

00:11:03   in politics that you're not engaged in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/663">TS</a>]

00:11:06   the present world and you don't care [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/666">TS</a>]

00:11:07   about the fate of mankind [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/667">TS</a>]

00:11:09   you know and really you're absolutely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/669">TS</a>]

00:11:11   right their motivation is is very fan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/671">TS</a>]

00:11:16   based or or a lot of a lot of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/676">TS</a>]

00:11:18   politics groupies are fan-based the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/678">TS</a>]

00:11:21   people that are writing about politics [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/681">TS</a>]

00:11:23   everyday and writing about politicians [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/683">TS</a>]

00:11:24   like they are stars and you know that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/684">TS</a>]

00:11:29   true that's true of any of any of these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/689">TS</a>]

00:11:33   you know the way our culture is siloed [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/693">TS</a>]

00:11:36   and somebody wrote somebody wrote an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/696">TS</a>]

00:11:38   interesting so so the the bass player of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/698">TS</a>]

00:11:43   skin yard who went on to own CZ records [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/703">TS</a>]

00:11:51   one of the seminal Seattle grunge labels [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/711">TS</a>]

00:11:53   he posted he reposted my fan article on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/713">TS</a>]

00:11:58   his facebook page and typically like his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/718">TS</a>]

00:12:03   friends on Facebook are all the Krusty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/723">TS</a>]

00:12:08   grunge era cross towards that that hated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/728">TS</a>]

00:12:15   my punk rock article 2 and there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/735">TS</a>]

00:12:17   lot of shit talking there and he posted [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/737">TS</a>]

00:12:19   it like this is interesting to me at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/739">TS</a>]

00:12:21   this that i'm not sure i'm not sure [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/741">TS</a>]

00:12:23   about this but i but I kind of feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/743">TS</a>]

00:12:26   I might even be one of these people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/746">TS</a>]

00:12:27   that's in this category of like as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/747">TS</a>]

00:12:30   difficult relationship to fandom but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/750">TS</a>]

00:12:33   there was a lot of angry yelling on his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/753">TS</a>]

00:12:34   facebook page and that was kind of the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/754">TS</a>]

00:12:35   extent of the angry yelling that I saw [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/755">TS</a>]

00:12:37   that I allowed myself to see before I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/757">TS</a>]

00:12:39   shut the whole system down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/759">TS</a>]

00:12:42   yeah yeah but there was an interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/762">TS</a>]

00:12:44   comment from someone on there that said [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/764">TS</a>]

00:12:46   like this the this John Roderick person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/766">TS</a>]

00:12:50   seems like somebody who is primarily [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/770">TS</a>]

00:12:54   interested in the breadth of experience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/774">TS</a>]

00:12:56   and not especially interested in the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/776">TS</a>]

00:12:59   depth of experience and I was like and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/779">TS</a>]

00:13:03   you know I walked away and chew on that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/783">TS</a>]

00:13:05   for a while and feel like that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/785">TS</a>]

00:13:06   absolutely true [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/786">TS</a>]

00:13:08   it's certainly a conclusion that could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/788">TS</a>]

00:13:10   be drawn it's a conclusion that can be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/790">TS</a>]

00:13:11   drawn it was a hundred percent accurate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/791">TS</a>]

00:13:13   all the time it's it's certainly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/793">TS</a>]

00:13:14   interesting thought technology it's an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/794">TS</a>]

00:13:16   interesting thought technology and I and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/796">TS</a>]

00:13:18   and what I felt what I feel like is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/798">TS</a>]

00:13:20   we all use the power of it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/800">TS</a>]

00:13:23   extrapolation to to get through life [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/803">TS</a>]

00:13:26   right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/806">TS</a>]

00:13:27   you don't have to i mean somebody that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/807">TS</a>]

00:13:29   had a memento like condition where every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/809">TS</a>]

00:13:32   experience they had to figure out the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/812">TS</a>]

00:13:34   terms of it a new completely a new with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/814">TS</a>]

00:13:39   no prior experience you know that what a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/819">TS</a>]

00:13:41   nightmare that would be yeah like you go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/821">TS</a>]

00:13:43   through enough situations that when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/823">TS</a>]

00:13:46   see a guy when you see a guy who has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/826">TS</a>]

00:13:49   bleached his goatee you pretty much know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/829">TS</a>]

00:13:53   what you're you pretty much know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/833">TS</a>]

00:13:55   you're dealing with somebody that once [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/835">TS</a>]

00:13:56   jalapenos in their food you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/836">TS</a>]

00:13:59   you that's me and face test it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/839">TS</a>]

00:14:02   you don't have to think of you have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/842">TS</a>]

00:14:04   you don't have to meet this guy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/844">TS</a>]

00:14:05   figure it out again right like oh you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/845">TS</a>]

00:14:08   believe you bleach your facial hair [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/848">TS</a>]

00:14:09   betting that you think that your foods [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/849">TS</a>]

00:14:12   not hot enough i guess if you when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/852">TS</a>]

00:14:14   you're thinking of asking do you want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/854">TS</a>]

00:14:15   hit off of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/855">TS</a>]

00:14:16   you don't have to ask you want to hit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/856">TS</a>]

00:14:17   off of whatever it is exactly he wants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/857">TS</a>]

00:14:19   to hit off of and he's the pad person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/859">TS</a>]

00:14:21   who want to get off of everything you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/861">TS</a>]

00:14:23   want cream cheese on that I bet you want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/863">TS</a>]

00:14:25   cream cheese on the key so so uh so you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/865">TS</a>]

00:14:30   know my my experience of depth when it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/870">TS</a>]

00:14:33   comes to anything kind of culturally or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/873">TS</a>]

00:14:36   experiential e is that I experienced the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/876">TS</a>]

00:14:39   depth of things largely through [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/879">TS</a>]

00:14:43   extrapolation like I I i go down a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/883">TS</a>]

00:14:48   street in a neighborhood and I say okay [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/888">TS</a>]

00:14:52   I got a picture of this neighborhood now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/892">TS</a>]

00:14:56   because I've gone down this street and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/896">TS</a>]

00:14:59   maybe I turned and went down a second [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/899">TS</a>]

00:15:02   street and i'm going to extrapolate what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/902">TS</a>]

00:15:04   the character of this neighborhood is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/904">TS</a>]

00:15:06   through through that experience now next [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/906">TS</a>]

00:15:09   time I'm going on a trip from point A to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/909">TS</a>]

00:15:12   point B do i go down this same street [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/912">TS</a>]

00:15:15   again because it was the route because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/915">TS</a>]

00:15:17   it was the fastest route or do I take a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/917">TS</a>]

00:15:20   guy take a second route a new route so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/920">TS</a>]

00:15:25   that i can increase that power of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/925">TS</a>]

00:15:27   extrapolation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/927">TS</a>]

00:15:29   I can increase my like my sample size so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/929">TS</a>]

00:15:35   that again i start to get a picture of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/935">TS</a>]

00:15:37   this whole part of the town i start to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/937">TS</a>]

00:15:39   get a picture of this whole community [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/939">TS</a>]

00:15:40   that's interesting instead of being a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/940">TS</a>]

00:15:42   fan of this particular route and because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/942">TS</a>]

00:15:45   you like it more than the one other one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/945">TS</a>]

00:15:46   you tried you're saying I want to see [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/946">TS</a>]

00:15:48   what all these do right and and and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/948">TS</a>]

00:15:51   is my experience of culture to like I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/951">TS</a>]

00:15:53   always trying to increase my sample size [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/953">TS</a>]

00:15:55   so i can use the power of extrapolation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/955">TS</a>]

00:15:58   to know more and and what I what I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/958">TS</a>]

00:16:02   is you know like i do not have it i do [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/962">TS</a>]

00:16:04   not have a deep knowledge of of a of any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/964">TS</a>]

00:16:10   process right like how do you get to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/970">TS</a>]

00:16:13   a how do you get to be a great luthier [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/973">TS</a>]

00:16:15   how do you get to be the ultimate sushi [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/975">TS</a>]

00:16:18   chef you know you do the same thing over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/978">TS</a>]

00:16:20   and over and over until your knowledge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/980">TS</a>]

00:16:23   of it is like in your hands it's in your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/983">TS</a>]

00:16:26   bones [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/986">TS</a>]

00:16:27   you are the you are the ultimate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/987">TS</a>]

00:16:30   practitioner other thing because you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/990">TS</a>]

00:16:33   have you have turned that experience [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/993">TS</a>]

00:16:36   you've gone through wrote into like body [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/996">TS</a>]

00:16:41   memory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1001">TS</a>]

00:16:42   uh-huh uh-huh and I don't have that with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1002">TS</a>]

00:16:46   anything even with guitar like I'm not I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1006">TS</a>]

00:16:48   i find it very very difficult to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1008">TS</a>]

00:16:51   practice the same thing over and over [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1011">TS</a>]

00:16:52   again I'm always playing something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1012">TS</a>]

00:16:54   different and new and other and and in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1014">TS</a>]

00:16:57   way that that informs how I how I make [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1017">TS</a>]

00:17:01   music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1021">TS</a>]

00:17:01   the problem is it's I never do that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1021">TS</a>]

00:17:04   never play the link multiple times until [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1024">TS</a>]

00:17:06   i can do it you know and it's you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1026">TS</a>]

00:17:09   that's why I'm not a not a real [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1029">TS</a>]

00:17:12   technical musician but but what I what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1032">TS</a>]

00:17:16   do instead is always take a different [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1036">TS</a>]

00:17:17   route always trying new food you know i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1037">TS</a>]

00:17:20   was i was at a restaurant with a friend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1040">TS</a>]

00:17:21   the other day and they were like I come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1041">TS</a>]

00:17:23   to this restaurant with you 50 times [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1043">TS</a>]

00:17:24   you've never ordered the same thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1044">TS</a>]

00:17:26   and I ordered the same thing every time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1046">TS</a>]

00:17:28   I i always order the same thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1048">TS</a>]

00:17:30   yeah and I think that's true that's true [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1050">TS</a>]

00:17:32   for a lot of people and they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1052">TS</a>]

00:17:34   remarking on it and it took them 50 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1054">TS</a>]

00:17:36   visits with me to to realize it like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1056">TS</a>]

00:17:39   that every time you order something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1059">TS</a>]

00:17:42   different and I think that that makes me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1062">TS</a>]

00:17:44   a little uncomfortable like each time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1064">TS</a>]

00:17:45   you're going to try something new like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1065">TS</a>]

00:17:47   is it all like it can't always be good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1067">TS</a>]

00:17:49   and I'm like no sometimes it is not good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1069">TS</a>]

00:17:52   sometimes it's not but each but a meal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1072">TS</a>]

00:17:54   is just a moment you know and if you get [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1074">TS</a>]

00:17:56   if you get a bad one like like sweeping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1076">TS</a>]

00:17:58   into the trash you know tried to try and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1078">TS</a>]

00:18:01   the new thing the next time so it's a so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1081">TS</a>]

00:18:04   it's a it's a relationship to phantom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1084">TS</a>]

00:18:07   that's really part of a larger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1087">TS</a>]

00:18:09   relationship to experience which is like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1089">TS</a>]

00:18:13   I don't care to do the same thing enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1093">TS</a>]

00:18:16   times that i developed a deep knowledge [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1096">TS</a>]

00:18:18   because deep knowledge of a process or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1098">TS</a>]

00:18:23   of a of a any any real deep knowledge is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1103">TS</a>]

00:18:28   a thing i feel like i can approximate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1108">TS</a>]

00:18:30   through analogy and like I would much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1110">TS</a>]

00:18:37   rather see the IC increase my breath [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1117">TS</a>]

00:18:40   over right now and but let me let me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1120">TS</a>]

00:18:43   just help add a note here that I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1123">TS</a>]

00:18:46   is important which is I don't hear you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1126">TS</a>]

00:18:48   saying that means nobody else should [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1128">TS</a>]

00:18:50   have deep knowledge of things or ignore [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1130">TS</a>]

00:18:53   that that's not valuable you're not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1133">TS</a>]

00:18:54   saying that at all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1134">TS</a>]

00:18:56   the only way i could be this way is that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1136">TS</a>]

00:18:58   I is that I'm surrounded by people that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1138">TS</a>]

00:19:00   have deep knowledge agree though that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1140">TS</a>]

00:19:02   isn't that something that people here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1142">TS</a>]

00:19:03   when you use when you say i have chosen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1143">TS</a>]

00:19:05   to like know enough about these couple [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1145">TS</a>]

00:19:07   things to be able to extrapolate and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1147">TS</a>]

00:19:09   learn and learn about a new thing I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1149">TS</a>]

00:19:10   to know about your you're curious person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1150">TS</a>]

00:19:12   that doesn't mean that you don't think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1152">TS</a>]

00:19:14   other people should become experts know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1154">TS</a>]

00:19:16   and I don't understand how anybody could [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1156">TS</a>]

00:19:18   I mean I guess I feel like it's weird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1158">TS</a>]

00:19:20   even have the 66 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1160">TS</a>]

00:19:22   yeah I and I feel like when I talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1162">TS</a>]

00:19:24   my experience I talked about it with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1164">TS</a>]

00:19:27   with with unnatural pride right like i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1167">TS</a>]

00:19:31   am proud of how I am I i don't i'm not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1171">TS</a>]

00:19:35   defending how I am against attackers i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1175">TS</a>]

00:19:37   just am proud of it because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1177">TS</a>]

00:19:40   because i feel like that whole modern [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1180">TS</a>]

00:19:42   tendency to apologize for who you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1182">TS</a>]

00:19:44   first like hello hi nice to meet you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1184">TS</a>]

00:19:46   listen I'm sorry that I'm different from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1186">TS</a>]

00:19:48   you but I'm just gonna I have to express [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1188">TS</a>]

00:19:51   my difference and I know it's bad but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1191">TS</a>]

00:19:53   please don't hurt me but here I am I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1193">TS</a>]

00:19:56   hate that I i feel like i I'm I'm proud [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1196">TS</a>]

00:19:59   of Who I am and that that's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1199">TS</a>]

00:20:01   something i should be ashamed of but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1201">TS</a>]

00:20:03   expressing who i am in a way that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1203">TS</a>]

00:20:05   that seems like just sort of a contented [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1205">TS</a>]

00:20:09   or happy or or or that I prefer the way [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1209">TS</a>]

00:20:12   that I am is immediately interpreted as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1212">TS</a>]

00:20:15   judgment of other people and my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1215">TS</a>]

00:20:18   preference for myself is is somehow an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1218">TS</a>]

00:20:21   expression that I am better uh want to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1221">TS</a>]

00:20:25   share the church is categorically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1225">TS</a>]

00:20:26   disrespectful almost yeah right like oh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1226">TS</a>]

00:20:28   yes I I don't prefer to be an expert so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1228">TS</a>]

00:20:31   anybody that's an expert is a fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1231">TS</a>]

00:20:32   idiot like and I don't know where people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1232">TS</a>]

00:20:35   how people make that leap it's in it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1235">TS</a>]

00:20:37   an invisible missed in a culture today i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1237">TS</a>]

00:20:41   feel i feel it all the time it's bananas [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1241">TS</a>]

00:20:44   it is and it's it's so it's so cocky and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1244">TS</a>]

00:20:47   self-involved to assume that you can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1247">TS</a>]

00:20:49   understand that much about somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1249">TS</a>]

00:20:52   who's not who's not even saying anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1252">TS</a>]

00:20:53   against what you believe or saying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1253">TS</a>]

00:20:56   anything against the very idea that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1256">TS</a>]

00:20:58   like to believe what you believe it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1258">TS</a>]

00:21:00   it's so it's a caustic and unnecessary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1260">TS</a>]

00:21:02   but I feel like it's everywhere and if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1262">TS</a>]

00:21:05   you and you really you sound one sounds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1265">TS</a>]

00:21:08   very self-involved or insulated if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1268">TS</a>]

00:21:12   don't excuse yourself for not knowing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1272">TS</a>]

00:21:15   everything about somebody and you don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1275">TS</a>]

00:21:17   mean tennis is such a weird situation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1277">TS</a>]

00:21:19   well this and again this this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1279">TS</a>]

00:21:22   comment section in on the Daniel house [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1282">TS</a>]

00:21:25   facebook page there was a guy and at a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1285">TS</a>]

00:21:29   certain point of the full disclosure at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1289">TS</a>]

00:21:31   a certain point I started to comment on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1291">TS</a>]

00:21:33   his Facebook page no because John the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1293">TS</a>]

00:21:36   first commenter was a guy that was just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1296">TS</a>]

00:21:39   like you know what this guy's a fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1299">TS</a>]

00:21:41   asshole i hated his punk rock article i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1301">TS</a>]

00:21:43   hate his whole attitude he thinks he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1303">TS</a>]

00:21:45   better than everybody else he thinks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1305">TS</a>]

00:21:47   he's smarter than everybody else and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1307">TS</a>]

00:21:48   that's fucking bullshit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1308">TS</a>]

00:21:50   his music sucks and he's got a fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1310">TS</a>]

00:21:52   stupid haircut and his glasses are dumb [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1312">TS</a>]

00:21:54   everything about this guy sucks and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1314">TS</a>]

00:21:56   fucking and that he's an asshole and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1316">TS</a>]

00:21:58   hate him and you know so that's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1318">TS</a>]

00:22:00   first comment and it's known as well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1320">TS</a>]

00:22:03   know and it gets like it gets a like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1323">TS</a>]

00:22:06   five times or something and it you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1326">TS</a>]

00:22:09   that but then there's three or four [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1329">TS</a>]

00:22:10   comments from people that are like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1330">TS</a>]

00:22:11   don't know this article seems pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1331">TS</a>]

00:22:12   well it seems pretty reasonable i mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1332">TS</a>]

00:22:15   i-i don't know if I agree that kiss is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1335">TS</a>]

00:22:17   no good because I like kiss but you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1337">TS</a>]

00:22:19   but you know a couple people defending [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1339">TS</a>]

00:22:21   or at least making that conciliatory [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1341">TS</a>]

00:22:24   facebook like medium post and then the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1344">TS</a>]

00:22:30   guy comes back and he's like no you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1350">TS</a>]

00:22:32   what you guys Bob habitat you're all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1352">TS</a>]

00:22:33   wrong and another thing about this guy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1353">TS</a>]

00:22:35   like his she's got bad taste in shoes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1355">TS</a>]

00:22:38   and he's like Ed perturb and so finally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1358">TS</a>]

00:22:40   of course I'll III show up here I come [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1360">TS</a>]

00:22:44   through the door in a cape [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1364">TS</a>]

00:22:47   I'm like huh i'm the writer of this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1367">TS</a>]

00:22:50   article and I'm reading your comments [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1370">TS</a>]

00:22:52   you know I'm reading your comments and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1372">TS</a>]

00:22:54   I'm and I feel like I'm not trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1374">TS</a>]

00:22:57   attack anybody with this article I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1377">TS</a>]

00:22:59   just expressing who i am i'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1379">TS</a>]

00:23:00   talking from my perspective it's not a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1380">TS</a>]

00:23:03   bad thing and so angry guy comes back in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1383">TS</a>]

00:23:08   and now he feels a little bit like o.o [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1388">TS</a>]

00:23:10   the there's an adulterer like bit adults [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1390">TS</a>]

00:23:13   are in the room now so i have to pretend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1393">TS</a>]

00:23:15   I'm an adult and he's like well I'm it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1395">TS</a>]

00:23:17   very I'm very pleased to see that you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1397">TS</a>]

00:23:19   here defending yourself but I just have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1399">TS</a>]

00:23:21   to take issue with the fact that you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1401">TS</a>]

00:23:24   such a that you're so arrogant and I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1404">TS</a>]

00:23:28   like well I'm not arrogant I'm just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1408">TS</a>]

00:23:30   talking about my experience and why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1410">TS</a>]

00:23:34   would I why would I apologize for for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1414">TS</a>]

00:23:38   you know what i mean and he's and he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1418">TS</a>]

00:23:40   comes back again a third time with like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1420">TS</a>]

00:23:42   chastising me about my tone and and so i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1422">TS</a>]

00:23:46   wrote i would like you sir to read back [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1426">TS</a>]

00:23:49   on your posts on this facebook page and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1429">TS</a>]

00:23:53   reflect on your tone and then contrast [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1433">TS</a>]

00:23:57   it with my tone and tell me which tone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1437">TS</a>]

00:24:00   you prefer like my know-it-all tone that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1440">TS</a>]

00:24:03   is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1443">TS</a>]

00:24:04   like so offensive to you because I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1444">TS</a>]

00:24:05   because I'm proud of myself right you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1445">TS</a>]

00:24:08   an idiot and he's speaking truth to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1448">TS</a>]

00:24:09   power now or yeah exactly or you're like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1449">TS</a>]

00:24:12   you are pouring vitriol against someone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1452">TS</a>]

00:24:18   you don't know and don't understand and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1458">TS</a>]

00:24:21   your instinct your first instinct is to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1461">TS</a>]

00:24:23   be butthurt and up and like pissy bitchy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1463">TS</a>]

00:24:29   so what world you want to live in you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1469">TS</a>]

00:24:32   know like I'm i and and and that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1472">TS</a>]

00:24:35   idea that two to be to not apologize for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1475">TS</a>]

00:24:42   yourself is the greatest crime is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1482">TS</a>]

00:24:46   first crime you know is the is the is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1486">TS</a>]

00:24:48   the premier crime in in our internet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1488">TS</a>]

00:24:53   culture now to not begin with a I have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1493">TS</a>]

00:24:56   no right to speak but now that I've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1496">TS</a>]

00:25:00   acknowledge that i'm going to proffer my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1500">TS</a>]

00:25:02   humble opinion and I and now i'm gonna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1502">TS</a>]

00:25:06   slowly back out of the room bowing and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1506">TS</a>]

00:25:09   scraping and that and that's what's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1509">TS</a>]

00:25:11   necessary to not be to not be taken as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1511">TS</a>]

00:25:15   like a strident combative and ultimately [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1515">TS</a>]

00:25:21   like you know angry troll [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1521">TS</a>]

00:25:23   I don't get it I don't get it it's um I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1523">TS</a>]

00:25:27   think when you're doing any kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1527">TS</a>]

00:25:29   personal writing when you're talking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1529">TS</a>]

00:25:30   about yourself when you're talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1530">TS</a>]

00:25:31   yourself it as a member of society which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1531">TS</a>]

00:25:33   is what a lot of personal sites are in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1533">TS</a>]

00:25:35   some ways it's um I mean it'sit's you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1535">TS</a>]

00:25:37   have to be skillful to say something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1537">TS</a>]

00:25:39   interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1539">TS</a>]

00:25:39   it's be very skillful to say something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1539">TS</a>]

00:25:41   new and used to be somewhat courageous [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1541">TS</a>]

00:25:43   to say something honest I think it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1543">TS</a>]

00:25:44   very difficult to efficiently say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1544">TS</a>]

00:25:47   anything that's interesting and new and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1547">TS</a>]

00:25:49   honest without a lot of people getting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1549">TS</a>]

00:25:52   upset sometimes very little reason and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1552">TS</a>]

00:25:55   it isn't it isn't a mean people can sit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1555">TS</a>]

00:25:57   and I think that reads you're right i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1557">TS</a>]

00:25:58   think that people read that as arrogant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1558">TS</a>]

00:26:00   but like the thing is though if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1560">TS</a>]

00:26:03   don't want it so what do you do to not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1563">TS</a>]

00:26:04   get that reaction from people you say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1564">TS</a>]

00:26:06   something uninteresting you say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1566">TS</a>]

00:26:07   something that's not new and you say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1567">TS</a>]

00:26:09   something is dishonest you say something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1569">TS</a>]

00:26:10   that everybody can agree with because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1570">TS</a>]

00:26:11   they already think that and that's why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1571">TS</a>]

00:26:13   bother you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1573">TS</a>]

00:26:15   right thats that's just asking for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1575">TS</a>]

00:26:16   compliments and that's that's not making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1576">TS</a>]

00:26:18   anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1578">TS</a>]

00:26:19   yea yea it is an enemy and it's part of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1579">TS</a>]

00:26:22   i think the growing sense of like online [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1582">TS</a>]

00:26:24   life as a as a group think consensus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1584">TS</a>]

00:26:29   machine where we're we're not we are not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1589">TS</a>]

00:26:34   trying to invent something new right now [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1594">TS</a>]

00:26:37   in our at this moment in our culture we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1597">TS</a>]

00:26:40   are not trying to put a man on the moon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1600">TS</a>]

00:26:41   we are not trying to push the boundaries [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1601">TS</a>]

00:26:46   of what it is to be a you know human [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1606">TS</a>]

00:26:49   animal or 0 or a global culture we are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1609">TS</a>]

00:26:52   just at least online just trying to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1612">TS</a>]

00:26:57   round off all the nubs and sand the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1617">TS</a>]

00:27:02   corners and figure out and and basically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1622">TS</a>]

00:27:04   like shout people into a consensus that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1624">TS</a>]

00:27:08   makes us feel like that validates our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1628">TS</a>]

00:27:10   own prejudices and figure out how much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1630">TS</a>]

00:27:14   of that is about corralling a temporary [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1634">TS</a>]

00:27:17   tribe of people who categorically agree [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1637">TS</a>]

00:27:19   on who is a bad person and why they can [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1639">TS</a>]

00:27:22   ask yourself how many things that people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1642">TS</a>]

00:27:24   consider like important conversations [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1644">TS</a>]

00:27:26   all mostly stopped at who's a bad person [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1646">TS</a>]

00:27:29   and why [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1649">TS</a>]

00:27:29   uh-huh and then ask yourself what you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1649">TS</a>]

00:27:31   get out of that in terms of making [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1651">TS</a>]

00:27:33   something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1653">TS</a>]

00:27:34   well yeah you're not making any [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1654">TS</a>]

00:27:36   specially if 36 hours you move on to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1656">TS</a>]

00:27:38   find another tribe that you can agree [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1658">TS</a>]

00:27:39   with and I really do I really honestly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1659">TS</a>]

00:27:42   do believe that but I mean you know of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1662">TS</a>]

00:27:45   several years ago 10 years ago we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1665">TS</a>]

00:27:47   very worried about the Millennials and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1667">TS</a>]

00:27:50   don't want to dump on the Millennials [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1670">TS</a>]

00:27:52   because I some of the smartest people I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1672">TS</a>]

00:27:53   know are part of that generation is so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1673">TS</a>]

00:27:55   arrogant and some of the fuck you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1675">TS</a>]

00:27:57   some of the funniest stuff that is being [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1677">TS</a>]

00:28:00   bandied about is coming from Millennials [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1680">TS</a>]

00:28:03   who have a who have a a different enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1683">TS</a>]

00:28:06   take and a kind of let you know and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1686">TS</a>]

00:28:11   power of youth but but ten years ago we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1691">TS</a>]

00:28:15   were we were all very concerned about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1695">TS</a>]

00:28:18   this brand new generation that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1698">TS</a>]

00:28:19   arriving had never gotten a bad grade no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1699">TS</a>]

00:28:23   one had ever given them an F no one has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1703">TS</a>]

00:28:25   ever told them they needed to try a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1705">TS</a>]

00:28:27   little harder [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1707">TS</a>]

00:28:28   her they were congratulated at every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1708">TS</a>]

00:28:30   step of the way and now they were 18 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1710">TS</a>]

00:28:33   years old they were entering the world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1713">TS</a>]

00:28:35   and they were really unhappy to find [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1715">TS</a>]

00:28:39   that they didn't get a round of applause [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1719">TS</a>]

00:28:41   every time they pooped and this was you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1721">TS</a>]

00:28:44   know this was ten years ago when we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1724">TS</a>]

00:28:45   adults and we were like oh there's a new [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1725">TS</a>]

00:28:47   generation arriving on the scene and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1727">TS</a>]

00:28:49   it's kind of weird interacting with them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1729">TS</a>]

00:28:52   because they are indignant that you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1732">TS</a>]

00:28:55   like and and their indignant is you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1735">TS</a>]

00:29:01   we were characterizing it as this as a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1741">TS</a>]

00:29:03   product of this era of no bad grades k-8 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1743">TS</a>]

00:29:08   if I effective make it worse they seldom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1748">TS</a>]

00:29:11   seldom analyzed and ignorance but it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1751">TS</a>]

00:29:15   really felt like something that arrive [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1755">TS</a>]

00:29:17   by fedex one day and that they really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1757">TS</a>]

00:29:18   completely deserved was this just this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1758">TS</a>]

00:29:20   constant sense of like explain i don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1760">TS</a>]

00:29:23   mean to be negative about it but I just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1763">TS</a>]

00:29:25   got this sense of-of always looking for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1765">TS</a>]

00:29:28   bad stuff and everything as a way to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1768">TS</a>]

00:29:31   explain why your life sucks right and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1771">TS</a>]

00:29:33   and and and crucially unreflective [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1773">TS</a>]

00:29:35   that's that's exactly right they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1775">TS</a>]

00:29:37   not reflecting inwardly they're fine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1777">TS</a>]

00:29:40   reflecting on other people and we're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1780">TS</a>]

00:29:41   planning on what they need to be doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1781">TS</a>]

00:29:43   differently be more unhappy like them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1783">TS</a>]

00:29:45   yeah well so here we are 10 years later [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1785">TS</a>]

00:29:47   and we're no longer really talking about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1787">TS</a>]

00:29:50   Millennials in that way because that was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1790">TS</a>]

00:29:52   that was the way that we thought about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1792">TS</a>]

00:29:54   them when they were newly minted adults [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1794">TS</a>]

00:29:56   they weren't kids anymore but they still [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1796">TS</a>]

00:29:58   were very kid-like now that generation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1798">TS</a>]

00:30:01   is in its thirties and it is it is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1801">TS</a>]

00:30:06   producing a lot of culture it is really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1806">TS</a>]

00:30:09   like it is really generating that it the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1809">TS</a>]

00:30:13   tone of the conversation and and so i'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1813">TS</a>]

00:30:17   i'm beginning to try and do what we've [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1817">TS</a>]

00:30:19   done with every generation so far in my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1819">TS</a>]

00:30:21   life which is kind of slop them in to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1821">TS</a>]

00:30:24   what the story is you know what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1824">TS</a>]

00:30:27   story of our culture is and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1827">TS</a>]

00:30:29   Millennials are typically the children [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1829">TS</a>]

00:30:31   of baby boomers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1831">TS</a>]

00:30:33   and you're in my generation is this this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1833">TS</a>]

00:30:37   intergeneration that is largely going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1837">TS</a>]

00:30:39   be forgotten [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1839">TS</a>]

00:30:40   you know we're a smaller population wise [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1840">TS</a>]

00:30:44   words were much smaller than the Boomers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1844">TS</a>]

00:30:47   before us or their children after us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1847">TS</a>]

00:30:49   there fewer of us and we're going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1849">TS</a>]

00:30:52   marginalized we already are marginalized [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1852">TS</a>]

00:30:55   we always were marginalized when we were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1855">TS</a>]

00:30:58   18 the popular music on the charts was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1858">TS</a>]

00:31:02   still boomer music and we had our brief [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1862">TS</a>]

00:31:06   moment in the early nineties where our [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1866">TS</a>]

00:31:08   culture poked through for a little while [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1868">TS</a>]

00:31:11   and we were regarded as a sulky entitled [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1871">TS</a>]

00:31:17   generation ourselves and then we just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1877">TS</a>]

00:31:21   got like we just sort of got dust heaped [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1881">TS</a>]

00:31:25   as the culture moved on like they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1885">TS</a>]

00:31:28   weren't really interested in hearing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1888">TS</a>]

00:31:30   from us anymore whatever it was that we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1890">TS</a>]

00:31:33   contributed was just kind of like ironic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1893">TS</a>]

00:31:37   and everything every year we're moving [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1897">TS</a>]

00:31:39   more and more out of the target demo [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1899">TS</a>]

00:31:41   yeah right you know we were like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1901">TS</a>]

00:31:43   sneer errs who sneered our way right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1903">TS</a>]

00:31:46   into like a position where we acquiesce [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1906">TS</a>]

00:31:50   to total sellout status which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1910">TS</a>]

00:31:53   invalidated entirely our prior sneery [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1913">TS</a>]

00:31:56   mentality you know like we we self [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1916">TS</a>]

00:32:00   invalidated ourselves in a way that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1920">TS</a>]

00:32:04   it took the Boomers 25 years to do and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1924">TS</a>]

00:32:08   we just got on it pretty-pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1928">TS</a>]

00:32:10   announced today that the idea of selling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1930">TS</a>]

00:32:12   out is it is disappearing away we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1932">TS</a>]

00:32:15   couldn't imagine even five years ago [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1935">TS</a>]

00:32:17   yeah right and and and in it in one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1937">TS</a>]

00:32:19   sense good riddens because that was that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1939">TS</a>]

00:32:21   was self-defeating but in another sense [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1941">TS</a>]

00:32:23   everything isn't there everything is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1943">TS</a>]

00:32:25   marketing now I mean everything is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1945">TS</a>]

00:32:28   marketing including journalism I mean [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1948">TS</a>]

00:32:31   things that we thought were were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1951">TS</a>]

00:32:32   unassailable including a personality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1952">TS</a>]

00:32:34   your personality you're a mean every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1954">TS</a>]

00:32:37   fucking thing and I say that as somebody [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1957">TS</a>]

00:32:39   who who embraces the fact that you and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1959">TS</a>]

00:32:43   have found an advertiser for our program [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1963">TS</a>]

00:32:45   hello [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1965">TS</a>]

00:32:46   like love a love the idea of making a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1966">TS</a>]

00:32:52   living doing creative work but my god i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1972">TS</a>]

00:32:54   go on the internet i'm trying to find a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1974">TS</a>]

00:32:58   thing I want to search for the the I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1978">TS</a>]

00:33:00   want to search for some information on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1980">TS</a>]

00:33:02   the thirty years war and the fucking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/1982">TS</a>]

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00:33:28   in a world now where Millennials have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2008">TS</a>]

00:33:31   have have melted into the larger adult [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2011">TS</a>]

00:33:35   population and have brought their values [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2015">TS</a>]

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00:33:47   founded in an untruth which is the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2027">TS</a>]

00:33:51   untruth being that everyone is special [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2031">TS</a>]

00:33:53   and we feel that to be intrinsically [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2033">TS</a>]

00:33:58   untrue and an unexamined lie but it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2038">TS</a>]

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00:34:11   cannot take a 30 year old and segregate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2051">TS</a>]

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00:34:16   like well you still are you sir are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2056">TS</a>]

00:34:19   still living in a state of delusion [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2059">TS</a>]

00:34:21   whereas we at 45 have exclusive access [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2061">TS</a>]

00:34:25   to the truth because the baby boomers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2065">TS</a>]

00:34:27   ahead of us are also living in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2067">TS</a>]

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00:34:31   that step here the claim of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2071">TS</a>]

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00:34:42   kid I have a kid that are part of a jet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2082">TS</a>]

00:34:44   part of a generation that we have to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2084">TS</a>]

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00:34:51   their viewpoint is kind of pain now and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2091">TS</a>]

00:34:54   our are Millennials [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2094">TS</a>]

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00:35:01   know our are they establishing what the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2101">TS</a>]

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00:35:45   should teach them science until trail [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2145">TS</a>]

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00:35:55   tools and math right teach them math [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2155">TS</a>]

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00:36:26   had read any token I have a feeling most [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2186">TS</a>]

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00:36:40   to a lot of people i have read all the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2200">TS</a>]

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00:36:47   it's impossible to read that's like much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2207">TS</a>]

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00:36:50   it's like reading a hundred years of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2210">TS</a>]

00:36:52   solitude if all the story was taken out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2212">TS</a>]

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00:37:59   on the line we could not do it without [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2279">TS</a>]

00:38:00   the one Tolkien I haven't read is his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2280">TS</a>]

00:38:06   apparently genius translation of Beowulf [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2286">TS</a>]

00:38:09   which went unpublished until very [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2289">TS</a>]

00:38:13   recently that was his like his a cassie [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2293">TS</a>]

00:38:18   is young master work before he did all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2298">TS</a>]

00:38:21   the other before he did the fantasy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2301">TS</a>]

00:38:22   writing he wrote this like really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2302">TS</a>]

00:38:25   translation of Beowulf and then never [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2305">TS</a>]

00:38:27   published it just sat on it huh and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2307">TS</a>]

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00:38:32   state has finally published yeah but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2312">TS</a>]

00:38:35   gotta be careful what you leave on your [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2315">TS</a>]

00:38:36   computer yeah I'm shaman know another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2316">TS</a>]

00:38:39   beer sketches by genre but he he wrote [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2319">TS</a>]

00:38:45   this thing and I think it might have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2325">TS</a>]

00:38:46   been his leaves of grass he kept writing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2326">TS</a>]

00:38:48   it or or no monkeying with all didn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2328">TS</a>]

00:38:51   think it was ready I don't know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2331">TS</a>]

00:38:53   but george RR martin very curious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2333">TS</a>]

00:38:58   character very interesting to interact [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2338">TS</a>]

00:39:01   with him who he is a nerd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2341">TS</a>]

00:39:10   oh really yes but of the old-school you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2350">TS</a>]

00:39:15   know like remember when we were young [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2355">TS</a>]

00:39:17   nerds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2357">TS</a>]

00:39:19   yes and the difference between the Nerds [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2359">TS</a>]

00:39:24   that you know that play Dungeons and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2364">TS</a>]

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00:39:29   trying to learn sword Smith three you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2369">TS</a>]

00:39:37   remember there were you know they were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2377">TS</a>]

00:39:39   real nerds even when we were nerds who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2379">TS</a>]

00:39:42   were just a dimension beyond like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2382">TS</a>]

00:39:45   guys who talked about swords there was a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2385">TS</a>]

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00:39:51   science class who was a friend of mine [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2391">TS</a>]

00:39:53   we talked about we talked about fantasy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2393">TS</a>]

00:39:57   writing and science fiction together and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2397">TS</a>]

00:40:00   we enjoyed Dungeons and Dragons culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2400">TS</a>]

00:40:04   but he had notebooks full of designs of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2404">TS</a>]

00:40:10   swords that he was sincere about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2410">TS</a>]

00:40:14   learning the ancient arts swordmaking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2414">TS</a>]

00:40:20   222 craft these swords to shoo them out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2420">TS</a>]

00:40:25   of the metal and i remember at the time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2425">TS</a>]

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00:40:33   that is you are choosing to pursue [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2433">TS</a>]

00:40:38   esoterica down a rabbit hole to the end [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2438">TS</a>]

00:40:44   like swordmaking is never going it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2444">TS</a>]

00:40:47   relevant it's never going to be relevant [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2447">TS</a>]

00:40:49   now it's you are on a siding and i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2449">TS</a>]

00:40:54   appreciate like that that I appreciate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2454">TS</a>]

00:40:58   the art I appreciate the history I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2458">TS</a>]

00:41:00   appreciate everything about it but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2460">TS</a>]

00:41:02   and I think there was a part of what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2462">TS</a>]

00:41:03   what what what made it possible for him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2463">TS</a>]

00:41:07   or what made it exciting was that there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2467">TS</a>]

00:41:12   was a part of the fantasy where he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2472">TS</a>]

00:41:16   believed that maybe one day civilization [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2476">TS</a>]

00:41:20   would crumble and swords would be the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2480">TS</a>]

00:41:24   way we interact with each other again [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2484">TS</a>]

00:41:26   telling a freethinker like you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2486">TS</a>]

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00:41:29   like he's definitely he's got his own [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2489">TS</a>]

00:41:30   thoughts about how stuff is going to go [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2490">TS</a>]

00:41:33   he's not he's not doing it to be cool [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2493">TS</a>]

00:41:35   he's not doing it because you know it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2495">TS</a>]

00:41:37   the next obvious step given that his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2497">TS</a>]

00:41:38   father's a swordsmith he's got a larger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2498">TS</a>]

00:41:40   world view [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2500">TS</a>]

00:41:41   yeah and I feel like there's a there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2501">TS</a>]

00:41:44   part of steampunk culture renfaire [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2504">TS</a>]

00:41:47   culture fantasy culture cosplay culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2507">TS</a>]

00:41:52   that is that it the there are under [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2512">TS</a>]

00:41:58   under threads undertones of apocalypse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2518">TS</a>]

00:42:02   in those things you know people are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2522">TS</a>]

00:42:06   aware that they are in my charity and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2526">TS</a>]

00:42:10   they are enjoying these cultures and and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2530">TS</a>]

00:42:13   I cannot help but feel like they all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2533">TS</a>]

00:42:16   secretly hope that the grid goes down [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2536">TS</a>]

00:42:21   certainly can read done a little bit [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2541">TS</a>]

00:42:24   that these are red dawn fantasies and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2544">TS</a>]

00:42:26   that when the grid does go down their [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2546">TS</a>]

00:42:30   swords smithing there uh you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2550">TS</a>]

00:42:33   fact that they can cook a hearty meal in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2553">TS</a>]

00:42:35   a kettle the fact that they know how to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2555">TS</a>]

00:42:38   entertain themselves with just a flute [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2558">TS</a>]

00:42:40   and foot bells they've dealt with in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2560">TS</a>]

00:42:43   period lice and that's right that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2563">TS</a>]

00:42:46   right thing in the civil war thing you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2566">TS</a>]

00:42:48   gotta it's okay if you have please like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2568">TS</a>]

00:42:49   that makes it more realistic [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2569">TS</a>]

00:42:50   yeah you figure figure out the fleas in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2570">TS</a>]

00:42:52   the lights you figure out that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2572">TS</a>]

00:42:55   though that suddenly those skills which [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2575">TS</a>]

00:42:57   we all thought were laughable are going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2577">TS</a>]

00:42:59   to be are going to come in very handy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2579">TS</a>]

00:43:02   and the traveling minstrels and the and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2582">TS</a>]

00:43:07   the the jugglers and the Juggalos [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2587">TS</a>]

00:43:10   what are all technology just waiting for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2590">TS</a>]

00:43:14   the apocalypse they are and I and I feel [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2594">TS</a>]

00:43:16   like I mean and this may be the the this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2596">TS</a>]

00:43:18   may be my cold war childhood speaking [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2598">TS</a>]

00:43:21   but I cannot help but think all these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2601">TS</a>]

00:43:23   alternative cultures are in some ways [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2603">TS</a>]

00:43:26   secret apocalypse cults and everybody is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2606">TS</a>]

00:43:30   privately preparing for what they have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2610">TS</a>]

00:43:33   because this is absolutely true [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2613">TS</a>]

00:43:34   on the flipside like all the gun nuts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2614">TS</a>]

00:43:37   all the survivalists all the people who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2617">TS</a>]

00:43:39   are more out about what they call [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2619">TS</a>]

00:43:44   preparing for the race riots or [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2624">TS</a>]

00:43:48   preparing for the water wars are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2628">TS</a>]

00:43:50   preparing for the when the government [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2630">TS</a>]

00:43:53   comes and what they're really doing is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2633">TS</a>]

00:43:55   fantasizing about those things they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2635">TS</a>]

00:43:57   praying for those eventualities because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2637">TS</a>]

00:44:01   their preparation is like it's so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2641">TS</a>]

00:44:04   excited they're so enthusiastic about it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2644">TS</a>]

00:44:08   they are hoping to God that the grid [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2648">TS</a>]

00:44:12   goes down and that they are defending [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2652">TS</a>]

00:44:14   their homes against hordes and anna and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2654">TS</a>]

00:44:20   i really feel like like the fantasy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2660">TS</a>]

00:44:22   world and the and the what we you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2662">TS</a>]

00:44:25   what we think of as the nerd world at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2665">TS</a>]

00:44:29   least the at least the steampunky ran [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2669">TS</a>]

00:44:31   fairy artisanal craftsman side of things [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2671">TS</a>]

00:44:36   it's also like suddenly prepping for the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2676">TS</a>]

00:44:41   for the end times in and the other did [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2681">TS</a>]

00:44:43   never never thought of that because when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2683">TS</a>]

00:44:45   you think about somebody you know that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2685">TS</a>]

00:44:47   the typical thing would be when you say [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2687">TS</a>]

00:44:49   like not even renfaire just like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2689">TS</a>]

00:44:50   medieval Middle Ages kind of dressup [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2690">TS</a>]

00:44:53   thinking why would you want to spend [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2693">TS</a>]

00:44:55   your weekend acting like you're living [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2695">TS</a>]

00:44:57   in this really squalid time with no [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2697">TS</a>]

00:44:59   resources and you know horrible health [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2699">TS</a>]

00:45:03   conditions and terrible food and if you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2703">TS</a>]

00:45:05   look at instead instead of looking to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2705">TS</a>]

00:45:07   the past and pining is the instead of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2707">TS</a>]

00:45:09   thinking let's look into the future and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2709">TS</a>]

00:45:10   preparing yeah thats turkey leg is going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2710">TS</a>]

00:45:12   to look pretty good couple years I think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2712">TS</a>]

00:45:15   what they're doing is making apocalypse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2715">TS</a>]

00:45:16   fun [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2716">TS</a>]

00:45:17   and and you know and its really like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2717">TS</a>]

00:45:23   tech people who are right in the middle [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2723">TS</a>]

00:45:26   of the culture who are you know the tech [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2726">TS</a>]

00:45:30   people are betting that everything keeps [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2730">TS</a>]

00:45:34   going you know protect people are laying [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2734">TS</a>]

00:45:37   the groundwork for the fact that the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2737">TS</a>]

00:45:40   grid does not go down and that really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2740">TS</a>]

00:45:42   the skill sets that are going to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2742">TS</a>]

00:45:44   needed in the future our skill sets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2744">TS</a>]

00:45:47   built on what we're doing now and it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2747">TS</a>]

00:45:51   like that conversation i had with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2751">TS</a>]

00:45:53   jonathan coulton many years ago when you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2753">TS</a>]

00:45:56   know when my daughter was born his kids [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2756">TS</a>]

00:45:59   are a little bit older than mine and I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2759">TS</a>]

00:46:01   was like you know I was expressing my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2761">TS</a>]

00:46:03   kind of hippie like suspicion of screen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2763">TS</a>]

00:46:06   time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2766">TS</a>]

00:46:06   well i don't think i'm going to you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2766">TS</a>]

00:46:08   i don't think i'm likely going to let my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2768">TS</a>]

00:46:10   kid what you look very interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2770">TS</a>]

00:46:11   thoughts on that that really have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2771">TS</a>]

00:46:12   heavily influenced me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2772">TS</a>]

00:46:14   yeah and he he was like well why are you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2774">TS</a>]

00:46:16   doing that like all they're going to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2776">TS</a>]

00:46:19   have our screens in the future where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2779">TS</a>]

00:46:22   we're going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2782">TS</a>]

00:46:23   the future where we're going where [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2783">TS</a>]

00:46:25   that's going to be their lot they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2785">TS</a>]

00:46:27   lighter in which we will spend the rest [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2787">TS</a>]

00:46:29   of our lives right and so the longer you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2789">TS</a>]

00:46:32   deprive her of screens it's like you are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2792">TS</a>]

00:46:36   it's like you are refusing to let her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2796">TS</a>]

00:46:38   use a fork because they didn't use to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2798">TS</a>]

00:46:41   have Forks or something like these are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2801">TS</a>]

00:46:43   tools things like a even ate like to me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2803">TS</a>]

00:46:45   this is super productive but might that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2805">TS</a>]

00:46:47   I walked away with thinking well you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2807">TS</a>]

00:46:49   know I i want i read so much bullshit i [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2809">TS</a>]

00:46:52   don't like to my daughter but she wants [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2812">TS</a>]

00:46:55   to read it so it doesn't matter if it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2815">TS</a>]

00:46:57   barbie or my little pony or green [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2817">TS</a>]

00:46:59   lantern like I will read it to her [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2819">TS</a>]

00:47:01   because she wants to be read to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2821">TS</a>]

00:47:03   I want her to hear lots of words I want [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2823">TS</a>]

00:47:05   her to read lots of words and if those [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2825">TS</a>]

00:47:07   are the words to get her excited that's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2827">TS</a>]

00:47:09   good i i music there's a part of me that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2829">TS</a>]

00:47:11   I really admit this is reductive but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2831">TS</a>]

00:47:12   after to having that conversation with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2832">TS</a>]

00:47:14   with you know we have different names [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2834">TS</a>]

00:47:16   John that falling really different sides [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2836">TS</a>]

00:47:17   of the fence about this it's interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2837">TS</a>]

00:47:18   to talk to them about this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2838">TS</a>]

00:47:20   no yeah they argue with one another and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2840">TS</a>]

00:47:23   still they still do but you know but for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2843">TS</a>]

00:47:25   me it's like that's the new literacy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2845">TS</a>]

00:47:27   like it just doesn't feel like literacy [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2847">TS</a>]

00:47:28   to us I so what I say to my daughter [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2848">TS</a>]

00:47:31   you're only allowed to look at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2851">TS</a>]

00:47:32   educational books for an hour a day I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2852">TS</a>]

00:47:34   know it's not exactly the same thing you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2854">TS</a>]

00:47:37   can look at books but they need to be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2857">TS</a>]

00:47:38   educational there was a time when people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2858">TS</a>]

00:47:40   thought books were like or something [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2860">TS</a>]

00:47:41   they're gonna be really upsetting a time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2861">TS</a>]

00:47:43   with a you know theocracy in place like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2863">TS</a>]

00:47:45   that's really dangerous information [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2865">TS</a>]

00:47:46   well I mean I feel like even when she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2866">TS</a>]

00:47:48   playing monument valley like even when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2868">TS</a>]

00:47:50   she's trying to buy and failing thank [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2870">TS</a>]

00:47:52   God to buy buy toys for talking a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2872">TS</a>]

00:47:54   cartoon cat on a screen like at the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2874">TS</a>]

00:47:56   time she's learning to manipulate that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2876">TS</a>]

00:47:57   she's learned that she's learning to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2877">TS</a>]

00:47:59   type a little bit and I didn't really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2879">TS</a>]

00:48:01   learn to type until I was like 18 right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2881">TS</a>]

00:48:04   and Mike my God if you don't have that I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2884">TS</a>]

00:48:06   mean god bless the people who don't play [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2886">TS</a>]

00:48:08   their kids recorded music and make them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2888">TS</a>]

00:48:10   play with blocks [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2890">TS</a>]

00:48:11   haha we have a friend who goes to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2891">TS</a>]

00:48:13   waldorf and water is a very interesting [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2893">TS</a>]

00:48:15   educational program but it on the face [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2895">TS</a>]

00:48:18   of it freaks me out a little bit like my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2898">TS</a>]

00:48:20   psu group also well I don't know enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2900">TS</a>]

00:48:23   about it everybody does what r says it's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2903">TS</a>]

00:48:24   not as bad as it sounds but you know the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2904">TS</a>]

00:48:26   idea is it's really all about playing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2906">TS</a>]

00:48:27   playing play which is great but like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2907">TS</a>]

00:48:29   play with fairly simple toys and you're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2909">TS</a>]

00:48:31   not supposed to listen to recorded music [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2911">TS</a>]

00:48:32   you've never let you never do anything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2912">TS</a>]

00:48:34   with screens at all until a certain age [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2914">TS</a>]

00:48:36   and anyway I don't be productive about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2916">TS</a>]

00:48:38   it but like for me like I feel like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2918">TS</a>]

00:48:40   somewhat my life has been made so much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2920">TS</a>]

00:48:42   better and frustrating sometimes [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2922">TS</a>]

00:48:44   bye-bye this computer stuff but we have [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2924">TS</a>]

00:48:46   to understand that back to your thing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2926">TS</a>]

00:48:47   about the Millennials we still think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2927">TS</a>]

00:48:48   about this computer stuff for them [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2928">TS</a>]

00:48:50   that's just life in the sooner like she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2930">TS</a>]

00:48:52   gets good at that version of life the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2932">TS</a>]

00:48:54   more prepared she'll be to make good [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2934">TS</a>]

00:48:55   decisions when that stuff gets weird [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2935">TS</a>]

00:48:57   which it will in a couple years right [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2937">TS</a>]

00:48:59   anyway I've never so far off george RR [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2939">TS</a>]

00:49:02   martin but-but-but but-but-but in what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2942">TS</a>]

00:49:05   you're saying so I swear I I feel like I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2945">TS</a>]

00:49:08   feel like it's very interesting how much [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2948">TS</a>]

00:49:10   how how many trends in the popular [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2950">TS</a>]

00:49:16   culture in and sort of every direction [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2956">TS</a>]

00:49:18   of every political stripe can be traced [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2958">TS</a>]

00:49:22   back to a kind of 222 an apocalypse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2962">TS</a>]

00:49:27   origin story and the mainstream [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2967">TS</a>]

00:49:33   culture just putters along in a state of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2973">TS</a>]

00:49:35   of like unreflective mass of block step [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2975">TS</a>]

00:49:42   informant even the negative thinking is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2982">TS</a>]

00:49:44   that things will get worse in a way that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2984">TS</a>]

00:49:46   will mostly understand [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2986">TS</a>]

00:49:47   yeah right its gonna be like oh but you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2987">TS</a>]

00:49:50   know it's gonna be hard it's gonna be [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2990">TS</a>]

00:49:51   harder to it's gonna be harder to get a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2991">TS</a>]

00:49:53   my shade of lipstick in the future [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2993">TS</a>]

00:49:56   because uh because apparently it's not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/2996">TS</a>]

00:50:00   as your Selina Kyle and the dark knight [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3000">TS</a>]

00:50:02   rises like great cosmetics after she got [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3002">TS</a>]

00:50:06   off the electricity [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3006">TS</a>]

00:50:07   she really did and I did I can only [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3007">TS</a>]

00:50:09   assume that she spent all the time she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3009">TS</a>]

00:50:11   wasn't on screen like up at macys going [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3011">TS</a>]

00:50:14   through the darkened I think it's clear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3014">TS</a>]

00:50:16   that she moved into account a mac [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3016">TS</a>]

00:50:17   cosmetics store before being shut off [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3017">TS</a>]

00:50:19   all the attack [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3019">TS</a>]

00:50:20   yes and she's just to disappear for a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3020">TS</a>]

00:50:22   while you'd be like where did you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3022">TS</a>]

00:50:24   did you notice that I was like personal [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3024">TS</a>]

00:50:25   and halfway very beautiful woman but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3025">TS</a>]

00:50:27   like which everybody else [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3027">TS</a>]

00:50:29   it looks like half a Dickens character [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3029">TS</a>]

00:50:30   that she looks amazing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3030">TS</a>]

00:50:33   well this is the thing I think a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3033">TS</a>]

00:50:34   the female superheroes what we forget is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3034">TS</a>]

00:50:36   that their mask is makeup right they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3036">TS</a>]

00:50:40   don't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3040">TS</a>]

00:50:41   the female superheroes often do not wear [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3041">TS</a>]

00:50:42   masks because they because they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3042">TS</a>]

00:50:45   pretty face is necessary and so Batman [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3045">TS</a>]

00:50:48   and bein have these hideous the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3048">TS</a>]

00:50:50   appendages on their faces [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3050">TS</a>]

00:50:53   she is you know it's it's a it's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3053">TS</a>]

00:50:57   skin-tight bodysuit and a animated face [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3057">TS</a>]

00:51:00   like that's her costume but in any case [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3060">TS</a>]

00:51:04   the tech people are the ones that are [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3064">TS</a>]

00:51:07   curious to me because they are not part [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3067">TS</a>]

00:51:10   of the lockstep mass culture that is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3070">TS</a>]

00:51:12   just going into the future and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3072">TS</a>]

00:51:15   reflectively they often trend culturally [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3075">TS</a>]

00:51:19   with with these like apocalypse and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3079">TS</a>]

00:51:22   modern primitive calls but everything [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3082">TS</a>]

00:51:26   that they do is contingent on if a on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3086">TS</a>]

00:51:30   faith that technology and technology [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3090">TS</a>]

00:51:35   will survive that progress is linear and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3095">TS</a>]

00:51:38   always you know always building on the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3098">TS</a>]

00:51:42   last thing and that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3102">TS</a>]

00:51:44   that you know that if your kid doesn't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3104">TS</a>]

00:51:48   learn the swipe gesture across asswipe [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3108">TS</a>]

00:51:51   screen that 10 years from now they won't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3111">TS</a>]

00:51:55   they won't be able to even read a book [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3115">TS</a>]

00:51:59   because everything will let the swiping [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3119">TS</a>]

00:52:01   is like once but now that we're in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3121">TS</a>]

00:52:04   swipe world everything will follow from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3124">TS</a>]

00:52:07   the swype and that's a that is a curious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3127">TS</a>]

00:52:12   kind of faith and a curious like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3132">TS</a>]

00:52:17   whatever the Articles of Confederation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3137">TS</a>]

00:52:19   are of people that go to Macworld and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3139">TS</a>]

00:52:24   are like tell us [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3144">TS</a>]

00:52:26   oracle with what what are the new you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3146">TS</a>]

00:52:30   know are finding his lips [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3150">TS</a>]

00:52:31   yeah what are the new swipes is plural [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3151">TS</a>]

00:52:33   marriage allowed yet in at back world if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3153">TS</a>]

00:52:38   not it's only a matter of time like that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3158">TS</a>]

00:52:41   that whole that whole subset of and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3161">TS</a>]

00:52:44   which makes up a huge part of my world [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3164">TS</a>]

00:52:46   the people that I know and r & m friends [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3166">TS</a>]

00:52:50   with we discuss you at the meetings I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3170">TS</a>]

00:52:52   know you do online journal like and its [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3172">TS</a>]

00:52:55   allies get see it there's a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3175">TS</a>]

00:52:57   livejournal talk that's like when is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3177">TS</a>]

00:52:59   just when are we gonna finally when will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3179">TS</a>]

00:53:01   jontron into the room when well Jon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3181">TS</a>]

00:53:03   teach the swipe his negativity has [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3183">TS</a>]

00:53:08   become problematic apocalypse apocalypse [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3188">TS</a>]

00:53:13   george RR martin here here here was the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3193">TS</a>]

00:53:19   first story that george RR martin told [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3199">TS</a>]

00:53:21   me I said how to you and your wife meet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3201">TS</a>]

00:53:24   and he said in the early seventies she [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3204">TS</a>]

00:53:31   was she worked for Ringling Brothers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3211">TS</a>]

00:53:33   Circus and we went to a early convention [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3213">TS</a>]

00:53:42   cut comics convention [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3222">TS</a>]

00:53:45   and because it was the early seventies [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3225">TS</a>]

00:53:47   there was an all like a women-only sauna [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3227">TS</a>]

00:53:53   at the comics convention and I went into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3233">TS</a>]

00:53:59   the women's only sauna naked to liberate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3239">TS</a>]

00:54:04   the gender bias inherent you know in a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3244">TS</a>]

00:54:08   woman's only sana-i I went in there as [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3248">TS</a>]

00:54:12   like a as a warrior men's rights warrior [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3252">TS</a>]

00:54:17   so what's already 1971 or whatever [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3257">TS</a>]

00:54:20   that's very courageous and she it's the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3260">TS</a>]

00:54:24   real oh she felt like there is no it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3264">TS</a>]

00:54:28   very appealing my you know my bolt the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3268">TS</a>]

00:54:30   seasoning serious this is the real story [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3270">TS</a>]

00:54:33   yeah and I was just like I mean I'm [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3273">TS</a>]

00:54:38   standing on top of like a teetering pile [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3278">TS</a>]

00:54:42   of like under stories or I'm just like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3282">TS</a>]

00:54:45   okay wait a minute now what will [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3285">TS</a>]

00:54:47   she's she works for Ringling Brothers [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3287">TS</a>]

00:54:49   you guys are at a at a world con there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3289">TS</a>]

00:54:52   is a woman's only sauna that you were [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3292">TS</a>]

00:54:55   liberating and that's how you met and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3295">TS</a>]

00:55:00   he's like well I mean I was you know my [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3300">TS</a>]

00:55:03   wife hit bottom of the hill [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3303">TS</a>]

00:55:04   exactly he may your wife of john bands [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3304">TS</a>]

00:55:08   like show he and he's like well and then [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3308">TS</a>]

00:55:11   I married someone else for a period but [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3311">TS</a>]

00:55:14   then we met again always look prettier [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3314">TS</a>]

00:55:16   for Windows but I was like okay this is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3316">TS</a>]

00:55:20   all happening in 1971 this is a separate [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3320">TS</a>]

00:55:23   thread of the culture that goes back a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3323">TS</a>]

00:55:29   long long time that he is one of the you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3329">TS</a>]

00:55:32   know he's one of the early early early [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3332">TS</a>]

00:55:34   he said he you know worldcon was like a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3334">TS</a>]

00:55:36   big part of his his universe at a time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3336">TS</a>]

00:55:43   up the where with the the coach culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3343">TS</a>]

00:55:49   at large and even the nerd historians [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3349">TS</a>]

00:55:52   like have a hard time going that far [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3352">TS</a>]

00:55:55   back in the culture to a time when like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3355">TS</a>]

00:55:58   I I so I and I swear to you that that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3358">TS</a>]

00:56:03   they they absolutely were probably [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3363">TS</a>]

00:56:05   wearing puffy sleeve garments there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3365">TS</a>]

00:56:08   might have been a good jingle stick gets [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3368">TS</a>]

00:56:12   our apt though and so I'm I'm like I am [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3372">TS</a>]

00:56:16   so enthralled and so elated picturing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3376">TS</a>]

00:56:20   these nerds at the dawn of what we think [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3380">TS</a>]

00:56:25   of as like fan culture and so his wife [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3385">TS</a>]

00:56:30   is sitting there and I'm like tell me [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3390">TS</a>]

00:56:32   your version of this story and she's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3392">TS</a>]

00:56:34   like well you know what Iowa i'm a fan I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3394">TS</a>]

00:56:37   am one of the early fans and we were the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3397">TS</a>]

00:56:40   first generation of people who recognize [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3400">TS</a>]

00:56:42   that being a fan was its own thing and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3402">TS</a>]

00:56:49   I've spent my whole life as a fan of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3409">TS</a>]

00:56:51   science fiction and um and fantasy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3411">TS</a>]

00:56:58   it's made a beautiful life for me so [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3418">TS</a>]

00:57:02   that's lovely [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3422">TS</a>]

00:57:03   it was extraordinary extraordinary to [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3423">TS</a>]

00:57:07   hear like that they were they created [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3427">TS</a>]

00:57:12   that culture in the quiet in a way you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3432">TS</a>]

00:57:15   know what I mean like they were not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3435">TS</a>]

00:57:16   trying to interact with the larger [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3436">TS</a>]

00:57:17   culture they found one another at these [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3437">TS</a>]

00:57:20   at these comic cons and it was an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3440">TS</a>]

00:57:24   imperfect it was an imperfect center [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3444">TS</a>]

00:57:29   probably but close enough for the circus [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3449">TS</a>]

00:57:31   people and the burlesque people and the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3451">TS</a>]

00:57:34   vaudeville people and them fantasy and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3454">TS</a>]

00:57:37   science fiction people like they all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3457">TS</a>]

00:57:40   they all found each other in a way that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3460">TS</a>]

00:57:42   I think we think of we think of that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3462">TS</a>]

00:57:44   experiencing experience happening really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3464">TS</a>]

00:57:47   in modern times like that's the nerd [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3467">TS</a>]

00:57:50   narrative but what you just described in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3470">TS</a>]

00:57:52   some ways is what how people talk about [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3472">TS</a>]

00:57:54   things like Woodstock how you get that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3474">TS</a>]

00:57:56   mean i mean and i don't mean to sound [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3476">TS</a>]

00:57:58   productive but I mean like in the same [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3478">TS</a>]

00:57:59   sense of going like there was a time [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3479">TS</a>]

00:58:00   when people who are really into free [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3480">TS</a>]

00:58:02   speech and weed and free love and beat [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3482">TS</a>]

00:58:08   poetry and all these things that now we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3488">TS</a>]

00:58:10   all just slapping the same pile [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3490">TS</a>]

00:58:12   there was a time when the all the people [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3492">TS</a>]

00:58:13   who are if you like outsiders of a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3493">TS</a>]

00:58:15   certain kind of middle-class you know [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3495">TS</a>]

00:58:17   outsider like found a commonality in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3497">TS</a>]

00:58:19   that and now that all seems really [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3499">TS</a>]

00:58:21   obvious but at the time it probably was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3501">TS</a>]

00:58:23   not that obvious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3503">TS</a>]

00:58:24   not at all and in this case it's even [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3504">TS</a>]

00:58:26   more obscure the nerd thing was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3506">TS</a>]

00:58:27   contemporaneous with that and and yet a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3507">TS</a>]

00:58:30   tiny tiny fraction of the size of you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3510">TS</a>]

00:58:34   know like it was not general interest it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3514">TS</a>]

00:58:36   was very specific so so it's also like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3516">TS</a>]

00:58:40   one underground you know that's when [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3520">TS</a>]

00:58:42   your when your body are chrome was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3522">TS</a>]

00:58:43   started to come out this rod up [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3523">TS</a>]

00:58:44   underground comics were huge then for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3524">TS</a>]

00:58:47   its the cabs are old you know which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3527">TS</a>]

00:58:49   franco is doing with with Marvel stuff [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3529">TS</a>]

00:58:51   was pretty out there that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3531">TS</a>]

00:58:53   yeah right never then everybody's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3533">TS</a>]

00:58:55   getting hi to her but so so meeting him [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3535">TS</a>]

00:58:59   and his wife and seeing their connection [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3539">TS</a>]

00:59:02   to this culture and then he has cs4 [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3542">TS</a>]

00:59:04   assistance George RR Martin's for [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3544">TS</a>]

00:59:06   systems whom he describes as his minions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3546">TS</a>]

00:59:09   they describe themselves as his main [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3549">TS</a>]

00:59:11   lights right all four of them are women [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3551">TS</a>]

00:59:16   who are a little zaftig who have dark [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3556">TS</a>]

00:59:22   curly hair but they wear in braids and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3562">TS</a>]

00:59:27   one of them is British there couple that [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3567">TS</a>]

00:59:28   are like a Americans one of them never I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3568">TS</a>]

00:59:32   never actually saw only heard spoken of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3572">TS</a>]

00:59:36   they're all like hilarious super-smart [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3576">TS</a>]

00:59:40   like in their thirties or forties and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3580">TS</a>]

00:59:47   they act as his intermediaries as his [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3587">TS</a>]

00:59:50   planners as his you know they're there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3590">TS</a>]

00:59:54   more than assistance you know they're [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3594">TS</a>]

00:59:56   like executive assistants but like there [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3596">TS</a>]

00:59:58   are four of them and they interact with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3598">TS</a>]

00:59:59   one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3599">TS</a>]

00:59:59   one [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3599">TS</a>]

01:00:00   another seamlessly like it's a culture [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3600">TS</a>]

01:00:02   night at hand and it's very captivating [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3602">TS</a>]

01:00:09   and been like why and you know when they [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3609">TS</a>]

01:00:11   kind of a flirt with him and he flirts [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3611">TS</a>]

01:00:13   with them like it's a their interactions [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3613">TS</a>]

01:00:16   are very flirty and it and it's exactly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3616">TS</a>]

01:00:20   the way that people on the jonathan [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3620">TS</a>]

01:00:23   coulton cruise or people at Comicon [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3623">TS</a>]

01:00:25   interact with one another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3625">TS</a>]

01:00:27   you know I've seen it before I've seen [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3627">TS</a>]

01:00:29   this culture before where it's there's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3629">TS</a>]

01:00:32   lot of flirtation there's a lot of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3632">TS</a>]

01:00:34   sexual energy combination like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3634">TS</a>]

01:00:37   confidence and lightness sometimes you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3637">TS</a>]

01:00:39   know what i mean but isn't it kind of [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3639">TS</a>]

01:00:40   like oh I'm I don't know what I'm doing [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3640">TS</a>]

01:00:42   I'm a flighty idiot but now like the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3642">TS</a>]

01:00:45   smart people but we're very confident [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3645">TS</a>]

01:00:46   and as you like to say like aren't [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3646">TS</a>]

01:00:48   asking for your approval about how this [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3648">TS</a>]

01:00:50   is going exactly and I think if you if [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3650">TS</a>]

01:00:52   you got into a political conversation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3652">TS</a>]

01:00:54   with anyone of them their politics would [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3654">TS</a>]

01:00:56   be absolutely dead on you know what I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3656">TS</a>]

01:00:58   mean like there there's no it isn't a it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3658">TS</a>]

01:01:02   isn't a a patriarchal cult-like all [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3662">TS</a>]

01:01:05   these women are fully empowered and yet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3665">TS</a>]

01:01:08   they are play-acting a kind of sexuality [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3668">TS</a>]

01:01:13   and george RR martin is the is the Papa [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3673">TS</a>]

01:01:16   figure and everybody's very comfortable [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3676">TS</a>]

01:01:19   with that they're very comfortable with [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3679">TS</a>]

01:01:21   with I mean you know this is a guy who [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3681">TS</a>]

01:01:24   in the early seventies when liberated [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3684">TS</a>]

01:01:26   the women sauna can't forget that you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3686">TS</a>]

01:01:28   know and and when I think about and a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3688">TS</a>]

01:01:30   husband and I had a long conversation [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3690">TS</a>]

01:01:31   about this where we were both like you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3691">TS</a>]

01:01:34   know there were the nerve they were the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3694">TS</a>]

01:01:35   cool kids over here having sex with each [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3695">TS</a>]

01:01:37   other and wearing polo shirts with the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3697">TS</a>]

01:01:39   collars up and going to beer parties and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3699">TS</a>]

01:01:42   then they're they're nerds over here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3702">TS</a>]

01:01:43   having sex with each other and go into [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3703">TS</a>]

01:01:44   beer parties and wearing their velvet [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3704">TS</a>]

01:01:47   collars popped or whatever and how the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3707">TS</a>]

01:01:51   fuck did we end up being like right in [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3711">TS</a>]

01:01:54   between in the in the narrowband [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3714">TS</a>]

01:01:57   pinheiro cultural band of kids that just [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3717">TS</a>]

01:01:59   weren't having sex with each other you [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3719">TS</a>]

01:02:02   know we were sitting there silently [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3722">TS</a>]

01:02:03   judging both cultures and in fact uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3723">TS</a>]

01:02:08   sleeping the district slept alone every [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3728">TS</a>]

01:02:11   single night [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3731">TS</a>]

01:02:13   it's so I'd love John's describe it [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3733">TS</a>]

01:02:16   might have been in it when the husband [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3736">TS</a>]

01:02:18   interview Martin was a pretty [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3738">TS</a>]

01:02:21   interesting interview but point John [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3741">TS</a>]

01:02:23   Hodgman was describing the way that he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3743">TS</a>]

01:02:25   dressed when he was in high school here [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3745">TS</a>]

01:02:27   to talk about this like kind of a doctor [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3747">TS</a>]

01:02:29   who thing going on he carried a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3749">TS</a>]

01:02:31   briefcase he had a ponytail yeah yeah he [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3751">TS</a>]

01:02:34   was you know he was working working a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3754">TS</a>]

01:02:37   lot of different angles and figure out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3757">TS</a>]

01:02:38   which one was going to be coming [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3758">TS</a>]

01:02:39   together like a lot of people cobbling [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3759">TS</a>]

01:02:41   together your own idea of what cool was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3761">TS</a>]

01:02:43   with without you know much outside [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3763">TS</a>]

01:02:45   influenced this dear you want another [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3765">TS</a>]

01:02:48   yeah I i understood that uh I my mom [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3768">TS</a>]

01:02:53   would not buy me an izod shirt because [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3773">TS</a>]

01:02:56   they were $85 or something like that at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3776">TS</a>]

01:02:59   a time when you could get a shirt with a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3779">TS</a>]

01:03:00   little fire breathing dragon on it from [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3780">TS</a>]

01:03:02   sears for fourteen dollars right and uh [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3782">TS</a>]

01:03:06   I remember going to the fabric store [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3786">TS</a>]

01:03:08   with her one day when I was in ninth [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3788">TS</a>]

01:03:13   grade or something like that which is [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3793">TS</a>]

01:03:14   already like you're going to the fabric [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3794">TS</a>]

01:03:15   store with your mom in ninth grade loser [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3795">TS</a>]

01:03:19   and I'm walking through the fabric store [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3799">TS</a>]

01:03:21   and there's a little embroidered [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3801">TS</a>]

01:03:23   alligator do but she's he's like he's a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3803">TS</a>]

01:03:29   happy alligator this island clearly not [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3809">TS</a>]

01:03:33   the look at southgate he's about twice [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3813">TS</a>]

01:03:35   as big as the cost allegorical and he's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3815">TS</a>]

01:03:37   like looking at the least looking at the [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3817">TS</a>]

01:03:39   viewer and maybe even is giving a [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3819">TS</a>]

01:03:42   thumbs-up and I said you know what [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3822">TS</a>]

01:03:48   that's my alligator and i bought it and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3828">TS</a>]

01:03:51   I had it sewn on [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3831">TS</a>]

01:03:53   [Music] [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3833">TS</a>]

01:03:55   I had it sewn on actually my Levi's [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3835">TS</a>]

01:03:57   jacket and then like smiling alligator [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3837">TS</a>]

01:04:03   was my little motif and and I I i might [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3843">TS</a>]

01:04:08   even had it i bought a second one and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3848">TS</a>]

01:04:10   had its own my ski sweater you know like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3850">TS</a>]

01:04:12   I was I like Laverne with al [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3852">TS</a>]

01:04:15   yeah except there's a smiling alligator [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3855">TS</a>]

01:04:17   pears up and I was like I firmly [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3857">TS</a>]

01:04:20   believed that I would be respected and [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3860">TS</a>]

01:04:23   loved for my hilarious [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3863">TS</a>]

01:04:26   outsider take on being an insider and we [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3866">TS</a>]

01:04:31   will be constant version who made I was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3871">TS</a>]

01:04:33   just reviled I was reviled by everyone [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3873">TS</a>]

01:04:37   no one liked it no one thought it was [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3877">TS</a>]

01:04:40   good you know and I was so proud like [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3880">TS</a>]

01:04:42   you know smart my smile an alligator [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3882">TS</a>]

01:04:45   check me out [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3885">TS</a>]

01:04:46   I you know I get it right no wrong [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3886">TS</a>]

01:04:51   although you know maybe yes maybe if I [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3891">TS</a>]

01:04:53   just stuck around in my smile an [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3893">TS</a>]

01:04:55   alligator 10 long enough [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3895">TS</a>]

01:04:58   good now you know I'd now be at the at [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3898">TS</a>]

01:05:02   the center of some you know some advil [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3902">TS</a>]

01:05:06   burlesque culture think of all the songs [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3906">TS</a>]

01:05:08   you can deliver haha [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3908">TS</a>]

01:05:14   [Music] [<a href="https://overcast.fm/+BmEPSx3uE/3914">TS</a>]